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#asahi angst
txdxsh1 · 2 years
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YOU BREAK UP WITH HQ BOYFRIEND TEXTS
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genre: just angst ….. sorry
characters: atsumu miya, matsukawa issei, kageyama tobio, sakusa kiyoomi, asahi azumane, and kuroo tetsuro
authors not: y’all i literally just conjured up this idea at 1am last night and created half of it then and half of it in the afternoon so …… don’t expect it to be very good
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acaiasahi · 2 years
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✶ pancakes for dinner ; hamada asahi
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synopsis. you confess your love for your best friend before your plane crashes.
info. angst. hamada asahi x gn!reader. 689 words.
warnings. plane crash, crying, free falling (?), allusions of death (not specified but reader DOES NOT die), grammar errors, lowercase + smaller text intended, proofread, lmk if i'm missing anything!
[ now playing . . . ] pancakes for dinner by lizzie mcalpine
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the plane jerks forward and causes your hands to grip onto the seat's arm rests. your breath is held in your lungs, too afraid that one tiny exhale will cause a butterfly effect.
pure fear wracks through your body, eyes screwed shut but ultimately opening as you look out the plane's window.
the sky resembles a nautical blue hue and as the plane begins drooping, your heart tumbles within your chest like loose change in a tote bag.
matcha-colored hills take over the sapphire sky, the plane slightly dropping before recovering and although the fear is most definitely prominent within your body, you can't help but feel utter regret.
it's a mush of a emotions really. feelings upon feelings, words being muddled and unspoken. yes, pure regret.
flashes of moments with your loved ones leave as quickly as they come, but soon come to a screeching halt upon one boy.
the boy that's your best friend. god, the boy who makes you feel love, anger, guilt. the boy who stares at you like you put the stars in the sky but you somehow always miss his longing gaze.
hamada asahi.
the world's most beautiful boy who you love so dearly is patiently waiting for you at the airport with a bouquet of flowers in his hands, completely oblivious to how your plane keeps drooping lower and almost ready to crash into the deep, verdant green hills.
mustering all the strength within, you remove your white-knuckled hands off the arm rests, whipping your phone out to call him.
your fingers tremble as you swipe through your contacts to find him. quickly pressing the 'call' button, the ringing ends and an automated voice appears.
the person you are trying to currently reach is not accepting calls. please press one to leave a voicemail.
the hope in your body dissolves, hands shakily removing the device from your ear to press the 'one' button. curse him for always having his phone on do not disturb.
you sigh, completely ignoring the automated voice who walks you through the instructions until the sound of the beep blares into your ears.
"asahi, it's y/n. t-this plane is getting super crazy an-and i'm scared that there's gonna be an accident and i won't b-be able to see yo-you again," your words tumble around in your mouth, quite literally speaking just to speak at this point. you sigh, attempting to ignore the horrified screams of the other passengers as you continue.
a panicked laugh leaves your chapped lips, "i should tell you this, y-you deserve to know. i want to eat pancakes for dinner with you, a-and i wanna get stuck in your head, or do that super cringey thing where we dance and kiss in the rain," your laugh is genuine at the thought of doing these mundane things with your best friend.
"it sounds stupid, i know," you begin, hesitancy practically seeping through as you try to find the right words. "i love you, i'm in love with you. i always have been, i love you, i love you, i love you," your words are on repeat like a broken record as you begin to cry. tears falling freely like a waterfall, streaks left behind on your face due to sadness and regret for not expressing your romantic feelings for him.
your sobs begin to die down, wiping your tears with the sleeve of your — asahi's hoodie. the fabric soaks up all your sorrows, as you sniffle.
"i'm not sure how this'll end, but i just want you to know that i'm proud of you. whatever happens, please be happy. be happy for me, okay? i love you." your words cut off with a sob.
a loud beep causes your brain to go numb, the voices around you soon turning into white noise as the plane drops. your eyes glance over to the window, watching as you free fall. the beautiful greenery becomes your doom as the plane tumbles and turns.
you shut your eyes, leaning back against the headrest with asahi finding refuge in the back of your mind before everything just goes black.
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blossominghunnie · 6 months
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𝐙𝐨𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐞 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐩𝐬𝐞
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Day 2
Pairing: Hamada Asahi x fem!oc
Genre: Horror, zombie apocalypse au, all of us are dead inspired
Summary: One day Haneul was a normal student and the next she was running from zombies with her almost boyfriend, her friends and classmates, trying to survive.
Warning: Cussing, mentions of death, blood, zombies
Notes: Had to include a zombie apocalypse jsjs.
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Haneul never imagined her junior year of high school to go like this. She was supposed to keep her good grades, and have a great time with her friends, before applying to her dream school to study medicine.
But life had other plans, she supposed.
Instead, she, Asahi, her friend group and some classmates were running from the eating flesh monsters they’ve been calling zombies.
“Hurry, get in here!” Someone shouted as they opened the door to a classroom on the third floor.
“Come on, come on!”
“AH!” Haneul heard someone scream, she was in the middle of the group so she had to jump a little to see who it was.
Horrified, she turned around and started weeping. She felt a hand intertwining with hers. “Are you okay? What happened?”
She couldn’t speak until almost all were safe and sound on the classroom.
“Hayun was bitten.” She started crying.
“Oh, honey.” He hugged her tightly. “I’m so sorry.”
The girl couldn’t believe it, she lost her best friend since she was 3.
“I know it’s tough but you know I’m always here for you.”
“Thank you, Sahi.” She hugged him tightly.
“Anytime, Hannie.”
Days passed and more friends and classmates were transformed to zombies, reducing the once big group to a small group of 7; Haneul, Asahi, Junkyu, Jeongwoo, Yoshi, Jihoon and Jaehyuk.
The moral was too low because of this but if they wanted to keep surviving they needed a new plan.
“I know we are devastated cause of the losses we’ve had but we need to keep moving.” Jihoon spoke looking at his remaining friends.
“Ji is right, we can morn once we are safe.” Jaehyuk backed him up.
“Alright, what’s the plan?” Asahi asked from his place against the wall. Haneul was cuddled up on his right arm, looking dissociated. The past couple of days hadn’t been the best. She was fine one minute and the next she felt like shit.
She was grateful the blonde never left her side.
She had a “complicated” relationship with Asahi. They weren’t a couple but they definitely weren’t friends. They were very touchy with the other, at least in private he was too. In public he limited himself to hand holding and hugging.
He was planning on asking her to be his girlfriend when all hell broke loose. She meant everything to him and wanted to make things official.
He would have to do it once this mess was over.
Anyway, the group agreed to leave the classroom at sunrise, and head straight to the woods where they would look for a shelter for survivors.
Thankfully it was raining by the time they had to go, which meant it would make zombies go numb and it would be easier for them to walk pass them.
They carefully speed walked and killed any creature that tried to attack them.
Asahi had Haneul by the hand and tried his best for her to not see any of her dead friends, she was pretty sensitive so he knew seeing them again and in that state would break her even more.
They successfully made it to the woods without getting hurt.
That was until they reached a street, and walked farther. There, they saw a big amount of zombies.
Freaking out, they hold their weapons tighter and pointed to their heads.
They were struggling but had a good pace so they didn’t come too close to them.
Until Asahi got distracted for a second.
“ASAHI! LOOK OUT.” Haneul shouted, not caring that more zombies could come.
By the time he turned around one bit him on the leg.
“NO!” The girl cried hard and ran to help him. She killed the pest and held the blonde, placing him on the floor.
“You’re gonna be okay, love.” She repeated over and over, it felt as if it was more to comfort herself than for the Japanese.
Meanwhile he just looked at her with glassy eyes. He caressed her cheek softly.
“Thank you for everything, princess. I never got to tell you but I wanted to make you my girl and that I also love you so so much.” A tear fell slowly as he finished what he thought were gonna be his final words.
“I love you so much too, Sahi. And I would have loved to be your girlfriend.” She sobbed and hugged him tightly.
“Han, we have to go. There’s more coming.” Yoshi worriedly said.
“B-but I can’t leave him.”
“We have to, I’m sorry.” He looked at her with a sad expression.
“But it doesn’t look like he’s transforming. He could be a hambie.” She insisted, calling him a term that one of their late friends used to describe a psycho classmate that tried to kill them at the beginning of the crisis.
He sighted. “Okay, but if he turns we’ll need to kill him. Now come on, let’s get out of here.”
She nodded and grabbed the blonde with the help of Jeongwoo. Putting his arms around their shoulders.
They continued their journey until they saw a jail that was being used as a Safe Zone.
The doctors there ran some tests, asked them a few questions and in no time they were on their own tents, located by the quarantine zone.
The pair was laying down on the mattress that was provided to them, cuddling. Haneul had her head on his chest and Asahi had his arm around her waist.
Turns out, he indeed was a hambie. He was perfectly fine, so far.
