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tendousthoughts · 2 years

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His Bear

Y/n or Ship(s): Ship (AsaNoya)

Genre: Angst with fluff ending

Warning(s): foul language (cursing)

Summary: Prank /praNGk/• noun pranks a practical joke or mischievous act. When Asahi finally breaks under the pressure of Noya’s pranks.. What else is there left to do but cry over the loss of his bear?

A/N: IDK if anyone remembers me tbh “-_- But uh I just have been thinking about this fanfic for a while and I decided to remake it bc why not sfjhfk. My writing has definitely improved (I think, y'all can be the judge of that).. So uh tell me how you like this one?Uh I also don't remembered why I called this bear bc he only called him like that twice.. but I kept the name lmao- (Someone be proud of me for posting plz :( <3 ) oh and the superache album >>> FINALLY: THANKS FOR 300??? <33333

Noya had a quite large following, most of which were from his prank videos on Asahi. The same prank videos that Asahi had seemed to have grown tired of, the same ones that he had begged Noya to stop. The same ones that made Asahi overthink, the ones that made him go into panic. But it seemed not to get through Noya’s skull, he was too dense for that.

It was late, when Noya had once again come up with a stupid prank idea. Another prank idea that would hurt Asahi. Maybe it was meant to be harmless, and even if it was supposed to be it didn’t come off that way. As the camera got stepped up, it was time. “Asahi, can you come here?” Noya called out, from the other room. It wasn’t normal for Noya to not call Asahi his name. It wasn’t normal for Noya to sound cold? No that wasn’t it. It almost sounded like he was trying to be distant from him.

“Yes love?” Asahi's eyes met Noya’s. He was playing with his hands again. He only did that when he was worried, the few words Noya had spoken seemed to have made a difference. Actually more of the words he didn’t speak. The words that lacked to come from his lips, those few words that meant everything to Asahi.

“Promise not to be upset, okay? I um. I just think I need a break from us. From um this whole relationship, if that makes sense. It’s not okay. You're wonderful but this whole thing is a lot. We have been friends for a while and sometimes I wonder if it would be better if we had stayed that way..?” Noya knew he didn’t mean a word of what he was saying. How could he? This is everything he had ever wanted, everything he had so much as longed for. He was able to wake up to Asahi’s warm arms around him every morning. He was able to kiss a man he was in love for, for years. Someone he was hopeful to spend the rest of his life with. So why would he ever want something other than this? This was all just for the stupid video. This was all just to get a reaction.

“What..? Can we talk about this please. I really don’t. I really don’t know um. I don’t know, no I don’t want to break up please. Can we work this out.. I really think we can. Please just don’t leave me. I really love you, I will be better I promise, just tell me what I need to do,” His was rubbing his hands more. Which made it clearer that he was shaking, the color had drained from his face. Tears rolling down his cheek. As much as Noya wanted a response this was not the one he wanted, at the same time he didn’t know quite what he was expecting. He ran over to the camera and turned it off.

“Sahi , look at me. I was joking and calmed down. This was just a prank. I didn’t mean to hurt you. Don’t cry, it's okay. Bear please take a deep breath” He was holding Asahi now. His soft voice filled Asahi’s ears. Yet the words sounded bitter sweet. Maybe it was the fact that he had just thought he had lost his lover. Or maybe it was because this was just a “prank”.

