Friendly reminder that art tutorials are often made by experienced artists who can easily take their experience for granted.
If you’re starting out, and the things you make from an ‘easy’ tutorial don’t look right, don’t get discouraged.
Sometimes things we think are obvious, are only obvious because we’ve been drawing for years. So it doesn’t get added to the tutorial.
Sometimes things labeled as tutorials are not tutorials.
I just saw a “tutorial for beginners” video where the artist was using very advanced pencil techniques that the video made no note of. There was no commentary, actually. Because the artist had not posted the video as an instructional guide, but to show off their skills. The video had been reposted from a site I couldn’t access, to instagram, to tumblr. And relabeled as a tutorial.
If you did not know how to use these advanced techniques, and followed the drawing line for line, it would look half as good. And it would feel disheartening. This is the fault of the reposter for misleading you.
I wish this wasn’t so prevalent, but I see it all the time.
You are not a bad artist because you can’t recreate something on the first couple of tries. Art is hard, keep up the good work.
I wanna tell this to every artist out there: Do you want to draw because you want to draw, or because you want to post something. Knowing which one of these it is can be extremely important for avoiding burnout, guilt, and stress, which are all feelings you want to avoid connoting to art. Having a following is incredible. For me it’s one of the best things to have happened to me. But my art needs to be enjoyable for me still. If I don’t really want to and am doing it anyway, or doing it out of guilt, it’s going to turn out bad. And people will notice. Draw things that you yourself feel proud of and that give you a serotonin boost.
A old friend once said to me “You know what’s harder than seeing what you did wrong? Seeing what you did right.” After remembering this, I thought I’d pass that down to anyone that needed to hear that.
a message to all the independent writers and artists out there who feel like they are shouting into the void:
maybe you've spent hours, days, months or more on a piece, carved out a little piece of your soul and sent it out into the world only to have it be completely ignored
maybe a story means everything to you, and seems to mean nothing to anyone else
maybe every time you check on your work online and it has no new views/likes/comments/purchases, you feel like your heart is being wrung out
maybe you're scared every time you post/share anything new because you know that's only going to hurt you too
maybe you don't even share anything new any more because you can't handle being hurt again
do not stop.
do not stop creating. do not stop sharing. i mean, obviously take care of yourself--if sharing is majorly triggering you and you need to get to a better baseline, gather some better tools, and develop some better skills to deal with very big and very valid emotions before you start sharing again, please do that. but if you're the person who just needs one thing to hold on to, one person to tell you it's worth it, let this post be the thing and let me be the person
because it IS worth it. you are worth it and your work is worth it. it SUCKS when you share something so personal and meaningful and it gets completely ignored. it feels awful, especially if you've got rejection sensitivity issues.
but every time you share, and it hurts, and you take care of those feels and move through them and realize they didn't kill you, you get a little less afraid, and the next time it hurts a little less.
and then, one day, someone's going to see you. someone's going to see your work and hold it and love it and cherish it. you deserve to have that happen!! and your work deserves to have you believe in it! and it can't if you just hide it away!
you can do this. we can do this. i'm writing this mainly to myself 😂 but maybe it will help some others as well.
if anyone would like me to talk about some tips and habits that have helped me work through this, let me know and I'll make a follow-up
I must not cringe.
Cringe is the inspiration-killer.
Cringe is the little-death that brings total constraint.
I will embrace my cringe.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the cringe has gone there will be joy. Only freedom will remain.
Write that fic you don't think anyone else will read.
Draw that idea you don't think anyone wants to see
Do the thing
You will genuinely be so pleasantly surprised
Sincerely the person who wrote a self indulgent fic based on a character having a medical condition similar to mine thinking I'd get a couple of hits maybe
Only to be at 370 hits 86 kudos and several dozen subscriptions and bookmarks not quite 6hrs later.
After posting about it nowhere. Just uploading it to AO3
People will want to see, read, hear, experience your work, even if you don't think they will!
Something I've rediscovered since I started drawing again: there will be at least one point in any piece where it just Looks Wrong.
Maybe something has a weird shape. Maybe the shading is off. Maybe perspective or proportions are wonky. Something Will Be Wrong.
Don't let it stop you. Try to find it and correct it.
It's amazing how many times I've erased and redrawn a single, seemingly inconsequential line and suddenly it all slid into place like a mechanism and the part of me that was stressing just relaxes.
If you show my old works, then everything is drawn on them except for the hands.
This is my very first Mewtwo whose name is Gillen.
You didn't see it because I deleted the post 3 minutes after I posted it. I have a lot of these jobs.
Cheer up and start practicing on paper.
Even Better Start Understanding Mewtwo's Anatomy.
With knowledge of anatomy, it will be easier for you.
[I'm on mobile atm so this text editing will be a bit rough]
Thanks for the encouragement and advice @drazegerzo :'> I do practice on paper every now and then, I just don't put them up here a lot :X aaaa they also take me a few hours to complete without colouring in
The only thing I don't understand is what you mean by the anatomy? (I'm not a very switched on person, it can take me a while for things to click :X) specifically do you mean each individual body part, and trying to practice it?
Thanks for taking the time to make and write this. I <3 Gillen, they're so cute! I'll have to show you my first attempts when I can take a photo of them :>
Art tip: draw whatever you think looks best forever. Doesn’t matter if it’s “incorrect” or unrealistic as long as you’re not being racist or using harmful stereotypes it’s FINE.
I am actually so serious I think it really messes with a childs creativity and joy to tell them to never make a mary sue OC. Like that unbridaled form of joy where you make a self insert OC who super cool and everyone loves them and they have every superpower in the world SHOULD be something a kid makes, it nourishes their ability to create things for fun and not be stifled by "oh but what if my character is too overpowered and cringey...". whatever
The best thing I have ever done for my writing/art is develop the skills and gather the tools I need to be a healthy human person.
Learning how my brain works and implementing ways to work with it instead of trying to force it to be Normal.
Noticing and understanding my trauma responses and taking the time to respect and heal them.
Taking responsibility to teach myself the skills my parents never taught me, like how to make and maintain relationships, how to properly communicate and deal with conflict, how to actually take responsibility. How to deal with being Uncomfortable.
I am still toddler level at most of these things AND ALREADY my ability to create consistently, passionately, and joyously is better than maybe it has ever been. I can't even fathom where I will be in five years if I continue on this path, but I'm very excited to find out.
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.