The blonde asked the girl the long awaited question right after they settled so, they could proudly say they were finally dating.
Them and their friends could feel like everything was okay, at last.
But only time would tell what was going to happen next.
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kpop-kitkat · 2 years
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Not Ready | Hamada Asahi
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pairing | boyfriend! hamada asahi x pregnant!f reader
genre/cw | mention of sex, condom, anxiety attacks, angst, unwanted pregnancy, tears, hurt comfort, very sweet bf asahi, much fluff
wc | 1.9k
notes | none, except asahi is so sweet I can’t-
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
I sat on the sofa with my phone in hand, staring at my handsome boyfriend on the screen.
 "I miss you Jagi. Two more days until I get to see you," said Asahi through FaceTime. 
 "That's way too long," I sighed, pouting my lips and giving him puppy eyes.
 "Believe me Y/n, if it was my choice, I'd be cuddling you on that couch right now."
 "I know you would Sahi," I yawned, stretching my arms out.
 "Well, I don't want to keep you up. Get some sleep Jagi, I'll text you in the morning," he said with his beautiful smile that I am addicted to.
 "Night night," I waved, ending the call with a heavy heart. 
 I was about to set my phone down and go clean up the kitchen for the night, when a notification stopped me.
Health App
Your period was likely to start eight days ago. Have you started your period yet?
I clicked on the notification and noticed I was late. And I'm never late. But I considered the fact that I've been two weeks early before, so maybe it was just all over the place. I continued the clean up the kitchen and get a good eight hours of sleep. 
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I arose with a sun ray shining in my eyes. I eagerly looked at my phone to see a text from "Jagi💕" .
Morning Beautiful
I smiled and texted back, "Morning Sahi." 
 I quickly got ready for the day, since the thought of Asahi returning the next day had me in a good mood.
I jammed out in the shower as usual, and was putting my makeup on when a notification gave me a jump scare. Of course I put my ringer all the way up.
Health App
Your period was likely to start nine days ago. Have you started your period yet?
This time, the notification gave me an unwanted anxiety attack. My heart rate picked up rapidly and I felt slightly dizzy. But I had to reassure myself it was fine. 
Today, I had made plans with friends, so I pushed my anxious thoughts away and enjoyed myself. 
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Me and my friends Jisoo, Sana, and Yiren, all walked out of our favourite resturant with very full stomachs.
 "Thanks Sana," me, Jisoo, and Yiren said simultaneously, since Sana paid for the meal.
 "Of course! Anything for my besties," she giggled.
 We all sang Disney karaoke before stopping at me and Asahi's house. 
 "Thanks for the ride. Goodnight!" I waved as they drove away. 
Once in the house, I showered and got into bed, since it was already 10:45 p.m. and I was exhausted. I collapsed in bed and waited for sleep to overtake me, when anxiety returned. I tossed and turned, trying to win, but I failed. 
"It can't be, it can't be," I kept repeating to myself.
I sat up and rocked back and forth, tears threatening to fall. I decided I wasn't getting any sleep, even though I was tired, so I went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet with the lid down. I held my head in my hands and tried to get my mind off of the situation. I kept telling myself everything was alright, but my violently shaking body told me otherwise. I felt dizzy and hot, and decided I was going to suffer if I didn't confirm it. I was even afraid to think of the word, let alone say it out loud. 
That night. It was about thirty five days ago. I was terribly lovesick, and needy. So Asahi and I decided to have a fun night with protection. I vividly remember seeing him slip on the condom... I know my brain wasn't tricking me. I wasn't drunk for heaven's sake. 
I trembled as I reached into the bathroom vanity drawer. I pulled out a box which held a Clear Blue... pregnancy test. I read the instructions with hazy eyes, and followed them carefully. 
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I set the test on the counter to let it calibrate. 
 "Why am I shaking? It's gonna be negative... It's gonna be negative..." I tried to reassure myself.
I clasped my hands together and prayed for a negative result.
Beep
This was it. The results could mean two different things. One, I was paranoid and anxious for nothing, or two, me and Asahi's lives have changed forever. I preferred the first one very much. I love kids, but me and Asahi haven't really discussed the idea of having children. I didn't want to give him such a responsibility. And I didn't know if he'd leave me because of it.
I took a deep breath before picking it up and examining the result.
Pregnant 3 Weeks
I dropped the test in disbelief and let the tears fall. It felt like my life was coming to an end. We're only twenty one...
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I rubbed my red eyes as waited for Asahi to step in through the door. I had been so lonely. Normally, I would try to dress nicely for my boyfriend, but I didn't feel like making an effort, especially since my morning sickness began to kick in. So I wore a t-shirt and shorts, with no makep and messy hair, which Asahi claimed to love.
I heard keys being inserted into the door. My heart rate sped up immediately. I ran to the door and waited. Asahi then stepped in through. He gave me a warm smile before setting down the f/c rose bouquet he bought me and extended his arms towards me. I giggled excitedly before rushing towards him and jumping into his embrace, wrapping my legs around his waist. He stumbled back a bit, but was quick to regain his balance and hug me back. He then began kissing all around my face. 
"I missed you so much Jagi," he smiled, before kissing my lips sweetly.
I hung onto his neck and kissed him back, letting all of my worries melt away.
 "Never leave me again please," I mumbled, pulling away and jumping off of him to examine the bouquet. "These are beautiful Sahi," I mentioned. "Thank you."
He laughed before pecking my lips as he began to scroll through his phone. "All the guys are hanging at the studio, but I told them I wanted to spend tonight with you. Unless you'd rather be alone, I-
"No! I want to be with you," I responded quickly.
"Good," he sighed. "Well, I'm going to take a shower. I'll be down to cuddle and whatever with you," he assured, setting his phone down on the kitchen counter before ascending the stairs. 
As he left, I grabbed his phone. When the lock screen lit up, it was a picture of him and I on our first date. I smiled at it before using facial recognition to unlock it. Yes, we had each other's faces saved on our phones. As I looked through his texts, I saw the Treasure group chat. Asahi really did tell them, "Sorry, won't make it tonight. I need to spend time with Y/n. I've been away too long. I'll see you guys tomorrow", to which Junkyu replied "It's fine. Go spend some time with your future wife ;)". It made me feel a bit guilty, but Asahi wanted to spend time with me, so I brushed it off.
I set it down and yawned as I ran a hand through my hair. I then decided to put on a movie and make popcorn for the two of us. I even made the couch super cozy with way too many blankets and pillows. We could make a fort honestly. 
As I waited for my boyfriend, realization hit me like a brick. How was I going to tell him we were having a baby? And how would he react? He's an idol, and a busy one at that. Is this the best thing for us? We're not even engaged. 
Asahi then walked in, his hair messy and dripping wet, wearing a t-shirt and flannel pants. It baffles me how a mortal being could be so ethereal. He smirked at my blushing face, which I failed at hiding.
He then sat beside me and patted his lap, signaling for me to sit on it. I smiled before complying. I situated myself onto his lap and leaned into his chest, pulling a blanket over us. I also grabbed the remote control and pressed play on the K-Drama I had chosen.
We shared our warmth and our hearts began to beat in sync. Then, I heard him begin to hum the melody to his song, Darari. 
"It's much better when you sing," I suggested, eyes closed.
 "Darararararari, neol bogo isseum eumagi, Babe. Neoreul wihan mellodi mellodi, yeah. Nega myujeunikka jal deureobwa, play it. Darararararari, neol bogo isseum eumagi, Babe. Neoreul wihan mellodi mellodi, yeah. Nega myujeunikka jal deureobwa, play it," he sung with his angelic voice. It almost lulled me to sleep.
I came to a conclusion. I had to tell him now. It was better for the both of us. As I thought about how I was going to say it, he noticed my breathing become heavier.
"Are you nervous about something?" he asked, leaning his head on top of mine.
As much as I tried to stop it, tears began to silently make their way down my face. He heard my sniffle and turned my body around so he could see my face. He wiped my tears with his thumbs and gave me a sympathetic look. 
"Y/n, Jagi what's wrong?"
"I'm so sorry Asahi," I cried.
He gave me a confused look. "Sorry for what? I'm confused." 
"I'm pregnant," I said, wanting to get it over with. I was scared for what was to come, so I closed my eyes and tried to escape his hold. But I reopened them when Asahi didn't let me go. Instead, I saw a happy smile on his face.
"Why are you sorry about that?" he chuckled, eyes tearing up in happiness.
"You're not angry at me?" I asked.
"Of course not! I'm going to be a dad! You're not pranking me, are you?" 
I was shocked at his reaction, but I shook my head to answer his question.  
 "How could I be angry with you? If I was, it wouldn't make sense because I did this to you technically speaking," he laughed, bringing me some comedic relief.
 "I just thought, you know, you being a busy idol and all, you'd be overwhelmed and breakup with me," I admitted, looking down.