“Nishinoya what the fuck.” Asahi slightly pushed Nishinoya off. Tears brimming his eyes. “No because, actually, what the fuck. Why? What kind of prank was that? I thought, I thought I was going to lose you. How was that fun to you? How was that funny?” Even though he was angry, he was still shaking. These feelings have been building up for a while, they had boiled over, the prank was too far. This was not fair. Not fair to whatever the fuck they had. “Is that how you truly feel? Is that the only reason you said it was a prank? Because you felt bad I am crying. That’s not fair. Please don’t fuck with me like that. You are really fucking with me aren’t you?” He had his arms around his neck now and he didn’t dare meet Noya’s eyes in fear that he would take back what he was going to say next. “Noya this isn’t what I wanted when I got in a relationship with you, I have begged you to take it easy with these fucking pranks. I begged you to look from my side of things. I didn’t sign up for this. It seems sometimes my words go through one ear and out the other, I don’t know what you want from me anymore. What do you want me to do anymore?” He took a deep breath finally looking up once again. This was going to hurt but it needed to be done. “I can’t even fucking trust every time you tell me you love me anymore. You have fucked my brain up and I don’t understand why,” He was crying still, but his shaking had stopped.

Noya stood there stunned. Unable to speak, unable to make an excuse. Maybe that made Asahi hurt, but at the same time it was exactly what he had expected. “You know what. Fuck this, I can’t. I really can’t do this anymore. Don’t contact me,” Without another word he left the room and went and grabbed his stuff. Leaving within a minute. As the door slammed shut everything seemed to crack. There laid Noya now unsure where to go, he sat there and cried.

It had been a few months since Noya had seen Asahi. Since Noya had disabled his account, he had removed himself from social media and tried his best to get back to “normal”. He had missed his lover's arms around him, he missed his lips, his hair, his voice, him. Today was harder than ever, their anniversary. Today he was supposed to be with Asahi, he was supposed to be celebrating with ‘Sahi. He got up and got ready, once again he wanted nothing more than just to forget this, to forget himself maybe. He called up Tanaka and asked if he could hang out tonight. It was 9 pm. Till then he did anything he could do to forget this fucking day. To forget how fucked up he was for doing that to Asahi. More than anything right now he just wanted to see him, even if it was with someone else. Just to see him one more time, he would prefer to talk to him but at the same time he wouldn’t want to see him hurt like that again.

When 9 hit, the plans had been changed to meet at a club, per Noya’s request. When everything go through maybe this was a dumb plan to work up the courage to call Asahi, another dumb plan to do something he desperately needed right now. Even if it didn’t work out, even if it was just sent to voicemail he would be happy he tried. So of course he got drunk. He downed whatever was the strongest. Tanaka knew what had happened but there wasn't much he could do to fix it. He knew it had to be Noya. “Noya, slow down on the drinks would you? What even are you doing..?” He knew he was harsh but maybe this was the push that Noya needed.

“I miss ‘sahi.. I don’t know what to do right now, I don’t know what I am supposed to do anymore. He told me not to contact him anymore, is it too selfish of me to want to contact him today and tell him that I just want to see him again.? I wonder how he is today, is he sad like me? Did he forget what today was.. no ‘sahi is too sweet for that. He is always too sweet for that. I fucked up with ‘Sahi. I didn’t mean to make him think I don’t love him.. but I do. I really do. You believe me right Tanaka?” He had tears in his eyes and without realizing he was crying once again. “I don’t know why I am crying, I am sorry I shouldn’t be crying, this is my fault.” He was wiping his tears as much as he could but they didn’t stop.

“Nishinoya I never thought you didn’t love him okay? I think everyone but him, knew you loved him. He has anxiety since highschool, we both remember that. You can’t expect him not to worry when you pull stunts like that. You should have laid off the jokes just, for a bit till you and him could have talked it through. Even if you wanted to you can’t go back now, what has done has been done. He is probably doing the same as you right now, maybe even worse and you know that. He cares for you, and I don’t think that he could have just stopped loving you. Yet, when you put someone though that you can’t expect them to want to hold on. Even for the strongest people their hands get tired, and they lose their grip. You know what you have done wrong, yet I think you should wait till he contacts you okay? Show that you can listen to at least one thing he request and maybe he would feel a bit more comfortable. As for now lets just relax okay. I’m going to go dance and if you want you can follow me or just sit here all mopey.” With that Tanaka got up and moved away leaving him alone for a minute. His words were harsh but the truth. Noya knew he had hurt him and he knew he should be patient but fuck.

