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chrisevansonly · 4 months
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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬’𝐬 𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐜 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐮
𝐟𝐜: 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐧
𝐚/𝐧: 𝐢𝐦 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐮’𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐥 𝐨𝐧𝐞 :(
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crocheted a hat, what do you think? 🥰
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meepmop14 · 6 months
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Alright, I feel as though I must make myself clear.
I don't mean to be the defender of the writers or an apologist for the show.
This season was a mess. It was rushed, messy, and frankly, extremely disappointing.
As someone who was desperately waiting for season 2, I'm just so sad. Our flag means death is one of my favourite shows, and I just felt so devasted to see S2 go so wrong in so many ways.
I mean, no charecter development for anyone other than Ed and Stede (which was also just fucked, so like whats the point), the whole crew just felt like a bunch of background characters (unlike S1 where they were actually important). There was also the problem of too many villains (why build up Ned as this super scary and feared guy, if he was just going to die in the same episode?? Why bring back nose guy?? [I genuinely forgot his name. He is that insignificant] Like literally everyone forgot about him) and just so many unnecessary people
For example, I was really looking forward to some Jim and Olu development but the show went nope here have two new characters that have nothing to do with either of them and we'll pair them up thank you (I love archie and zheng but we could've done with them not being love interests to these two characters who already had a thing going)
Stede and Ed are straight up toxic to each other and the other crew members (abandoning each other repeatedly, THEY SAID THEY WERE A WHIM AND THAT THEYD TAKE IT SLOW AND THEN JUST DIDNT DO THAT, Stede literally being the 'talk it through guy' but also shushing the crew up when they expressed discomfort or discontent with Ed coming back or Ed not caring for anyone but Stede)
The start of this season felt so wierd and honestly the characters didn't feel like themselves at all but I thought maybe it's just me and maybe it'll get better as the season progresses but nope just got worse
All that being said, I don't think the writer's meant to be discriminating against iz (intentionally) but if they did that's fucked up.
I also think the problem with having less time is very real, but at the same time, smart writers know how to work around that so fuck me I guess
I'm just so conflicted with everything because I do genuinely love this show and I feel so guilty for thinking of it as negatively as I am
AND THE END LIKE WHY WHY KILL IZZY IT MAKES NO SENSE WHATSOEVER. He deserved to be the new captain. Why take that away? Why take away his chance to live happily with the crew after he finally bonded with them? Why take away his chance of being the captain he knew he could always become?
If I ignore all the problems in OFMD S2, I did like the fluffy bits. I loved the love confessions and the marriage proposals (and the actual wedding was very sweet) and the glances and kisses and the crew having fun and the wierd lesbians and zheng and archie (god I do love them like a lot) and Con singing and the show being silly, but in the end, I was left unsatisfied
I just - I don't know, it doesn't feel like the show I fell in love with, and I hate that feeling so much
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cupoftaae · 1 year
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Prompts 1 & 11 x Namjoon
""give me time, give us time" x "we're not just friends, and you fucking know it"
see prompt list here
for @ultimatenoona ! thanks for requesting and keeping me busy :) I wrote this on the train ride home from work
you asked me to pick between one and eleven, decided to merge them because why not
Enjoy!!
warnings- angst, swearing, sadness
you remember the night often, it was a new years eve party and all your friends were off somewhere either drunk, making out, high or depressed.
Where did you fall in the middle of all of that?
on the back balcony with your best friend Namjoon, who had just taken you off guard, kissing you when the clock had struck midnight.
you dragged him outside to speak privately
"Im sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I never meant to" he mumbled shyly, unable to look at you.
"you didnt, joon, I was just kinda shocked....I wasnt expecting it"
He nodded, his eyes stuck on the beer can in his grasp.
"Hoseok actually is the one who told me to do it" he snickered, making you smile
"oh yeah?"
"mm" he finally looked at you, hearing amusement in your voice. "He told me to man up and just confess already...which probably is something I should have done before...you know...kissing you"
You blushed harshly, making you reach out to grasp his hand, "I think you just did"
He giggled quietly and nodded, seeming embarrassed "yeah...guess I did"
You smiled at him softly
"I mean, can you blame me? you are so beautiful"
"joon" you giggled, covering your face
He stood up, looking down at you "all my friends doubted me whenever I told em about you" he began "they tried to brush off the closeness as just friendship....but"
You stood up, taking his hand and meeting his face closer
He whispered, cold breath hitting your skin "we're not just friends...and you fucking know it" he smirked
You nervously bit your lip, smiling
To be fair, this thing with him has been slowly burning for a while now, and so although you were shocked he made the move to kiss you, you weren't as surprised to hear that he had an infatuation with you.
You couldnt lie....you had developed feelings for your friend as well
"No.." you shook your head "I guess we aren't huh?"
the memory makes you smile, its something that provides a warm feeling every time it comes into your brain.
You wish that in this current moment however, things were similar to how you two bonded then...all those years ago.
Now, you were adults with responsibilities and work and family.
The both of you had been dating for almost 6 years now, moving in together, doing everything by each others side, you loved every second of it....but you also needed more.
Not from him, but from life itself.
You both werent worried about if you had a wedding or not, it wasnt a main priority for either of you despite your parents urges.
He worked a job 5 days a week, mostly gone from 7am, and getting home at midnight, all while you stayed home and tried to keep yourself busy.
You both had even tried to have a baby, but after months of no luck and a doctors appointment, you were told that it wouldnt be possible. It broke you, leaving you not want to leave home even more so, and of course it took a strain on your relationship.
He stayed out later, you never left that damn room unless it was to cook something for him that he wouldnt even end up appreciating.
You loved him, so fucking much, but you felt helpless as if nothing you did could or would fix the position you both had been in for quite some time. You wanted to live again, You wanted to go back to school and work and begin to experience life once more...but it was impossible to do here.
You both never spoke to eachother anymore, that is, until one night
"we cant keep doing this." you mumbled into the pillow, it had to have been around 4:30 am when he climbed into bed, he reeked of alcohol.
"what?" he was startled, looking over at your laying body, facing away from him.
Finally, you sat up with tears in your eyes, facing him
"honey...." he frowned and tried to hold your hand but you pulled back, "what is going on joon?" you whispered
"what do you mean? everything is fine"
"fine? this is the longest conversation we have had in weeks and you call this fine?" you sniffled, scoffing slightly as he sat against the headboard.
He wasnt sure what to say, so he shrugged
"im tired" you suddenly spoke again
"then...go to sleep sweetheart, im sorry i woke you-"
"no, im tired of this. tired of you pretending you care when you dont, because if you did you wouldnt fucking be coming home so late, you would fucking text me, you would fucking show me some appreciation once in a while, and you would at least fucking TALK TO ME!" you began to shout, standing out of the bed in frustration as warm tears fell off your cheeks.
His eyes widened, heart squeezing as he felt the wind knock out of him. Yes things were rough, but he didnt know it had been this bad.
"and yes..I know we have had a hard year, I know Namjoon, and Im sorry to put it all on you, but we are supposed to be a team, I love you and it feels like you stopped loving me back"
He stood to his feet quickly and made his way in front of you, "no- no no, Y/N, I-I love you so much, baby.." he held you, "why didnt you say anything earlier?"
