#are you only here to MOCK me

[mortyenthusiast]

I HATE RICKS BACKSTORY SO FUCKING MUCH

#IT SUCKS!!! IT SUCKS!!! IT SUCKS!!! #its soooo obviously just so hes easier to digest and woobify by both the writers and the fandom. its so obviously not planned ahead. ITS BAD #rick goes from being a sad character as in. heres this adult senior man whos only real close confidant is his 14y/o grandson #who he is regularly verbally abusive to because he needs that sense of control in his life after existing in a multiverse that has forced- #pop nihilism onto him as a survival strategy. THIS IS PATHETIC AND IT MAKES HIM A COMPELLING CHARACTER!!! #but then they take seadon 3s meme joke not serious backstory that is so obviously making fun of that trope and theyre like #lets make it canon. actually. wouldnt that be cool #to me its reminant of like when fandoms take a stupid mocking joke thats made in passing and misinterpret it as sincere #UUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH #AND FUCKING DIANE!!! IS COMPLETELT ROBBED OF ANY CHANCE TO BE A CHARACTER AND EXIST OR DO ANYTHING!!! #SHE ONLY EXISTS SO THE AUDIENCE CAN SYMPATHISE WITH RICK #thats the only reason for this backstory. so that rick is sad and you feel bad for him because his life sucks actually #hes recontextualized from a character who is ultimately his own biggest weakness into a character who just had a tough time. #dont you just feel so bad for him

[supercantaloupe]

@widevibratobitch @verdiesque

can y'all either @ me or block me already this is getting exhausting

#sasha speaks #if you get upset about other people 'vagueing' you then perhaps try not doing it yourselves. use those spines of yours #here's the thing i don't even really care all that much about who wins or loses the polls #what i have an issue with is the attitude i see of 'we're better because we like these operas not those ones' #and 'this opera is objectively better than that one' when that wasn't even the point of the bracket #(it's 'preference' not 'objective quality' if such a thing can even be measured) #and the attitude of derision and meanness towards people for expressing hurt feelings towards your behavior #i don't have anything against verdi himself or his body of work as a whole really. in fact i would love to know what other people #see and love so much in his work. maybe i could see it then too #but i can only stand to have that conversation with someone who's demonstrated that they'll respect me for disagreeing #and i really have not seen that so far. for the most part notes i've seen from you just read as cliquey and self aggrandizing #or really moreover just. unpleasant. #but by all means prove me wrong. if you're willing to chat i'm all ears. but only if you're gonna be respectful #otherwise just block me already please. don't mock me.

[sskk-manifesto]

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#I really like the “We're the bad guys' enemy” line. For someone I generally despise Dazai has all my favourite lines in this show… #Idk I can't really vibe with the unbalance that there is between s/kk. #Like when push comes to shove‚ Dazai has the power to keep Chuuya alive or let him die. #I understand why they make a compelling dynamic in their complexity‚ but it just doesn't do it for me. #I'm a little sad my opinion on them hasn't really changed since I watched the anime for the first time... #Also; I really can't vibe with Chuuya allowing Dazai to kill Q. Yes I know Chuuya cares about his comrades deeply. #Yes I know it can be interpreted as Chuuya seeing himself in Q as a living weapon and being disgusted by it #(though I honestly don't think that was intentional of the author). #Yes I know Chuuya is a mafioso and kills people. No I don't think your personal issues justify you being a dick to other people I'm sorry. #Back to my main annoyance with the episode: I must have already talked about this but I hate hate hate the narrative #“the mafia works for the city” “the mafia deeply loves the city too” it's so so sickening and insulting please stop I'm begging. #Please visit any actual city with a rooted mafia presence for once in your life (signed: someone whose hometown was destroyed by the mafia. #The writers really don't know what they're talking about and‚ politely‚ it's offensive.) #Also b/sd keeping being extremely nationalist with Mori (who's largely depicted unsimphatetically for the first part of the episode)– #bringing up western thinkers and subtly mocking Fukuzawa for not knowing them– #and Fukuzawa (the righteous man. the noble spirit and just soul in this episode and Mori's antithesis)– #stepping forward to say that he knows strategists from the east (because who else would he need?) #I don't know if it's meant to symbolize the conflict with an hostile and invading foreign power (the Guild). #But it does come across as. A very isolationist way of thinking. #I know it's subtle but it's really evident for me. And I didn't want to talk about this any further… #But by bringing actual examples of this I hope I can better explain why I think that b/sd holds nationalist views– #and that I'm not just making it up out of nowhere. Otherwise I fear I'd only come off as pettily hostile to b/sd in everything #That's it. I feel like I've been losing a lot of mutuals over my main recently due to not shutting up (sorry) #so I suppose it's only fair I lose them on here too pffttt. #Tune in next week for more bad takes #random rambles

