#ashe vernon

[theprofoundcosmos]

The love was there.

(NOT BASED OFF ANY CURRENT EXPERIENCES)

Jeanette Winterson / Ashe Vernon / Clementine von Radics, "In a Dream You Saw a Way to Survive" / P.D, "there is no absolution for the fallen, only dying" / Sky Ferreia, "Sad Dreams" / ? / Lidia Yuknavitch, "The Chronology of Water: a Memoir" / ?

#☆ my web weaves #on leaving #on love #on loving #the love was there #web weave #webweave #web weaving #webweaves #web weaves #webweaving #jeanette winterson #clementine von radics #ashe vernon

[asoftepiloguemylove]

everything i've ever let go of has claw marks on it

Frank Bidart The Third Hour of the Night / Ashe Vernon IT'S A CIRCUS AND WE ALL PAID TO BE HERE / unknown / Rachel Swirsky A Memory of Wind / unknown / unknown / @borzoidaily

#on love #on heartbreak #on anger #web weave #web weaving #poetry #frank bidart #the third hour of the night #ashe vernon #it's a circus and we all paid to be here #rachel swirsky #a memory of wind #amelia gray #house proud #poem #words #writing #text #quote #spilled ink #dark academia poetry #dark academia quote #dark academia #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry

[sageandscorpiongrass]

Chronic.

on illness and fatigue

A Poem About Pain, David Budbill | She Used to Be Mine, Waitress | Under One Small Star, Wislawa Szymborska | Burried, Ashe Vernon | Vive, Vive, Traci Brimhall | Chronic Pain, NHS Inform | Drawing Restraints, Agnes Cecile | Half-Life in Exile, Hala Alyan | Body Terror Song, AJJ | Unknown | Battlefield, Topaz Winters | White Oleander, Janet Fitch | Boy In The Bubble, Alec Benjamin | Quote by Richard Siken | Autoimmune Disease, Anna and Elena Balbusso | In The Pines, Alice Notley | Twenty, Silas Melvin

#web weaving #web weaving poetry #wev weave #poetry #literature #prose #chronic pain #disability pride #david budbill #wislawa szymborska #ashe vernon #traci brimhall #hala alyan #topaz winters #janet fitch #richard siken #alice notley #silas melvin #happy disability pride month. we are. out here. #༺✿ web weaves by basil ✿༻

[pikslasrce]

[transcript: 1. "I feel it's my anger that has helped keep me alive,"

2. "I've polished this anger and now its a knife."

3. "If only I could sustain my anger

Feel it grow stronger and stronger

It sharpens to a point and sheds my skin

Shakes off the weight of my sins

And takes me to heaven"

4. "TELL ME WHERE TO PUT MY ANGER

TELL ME WHERE TO PUT MY ANGER

TELL ME WHERE TO PUT MY ANGER"

5. "Rage, maybe rage would lift me up, make me stand, make me walk —"

6. "Isn't all that rage so ugly?

And isn't it mine, still? Good God, isn't it mine?"/end transcript]

Audre Lorde, Sister Love: The Letters of Audre Lorde & Pat Parker // Cathy Linh Che, Go Forget Your Father // The Ballad of the Costa Concordia, Car Seat Headrest // @/rbhvleo (x) // Marlon James, Black Leopard, Red Wolf // Ashe Vernon, "Buried", Not a Girl

#web weaving #parallels #on anger #on rage #audre lorde #car seat headrest #cathy linh che #marlon james #ashe vernon #this has been sitting in my gallery for ages and i came to terms that i wont be expanding it rn so yeah skdjdjdg #mine #also this is my 1st time including a transcript so tell me if smth needs to be fixed #repetition tw #<- for 4. #csh

[doomedbythenarrator]

coming of age horror films in which the monster and the girl are somehow one

mine // the vvitch (2016) // alexa thorn // joan macleod // hatching / pahanhautoja (2022) // chelsea g summers // ashe vernon // carrie (1976) // amber sparks // venetta octavia // cat people (1942) // richard powers // angela carter // raw (2016) // rebecca harkins-cross

#webweaving #horror #girlhood #poetry #fragments #the vvitch #alexa thorn #joan macleod #pahanhautoja #chelsea g summers #ashe vernon #carrie #amber sparks #venetta octavia #cat people #richard powers #angela carter #raw #rebecca harkins-cross #this is messy and quick bc im trying to clear out some of my docs so sorry about that #also WHY is the quality of the first one so bad oml nothing i tried to make it better worked #mine <3 #webweave #films

[fragmentedessence]

You are a language I am no longer fluent in but still remember how to read.

Ashe Vernon

#writing #quote #ashe vernon

[derangedrhythms]

You opened your mouth and spoke the language in my blood.