"because you are never home!!!" you cried, pushing away
"im sorry...i dont blame you for anything, you didnt do anything wrong, the baby-"
"its more than that, I feel stuck here" you gestured between the both of you, anger filling your body.
He looked at you, pleading eyes
"I cant...I cant do it anymore" you exhale shakily
"no" he stepped closer, instantly falling to his knees in front of your legs. "baby...im sorry" he whispered, feeling tears prick his own eyes. "i'll do better, we can get better I promise, Whatever you want ill get you, we can get married, is that it? is that what you want? anything.... just please- dont leave me" he pressed his face against your thigh as you looked down at him
"I dont know what to say Namjoon" you cry, hand wiping your tears "I am over all of it"
He grasped your hand and looked up, "honey...please no no, im here, I will change we can do better" his eyes were wide, youve never seen him so vulnerable. "give me time, give us time....we- we can do it, yeah?"
You shrugged helplessly "we are gonna need to fix a lot more than you think...."
He nodded quick, "anything baby, anything, we will start as soon as we can....i cant do this without you" he pressed himself closer to you as you both cried, emotions on ice as the rooms tension and sadness infiltrated your hearts.
"dont leave...dont leave..." he whispered, repeating it to himself.
"....I wont"
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wuzetianadmirer · 7 months
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Obey Me x Queen Reader
Warnings: slight yandere and implications of foetus murder
I'm basing this off a C-drama I love; Ruyi's Royal Love in the Palace
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As a woman, a daughter of the Qing Emperor you had few options. It didn't help that you were the daughter of a low ranking concubine and not an Imperial Consort. You most likely would be married off to somewhere far away, to a chieftan or duke or any other noble. However, you knew you could do better than marry a good man. You decided to become Emperor yourself. After the death of your father, your half-brother had been crowned Emperor. Oopsie! If only a mere servant didn't poison him on his wedding night! And one by one, the Imperial sons were either killed or implicated and banished. The Imperial daughters were married to obscure men of the Empire. And officials began disappearing.
Who was doing this? You!
You had all the right people in your pocket. You had disposed of those who were unneeded.
In the span of two years, you had seized control of the Qing Court. Elevating your mother to Queen Dowager and yourself as Emperor. A female Emperor? There hasn't been one since Wu Zetian! You were strongly opposed but within days, those kind if thoughts were quelled. It was a blood bath, whether it was a necessary one, you did not know.
You had everything now.
Power was in your hands!
You married powerful men and secured your position.
And after five long years, you are your beloved King Consort were expecting. You were finally pregnant! You could establish your own dynasty at last.
But you were now in the Devildom. How frustrating!
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I imagine the Mc to look like this:
Lucifer
Yeah, he didn't really care at first.
The only royalty he acknowledged was Lord Diavolo.
He didn't quite regard your ambitions with much interest.
But when you showcased your amazing leadership skills, as well as great diplomacy, and managing to quell those annoying noble demons, you got our boy falling fast!
He then started to understand your situation better, and you began to reside in him too
He too lost everything after the Fall
So now the both of got somebody to relate to
At times, you'd discuss certain politics over a glass of demonus
He also shared some tips as to how you could strengthen your hold over others
Has mixed feelings about the bae
On one hand, you want to go back to your husband. Everything you worked hard for shouldn't be in vain
But on the other, when you first came here, you were beyond stressed. Rarely did you let yourself relax
He decided to help you
And while you may not agree, you can have everything you'd want here. He'd make sure of it!
You want power, he'd make sure you'd dominate the Devildom.
And dont worry about the kid. He himself has unofficially adopted six demons under his care, what's another
Best dad/husband material if you ask me. (Better than the Emperor in the actual show)
Mammon
Man just wants to scam you out of your crown and jewellery. But as a powerful woman yourself, you decide to out him in his place
You, a human, put Mammon in his place. Kneeling at your feet, your heel atop his head.
Man would be lying if he said he wasn't whipped!
After that, he's like a puppy, following you around.
He listens to your story and how you had to struggle and conive your way into power.
He respects that. He's just sad, that a person as brilliant as you had to prove your worth tenfold before anybody aknowledged you
He was the first demon to form a pact with you. Thus, he wants to be your everthing. Your forst man as well as the person to take care of you
But that little bundle in your belly complicates things.
Nevermind! He'll just have to the best dad there is. For both your happiness and his.
Treasure, if you think you can go back...you've got another thing coming...
Leviathan
Your an Emperor?
Thats so cool! Totally OP
Was a bit sceptical at first as you didnt know shit about video games, much less technology.
You're alot like Simeon in that sense
He starts teaching you how to play videogames
And lets just say, you might have been rocky before but you're slaying it now
Especially since you have good critical thinking you can make quick counters
You find that you have a liking towards otome games.
They're similar to the fact that they're alot like dealing with people at court. Kiss up to a few people and destroy the ones that aren't needed
He thinks your so cool.
And after hearing you life story as to how much you had to give up in order to get where you are today, he's just in awe.
Promises to be your bestest friend as well as godfather to your bundle of joy
Satan
Doesn't really care, much like Lucifer
At first, that is
Everyone is astounded that you handle his anger so well
Must be because you're used to having to deal with hot heads
Especially those who didn't deem you worthy as Emperor.
Satan is firmly neutral towards you
Until he discovers your shared love of literature
Is is impressed at your prowess of poetry and appreciates it. Finally, somebody to confide in
Then he finds out, because of your constant strive for power, as well as your status as Emperor, you had to time for pets. Especially not a cat
He decides to change that
And suddenly your living quarters are now a pet shop.
Not to say you hated it, you're already having baby fever due to being....um...pregnant, but now you're having kitty fever!
Our man is definitely in love
Which makes him feel uneasy about your pointy belly
Contemplates killing the babe once its born, but holds himself back. He doesn't want all your hard work to be for nothing
Definitely helping you reclaim your throne if anybidy opposes you in the near future
Very angry about you going back to your husband but keeps it in
Cant loose a good friendship over this, now can ge?
Asmodeous
This echantress is set on seducing you.
Only your resolve is strong
He tries his best, only to realise that his charms don't quite work on you.
Nevermind that, your fashion sense is so chic!
He then decides that you need a makeover. Dont misunderstand him, you're beautiful as is, not as beautiful as him, but all that stress isnt good for you honey.
Insists you get nine hours of sleep
All that court shenanigans and running the empire has given you bags inder your eyes. And are those wrinkles! Honey, I'm gonna get you the best spa day of your life!
You become fast friends, surprisingly. Even you are baffled.
The both of you share makeup tips. He even introduces you to modern makeup as well as cosmetics and fashion.
You insist on wearing longer dresses and do your hair up. You sport long, elegant clothes. And while you think its fine wearing your hair loose every now and then you ultimately stick to your roots.
And while he insists that you'd look stunning in anything you wore, he ultimately respects your fashion choice.
He even replicates traditional Qing dynasty qipao. As the Avatar of Lust, he does have connections to all the high end fabric stores.
