me when i get sad at night: im taking a break i need to take a break for my mental health
me the next day when im bored: nvm
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hi there my beloved kairo i am here …… to talk abt fleabag <333 I GOT SOOO EXCITED WHEN I SAW YOU LIKED IT i need to know your favorite scene(s) and character(s) plsplspls 🙏🙏 is it the priest. i feel like it’s the priest. (he’s getocoded to me btw but you alr know that) ….
also sending you a big bouquet and some boba :3 💐🧋 i hope your day or night is going well!!!! whenever you end up seeing this!!!! ily <3
A FELLOW FLEABAG LOVER 🤝 listen i love that show SO much like phoebe is such a legend in both the writing AND acting department i love her SO much 😭
AND YOU ALREADY KNOWWWWWWW i loved hot priest soooooo much <333 the scene of him & fleabag at the church literally made me mentally unwell like i’m sorry but that’s corrupted priest!geto to a TEE… telling fleabag to “kneel.” and opening the confessional… he’s shrouded in all black… he took off the white collar… they KISS???
AND THEN LATER ON ANOTHER VERY SUGURU GETO CODED MOMENT (JDKSKSJDKSKSJDEKJEJE ARI I’M GOING INSANE ALREADY THINKING ABT SUGURU SAYING IT KDKDKDKDKDKDKD) WHEN HE TELLS HER:
“fuck you calling me ‘Father’ like it doesn’t turn you on just to say it.”
LIKE?:!:&:!3$3:$:$:! ummmmmmm. if suguru said that to ME…………………… sorry but not sorry 2 say that nsfw actions would occur immediately after <3
but also i love fleabag & her relationship w claire like the “i look like a pencil scene” had me cryifnfnfnfnfn i love everyone in the show SO much… also omfg the entire show is so sugu-coded like the FOX mentions??? the ending when fleabag confesses that she loves the priest and he just says to her softly, “it’ll pass.” i may have cried… just a lil bit… bc you know they do STILL care for each other but at the end of the day he chooses God. WHEW……. i know there’s never gonna be another season bc they ended it perfectly but i miss fleabag sm </3
BUT OMFG WHAT ARE YOUR FAV SCENES??? AND YOUR FAV CHARACTERS??? i Have 2 know… 🗣️🗣️🗣️ also have you ever watched “derry girls” i feel like you would fucking LOVE the show omfg 😭 i already have a feeling that sister michael & michelle would be your favs (i’m projecting bc they’re my favs) like it’s also another amazing show 😭😭😭
ALSO I’M ALSO SENDING YOU FLOWERS BACK FEEL FREE TO PLANT THEM IN A GARDEN <3 🌹🌸🌺🌷🪷 i hope your day/night is going wonderfully <3 MWAH! 🩷
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i love Louis and legosi beastars. Legosi will be like “Louis is the pinnacle of everything I admire. He alone has the power to save our divided society. I would do anything protect him. Even kill.. he’s beautiful and worthy of my absolute devotion.” whcih is like. OK. Cool. But do you guys even text? Like do u have his phone number. and same with Louis he’ll be like “legosi is dear to me. He is my other half. he represents everything that scares me but that I admire and even love. I’m going to declare my undying loyalty to him right now. Actually I trust him so implicitly that I’ll let him eat me.” And then it’s like OK. BUT LIKE DO U KNOW HIS BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! They’re insane.
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A Stone and Bruises
⚠️Self harm⚠️
Aris x female reader
It wasn't exactly the most healthy thing to do. I'm more than aware that bruises on your legs aren't good for you, but at least I'm not cutting myself. Besides, it was only when I've had a really bad day.
Well, guess what? Today was terrible. I had been screamed at by Beth, ended up spilling my dinner, and fell face first on ice which cut my cheek. Now I need relief.
I zipped up my tent and changed into shorts so it was easier. With that I started punching my thighs, and when that wasn't enough I picked up my rock and banged it against my legs. Angry tears fell almost as fast as the blood from the sharp edges. Why did I feel the need to do this? Why couldn't I hold it together?
Realizing it still wasn't enough I moved down to my knees. I started beating there too until I heard my tent unzip. In a panic I tried to grab my blanket to cover them, but it was too late. Standing in front of me was Aris.
Time seemed to freeze as we stared at each other until I put down the rock. I realized all of it was painted bright crimson. I didn't dare look at the damage. I never do until the next morning.
"Give me the rock,"He said simply. I couldn't help but shake my head and clutch it in my hands. This rock has gotten through dark times, even if it took me to more dark ones. It was a distraction. I couldn't just give it up.
"Can I sit?"He asked softly. I nodded but protectively held my rock. He didn't try and take it from me.
"How bad do they hurt?"He asked. I still couldn't say anything. I physically couldn't. I had reached my breaking point.
"Okay. Can you wait here for a second?"
I shrugged and kept the rock in my hands. As he left I glanced at the stone. Old blood along with the fresh metallic liquid covered its surface. Some spots were completely dried. All of them filled me with dread to look at. The relief I got had worn off.
Aris slipped back in with a first aid kit. All I could do was stare ahead. I was numb to everything around me now.
"I need to see,"He said gently. I slowly put my legs out. Even the small action made me wince. If he noticed he didn't say anything.
"It's going to sting,"He warned. He poured some alcohol on a rag and started wiping the spots covered in blood. I was more than used to this feeling.
"You clean them each time, right?"He asked. "When I can,"I muttered, finding my voice for a second. "That's good. You don't want them to get infected."
"I'm sorry,"I uttered, feeling a lump in my throat. "I know,"He whispered.
He bandaged my ruined knees before checking the rest of my legs. All the while I sat there holding the thing that caused this.
"That should be good Y/N. As long as you change the bandage there shouldn't be a problem."
"I'm sorry,"I repeated. "It's going to be okay, alright? We'll figure this out together,"He promised.
I put my head on his shoulder and flipped the cold stone over in my hand. Through the corner of my eye I saw him glancing at it, almost as if he was scared I was about to do it again.
"Why don't you at least let me put it out of sight for now?"He suggested. I stared at it one more time before finally handing over what was supposed to help me. I watched as he put it under a towel in the corner.
"Do you think it would help to get some sleep?"
Nodding I laid down. Before he could leave I shook my head no. He understood exactly what that meant as he crawled next to me. He protectively wrapped his arms around me as I curled up against him. Knowing that whatever happened when I woke up wouldn't be easy I tried to get at least a little bit of sleep.
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Ummm... so. Quick question. Is there at any point in Act 2 where you walk in to talk to Dammon, and he just starts screaming for help at the top of his lungs and running away from you? Because uh, he just did that. Then ran out into the darkness and I had to herd him back into the safety of the light bubble like a sheepdog. What is happening???
UPDATE: Apparently Dammon is deathly afraid of Fire Elementals. He and Azer are not besties. I put Azer away and now he's decided he doesn't want to go be one with the shadows
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