#are you SURE its temporary

[savefrog]

seeing something list “Guilt and shame at not being able to keep clean” as an ADHD symptom...bitch what if i dont feel anything about it? Certified to not have ADHD because I revel in the chaos. I leave something on the floor and forget about it and when it finally renders in my vision later I’m like “Fuck yeah!!! Environmental Storytelling!!!!!”

#this is partially untrue #i dont revel in it or feel guilty or shameful im just like 'ugh fuck ill clean it eventually' #if i have a thing i want or need to do then that means i 'dont have time' (also untrue) #it is just annoying! i am sure clean freaks also feel shame when there is ONE THING on the floor #like when you are a parent and guests are coming. what do they have a temporary bout of adhd #idk the emotional aspect could be a way for someone to realize what theyre experiencing is a sign of something #but also i think just 'being unable to keep an area clean' would suffice??? #someone with depression could feel guilt and shame about lack of energy to keep clean #of course like any diagnostic criteria could be connected to other things if its not occurring as part of a bigger picture blah blah #idk im just a le epic god of logic and do not understand Emotion Pilled cucks #anyway this was about a tumblr adhd ad so. i am wasting time. #this is not diagnostic like why am i still typing this #this was less a train of thought and more like a shitty little caboose of thought #maybe the epic logic fedora lord tag is where the caboose lit on fire

[apollotronica]

my name is apollo the greek god that lives on the sun but i love the stars ☆☆

#☆ apollo singing #i love stars the most #i love everything you can do with star symbolism #how theres so many and how they can be so so bright and yet theyre so far away #and you will Never be able to visit then like you could a planet without burning up #and the sun is a star too !!! #and stars only live for so long in comparison to solid planets or even meteors #no matter how pretty the stars are youll only ever be able to admire them from afar and only so long #because theyll kill you or theyll burn out #theyre such a temporary thing #and im p sure its a myht but the idea that the bright stars you see are already dead #you can do so much wirh that symbolism

[fruitsyrups]

ive crossed over into an alternate dimension where side profiles are somehow sometimes easier to draw than other angles. bodies in side profile however... nooo thank you...

#ok the back of the head is hard but the facial features proportions kind of feel easier to figure out . maybe. #weird #n e way im happy with the way i draw faces mostly maybe 50 percent of the time but im so not caught up on drawing bodies #like to the point it just looks bizarre #decent proportional face with like at least some understanding of structure/form even if it's not much #and then the stiffest clunkiest body you ever did see #or i can go the other way around and have an ok body. like decently fluid / proportional. but no face #theres some kind of disconnect. cant have both at once #thats only a sometimes thing though anyways. faces are generally easier #tried to do a teeny bit of gesture drawing yesterday but i was feeling sooo lazy and impatient so only 3 of them turned out ok ish #im pretty sure i post more often talking about art than i actually post art #i dont post most of the things i draw #i like to have my little secrets... #secrets in question are just literally anything that isnt adventure time art #actually looking through my art folder is crazy cause like if i saw this 3 years ago (i was really bad at drawing 3 years ago) i would. idk #drop dead or something #but now its like yeah same old same old. lots of problems. need to work on those. #but its nice to step back and be like woagh holy shit. massive improvement #earlier i was trying to dfraw a character and it wasn't coming out right but instead of getting frustrated and discouraged #it was more like i had this feeling of . idk. excitement to get better at drawing? #i dont know if this is just a temporary mood or maybe im turning over a new leaf. new optimistic mindset about art #<- watch that 'new mindset' totally disappear when i have a slightly more prolonged period of art struggle. lol

[elegyofthemoon]

🥺

#i love my friends my friends are so cute #im not gonna sit here wailing about how much i love my friends but i sure do love my friends #i was suggesting one friend that i could play genshin w her if she ever needed help w leveling #(even despite never playing the game myself anymore) #so we were making plans to play tonight ^7^ so im excited... #but then i realized 'wait a second can genshin still run on my computer...' #so i decided to try #only to see aNOTHER FRIEND left a message for me there EVEN DESPITE NOT PLAYING IN A MONTH #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭man i love my friends all of yall are very cute and very sweet and i always turn into a giant crypuddle when i think of you #siiiiiighs #friends tag #i will be normal now. and go see if genshin can still run or is this temporary and its gonna die on me soon #hrmmm #avil speaks #im gonna try using that for now !

