#art was always just a hobby for me anyway idk why i am taking it so seriously

[petorahs]

the first few art pieces for a new interest are always the loneliest, in my experience

#aishi.txt #i cant sleep despite drinking calming tea and my fav playlist being put on so forgive any emoness but #its a bit alienating... why does art have to be one of the loneliest hobbies ever #like i want people to care as much as i do but i also get it if they dont #i cant fault ppl for not seeing the vision as i do... which is why my art is there #but im just one guy who has many ideas and not enough hands and energy to draw all of them #draw them all and... make it match my view also?? i have to reconcile my current skill with my lack of time and energy with my perfectionism #a bit of a recipe for disaster... i will say #and even after all that effort... some people will still not see it or get it and the ones that probably do #will need time to warm up to me!! #and my art... ough.. idk..... #do i use art as a medium to bridge my social anxiety or what... why does this lowkey bother me #anyway. this happens every time i change fandom #persona art was the loneliest period... pokemon feels a bit alienating too idk #my conclusion always is to stop interacting altogether #just dump my art pieces and go #but thats never worked out for me as well... i always long for interaction and i always be yapping #its just!! a bit tiring i guess #having to continuously work on stuff to... feel connected? what am i saying #like yea i know it takes time. i just wish it didnt have to feel so lonely too during the waiting period #makes me not want to move on from one interest to the next #makes me worried the friends ive made for one fandom will think ive abandoned them for a new thing but its the opposite. #im scared to leave things ive built up.. connections ive already made #i would love nothing more for them to come with me (its not like theyre going anywhere) i just dont know #how to make them feel connected to a new interest i have? wtf am i on about #its like i based my self worth on what art i can provide to others lol 😂 thats silly #i think i'll just think of this as my real life friendships and leave it at that #but yeah. i still feel incredibly lonely and alienated when making art for a new thing. even old things feel incredibly. sad to me #art as a hobby is incredibly lonely. its frustrating for someone like me #an extroverted person with an introvert's hobby. disaster.

[donuts4evry1]

I haven’t had my art tablet on my desk since the last time I’ve uploaded digital art and hm. hm. hm

#idk i guess i just haven't been feeling it #art was always just a hobby for me anyway idk why i am taking it so seriously #// yes i know i could take commissions but also. tired. i am so tired. art takes work and i do not want to do that work #mun rambles #there are a multitude of reasons of why i don't have my art tablet on my desk but the fact that i haven't put it back up there is #well #a bit :(( #sigh #donut is losing it #oh but i found some root beer in my fridge the other day so i might do another stream #root beer and stream sounds fun #unfortunately (or fortunately) i cleaned my desk a little bit and snack bowl is gone #snack bowl my beloved :(((

[aftonsinhell]

Hi my name is Gravemind and it's december 31st at 530 pm and i'm writing a post

um.

fnaf came out when i was like. 9? idk. and it instantly became very special to me. i was one of those kids with a golden foxy oc. i was one of those kids shipping myself with toy bonnie. springtrap became an instant fave of mine and i've always loved the idea of the robots having thought outside of being possessed

i'm a young man who's been struggling with depression for a long time. I lost most of this year and last year, to be honest. i haven't been into fnaf since the fourth game, but getting back into it has been. great. for me. i started drawing again. i planned out and created a cosplay. i downloaded a social media. i got into an old hobby again. i started talking to people.

there are a few of you who have been here since i was 16. following on from my old pokemon projects. the ones i abandoned because i just didn't love pokemon the way i thought i did.

thank you for sticking with me. it means a lot. it means a lot to know that my art is worth something outside of the borders of fandom. that it's fun to look at either way. that i still can create compelling stories about grief and manipulation and shit no matter what my muse is.

i'm an adult now. i have studies to do and books to read and a body to take care of. i fucking pay taxes. who the fuck pays taxes? and why am i allergic to cashews now?

it means a lot to know i've made it this far. and what i have to say is i'm glad everyone else has made it this far, too

to those of you who are new, who have only seen this, my most recent project. i value you, too. every person who likes my post, leaves a comment, or anything of the fucking sort means a lot to me. there are like, thirty of you! reading my shit! that's more people than i can fit in my house! our house party is fucking ruined guys! some of you sit on the lawn please!

anyways i also bought the fnaf cookbook recently so if you guys want to help me make more pizza for the party that'd be lovely. i have chocolate to bribe you with.

I'm glad to be alive, and I'm glad whoever is reading this is alive, too.

#grave post #new years shit #sappy shit #you know #for those of you out of the loop i call my discord server the pizza party #that's where that joke at the end is coming from

[moomoomooing]

moomoo’s landing

I’m Kai! I draw :D

I draw for whatever im interested in! Currently thats Twisted Wonderland and Seventeen~ I also draw lots of oc/ original artwork as well.

This is a SFW blog: I will never post or rb full NSFW content, suggestive art will be cropped and the full piece under a cut. If I happen to draw NSFW, again I will post a sfw crop of it here, and there will be a link to a separate site with the full image.

This blog also contains spoilers for any of the fandoms I’m in. I won’t tag anything as spoilers unless I’m talking about it within 3-ish days of it’s release, so be warned!

(Important info from below- my DM’s are open to mutuals only! If you want to chat but we aren’t mutuals, use my ask box. Art requests are only open when I make an announcement for it. If one’s going on, that announcement will be my pinned post.)

This is a side blog I use as a main! Any followbacks will come from @kaiikko.

KYUU SCARLET (OC/Sona, he/him pronouns)

(info card is a work in progress!)

Kyuu's UM (writing)

Kyuu and why he’s in NRC (writing)

A Lion’s Warmth (writing)

A Pair of New Ears (writing)

spiraling down into your arms (writing)

Camp Vargas Card

Halloween Card

ADONIS BEAU (OC, he/him pronouns)

(info card is a work in progress!)

Reference

YUU (OC, he/they pronouns)

(info card is a work in progress!)

Old Yuu reference

COMMISSIONS OPEN 

REDBUBBLE SHOP

CARRD

want to know more? more info below!

I go by Kai and use any pronouns! I’m bi and idk what gender I am but I go with whatever feels best at the mo’ (I will pretty much never disclose my age here as I’m not comfortable doing that.)

I don’t interact too much with others because of anxiety -v-;;; but I’m doing my best to change that! I love it when people send me asks, for request, ask games, or just to chat is lovely!

As you can tell- I draw! I’ve been drawing as a hobby for most of my life, but I’ve recently been trying to get into a career for it! I have two cats, Prince and Mochi, that I may sometimes post www~ I tend to say some unhinged things every now n’ then so... uh be warned? I also love hearing people ramble about things, so my dm’s are always open to mutuals~

Twst favs! Leona Kingscholar (i can’t even explain why I adore him so much.) Ruggie Bucchi, Jade Leech

Cookie Run favs! Red Velvet Cookie, Pastry Cookie, Pure Vanilla Cookie

I used to be in Genshin (I recently quit) but heres my favs anyways- Chongyun, Shenhe, Diluc, Scaramouche, Jean

Genshin Mains Jean, Zhongli, Ayato, Chongyun, Shenhe

Other games I like: Professor Layton, Nonary Games (I’ve only played the first so far), Bloodborne (never played, only watched), Hades, For The King, Inscryption, Pokemon, Stardew Valley, Monster Hunter World, Monster Hunter Rise, Turnip Boy Commits Tax Evasion, Outer Wilds

(I watch RTgame almost exclusively so lots of my game’s come from him, or game’s I play with friends.)

REQUESTS:

- Again feel free to chat with my anytime you’d like! I don’t take art requests unless it’s from mutuals. Art requests will only open for events or for small 1-3 hours long periods when I feel like it. If you don’t wanna miss them try to keep updated with my posts, I don’t do anything special for spur of the moment requests.