Ashe Vernon, from ‘Literary Sexts’

#ashe vernon #literary sexts #poetry #excerpts #c #o

[need-grows-teeth]

#anger #anger issues #web weaving #mitski #ashe vernon #jibaro #love death and robots #religious trauma

[kimio7]

via. boymiffy || i knew i loved you when you showed me your minecraft world - hera lindsay bird || cassandra: a novel and four essays - christa wolf || honeybee - trista mateer || secrets from a girl (who’s seen it all) - lorde || wrong side of a fistfight - ashe vernon

#i literally dont know how webweaving works but im in mood to do something #trying to get into video editing as well but trying to gather all the footage is. daunting. #brocedes #lewis hamilton #nico rosberg #web weaving #boymiffy #hera lindsay bird #christa wolf #trista mateer #lorde #ashe vernon #:)

[araekniarchive]

request for something like anger issues or an anger that has no source and will not fade? like a monster inside of you that makes you angry for no reason

Sophia Lornie, Flatline

@unspokengrief (cropped)

@nipplering (via)

Caryl Churchill, Escaped Alone

Aerial East, It Doesn’t Matter

Halsey, The Lighthouse (Lyric Video)

Ashe Vernon, Buried

Dungeons and Daddies (2019–), Episode 42: Henry’s Father and the Chamber of Secrets

Lidia Yuknavitch, Letter to My Rage

Unknown (via)

Safia Elhillo, Home Is Not a Country

Anne Carson, Plainwater

#web weaving #webs #theme: anger #mine #requests #sophia lornie #@unspokengrief #@nipplering #caryl churchill #aerial east #halsey #ashe vernon #dungeons and daddies #lidia yuknavitch #unknown source #safia elhillo #anne carson

[oldwinesoul]

𝑀𝑦 𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑜𝑛. 𝑊ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝐼'𝑚 𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑.

—Ashe Vernon, Popsicles and Georgia O' Keefe Paintings

#poets on tumblr #dark academia #aesthetic #spilled poetry #words #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #19th century #vintage #love poem #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia books #renaissance art #renaissance #poetry #dark academia lovers #vintage classics #dark acdemia #Ashe Vernon

[asoftepiloguemylove]

give me back my girlhood, it was mine first

unknown / @/apocryphics (on tumblr) / @/heartlikegold (on tumblr) / unknown / Ashe Vernon excerpt from Buried, "Not a Girl" / The Virgin Suicides (1999) dir. Sofia Coppola / unknown / Serge Ivanoff / Sally Wen Mao excerpt from Drop-kick Aria, "Mad Honey Symposium"

i. unknown

[ "A girl in the shape of a monster / A monster in the shape of a girl" ]

ii. @/apocryphics

[ Screenshot of a tumblr post by @/apocryphics. "girls will carry unimaginable primordial rage but still go about their day as if nothing is wrong and that is very sexy of us I think" ]

iii. @/heartlikegold

[ Screenshot of a tumblr post by @/heartlikegold. " 'girlhood rots between my teeth, a sickness so sweet it aches' / - SUGAR, SPICE & EVERYTHING NICE // d.s" ]

iv. unknown

[ Painting of a young girl in the process of braiding her blonde hair. She looks away from the viewer towards the right as she braids her hair towards the audience. ]

v. Ashe Vernon, Buried

[ "Isn't all that rage so ugly? And isn't it mine, still? Good god, isn't it mine?" ]

vi. Sofia Coppola, The Virgin Suicides

[ Movie screencap of The Virgin Suicides. Hanna Hall (playing Cecilia Lisbon) las on a hospital bed wearing a blue gown. The subtitles read, "Obviously, doctor, you've never been a 13-year-old girl." ]

vii. unknown

[ "girlhood / 1. ripped stockings, smeared red lipstick, stolen lilac branches in our hands, scrapes from tree-climbing stinging our knees. a laughing moon to guide us home. the wild, wicked stars. the crimson fires of our heartbeats burning. so many secrets we keep like knives between our teeth. / 2. i'm made of fairydust and that moment of silence right before the thunderstruck sky breaks open with rain. i'm a breathing, bleeding body. i'm a breathing, bleeding soul. / 3. what prayers do we say when we think god isn't listening?" ]

viii. Serge Ivanoff

[ Cropped image of a painting by Serge Ivanoff . A woman stands in a room wearing a light pink dress. She folds her hands in front of her as she poses. ]

ix. Sally Wen Mao, Drop-kick Aria

[ Screenshot of a tumblr post by @/lifeinpoetry. "If i could do girlhood again, I'd ask / to be scarier. Less whimpering-more pyromanic / urges, more flirting with kerosene." ]

#poetry #poem #quote #words #writing #text #web weave #poetry web weave #on girlhood #on growing up #on trauma #on childhood #ashe vernon #buried #not a girl #the virgin suicides #sofia coppola #serge ivanoff #sally wen mao #drop-kick aria #mad honey symposium #spilled ink #dark academia poetry #dark academia #spilled thoughts #dark academia quote #spilled poetry

[letsjuststoprightthere]

[POEM] PROFANE by Ashe Vernon

- translated in french; for my once-lover

The first time he calls you holy,

La première fois qu'il te dit saint(e),

you laugh it back so hard your sides hurt.

tu ris si fort que tes côtes te font mal.