Nishynoya ordered several more drinks, downing once again. Around 11, is when he finally decided to stop, his ears began to rung and he could no longer bear the scents of the people around him. Their strong perfumes make him feel cramped and small. He got up walking out the back, finally getting the scent of air. He crouched down and just stared at his phone. “‘Sahi I am sorry if this makes you angry but fuck I need to talk to you.” He muttered under his breath, drunk, cold, and alone. It rang three times before it stopped, “‘Sahi?” is that you..? I know it is late so I hope you aren’t mad. Uh I just um.” It was clear he hadn’t expected him to pick up. “I wanted to say-'' before he could finish his sentence Tanaka came out of the back screaming.

“The fuck you go Noya? What were you thinking coming out here alone?” Looking at Noya he noticed the phone and grabbed it from him, “who are you on the phone with that is so important not for you to pick up your phone when I am calling? Do you know how worried I was.?” Noya had begun crying by now, he was drunk and worried that Asahi had already hung up. “What don’t cry, wait one second okay?” He pulled the phone up to his ear and spoke, “Hey I am so sorry um.,” He looked at the contact name, unsure what it meant he asked Noya who it was.

“Tanaka?” Asahi responded before Noya could answer. “Is everything okay?” He had seemed wide away from his voice, not slurred or anything. Which meant he was sober. Good sign, sort of, maybe not.

“Oh Asahi? I am so sorry I told him not to call you, I shouldn’t have left him out of my sight. I will let you rest.” For a second you could hear a few shuffling.

“Wait! Uh, can I come pick up Noya? I mean if you want I can pick up Noya, I just um, I just need to know where you guys are. Well that is if you want me to pick him up of course but if you guys are having fun, make sure to get back safe.” Tanaka knew that Asahi just wanted to talk to Noya, he probably was unsure what to do too. Ashai was never a confrontational person and it was a high chance he felt bad for what he had said to him. He probably didn’t actually want to break up and he said it in the heat of the moment, he knew both of them well, they wore their emotions on their face, and somehow it was as if the other couldn’t see it.

“Ah sure, thanks Asahi, I think he would like that. Only if you are up for it of course otherwise I don’t want it to be a bother. He is really drunk right now and might say some random stuff so I don’t know I would feel bad for letting you have to take care of that,” He was hoping Asahi would just agree, he only did that so Asahi could have a way out if needed, but it was clear when he just asked for a location that he was hoping to see Noya too. “Ah okay I am going to hang up now but we are around the back okay?”

“Hey um can you actually put me on the phone with Noya?” He seemed worried, but there wasn’t much there could be to fix that. He knew he was on the phone with Noya when he heard sniffles, “Nishinoya is that you?” He whispered. A soft mhm could be heard but not much more than that. “Ah that's good, I am coming to pick you up, so wait for me okay?” Another mhm could be heard and then more sniffles like he was trying to stop himself from crying. “Noya take a deep breath, it’s okay don’t worry. Is there something wrong? Do you need me to pick you up anything from along the way?”

“Please just come.. Mm.. I miss you. I miss you right now, I am sorry,” for a second it sounds like he stopped breathing before he began crying again. “I don’t know why I am crying, I shouldn’t be crying, I am sorry.” He just kept apologizing and his tears ran free. As much as Tanaka wanted to help and calm him down he knew that this was his and Asahi’s problem.

“Noya takes a deep breath. I am on the way okay? Don’t cry please, I am almost there, don’t cry..” For a few minutes it was just silence. “Noya I am pulling into the back okay, you can tanaka thank you and that I am here so he can go back in now.” Noya obeyed and waited patiently, he was freezing but he couldn’t complain over that right now. He was about to see his bear again, and hopefully fix everything. If there was any possibility of that. As the car pulled in Noya looked at it and took a deep breath as he walked over. The call ended and he was met with the door, slowly he opened it unsure if he wanted him to sit next to him he just looked at the seat. “Noya you can sit down okay don’t worry,” Asahi’s voice was hoarse then it was on the phone, like it was clear that he had been crying. Noya sat down and closed the door, getting buckled. “Same place right?” Noya just shook his head. Why was he expecting something other than just that?

