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ask-whitepearl-and-steven · 11 months

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Humble reminder that I ALWAYS want to see your fanart, I'm ALWAYS happy to reblog it but............ Even if you tag me.... I almost NEVER see it in a timely manner.

So please. I'm begging you.

If you drew me something. And if, after one week, I haven't LIKED it....

That means I haven't seen it.

And that means PLEASE DM ME OR SEND ME AN ASK ABOUT IT.

I have just gone back through the tags and found art from 2019!!!! That!!! I never saw before!!!! And I'm so very sorry.

Anyway the point is - when I find fanart, I like it immediately and then queue it. So if I've liked your art, I've seen it and it's in the queue. If not... Shove it in my face. Respectfully.

#fanart #horrified #defeated #ashamed #i have a three week queue backlog again #because apparently Tumblr chose THIS time to show me stuff from 4 years ago

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philosophors · 10 months

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“We live in an atmosphere of shame. We are ashamed of everything that is real about us; ashamed of ourselves, of our relatives, of our incomes, of our accents, of our opinions, of our experience, just as we are ashamed of our naked skins.”

— George Bernard Shaw, “Man and Superman”

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wiirocku · 5 months

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2 Timothy 1:12 (NKJV) - For this reason I also suffer these things; nevertheless I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day.

#2 Timothy 1:12 #reason #suffer #things #I am not #ashamed #know #believed #persuaded #He is #keep #committed

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kply-industries · 1 year

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#animated gif #animated gifs #gif #gifs #old advertisements #old ads #retro #vhs #ultraman #ramen #kettle #burn #OW #ultra-loser #ashamed #80s

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anonzentimes · 2 months

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Does anyone else do this thing where you're afraid to mischaracterize a character you like to the point that it's hard to write?

And that sometimes for a short while you feel as if you understand the character and are happy, and then someone says something and you go back to not being able to write because you're embarrassed??

I'm always this cycle where I'll be really happy about media I like and then get really ashamed rinse and repeat lol

Like I sort of miss when I was a younger kid who could do anything without being embarrassed, I can barely start having new hobbies because I feel so horrible when i mess up something, If I didn't start editing videos super super young I bet I wouldn't be able to do it now.

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momentsbeforemass · 1 month

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Excuses

I hate conversations in fast forward.

Conversations where the other person isn’t responding to what you’re saying.

But where they think they know what you’re about to say. So they skip ahead. To answer a question that you haven’t asked yet (and maybe never will).

When someone does that, you don’t get an actual conversation with them. You get disjointed parts of a semi-imagined conversation. With every other question or response skipped.

It’s hard to follow something that for very long. Especially if the other person is guessing wrong about how what you’re going to say.

But even if they’re guessing right, a lot of assumptions get made. And a lot gets missed.

A classic example? Today’s Gospel. Where Jesus asks a sick man, “Do you want to be well?”

But the sick man doesn’t answer Jesus with the expected “yes.”

Instead of giving the answer, the sick man imagines how Jesus would respond to his answer. And then skips ahead. To answer a question that Jesus hasn’t asked yet (and maybe never will).

The sick man’s answer to the question Jesus didn’t ask? It’s an excuse.

More information than required. About why things are the way they are. And why they’ll always be that way.

Whenever this happens – including when you and I do it – it’s a clue about what’s really going on inside. And it tells us two things.

First, there’s something in our lives that we don’t like. That we don’t want. Something we “know” that other people are judging us for. Something we’re ashamed of.

Second, that we are so focused on whatever we’re ashamed of, whatever we’re trying to defend the continuing existence of, that we can’t hear the other person. Much less what they’re actually saying.

Leaving us stuck in an excuse loop. Explaining and defending something we don’t actually want. Even when no one else is talking about it.

What I love about this Gospel? How Jesus responds to the sick man’s excuse loop.

Jesus doesn’t take the bait. Jesus doesn’t try to talk him out of his excuse (probably a waste of time, given how attached we get to our excuses).

And Jesus doesn’t walk away and leave the man with the mess that he’s trying to defend, stuck in his excuse loop.

Instead, Jesus loves him enough to actually help him with what he’s dealing with.

Including giving him the grace to turn from his excuse.

And accept the help offered.