 "Hey," he tilted my chin up. "I love you, okay? And having a baby won't change that. I know it's a big responsibility for the both of us, but I'm willing to walk with you every step of the way. It's not going to be easy, but I believe we will get through it because we have love and trust. I will never leave you," he explained, causing me to tear up. "Let's go on this new journey together, alright?" he asked, connecting our foreheads.
"Alright," I laughed, trying to hold back the tears. "I love you so much Asahi. Thank you," I said, hugging him.
He hugged back immediately, then pulled away to bring me into a loving kiss. His hands made their way down to my stomach, where they began to rub circles.
 "I can't wait to meet them," he smiled into the kiss before pulling away and getting back into our cuddling position.
 "I l.o.v.e y.o.u."
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milkybonya · 2 years
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♡ _ ʜᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛʙʀᴇᴀᴋ _ 아사히
order 048, anon: large matcha milk tea with fresh taro and fresh mango
#: idol!Asahi, idol!(gn)reader, ft. fanboy!Hyunsuk, some crack content, fluff, angst (angsty ending), kises, 1k+, kinda slow
note. this is so crap ugh i don't feel too great about this one.. anyways hi reader.. i hope you're taking care of yourself <3 i don't know if you need to hear this but you're allowed to be sad, to be happy, and to feel ♡ i love u endlessly
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after filming for a new episode of 'double collaboration' ends, you stumble back into your waiting room, wondering what you'll do. it has already been hard participating on this competitive show alone without your group members, but on top of that: now you have to prepare a performance with treasure's Asahi under the category of 'heartbreak?'
sure, being an idol involves always meeting new people, but you've never worked so closely and intimimately on music with anyone other than your members before.
as you're trying your best not to let these thoughts get to you, you hear a gentle knock on your waiting room door. you rush to open it and find a shy Asahi in the doorway, wringing his hands together, smiling slightly and avoiding your eyes. he still has his mic and makeup on, showing he rushed straight here after the filming ended.
"hello y/n! i don't want to bother you, but i was wondering if we could exchange phone numbers so we could set up a time to work on our duet together?" he asks.
his cat fangs show when he smiles and it makes his smile even more contagious. you take his phone from him with a slight grin as you type in your number.
"are you free thursday?" you ask him, and he nods, saying he can definitely free up time that day.
"great! contact me and we'll find a time for that day," you say.
Asahi nods and bows with a smile, quickly exiting so he won't disturb you.
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Asahi (treasure): hello y/n, this is Asahi
Asahi (treasure): would you be okay to meet thursday at 10pm or is that too late?
you: hello! no, i prefer meeting later :)
Asahi (treasure): okay ! should we meet at one of our company buildings?
you: can i come to yg O.O i've always wanted to see it
you: and that famous convenience store inside
Asahi (treasure): of course! come at 10pm on thursday then :)
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on thursday, your manager's car enters the yg parking lot. fans from yg café across the street crowd around, trying to get a better look at who may be inside, but your manager speedily drives to the door that opens for the car, leading you to the underground parking.
"usually the idols exit the car and enter via the main doors so they can say hello to fans, but since no one knows yet about your and Asahi's collaboration, we can't let them know you're here," your manager explains. you nod along.
you: i'm here! just parking the car~
Asahi (treasure): you're driving ?!
you: hehehe no!! my manager is~
you: he's parking the car
Asahi (treasure): ohh okay! i'll wait by the main floor elevators :-)
you put your phone away and exit the car, waiting for your manager to do the same before you walk towards the elevators and head to the main floor. there, Asahi stands right in front of the doors as they open, as promised. he greets you with a smile and wide eyes, bowing deeply while he shakes both your hand and your manager's hand.
Asahi turns to your manager and says, "y/n and i will probably be in my studio upstairs, so you can relax with my manager if that's what you prefer."
your manager is grateful for the break and agrees. once he's gone, Asahi turns to you with a smirk.
"let's go clear out the convenience store!" he declares, guiding you towards it.
inside, you find a seemingly infinite number of snacks, ramen, sweets, drinks, and everything else. while you take your time looking, Asahi quickly takes the things he wants and leaves them on the self-checkout counter.
once your done, you join him and start rummaging in your bag for your wallet.
"firstly, why did you take so little? go grab more! secondly, which guest dares to pay for their own food in the yg convenience store?! thirdly, i have Hyunsuk hyung's card. it's on me... or on him, should i say," Asahi says.
you laugh, shaking your head at the troublemaker but comply, grabbing a few extra things and watching as Asahi pays with Hyunsuk's card.
"and why do you have Hyunsuk's card?" you ask Asahi as you both leave the convenience store.
"he lost a bet to me and i get to keep it for a week," Asahi explains, moving his head from side to side to make you laugh.
suddenly, his phone starts ringing as you're on the escalator up to where his studio is. he softly ask if you can hold the convenience store bag for a second as he takes the call.
"ah, it's Hyunsuk hyung," he sighs, "yes hyung, you're on speaker."
"Sahi i know i lost a bet, but $57 dollars spent all in one sitting just at the convenience store?! are you good--wait. i'm on speaker? who's there?!" Hyunsuk rambles.
"i'm here with... is it okay if i tell him?" Asahi softly asks you. you nod and he continues, "i'm here with y/n from DIAMOND for our collaboration next week. i treated them to some stuff from the convenience store."
"wait, wait, wait. y-y/n? from DIAMOND? wait... you're at yg right now, right? are you in your studio?" Hyunsuk asks.
"yeah, we're heading there--"
"i'll be there! i'll be there! y/n, i'm such a fan, please spend as much on my card as you want!!" Hyunsuk says before hanging up.
you laugh at the sudden confession and Asahi shakes his head.
"i forgot to tell you, he's a huge fan. he respects your work a lot," Asahi explains.
you nod and look around in awe as the two of you leave the escalator, walking down a hallway to get to the studio. it's strange to believe you're im the yg building, and that a member of treasure, a group you love, harbours so much respect for you.
in the distance, you can see Hyunsuk standing in front of Asahi's studio door, bouncing up and down with albums in his hand, waiting to be signed. once he spots the two of you, his face breaks into a huge smile and he sprints over, stopping every few steps to bow.
"oh my gosh oh my gosh.. y-y/n... sunbaenim it's... an honour to meet you! may i shake your hand? wow oh my gosh."
you extend out your hand to him and giggle as he pulls away, holding his hand that touched you tightly against his chest, as if protecting it from the world.
Asahi rolls his eyes from the side, starting to feel annoyed for some reason.
"i-if you have time and if it won't be a bother, could you please sign these? it'll mean the world to me," Hyunsuk breathes out.
"of course!"
"let's go to the studio; you can do it more comfortably there," Asahi suggests, and the three of you start walking.
you end up in front with Asahi and Hyunsuk whispering behind you.
"why didn't you tell me you're collaborating with y/n?!" Hyunsuk asks Asahi.
"uhhh... surprise?"
"you idiot!" Hyunsuk jokes, lightly patting Asahi's head.
Asahi dramatically wails and you turn around, seeing Asahi pretend to be in pain while Hyunsuk shakes his head.
"don't befriend Hyunsuk, y/n. he's a bad guy," Asahi jokes.
"don't say that about your leader!" you say.
Asahi feels hurt that you're defending Hyunsuk instead of him.
in the studio, you sign Hyunsuk's albums for him and muster up the courage to also ask for Hyunsuk's signature.
"just.. my signature? do you want me to ask the rest of the members? i'll call them one by one--" Hyunsuk starts.
"no, no! it's okay, really!"
"wow, y/n. you don't want mine?" Asahi points on.
you choke on your words before Asahi tells you he's joking.
Hyunsuk signs in a corner of the album and Asahi does the same, each writing their own message down for you. then, Hyunsuk calls the members one by one to come provide their signature.
"hyung, can we do this later? we have a lot of work to do," Asahi explains.
"oh, come on! don't rush y/n into the work. Jeongwoo's in the shower so he'll come a bit later, but they'll all be on their way. i should leave now, though.. ah, y/n sunbaenim, can we take a photo?"
you agree and pose with Hyunsuk, then both Hyunsuk and Asahi.
"okay, go now hyung! we have work to do," Asahi tells Hyunsuk, who bows deeply before leaving.
"ugh, finally. just the two of us," Asahi says, but throughout your time in the studio, the treasure members all drop by one by one to greet you and sign the album. receiving their good energy cheers you up, and you're grateful for both Asahi and Hyunsuk for inviting the other members to sign the album.
you spend the most of the night brainstorming with Asahi.
"i feel like it shouldn't be a treasure or DIAMOND song, but something else..." you suggest.
"do we want to focus on the bright or dark side of love?" Asahi asks.
"hmm.. can we depict both? maybe have a storyline that shows how love starts beautifully and then ends in heartbreak," you say.
Asahi nods, typing it into his computer.