And in respect to your status as Emperor he insists that you only dress as the best!
He even manages to get someone to make a few sets of liangbatou for you (the type of headdress Qing dynasty women wore)
Is excited as to being an uncle! Definitely going on a baby shopping frenzy
Practically your best friend!
Beelzebub
I personally think he thought your crown was made of candy.
Cant blame this baby boy
He once even thought you were made of white chocolate with how smooth your skin is
Has tried eating you
Your glare, made his mouth go dry
You're much like Lucifer as to how you baby him sometimes.
You're quite tall yourself but still look like dwarf next to him.
A bit confused as to why you ate so little, even offering your food to him every now and then
He thinks its the pregnancy hormones.
Makes sure you're eating well, cuz honey, you're not just eating for yourself but for your kid too.
Definitely sees you as Lilith.
This hunk of a man swears nothing bad will come to you.
Much like Asmo, he wants to be an uncle so bad
"(Yn), you haven't eaten yet? Are you craving something. I'll go to Hell's Kitchen to get it".
Belphegor
Doesn't give a shit
Just sleeps
Only after Beel stats giving you attention does you pay a shit
You look like one of those prissy nobles
Literally doesn't care that you're an Emperor
Does that mean you can sleep all day?
Is horrified that you tell him that you barely get any sleep due to the stress.
A bit worried at first, cuz you look older than you are
Subtly tells you to get some shut eye. He even puts a spell on you in order to get better sleep. Makes sure your bed is comfortable.
He takes a bit longer to finally start caring as he isnt exactly the most proactive.
Same as Beel . Sees you as Lilith
Not too enthusiastic about your being pregnant. It just means a baby's gonna keep him up later on. But still cares. Definitely tries his best.
On the same side as Beel, Asmo and Levi; wants to the kids uncle.
Overall, you've got seven demons on your side. Quite useful incase there was any opposition on your part. Your kid is gonna have the best uncles!
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spacedlexi · 2 months
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you said that you "need 2 characters to deeply care for each other and positively impact each other for me to want to ship them" so which of the twdg canon ships do you actually think work/make sense? and by canon ships i mean like actual established relationships, implied relationships or perhaps a character that was crushing on someone else before death.
me immediately blanking on every relationship in twdg upon reading this ask
the only one i stand behind with conviction is clemvi. idk if you need me to explain why i feel like ive done it a million times by now 👀 but yeah theyre the only relationship i "Ship" in regards to the quote where i see them as a match for each other and think romance makes sense for both parties
as for some "in defense of"s
i'll defend javi and kate. my only Real problem with them is how they handle david in it like girl can you at least take off the wedding ring before we kiss 😭 my brother still thinks youre his wife (plus they did push it Really hard.. but like.. narratively i understand why they did. family is a running theme of the series and javi and davids relationship is like the main conflict). but like. kate and javis relationship Makes Sense. she had a shit husband (who wanted to go back to the army anyway). her and javi already had the beginnings of Something before the outbreak even happened. she was left with javi to take care of 2 children that werent even biologically hers (i enjoy the complex family dynamics in twdg as a whole). and together theyve been surviving for years as a family unit. i think javi having feelings isnt up for debate, its more just will he act on those feelings or will he respect his brother? and like.. fuck david am i right? kate was Not happy in that relationship and deserves better, and javi cares about her. but also the pressure from their dad to get along after hes gone. it all works for me even if it couldve been executed better
and i .... sigh .... Understand gabe and clem. BUT!!! i think they have different feelings towards each other and its an important distinction. gabe definitely has a huge crush on her, shes cool as hell, but i think her feelings in return are fueled by hormones and the fact that she hasnt been around anyone her own age since DUCK (sarah was 15 at the time). like. does she think hes cute? yeah. but he can also be kind of a huge jerk sometimes and acts recklessly. i think its those moments that snap clem out of it lol. seeing this response in S4 felt vindicating im taking it as sad loner clem having a hormone induced crush. like girl yes or no?? this is the most direct option??
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personally i dont like them together because i Hate tropes where the more mature girl half has to teach the immature boy half to grow up and be capable and thats somehow romantic. ESPECIALLY in clems case where she is literally already raising someone like her hands are full ok. her assuaging his ego makes me 🤢 girl you dont have to take that second gun just because he was gonna cry about it if you didnt. its just not romantic to me. also i think its soooo funny that clem uses the same tactic on gabe that she does on aj in S4 with the "i need you to watch my back" to stop him from complaining about being left behind at the gate LOL. also i just think he loves his dad too much who clem hates more than anyone on earth so like.. theres that
uuhhh who else... alvin and rebecca are fine. like i have nothing to say about them but i believe their relationship and think they wouldve been good parents to aj. hmmm.... i guess thats it for the ones i have defenses for?? the others just like.. exist. like im neutral
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so i just finished watching between us and kinnporsche, and was kinda corious about news and what the actors are gonna do next. like i was really sad that between us is over, but then i saw some people say, that there is gonna be a special ep in march, about them getting married...do you know if thats true? Also i heard that bounprem is gonna have a new bl together (is there out what its about,and when its going to happen?) and that they are gonna be in different (movies/shows) like prem something thriller like and idk about bouns tho.(do you know?).im really curious about this, and im exited for them!
And i thought for sure that kinnporsche is gonna have a season 2. Like its such a popular show, and the show kinda ended on a cliffhanger, so i thought for sure there is gonna be a annoucent about it. but the show aired 6 months ago, and there are still no news :( i just heard about the actors having new bls together. (Im not totally familar with the names yet) . like the actors from every main couple is gonna have a series together. vegaspete, kinnporsche, and kimchay (where im corious about, how this will look, since im not sure if they are going to have much romantic scenes, like a kiss scene, because of the age, they didnt have on in kinnporsche) like is there out, about what this shows are about? and when they will come out? Im really exited to watch this shows, even thought i would have preffered a season 2 of kinnporsche. Do you think there is still gonna be one in the future? (im sorry for this long ask, but im not really in the fandom, and i think you probably know this things....anyway i love youre blog!)
Hello Anon! Thanks for dropping by! I do have answers for you but it might not be the answers you want. I'll put a "keep reading" because this will be a long post.
As far as the Between Us Special Ep goes, it hasn't been officially announced by Studio Wabi Sabi if there is going to be one or not. The reason everyone is anticipating a special wedding ep is because there is evidence of an upcoming wedding in the final ep and also a few of the actors had posted similar content on their social media. We're assuming March 2nd because that is the date we saw for their actual wedding.
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There hasn't been any announcement for a s2 of Between Us either, though it is totally possible considering the source material is still ongoing and there is already some chapters written about after Win graduates. I'd say keep hope alive but I don't know if that is actually going to happen or not. It took us a very, very long time to get Between Us.
As of right now, there has not been any announcements on any new BounPrem (the actors who play WinTeam) series. Boun (the actor who plays Win) is going to be in a zombie series though. Hopefully Studio Wabi Sabi will post a 2023 project video so we can know what to expect this year. There are some Between Us Special Episodes on YouTube from last summer. There's 6 eps, they're really short but oh so cute and features them as an already established couples.