COMISSIONS:

- My comms are open! See my ko-fi for details and consider supporting me! New commission options might open or more things might pop up on my shop so check in regularly! I also have a Redbubble shop should you wanna buy and of my past doodles. Don’t see one you like? Just DM me and I’ll put it up for you

TAGS:

Art tag: #moomoos doodles

Asks tag: #moomoos talks (looking for a specific ask? I put the blog name in my asks)

Writing tag: #moomoos writes

ART TECH INFO:

XP-PEN Artist 12 Pro, Clip Studio Paint Pro, Procreate on iPad

I usually work on a 1600 by 1920 px canvas, or a square 1000 by 1000 px canvas

I’ll add more here as I go~!

#pinned post #twisted wonderland #twst oc

[oswaldsleftbicep]

Hi! I'm a big fan of your account, and I think you are really underrated. Tbh, you're the only reason why I keep tumblr, so I always look forward to your post! Anyways, this is my submission for the NH matchup.

Hobbies: art (drawing and painting), writing, reading, cooking, and playing otome games. But I think most people would associate me with art. I also like to listen to YouTube videos or podcasts when making art or playing games.

My MBTI is INFJ and my enneagram wing is type 6. I'm generally a shy and introverted person, but I can also be talkative when I am comfortable.

Likes: Cats, call ducks, milk boba tea, big fluffy clouds and blue skies but also cool rainy weather, giving gifts, and my favorite colour is purple 💜

Dislikes: Thunder and lightning, hot weather, and not having enough time to indulge in my hobbies

Thanks! Hope you have a nice day 💖

askjalksjkf you're so kind

i ship you with....

Lucas!

❧ i'm gonna start with the mbti thing; it was kinda tricky cuz i had to figure out what each of the boys' mtbi's would be and i determined that lucas would likely be an enfp, although i'd say he's more ambiverted than extroverted. infj and enfp is a very solid match apparently, idk i don't know much about mbti lol

❧ lucas would totally get down with the fact that you're an artist, he just gives the vibes that he would love going to art museums and galleries. he's so supportive of all your pieces, even the ones you think are garbage. if you're ok with it, he'll find a place to hang up every single one of your artworks, his house ends up turning into your own art gallery

❧ if you let him he'd love to read your writing, he feels as if it's a way to find out what goes on inside that lovely mind of yours. he'll even suggest taking your scripts to a book binding shop so you can have your own book!

❧ he's not an avid reader, but i could see the two of you going on little dates that involve going to bookstores or reading a book together at home; it could either be the two of you reading the same book or two totally different books. if he finds something funny in his book while y'all are reading, he'd totally read it aloud to you. and if he reads a book he knows you'll like, he'll annotate it for you by underlining quotes he likes, leaving witty comments in the margins, and highlighting parts that remind him of you <3

❧ if you do end up getting some of your writings printed into book form, he'd totally annotate your work as well. he'll mark the parts that he enjoys and write his thoughts, basically he'll give you feedback

❧ you two would take turns cooking meals for one another, although y'all end up helping each other and making the meals together. you guys would have a little wooden box of recipes that you'd like to try out someday written on the cutest little cards, and there's a separate box of all the recipes you've tried and loved

❧ if he was in our world he'd probably be indifferent to otome games. he's omniscient right? kinda like how 707 from mystic messenger knows he's in a game, lucas was aware of mc choosing other routes, so i feel like mans would relate to the tragic character in whatever otome game you play give me some recommendations btw if you're not too shy about what games you play, he'd totally like have you sit in his lap or spoon you from behind and watch over your shoulder as you play, and he'd totally make fun of the terrible dialogue options or how dumb the mcs are or judge you for the character routes you decide on, but it's all in good fun. he might even convince you to let him make some of the choices lol

❧ you sound like a very independent person who likes their alone time, and you probably enjoy that kind of parallel play time interactions where it's just the two of you doing your own things but in each other's presence. i could see the two of you in the same room with you at your art station and him doing whatever it is he does in his free time and you'll have a podcast on in the background or a youtube video up on your screen that you'll both tune into every now and then. kind of unrelated, i feel like lucas would enjoy making jewelry which is one activity he'll do during your parallel play

❧ there were other characters i figured would be enfp's, but i tried to pick the one who would be most likely to easily give you your alone time and not be too loud and,, extra for you since you're generally pretty quiet. lucas totally accepts that part of you, and he kinda understands too since he's more ambiverted. he does love when you get extra talkative, especially when it's about your day or a topic you really enjoy. he likes watching your facial expressions change as you tell a story

❧ he's an animal lover for sure, but when it comes to cats vs dogs i'd say he leans just a teeny bit closer to cats, so if you ever wanted to adopt a cat or two he'd be totally down. i could see him being a duck dad too, it's so cute watching these little ducks follow him around

❧ he also prefers mild days over stormy, messy ones. if it's a particularly nice day he'll take you out on a walk or you'll have a picnic in a scenic meadow so you can watch the fluffy clouds blow by in the soft breeze

❧ i hc him as a maximalist so he welcomes the gifts you give with open arms :) but be sure to expect some gifts back. his other love language is spending quality time with you, whether it's doing something active or simply being in each other's presence

❧ whenever it storms he makes sure that you have something to distract yourself. if you're in nightmare he'll put up a soundproof barrier and an illusion on the windows to make it look like it's nice outside. if you're in your world he'll close the blinds and find a podcast or video for you to pay attention to instead, making sure to entertain you further with his side comments

❧ he'll also check in with you to see if you've done something related to your hobbies recently. he wants you to indulge at least once per day, but he also understands you might be too busy. however, if he finds out that it's been more than two days since you've even touched your hobby he'll take on your responsibilities for an hour or two, or even the whole evening, so that you can work on an art piece or knock down a few chapters. say you came back from a particularly long day at work and it's your turn to make dinner, but he hears your disappointed complaint about how you hoped you'd have time to finish a wip you started last week, he'll pause whatever he's doing, usher you to your workspace and tell you not to worry about dinner or doing the dishes for the night, he'll call you over when the meal is ready; heck would you rather eat at your workspace so you can multitask? not a problem! he wants to make sure you have plenty of you time

#let's play a game! #my. hcs #nightmare harem #shipping games #otome games

[justcallmesakira]

tw: a quick vent cs i am fucking tired :3, lots of disturbing topics

Honesty i dont understand why i am breathing rn :D

Like maybe it was better if i hadent been born? i wish they aborted me honestly because no one would even care if i would dissapear for a day

Yeah no one! :D why? because i make myself so free to others that they only see me as the girl who helps everyone blah blah. If anything i sometimes wonder if i even have friends! Because i have to be the one coming up to them ALWAYS! just to converse so they dont gather in groups and talk shit abt me! hehe

Infact i dont know how many days i have left till i go jumping off a building! i am on my bedroom cold floor rn crying sobbing and whatever synonyms of weeping there is while typing this bcs i dont have the energy to write in my journal because my parents demotivated me so much by making my personal hobbies into studying and all i have 0 motivation to even breathe haha

I even choked on my water because of so much crying hahahah silly me

You know when i say i am fine/? I am not actually I have been sneaking to bathrooms to silently cry an overthing and have been overworking myself, starving myself and barely having any sleep!

I am far away from fine but will i lie so no one suspects me? Yup!

But maybe its my fault

Maybe my parents deserved a better daughter

Not someonen like me who cant even get a good diploma

Its definetly my fault that i am useless maybe if i worked a bit harder all these years i would have been someone better?