"i really love akmu.. can we do a song of theirs?" you suddenly blurt out.
Asahi nods aggressively and you laugh.
"akmu are good... should we go with 'how can i love the heartbreak'?" he asks.
"it's a classic... but that's good, 'cause then we can add our own twist!"
"yeah!"
Asahi's hand meets yours in a high five, and you wonder if you've gone crazy or if that's electricity you felt just then.
the two if you continue working on a concept and sound, assigning parts and suggesting vague ideas for how you want the stage to look.
"do you want a coffee? yg coffee is pretty good!" Asahi asks.
he somehow still looks handsome even with the dark circles forming around his eyes, his hair messy from his fingers running through it and the way he's slouching in his seat.
"guess i can't pass up on it!" you say.
he nods and gets up, asking if you'd rather stay or go with him.
"i'll come with you and stretch my legs."
"oh... wait. actually. wanna take a break and play table tennis?" Asahi suggests.
"hey now. are you just flexing the fact that yg has a table tennis room?"
Asahi dies of laughter.
"no, i swear!" Asahi chokes out.
he takes you to make a coffee for you first, and for a second you let your mind wander, imagining he's the handsome barista who's making you your drink. his smooth arms show his veins at the back of his hands as he pours ice into a cup, and you wonder how someone could have been crafted so perfectly.
"stop watching me, y/n, i'm shy," Asahi says, jokingly turning his back to you.
"Sahi, can i call you that? you're just so pretty," you confess.
Sahi is left flustered, his face turning red as he giggles to himself.
"that's high praise coming from a monarch like you, y/n," he says.
he hands you a coffee, taking one for himself. it tastes delicious and you thank Sahi for it.
"now... let's go drain this buzz on table tennis!" he declares, gently taking your hand and runnning off with you to the table tennis room.
Asahi is usually shy and reserved. but somehow around you, even though you've only just met, he wants to talk and take your hand and spend time with you. he wants you all to himself.
he also doesn't hold back in table tennis as he manages to win in every round you play. but each time you frown, he runs over and gently uses his fingers to stretch your mouth into a smile.
"even if you lose, y/n, don't ever frown," he says.
back in the studio, the two of you continue developing your ideas until the sun rises and you fall asleep with your head on Asahi's shoulder. he doesn't move an inch, not wanting to wake you. instead, he continues quietly working on music until you wake up.
somehow, under the light of the monitor, you still look so pretty. he feels his heartbeat falter and he realizes he's in trouble as he watches his hand reach out to move a strand of hair out of your face.
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"i give up, i can't do this," Asahi huffs, crumpling to the floor.
the two of you have finishing writing and recording the song. now, all that's left is the performance and choreography. Asahi and a few of the treasure members came to your company building to help work on it
"get up!" you demand, offering Asahi a hand. he takes it but pulls you down to the floor with him, catching you so you won't hurt yourself and laughing as you glare at him.
"i didn't come all the way here to watch grown people flirt" Jihoon huffs, crossing his arms.
"ah, let them be. plus, that's DIAMOND's y/n you're talking about... watch what you say," Hyunsuk says, defending you.
"c'mon kids! let's try that from the top," Jihoon says.
Hyunsuk and Jihoon watch as you and Asahi attempt the performance. there's a part where Asahi takes hold of your hands and you look into each other's eyes. practicing that makes you both flustered, but you strangely look up to it each time.
there are also parts where you're on stage and Asahi isn't a d vice versa, and during the moments when you watch Asahi from the sidelines, you constantly fall for him and his talent. he looks so pretty even when practicing, and you can't help but fall for him.
on a break, Hyunsuk and Jihoon leave to go back to the yg building due to some schedules. you and Asahi remain in your practice room, eating takeout on the ground.
"Sahi, i still feel like i'm not good enough for all this sometimes, you know? like do you ever feel like someone else should've debuted instead of you?" you suddenly tell Asahi, who stops chewing and nods.
"yeah, you're not alone for thinking that. but no one else should've debuted as y/n of DIAMOND but you. of course, everyone deserves to debut. but no one could've done this the way you do, no matter what you think."
the sparkle in Asahi's eyes as he speaks to you makes your heart rate speed up, and suddenly you want to kiss him. when you ask him if you can, he nods while in a daze.
you lean into him and it feels so right to be close to him like this as he wraps an arm around your shoulders, bringing you closer. his lips are soft and smooth, and you pull away to see his cheeks painted red.
"Sahi, i think i've fallen for you," you shyly confess.
"you think?!" he jokes before saying, "i've fallen for you, too."
you let yourself lay on his chest as he lays on his back on the floor, and you close your eyes.
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none of this lasts long, though.
the whole world finds out about you and Asahi in an instant, all because of some stupid accident.
the two of you go on a late night walk to clear your heads and warm up for practicing the performance. Asahi works up the courage to slide his arm around your waist and pull you close as you mention to him that it's chilly, but right in that crucial moment, someone recognizes you and Asahi.
the instant is captured on camera and posted onto the internet within a matter of seconds, and netizens go wild with all sorts of claims.
both of your companies decide it would be in your best interests to publicly explain that what you had prior to the incident is no longer, and that you would be breaking up. however, your duet performance would continue and would be your last 'hurrah' with Asahi.
it's heartbreaking, but you find it in you to feel grateful for the chance to still perform with Asahi.
he calls you that night, after your companies have made their decisions.
"y/n, are you okay?" his soft voice reaches you through the speaker.
"no, but... well, are you?"
"no..."
"i thought so, Sahi. but it's okay. let's make the most of this last performance," you say with a tearful smile.
"yes, y/n, let's."
"i don't think you should call me anymore... Asahi. just so we can get over each other with a bit more ease."
his heart breaks hearing you call him Asahi instead of Sahi, but he agrees. you're right--it's no use dragging this on any longer.
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on the day of filming, you find yourself feeling nervous. not only do you want to do a good job, but seeing Asahi after a week of not seeing him is surreal. before being forced to break up, the two of you would meet everyday, using 'practice' as an excuse.
you're snapped out of your thoughts when a producer tells you it's time for you to go on stage.
Asahi meets you halfway in the hallway and takes hold of your hand, squeezing it.
"let's have fun one last time, y/n," he says, and you nod firmly in response.
performing 'how can i love the heartbreak, you're the one i love' after parting ways with Asahi makes it seem even more real. your eyes fill with tears as you sing and you even find yourself actually crying at some point. Asahi brushes his thumbs across your cheeks to bid the tears away when this happens, even though it was totally unplanned.
still, the performance finishes successfully, and you both end the stage with a bow.
all the participants are called up for the results to be announced, and you nervously stand beside Asahi, awaiting the announcement. you honestly don't care about winning at this point, but just don't want to leave your spot next to Asahi.
"the winner for this week is.... the Hui and Somin duo ! congratulations!" the judge calls out.
not hearing your names manages to make your stomach drop, but you still clap and congratulate the winner.
"even if you lose, y/n, don't ever frown," you remember Asahi saying.
so, despite having lost your duet performance, you stand there and grin like a fool. who knows when you'll see Asahi like this again. at least you go out of it smiling :)
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shxtodxroki · 11 months
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Asahi Azumane Masterlist
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Here is where you will find all of my writing for Asahi! I hope you enjoy, and if you like these feel free to drop a request in my inbox at any time! <3
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♡ Headcanons ♡
- Karasuno Boys When You Prank Them By Dodging Their Kisses (3.1k)
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ilylovelyz · 9 months
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haikyuu boys when protective of you
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most likely gets into a fight, does throw the first punch, and dramatically whines afterwards, forcing you to be his personal nurse ATSUMU, TANAKA, nishinoya, terushima, IWAIZUMI, hoshiumi
so insulting and almost degrading to whoever is threatening you that the offender ends up leaving out of embarrassment TSUKISHIMA, shirabu, KUROO, kenma, sugawara, daishou, akira, SUNA, kageyama, ushijima, futakuchi, hanamaki
YOU'RE the one who is protecting them SAKUSA, hachi, bokuto, YAMAGUCHI, GOSHIKI, asahi, tendo, AONE, oikawa (somehow), koganegawa, LEV
does his best to diffuse the situation, but ultimately leaves angry and mentally hexes them KIYOKO, akaashi, KITA, DAICHI, hinata, yaku, hirugami
spends the night in jail KENTARO, semi, yamamoto, mattsun, OSAMU
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romeavecryst · 6 days
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Hope your still mine ˖ ࣪⊹
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Various! x Fem!reader
Inspired by Pretty little birds by Sza
˖ ࣪⊹ he sat In front of his desk doing his assignment his focus on them as you watched from the other side. It was weird the feeling that you’ll both be graduating soon. That you won’t see each other every day because of school, the sickening feeling of being accepted into different universities. Having to possibly work long-distance relationships.
