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oh--lapetitemort · 9 months
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𝗗𝗿𝗮𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀, 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗣𝗼𝗼𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱, 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗜𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺 𝗼𝗳 𝘂𝘀 𝗶𝗻
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bunnieswithknives · 1 year
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I don’t remember if I ever properly established this, but Red does actually help out a bit while he’s alive. It uh, doesn’t last.
Continuation of this
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finntheehumaneater · 6 months
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An Ego Thing (update)
THIS PART IS NEARLY DONE. JUST WAIT A BIT LONGER. Here’s a snippet as an apology for making you guys wait so long (I’ll post the full thing so so so so soon, I promise. It’s so close to being done.)
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Listening to “The View Between Villages (extended)” by Noah Kahan while writing this was like…I kind of just zoned out and wrote whatever came to mind.
TAGGING EVERYBODY SO THAT THEY CAN SEE MY APOLOGY (I AM SO FUCKING SORRY IT’S TAKING SO LONG BUT I AM VERY BUSY):
@strangersteddierthings
@different-tale-student
@nburkhardt
@i-less-than-three-you
@paintsplatteredandimperfect
@heaven428
@swimmingbirdrunningrock
@estrellami-1
@multimediawhxre
@anaibis
@paperbackribs
@merricatty
@phantomcat94
@goodolefashionedloverboi
@cinnamon-mushroomabomination
@starman-jpg
@queenie-ofthe-void
(I think that’s everyone. Sorry if I missed someone)
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maystea · 1 year
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— i may be heartless, but you're naive.
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gregmarriage · 22 days
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currently trying to find a balance between being close friends with people and putting my all into relationships, and keeping them at arms length and it being semi casual, so i don’t hurt myself
#i don’t wanna push people away or isolate myself#it’s just friendship is harddddd#especially right now as i’m still dealing with a lot#like i’m mostly recovered from the manic episode#i just wanna put things in place in my life so i can better deal#not just in the event i’m manic but just in general#tho honestly all i seem to do lately is fix my life and it doesn’t really happen#but i keep trying because what else can i do?#i guess i’m just trying to take things slow#but also my fatal flaw is my impatience#but honestly anybody in my situation probably would be#no one wants to sit around for things to get better#even if i’m doing it for myself i’m still waiting as i put things in place#bc nothing happens instantly#soooo 🤷🏻‍♀️#idk i’m kinda torn between hating small talk and also kinda needing it?#like putting everything into relationships is exhausting#just talking casually is kinda easier for me rn#and i need to find better ways to deal bc i can’t just trauma dump on my friends#even if they’re fine with it#it’s not healthy#a certain level of talking about your problems is fine but there’s a stage where it gets to be you should probably be talking to a therapist#instead of a friend#bc your friend can only help you so much and distractions only go so far#you need like actual help at some point#even if you won’t admit it to yourself#bc honestly i’ve been through this a million times#and you always have to hit rock bottom before you admit you’re in too deep#i hit my rock bottom recently#and now i’m crawling out and paving over that hole i fell through
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lungache · 1 month
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scary-monsters · 2 months
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tbh the anxiety is making me feel physically ill but fingers crossed that i can get through an assessment at a hospital soon 🤞🏻 my boss recommended an outpatient program to me, if everything works out i'll hopefully be taking a leave of absence from work for a few weeks to get my life and, more important, mental health under control
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cloudprincesslady · 5 months
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i'm sure a million people have already said this sorta thing but goddamn this is the most frustrating hour of critical role i've ever watched
#and i've been here a looooooooooooooooooooooooong time#like. taliesin acting like this was a choice that was gonna involve sacrifice and pain and then he would get to be something else#when matt all but explicitly said 'yeah so anybody BUT ashton taking this will be fine but if ashton does it he'll straight die'#like. like. like. honestly.#matt could not have been more clear that this one wasn't meant for ashton#it honestly feels like if keyleth had tried to claim fenthras.#or like. if vax had tried to claim the vestige that went to percy#like. sometimes you make choices in a roleplaying game because they're the right choice above the table.#it is not chill to hoard loot or to take things from other pcs and that's honestly what this situation feels like.#it couldve been literally anybody else. anyone. anyone at all.#admittedly lets be real this feels like the most fitting conclusion to ashton's story imo lmao he was born of hubris and he died of hubris#but like! theyre not gonna let this be the end of his story!