[larrythefloridaman]

two very different kinds of siblings

#cpuk #took me FOREVER to make mac and al Feel Right to me and just as long to properly execute on the vibe i knew i wanted for goog always #but pretty happy with these! #cpuk alabaster uppercut #cpuk juniper uppercut #cpuk google #cpuk mac and cheese #you ever call a character by a nickname shortening of their name so long that when you have to type their full name again #it hits you all over again how goofy it is. anyway mack encheez would be an entirely normal ace attorney character name #ive been thinking about Al a lot lately. the difference between him in season one and season 2 is interesting to try to reconcile #because in season one its very explicit- he has beef with The Tournament Itself and that was the only reason he was here. #he was an ideological pacifist who was publically mocked and only came to fight in cpuk to prove a point #when a kid from uppercut village was getting bullied because of contestants mocking him and the village. #but when season two rolls around hes a 'cpuk veteran' who's always fighting at locals and bettering the scene. #which leads me to assume Al arrived to CPUK and went 'damn bitch y'all live like this?' and set to work on repairing the vibes #especially since uppercut village has been utterly ignored by the lore since his introduction and with ncct information... #im not sure it... meaningfully exists? its a part of his concept and self that informs his actions but has never mattered. #and as such with the schrodingers isekai way that submission to cpuk works in nccts worldbuilding #i think it might be. just as unreachable as eric is to thera/folk. something from another reality hes just not part of anymore. #in his second tournament appearance he sets a goal of not coming in last and then he's retiring and he doesnt come in last. #but then he comes back. #imagining this dude trying to get a ride back home to uppercut village and the driver needing directions bc hes got no idea where that is #and al realizing he doesnt. know how to get there either. and so the only place he has to go is back to the tournament. #and the sense of community identity so core to himself he's named after it falters and hes left alone #and so he begins to build a new sense of community for himself out of the new home he's been left with. makes friends. adopts new family. #living in honor of the memory of a village that never was. #at least not here. #juni knows the participants of cpuk as family. uncle cha cha. mama hoedown. #in a sense both al and juni are adopted from elsewhere into the family they know. #smthn smthn 'it takes a village to raise a child.' i am speculating myself into getting emotional about funny punch guy 👍

[wild-at-mind]

In all seriousness, when I was in my 20s I spent way too much time reading tumblr and trying to figure out the right opinions to have on everything. It was pretty soul destroying now that I look back.

#although the people i consider my people (leftists and the left leaning) are always turning on people for slight disagreements #so i guess it was self preservation in a way #luckily i basically never posted back then only read #the truth is a lot of the disagreeing and fucking infighting on the left is internet sickness #and a lot of people who seem to know what they are talking about on here are actually talking out of their ass- seriously. #they don't need to know what they are talking about because everyone reading knows even less #my criteria for which leftists i respect is 'can they handle a slight disagreement with someone broadly on their side- #do they engage in good faith or do they mock and belittle?' #and i understand anyone on here with over a certain amount of folllowers who talks about politics will get bait and bad faith asks and stuf #i'm not saying you have to engage with bait in good faith! #just the real stuff. #i kind of regret this now but i engaged on a post that was using the word liberal in the coloquial (meaningless) tumblr way #that was when someone i followed (unfollowed now) apologised to the op of the post for my dumb idiocy- i was like ohhhhh #and then the op of the post responded to me like 'i'm using the true definition of liberal! which is: [really confusing explanation]' #the truth is there is no one definition because the left and right use it differently #when the right says liberal in a derogatory way they don't mean 'not those further left people though! they are really respectable + cool' #nah they mean the further left also #the point is the term liberal has no set meaning- it changes with context and no one bothers providing the context #i will stop now this is too rambly even for me

[ironhusband]

People on tumblr who just make fun of fandom culture baffle me. It’s like willingly sitting in a clown car and then loudly declaring that you hate the sound of squeaky shoes.