The nightmare of breaking up because of that, living far away and not being able to work a relationship, the fights, the stress. That you wouldn’t be with him for the rest of your life that all of the talk of having a future might have just been talk… “I can feel you staring..”
You didn’t say anything just watched him you could feel your self starting to cry. All of it being so overwhelming, that maybe just maybe he won’t be yours anymore, that all of the memories and moments you’ve created and shared we to be forgotten. That he’d give up on you, that your ‘difficult’ nature would get rid of him even after all this time. That he’d get tired of you.
His eyes finally left if paper meeting your teary eyes, his brows frowning “love what’s wrong?” He asked his hand coming to cup your face whipping away stray tears that slipped down your face. “Common talk to be baby..”
“Please don’t give up on me..” you sobbed, “please..” his eyes filled with concern and he moved you close to him. “My love what makes you think that I’d give up on you, ever.” He asked his attention fully in you now.
You could only shake your head, nothing really just these intrusive thoughts that haunted you because you did want to be with anyone that he was the person you could only see yourself with ever. “I don’t know..” you muttered a frown plastered on your wet face.
“Hey, hey listen to me, just because we’re graduating doesn’t mean I’m gonna leave you. I dosent mean that if we go to different universities I’m not ever gonna take a train to come see you even if I’m traveling across the country. That I won’t call you every chance I get, hell I’d transfer schools if needed no matter how hard it is. No matter how angry we get at eachother I’d be right by your side once again. Because every day I wake up, every time I go to sleep I hope in the morning you’ll still be mine.” He spoke in full sincerity.
God his heart broke that you thought he’d ever give up on you because he may not be as open and giving to others but lord with you. With you it’s different his mindset is heart is so open, and he doesn’t want that with anyone else how could he? When you were right in front of him.
You were perfection no matter what. He pulled you ups to his lap your arms wrapping around his neck and his lips kissed your neck and shoulders softly. “I don’t want anyone but you.”
“I am yours, as you are mine. I plan on growing old with you I’m in it for the long run alright? Because I wanna be with you..” You nodded “I wanna be with you to..” you muttered lips meeting his the kiss filled with such love.
“I’ll find you no matter what.”
Tetesuro Kuroo, KENJI AKAASHI, WAKATOSHI USHIJUMA, Kiyoomi Sakusa, DAICHI SAWAMURA, Asahi Azumane, Toru Oikawa, HAJIME IWAIZUMI, Tobio Kageyama, KEI TSUKISHIMA, Takanobu Aone, Satori Tendo, + ur Fav!
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taones · 27 days
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If You Can Hold On - A.A, S.K, S.D
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Part four is finally here! reminder that I do not accept criticism, this could be crap but I do not care if it is <3 it's been like three years in the making so take it or leave it king!
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pairing ~ poly asadaisuga x gn!reader
warnings ~ pining, angst, negative emotions, suggestive towards the end, probably bad writing but gimme a break I haven't written in a year, cursing <3
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You couldn’t sleep.
Every time you closed your eyes it was like the image of the boys were burned into your retinas. At first, it had incited some sort of rage in you - their actions at the diner curdled with the waffles you had eaten, churning in a way that made your stomach feel tight and queasy. Admittedly,  Daichi got to you the most. He was never one to hide his emotions, but he usually kept his sadness to himself. It took a lot of effort over many years of friendship to get Daichi comfortable with expressing that in front of you. Seeing him so emotional, exhaustion weighing on his shoulders, had struck something in you. Not that you were sure what that emotion was.
The longer Kiyoko drove, the less angry you felt. The rage from the diner slid off your shoulders like water - which only allowed for fatigue to settle itself across your chest. Of course, that didn’t mean you could sleep. Instead, you gnawed on your lip and focused your gaze on the back of Yachi’s headrest, trying desperately not to think of the situation. 
Every time you thought back on the weekend that had passed, you couldn’t help but cringe. When they had talked about adding a third to their relationship, you had been so caught up in how you felt that you hadn’t stopped to be logical. Of course, seeing them with someone like that would hurt, but it would hurt so much more to not see them at all. There wasn’t much time for you to stop and be realistic about the situation. You four had known each other so long there was no way they would let you walk out of their lives that easily. 
Resting your head in your hands, you sighed. 
“You okay?”
You snorted, lifting your head to catch Kiyoko’s eye through the mirror. 
“Would you be?”
She hummed, shrugging her shoulders. 
“Probably not” she began, “but me and Yachi talk about our feelings.”
She paired her statement with a smile and a pointed look. Yikes. She was correct, naturally, but it didn’t make it any easier to hear. Her ‘I told you so’ tone made you cringe and immediately jump to defend yourself. 
“Okay, yeah good point, but it’s harder when its three of them and we’ve known each other for forever”
“And you’ve been moping for half of that” 
Grumbling, you adjusted in your seat. She was right, as Kiyoko often is. Deep down you knew it was dumb for you to sit on these feelings for so long and never even drop a hint to the boys about your feelings. You would say it was fear, but you knew it was cowardice. 
The traffic slowed to a stop in front of you, it was mid-evening now so you knew Kiyoko would be dying to get out and stretch her legs at some point. It would be a good opportunity to wake Yachi up from her never-ending nap and grab some coffee for the night stretch of the drive. The car had passed a marker for a rest stop a couple miles back anyway. The woman in the front whipped out her phone while the traffic was at a standstill and shot off a few texts rapidly. 
“This traffic doesn’t seem to be letting up any time soon, you should get some sleep and i’ll wake you up when we get to the rest stop”
Knowing Kiyoko, this was more of a ‘listen to me’ than a suggestion. Regardless, you felt your eyelids begin to droop at the mention of a nap. Soon enough, your head was resting against the cool window and you were drifting off.
Your body was jostled awake by the car pulling in. Night time had truly fallen by this point and the LEDs on the dash told you it had reached 9pm. Shifting, you forced your joints to crack and pop as you stretched your body back to life. Your joints screamed at you to get out of the cramped vehicle. 
“We’re here!” 
You groaned at Yachi’s chipper tone. 
“Come on sleeping beauty, lets get some coffee”
The industrial lights of the rest stop burned your eyes as soon as you walked through the revolving doors. The white linoleum floor squealed against your trainers and the swishing and screaming of coffee machines made your ears hurt. The crying had caused your nose to stuff up to the point you could tell your eyes were still crusty and puffy, even without checking in a mirror. Still, you persevered and trudged towards the coffee shop at the back of the stop. 
“We’re gonna go to the bathroom and meet you back at the car, that okay?” Kiyoko asked, pressing a palm to your shoulder. 
You nodded, rubbing your eyes. 
Honestly, you really didn’t give a shit if you were left alone in the rest stop - it meant you could escape its stupidly bright lights and ridiculous shiny flooring as soon as possible. Maybe having a coffee in your hand at the end of all this will make the awful situation seem ever so slightly better. But, until you had that coffee, you would continue grouchily stomping up the aisles of the rest stop. 
By the time you got back to the car, you assumed the girls would've already sat in the front seats - waiting for you to get back. Instead, the front seats were dark and empty and there was no sign of the couple. 
You tried the door - locked.
Footsteps echoed behind you. Your heart fell to your stomach. 
“y/n, thank god”
Your head whipped around, coming face to face with the three people you wanted to see least right now. Your mouth opened and closed like a fish. The coffee cup trembled in your grasp and you tried desperately to pretend like it was the cold. 
“Suga-what? Why are you guys here?” you asked, tripping on your words. 
“Because you ran off!” 
Taken aback, you took a step backwards towards the car. Suga, or even Daichi, talking to you like that. As with every friendship, there had been ups and downs but you and Asahi rarely argued. So him bursting out in an undeniably emotional way came as a shock to you. 
“Did Kiyoko text you?” you asked incredulously, ignoring his previous statement.
“Yeah we know we messed up Y/n, but you need to give us a chance to explain ourselves” he continued, running a hand through his hair, “you can’t just call Kiyoko and expect her to save you”
The sense of betrayal squeezed your stomach, even tighter, sending heat rushing through your limbs. Your mouth hung open in shock. The rage bubbled up inside you once again and you clenched your fist against the side of your jeans.
“I ran away? You pushed me out! All three of you did, with your secrecy and your whispering and your keeping things from me” you ranted.
“I am your friend, your best friend at that. You tell me when you change anything about your life but when you want to add some random person to your relationship - that's suddenly not for me to know? Because that makes so much sense!”
You gasped. That wasn’t meant to come out. 
The three men in front of you stared at you in shock. Asahi’s face was red as a firetruck and the other two were holding each other's hand in a death grip. Even though it had been upsetting you, that information was still something you were not meant to know. You couldn’t help but feel a curl of shame choking your stomach in its grip. Gnawing on your lip, you pulled your arms around your torso and shrunk away from the three men in front of you. It was easy to pretend that they were the ones at fault, and their actions definitely still hurt, but you were face to face with the consequences of your own actions and unable to accept that. 