Asahi’s hair was down which means that he rushed to get here because he hated it when his hair was down. Or at least he used to.. He probably still did. “‘Sahi, do you want a hairband?” Noya mumbled, he always kept them on him, no matter what. He kind of just wanted to hear Asahi’s voice again even if he was just a brief no.

“You have one?” Asahi seemed to laugh and with that Noya handed it to him, for a brief second their hands touched and Asahi seemed to feel the freezing temperature. “Noya you're freezing, why didn’t you tell me earlier you were cold.? I would have grabbed you a jacket or something. All I have is this one I am sorry,” He quickly took off his jacket and handed it to Noya.

“Oh um thanks,” He whispered as he put it on. The smell of Asahi filling his lungs made him feel safe once again.

“Can I ask you something Noya?” Asahi muttered, without a second thought Noya shook his head yes. “I was wondering if um. If there is any chance you are up to talking this um like. Is there any chance you are willing to talk this through or anything? I don’t know I just um, I miss you a lot, which is stupid to say because I was the one who told you to not contact me. I have been waiting for you, I know that sounds really dumb, and selfish but I was kind of hoping you would contact me. Which um you finally did and I just. I don’t know, I just really miss being with you. I tried forgetting about all of it, which sounds like I am a dick now that I said it out loud. But it didn’t work and tonight I was just really fucking out of it, and I am really glad you called.. Sorry. I don’t even know if you're still single or anything,” He was choking up and you could hear it in his voice.

“Don’t worry about it,” he muttered, Noya was still kind of out of it, “No I am not seeing anyone right now, and I really miss you. This is all my fault..” He was tearing up again, “ I didn’t mean to make you think I didn’t love you or anything you know, because I really do love you,” Asahi had his eyes focused on the road, yet Noya didn’t want anything more than just to be able to look him in the eyes and say that. “I wasn’t thinking when I decided to do the prank and I know it hurt you and it wasn’t right to continue doing them. The last one I did took it way too far and it is understandable why you were so upset. I have stopped making videos and such and have gotten off all social media.. But I don't know if that helps.. I just don't know anymore, sorry,” He was crying now and trying to hold back his tears but it was no help.

When they finally arrived it was late, Asahi looked over, “um is there any chance I can walk you to your door or something. Sorry that sounds stupid but uh..” He didn’t want to leave. Noya shook his head and they walked up the stairs to the apartment. Asahi looked at Noya biting the inside of his lip like he did when he was nervous.

“You wanna come in..” Noya asked, avoiding eye contact. Of course he wanted Asahi to come in with him tonight. He wanted everything back to normal. But that was going to take time. Maybe this was the first step? As Asahi nodded they both walked in together. Slowly making it to their bedroom. “I know this sounds really fucking selfish but is there any chance um.. You wanna stay the night, and just watch a movie with some popcorn or something..?” Noya just missed him, and he didn’t know what else to do. Asahi nodded his head and smiled. “Okay cool, um if you wanna change your clothes are still hanging up..”

“Ah, thank you,” He went and changed, coming back a few minutes later to find Noya in the kitchen making popcorn in his pjs. Asahi came up behind him and gently hugged him from the back. Noya jumped a bit but in the end melted into Asahi’s arms. “I missed you Noya.. I really did..” he whispered in noyas ear as he held him.

Noya shimmed his way to face Asahi and hugged him tight. “Me too, bear..” he whispered. Slowly he held him close and their lips finally met. Once they pulled apart, Noya whispered “Happy anniversary..”