The second time,

La seconde fois,

you moan gospel around his fingers

tu gémis du gospel autour de ses doigts

between your teeth.

entre tes dents.

He has always surprised

Il t'as toujours surpris(e)

you into surprising yourself.

en te faisant te surprendre toi-même.

Because he’s an angel hiding his halo

Car il est un ange cachant son auréole

behind his back and

derrière son dos et

nothing has ever felt so filthy

rien n'a jamais été aussi sale

as plucking the wings from his shoulders—

que cueillir les ailes de ses épaules—

undressing his softness

déshabiller sa douceur

one feather at a time.

une plume à la fois.

God, if you’re out there,

Dieu, si tu es là,

if you’re listening,

si tu écoutes,

he fucks like a seraphim,

il baise comme un séraphin,

and there’s no part of scripture

et il n'y a aucune écriture

that ever prepared you for his hands.

qui t'ai jamais préparé à ses mains.

Hands that map a communion

Des mains qui dessinent une communion

in the cradle of your hips.

dans le berceau de tes hanches.

Hands that kiss hymns up your sides.

Des mains qui embrassent des hymnes sur tes côtes.

He confesses how long he’s looked

Il confesse combien de temps il a cherché

for a place to worship and,

un endroit pour vénérer et,

oh,

oh,

you put him on his knees.

tu le mets à genoux.

When he sinks to the floor and moans

Quand il glisse au sol et gémis

like he can’t help himself,

comme si il ne pouvait s'en empêcher,

you wonder if the other angels

tu te demandes si les autres anges

fell so sweet.

sont tombé si doucement.

He says his prayers between your thighs

Il dit ses prières entre tes cuisses

and you dig your heels into the base of his spine

et tu enfonce tes chevilles à la base de son dos

until he blushes the color of your filthy tongue.

jusqu'à ce qu'il rougisse de la couleur de ta langue sale.

You will ruin him and he will thank you;

Tu le détruira et il te remerciera;

he will say please.

il dira s'il te plaît.

No damnation ever looked as cozy as this,

Aucune damnation n'a jamais eu l'air aussi comfortable que cela,

but you fit over his hips like they

mais tu tiens sur ses hanches comme si elles

were made for you.

étaient faites pour toi.

You fit, you fit, you fit.

Tu tiens, tu tiens, tu tiens.

On top of him, you are an ancient god

Au dessus de lui, tu es un ancien dieu

that only he remembers and he

dont il est le seul à se souvenir et il

offers up his skin.

t'offre sa peau.

And you take it.

Et tu la prends.

Who knew sacrifice was so profane?

Qui aurait su qu'un sacrifice était si profane?

And once you’ve taught him how to hold

Et quand tu lui auras appris comment tenir

your throat in one hand

ta gorge dans une main

and your heart in the other,

et ton cœur dans l'autre,

you will have forgotten every other word,

tu auras oublié tous les autres mots,

except his name.

excepté son nom.

#poetry #poem #ashe vernon #i love this so much #it resonates #i dont know why #love #it makes me cry kinda #translated #french #because my lover didn't speak english #but i wanted to sing this in his ear every time i saw him #wanted to mark it everywhere on his skin #until he could only feel my lips and the words on him #i never did

[beejsdevilishsoulmate]

Bringing Ashe Vernon's Profane back because it needs to have a fic based on it!!!

DON'T MAKE ME DO IT MYSELF!!!

#personal #a glimpse into mantha's life #ashe vernon #profane #poetry #someone write it #mckirk #leonard mccoy #leonard bones mccoy x reader #beetlejuice #beetlejuice x reader #star trek aos #lucifer #tom ellis #lucifer x reader #angel x demon #💜💚 #fanfic gods shi #ne down upon me!

[haveyoureadthispoem-poll]

"story of a girl who painted her skin so she would like it better. story of a girl who did away with what she used to hide behind, who stood naked in the street and dared the world to judge her."

Read it here | Reblog for a larger sample size!

#closed polls #polls #poetry #poems #poetry polls #poets and writing #tumblr poetry #have you read this #bedtime story #ashe vernon #/

[wordsnpoetry]

you are a language i am no longer fluent in but still remember how to read.

ashe vernon

#words #quotes #poetry #ashe vernon