A laugh broke you out of your stupor. It was a classic Daichi chuckle, mixed with hints of disbelief. You’d be lying if you said it didn’t make you somewhat insecure.  
“Oh my god, Y/n this is why we say you need to listen to us.” huffed Koushi. 
Asahi was just standing there in front of you, shoulders sagged. You stepped towards him, confusion still racking your brain. As much as you were upset with them right now, Asahi was still your friend and you knew how sensitive he could get. 
“It’s you, y/n” he mumbled.
You paused, brows shooting up. 
“Huh”
“It’s you, you’re the fourth person, you’re who we were talking about”
It felt like the wind had been sucked from your stomach. The bitterness of your coffee sat heavy on your tongue and began to make your stomach churn. Stumbling, you grasped tightly onto Asahi’s hands in front of you.
“You’re not serious?” you forced out, looking him in the eye. 
You could not have missed that. You searched for any sign they might like you continuously for the past almost-decade of friendship. Again and again you found nothing, so why has that changed now? They wouldn’t be messing with you, that’s not something Asahi would do. You scrunched your nose in confusion.
“Yes we’re serious, why do you think we’d hide it from you? That makes no sense at al-”
You cut the taller man off with a teary laugh, launching yourself at him to wrap him in a hug. He let out a small ‘oof’, obviously shocked - but held you in his arms regardless. 
“y/n, you’re always telling us about the value of communication and then you pull shit like this on us” came a teasing muse from the silver-haired man behind you. 
“Oh shush Kou, come here - both of you”
The other two joined your hug. Suga wiggled between you and your larger companion and Daichi wrapped his strong arms around all three of you. God, you were so stupid. 
“Wait, what does this mean?” you asked, pulling back, “for us then, for our friendship?”
“Uh, whatever you want it to mean really. I suppose it’s up to you” Daichi mumbled, scratching his head. 
“Um no, not saying what we really want is how we got into the situation in the first place, we need to tell the truth” Suga scolded, rubbing his hand up and down his brunette boyfriend's shoulder. 
“We would like you to join our relationship, y/n. Officially” 
Asahi spoke softly, resting his hands on your waist. 
Butterflies exploded in you. A grin broke out across your face, your gaze shifting to each one of the men in front of you. Naturally, you had imagined this moment several times - mostly teenage daydreaming. Everything from intimate confessions with dozens of roses, to loud and garish prom-confessions on the dancefloor had been imagined. Nothing, however, could compare to the feeling of hearing the words in real life. 
“We love you” Suga spoke gently into your ear.
“And we want you,” Daichi added. 
Tears welled up in your eyes and you sniffed. Nodding, you wrapped your arms around all three and best you could and tilted your head back in a giddy laugh. None of this felt real. It was almost too good to be true.
Cold droplets began to fall out of the sky, hitting heated skin from the rush of the confessions. As the drops began to pelt your face and shoulders, you turned to the boy closest to you and grabbed his jaw in your hands. 
“You mean it? Really, you’ll have me?”
“Y/n, it’s always been you - nobody else was an option” he confirmed, holding the hand you had placed on his face. 
The long-haired man in question moved the hand on your waist to your back, pulling you close to his face. And, finally, he kissed you. It was warm and comforting, you could ignore the rain pelting down on you because of the explosions of colour that were pulsing from your connected mouths. 
“Hey, stop hogging”
Koushi shouldered Asahi out of the way, not giving you a moment to breathe before plastering himself on you. You laughed into the kiss. It wasn’t as slow and passion filled as Asahi, but it was your Suga all over. Quick and hot and excited, he slid his hands to your waist and connected your hips together as you kissed. It was certainly a steaming first kiss and you were certainly not complaining. 
Daichi groaned next to you, clearly done with his excitable boyfriends antics. The resignation in his tone caused you to giggle and break the kiss - something that elicited a pout out of the man in your arms. 
Sawamura’s strong arms muscled you out of the grip of Suga. The strongest boyfriend was never one to be outdone, he had that firefighter, classic gentlemen energy and it showed in the way he held you. 
The brunette smiled, resting his forehead against yours. 
“It finally feels complete, we should’ve asked you about 5 years sooner than we did”
“To be fair, I did not make it easy for you, did i?” you cringed again. 
He chuckled, shaking his head and snaked his arms around your body. The two of you connected your lips together, moving against one another in a familiar way. Daichi’s kisses felt like the kisses you had seen in Disney movies when you were younger - soft, passionate and romantic. 
The rain was hammering down now, soaking your clothes and hair all the way through. You broke apart from Daichi when you heard cheering from the front of the rest stop.  
Kiyoko and Yachi stood at the entrance, an umbrella covering them. The smaller blonde was jumping up and down, her girlfriends arm wrapped loosely around her shoulders. Kiyoko made eye contact with you, nodding gently in approval. Smiling, you nodded back. 
You felt your cheeks warm and turned to hide your face in Suga’s shoulder. 
“Sooo” you started, “does this mean i have three boyfriends now, cause that’s gonna be hard to explain to the guys”
The three men in front of you chuckled.
“It’s none of their business for now” mused Koushi, nosing at your jaw. 
“We have a whole holiday to think about it, don’t we?” Asahi smiled down at you, “but boyfriends sounds good to us”
You nodded, smiling bashfully up at him. 
“Come on, let's get you into the car hmm?” Daichi asked, sliding an arm around your hips. 
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The white sheets crinkled from where they were tucked around your hips. The bed sheets of the villa you ended up at were crisp and starched, but the bed was warm around you like a cloud. The birds chirped outside, fluttering around the window in the morning sun and the fresh scent of coffee wafted in from the kitchen. It was heaven. 
Best of all was the tan arm wrapped around you and the smaller, paler arm rubbing up and down you back - getting dangerously low to where the sheets covered your hips. 
“Sugawara Koushi, you better be careful” you grumbled, sleep adding voice rising from your dent in the pillow. 
The man in question huffed behind you, stopping his hand just beneath Daichi’s arm on your waist. 
“Finally awake i see”
You snorted. 
“Yeah cause you can’t keep your hands to yourself” you mused, rolling onto your back. 
Daichi was very much still asleep next to you, the drive there must have taken it out of him because he was dead to the world - face down on the pillow snoring. A real shame considering you were now allowed to take full advantage of his shirtless sleeping policy. 
Suga slid over the bed towards you, pulling you by your hip towards him. Nuzzling his face into your neck, he began to plant soft, slow kisses up and down the column. You hummed, enjoying the blissful moment. 
“Oh - uh” came Asahi’s stutter from the door, “i got you guys coffee”
Suga snorted into your neck, the moment gone. Regardless, you found your tall and awkward partner adorable and reached out towards him. Partially for coffee, but mostly so he would join you on the bed. He smiled, slipping into the sheets beside your sleeping boyfriend and handing the coffees over to you. 
You held the warm coffee cup in your hands and levelled your gaze over all three of your partners, curled up in bed with you. Things were just how they were supposed to be.
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finally!!! the end of an era look at us go!!! thank you for whoever stuck around for this I love you all dearly and I hope it didn't disappoint you. If a spicy epilogue is wanted... let me know ;).
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leti666bigboss · 1 year
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Hello!
I saw that you said you want to write for Haikyu! Could you please write about Asahi? Something like comforting reader while they are having a hard time, trying to cheer them up?
Use whatever form you prefer (headcanons or text)
Thank you and have a nice day 😄
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featuring: azumane asahi
genre: supposed to be angst to fluff
warnings: school stress i guess
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jimboyasu · 2 months
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Getting used to this / Welcome home, dear director
a continuation of this
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trimisu · 2 years
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Oh yeah also also!!
Hq character and reader gets into a fight (they’re dating now, ofc fights are gonna happen once in a while)
Hq character says something along the lines of “im done” or “im tired” and reader misunderstands it as they meant their relationship
So the guilt, anxiety and fear starts crashing down and they’re lowkey hyperventilating and panicking
And then comes comfort hehe
Contain/s: mentions of hyperventilating, argument, angst with comfort
A/n: well, this took so long to answer :D
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"I am getting tired of this shit!" That's what their last words were before they left.
You were tired and stressed out, it was just a small misunderstanding, but you didn't expect that you will be screaming at each other. The fight went on for a while, exchanging profanities and insults at each other before your partner leave the house with a loud slam from the door.
Your feet were glued to the floor as you stared at the place where they last stood before they left. This is it. It's all over. There's a higher chance that they will pack up their things and leave you alone.
Guilt, fear, and anxiety crept into your body as you gripped your arms tighter, your heart began to ache at the thought of them leaving you. What do you do? What should you do? Should you run out of the house and look for them?
You were panicking as these thoughts run through your head, your hands were sweating bullets as you unconsciously rubbed your arms while you feel your tears prickled from your eyes. You felt dizzy as you rapidly tried to get enough air in your lungs, you can even hear your heart beating fast.