I really cant anymore like what do i ned to do to finally be accepted? I am good at nothing really i barely draw nowadays because my mom takes away my art supplies which i bought with my own money for months because ofmy exams so during that time i dont really have the energy to draw

I told myself i would journal everyday but after my mom told how ugly and shit my writing is and that i should stop writing abt my health and day and write about actual study type stuff

But ig its fr my own good,,journaling used to help me alot but now my fingers feel too numb :)

She even read my writing...I am happy she didnt read the part where i talk about how i am was continuosly banging my head against my kneecap because the concrete on my wall was too painfull and that i am starving myself to become skinnier nowadays and i cant hav great amount of sleep too

Hehe i guess i kindaof perform s/a

I want to write more things boggling in my mind because i ant stop crying, tears are continuoing to spill on my screen and i am trying my best not scream because if my mom hears it she will be mad

I dont want my mom to be mad it hurts me really tho she hurts me a bit more...still

Err anyways maybe i am being drmatic? idk i dont care anymore because i have been having a bit too much of suicidal thoughts

hehe:3

#sakira! #vent #I am tired #a bit too much... #I dont like how my parents sold me #it hurts me alot

[pupkid]

i dont mean to actually go and cry and whine about things on here (esp when its not 100% agere etc related) but since ive mentioned my writing habits anyway, its like, been one of my biggest hobbies for many many years, second to drawing which takes the first place. (i guess i ended up being better at drawing and therefore focusing on that more!!!)

but then again!! for the most part all ive used my writing on is either RPs or WIPs that usually get scrapped or abandoned or wtv. and like yeah i have fun writing etc but i rarely ever finish anything and its even more rare if i actually POST it. and then i have this tendency to constantly make tons of different accounts and remake them etc so therefore i end up Not posting consistently under one name in one place. it constantly changes. like idk its just always all over the place for me. sometimes its anxiety, sometimes its just. me being messy. i cant even properly explain how or why this happens

and thats like. that makes me think if its worth it to keep writing anything then? there are all these ppl online who spend years posting under one name and here i am, who posts 2-3 fics under one name and then moves on from that name/account and sort of ends up separating themselves from that

sometimes i feel like this about my art too... ive changed accounts/names too many times and sometimes i just get frustrated by my own self. idk!!! i just feel like sometimes im too chaotic and messy with some stuff and inconsistent and it gets to me. spending years and years drawing and writing and whatnot and being all over the place instead of sticking to something finally. doesnt help that i also like to jump between different themes/subjects/etc. even if usually its consistently all the same themes/subjects/etc!!! i still jump between too many of them too often!!!!

#🎀

[pr0cayne]

Hey everyone! So excited for this rp to open, I love surreal and paranormal. 🔥 I am Belle and my hobbies include writing gremlin bois and oscillating wildly between regular capitalization and lapslock. I also live on like the opposite timezone of basically anyone in the US so sorry if my replies come at weird times. I also work and am dramatic abt my energy levels so often I’ll either post on weekends or queue things (tho we’re out here w a 3 day weekend bc I have Monday off this week 😎)This is Noh Harang, resident gremlin, morally ambiguous and in the trade of plots that verge on the wrong side of functional. Here is his about and profile page which has the more relevant of information, but I’ll drop some additional quick facts under the cut along with some attempted plot ideas! If you want to plot just like or dm + I have a discord on request if it’s easier to plot there. 

if you want the full gist of why he is the way he is i’d rec reading his bio + checking his profile page, bc this is like: scenario, this is me trying my best, but my best is never good enough 😔 his apt details are:  B2, #08(?), West  🔥

was born in korea, his dad died when he was pretty young and was largely raised by his mom w help from other family members. he is  ✨inspired ✨ by sharp objects (bc i Love it), only less murder-y, but his mom has munchausen by proxy and it influenced his emotional development a lot. 

moved to [REDACTED] as a preteen when his mom remarried, which meant there were new and exciting doctors to visit who weren’t suspicious yet. cowabunga, dude. spent a lot of time in his room drawing when he was ~sick~

he’s decently smart, and he did go onto uni for art, but then he got pissed at someone else and sabotaged their assignment by breaking into somewhere he shouldn’t have been and prob broke like 4 school rules in the process and was kicked out his second year. so he never finished. good life choices? check. clearly.

he is vindictive and revenge-driven and will act immediately on those feelings without considering the consequences on getting caught. harang in the moment is always like: i will definitely not get caught. and the narrator is like: mmm idk about that bitch.

is he a good person? no. does he try to better himself every day? also no. memes aside, he does have good qualities but he’s def not sugar and spice and everything nice. if you enjoy complicated, emotionally wrought, and sometimes dark plots 👀 👀 👀 pls come to me, that is what i’m weak and design my chars for.

he’s a webtoon creator/artist. he’s into horror, esp supernatural/paranormal horror. his webtoon is similar in storyline/vibe to something like stagtown? but his art style is different. he takes inspo from junji ito of course

obsessed with herbal tea, has So Many flavors in his apt. 

really into vinyl, though he usually collects based on cover artwork first and music second. likes playing atmospheric music when he’s making art.

he smokes, his favorite is cherry tobacco. they’re bad for his body but he’s pretty sure his body was basically destroyed in his youth so what does it matter anymore anyway?

he has a weird vibe but he’s good at covering it. will default to auto-mirroring people’s gestures and personalities around him without super realizing he’s doing it. if you spend enough time around him though it fades, it’s mostly done for people he doesn’t interact w regularly. 

has a pet centipede. he’s so gross, why does he have one? he didn’t even buy it at a pet shop he just found it. i hate him for it. it doesn’t even have an official name, it changes depending on what harang feels like calling him ✨in the moment ✨

he’s not always the nicest person but he’s also not mean for the sake of being mean. it can take him a while to emotionally connect to people. he doesn’t frequently get into romantic relationship because of it, def finds casual to be easier. his sense of love and how it should be expressed is ✨very off ✨

he hates doctors, not in a take it personally sense, more just going to the doctors and being treated sense. will avoid going to the hospital At All Costs. 

can be manipulative, and isn’t always the most empathetic person (in this house we support morally grey chars 👏 )

plot ideas -- tbh i often prefer to like talk apps and come up with something organically, but here are a few ~general ideas~ that might be nice to have, and a few that could be starting off points if we’re really stuck. 

so i think it would be fun to have a plot that throws them both immediately in a relationship, but this relationship is falling apart and is kind of on its last leg? i’ve always wanted to do a dying relationship plot but it’s so hard to work through the whole thing from beginning to end so this is a solution perhaps?? they can still have like feelings if we want but clearly something is not working out and it is collapsing. the only kind of requirements i want here are A. it’s falling apart because for reasonings on both of their ends, i don’t really want it being one person is doing everything wrong and the other is doing everything right and it’s one muses fault and B. nobody super really younger than him. (we would also need to plot a lot probably to set up the ground work but if you’re up for it i think it could be really fun to write out 👀 )

if nobody takes the above just an ex that was messily resolved and has complicated vibes is fun too!!!

one fwb (if the above gets filled, it could’ve been something from his past, or even if it’s not filled it could still be from his past), purely physical with no overlapping emotions (at least on harang’s end, if u want it be more complicated Who Am I to say no), we meet bc we’re horny kind of vibes. i don’t care who you are kind of vibes. i don’t have you saved in my phone kind of vibes.

conversationalists. they keep meeting on the rooftop at the same time during smoke breaks. but the strange part of it is there’s no real set schedule, and the time that they go up to smoke often changes, sometimes drastically. could be fun if they know some deeper pieces of each other’s life without knowing the like basics of each others personalities (like an inverse of basic friends, unbasic not-friends, if you will)

a bff? like we really click together and even though you make bad life choices and are lvl 500 dumb sometimes i’ll still help you with whatever mess you invite upon yourself. can go both ways, of course. 

me, sweating and running out of plot ideas i’m brainstorming on the spot, someone who’s into harang’s webtoon. ofc it would need to be  ✨developed ✨ so it could be interesting, but yes. or his anti!!!

i Am a fan of antagonistic plots, i think they’re really fun, esp when both chars are kind of catty about it and it’s not just one being the ~evil~ one, tho i don’t have any ideas on how to get there but if someone really wants one and to figure out a reason why i’m down!!!!

if someone wants to kill his centipede they can, he will be v upset but it’s so gross and i had to look up aesthetic centipede pictures for his pinboard and i’m officially Done.

okay i think that’s it i’m out of ideas, but i’m v excited to plot and write so pls don’t hesitate to let me know if you like something or have another idea or wannna create something organically 👀

#ooc / intro #lmn:intro

[whaleofatjme1920]

Hey there! May i request a (romantic) creepypasta matchup? I'm 19, Aries, INFP, he/him, and idc what gender

I'm pretty quiet and overly polite when people first meet me but once I become comfortable around people I'm very playful, humorous, and talkative. I can open up really fast or really slow to people depending on my current mental health and how they treat me.

