#as a woman this is so confusing/hj /neg

[mjxmoon]

sapnap takes you to meet his family 🌿

sapnap x black reader

word count: ~780

request: Okay so Sapnap is from Texas which is country asf so like what if he takes his black s/o to meet his family and they’re like lowkey racist

a/n hiii im back from my hiatus to deliver shitty work!!! are there random commas because that's my version of editing? yes i wrote this at midnight. also, a bitch struggled with this one and i might rewrite it because it’s ass. sapnap hun, if you stumble on this blog, please don't think that i think ur family is racist - i think everyone in texas is (/hj)

warnings: swearing

“Why are you so nervous about meeting the rest of my family?” Sapnap asks, glancing at you from his spot in the driver's seat. The whole ride, you’ve been staring out the window, mumbling to yourself about everything that could go wrong. “They won’t hate you.”

“Well, I don’t know we’re going to like the racist valley of Texas.”

“My family isn't like that.” He replies with a reassuring smile.

“Yeah, sure, sure.” You say, patting his shoulder. That's precisely what a person with a family like that would say. Not that you don’t trust him but living in Texas as long as you have, you’ve learned to be overly cautious.

Once you finally arrive at his Aunt’s house, you’re filled with even more stress when you spot all the ‘Trump’ signs hanging up in the neighbors front lawns. “Dude.”

Sapnap tries to stifle his laughter. “Ok, I know this looks bad, but I swear my family isn't like that.” He repeats this time with a little doubt in his own statement.

“You’re lucky I love you because I would be gone right now.” You mutter, hopping out of the car. Please don't let me get hate crimed.

You follow him up to the door but trail back a little as he knocks on the door. “Sapnap!” A woman exclaims swinging it open after a moment, “Lovely to see you!” She gives Sapnap a tight hug.

She then looks back at you, a little confused “And you are?”

“Oh, this is my partner!” Sapnap says proudly.

You say your name holding out your hand “Hi! it's really nice to meet you.”

She shakes your hand, hesitantly, looking between you and Sapnap almost in shock “Well come on in, everyone's been waiting for you two.”

You can already tell that you were not what they were expecting, and despite Sapnap's constant reassurance, it's obvious that your presence might cause some disruption. “Everyone Nicks here!”

You go through yet another round of familia introductions, even meeting a cousin who had an ‘all lives matter’ shirt on. Oh shit, I'm in hell. After introductions, everyone basically ignored you. His aunt barely spoke when you tried to make conversation, and his grandmother, who seemed like the sweetest person on the planet, didn't even bother to look at you.

Finally giving up, you take a seat outside on the porch fiddling with your fingers, just wanting to go home. You get that not everyone has to like you, but you can definitely tell that the reason for it has everything to do with the color of your skin. You don’t even have the strength anymore to prove that you’re good enough and decide to wait out the rest of the evening outside until you can go home.

“Hey, why are you out here by yourself?” Sapnap asks, stepping out onto the porch “I’ve been looking for you.”

“Oh, yeah, sorry, just needed a break.” You say, forcing a slight smile.

He nods his head, not really buying that excuse, and plops down next to you on the porch swing. “Uh-huh...so what's really going on?”

“I don’t know I just feel like your family doesn't like me...because I'm black.” He gets quiet, and you’re reevaluating how good of an idea it was accusing his family of having some sort of negative racial bias against you - which you’re positive they do.

“Have they said anything? Should I talk to them?”

“No, just a feeling.” You say, not able to describe it any better, “And the whispers, and the stares and the trump signs across the street.”

“Then let's leave.” He says seriously fishing through his hoodie pocket for his keys. In all honesty, he’s still a bit clueless on what’s exactly going on, but the fact that you feel unsafe is enough of a reason to leave.

“No no, don’t feel like you have to leave!” You know how much he was looking forward to seeing them and now you feel kind of bad.

“Just 'cause they’re my family doesn't mean I'm gonna keep you in a place you feel uncomfortable. Come on let's go.” He holds out his hand and you take it happily.

He says a quick goodbye to his family (who seemed oddly excited for you to leave) before heading back to the car. “I’m never coming back here by the way.” You say in a very serious tone as he begins to drive out of the neighborhood, passing a newly put up confederate flag in someone's yard.

“Yup, got it.”

pt. 2!! sapnap takes you to meet his family II

#sapnap x black reader #sapnap x reader #sapnap #dream team #dream smp #black reader #dream smp x black reader #racism core #sapnap🌿

[feliciohno]

IMPORTANT PSA FOLLOWERS PLEASE READ

Hiya everyone, Feli here! So this is a really important PSA that I really need you all to read. I’ve rewritten and reworded this like a million times over the last few months so oof I hope this goes over well but here we go-