#and I don’t mean fellow fans who are like ugh we’re so annoying. people who are genuinely like ew cringe #this is the weirdo social media. we’re cringe here if you don’t like it go home #people complaining on tumblr like oh fanfic has rooted your brain and now you can’t read. bitch we know. let us have fun in this hellhole #this place is removed from the real world. if you wanna shame me for anti intellectualism find my Twitter or email this is TUMBLR #ramble rumble #tumblr #I esp hate how it falls disproportionately on fanfic writers. fanart and edits with Taylor swift lyrics are also cringe like c’mon #I mean thus affectionately and I do think all creators here are suffering. but it’s only even fanfiction i see that is so mocked compared to #other forms of fandom art

[echoing-oursong]

lmaoo as you all can tell i’m sick and tired of seeing people mock me/other people for their reasons about not shipping something. like there are some fucking valid reasons why i don’t ship r/nonce and b/ler and yet i keep seeing people mock those reasons and it’s like - are you fucking serious

#personal #sometimes people are just annoying and it’s like dead god in hell - there are valid reasons #also i don’t even get what the purpose is because if i had valid reasons then i sure as hell ain’t gonna start shipping couples cuz you #mocked me for not liking something #like what’s the goal here? you’re only getting people on your side through intimadiation #and those people who aren’t intimated literally aren’t going to start shipping instead they’ll have even more of a reason to hate said ship #you’re just digging your own grav atp

[hzrnvm]

emotional. happy, pissed off, all that.

#hzrn #im cool with being annoying hypothetically but the real kicker is that no form of communication exists that i can really use comfortably #every single form of communication out there. i can't use it. i can't fuckin talk bc the sounds are too hard. #i can't fuckin type bc the buttons are too hard. #i can't fucking body and hands bc motions are too hard. #i can't fucking art because art involves all those things. #damn fucking WORDS are too hard. i put so much work into them and i get nothing. nothing! #who made the world this way?! why is it that all communication and socialization is so. fucking. hard!!!! #i tried! i really really fuckin tried man! all last year i tried so so hard. #i fell FLAT on my face. NO ONE liked me. they called me a retard! they said i was scary‚ awkward‚ hard to be around! #they did coordinated social attacks on me! then when i come back to school this year and i even *think* about trying again‚ they say #'nobody wants him here. and he should stop caring' #well right about then‚ is where she gives up! she has closed her eyes‚ she has given up hope! #i gave up trying to exist socially at school. the two paths are being myself and getting bullied‚ or not being myself and getting nothing #today was a good day for me all in all but idk. #the only reason i dont hold grudges like crazy is because of my object impermanence shit #although this might as well count as a grudge. i think it's somewhat justified though‚ because in my case it's more like #if you hurt me seriously then i'll think about it pervasively until you do something to redeem yourself in my mind. #probably that's part of the reason im so scared of being myself and shit #this is probably the reason why im so scared of being myself. bc everytime i tried i got bullied‚ mocked‚ demeaned. and that shit piles up. #i just spend mosta my time not thinking about it! just like i spend mosta my time not thinking about who i am‚ my future‚ my past and on! #siiiigh. sigh sigh siiiiiiiiigh #it's ok to like this post by the way #in fact it's encouraged. im directly and clearly asking you to. #im not making this post for nothing. im making it in the hopes that someone will read what i said. #although really no one will. why the hell would anyone fucking read this. get fuckin real. #i know for certain i'll wake up tmrw with this at at maximum like. 1 like. 2 if im really the luckiest girl in the world. #and i know how i sound caring about likes and shit. but really all it tells me is someone read this. and i really fuckin need someone to re

[orionangeline]

Someone take me by the hand and gently explain that it's fine to be weird and clueless in public even if it's right in front of my apartments office and anyone could see me

