#april rambles

[loserdiaz]

no but imagine being eddie diaz and you get shot on the street and as you're bleeding out, you have your OH realization about how he's in love with your best friend. and its too late and he's dying and buck is asking him to hang on and its all so fast and chaotic and intense.

AND THEN when he finally finally can come home, there's a welcome back party with his family and the girl he doesn't really like anymore and..... taylor fucking kelly.

eddie diaz is stronger than me bc i would've walked out and start screaming for the sniper to shoot me again and to not miss this time lmao.

#april rambles #LIKE #i imagine eddie planning how to break up with ana and vonfess his love for buck #AND THEN TAYLOR KELLY SHOWS UP #like ????? #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buck x eddie #buddie #911 abc #911 on abc

[pallanophblargh]

I was scrolling through my camera roll when I remembered I’d taken a photo of a portrait I did of my childhood dog in my parents’ house. It’s bittersweet to see where my art was as a late teen/baby 20-something. And of course, I still miss my dog and his hugs.

#april rambles #old art #colored pencils #rough collie #I miss this dog so much #I took care of him from the ages of 8 til 18 #I was fortunate enough to be present when he passed #he deserved better even if though I loved him so much #I didn’t date this work but I must have done it in my early college years at the lastest #I don’t draw a lot of canines but as a kid I drew him a lot #mostly when he was napping or as doodles #he was always there for me #sorry I’m getting weepy

[lovebloodandmonsters]

On violet April nights, I lay awake, and for you my feelings ache on my tongue. The world feels as if it's over but also, like it's just begun.

#poetry #poems on tumblr #poemsworld #poemsociety #poetblr #poetry quotes #poetry community #poetry on tumblr #literary quotes #literature #poets on tumblr #writing #writeblr #writerscommunity #writers on tumblr #april rambles #springposting #spilled ink #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #creative writing #poems on life #poetic #writers and poets #poems and poetry #words words words #prose

[borderlinereminders]

Working is exhausting, and next week I'm moving up to full time (which will involve getting up at 5:00 in the morning).

And it's at a mill, so it's a lot of labour work when I deal with chronic pain issues. I've been having a lot of baths.

I've been struggling a lot with my allowing myself to have things.

Trying to remind myself that it's okay to buy myself bath bombs, or other things for the bath that make me feel better (even if it's mentally and not physically) are okay to do. It's a hard train of thought to break. It's tricky to find the balance of whether it's an impulse buy from my impulses, or not.

It's also tricky because I'm working to save money to get out of my environment and it feels like I'm delaying that when I make other purchases. Maybe it does mean I am delaying it on some level. But the thing I've had to teach myself is that my mental health and physical health matter, too. And I could argue that they're more important to not delaying me than the extra money I spend that I could technically be saving.

My long-winded, rambled point is that it's okay to buy nice things for yourself. It's okay if there isn't a reason other than it cheers you up. Navigating that line between impulse spending that gets out of hand and other spending can be hard, but please try not to go to the one extreme I did where you never allow yourself a little luxury or treat because those things can be so crucial to your well-being. The line for everyone is different (for me, it's allowing myself one-two bath bombs a week instead of every day like I want to), but it is not wrong or terrible to want to get yourself something nice. You deserve nice things.

#personal #this is just a random person ramble because i woke up early today #and couldn't get back to sleep #i haven't posted these in awhile because working #and mental exhaustion #so you're welcome for the break from my long rambles lol #april rambles #is the tag to block if you need to though!

[hazelthetherian]

Happy april fools

#wolf therian #wolf #therian community #therianthropy #therian #silly #goober #that is me #april fool's day #april rambles

[violetsareblue-selfships]

tempted to pretty up my rentry more and just switch fully to it (i like how I've designed it and it's easier to only have to update one instead of a carrd + and a rentry lol)

#in addition to that might change up my categories a little #like bc there's f/os i ship with that have that comfort aspect and some that are literally just for fun #(which is likely why i don't end up focused on them as much) #think it'd be cool to make that distinction #but idk #lol #april rambles

[spaceacexino]

Since you got your memory back and I'd like to get to know you better why don't we do that now. You seem pretty cool so lets get to know each other a little better. 🙂

Only if you want to.

-@turtle-sister-april

|> Sorry for only responding now April! Been trying to catch up on everything happening and figure out why my lab is being weird

|> But yes I’d love to! Where’d you like to start? Maybe a few questions? I don’t know how these things go

#xinotalksalot #turtle net #xinothespaceace #thatonelizarddude #rottmnt #rottmnt oc #tmnt roleplay #thatonespacelizard #april rambles

[thepretencethatkills]

in the summer's grasp, dreams return,

so vivid, waking in a whirl,

sweat beads, though the AC's cool churn,

in March's haze, all I did was curl,

now April's here, escape's my burn,

a reason to stay awake, my mind's twirl.

#poetic #i need sleep #april rambles #writers on tumblr #writing community

[ambersbloodyknife]

Everyone on tumblr is like booping. Everyone

#boop o meter #boop #april fool's day #april rambles #the simpsons #boop 2024 #ghostface #scream

[hymnsofheart]

#april rambles #poetry #thoughts

[flora-valleyy]

omg hi it's been a while I got very shy after gaining so many notes and followers after a few weeks so I stopped posting for a while but I'm back!! hi!!

#april rambles

[loserdiaz]

eddie has a shoulder kink or something idk.

#april rambles #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buck x eddie #buddie #911 abc #911 on abc

[pallanophblargh]

I'm up for a long night of sketching (rare) and filled with a sudden abrupt sadness at having lost so much of my old work. But by some MIRACLE, all the old sketches I despise survived.

This is what I get for a) not keeping good backup habits and b) letting all my online galleries lapse.

I need to address the mass of said hated sketches and just do a cathartic burn. My space gets tidied, and I release some blegh feelings. We all win!

#text post #april rambles #I'm so sorry all my posts are now text #I'm in the middle of projects and restoring all the green rider art scans #and I have thoughts that are a big mixed bag #don't like most of my old art but I've lost so many scans of pieces dear to me #and those pieces are with other people not something I have access to #also woof how do you log into a dormant account? #facing the onslaught of old activity notifications? #the thought hurts me way more than it should #someday there will be new stuff

[juleslovesyousm]

so my mom deleted my instagram, pinterest, tumblr and some other apps bc its "the only thing i do" blah blah and the first thing i installed was tumblr. i cant live without tumblr (and u guys)

#april shares #april rambles

[borderlinereminders]

My work has shut down for two weeks, so expect to see more random late night posting from me...

#personal #april rambles

[lockandkeyhyena]

the booping is cute and all but lets not forget the violent transmisogyny and antiblackness of this site. ok

#yeen rambles #april fools #boop