“Happy anniversary..” Asahi said slowly making their way to the couch. They snuggled up with each other. Their problems didn’t magically get solved that night. It took time as does anything else, but this was a start. They were finally back in each others arms, and that was enough for now.

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dontgivenoyacaffeine · 2 years

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Asanoya Fics

Here is the links to all of my Asanoya fics

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mountaindawn-and-valleydusk · 2 years

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#asahi x noya #asanoya

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warriordemigosworld · 2 years

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Watch "Asanoya family : cuddles are the best 😍 #asanoya #haikyuu #follow4more" on YouTube

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nekoumancer · 1 year

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Title: A Coward’s Confession

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Artist: Jiao

Rating: R18

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kairismess · 4 months

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—☆ the haikyuu boys at a beach resort with you.

ATSUMU MIYA.

the first thing this man wants to do with you is go to the beach and just admire how you look in your swim wear. he really can't take his eyes off you, you're just too gorgeous for him.

he finds the stupidest excuses to get you in his arms in your lovely beach attire, even if it'd just make you eye roll hard (or feel warm all over and want to cuddle up with him, maybe even kiss him everywhere)

he's definitely the type to flex in front of you, it's always on purpose, of course.

"oh, hey, shrimpy, didn't see ya there," he'd murmur in a low voice, his abs in front of your eyes as he flexed them, a smirk on his face as he 'accidentally' showed off his toned thighs by stretching a little on the sand.

of course, you'd want to wipe that smug smirk off his face, but damn, does he look good.

KIYOOMI SAKUSA.

he honestly didn't feel at ease, even at the resort, knowing a lot of other people's germs probably accumulates on the seats, beds, and other amenities available at the resort.

he carries lysol and extra masks and alcohol with him, he usually offers you some by having it always on hand, especially when someone else gets near you.

the only thing he enjoys about being at the beach resort is relaxing on the beach towel and under the umbrella you two brought, eating some fresh fruits.

he does love lounging around next to you, offering to apply sunscreen on you in case you're feeling too warm or heated up.

he refuses to eat or drink anything else apart from the food and drink you two brought, unless it's regarding dinner, even then, he insists that he has to clean and wipe the utensils and plates you two use; it's how he shows that he cares about you.

YUU NISHINOYA.

this man cannot be contained, even on the way there, he kept pointing at all the stuff that caught his eye, asking you if you were there already.

he ran around a little in the lobby of the resort, but luckily, you got a hand on him, keeping him close to you. that's nishinoya's weakness, having your hand wrapped around his, it always forces him to shut up and just admire the feeling of your hand in his.

nishinoya would definitely want to try surfing at the beach, he'd pick out a surfboard of your favorite colors and try out surfing to impress you.

he'd also go scuba diving with you, he'd get all excited seeing the little fishes, turtles, and sea life; with you swimming close by him, enjoying the sights and sounds of the sea.

he'd love to eat watermelon with you at the shore after a long day of adventure. he'd offer to carry your things for you on the way back to the room, or even carry you!

AZUMANE ASAHI.

asahi gets really taken in by the beauty of the beach before him, but also by how gorgeous you look when in the water.

you encourage him to dip his toes in the water, but really... he feels a little shy, being in his swim trunks like this, and going in the cold water with you.

you slowly help him adjust, and believe it or not, asahi has no idea how to swim; so he did freak out a little and panic a bit when he felt himself bob on the water; even though he was a big guy, he stood no chance against the water.

until you got into the water with him and held him close, he finally felt a little more at ease in the sea. he focused on your eyes and voice as you reassured him everything would be okay, guiding him on getting his breath back, he felt a whole lot calmer than he did before.

asahi collected some seashells with you at the shore afterwards, beaming about how cute some of them looked. you two used some of them as decorations for the sandcastles you both built on the shore, asahi was really good at making sandcastles; he dubbed you the ruler of his little sand kingdom, with him as your loyal knight.