It’s a pattern we see repeated over the centuries. Both in the lives of the great saints, and in our own lives.

When it comes to our excuses, it’s almost like God has selective hearing.

Instead of hearing what we say, God hears what our excuses really mean.

And instead of getting bogged down in our excuses (or put off by them), God loves us enough to actually help us with what we’re dealing with.

Including giving us the grace to turn from our excuses.

If we’ll only accept the help offered.

Today’s Readings

#Excuses #Excuse loop #Ashamed #Help #God's Love #God #Jesus #Catholic #Christian #Catholicism #Church #Moments Before Mass

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minhosimthings · 2 months

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Guys I'm sad

I found out today that I'm not 6'0.

IM 5'10

#mona's sessions #first of all what the fuvk #SECOND OF ALL WHAT THE FUCK #no cause i went to the doctor today #and there was a measurement thing there #and i was alright I'll measure myself #im 5 fucking 10 #for all these years I've been like yep im 6'0 #oh my god #I'm speechless #I'm ashamed #ASHAMED #gonna go kms now

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floral-hex · 6 months

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HEALTH // ASHAMED

I know I shouldn’t have come here But I got nowhere to go I know I shouldn’t call after dark anymore But I got no one… No one in this world

#I’m ashamed of being born #HEALTH #ASHAMED #RAT WARS #Bandcamp #music #fav

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just-weird-fanfics · 1 year

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Philip Graves x male!reader smut anyone??????

I might start it today so if anyone's interested stay tuned

#phillip graves #cod philip graves #philip graves imagine #philip graves x you #philip graves #philip graves x reader #phillip graves x reader #philip graves x male reader #x reader #smut #philip graves smut #phillip graves smut #male reader #gay #wow im gay #why have i not weote male readers yet #im literally genderfluid wtf #ashamed

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unladyboss · 8 months

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CARMY IN THE FRIDGE: CARMY'S POV

I just did a post which was basically about what Syd was going through on Friends and Family night at the restaurant.

I kinda let Carmy have it a little for Syd's sake, BUT listen to this.

Syd and Carmy aren't communicating ANY feelings other than it relates to the restaurant, to each other. Carmy may have tried to pry it out of Syd, but Syd was not budging.

Carmy, having NOT gotten any information from Syd stating she's into HIM, is keeping mum too.

WE know that he's probably into Syd and shows her in ways that may not be obvious to her.

WE know he wants to do whatever it takes to please her, whatever she wants or hints at, he want to give her. The restaurant, a new coat, a renovation, a chaos menu.

She told him he has to decide about a girl who is a friend or a girlfriend. Ok Syd wants that, so that's what he did (regardless of his feelings it's what Syd wanted).

Syd told him not to be shi__y, so he's not going to be. He'll be nice to his girlfriend. He'll make her dinner and seem excited and invite her to friends and family.

And GUESS WHAT.

When Richie comes and tells him Claire's out there, he tells Richie to leave him the fu-k alone.

Later on, when SYD said that's Claire, he went into 'not being shi__y' mode. Syd doesn't want him to be that way, no matter what she says after, he wants Syd to see that he's doing what he thinks would make her happy with him.

So he goes out there

And LO AND BEHOLD it is all too much.

He thinks he sees his horrible old boss. But instead of going over and saying 'F you, why are you in my restaurant, leave!' Carmy gets scared and upset, goes to where SYD is, but talks about food for the guy at the table. I bet it wasn't even that cold. Even if it was cold. That guy deserves cold food. Carmy didn't have to prove ANYTHING to that guy.

But he's trying to prove something.

He takes his frustration out on Syd again, says sorry and then goes to hide in the fridge

Let me just say this.

Carmy is going through a lot. Syd is a safe space, but he doesn't know how safe, so he's trying to shoulder a lot on his own and do things to make her happy. He doesn't realize yet he should be doing things WITH her.

WITH HER is what she wants.

So he's stuck in a fridge beating himself up, with SYD out there not getting her 'WITH CARMY' Being alone when he told her she wasn't alone.

He's in the fridge screaming 'what's going on out there?' 'what are you guys doing out there'

What's going on is SYD is out there alone.

Carmy hid and Syd is out there WITHOUT him.