BounPrem do have a few other series they've been in together and if you'd like I can make a list or give you some recs! Just let me know. The actors the played DeanPharm (OhmFluke) also have a few series out together as well. The actor that plays Manaow (Sammy Coates) has an extensive credit list too.
As far as the KinnPorsche cast, a lot of things have happened since the main couples' new projects were announced. I'm not going to get too heavy into it but I will give you a short update.
First the KP cast is still doing their KinnPorsche World Tour and I don't know how long that will go on for, I think their next stop is Hong Kong.
JeffBarcode, the actors that played KimChay will be getting a Korean based series called WuJu Bakery. Jeff's character will be some sort of alien and Barcode will be a bakery owner but that's really all the information that was given though there is a very tiny trailer.
MileApo, the actors that played KinnPorsche, are going to be in a movie together and it will be call Man Suang. We did get a trailer for that a few months back. It's gonna be a period piece so expect lots of pretty costumes. Tong who played Tankhun and Bas who played Arm will be in it too.
BibleBuild (VegasPete) WERE supposed to be in a series together called 4 Minutes. Idk what the actual plot of the series was supposed to be but I know it's supposed to be written by a famous writer. I don't know if the series will still be happening because Build is no longer working for Be On Cloud because he was accused of some really messed up stuff by one of the KP writers. (I won't get into this one because I am NOT part of the majority that believes Build is innocent)
If it is still going to be happening then they will either recast Build or wait for the verdict on his pending case. Idk how long BOC willing to wait because Build no longer works for them and I hope they don't make Bible wait for this mess to end because it's not his fault.
As far as a s2 for KinnPorsche....I doubt we're getting one. The writers for the novel were really disgusting to actors....like really, really disgusting to the actors...so they have been fired from Be On Cloud. Also they were going to ruin everyone's characters in their new novel anyway. It was just awful and I'm glad they got booted because the just did some horrendous stuff to the actors.
And now that one of them has accused Build, they will both be going to court. I think at this point, if we would be expecting a KinnPorsche s2 it would be written by all new writers and would either not feature Pete OR they would recast him. I personally think with all this mess that we don't need a s2 and to just let it be. Things have been ruined Behind the Scenes.
I'd be happy to suggest a few other series that have been circulating or if there is a certain type of plot you're looking for in a series or character dynamics. It really just depends on how interested you are in the world of BLs or if you're just interested in the casts for Between Us and KinnPorsche. LET ME KNOW! AND I HOPE THIS HELPS!
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it's not letting me answer the asks anymore :(
@toonycatuwu asked: ayo i need some of that ✨sad + crying pentobey angst✨ i wanna see how they'd interact if they were just... ✨sad✨
from a dm she sent me: okokok so basically what if pen-chan was rlly sad cuz she found all of tobey's wg merch in his room and she thought he didnt like her romantically or smth? or maybe tobey sees pen-chan hanging out with scoops a lot and pretty much gets the wrong idea on her feelings for him maybe both happens, and they talk about it while crying n stuff, and there's a bit of fluff at the end where they go "omg you actually like me too? yay :3"
Penelope and Tobey are hanging out together (and sharing a milkshake bc I think that's the cutest thing ever)
"hey Tobey, I just thought of something."
"what?"
"I've never been inside your bedroom. only your backyard. we should totally hang out at your house!"
"that's a good idea!"
so after they finish their milkshake, Tobey and Penelope start for his house. when they get there, Penelope opens the door and is immediately met with tons of Wordgirl decor. like, a lot of it. plushie on his bed, posters on his walls, everything. Penelope starts to feel a little uncomfortable, but she reassures herself, thinking, 'he probably just has all these pictures as a little reminder or sumn. to remind him of who he's fighting I guess. villains are weird like that.'
she migrates around the room, looking at all of Tobey's blueprints. among the blueprints are a couple drawings. when Penelope takes a closer look, she sees that many are of Tobey and Wordgirl. holding hands, kissing, there's even a wedding.
"I see you're looking at my bluep-- oh."
"care to explain these?"
"um, those were actually from a while ago--"
"why do you still have these?! I thought you were over Wordgirl. I thought... I thought you liked me. I guess I was wrong."
"wait, that's not true! I do like you."
"no, it's *sniff* fine. you don't have to lie to me. I should have seen this coming. I'm just the stupid little girl who gets dragged along because her crush feels sorry for her."
Penelope sits on Tobey's bed and starts to cry a little.
"...do you want to go home?"
"not really... not yet."
"why not? if you're so upset with me. I'm the stupid one here. I feel like I can't make up my mind. one minute I can't stand to be around you, and the next I wish I could talk to you forever. no, that probably sounds dumb. why am I saying this?"
"well, the truth is, even if I am mad at you, I-- I can't let go. I can't imagine myself without you anymore. even if it works out horribly for the both of us and neither of us are happy together, I would want to be by your side. no matter what. and it just... makes me sad, y'know. that you don't want the same thing."
"so no, I don't want to go home. not yet. I just want to be with you for a little longer. before I go home and I forget about everything I did to try and win your heart, and every futile, useless thing I said to try and make you like me as much as I, you. no, not like. love. not even love. oh, I don't know..."
"look... I'm sorry for drawing those things. I had almost forgotten about you, which was kind of rude of me, I know, and I was just drawing a little. I was barely paying attention to what I was doing. I'm just used to drawing that kind of thing, I guess."
some time passes, Tobey and Penelope just sitting together in silence. finally, Penelope speaks up.
"I forgive you."
"and... I love you. a lot."
"...I think I love you, too."
"really?"
"really."