So this blog is a side blog that is mostly for Hetalia and where the main fandom I interact with in this blog is Hetalia it’s not the only one, and that’s gonna be an important factor. You see, about a year ago I made this side blog because I got back into Hetalia and wanted to post about it online. However, I knew of the discourse and I knew of the drama and I just didn’t want to be apart of it. I also knew that Hetalia made a lot of people uncomfortable (for valid reasons of course) and I decided I didn’t want that on my main blog. Ultimately it is not my job to be concerned with other people’s internet experience (things like blocking tags and following certain blogs is all up to the individual) but I do like to at least do what I can to make it easier on everyone and myself. So I made this one. However this blog was never really meant to be just Hetalia. Mainly Hetalia, yes, but not just Hetalia. If you remember I have actually posted stuff like South Park on this blog and an anime called Rosario + Vampire (SP needing no introduction but R+V is an anime where there’s no discourse mainly because there’s no fanbase it’s still a,,,, not very good show,,,,,) but of course neither of these ever stuck around long enough in my brain to make much of an impact on this blog so I never addressed it. (South Park might continue to pop up here and there it’s a very old hyperfixation and though I dislike the show these days I still like the characters and just have momentary brain rot ig.) Ultimately this was always meant to be what I call my ‘Discourse Blog’. A blog where I could quietly like content I know has major issues with it and is not well liked while both making sure others on my main blog don’t have to see it unless they want to and keeping any discourse off my main blog all together. (Still not sure if I wanna keep Homestuck stuff on this blog or my main tbh.) The reason I’m bringing this up is because lately I’ve been getting into some stuff that might start being on this blog a bit more often and I wanted to acknowledge it before just randomly doing it that way everyone is prepared and not confused. Please know this blog is still MOSTLY going to be Hetalia so you don’t have to worry about that. I’m still a nasty little Italy kinnie who only thinks about Germany’s hot man tits a good 85% of the day(/hj). 

One of the things that might start popping up a bit more is Danganronpa. I’ll be real honest I don’t know why Tumblr’s purity police has such a vendetta against this game there is WAY worse anime out there that I rarely ever see people bitch about. But I started playing it and I like it (wish Kokichi was in the first game but apparently he’s not). I can see some of the issues people might have with it which is understandable so yeah if you wanna keep Danganronpa off your dash just block the tag. 

The other thing (and arguably the one that makes me way more nervous and is why I kept putting off talking about it) is Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss. Before you go get your pitch forks and shit let me just talk about this for a second. Yes Vivzie and the shows have very big obvious issues with them but, much like Hetalia, I don’t think it’s actually as bad as people make it out to be. I spent hours in the anti tags and just like Hetalia antis its just people making out things to be a lot worse than they are and throwing around words that really don’t need to be used in this situation. My honest opinion on Vivzie is she’s a woman who never grew out of her 2012 shock humor phase that came with watching too much South Park and she’s too prideful for her own good. She made dumb mistakes and did dumb shit and she did apologize for it all. Of course her apology post kinda sucked and when people bring stuff up she’s not exactly very graceful in her responses. But never the less she’s not the pedo transphobic satan spawn everyone makes her out to be (for more info on this drama and why I think what I think I highly recommend this video, he actively does his research and looks into everything really well and I agree with most of his points). And even if she was I’ve personally never been the kinda person to let people who work on or have made stuff stop me from liking it. I hate JK Rowling but still like Harry Potter, I don’t like Tony Anselmo but I still love Donald Duck. Letting others’ shitty mistakes and bad personalities dictate what I watch and how I live my life has never been the way I lived and I’m really not gonna start today. As for the shows themselves, yeah they got issues. Some of them, again, a bit drug out of proportion by the antis, but still issues none the less. Giving Alastor Voodoo is a big one (it leans into the constant negative connotation that Voodoo is always strapped with despite being a real world religion that actual people follow), Vaggie is very much a bad stereotype and even though Vivzie wasn’t trying to be racist (openly stating that as a Latina she wanted more firey Latina representation) it still has the potential to harm and upset Latino viewers, and then Angel Dust who is kinda a mess and honestly a big way she could have fixed him was just to keep him by his original version instead of changing so much about him (that honestly would need a whole separate post to explain). 

So, yes, I acknowledge the issues and stuff in all this content and I’m very open and vocal about the issues just as I am with Hetalia. Liking these things doesn’t change that and I mostly made this post to make sure everyone knows that. But like I said before, your internet experience is up to you. If any of these things make you uncomfortable please do yourself a favor and block the tags. I promise I always keep things perfectly tagged on my blog down to the characters and ships. This isn’t gonna change. I’m pretty confident that no one here will take much issue with this. After all, if you like one of these things you know what it’s like to like things critically. If you have issues with anything on this post or me or anything I say or do come talk to me about it respectfully so no one is left thinking I’m some asshole for liking some dumb cartoon. 

TL;DR This blog is gonna stay mostly Hetalia but it’s ultimately a blog for any content I don’t want on my main and if there’s anything you don’t like or that makes you uncomfortable please just block the tags and keep about your day happily 

#PSA #vee~ #im not giving this post any fandom tags cause i want it to stay out of those tags and be just for my followers to see #but seriously #please regulate your own internet experience #dont focus on stuff you dont like or stuff that makes you uncomfortable #itll only hurt yourself in the end #and if you have an issue with me my ask box and dms are always open (i normally keep dms to mutuals only but if its a serious issue its ok) #sssoooooo ya #have a good day yall ily