I have a lot of friends and make friends really easily despite my quietness- apparently im pretty charming and charasmatic, but i only have a handful of people i truly feel close to, and even then i tend not to open up about any negative emotions or my mental health/trauma

In fact thats probably one of my biggest flaws. Never really confronting or talking about all my negative stuff. Like, its easier to just ignore it and i dont want to burden my friends sonce they have their own problems. You know the "this is fine" comic with the dog and the fire? Yeah, thats me.

I really love video games, music, art, anthropology, history (especially historical fashion), mythology but specifically the history and cultural significance behind it and how they evolve which i guess is just anthropology again, and video game lore. Which is like, a combination of history and video games

My hobbies include digital art, gaming, reading if i happen to take my ADHD meds and can actually fucking focus on words, playing piano, singing, writing, and sleeping way too much. I average on like 12 hours of sleep a night + i constantly take naps

Im autistic and also have ADHD, so my memory is constantly a mess but can also be really good but only at the most inconvenient times. I am constantly fidgeting, have this tic where my head kind of jerks to the side, and have little to no volume control. I either talk too loud or too quiet. I have a bunch of stim toys and my special interests are Elder Scrolls (fantasy video game series) lore and anthropology/history.

Im also a pretty emotional person if im being honest. I cry really easily and tend to reapond to other peoples emotions really strongly and it kinda sucks sometimes

I remember one time my parents were looking at this thread online of pics of ugly cats and i got angry at them and started literally sobbing because they were laughing at these ugly cats and i was like "all cats are beautiful!!! >:'(". I think i was 8 when this happened.

I guess that makes me a compassionate person but (despite being pretty confident and having no issue complimenting myself with other things) calling myself kind or caring just like...feels weird to me? Idk why. Some kind of imposter syndrome. I always feel like when im being nice im just faking it even when i know im not.

Anyways this is long as FUCK im so so sorry and its also all over the place i hope you can understand literally any of it. Tysm in advance and have a lovely day!

Your matchup is… Toby!

In general:

I saw your little thing about the cats (which I will elaborate on in the closing thoughts section) but that immediately made me think of Toby. I ALMOST paired you with BEN, got really close to it, but man that cat anecdote really did it lmfao.

What he likes about you:

I feel like Toby loves absolutely everything about you. He loves that you’re playful and humorous and that you’re just a generally sweet person to hang around. He loves that you’re into video games because Toby doesn’t play near as many video games as he’d like to, so like, please play with him. He just wants to relax. Music, and art? He likes them both! Anthropology? Gotta explain that one to him but I feel like it would be something he would grow to be interested in simply because you like it! And i’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, Toby strikes me as the kind of guy who LOVES ancient mythology and will have you rest your head on his shoulder or lap and he will TELL YOU STORIES. I think he also likes your interest in historical fashion as well even though he doesn’t understand anything about fashion. All of your hobbies line up so well with him but I’m gonna come back to the nap thing. You being caring is one of the most admirable things about you - he loves people like that. He likes Elder Scrolls too.

General cute things:

The nap dates are a must between you two. One of Toby’s love languages is touch and he just wants you to plant on his chest and pass out as the rain falls or in the sun like two cats napping. I just think that’s so, so cute. He will keep you on his lap or sling his arm over you as you play video games with him or as he watches you play! He gets really into the stories y’know? I have a feeling he likes God of War. Toby is super understanding of everything and will make sure he’s a safe place for you. If you need to let it out, or anything, he is there for you and never leaving. I’ll come back to this. Tell him about all of your interests!! He will eat it all up. Toby is just a perfect partner for you. Sweet, understanding, loves hearing about your interests and just LEARNING from you!! Please do that for him!

You two as a couple:

SO, Toby understands the tics. Doesn’t mind because he has a bunch of tics. He’s pretty good with that. Will buy you stim toys if you want any! He likes giving gifts but like, lowkey. He may or may not encourage you to open up because he knows it’s not healthy for you to just keep everything bottled up like that? He’s one to talk as he has that exact same issue as well but he cares so, so much about you. Just wants you to let it out so you don’t implode. He doesn’t mind that you’re emotional either, will just hold you and tell you that you’re okay. Calm you down, get you to a safe place. He’s got a volume control thing at times as well so he really doesn’t mind that either. You and the cats?? He’s got such a soft spot for fluffy creatures and he’d probably be upset if people were making fun of “ugly” cats as well. That’s endearing to him!! Thinks you’re adorable and just - you have such a good heart. He may or may not remind you to take your meds. Also wants to listen to you sing and play the piano!! He just loves everything about you, is always gonna be there for you, and treat you like the treasure you are.

Closing Thoughts/Other Things:

Hi love bug, this wasn’t disorganized at all! You sent me a lovely amount and in fact, this is one of the cleanest match ups I’ve seen to date! You guys are usually pretty good about keeping it orderly for me, but this one was like a checklist, so thank you! Furthermore, I know it’s hard to come to terms with feelings and stuff, but genuinely, take care of yourself. Your emotions, feelings, everything about you is valid and you are allowed to feel things as you do. Don’t hold it in for too long. You give me such a beautiful emerald vibe/aura (despite not seeing you lol) and I think you deserve to be called compassionate and sweet in every sense. Also, I would’ve cried about the cats too,,,,,,,,,, Toby just wants to adore you, let him do that. As always, let me know what you think and I hope you enjoyed!

#ticci toby #ticci toby headcanon #creepypasta #creepypasta matchup #matchup #conversations with a fish woman

[gods-and-punks]

Ratatouille Voice: "Anyone Can Draw"

Okay idk I'm not a professional artist, I don't even consider myself "good", though I've made some pieces I'm proud of. [Shameless link if you wanna see how full of shit I am.] But I honestly truly believe that anyone can draw, and anyone can improve. Yeah, you might not be where you want to be, but if you really want to get better, let's harness that "feeling bad about my art" and turn it into drive "so I'm gonna do something about it"!

I've been drawing off an on for over a decade, but I've really improved in the last 3 years, and here's what I think happened:

I learned to 3D model fast. Which is to say, I learned to turn shapes over in my mind and figure out how slight changes in angle affected what I see. I can't conjure images in my head very easily or with much detail, so learning to layer details and give volume to an idea in my mind was a huge hurtle I never realized I had until I uhh had a senior project that required me to face and then get over it.

I started making deliberate decisions about what I wanted. (Ie, my art isn't a passive experience "i guess this is how things are", I started making choices of what I wanted it to be like.

I stopped mindlessly practicing - I started doing research and doing very deliberate practice and experimentation. I did research, I found videos, and I chose what I spent time on. I tried different combinations, I drew low-stakes sketches that no one had to see. I also stsrted doing warm ups!! It matters!!

And I know this doesn't sound like the "ideal" that art should be spontaneous and natural and I feel it too. But I don't have talent, so I have to work at it. And I am a PhD student in a non-art field, so I have limited time - so I have to work smart.

Part 1

So I know 3D modeling isn't really accessible, approachable, and all that (it's also not not accessibly, i just learned school of hard knocks so I literally cannot teach anyone how to do it); but I also don't think it's necessary. What you need to do is draw still life. Yes, its not the fan art you want to draw, but it will help! (And I do not suggest starting with your anime figures either, use simple kindergarten shapes.)

Learn to draw things you see in your room, go pick stock photos and recreate them. Trace parts only to learn how the lines come together, duplicate from sight!

I strongly advocate taking up charcoal if you can, it teaches you how to think not just about the thing you are drawing, but think about it in reference to its surroundings.

https://youtu.be/KD2v0Dwg2og

https://youtu.be/nkDObgH6ixg

https://youtu.be/emcO79uteN4

Part 2

This is the one where you gotta swallow your pride and ideals, and look at things practically. If you want to be in an art industry or just help yourself feel better about your hobby, your art should never be an "accident".

And what that means is that you chose to draw faces like that, you chose to use darker thicker lines, etc. "That's just how I draw x" as a response to art criticism is a really bad sign. But if you've already decided that you aren't happy with your art, then I think you're already... ready... to make a change - you've already had this "come to earth" uncomfortable epiphany that you probably have some room to grow. And honestly, I love and respect you even more for it!! Everyone can grow, and you have done the hard introspection to say that you want to!