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thealmightyemprex · 1 year
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Disney Month :Disney World Memories and my favorite ride
For this 12th installment of Disney month ....Imma talk about my favorite ride was
So things to know :So I am from Florida , and I was a kid of divorce ,so I went Walt Disneyworld a few time as a kid, sometimes with my dad ,sometimes with my bio mom .Funny enough both sets of parents did the same thing ,we would actually drive to Orlando and wed actually go to two theme parks,Disney World and Universal
Now I am being honest while Disney World was fun .....I have more Universal memories then Disney World ones . I have a few memories that come to mind,like my bio mom getting me a ceramic Disney set of Mickey,Donald,Goofy ,Minnie and Pluto and my first time going on Pirates of the Carribian ....Which was the year of the big refurbishment where Captain Jack Sparrow ,Davy Jones , and Barbossa put on the ride ,so we were in line a long time and we all agreed it wasnt worth the wait
As for what my favorite ride is I must put on the disclaimer ,I didnt go on every attraction . Sorry to say despite going there a few times,I never experienced all the uber famous rides at Disney :I always to much of a chicken to ride Space Mountain or Splash Mountain and the lines for the dark rides like Snow Whites Scary Adventure or Pete Pand Flight were always uber long .I didnt even go on the Haunted Mansion till my last trip over 10 years ago ,though that might be my favorite Magic Kingdom ride...But My two favorite rides were NOT at the Magic Kingdom but actually at what is now Disney Hollywood Studios but as I knew it as a kid Disney MGM Studios
There are two contenders for my favorite ride ...One is straight up gone and the other has been changed. The gone ride is the Great Movie Ride,which appealed to a young aspering movie nut that I was (I honestly have a bit of a goal regarding that ride which is to see every film that had a section in that ride ,having seen9 of the 12 ,I just need to see the Searchers,Footlight Parade and Tarzan the Ape Man ) . This wonderful love letter to classic cinema is gone replaced by Mickey and Minnies Runaway Railway ,which honestly looks fun ,but I am sad the Great Movie Ride is gone
As for what my favorite ride was as a kid ....We have to journey back to a long time ago in a Galaxy Far Far Away
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Based on the popular film franchise ,on the ride , opening in Disney MGM in 1989 (Though it had appeared two years before in Disneyland ) you enter a star cruiser that will take you on a tour of the forest moon of Endor ,piloted by RX-24 AKA Rex (voiced by Paul Reubins ) who is on his first flight,and things go wrong
So bit of context ,I was a Star WArs FANTAIC as a kid ,so it made perfect sense I would go gaga for a Star Wars ride ,and was before Disney owned the franchise ,so it kind of made this ride feel special ,one of the few non Disney properties in the park .Now there is a a whole Star Wars land (Which I havent been too ) and while I still have fondness for the franchise,I am not obsessed with it anymore like I was as a youngster .However I have such fond memories of this ride
I'll admit the Star Wars iconography helped ,it was fun to see an ATAT Walker at the entrance, you get name drops of Hoth and Tatooine,i and in the pre ride safety film you get cameos by Admiral Ackbar,Wicket ,and Chewbacca ,and even an appearence by deep cut character Teek from Ewoks Battle for Endor (Probabbly cause they had the costumes around but its still cool ) .The two coolest being at the end of the ride you do a trench run on the DEath Star (I know that makes NO sense considering this takes place AFTER REturn of the Jedi ,and at the time in canon the Emperor kind of exploded.....But who cares ,its rule of cool BABBBYYYY ) and animatronics of R2D2 and C3PO (Voiced as usual by Anthony Daniels ),and man as a kid seeing those two beloved characters in person was so neat
However I think the ride also stands on its own as a great ride .Through a brillaint mix of the Imnagineers technical know how and ILM's special effects ,we get one of the first big uses of motion simulators combined with a cool ride film ,making you feels like you are on a space ship being chased out of control . I also love Rex ,he is just a fun character,Paul Reubins does a good job voicing him (And I am delighted he has appeared in more Star Wars projects ) .You didnt need to know about Star Wars to dig it ,you ar just on this out of control spaceship with this goofy robot ,the sStar Wars stuff is flavoring not the whole point
The original ride is now gone sadly ,updated to include more iconagraphy .I have no oppinion on the updates but I do miss the old classic version ,kind of a peak at a simpler time in Star Wars history
Kind of a long one I know but hope you enjoyed my Disney World memories
@amalthea9 @angelixgutz @ariel-seagull-wings @goodanswerfoxmonster @princesssarisa @the-blue-fairie @marquisedemasque @themousefromfantasyland @filmcityworld1
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sashamilla?
SASHAMILLA SASHAMILLA SAHSAMILLA OUGH
when i started shipping it, if i did:
i dont even know when !!! it feels like i always have !!! i can guess it would be "i didnt know he noticed"
my thoughts:
ough. ough. ough. how do i put into words how much they mean to me. t4t, bi4bi. they are literally everything to me. i am constantly thinking about "we're always talking" and "camilla, there's something i have to tell you" and the way they were reaching for one another and the fact that they probably carpooled to whispering rock and and and and ugh i love them so god damn much
what makes me happy about them:
EVERYTHINGGGGGGG GOD I WANNA BLOW UP THEYRE EVERYTHING TO MEEEEEEEEEE. the inflection in her voice when she says, "i didn't know he noticed." the way HER NICKNAME WAS ENTIRELY CAUSE HE MISPRONOUNCED IT AND SHE THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE?????? THE HUG THING??????
what makes me sad about them:
can i say bittersweet things instead? cause i have a lot of those. things that hurt me, but i love them so much. the way they reached for each other in the opening to ror. the way it was sorta confirmed that sasha always goes to confess when he thinks he's going to die, or going to lose her. the amount of loss they've both experienced, and the idea of them sharing their loss together, mourning together.
things done in fanfic that annoy me:
i haven't read much fic, but i worry that some might use milla and sashas' relationships to develop sasha without giving milla the same care and attention. but, i havent actually encountered that, thats just a worry i have
things i look for in fanfic:
i wanna read sahsamilla fake dating for a case, and that being how they confess cause it gets too real. something like that. that would activate all my braincells. or hurt/comfort. oooh or last moments. i like angst, but it would have to be specifically they love each other, do not make them hate or emotionally hurt each other, and i will die.
who i'd be comfortable with them ending up with, if not each other:
the idea of them not being in each others lives tears me apart.
my happily ever after for them:
partners in crime. maybe let them get married. let the wedding get crashed cause it was secretly a setup, and they knew it and were ready and smiling all the way. let it end as glamourously as it lived, hand in hand til the end. let the world fall apart around them, and let them accept it because they get to end it all together.
big spoon/little spoon:
they alternate bc i cant decide. i think they both are both. i think it depends who had a nightmare that night, or who's feeling more vulnerable or sad, or just who wants to be held and feel secure.