#which sucks for me! a person who dislikes the character and is now watching him do the MOST FRUSTRATING THING EVER#and hes almost certainly not even gonna feel the consequences of it#also him kissing fearne to manipulate her and then saying 'that's never happening again' was AWFUL. absolutely awful.#i don't care how he meant it#also when matt said 5 rounds to go and taliesin was like oh i thought it was further#when matt said 'i was real clear yall' i FELT for him#he did EVERYTHING right as a dm! this isn't on him!#when your players go against your signposting...#also the fact that taliesin keeps asking for people to stay and heal him and keep him together?#when they're taking damage and probably gonna be destroyed by his death???? fuck me#look! i like taliesin as a person! but DAMN I hate the way he plays the game lmao!#the only character of his i've ever liked is caduceus#good for marisha saying NO to giving her supermassive new healing potion to ashton lmao#i would not have been NEARLY as gracious as matt about this lmao#im keeping my liveblogging to these tags bc i do not want to get caught up in discourse lmao#also matt wtf the DC in the last two rounds was only 15???? by the end it should absolutely be DC 20 cmon#hes trying to absorb the essence of a PRIMORDIAL TITAN into a body which is already holding the essence of a different primordial titan!!!!#god. i wish he didnt have that fucking ring. i desperately wish he died doing this.
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sxturdaysun · 9 months
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actually the Izumii Dynamic (???) is so fucking funny because like. for all intents and purposes, my insert should not be in this gang. she has no real business being here. but she's here. and the leader of said gang, who has NOTHING in common with her whatsoever, took one look at her and was like, "yeah. that one." but then proceeds to only give her empty threats because he can't just be upfront about liking her. this lasts for years. he's so goddamn down horrendous it makes him hilariously pathetic. he wants to murder the guy i've been friends with for a decade. he despises every other person i'm friends with. i'm pretty sure i'm only with him for the bit. everyone dislikes this. what am i doing.
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star-ocean-peahen · 1 year
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oh i don’t like this I don’t like this at all
i took a decongestant today and it’s being Really Weird because all my thoughts are round and soft and I’m not constantly aware of all stimuli and my thoughts keep stopping and starting and I can daydream for hours and hours without moving but I can’t make myself think about other people or plan for anything and I kinda feel like I’m not all here and did I mention the worst part:
i!! cant!! stim!! anymore!! none of them are comforting like they used to be and im not falling apart right now because this state of mind makes me feel nice and not need them and i felt exactly this way for years a few years back this is so fucking weird
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ghostzzy · 9 months
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like i think had i Known being nonmonogamous was an Option growing up/internalized it as an option for myself when i was younger, i would’ve had a lot less terror abt the idea of being in relationships and maybe wouldn’t’ve avoided them Completely as a result
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westernsunshine · 1 year
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I love lesbian dating apps because I can go on there to sightsee and be safe in the knowledge that no matter what I do, no one is going to talk to me
#like i’m truly just on there to see who’s around and if there’s anyone in the area and if i’m attractive to anyone#but i have a bunch of matches and literally NO messages lmao#like yeah i’m not messaging anyone first either but also. it wouldn’t matter if i did. Nobody speaks#how the hell does anybody get laid on these things?? we’re all just like specimens in a gallery looking out at each other#on tinder i would’ve already received a request to suck dick by now. but on HER? zilch#i mean i did get liked by a couple with an absolutely unhinged age gap who were looking for a third#let’s just say i thought that was her mom at first but then i navigated and saw her sitting on her lap and uhhhhhh#then i read the bio and saw ‘[name] is 19 and [name] is 46 and we want new friends to plaaaayyyyy 🤪’ and i was like UHHHHHHHH#listen. do what you want. this is legal and you’re not harming anybody#but also i think if you’re well into your forties dating someone who has been an adult for about 5 minutes i should be allowed to kill you#with a rock. so.#like i wouldn’t even date a 19 year old. i’ve turned down about three 22 year olds. the youngest person i’ve swiped right on was 24#and it STILL felt weird. and i’ve only been 27 for three days#yes i know i had a crush on a 27 year old when i was 21 and would’ve been really mad if he’d rejected me but like#**rejected me based on age i meant. rejecting me for other reasons is both fine and understandable#really genuinely anybody 23 and under is BABY to me. you are BABY#and that’s that on that. now if you’ll excuse me i’m going to continue sightseeing#personal
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pinkseas · 1 year
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i fell asleep for like 20 fawking minutes and now i am Awake again i literally hate it here i want 2 sleep at normal times !!!!!!