So now we need to start looking at what other artists do that make you admire them? I love how sketchy the lines are in Tite Kubo's Bleach manga is, so I try to emulate it. I'm not stealing his art, I'm learning from it. I love how fluid Katsura Hoshino's D Gray Man is, so I embrace that and try to incorporate it in my scenes. But note: these are "qualities" of the art. I am framing these as "attainable characteristics" that come from the art I can look at. Its not "D Gray Man is pretty, why can't I do that" or "Bleach is so cool, I'm just not good enough".

No! Kill your doubt gremlin!! and start looking at the reasons you love and admire the artists you do. Go on insta, find someone to adore, pour your <3's on their pieces and learn from them by looking at how they use line and shape and tone and whatever.

https://youtu.be/NEvMHRgPdyk

Part 3

So I just kind'a put links where I though they would help, so now I'll list the various playlists that I keep my favorite videos in. The people who make them are good, not always gentle, but they have helped me out a lot.

Remember that things that work for one person may not work for another, but you have to try. If you don't have talent (which tbh is pretty common and is 300% not an insult, just just something I had to accept), you have to work for it. And that sucks, but that's life, and you have to decide if this is worth the effort.

And if it is, I hope this helps you see that you already had the agency to learn this!! It's all free on the internet, because of content creators who want you to learn!!

Anyway, take it or leave it, but this actually worked for me so I thought I'd post about it.

#my big mouth #art #reference #help #i hope this helps someone #learning art #tutorial #tutorials #drawing #manga #sketch #how to draw

[yellowocaballero]

ok so I know you said you weren’t gonna explain daisy and then you did, and I want u to know I love when you explain your stories, almost as much as the stories themselves. I both envy and admire the way you think about characters and the way you build your stories and put all these elements together. bc this was a silly story and I laughed almost the whole way through, but there were moments with genuine meaning (ok gertude and jon conversation and about being a very nice boy and all that really got me bc like when am I not having feeling about jon lmao). So then I have Many Feelings about this silly story that are both heartfelt and just pure amusement and I go to you tumblr and then you talk about this story in a way that just makes me love it more. I think it’s bc you write stories where the pov is generally from only one character and when I read the story it’s like I can tell the other characters are having thoughts and feelings deep enough as the pov character, but for the most part, these rich inner lives or just lives separate from the pov character can’t really be perceived. Like it’s all there, but bc we are only seeing it from one characters pov, then there are things we aren’t going to see. And that’s really cool bc like, your characters are real enough that even tho things aren’t outright stated, I can tell there is so much happening “behind the scenes” so to say. It’s neat bc to read what your processes that went into writing a story is satisfying bc it’s like, ok here is what’s happening without the unreliable narrator. Idk as someone who is perpetually confused on why people do what they do (even myself sometimes lol), I like coming here where you explain things so well. Idk this is getting too long so just gonna say that I just really like what you do haha

;_______; Thank you so much. I’m always stressing out that I talk too much and go on too long about stuff nobody cares about lol. I’m also always pretending that I’ve thought stuff out or that I know exactly what I’m doing when I really don’t. I do objectively talk quite a bit about stuff here, but in my defense almost nobody irl knows that I write, at all. They think I don’t have hobbies. 

I’m glad it heightens the experience, though, I didn’t think about it that way. Rise of Skywalker Rule: people shouldn’t need to hear your word of god to understand what’s going on. But I really do hate writing multiple POVs (I only do it when it’s absolutely necessary) for a lot of reasons, but definitely it means that a lot of the behind the scenes character work you do goes unseen. But...even if you don’t see it, you know when it’s not there. A lot of technique in art is like that - invisible unless it’s bad lol. Take Daisy in TCF - it is blindingly evident that I did not really know what was really going on with her until much later in the story. My #1 frustration with that fic - just because Daisy will never tell Jon what’s going on, that’s not an excuse for me not knowing. 

But I do think a lot of a story is a supporting cast. I really sincerely hate it when a story is winnowed down to Main Character and Love Interest, and everybody else is a flat prop for that. I was reading a super fabulous Stucky fanfic the other day that was gorgeously written, but...none of the supporting characters had conversations with Steve that weren’t about Bucky. It was like some kind of terrifying Lotus Eater Machine hellscape. Imagine if nobody around you had rich inner lives, that they didn’t have their own rationales for what they did, that they had lives outside of you - that literally their only role in your life was to get you together with your boyfriend. Disturbing. (This was another parodied thing in Sucker’s Bet) A lot of Jonmartin fics are guilty of this too, frequently even worse. 

So, it’s kind of this dual thing for me - I have to know 10 things about a character and only 1 of those things will appear in the story. This is why I spent so long going on about how I know character’s religions lol. And even if you don’t know these things, it’s obvious when it’s not there. My stuff gets bloated because I insist on giving every major character a character arc and it is terrible of me (Solitaire was a hellscape). Even in the joke arson story - Jon, Sasha, and Tim all needed their individual character arcs, and even though Gerry and Daisy were more plot based characters you still got a strong sense of their lives. 

But the flipside is that as I’ve mentioned I don’t do OCs and I just adjust everyone based on the needs of the story.  Character is fluid and flexible for me so rarely anything is set in stone. I’m always spinning a ton of plates. I think when you know too much about your character and their background you end up stubbornly forcing a square peg into a round hole sometimes. For all I’ve talked about knowing characters - sincerely please don’t think about it too hard it’s useless. I don’t get too attached to any one characterization. Most of the time, the characterization in the story organically grows as the story develops. Some of the time I only really get a character as I write the final scene, then I have to go back and rewrite a bunch. There is a tremendous amount of characters who only really clicked for me as I wrote a final climactic scene (HR!Jon, TCF!Daisy and Web!Jon but specifically in Evilcon are the worst offenders, but also TCF!Annabelle, BBC!Gerry, SC!Daisy...). 

Anyway if you want the reason why I write so many side stories it’s because I finish a story and I just GOTTA tell you EVERYTHING I know about Agnes and Gerry or whatever (how did they meet? Jon will never know!). Legitimately for anyone who’s read Solitaire I highly recommend the Tim side story because Melanie is probably the most unreliable narrator I’ve ever written and there is this entire fucking storm of shit going under the surface of that Tim. Just because he got so complicated. I’ve been churning out a shitton of HR!Jon stories just to fucking try and get the character to click for me. It just goes on and on. As usual I’m both putting too much thought and not enough thought into things - the only way I really hammer out these things is by writing just an insane quantity of words, which is not the most. efficent way.

Sometimes I feel as if I’m hindering myself by not writing multiple POVs but also fuck that. Thank you for the super sweet ask I loved it!

#my writing #me crying over being validated for my insanely long posts: #yeah honestly the best POV characters are the ones like Melanie and Jon who are just so oblivious to everything #yes if I write a martin story I can have him notice things #but where's the fun in that #Melanie is the single most influential person in her universe and she has no idea #she has an archive defense squad and she has no idea #every time she talks daisy is standing behind her flashing her gun and she has no idea #tim and sasha individually swear loyalty to her WHILE SHE'S BULLYING THEM and she has n oidea #solitaire was so traumatic it burned out all desire to write side space cadet stories but #haha unless?

[fluffyglass]

THE MR. GRUMPY PLEASE STOP THREATENING MR. TICKLE'S LIFE MASTERPOST

I have lost all sense of reality

Season 1

Mr. Grumpy appears in 39 episodes of Season 2.

In 7 of these episodes does he do something wrong.

Season 2

Mr. Grumpy appears in 44 episodes of Season 2.

In 8 of these episodes does he do something wrong.

Conclusions

Mr. Grumpy does something wrong in 15 out of the 83 episodes he appears in, which is 18%. Counting my 10 unsures bumps him up to 25/83, which is 30%.

Mr. Grumpy is a super weird character to rank, as he's justifiably annoyed by pretty much everyone around him; this, however, makes me feel bad to consider him an asshole in any episode because he's beaten down by the world until he snaps. So, take everything I say here with a grain of salt.

