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wqbytop150 · 5 months

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WQBY

Top 140 for the week ending November 26, 2023

Other Boys -Marshmello, Dove Cameron -1/10weeks ''peak 1x2 the weeks of 11/19, 11/26''

I'll Be There -Robin Schulz, Rita Ora, Tiago PZK -3/6weeks

See You Again -Vicetone, Anna Clendenning -2/9weeks ''1x2 the weeks of 11/5, 11/12''

Spend the Night -BJ the Chicago Kid, Coco Jones -7/10weeks

Strangers -Kenya Grace --4/6weeks ''peak3''

Diamond Therapy --Diplo, Walker & Royce, Channel Tres -6/8weeks

One Last Dance -Imanbek, Ali Gatie -8/9weeks

Go Off -- Mike Candys -5/9weeks ''peak5''

^Good Morning --Timmy Trumpet, Alie Farber, YOU -12/7 weeks ''peak4'' ^

Summertime Friends --The Chainsmokers -10/10weeks '' peak1x2 the weeks of 10/22, 10,29''

More Baby --Chris Lake, Aluna -13/10weeks ''peak5''

Hangin' On - A R I Z O N A -11/13weeks ''peak1x4 the weeks of 9/24, 10/1, 10/8, 10/15''

Wanna Dance --Alie Farber, James Carter, VARGEN -9/8weeks ''peak9''

Nevada -Vicetone, Cozi Zuehisdorff -14/6weeks

AEIOU --PNAU, Empire of the Sun -28/6weeks

At Your Worst--Calum Scott -18/12weeks ''peak5''

Living In A Haze--Milky Chance -22/21weeks ''peak2x2''

Sorry Now --A R I Z O N A --15/7weeks ''peak5''

Jungle --Alok, The Chainsmokers, Mae Stephens -25/10weeks

One With the Wolves --Robin Schulz -23/13weeks ''peak7''

Stress You --Lucas Estrada, SUPER Hi -21/9weeks

Dark Skies --A R I Z O N A -31/7weeks

Dreaming --Marshmello, Pink, Sting -26/4weeks

Drums --James Hype, Kim Petras -24/7weeks

***Waiting --LP Giobbi, Redfield, DJ Rae - (new)

Dreamteam --Galantis, Neon Trees -64/3weeks

Get Dirty --Return of the Jaded, Tommie Sunshine -27/3weeks

Tension --Kylie Minogue -99/3weeks

Boyfriend --USHER -17/13weeks ''peak10''

Light On --Markus Schulz, Sarah de Warren -34/18weeks ''peak10x2''

Tied to You --Elderbrook -19/9weeks ''peak2''

Your Hired --NEIKED, Ayra Starr -140/7weeks

Strangely Sentimental --Anabel Englund -16/24weeks ''peak1x1 the week of 9.3.23''

Jealous --Pascal Letoublon, IZKO, Jordan Rys -113/2weeks

From this Day On --Andrew Rayel, JES -30/22weeks ''peak1x2 the weeks of 9/10, 9/17''

Following The Sun --SUPER Hi, NEEKA -32/17weeks ''peak4''

Elevator Eyes --Tove Lo -33/13weeks ''peak9''

Body Count --Jason Derulo -35/13weeks ''peak12''

De Selby Part 2 --Hozier -36/17weeks ''peak5''

Moon --Locklead -41/12weeks ''peak26''

Lost & Found --Gorgon City, DRAMA -39/18weeks ''peak8''

Stranger On A Train --SUPER Hi -42/13weeks ''peak25''

The Beautiful Letdown -Switchfoot, Jonas Brothers -43/12weeks ''peak17''

It's In My Head --Provoker -44/8weeks ''peak19''

Smiley Water --Mike. -46/10weeks ''peak24

***You --Svidden, Seeb -(new)

We Could Be Love --Hayden James -47/11weeks ''peak38''

Dressed For A Funeral ---Groupthink, Sunday Scaries -38/25weeks ''peak 16''

eMtunzini --Muzi -37/15weeks ''peak12''

Jacare --Sofi Tukker -49/28weeks ''peak2''

Why You? --Adam Melchor -40/11weeks ''peak20''

Heat Rising--Pete Tong, Jem Cooke, Jules Buckley -117

Hip Trumpets ---Yolando Be Cool, KVISION -53/11weeks ''peak20''

Die For A Night --A R I Z O N A -55/27weeks ''peak1x3 the weeks of 8/13, 8/20, 8/27''

In My Zone --S.O. GIDI -122/11weeks

We Should Get Married --Dan & Shay -56

It's Euphoric --Georgia -45/29weeks ''peak19''

Vogue --NOIZE -58/8weeks ''peak35''

What We Know --Lucas & Steve, Conor Byrne -65/7weeks

All Night --Charlie Houston -60/9weeks

Padam Padam --Kylie Minogue -50/21weeks ''peak2''

Champagne Shit --Janelle Monae, Latto, Quavo -63/5weeks

Bite Marks --Ari Abdul -62/4weeks

Makeba --JAIN (Ian Asher remix) -48 /10weeks ''peak42''