"It's going to be alright," you heard a familiar, soft voice. You look up to see your lover who came back with a look of concern on their face, "follow my breathing, slow deep breaths," you felt a warm hand lifting yours to their chest.
It was warm, you felt their chest heaving up and down slowly. You looked and followed the movement of their lips, it parted as they breathe in and pursed their lips as they breathe out. With a few slow deep breaths, you were able to breathe normally, though with a few sobbing sounds.
"Are you alright? Do you need anything?" You felt their thumb on your wet cheek, wiping away the remaining tears in your eyes.
You shake your head as a response, "listen, I'm so sorry about earlier! I...I let that situation the better of me and—"
Your partner cuts you off, "Hey, it's fine! I also felt guilty about what happened earlier... But I want to figure this issue out together once our minds are clear, yeah?"
Your eyes filled with hope and surprise, "y-you won't leave me, then?" Hearing your question made them surprised, did them walking out made you think of this?
"Of course not! I want you to know that no matter how many arguments or fights we have, I still love you and that won't change," you felt butterflies fluttering around your stomach as their eyes goes soft and their voice was raised a bit but in a softer tone.
You smiled as you felt their fingers interlocking with yours.
"Shall we hit the bed and talk about it in the morning?"
"Huh? Haven't you heard? You're sleeping on the couch tonight!"
"We both know that you can't sleep when I'm not next to you, (Y/n)..."
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box-of-roses · 3 months
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•*•*• Starring *•*•*
Daichi Sawamura
Breakup- you and Daichi break up (angst)
When they want to be babied- you take care of your boys (fluff)
Caught Bread Handed - Daichi catches his kleptomaniac s/o stealing (fluff)
Would You Fight for Me? -how they would react to having an intimidating goth s/o (fluff)
Sugawara Koshi
Play Rehearsal- You get to be the lead in your school play but the other lead gets into an accident. Luckily, Suga is there to step in and resolve not only the play but your romantic tension too. (fluff)
When they want to be babied- you take care of your boys (fluff)
Would You Fight for Me? -how they would react to having an intimidating goth s/o (fluff)
Asahi Azumane
It must be bunnies- you have a holland lop bunny and this is their reaction (fluff)
Kiyoko Shimizu
Boyfriend- (WIP)
Nishinoya Yu
Would You Fight for Me? -how they would react to having an intimidating goth s/o (fluff)
Tanaka Ryunosuke
Would You Fight for Me? -how they would react to having an intimidating goth s/o (fluff)
Tsukishima Kei
It must be bunnies- you have a holland lop bunny and this is their reaction (fluff)
Kageyama Tobio
It must be bunnies- you have a holland lop bunny and this is their reaction (fluff)
Hinata Shoyo
Would You Fight for Me? -how they would react to having an intimidating goth s/o (fluff)
Yachi Hitoka
Nothing yet, request something
Saeko Tanaka
Nothing yet, request something
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fiorella-a · 9 months
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Karasuno boys as... "Vampire" song lyrics!
(+ Short scenarios)
Info:
-future! Karasuno boys x gn! Reader
-No Tanaka, he's married after all 🤷🏻‍♀️
-toxic relationship
-cursing
-slight angst (i guess)
Daichi:
"I loved you truly
Gotta laugh at the stupidity"
"I should've known it was strange
You only come out at night"
>> You always found it weird that Daichi would go out around midnight or almost midnight, I'm talking about 10, 11 or 12PM and then come back an hour and a half later. God you hate yourself for falling into his trap when he assures you saying, "It's required for me to patrol around the area" or "you know I'm a police officer, babe" and due to your sincere love for him, you always did understand his responsibilities.
Although you can't help but notice that every time he comes back, he smells and looks.. fresh? Like he had just taken a shower and re-used his clothes.
Maybe he did take a shower with a girl he was giving an after care for. Maybe he was patrolling the area of his girl's apartment. But you can't do anything, you don't have enough evidence.
Sugawara:
"Cause I've made some real big mistakes
But you make the worst one look fine"
"You're so convincing
How do you lie without flinching?"
>> Sugawara gave you an extra key to his class just in case he locks the door and you wanted to visit him. Your relative, who goes to the school that he teaches, called you and told you how amazing his day was, you found it weird that Sugawara isn't home yet. "That's awesome, buddy! But I gotta go, alright? I'll call later on, bye-bye!"
Once you hung up, you drove as fast as you can to the school and came into his classroom without warning.
You saw a woman sitting on Suga's desk, while he has his right arm wrapped around her waist. The woman could only eye you up and down before turning to yell at Suga, "I thought you told them? Gosh Suga! We've been over this for what? A thousand time?!" The said woman jumped out of his grasp, pushed you aside and walked out while slamming the door behind her.
He scoffs at you before opening the door and chasing after the woman.
He left you, huh? Of course he did.
Asahi:
"Bleedin' me dry, like a goddamn vampire"
>> Being an apparel designer and someone who used to get nervous all the time, Asahi gets insecure about the things that he has or had created. He always yearns for your compliment and your opinion both for him and his designs.
And God did it drain you, always saying "you did a great job today, pretty boy" "look at this! One thing missing and after that, it'll be all perfect!" You acted more like his worker rather than his partner, to be honest.
Nishinoya:
"Ooh, what a mesmerizing, paralyzing, fucked-up little thrill
Can't figure out just how you do it, and God knows I never will"
>> Nishinoya takes you with him every time he goes travelling, he winks at you before saying, "It's my treat, love"
After a long day, you both headed onto a nearby hotel before resuming your adventures for tomorrow. The room was spacious, the balcony had the best view and you were busy day dreaming while Noya went into the hotel lobby to fetch you both some food and when he came back, he surprised you with your favorite meal!
You're so easy to distract that you missed the kiss mark on his temple and his neck.
Kageyama:
"The way you sold me for parts
As you sunk your teeth into me, oh
Bloodsucker, famefucker
Bleedin' me dry, like a goddamn vampire"
>> Kageyama kept your relationship very lowkey, he didn't wanna make you overwhelmed by the amount of fans and paparazzi that's on his back, but his team does know you.
When Kageyama is fast asleep, you grab his phone and tries to find one of his teammate's number and luckily, you did!
2:09 AM:
"Hi! Kageyama's girlfriend here, I got your number off of his phone. Can you please help me set up a party for him? Thank you and it's no biggie if you decline."
5:31 AM
"Hey, you have a different number? Gosh [random name] you didn't tell me sooner."
"I'm sorry you must've misunderstood, It's actually Y/n!"
"Oh, Y/n? Aren't you his one night stand? Please stop messaging me, i'm uncomfortable knowing Tobio has a girlfriend and you're trying to earn his attention. Thank you for the efforts of reaching out for me."
He kept you a secret because all they know is you were nothing but a fling to him.
Hinata:
"How's the castle built off people you pretend to care about?"
>> When Hinata got home from practice, he could tell that you were tired and he asked about your day, "Nothing much, just stressful customers always making a scene, you know?" You laugh at your words while Hinata looked into your eyes, "That's sad." He coughs "anyways my day was more stressful than yours, I–"
You spaced out while his rambling started.
Did he even put himself into your shoes?
Tsukishima:
"I used to think I was smart
But you made me look so naive"
"And every girl I ever talked to told me you were bad, bad news
You called them crazy, God, I hate the way I called them crazy too"
>> Tsukishima has you wrapped around his fingers and he knows it. He made you so dependent on him that he knows you can't even go on a day without telling him stories. Gosh he loves the way you're so easy to manipulate! you could've lent in some time for the girls to explain themselves but no, you took his words.
What a fool.
Yamaguchi:
"Went for me, and not her
'Cause girls your age know better"
>> Yamaguchi likes someone from his class, but when you confessed to him, he can't help but accept it out of pity. And Yamaguchi successfully shaped you into his crush. Making you trim your hair, dress in a different aesthetic and even changing the way you talk, just for him. And gosh when you saw the way he looked at the person he liked, you noticed something similar about them.
Everything. You're like that person's mirror.
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vamporphic · 2 years
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are you bored yet? || asahi azumane
▷ reblogs are appreciated!!
▷ angst to comfort
▷ asahi x male reader, he/him pronouns used
maybe he didn't love you anymore. maybe he had fallen out of love and didn't tell you because he didn't want to hurt your feelings. maybe asahi was just bored with you. maybe he finally found someone better.
those are the thoughts running through your head as you stared at your phone, waiting for the brunette to text you back after leaving you on read. "come on, asahi, really? five hours?" you frowned, shaking your head and throwing your phone across your bed as you covered yourself in blankets.
you hummed, trying to ignore your racing thoughts, but to no avail. sighing, you pulled yourself up, changing into some jeans and a t-shirt. pocketing your phone, you made your way out of the house, going out for a bit should distract you.
maybe you were just overreacting and asahi was just not feeling too well. he wasn't obligated to reply to you, but it would be nice.
you walked in a random direction, deciding wherever your legs take you would be your destiny. you frowned lightly as you found the noodle place that you and asahi went to regularly. their food was pretty good, and you were hungry, so you went in, ordered your favorite item on the menu and your favorite drink, and took a seat at a random booth after you paid.
you failed to notice your dark-haired boyfriend coming out of the bathroom with sugawara and daichi in tow. you took your seat and got your order quite quickly, but as you began eating, you heard the voices from the booth behind you. nothing really caught your interest in their conversation as you ate, but as you were almost finished with your food, a topic came up and you couldn't help but listen.