The one thing I'll always count against him though is if he ever threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm because believe me he does that A LOT

Yellow - Mr. Grumpy does nothing wrong

Red - Mr. Grumpy does something wrong

Pink - idk lol

SEASON 1

Flying - Just doing his job

Music - he's just kinda there lmao

Physical - man nobody even DOES anything in the early episodes

Farm - He gets so hilariously close to saying fuck in this episode its ridiculous. Anyways he's a dick to everyone trying to help him

Lake - barely there

Beach - BIRDS STOLE HSI FUCKING SAMWICH SMH

Mall - what the fuck even was that segment

Birthday - I actually had to watch pretty much the entire episode for this one. He just wants to chill on his own the entire time and everyone else just . does not listen. Please just let him vibe

Boats - barely in it

Superstore - Threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm

Books - just sellin his book don't mind him

Camping - he just. cannot eat outside in peace

Science - fuck you Miss Daredevil

Fish - Blames Mr. Bump for splashing when he is . fucking dying

Paint - what the fuck even just happened. I guess he ran over Mr. Bump but it was presumably unintentional and. nsbdANSDMADF WHY ARE THEY CUBED

Construction - He was barely in it and then got fucking mauled at the end

Jobs - yep he sure is there I guess

Trains - Yeah he once again sure is there

Hobbies - he's kinda mean to Mr. Scatterbrain but he's Mr. Scatterbrain so

Fair - this show is so stupid

Dance - It's justifiable that he'd complain about the noise but like. Dude. It's a dance studio. Why am I defending Mr. Noisy again

Amusement Park - Threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm, then tickles him after he said he was gonna be sick :(

Adventure - almost dies

Dillydale Day - he's barely in it and all he does is insult the performance

Games - y'know how I said this show was stupid? This is another example of that but in a good way

Hotel - I had to watch this one twice cause I have no fucking idea what to do with it. Like. He's kind of a dick to everyone and barely does his actual job but like. r., what the fcl./??????? also he pushes Mr. Tickle over at some point yeah I'm counting this one

Chores - he's just chillin and then dies

Snow - this segment is fucking hilarious but that's just cause Stubborn's in it lmao anyways he's fine ig

Wildlife - just kinda there

Restaurants - this show is so stupid . again

Gardens - oh how I hate this fucking episode - forced myself to rewatch it, he doesnt do SHIT WRONG AND THESE FUCKERSSADASKDKJDFJKJKADFJKSCVCDVDJKLFKLF IM SO FUCKIGN MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cars - Miss Sunshine is nothing but courteous the entire time and Mr. Grumpy does nothing but fucking complain is this the reckoning we get after the disaster that is Gardens

Ships - Threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm

Cooking - Roasts the shit out of Miss Naughty but she deserved it so it's okay

Collecting - just kinda there

Sleep - Yeahhhhh uhhh he kinda sent Mr. Strong to his "death" and didn't really. give a shit. soooooooooo oh yeah also hes kinda just mean to everyone the entire time hes just a dick

Carwash - he's trying his best also GAY ICON EPISODE

Sightseeing - yeah

The Dark - yeah again

SEASON 2

Picnics - he's just kinda there

Outer Space - again he's just kinda there

Clean Teeth - Threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm

Airports - He's kinda just trying to stop Mr. Stubborn from committing a copious amount of crimes

Shoes - quits a performance right in the middle for no fucking reason ?

Arts and Crafts - he's just trying his best

Game Shows - just kinda there

Garages - this show is so stupid

Toys - this show is still so stupid also Mr. Nervous said among us and I screamed

Reptiles - isn't this just Cars again? but this time he's slightly more of an asshole considering he tries to get Miss Sunshine to ignore Mr. Lazy. The only good part of this bit is Martin

Hats - Tried to get Mr. Happy to ignore the other hat contest contestants so he could win, but he does share his prize at the end, so idk man

Robots - I have absolutely no fucking clue

Up and Down - bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb

Dining Out - Threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm

Gifts - just kinda there

Sun and Moon - yep

Telephone - the whole fucking dillydale invaded his house wtf!!

Washing & Drying - Threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm

Sneezes & Hiccups - If I had a nickel for every Mr. Grumpy segment that was only funny because Mr. Stubborn was in it I'd have six nickels. I could buy a soda with that if it was 50 years ago

Fruit - Managed to be bribed with . fruit

Radio - bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb

Supermarket - i fucking hate this show I dont care enough to rewatch this one

Skyscrapers - HE STOLE MR SCATTERBRAIN'S SANDWICH SMH

Cinema - I'm so tired

Getting Around - I am still tired

Clocks - this episode is ass

Post Office - I am still, in fact, tired

Dance, Dance, Dance - I'm not tired anymore this episode bangs

Library - HE BARELY EVEN DOES ANYTHING

Pirates - I'm tired again

Goo - Threatens Mr. Tickle with bodily harm

Trains & Planes - I am going to fall asleep

Out to Sea - I am asleep. also he ignores Mr. Quiet the entire time and doesn't acknowledge Miss Scary pretty much saving his life but hhhhhhhhhhhhhhbnbnvnvbb i am too tired to care at this point

Next Door - still asleep

Lunch - zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Machines - this isn't as painfully boring as Mr. Happy was but it's pretty close

Fairies and Gnomes - NEVERMIND I FUCKING LOVE THIS EPISODE

Home Improvement - asleep again

Bath and Bubbles - still asleep

Sand and Surf - I am up to 8 nickels at this point

Parks - Mr. Grumpy is so much more boring than I rememebred AND YEP THREATENED MR TICKLE WITH BODILY HARM

Surprises - I refuse to watch this episode again

Travel - THREATENED MR TICKLE WITH BODILY HARM AGAIN

Bad Weather - and I am now once again asleep

#mr men #the mr men show #mr grumpy

[i-need-air]

{💘+ 💗+ Bakugou}

Hero

About me:

Hobbies: Reading, cooking, shopping, fashion, nail art, traveling, sleeping, eating, and jogging.

Traits: chill, compassionate, confident, loyal, logical, observant, passionate, reliable, sensitive, witty, sarcastic, and selfless.

Somethings abt me: I’m protective of my friends/family.

if you say something dumb 99.9% of the time I will reply with a sarcastic comment and roll my eyes.😭

most times I am a very lazy person and I always want to sleep, but if I need to get something done 85% of the time I’ll get I done before it becomes a problem.

I get distracted very easily! ( I’m always like, ‘ I’ll do it tomorrow’)

I’m the funny one in the group ( idk y people just laugh at things I say😅)

I like to skate

I listen to R&B ( all the time 😂Mostly when I jog )

I like putting my hair in box braids

I have a weird ass craving to eat cereal at 5 am 😂

My favorite food is tempura

I’m always late to things😅 like events, class, birthdays, etc. ( idk why)

My friends said if I were to be a anime character I would be shikamarau ( idk y I am not that smart 😅)

I have a small group of ( best) friends. I’m not the type of person to try to be friends with everyone( irl). I just stick to my group and talk to some people in my classes.

I am in love with seeing woman be successful!! Like they got the bag, have a good education, can take care of themselves and their family

WITHOUT. A. MAN!!!

( lmao😂) that’s all !!

Sooooo, okay, okay, okay! I didn't read you wanted Bakugou as 💗 at first and I wrote about him anyway so 💀 it was meant to be. BUT hear me out. My first pick for you is Shinsou just by a teeny-tiny bit!

[ Also, know I did read your second message, dw 💕]

Shinsou:

× God, you'd be such a great team together. Seriously, you'd have each other's back like no other. You'd get each other so well and vibe like crazy.

× He's the type of man that really enjoys your hobbies too but is laid-back about it while still showing a big amount of interest. I only mention it bc some men aren't as open about their s/o hobbies but Shinsou doesn't care about that. You love it? He does too and it's genuine. Dsjdjsj I love how you added sleeping in there bc I feel that too and legit Shinsou would definitely agree.

× R&B. Yes. That's it. That's the hc. Shinsou and R&B and you.