favourite activity:
MISSIONS TOGETHER !!!! they love the thrill, the action. theres something so personal about life or death situations, and theres no one they would rather spend what could be their last moments with than one another
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6spicy6satan6 · 2 years
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just because i can im making my s4 succession bets. honestly these are broad strokes and i dont expect these to be fully accurate but whatever
- roy siblings team up from the finale stays. i think they’ll obviously be keeping the same dynamic and they wont always like each other and i can see roman or shiv almost betraying the others for logan but they’re gonna actually be on each other’s sides for once
- tomshiv separation/divorce. shiv knows tom betrayed her, and while i can see this plot being uncertain or slightly strung along, tom will end up in his bachelor pad at that dog friendly hotel with mondale early/mid season. it’s sad to see such a spectacular failmarriage end but i imagine the writers will do something to rival every other failmarriage moment and create the most ultimate failmarriage moment yet
- potential official marcia divorce. an actual one may or may not happen, especially if tomshiv divorce happens, but i wouldn’t be surprised if there’s an episode centering the roy siblings are trying to get marcia on their side because she’ll be getting power they want in the divorce
- conwilla wedding rivals L to the OG in terms of cringe comedy
- the funeral isn’t logans. there’s been leaks of the cast being at a funeral (except for tom and greg i think?) but even though i’d love it to be logans (obvi bc i hate him but also so the show ends at four seasons, the perfect season amount), i feel like with it’s acclaim and popularity we’ll get five seasons and the funeral they go to in s4 just isnt his. if it was i feel like tom and/or greg would be there, not because they were invited, but because they feel ‘obligated’. also because greg would probably somehow use ewan to get in and tom would be his plus one. maybe it’s ewan’s funeral and greg didnt go because of the greenpeace/inheritance business, who knows
- greg/willa alliance in some way. i believe there’s been leaks of them talking, and while i cant see willa/connor being useful to the main plot (yet?) but i CAN see those leaks being some kind of bond forming. maybe greg believes that there is no useless member of the roy family and is trying to get on everyone’s good side for his own gain? maybe logan wants him to do something? who fucking knows, but even if it’s not important, it’ll be funny and ill soak up my non-roy content
- greg getting a comically insane amount of bitches. just constantly. tom is fuming in the corner. the contessa/comfrey stuff is irrelevant because he has 3 new girls every episode
- speaking of tomgreg .,,,,, i very much think tom will HAVE to acknowledge his emotional affair and i wont be surprised if they leave it to the finale for him to do or say anything about it. if my other guesses are correct, tomshiv divorce will let him evaluate everything, he might have some conversations subtextually referencing it, and it makes him colder / more distant to greg. i think it’ll ultimately be greg who’ll will end up betraying tom (regardless if he (says) he wants to or not) for power/logan and that’ll be what fully brings it out of tom. i think it’s impossible for the show’s creators/cast to not be aware of what they’ve done with tomgreg, there’s no plausible deniability after nero and sporus, and tom is at the point where he can’t ignore his emotional affair. they’ve written themselves in a corner
- logan will do more crazy ‘senile’ things. i dont know what, but he will. he is king lear he is going to be going crazy he’ll walk into a storm or something
- roman or kendall almost death/actual death. i think it can only be roman/kendall who end up paralleling rose roy (i highly doubt it’ll be shiv who parallels her because it’s too lame to have the only girl parallel the only girl, she just fits a logan parallel a lot more) but i also dont know if it’ll be a literal death. i wouldnt be surprised if they took a social/monetary fall (that is conflated to death) to finally get logan to lose. although, if it’s literal, it might be their funeral we’ve seen in leaks oop
- logan’s assistant will get pregnant and the plot of the episode that roman/shiv/kendall find out is The Roy Siblings Force A Miscarriage *temptation sensation starts playing* (alternatively, it gets born and it’s The Roy Siblings Kill A Baby)
- roman and gerri have some kind of sex. or, better yet, roman and gerri have a meaningful conversation (unlikely). i’d be stunned if they even kissed, to be honest
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ok wow i just finished bojack horseman season 6. the date is 4th April 2022 and its 9:13 AM. i've taken quite some time to write this down. spoilers below the cut
first off- bojack going to rehab was so good for him. and him trying not to leave but being forced out was so sad. he clearly wanted NEEDED more help but no one was listening. and then him getting the horse therapist drunk too was just heartbreaking. bojack didnt mean to do that, but he still did.
princess carolyn is a queen- the way she balances her baby and work and just life in general is portrayed beautifully. the industry wedding at the end was also so accurate to her character and it makes me happy to see her happy. her moment in the finale with bojack is definitely her best moment because for the first time- she's moving on from her codependency with bojack and letting him grow on his own.
mr peanutbutter is definitely bojacks real friend. i used to really hate mr peanutbutter, but by the end of this show ive grown to realise i hated how he ignored all his flaws. now that he knows that he's flawed, hes actually a pretty damn good guy. him and diane sucked together tho.
for the first half of the season, i kept my opinion on bojack constant- that he's a flawed man horse and he needs therapy to better himself. but the moment i learned he waited seventeen minutes- every reasonable opinion i held on him morphed into pure hatred. sarah lynn was my baby, she was my favorite, she was me. i saw myself in her. and bojack, someone she loved and trusted, left her to die. everyone failed sarah lynn.
ok im calm, next up is todd shenanigans. i do this thing where i favorite episodes because of certain scenes / quotes which hold great meaning to me. the kidney stays in the picture is one of my favorite episodes for that exact reason. todd telling jorge that hes happy and thats all that matters was like me watching a video of me in the future. i know what i want for my future and i know my family will disown me for it so seeing a character like todd stand up to his father for it makes me think i will be able to do that too.
wowowow diane. diane is a character ive been feeling grey about lately since she is such a hypocrite. but i feel like ever since being with guy and leaving la- she's changed for the better. her final moments of the show are definitely hypocritical but she is hypocritical. and tbh im just glad her and bojack are officially seperate as friends / people. being the anchor for someones sobriety SUCKS its SOOOO much pressure and i hate it, diane deserves the happiness she recieves with guy.
and one final take i have is that bojack's ending as a survivor is good. he shouldnt have died. as someone who recognises herself in bojack on certain occasions, watching him die would've broken me. it truly would've made me think that im hopeless and only death will save me. but as time's arrow marches forward, i will improve myself and i will keep living.
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Timo is fun bc her whole life Demeter's "winter until persephone comes home" rage has been going.
Her family are farmers and shepherds.
So her family had her and kept her bc there was a span where things were warming back up... then it got bad again. But as marrying age crept up, there just wasnt enough of anything to be a good dowry. So she keeps adding weaving work to her dowry, since staying warm is literally a lifeline rn. But it's slow because they still have to sell some stuff to make ends meet. Then wars broke out and it's just her, her mother, and the sheep.
So she hits 17 and is convinced shes never going to marry. Then she hits 19 and the local wars die down. Shes convinced her dowry and marriage chest is largely for her mother's sanity. Then she meets Hypnos and spends two more years Doing Her Best.
Then one of the men returning from war goes to her dad and says he'll take her if he adds some sheep to the dowry.
Cue panic from Timo at her dear friend like "but I dont even know him! My brothers dont even know him! I know I should be happy but I'm not"
Bc like part of why shes been so informal with Lykos (Hypnos) is because 1: dream, and 2: shes under the impression shes already fucked up being a woman, may as well break social rules and be super close with an unrelated guy she thinks she made up.
Which is why she has a hard freak out when he goes "I'm actually Hypnos, surprise"
Meanwhile Hypnos has 0 idea of like.. what's the protocol for mortal polite society. So it didnt occure to him that that's part of the freak out. He also doesn't pay too close attention to stories floating around the mortals so he has no idea she just did the mental math of "almost had a Zeus situation" and is reconciling that with her beloved Lykos.
All this not to even mention that overt informality involved a lot of flirting and like. Hugging when sad/happy. Talking about Women Things like bitching about period cramps that kept her up. Compliments in both directions. Because she thought he was just... a really solid part of her dreams.
Like once she calms down a few notches it's fine, but like. Panic. Which makes Hypnos panic because her response in panic was to start apologizing and falling to her knees to beg forgiveness for being so rude and presuming things about him. And he instantly feels like he fucked up telling the truth, but he as to or Hera wont help him ascend her to divinity enough to live in the House. Or bless their union, which is about the only way he could marry her instead without Hera getting pissed. Which he worries about happening at all because Panic.
So they just. Awkwardly sit there once he gets her to stop calling him Lord etc... and then she has this epiphany. A god is literally saying he wants to marry her. And hes been mostly a gentleman this entire time. Her. And she was literally just saying she loved him too much to be happy marrying a mortal man. This couldnt have worked out better actually.