"so, when are you going to tell him?" sugawara started, and you felt a bit upset, were they hanging out without you? you frowned as you decided to continue listening.
"what am i supposed to say? that i'm bored of him?" asahi sounded exasperated just by his tone. the person that they were talking about must've really pissed him off.
"it'll be better than lying to his face. [name] wouldn't want that would he?" you paused, your breath stopping as you listened to sugawara's words. "[name] would be disappointed if you didn't tell him the truth. if you don't like the guy, tell him."
you could hear asahi sigh, "it's not that i don't like him, i'm just getting bored. [name] doesn't have to know, right?"
you couldn't stand to hear anymore, you pulled your hood over your head, stood up, and left the restaurant. you walked around, kicking rocks and pebbles as you thought about what the trio was saying. were they talking about you? they couldn't have been, right?
asahi isn't the type of person to talk shit behind his partner's back, right?
you shook your head not wanting to think about it. instead, you looked through your phone, trying to distract yourself from the words you just heard. you opened your messages with nishinoya, biting your lip as you typed out what you wanted to say. your thumb lingered over the send button before you finally gave in and pressed send.
hey, noya. do you know if asahi is mad at me? ⤷ read; 04:27 pm
you fidgeted with your thumb as you walked to the park and climbed up the play structure to sit on top of the slide. there weren't any kids around, so you'd probably be able to sit where you were for a few minutes.
uhh no i don't think he is?? i can ask if u want ⤷ read; 04:30 pm
please don't. sorry, i'm just stressing right now. ⤷ read; 04:30 pm
nah you're all good man!! i can ask around and see if anyone else knows? ⤷ read; 04:33 pm
please don't, i don't want anyone assuming anything. thank you though, i really appreciate it.! ⤷ read; 04:34 pm
no problem! im sure things will work out you and asahi make a good couple! ⤷ read; 04:34 pm
thank you. ⤷ read; 04:35 pm
you pocketed your phone again before sliding down the play structure and walking back to your house. you felt numb, you just wanted the day to be over and for everything to be okay between you and asahi.
as you made your way closer to your house, you saw someone standing on your front porch. you checked your phone as it buzzed, watching your boyfriend, asahi's, contact name pop up.
hey, are you home? ⤷ read; 05:10 pm
you hesitated before responding, your thoughts roaming back to the restaurant.
are you bored yet? ⤷ read; 05:11 pm
what do you mean?? ⤷ read; 05:11 pm
are you bored of me? of us? ⤷ read; 05:12 pm
where is this coming from? can i please come inside so we can talk? ⤷ read; 05:12 pm
you sighed lightly, rushing up to your house. "come on," you told the brunette, unlocking the door and allowing him inside. you frowned lightly at the man standing before you. you wiped your eyes as you walked to your room, motioning the boy to follow you.
'please, if there is any god out there. please don't do this. i don't want to lose asahi.' your breath hitched as asahi placed a gentle hand on your shoulder.
"listen.." he started, his tone soft as he tried to talk with you. "the reason i need to talk to you.. it's about your friend, from the track team." he frowned with a sigh, "i know you wanted me and him to get along, you were so happy to introduce us to each other." he paused, gently cupping your cheek. "but he's so boring, i can't hold a conversation with him without getting bored. im so so sorry i didn't say something about this sooner."
you wrapped your arms around the boy, your body shaking as you let out small sobs. "i-i thought," you wiped your face quickly, "i thought you were going to break up with me." you frowned at the boy who shook his head in panic. "no, no! i wouldn't ever be able to do that."
you let out a hum, it seems you were worried over nothing.
you dragged the boy to your bed, placing a soft kiss on his cheek. "i want cuddles."
"okay," he wrapped his arms around you, kissing the top of your head. "you know you're priceless to me, right? you're worth so much and i adore you. please never forget that."
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i don't like how rushed the ending is, but i've been stressed with school and stuff so !! enjoy <3
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asahistime · 5 months
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a/n : junghwan is your bestfriend, he’s in a relationship and you’re just in love.
i still need to learn how to use this app and write on here properly lol. anyways i was listening to sad love songs and i might have projected on here a bit… awkward
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“i can’t love you in dark.” i spoke to junghwan. for once, he heard me.
“what are you talking about?” he made a confused face. a tear slipped from my left eye.
it took a long time to realize it was never going to be me. junghwan was always mine but i was never his. we were always going to be defeated.
“i still remember the day you told me about her.”
“dalia?” he looked down.
daila, his future girlfriend, wife, lover, everything. it’ll be okay, i’ll love you forever. but, who knows how long forever is?
“i don’t understand why i’m so scared about this. i always practiced how i was going to say but then dalia came in and suddenly i wasn’t even a thought. i didn’t mean to intrude about any of this. but i needed to say all of this because i would never and now that im saying this it feels like i’m losing you and myself on the way there.”
“i- ”
i cut him off, “don’t say anything. don’t ruin this for me because you feel bad because but i don’t. i feel relieved because i can finally let you go.”
“who said anything about letting you go?!” he blurted
“i can’t keep loving my best friend.” my voice cracked as i tried to look him in the eyes.
“no. we can still be friends!” he tried defending our friendship.
“it’s been a while since i last thought we were friends.” i confessed. i gave him his stupid friendship bracelet that made me cry when i got home because he was mine for a moment. i gave him his stupid sweater that gave me warmth on the loneliest and coldest nights. i gave him my all because it was all mine.
“i wish you had said something before. i.. i had something to tell you too. i always hoped that you stared longer, smiled longer, felt longer around me. i always wished it was you.” he smiled through his tears.
“i don’t think i’ll find someone like you. nobody compares to you. as a person or a lover. but i think i would prefer you as mine.” he started as he looked into my eyes.
i felt like i could finally breathe. it was enchanting and amazing and beautifully heartbreaking. suddenly, it felt like 10 years ago when i met him on that gloomy day. raining and depressing. and he was the sunshine that lit my life.
“you felt the same?” i sobbed out. i put my hand over my hand, i felt sick. he held me as i cried into his arms.
“don’t do this. please. i can’t lose you. i don’t want to lose my person.” junghwan voice cracked, “i’ll always look out for you and be there for you. you don’t have to give me these things back. i just want you back.”
i pulled away and looked around. this is their shared apartment with their shared photos and shared coffee and shared warmth. what am i doing? i can’t do this to another girl.
“what are we doing?” i questioned. i felt terrible and immediately started backing away. i shouldn’t even be here. i really shouldn’t.
“i don’t even understand why i am here. i don’t know why. i don’t deserve to come here and say these stupid feelings that i had and say them too late.”
“but you did and i thank you for it. i realized maybe we were right for each other. but maybe isn’t enough.” he added on.
“you know you were like stars in the dark for me. you always shined when nobody was there and only people who were out at the right time saw you. i tried to find other stars but you always shined the brightest.” he said. “i don’t think i could ever search for my star when she’s right here looking at me.”
you don’t need a star when you have the whole galaxy coming home soon. you don’t need me. i shouldn’t need you but i can’t stop loving the moon.
i smiled for the last time before saying, “junghwan, thank you for all the moments you made me laugh, smile, cry, love and made me feel so special. i thank you for letting me speak, but i hate you for letting me love you. and i hate you for loving you. and i hate you because you loved me.”
“i don’t think i’ll ever find someone like you and i hope i don’t because i’ll fall in love once again.”
i looked at him one more time, taking him in all my glory and for the first time in forever i wished i could kiss him goodbye.
“i’ll see you soon. i know i will.” junghwan held my hand as he uttered words.
i turned around, taking step by step. day by day, i’ll get over this childish love and stupid boy. but he won’t be a stupid boy. he’ll just be a boy.
the doorknob started twisting and turning and stomach did as well. the door opened and dalia was there, beautiful as always. her smile turned into a frown. “what happened? why are you crying?” her kindness will always live on in junghwan, i just hope he doesn’t forget about me.
“i think i lost something dear to me,” i turned around and looked at junghwan and back to dalia,”i hope you take care of it.”
dalia gave me her doe eyes, she has no clue what happened. “if i’ll find it, i’ll send it to you!” i just laughed and smiled. “i really hope you do.” i gave junghwan one last smile. and i finally mouthed,
“goodbye.”
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