× He's one with you to sass and roll his eyes with you at any dumb comments. Sass king is backing you up with any witty remark. Everyone respects you guys and lowkey don't want to be the focus of your teasing.

× He's definitely going to help you out with reminds whenever you're distracted. Has a very structured mind and doesn't mind helping you out. Also, doesn't like to see you stressed over anything. The faster you do something [he can help] the faster you can nap together.

× From what you've told me, you have the same attitude as the type of women you [and I both 😤✋] admire and this guy right here is all about it. I can't stress how inspired and amazed he is with you.

× You both arriving fashionably late and not giving a single damn is the mood.

× Did I mention he finds you absolutely gorgeous? You'd think he's napping but suddently you'll find his eyes on you just taking you in. 😏 Hey.

[💗] Bakugou:

× I know you like Baku but know my match-ups are what I consider good pairs for you and he is really good for you too! So don't think I do it just because.

× I imagine an older Bakugou matching you very well, not the 16 y/o gremlin but a few years older Bakugou that has somewhat calmed down yet still holds the same essence. So a more mature pomeranian. He'd probably have a crush on you since young but he's ✨in denial✨ until hr realizes he doesn't want to lose you.

× Just like Shinsou, digs a strong independent woman with her own goals and aspirations. You'd also make a great team together, more like a power couple. While you bring more calmness, he's bringing the fire and overall, another force to reckon.

× You'd be looking amazing together. Hands down people turning their heads on the street bc of That Couple? You get me?

× You sticking to a close circle of friends is his thing too. He's an introvert at heart and likes to be surrounded by people he trusts so your friends are acceptable [Ye, soz, he's still Bakugou lol]

× I genuinely believe all your traits work well for him and even manage to calm him down slightly. Each and every one of them are something he appreciates and loves.

× If he's not working out, he's chilling with you and even sleeping. Go jogging with him and it's a competition 9 outta 10 times 🤡💀

× If you're Shikamaru, he's Temari and damn, it makes sense. Temari is an older, calmer female version of Bakugou in a way, and we all know Shika and Temari were the only ones that made sense in that whole anime we don't name on this blog bc imma get angry-passionate ok bye 🤡💕💕💕💕💕

#noire writes #bakugou katsuki x reader #bakugou x reader #hitoshi shinso x reader #valentine event

[bhaalspawntaven]

Ok so it’s 7am and I haven’t slept and all I know is I am A SUCKER for modern aus and specifically hs aus so here we are. A shitty post with my hs au headcanons... Note this is based on my experience in the Scottish hs system so if that’s why it seems weird then yeah (I think it’d be based in the uk bcs none of them are from there so it’s like... even u know? Idk + bias because I live here it’s just easier for me ANYWAYS) They’re all meant to be around like 18 here and I’ll give them like 4 or 5 classes I think they’d have and just some other stuff! Sorry some are longer than others (can u tell i love Tank and Nik? ;^^)

Starting with big boy Tank I suppose...

Would definetly say he’s in PE and History, PE because dude definetly loves his sports and I can see him really liking history! Other than that I think he’d be in like computing purely because Nik took it and he wants to be with his friend and hmm maybe one of the sciences? Or if there was a debate class he’d fuckinf love that shit anything he can be loud

His real name is Thomas but he got the nickname Tank for being buff as shit and his playing in sports! I was thinking rugby would be a big one for him, same with football/soccer!

He seem’s like a stereotypical jock but he’s a huge softie and a sweetheart to his friends and would never hurt anyone who didn’t deserve it. He doesn’t mind getting some action and is kinda popular with the girls but he would never like cheat on anyone because he’s not a fuckin asshole

Probably got banned from taking English again for his last year because him and Nik were in the same class and did not take anything seriously and just caused pure havoc. He enjoyed it purely for that and hated the subject itself.

Onto Nik!

He actually mostly keeps to himself and his group of friends- he probably got teased before for his accent and being quite standoffish so he mostly kept to himself. Him and Tank moved in the same year so they bonded over being the new kids and became really good friends

Good at maths but awful at english, so he takes the former and dropped the latter as soon as he could. Also really likes computing who Tank took just so they could be together for more classes, and he just lets Tank copy his work. Also let Tank copy his homework when they were younger because the others wouldn’t let him.

Takes art too! Likes getting some time to himself to draw and is really chill with all the art teachers. He doesn’t have much time outside of school for hobbies so he crams some of that into art class too.

Also takes PE mostly because he needed something else and wanted to chose something Tank was in so PE it was! He doesn’t really care too much for it but will sometimes get a little competitive.

Probably has snuck in vodka in a water bottle in more than one occasion.

Samantha!

Probably the therapist of the group and her along with Takeo are really the only ones that have their shit together.

Takes Psycology, English, Music (she plays the violin!) and Physics! Her and Ed work together on their physics work and all that! She’ll sometimes goof around a little in class but is still a good student and works really hard.

She’s really good at reading her friends. Uncannily good. It gets annoying sometimes but everyone knows she just wants to help them

Is Ed’s big sister (both in height and age) and also becomes a big sister to Nik, who is disconnected from his family. Will definetly fight anyone that hurts her friends, like no questions asked would break someone’s leg if they dared touch any of her little brothers.

Always studies super hard for exams and wants to do her best so she can get into a good uni for psycology- she wants to become a therapist when she’s older.

Takeo!!

Probably takes Home Ec, Maths, English and psycology! He’s an amazing cook and is the only one of them that knows how to make proper meals that aren’t like grilled cheese or pasta. He isn’t too sure what he wants to do job wise yet but he thinks it’ll be something related to that!

Generally a really hard worker and his teachers think he is an Angel. Very rarely gets into trouble unless he’s roped into it by one or more of his dumb friends (mainly Tank and/or Nik doing some stupid shit)

Scolds Nik for letting Tank copy his homework because ‘he’ll never learn’ but he knows that neither of them care so he has given up with his attempts to actually help either of them with their work

Actually quite popular! He’s on good terms with a lot of people because of his kind nature is people generally like him.

And lastly Ed!

I think he would take physics, biology, chemistry and maths! He’s super smart and used to get teased for it but now that he’s older and in higher level classes people are much kinder too him. He’ll offer help to anyone that asks and isn’t rude to him.

Also studies really hard- he wants to become a doctor and he knows there’s a lot of work involved but he is getting there! Really close with Sam and those two help eachother with anything they can.

Probably has some soft of beef with Nik, and they come close to brawling it out fairly regularly. Everyone else has given up on trying to sort out their beef.

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[seo--jun]

heyo heyo it’s kat back again with a new muse !! this is sam and he’s posh as hell !! read more below the cut !! my discord is kat#1056 if anyone would like to plot there !!

━♡ guess the 26 YEAR OLD NOVEMBER baby just arrived to dallyeog! it makes sense, because WEON “SAM” SEOJUN  is just as BRILLIANT as the month of NOVEMBER. wait, why do they remind me of KIM NAMJOON? beyond that, they seemed OUTGOING & INTROSPECTIVE upon first glance. i heard someone say they’re sort of DISTANT & SPACY though. i hope they get acquainted here in COMPLEX #4 / APARTMENT #6 / FLOOR #4 ; HE seem(s) to have a lot going on with HIS job as A FOOD CRITIC. ( kat, 20+, she/her, est. )

basic info !

name: seojun “sam” weon age: 26 pronouns: he / him birthdate / sign: november 26th 1994, sagittarius (idk whats with me and sags i just love to write them) occupation: food critic, photographer (mostly related to food for articles, ect, but as a hobby also does nature photography and candids of friends and family)

background !

sam was born in seoul, south korea to a family of prestige and occasional notoriety. he’s the only child to a successful lawyer (mom) and a renowned art critic (dad). growing up his parents jobs had the family moving around pretty often and sam ended up living in the states for a lot of his childhood (thus the english nickname). he always had a knack for cooking and, admittedly, some of the finer things in life. he liked nice clothes and furniture, he liked clean floors and chandeliers, he loved good food and fancy restaurants, but never to the point where it was gaudy, always more appreciative than show-offy. 