Which makes the follow up "ok but you need to go tell my father or the wedding planning will still happen. Also I want to see the reaction to me marrying a god" delightful. Because flesh and ichor Hypnos gets to zip over there and shiver at her doorstep like "hi, I'm marrying your daughter. Also can I come in? Its mighty chilly out. What?"
Like it all goes well eventually, but contextually I like the implications. Also bc after Persephone comes back and the winter stops, Timo does a lil happy dance about her family being able to thrive again.
Yes I did too much research about marriage in ancient Greece and the age of usual marriage. And I was not gonna make my oc that young. So implications of being unmarried etc at 21 when most girls get married a whole lot younger.
But anyway. Rotating in my mind
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blacktinnedpeaches · 10 months
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evenin
showed my sister my wedding dress, she loved it
she is going on a tinder date here tmr afternoon (she works fast) + potentially staying over his place depending on how drunk she gets, i mentioned this to my mum earlier bc i genuinely didnt think anything would come of it bc as much as i dont particularly think this is a great way to spend one of like 3 days up here she's also 23 + as long as she doesnt bring a strange man back to our house i mean like?? she's an adult who can do what she wants?? anyway as soon as i said this to my mum (while laughing btw, not in a mean way) my sister started frantically mouthing like NO NO NO lol :( and later i was like sorry i didnt think it would be an issue + my sister was like nah dw i should have said dont tell her lol. anyway she's meeting this dude @ like 3pm in a public place tmr + then... unclear when shes coming back... i told her she cant come back to our house if shes smashed bc i cant be dealing w/ it so she can either come back reasonably sober or just go to this lad's house for the night + she was like yeah aight totally :) so i hope she like. understands i was serious lol
i was talking to my mum bc granddad's will money is finally through + she said she'll wire over 6k tmr as a wedding gift :O gosh.. she said she had been expecting to be leaping around like "AH IM RICH IM RICH" but that she actually was kinda sad bc she was just thinking about her dad + how now it's really the end of him. which is a bit sad
i bought a cheap sub to midjourney to have a play around with AI art (dont boo me) and unfortunately it is the most fun ive ever had - here are some of the generations
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northern lights wedding cake
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cinematic radioactive cake
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moss 5 tier cake with gold nuggets
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chunky trainers made of lace and tulle
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simone rocha moss heels
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strawberry-peach · 11 months
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Ok I think im gonna dump all my feelings in here because i just dont have anyone to talk to and as much as the finale itself made me sad and a little bit upset, ive also seen comments that added to that and i just need to let this out somehow. if you happen to read this and dont agree... ok, fair, but just let me be please.
so yeah, by now i can admit that the finale was not great but also not awful. at first i accepted it and forced myself to be ok with it but then i just got angry and that doesnt feel good either. The thing is, i thought the beginning going thru Ted just glossing over his impending leaving with flat reactions and little to no talk about it felt strange, and i truly truly believed it meant he was either doubting his decision of something was up. As the ep progressed i started believeng more and more that he really didnt want to leave, and this is where i stand now. I really think he didnt want to leave all behind, and for a moment i thought they would do somethign about it, or maybe just imply a change of heart or the possibility of a turn around, doubts back in Kansas, the oportunity to go back to take his boy, anything. But he just left and that was it.
In the end, and as we know, Henry comes first. He always did. And I knew this and I actually love this, you know that I do. Ted and Henry's relationship was a priority for me too. So I fully understood his need to go back to his boy, his need to be with him, to be more present in the way he felt they both needed. The idea of his kid feeling left behind or abandoned probably haunted him as much as the idea of his kid leaving him. And both those things probably felt exponentially more likely with him living thousands of miles away.
The thing is that it broke my heart that he thought he had to leave everything else behind to fix that, that all the alternative options aviable to him, to them, the offer Rebecca made him for fucks sake, all of that was not worth trying. That him trying to keep some of all that happiness he had found was not worth it if it meant demanding a possible sacrifice from Henry's (and/or Michelle's) part. His new home was not worth keeping in the face of threatening the stability of Henry's.
I felt, in the end, that all of his flat reactions, his disconnectedness, his detachment, his emotional absence, his disregard of other's pleadings, his un-Tedness, whatever you want to call it, it all came down to him shutting his doors down in order to get through it. He went to the opposite of his usual coping mechanism. Because he felt he had to go back to Henry, no in-betweens, and he couldn't afford to be swayed to do anything but. He dropped everything, his newfound call, his success, his potential, his place of belonging, his friends, his new family, Beard himself ffs. All of it, there was nothing he wouldn't let go of if he had to in order to go back to his kid. Maybe he thought everyone would get over him soon enough, maybe he thought his job was done and that was enough for everyone, maybe he didn't allow himself to think of it or he would realize his decision could hurt people who cared for him. Thing is his own happiness outside of Henry was not worth it enough for him to ask for a middle ground, apparently. And that sucks.
Maybe I'm reading too much into it, but you know me, I love my faves more than I should and I love Ted with all my heart. So what the fuck do I know really?
Outside my heartache over Ted's finale, there are other things that I did not vibe with. For instance Beard staying with Jane. I was really really hoping that wouldn't be the case. But you know what, that weird ass cgi wedding looking like a fever dream gives me hope. It never happened.
Also Dutch guy? Of all the weird sloppy endings they could have given Rebecca, this one took the cake. What the actual fuck man? And the fact that she bumps into him like a fairytale meetcute right after she's wrecked by saying good bye to Ted? Just like that? Missed me with that. She deserved better than that. Do I mean Ted? Not necessarily, no, even though of all the options we had through the show, Ted was absolutely the best for her. But it just felt so taped on, like a last minute fix.
I also really wish we could have had more of Nate and Ted talking things out. I just think both of them deserved to let things out and reach proper closure. The things that went between them were important, they were worth being properly adressed. The pain they both went through because they care a lot for each other... Man. I appreciate that Nate made Ted listen to his apology at least, even if it was just that. Because I felt he was being his checked out self then and both Ted and Nate deserved to have that said out loud, so thank you Nate for that.
The weird Roy and Jamie thing? Yeah... I guess it was supposed to be a moment of levity? I don't know. I understand that it was a moment of regression for both of them, a step back of the work they had done through the season, it just felt a bit too close to the end, you know? Like had this had happened before we could have had a sense of it being worked out again, but now? It leaves me with the feeling that we are still very much in a volatile area. Especially after last ep? Idk, weird.
And finally, why was Jake still in the picture? That guy should have been gone long ago. I mean don't even get me started on all that crap, there are so many nos in that line of story. I just want him gone. Appreciate Henry's nonexistent rapport with him, love that he was so clearly done with the dude. That's my boy.
I think that's all the bad I can think of. It sounds like a lot and not that much at the same time. Like it's what five, six things, but some feel so so off. I loved the rest, as rushed as it felt for me, it was nice. Loved the match, loved the BELIEVE sign moment, loved Ted doing his little dance, loved Trent sharing his work and being so eager for feedback, loved Roy stepping into the Diamond Dogs and trying therapy, loved Keeley growing his bussines again, loved the callbacks (us-ie guy!), Isaac's penalty goal, Colling getting to kiss his fella, Thierry being Zorro, Nate and his box omg, the newly fixed BELIEVE sign! So so many things to love, but so much unfairness and bitterness too.