There might be a big price for Carmy to pay, because something else is going on outside of the fridge. Everyone is rallying without Carmy.

Syd is getting it done. It's overwhelming but she does it and is happy with herself in the end. She didn't shut down or hide.

Carmy let his own fears get the better of him. His old boss turns out to be just some guy. (Who is that guy?)

All the negative self talk was just him talking himself out of a good thing

HE made the other shoe drop

On a side note, there's a new chef who was working opposite Carmy all night, diligently. Who was quick to pick up Carmy's slack when he was locked in the fridge

Who seemed to have Syd's back.

Connor.

But I'll talk about him later.

I said all that to say that Carmy disappointing Syd can't be taken in isolation. I think it happened because he was overwhelmed and as per usual trying to please her.

Neither of them knowing how the other really feels about them.

I hope the writer's strike ends soon

#love #sydney adamu #carmy berzatto #carmy x syd #the bear #slow burn #sydcarmy #romance #relationship #carmy x claire #fear #ashamed #stress #desire

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adorkabletwilightandfriends · 1 year

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Adorkable Twilight & Friends - “Cheat Codes”

https://www.patreon.com/adorkabletwilightandfriends

https://twitter.com/AdorkableTwili1

http://adorkabletwilightandfriends.wikia.com

http://adorkabletwixfriends.deviantart.com

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thelordismylightandmysalvation · 10 days

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Verse of the Day - Romans 1:16

#power #God #salvation #believe #Bible verses #scripture #Romans #ashamed #shame #gospel

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wiirocku · 8 months

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1 Peter 3:16 (NLT) - But do this in a gentle and respectful way. Keep your conscience clear. Then if people speak against you, they will be ashamed when they see what a good life you live because you belong to Christ.

#1 Peter 3:16 #gentle #respectful #way #keep #conscience #clear #people #speak #against you #ashamed

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howifeltabouthim · 8 months

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My whole body yearned for him with such a fervor that my skin felt painful . . . At the same time, I was ashamed that I wanted him, that I missed him so much.

Katherine Lin, from You Can't Stay Here Forever

#missing you #yearning #ache #ashamed #conflicting emotions #want #it's complicated #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #desire #katherine lin #you can't stay here forever

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glitchedsoftware · 7 months

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okayyyy cringetober day 2 idk what DEMON possessed me to draw this but uhhhhhhhhhh heres (ship????) art of my addisona glitch and spamton

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heart-of-poetry · 5 months

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Reminiscing on my “coming out.” I was so scared. So small, so shaky. So, so scared for so long. It had been over a year of sexuality related anxiety and OCD taking over my life. It almost drove me to take my life. I didn’t want to be who I knew I was that much. Finally…one day, I got the courage to tell someone. I told my sister. I really said it, I said the words “I’m gay” out loud. I did it. It felt like a relief. I was still terrified and shaky, but I was glad to have another person to hold this with me. And then…that same night my sister outed me to my entire family. She didn’t mean to hurt me. I found out that she had been cutting herself, so I told my mom for her safety. In an effort to take my moms attention off of her cutting, she outed me. In front of her friends and my mothers friends. It hurt me so much because this meant that she viewed being gay as something so bad and horrible that it could top her harming herself. I remember getting that text from my mom, feeling my heart drop out of my chest, feeling my throat tighten up. “____ is saying that you’re a lesbian. Is that true?” my mom texted me. She sounded so accusatory, like she was hoping my sister was lying. When they returned to the house, they looked at me differently. They acted nervous and unsure around me. Like I was some caged animal that could break out at any moment. I will never forget that night. It took me so long and it took so much courage for me to tell my sister, and I needed her support because I didn’t have it in me to give it to myself. But she didn’t give me that. She took my chance to come out on my own terms away from me. And she made it more dangerous for me. My family already treated me differently than my other siblings, but this pushed them over the edge. It was just another thing to other me, to separate me from others. I really understand the pain she was in and the reasoning behind her doing it, but I can’t forgive that. She took something from me that can’t ever be given back.

#wlw #wlw yearning #wlw community #wlw art #wlw post #queer history #queer politics #queer issues #queer pride #queer community #queer writers #coming out #internalized homophobia #internalized queerphobia #internalized shame #shame #ashamed

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