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petruchio · 2 years
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doing some light pushing to get one of my friends to dump their lame significant other (“you should do what makes YOU happy!”) — how long until my other friends lame significant other just evaporates or something
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can we talk about autoheart. let's talk about autoheart
#dont actually talk to me about autoheart i WILL stsrt crying#idk what it is about this mans voice but like. i can feel the cells in my body actively cannibalizing themselves /pos#ive listened to sailor song like 12 times tonight but fine i prommy <3#i dont get how like. oughghghhh like.#they lyrics dont Mean Anything but at the same time they DO and its paired with like.#somber piano and a fucking angelic voice i cant survive that ok#restraining myself by not listening to hungover in the city of dust. im being strong ronight i promise.#sailor song just. came on shuffle so i listened to it and thatwas a MISTAKE#anyway cacan we also talk about the puppet metaphor thing because. uhm. feelin it#famous last words the marrionette. marrionettes by kanaya. ouija harley poe. pretty in porcelain. puppet loosely strung.#appetite of a people pleaser. the scary jokes icicles. trophy wife. DRIFT AWAY.#NEED I GO ON.#its about having your agency stripped from you and having no self worth abd being hopelessly infatuated#and then snapping out of it years later only to look bacback and go ''wow that was fucked up'' and being ANGRY ABOUT IT#anyway. anybody else feeling like a puppet with their strings cut. anybody else feelin like.#you dont know who to be when youre on your own and nobody is telling you what to do anymoee#and on one hand thats so freeing because its something youve never experienced before#but on the other. what gives you the right to have your own agency. you were Made To Do Things For Other People.#and now there are no other people so youre just like. well now what.#what even is a marionette without someone holding the strings. its nothing. just like. a fuckign painted piece of plastic.#but like . why should it be anything else. its good enough as it is.#someone took the time to painstakingly paint on the details and show it love through creation.#but it sure doesnt feel like it when ur sitting limp on an empty stage.#sorry i ammmmmmmm goin g thru it a lil tonight shfshfbdjdshfshfbdjdb can we TALK about puppet metaphors#I WAS YOUR ARMCHAIR YOUR MATTRESS YOUR TV. YOUR EVERLASTING TALK SHOW HOST. MOUTHING BABY YOURE WONDERFUL#I FELL UNDER YOUR CONTROL SWITCH ON SWITCH OFF ROBOTIC AND I LOST EVERY OUNCE OF MYSELF#<<< listening 2 sailor song again smile#its about. mourning the piece of your soul they took. and wanting it back#and being fucking angry that they took it but also missing them because things were so much easier when they owned you. yknow.#delete later
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rememberedbyamark · 1 month
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Hate it when I tell somebody something and then decide afterwards that I definitely shouldn't have
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