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gaystay · 1 year

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Phone Calls with Karasuno

What a phone call between the two of you might look like/when you might call

Daichi

Daichi calls you whenever you walk home alone. He always walks you home if you go to his practice, and he usually does the same when he doesn't have practice, but sometimes you need to go straight home, or you have too much work to come see him practice. On those days, he calls you on his way home to make sure you got home safe.

Suga

He honestly calls you most mornings when he's on his way to practice, which is about the time you wake up. He likes to get the chance to talk to you since you two don't see each other much during the day due to your schedules, and he knows you like to hear his voice in the morning.

Asahi

He's such a sweetheart, he calls you whenever he has the chance. He just calls you when he's bored and always gets super shy when you pick up. He calls you every night when he's at training camp, which he got scolded for by Daichi because he's keeping the others awake. He really just likes to hear your voice all the time because it's familiar and calming.

Noya

He usually calls you every so often, generally just to check in if he hasn't seen you much that day. You guys don't usually call because you're constantly snapping each other silly photos, which gets you both in trouble in school. When he's at training camp though- he'll just drop off the face of the earth for a while because he's so into practice, but then he'll turn around and call you half a million times to gush about all the awesome things that happened today, and usually ends up keeping you awake until way past your bed time.

Tanaka

He's not usually one for calling, since y'all are together almost all the time, and you text a lot when you aren't hanging out. But every so often, when he finds himself feeling lonely or down, you'll be woken in the middle of the night by the sound of your phone ringing. He'll apologize over and over again for waking you up, but when you prompt him he'll shyly admit that he needed to hear your voice. Those are usually the times when you guys are the sweetest.

Ennoshita

He calls you every so often, usually just to check up on you. He prefers to interact with you in person, but he'll call you up just to say hi if he knows you're both too busy to hang out for a while. When practice has been taking up a lot of his time lately, he calls you most every night because he doesn't want you to feel at all neglected or lonely, even though you completely understand he's just busy.

Kageyama

Oh he had to work up the guts to call you the first few times. This boy's just shy and you know it, so you were the one to call him in the beginning, usually just to say hi, tell him to do his best, and remind him to eat and take breaks so he doesn't overwork himself. But he got more comfortable initiating conversations and stuff with you, so now he calls you all the time. He literally calls you every morning after practice to make sure you got to school ok, and every night to make sure you got home. He's super protective, but it's ok with you because you know if you told him to stop it he'd back down right away.

Hinata

He doesn't have to call you. He basically orbits around you. Of course he can't always be with you, but he texts you at basically every spare minute. Yes he overuses exclamation points. It's just facts. He does call sometimes, but that's usually when he's off at training camp and won't see you for a while, or when he's really excited about something and just has to tell you everything right now. Calls with Hinata usually last forever and typically end with the both of you getting yelled at to go to bed already, but it's always worth it. He's a literal ball of sunshine and you can't say no to him.

Tsukishima

He doesn't call. We're not sure he knows or cares how to use a phone. He doesn't really like digital interactions, so, because he's conveniently your neighbor, whenever he wants to see you or talk to you he just shows up at your front door. He'll usually just hang out with you in your room, sometimes you'll both just sit next to each other quietly doing your own thing, sometimes you'll study together or listen to music. When he's been really busy with practice, he'll usually come see you, and you can probably convince him to cuddle with you, sometimes because he feels a little bad for not seeing you much lately, and sometimes because he's just done with practice and wants to be comforted (though he'll never admit it).

Yamaguchi

You call him all the time to tell him about your classes, your day, how good he did in practice, etc. He humors you because he thinks it's cute how excitable you are. Your enthusiasm has been rubbing off on him though, and he's started calling you a lot more to tell you about all sorts of goofy things that happened during practice, or something really smart that Tsukki said in class today.

lmao sorry I didn't write for Kinnishita or Narita, I just don't think we know enough about them for me to be able to write for them.

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