Anyway, I'll stop the ranting. I'm probably forgeting to mention something or missing a point here or there. This is just feelings vomit. And just saying that the last part, where so much of the what-the-fuck-ness is condensed, felt so fucking weird and out of left field, I am waiting for them to announce it was a joke, or a s4 or spinoff or special ep or that it was all Ted's dream in the plane... I'm waiting.
Do you hear me Jason&co? I am waiting.
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give me bouquet crush & confession for luka boy
you bitch
bouquet — what’s their favourite flower and why?
hmmm i think he likes sunflowers im not a flower language person so i have no real reasons aside from he thinks they are pretty. i think he also like hydrangeas probably the blue ones
crush — when did your f/o realize their feelings for you? how did they deal with those feelings?
i think we were mutually crushing for a while beforehand but neither of us wanted to say anything because wed known eachother for so long and have been friends for so long that we didnt want to ruin any of that. and i imagine were both very busy people no time for getting a boyfriend even though it was very obvious looking back on it now we were like >\\\<. i think he deals with it by choosing deliberately to not think about any of it chooses not to think about me or the conversation we had that day or what i was wearing or how i looked at him and instead putting himself to work to distract himself ewwww
confession — how’d the confession happen, and looking back on it, what are your (and f/o’s) thoughts abt how you both were back then?
i confessed after wed both been in the manor for at least a few months at that point for sure. well i intended to originally tell him what i felt pre manor soon after his exhibition actually but 😬 which is funny because even if i was to shoot my shot it wouldnt matter anyway
it was probably a little overwhelming for him on my part bc i imagine it was kinda like a. uh. like ummm like i was really sad about the whole situation and i couldnt deal with it anymore like it sucked to wake up every day in there and see him and be so so glad hes still alive and wanting to he close to him again but well. circumstances you know. and so i think its more of a blurting out on my part maybe after he gets hurt real bad in a match or something that i know he doesn’t remember me or anything we did together but i need him to know i love him so so super duper much i forever have and i forever will id do anything in the whole world for him blah blah alphabet soup type dialogue you know so i probably didnt go about it the best way buuttttt whatevs
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I haven’t written much about this year.
The students are unmotivated and rude jerks. Whatever theyre teenagers and i tried to teach them. I wrote about some days that felt like wins but then theyd immediately revert back the next class
Here i am sitting here. Looking up why do my students hate me after i told them i have to leave and the vast majority are happy. The rest are apathetic with only a handful actually sad that I’m leaving
But at the past 8 schools ive worked my the vast majority of students love me
None of the reasons online fit me. And all ive thought all year is that they hate that i make them use their brains
So many kids in my classes as a student hated our teachers for the same reason. I knew it as a student and it annoyed me. Wed have a perfectly good and kind teacher but all the dicks in my classes would push and test them to see if they could break them. I always wanted them to just stop so I could pay attention. They wanted the teachers that sat back and let them goof off all class and no do anything. Then we take a test were not prepared for because we weren’t taught anything
I know im being the kind of teacher I LIKED as a student. And that its worked for me in the past. But it still feels pretty shitty
Of my first years who i thought all liked me. Most rlly didnt care that im leaving. I use the lessons that were already there. I make it lively. I add fun things. But i also make them use their brains… theyre doing phonics but i add critical thought questions because my older students cant do it and i want to start them early. They can do it. Ive gotten them thinking about what theyre reading and they can all answer well. But… seems most of them dont like me
I thought i finally won over my homeroom class. I never see them. I barely have any classes with them and i never got to do the homeroom duties i signed up to do. I stay around but most dont talk to me. And i gave them material to prep them to begin studying for college next school year. It was hard. All i wanted was tor them to try. And they seemed to finally understand that in the past month.
I really dont like the one girl. Shes new to the class this year and shes spend the entire year trying to distract the class when i talk or instigating bad behavior. I took her aside once in the beginning of the year and calmly told her to knock it off - and she listened better after that but she still does it. And honestly it ruins the class atmosphere. Shes always bad mouthing me under her breathe. Rolling her eyes. Smirking at the other students when i talk. Or just outright talkijt over me when im trying to explain things. And unfortunately shes popular in the class so its super disruptive. She has western family so her and another boy get mad that thry cant be effortlessly flawless in my class
Getting back to the they dont like me because i make them use their brains. The other students think those two are advanced and if they say something is too hard then it is. But they can do all of the work i give them. It doesnt take a long time for them to figure it out but it they DO need to use their brains.
Anyway bunch of them kept talking about how they were gonna improve next year and stuff so dumb me. I thought when i told them id be leaving theyd be a little disappointed but no. Apathy and immediately they started talking about the woman im subbing for who they barely know bc they only saw her for a couple months before she went on maternity leave and even then she called in sick all the time
All she did was have them do presentations while she sat around doing nothing because she didjt like them or teaching. Just like the other two bitch girls in the school. Then shes sit and zone out while they talked and say “good job”
I correct their work and give them feedback. I give them information and examples. I teach them new things. I sit down wnd help them figure it everything out and im happy to walk them through it
I just. It annoys me so much as both a teacher and a past student. I hated teachers who didnt help me improve. If i felt like i was doing busy work that they didn’t check i felt it was pointless and they were unnecessary in the classroom. I work so hard and i ensure im teaching my kids somethinggg
In the beginning of the year. My first class. I asked them to tell me what happened in Harry Potter. And they struggled. They couldnt explain much more than harry beat volemort and they couldn’t even tell me how. I had to hand hold them through the story even though they watched it and liked it and knew it.
I had them write a story as a class and they made a bizzare story about a character that did nothing and felt nothing.
Now they could walk me step by step through harry potter and tell me why everything happened and what the cause and effects of everything was as well as the characters motivations and relate it back to their personal lives and connect the story to the real world. They’ve written real stories about characters who feel and have goals and give them and entire story arch by themselves
They can write a simple thesis paper. They can create their own unique opinions and support them with strong and diverse examples
But yet
They’re excited at the prospect of someone who sits at their desk wkd does nothing all class coming back
I dont get mad at students
Im not strict
I do what i say ill do
I listen to their opinions
I talk them as young adults and take interest in their hobbies
I support their other school acitivies
I make fun activities for them and give them treats on special occasions
I know what the fuck im talking about and they have done all the work i ask them to do so im definitely teaching them how to do it
Im available but i also dont push myself in their conversations or activities like a weirdo - i let them come to me
And you know what its gotten me. They stole the expensive light i brought to make the dance party that i put together. They stole it. They lied about it. And they only gave it back when the male teachers threatened them about it.
If i didnt feel so dead. If everything else in my life wasnt already so heavy and mortifying. Id cry
The girl who hates teacher. Hates the kids. Doesnt do anything but take credit. Sits around like that other girl. Shes gonna be their teacher. Shell get all the credit for getting them into good schools. And theyll like her better because she doesn’t make them use their brain. And just plays basketball all class and flirts with the CHILD boys.
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