[clericalcynic]

Saw a bunch of posts regarding the 'this too shall pass' mindset, and like the whole point of the idea that people forget is that it doesn't matter. Nothing matters. Time heals all. If today sucks, there's tomorrow. If tomorrow sucks, there's the day after. And if that sucks, then make a change or rely on the fact that tomorrow is a construct. Tomorrow doesn't truly exist. It's a metaphor. The future is fake, we live in the present. The past doesn't matter except as a point of reference. It's base Zen Buddhism. It's the plot point of the film Every, Everything, All at Once. It's life. Everything is in constant motion, everything is constantly changing. If things seem stagnant, maybe it's time to make a change. If everyday is a struggle, maybe make an adjustment. If not physically, then mentally.

#This is probably ableist #but like #I dunno #Just maybe try and remember that everything is temporary and no one can feel one way forever #You can't expect to be happy all of the time #and You sure as hell can't be depressed all the time either #take it in stride #enjoy your meloncholy while it lasts #its what makes us unique

[vanilla-voyeur]

Incredibly hypocritical that many of the people who think it's not murder to kill someone trespassing on your house do think it's murder to kill someone trespassing on your uterus. If you're pro life then you should be ok with anyone coming to your house and squatting there for 9 months.

#Pro choice #Bodily autonomy #Abortion #Its because they think your uterus is not your property #You can tell because the incredibly apt comparison to the organ donor system gets dismissed by saying #the fetus is the only one that truly has bodily autonomy worth considering #They literally think your uterus is part of a fetus' body #Not sure how my uterus that Ive had all my life is actually the body part of a temporary invader but go off #Imagine the insanity of wanting to have a say about what happens to your own organs #Bruh youre just a vessel. Know your place #You werent even using it for anything anyway #Why would we keep you around if you refuse to do the one thing youre good for?

[midnightdemonhunter]

They meet in an empty village, deep inside the belly of the Dark Forest. They find the bodies just beyond that, laying beneath a rotting pumpkin.

Officially on a roll with fics, especially Neverafter ones! Read for two married people discovering their former husbands, the strange bond that comes from that, and the question of choice!

#neverafter #elody of greenleigh #henry hubbard #gerelody #plus henry/timothy yahoo #d20 #midnight writes #dimension 20 #finishing multiple fics closer than months apart. like A BOSS #anyway hey. gestures you closer. remember how these two both canonically found their loved ones' bodies? haha. now hear me out #anyway hey its post ep 3. the character death is temporary but these two sure don't know that

[vulpixelates]

i am trying so hard to get into harrow the ninth after absolutely demolishing gideon the ninth but i just haven't been enjoying it as much so far :( spoilers in tags

#SPOILERS AHEAD I AM WARNING YOU ⚠️ #dykereading the locked tomb #i MISS GIDEON SO MUCH #and rn harrow doesnt even seem to be aware thay GIDEON EVEN EXISTED and its making me SO SAD #ik its probablt temporary but god its just so dad #sad*** #and i really HATE the second person perspective. hatehatehate. it was certainly a choice and im sure theres a reason for it but its flfkdjs #making me MISERABLE i do not like it flfkfjd #someone pls tell me it stops before the end of the book 😩😩😩 #usually i love when narrators are even mildly insane but the second person perspective is just so uncomfy for some reason idk

[elibeeline]

This weird time travel show is super funky. The main character now has DID, with widely different headmates, and it's a super interesting watch because even tho this is from the 90's its not seen as a bad thing?

#a temporary plot point im sure will be 'cured' by the end of the episode #and the sidekick is being an ass and totally dismissive of it #but its super interesting!!! #the bg character is super accepting tho! understanding of she/her pronouns for samantha and easily using the right names #and no-ones being all 'theres only a matter of time before he becomes violent' #there's also a jesse!! #and the headmates have different memories!!!!!!!! Jesse's having flashbacks to a granddaughter the body doesn't have #this is fascinating #the show is called quantum leap btw!! it draws me in every time i catch it #ah nvm!!!!!! researching the episode he's 'cured' with elecro shock therapy 🙃 #media portray systems in a good light please i beg of you #and treat them with some normalcy?? wtf is this lmaooo 😭

[badolmen]

Had a revelation today in the woods. As you do.