#basically rent is due #like a little late due #amd i need to put my rent in the supposed drop box #but ive only been here like two months and ive never needed the drop box so i dont know where/which one it is #and im pretty sure I can figure it out or whatever but 😭 #what if my neighbors find out im a dumbass 😭😭😭😭 #what if i look suspicious 😭😭😭 #what of theres no label on the drop box 😭😭😭😭 #but our apartment... manager? is only here like two hours early in the morning and my body is on night crew hours #so i NEED to get it done and I NEED to use the drop box #but what if i mess up amd somehow the rent is super late and i get secret fined??? or maybe they'll kick me out for being stupid loser?? #i KNOW its just some sort of anxiety talking but that doesn't help 😭😭😭😭 #haha im so. normal and used to human living #AND THERES A school next door what if the schoolchildren see me and mock me with a schoolyard rhyme 😭😭😭 #i dont THINK the playground is at an angle they could see me. but you know children. always seeing things. and such. #BASICALLY this is all because I would have to spend maybe two minutes in front of my building btw. #'doesnt have anxiety' my ASS my tummy hurty and its over like. nothing big #TMMUY LITERALLY HURTY

[nthflower]

Tumblr is always like social norms are evil and stupid and hurt people that doesn't fit in (which is extremely true and I say this all the time too)

But the moment someone do something here stupid everybody is like turn into hive mind and bully them.(not racism or bigoted stuff like terfs idk I am talking about just weird things)

Like people preach be yourself, current social norms are fucked up then mock you for not following Tumblr culture or whatever.

#people who make angry posts to other users about tumblr etiquette etc. #like how dare you spam liking my blog how can you not know this is wrong why are you not thinking #or how dare you asking them something because you cared you clowns go learn unwritten tumblr interaction etiquette rules #we love people who dont understand social norms easily tho 😌 #ughhhhh i am angry #and this is not about me btw all my interactions in Tumblr was amazing following and follower #but some other post that u saw #like yeah they are annoying maybe why are you mocking or smugly mean about it just teach them whats wrong #like its my neurodivergency i know but i genuinely can't see sometimes not wrong i only can find patterns but not explain them #and if you tell me instead of mocking whats wrong here i can then see my problem and just fix it and also it would be amazing for me too #i would also develop as a person #this is my strategy irl tbh first i explain someone what's makes me feel wrong and bad about their thing #then if they don't understand after a while and its hurting me i just then be angry to them and say okay this persom is stupid/annoying #anyways i just especially after starting therapy stopped judging people even when how much weird weird they are #i cant know without asking and i can be same too #rant #long long tags #i should learn telepathy so much i want telepathy its only communication way that would satisfy me

[twilightarcade]

so upset about that time my friend used my my pronouns as a joke and didn't even stick to the bit. Like ok girl if you're going to use mildly mocking random pronouns for me every day you better stick to them.

#wordstag #honestly I was fine with it. Most of them didn't work as pronouns but we ball #Yes it was very clearly mocking neopronouns but like. Whatever gets some variety here. #but she didnt STICK to them which was incredibly infuriating #ur allowed to make fun of me if you get a bit and stick to it. She did not stick. #basically everyday she would come up with some new pronoun set (ranging from among/us to de/dew) and declare that my pronouns #not that people like. Often refer to poeple by pronouns to their face. But she would usually make a point to do so #eg speaking about/to me in 3rd person which was. Disconcerting at best. #but the moment it wasn't within that deliberate 3rd person bubble it was dropped #also this only went on for like. 2 weeks at best. Pathetic.

[maraeffect]

absolutely going the fuck through it rn (:

#haha I'm going to be cheated out of the only future i ever gave enough of a shit about to want!!!! haha 😃 #so fucking funny of the world to make me want to die for the first 18 years of my life #and then give me a TASTE of what it feels like to live in color. with my fiancee #give me a preview of what I'd have missed out on if i killed myself #and then after 4 years give me cancer and take it all away (: haha I'm laughing!! #can't miss what you never had you know!! very funny way of mocking me here (: #“man this kid actually wants a future!! he's planning it for the very first time!! make him stop.'' #real talk I'm absolutely heartbroken. devastated. i can't even find the words to describe how viscerally destroyed i am. #there's no language that captures it. i just want to wail and scream at curse at god. #if a god exists it fucking sucks and i hope it dies. #IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR MAN. NONE OF IT IS FAIR. #i don't even know what else to say. #negative #death #audio #Spotify #round 2

[welcometoteyvat]

two days until the update so yelan yelan yelan yelan yelan yelan please please come home in 20 pulls or less I don't want to have to reach 80-something pity again............ for once in my gacha gaming arc i'd like primos left over ...........................