he isn’t judgmental. at least, he doesn’t think so. he’s been privileged his whole life and he knows it, doesn’t take it for granted or think less of people in different situations then himself. he knows his career was largely influenced and amplified by his parents success, his ability to make money and do what he loves only an option because of the support he was given. he's thankful for what he has, but he also experienced a lot of distance from his parents due to their careers and never had many lasting relationships due to not have siblings and moving around as much as he had. 

he was always an exemplary student, though he struggles to take full credit for it given the tutors and teachers he had being some of the “best.” failure, he supposed, was never really an option. he had freedom, though. cross country trips by himself became an option at the age of sixteen and experimentation in careers, life, and style became something he loved, something he relied on. he’s well-traveled, friendly, and also inexplicably.. lonely. he fills his life with work and travel and new people to avoid being solitary, nothing more shaking than sitting in an empty apartment with no one to talk to, the only savior the sound of the television playing to an vacant couch in the other room to avoid the empty side of his bed but... anyways.

so how exactly had he ended up in dallyeog? well, it’s sort of a funny story, really. he had a lease somewhere else (perhaps somewhere of similar intrigue… perhaps somewhere much, much nicer) ready for when he came home from a stint in california but when he arrived it seemed there were some problems with the paperwork and... long story short he had nowhere to live. after some quick last-minute searching he found that dallyeog was one of the only complexes that had an open availability for more or less an instant move in. and now he has a year and a half lease. so. that’s that. 

wanted connections !

connection: not a life coach but i’ll coach you in life TAKEN

aesthetic: empty packets of ramen / smudged eyeliner / colorful clothes patterns / raucous laughter / painted fingernails / big sweatshirts / long hugs / walks around the city / late night phone calls / special ringtones / crying on a train / fighting over the bill / holding someone’s face in your hands

in depth: they weren’t meant to be best friends, not quite like this. they met in the apartment building and your muse was at some sort of rock bottom, maybe sam ran into them crying in the stairwell late at night, maybe they locked themselves out of their apartment -- whatever it was, he offered to help and since then, well... he just kept helping. it’s not pity and it’s not a savior complex, he knows your muse could survive without him, but he likes spending time with them and they want to be helped. whether it’s life advice, fashion advice, cooking help, or any other variant -- sam has their back. similarly, sometimes its good to be reminded to let go a little, embrace mess and chaos and just accept life as it is; not everything can be helped, not everything is avoidable. a classic case of opposites attract.

connection: pretty handsome awkward

aesthetic: flushed cheeks / drunken laughter / holding hands / bar stools / leaning towards someone when you talk / messy hair / heavy jackets / over-the-shoulder and around-the-waist hugs / talking til late at night / strategic ‘good morning’ texts

in depth: they met at a bar and hit it off. it was a classic meet cute, he was out by himself stressing over some emails he has to deal with and your muse happened to be seated nearby. your muse broke the ice and then hours later he looked at his watch, surprised. it was late. really late, like the-bar-was-about-to-close-on-a-friday late. he offered to walk your muse home and very quickly realized that was also HIS way home and, well, you’re neighbors!! surprise!! now it seems you have an ongoing flirtationship that exists over beers and in a jacket slung over your muses shoulders that has yet to go anywhere serious. 

connection: that ‘struggling artist’ type of love

aesthetic: paint splatters on a white wall / torn-up sneakers / sticking your head out of a sunroof / throwing stones at closed windows / banging on a bedroom door at two am / sticky notes on a bathroom mirror / ‘this reminded me of you’ / glitter stuck in the carpet / abandoned canvas’ / a wall of photographs

in depth: your muse is unlike anyone he’s ever met before, and that’s saying something. this works best with an eccentric muse, an artist, a free spirit. your muse is, well, HIS muse. he has a roll of candids he’s taken of them on his camera while they hung out, sprawled over a couch or wandering the streets of the city. they don’t worry about the future, they live in the present and it’s foreign to him, he’s drawn to it like a moth to a flame. sam doesn’t consider himself an artist, not creative even in cooking or photography, but they make him feel -- unique.

connection: the ghost haunting my halls

aesthetic: late nights / darkened hallways / slow, quiet footsteps / lit cigarettes / stargazing / losing track of time / wearily catching each other’s eye / sweatpants and slippers / disheveled hair from tossing and turning / sleeplessness / old cartoon reruns 

in depth: you run into each other in the hallways more often than not. it’s a constant struggle to fall and stay asleep, singularly he’s sometimes found wandering the halls or going for walks until the early morning. somehow your muse always seems to be awake. sometimes they go for walks together, or they hang out in one another’s apartments, watching old reruns and eating whatever’s left in the fridge. it’s strange, really, how you never seem to hang out outside of these nights, but it happened organically, and it’s nice to feel a little less lonely when the sun breaks the horizon.

( note: all of these are open to any gender identity !! these are the main ones i have for now but i will be making a full plots page and adding more soon !! in the meantime feel free to message me to brainstorm if you have any other ideas you wanna explore !! )

#dallyeog:intro #intro #hello everyone !! #i hope u like him !!! dm me for ploottts

[yan-jack]

Hello! I was hoping I could get a matchup for yandere Ouran High School Host Club. I use they/them pronouns. I’m asexual but panromantic, so I don’t like anyone sexually but I will romance anyone. I got blue hair that’s cut in an asymmetric style. I tend to dress like a punk, wearing a leather jacket I painted jelly fish onto, I got chains on my pants too. I even have tight chain necklaces that might as well be collars. I wear a lot of anime shirts or Hawaiian shirts on my days off. For more professional settings I wear my more ‘normal’ clothes so it tends to shock people when they consider my personality. I think the expect a softer style with pastels or something, idk, just not a little punk.

Anyways I gotta say that personality wise I got a bit going on. I am pretty blunt without realizing it. I am also insufferably dumb and smart at the same time. Like I’m the person who has straight As but I have no common sense to guide me at all. One time I legit forgot how curtains worked and folded it atop itself instead of pushing it aside. And it’s frustrating for other people because as a result of this I tend to misunderstand what people are trying to say and get confused. I also am really soft to people I like and can easily be bribed into liking someone I don’t have a strong dislike or distrust to with food. Like you buy me a hot chocolate and my dumb ass is ready to throw down for you in an instant. I am awkward so I often end up saying things in a confusing manner.

I got some hobbies too. I play a lot of video games, and I own nearly any console you can name. I want to make the concept art and design characters for video games in the future. I am a good artist right now and I enjoy painting and sketching. I tend to not like what I make, feeling like I can make it even better immediately after I finish. I usually take physical pieces and hide them away in a folder or box so they don’t see the light of day till I’m feeling particularly nostalgic. I also do a lot of odd side projects. I am currently carving a chess set and I don’t even play chess. I just wanted to carve some stuff out of wood and I don’t know why.

I really enjoy sweets and sour candy. I love monster energy drinks original flavor because it’s the only sour soda I can get my hands on that doesn’t taste bad. I really treasure my alone time as much as I treasure the time I spent with people I care about. So long as they let me have time to myself I’m ready to hang out an a whim.

I’m sorry if this was too much info, I figured it would be better to go with too much rather than too little

A/n: hi darling! Sorry it took me a while to reach you, i was on break ^^; under the cut for no particular reason other than for people who dont wanna put up w my bs

anyway, after evaluating your personality and hobbies and such, i can safely say..

Congratulations! Your yandere is Kyoya Ootori!

Kyoya likes the honest, creative, easy to manipulate types (you can see it in Tamaki), so no wonder he chose you, huh. You're just really cute, and gullible, and vulnerable, and so easy to corrupt! He can't tell if he wants to corrupt you himself or if he he wants to protect you.

Please note that you have no privacy and no alone time, and your drawings will be stolen and returned to you without your permission and that Kyoya is always inspecting you when you craft things.

Sometimes he does punish you for being dumb, but most of the time he just guides you. He never quite crosses the border between "patient" and "patronizing" but he always almost gets there.

If/when you get kidnapped you wont even really be kidnapped. He'll just tell you he's got a lot of sweet treats for you at his house.

Thank you and good luck! Trust me. You're gonna need it.