#ra speaks #personal #I do podcasts in my head abt my obscure media interests that I could probably make actual video essays on #anyways I was thinking abt how I found casshern sins at a pivotal point in my life #if you’ve seen it you can be sure that I related way to hard to stuff like my body is failing me. I want to die. what’s the meaning of life #but I never saw the end of it. until this year. and it felt like…something. idk it was like. #this. this is what I needed. I needed the pain and fear of life acknowledged. but I also needed to be reminded to persist in spite of that. #that there’s beauty in the temporary and fragile and broken #I don’t know why I never saw the end of it - maybe toonami changed its time slot? but I never did. #maybe seeing that finale wouldn’t have stopped my depression spiral at the end of middle school #but it certainly feels like a warm soft blanket watching it now.

[cantsaythetword]

Somehow everything that's gone pear shaped ATM is linked back to it being my fault and I'm realising holy shit I really need to be better

#he speaks #kinda a vent post #i feel like im fucking up all my relationships cause im a pushover and i have to make things easier for strangers/acquaintances #rather than people i genuinely love #i think my view of people and friendships is fucked #i cannot tell who actually likes me #and after one shakey moment im like OK FUCK YOU NOW HATE ME FOREVER #which i know makes me sound like a whiney lil bitch #and its hard to communicate that to people cause i know if i dont choose my words VERY carefully it can come off as manipulative #so i just... dont tell people? #i act like everybody's friend cause that's what i want my role to be #but i actually dont think i can tell who actually loves me #unless its REAL obvious and then its only temporary until even the slightest thing happens #idk why it is that way #or how to fix it #but i need to #i need to fix it #my gf is mad atm and im like 90% sure it's at a few people and an overall situation #but im terrified that shes mad at me #not cause she'll do anything #just cause in my head people dont get mad at their friends #(WHICH I KNOW ISNT TRUE) #idfk guys my brain is just fucked #i need to sleep or something

[pearlldiver]

lol haha imagine feeling like everyone you love will leave you eventually because you arent and will never be enough to make them stay and even if they love you thats not enough because in the end the love thats there is not enough. couldnt be me

#vent #every single fucking time i think someone will actually want to stay #and i know i wouldve stayed!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont /get over/ people i love and love them until they leave and i keep on loving them anyways #fuck. #who wanna love me despite it all? nobody? okay then . thats fine #when people leave me my first instinct is to say 'i understand' and when people stay its 'are you sure' #because like. who the shit wants this #and maybe theres something to want because people want get close but then whatever that want is just isnt enough to make them stay #im like that lyric from the archer: #who could ever leave me darling / but who could stay #whatever #it sucks but ive made peace with the fact that everything is temporary #even if it fucking hurts

[bmpmp3]

gently places an adoptable upon my blog

hh. hewwo. here is a devil girl design, i think she has little floating hearts that follow her at all times

set price: $9 (or 900 dA points if u prefer) EDIT: she has been SOLD, thank u!!

thank u and goodnight (explodes on impact)

#adoptables #adopts #art #traditional art #watercolour #i dont know what the adopt scene is like on the tumbly bumbly. but i will dip my toe in #i will try at least. please have patience with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #also my adopt terms are pretty simple #1) when bought i'll give u the unwatermarked image #2) you can do basically whatever u want with the design including commercial use #3) if ur selling or trading the design later on blease let me know i may want to buy it back LOL #not sure where i should put em tho #maybe on the adoptable posts in the future? i will figure that out later jfkdskjfds #also sorry for my weird watermark. its a temporary one i'll think of something better in the future #right now its something like 'this is a watermark' or something like that? in hexadecimal if i recall correctly

[niriaveil]

wailing. crying. this is the only point in ella's playthrough in which nick doesn't call her button. how to tell your very distraught and perfect older brother is going to arrange an intervention for you the moment he gets back into his own body 101

#ella typically flip flops between confident and morbid but she has like 35% morbid i think? and after. You know. its pretty much her entire #brain state of. Ah geez. Fucked up again. which i love playing because it feels Right yknow given the context of hope and nick #who has it worse: the pollard 0 sister who now has the one shot of temporary normal at the cost of mental wellness and has her brother- #-in her head and making fun of her love life choices (KENZIE IS CUTE NICK!!) #VERSUS!!! #the pollard 10 perfect brother now having to hear and be viscerally aware of your sisters crumbling and lack of mental stability and- #-how much she doesnt want to be Here or alive and now your babysitter just put her on an undercover dangerous job #poor nicky mouse. im sure he was aware of button's bad mental health but hearing it like this must really be devasting and nightmare #HI MIND BLIND HAS ME IN A CHOKEHOLD PLEASE HELP #luna's if adventures

[grasshoppergeography]

Hey All,

I've been away for some time, as we've been working really hard on something quite exciting:

let me present to you the world's first ever global ocean drainage basin map that shows all permanent and temporary water flows on the planet.