#i want to go for either her bow or save for one of my main's cons since theyve been leaked for a 4.1 banner........... #even prefarmed for her... and ive literally never done that for any other 5* so pls..... gacha gods have mercy PLEASE. #do not make me go until like 84 almost hard pity. i expect u at 70 pity max <////3 #there was a vid kinsen made where he read a parody of xiao's cn 'hello' vo but w gacha luck struggles instead of the various harms/dangers #and it basically translates to: 'if you are met with a hard pity guarantee; abyss time crunch **; have no more monsters to farm mats; #(idk what this part means); if your artifact rolls always go south**; if your primo supply is severely limited; then call my name #the mighty and illuminated adeptus xiao will be summoned forth to mock (you) (<- implied) #**this is a really bad translation and it completely destroys the original format in the cn but you get the idea LOL #i wrote it down for laughs and changed it back to 'summoned forth to protect' bc. i need the luck and well wishes JKLSDJFDSKLJFDKS #OTL OTL OTL etc. pray for my wish supply bc if i have extra id like to get yelan's bow too.... or just save... #anyways shoutout to dkniade for giving the best translation of his hello vo w/o sacrificing the poetic succinctness of the original lmao #i could never only literal TLs here #ramblings! #gacha logs

[motherhenna]

cant wait for people on this website to stop talking about this trial because I havent seen this many horrible takes since before the most toxic users migrated to twitter

#sorry i keep ranting about it but every time I think I'm done I see some new freezing cold take #reblogged by someone I otherwise like and respect #the fact that so many people absolutely refuse to recognize that JD was so obviously horrifically abused just further proves #to male victims that if they come out with their truth they will be disregarded and gaslit #the host to a podcast I usually love wrote an absolute shit article about it #saying that Amber was just being gaslit into uhhh hitting JD and mocking him and laughing maniacally and not letting him leave #and that she's the real victim #literally what the fuck is wrong with you that you jump over that many mental hurdles to make excuses for the real abuser #I need these people to listen and re-listen to every single one of those recordings and tell all the survivors in the audience #that isnt abuse #what happened to 'believe all survivors'?? or do some of yall only support that when it's 'believe all women'? #fucking ice cold #ice cold takes here #and I fucking listened and believed her when she first came out against him! #So did thousands of others! #But now that I've seen the evidence from both the UK trial and here I have changed my mind #because she fucking perjured herself over and over and over! #call me a 'misogynist' all you want but it's not fucking feminism if it doesn't include men! #No what's misogynistic is believing that a woman who has been RECORDED admitting to physically abusing her husband #is incapable of being the abuser because she's a woman and he's a man

[cryptidm0ths]

I need someone whos listen to the magnus archives to mock me for saying tim stoker is my favorite character

#technically a lie my favorite tma character depends on where i am in my re listen and currently we re at the end of season 3 so its tim #the mocking moth part comes from finishing an episode and going oh what a cool #[redacted for spoilers and i want to convince people to listen to the show] motivations wonder where we ve seen this before followed by #stop linking everything back to the anime idol gatcha game you stupid brainrotted lump of grey matter /lh #theyre not even similar deep down they just both have a lot of rage and need for revenge and selfloathing that they redirect outwards but #still kinda stretching it just bc they both have a younger brother that they were happy supporting from the shadows that had [redacted] #i will stop really want to convince others to listen to the show and cant just spoil everything here #anyway listen to tma if you like horror the episode cw list is on the wiki #insert guy who has only read himeru stories #this character is giving me major himeru vibes #theyre not that similar but the brain made a connection #moth chitters

[unopenablebox]

lots of need to confess things lately. i hated thor ragnarok and ive never liked anything else taika waititi has made. he is pretty hot but that simply doesn’t get me to the point of being able to watch any of it

#i simply don't enjoy it. #some of you may remember my thor ragnarok opinion‚ ''the 'planet hulk' comics run deserved better than to be mocked this cruelly'' #which is like fully held & sincere & im still upset. it was so unnecessary & dismissive & mean in a way i can only interpret as mocking like #the concept of a superhero comic telling an interesting story #it wasn't good literature but it was interesting & serious & about Doing Right By The Hulk who is truly just abused as shit by everyone #& it meant a lot to me when i was 12 or whatever and it's mean to make fun of me for that. is what i think #box opener #lmao #truly only like extremely daring confessions around here