This is quite big news, as far as I know this has never been done before. There are hundreds of hours of work in it (with the data + manual work as well) and it's quite a relief that they are all finished now.

But what is an ocean drainage basin map, I hear most of you asking? A couple of years ago I tried to find a map that shows which ocean does each of the world's rivers end up in. I was a bit surprised to see there is no map like that, so I just decided I'll make it myself - as usual :) Well, after realizing all the technical difficulties, I wasn't so surprised any more that it didn't exist. So yeah, it was quite a challenge but I am very happy with the result.

In addition to the global map I've created a set of 43 maps for different countries, states and continents, four versions for each: maps with white and black background, and a version for both with coloured oceans (aka polygons). Here's the global map with polygons:

I know from experience that maps can be great conversation starters, and I aim to make maps that are visually striking and can effectively deliver a message. With these ocean drainage basin maps the most important part was to make them easily understandable, so after you have seen one, the others all become effortless to interpret as well. Let me know how I did, I really appreciate any and all kinds of feedback.

Here are a few more from the set, I hope you too learn something new from them. I certainly did, and I am a geographer.

The greatest surprise with Europe is that its biggest river is all grey, as the Volga flows into the Caspian sea, therefore its basin counts as endorheic.

An endorheic basin is one which never reaches the ocean, mostly because it dries out in desert areas or ends up in lakes with no outflow. The biggest endorheic basin is the Caspian’s, but the area of the Great Basin in the US is also a good example of endorheic basins.

I love how the green of the Atlantic Ocean tangles together in the middle.

No, the dividing line is not at Cape Town, unfortunately.

I know these two colours weren’t the best choice for colourblind people and I sincerely apologize for that. I’ve been planning to make colourblind-friendly versions of my maps for ages now – still not sure when I get there, but I want you to know that it’s just moved up on my todo-list. A lot further up.

Minnesota is quite crazy with all that blue, right? Some other US states that are equally mind-blowing: North Dakota, New Mexico, Colorado, Wyoming. You can check them all out here.

Yes, most of the Peruvian waters drain into the Atlantic Ocean. Here are the maps of Peru, if you want to take a closer look.

Asia is amazingly colourful with lots of endorheic basins in the middle areas: deserts, the Himalayas and the Caspian sea are to blame. Also note how the Indonesian islands of Java and Sumatra are divided.

I mentioned earlier that I also made white versions of all maps. Here’s Australia with its vast deserts. If you're wondering about the weird lines in the middle: that’s the Simpson desert with its famous parallel sand dunes.

North America with white background and colourful oceans looks pretty neat, I think.

Finally, I made the drainage basin maps of the individual oceans: The Atlantic, the Arctic, the Indian and the Pacific. The Arctic is my favourite one.

I really hope you like my new maps, and that they will become as popular as my river basin maps. Those have already helped dozens of environmental NGOs to illustrate their important messages all around the world. It would be nice if these maps too could find their purpose.

#maps reimagined #geography #cartography #maps #my art #rivers of the world #ocean drainage basins #ocean maps #river maps

[oscill4te]

living with parosmia b like

#parosmia- when everything smells or tastes very foul after a viral infection (suchbas covid) even after the sickness has passed... #Been a struggle since august im slowly reintroducing “trigger” foods again.. #Its getting better. Slowly but surely. parosmia that affects taste is horrible. i would not wish it on my worst enemy... #Imagine foods u enjoyed or at least tolerated suddenly tasting like poison and making you wretch e.e and its just random w no warning #And if you have “safe foods” they also can suddenly become disgusting.. thank god its happening less and less #I haven't seen anyone else have this befkre but im sure its common bc of covid... #usually its temporary; it can last months. but man this has been one long ride and i want offfff. lol