Down Like That --Bryson Tiller -61/11weeks

What Do You Do? --Jess Glynne -124

Waiting 4 U --Laidback Luke, Ralphi, (Jake Silva Remix) -118/12weeks

Weird & Bizarre --Posh Chocolates -123/6weeks ''peak30''

Phone--MEDUZA, Em Beihold, Sam Tompkins (Lili Chan remix) -68/2weeks

Dress Code --Mau P -66/7weeks

Just Think --Video Age -72/3weeks

In The City --Charlie XCX, Sam Smith -70

Dare--Gorillaz -29 (throwback comeback)

Midnight Zone --Astrality, TAPE ANGEL -69

The Tower --Future Islands -97/2weeks

Run Free (Countdown) -- Tiesto, R3HAB -71

If Only I --Loud Luxury, Two Friends, Bebe Rexha -51/17weeks ''peak9''

Motive--Armin Van Buuren -52/19weeks ''peak8''

The Feeling--Lost Frequencies -54/7weeks

The Worst Person Alive --G Flip -57/15weeks ''peak38''

Subterranean --Miss Monique, AVIRA, LUNA -81/7weeks

Moonlight--Laidback Luke, GATTUSO f/Antrex -5915weeks ''peak15''

Joy (Up the Street) -Joy Anonymous -73/3weeks

Fight My Demons --Yung Bae, Barney Bones, Levan Kali -74/4weeks

Feel It (Club Edit) -Jazzy -75/7weeks

Ohh LALA --Idris Elba, Sasha Gigi -76/4weeks

Save My Love --Destiny Rogers -93/4weeks

To Love Someone --Benson Boone -20/2weeks

Blur ---KREAM, Marlo Rex -77/7weeks

Heartbeat Highway---Cannons -78/2weeks

Made Up My Mind ---Jonah Kagen, Lily Meola -79/2weeks

Killing Me ---Conan Gray-103/2weeks

Cheap Thrills --Walker & Royce, Barney Bones -100/2weeks

Fall Again ---Hayla -82/2weeks

Never Trust A Liar----Bae & Her Business -111/2weeks

Turn You Up ---Kaskade, Winn Winn -83/4weeks

Jaguar --Yaeger -98/2weeks

Stranger ---Thomas Day -106/2weeks

On My Way ---SIDEPIECE f/ Faouzia -88/7weeks

Overdrive ---Ofenbach, Norma Jean Martine -94/2weeks

Directions --Biskuwi -61/2weeks

Rinse It -Devault -80/3weeks

Rescue Me -Andrew Rayel -84/3weeks

Forever Gold -Siskin -85/7weeks

Can't Take It Slow -Citizen -86/4weeks

Shades -Andrew Rayel -87/2weeks

The Greatest Thing Alive --Mark Knight, Green Velvet, James Hurr -89/4weeks

Desire -Nicky Romero, TELYKAST, Linney -90/7weeks

It's Gone -Kaskade, Crayskool -91/4weeks

Alone -Andrew Rayel, Amanda Collis -92/4weeks

Heart Still Beating --Nathan Dawe, Bebe Rexha -95/2weeks

Bigger Than the Song -Brittney Spencer -96/8weeks

Guarantee -Black Eyed Peas, J Rey Soul -101/8weeks (off next wk)

Alcohol -X Ambassadors, BRELAND -102/2weeks (off next weeks)

The Little Mushroom that Got Away -Sultan+Shepard, Lane8 -104/7weeks

Fever -Lewis Thompson, PUNCTUAL, HIGHT -105/7weeks

Collide -Nightlaspe, FABER -108/2weeks

Talk -Elly Duhe -109/2weeks

Houdini --Dua Lipa -110/2weeks

Memories -Sam Feldt, Sofiloud -112/4weeks

Closer -Fetish -114/2weeks

Stardust -Jazzy -115/3weeks

Strong Enough -Jonas Bros. & Bailey Zimmerman -116/2weeks

Simulation -Showtek -119/2weeks

Lighter -Steve Aoki, Paris Hilton -120/4weeks

Bitter -Freya Ridings -121/11weeks

Ecstasy -MEDUZA, GENESI -125/5weeks

My Own Advice --William Black, ILLENIUM, Aluna Springsteen -126/5weeks

Sad Forever -Lauren Spencer Smith -127/6weeks (off next weeks)

You're So High -Eli & Fur -128/7weeks

Preacher --Ownboss, Outflux, No/Me -129/4weeks

Better Off (Alone Part III) -Alan Walker, Dash Berlin, VIKKSTAR -130/5weeks

Me & My Guitar -Jax Jones, Fireboy DML -131/11weeks

Heard It Like This -ACRAZE, Joey Valence & Brae -132/4weeks

Sunday--Dermont Kennedy -133/4weeks

On My Love -Zara Larson, David Guetta -134/9weeks

One Of the Girls --Troye Sivan -135/4weeks

It Takes Two --Camila Cabello, Anna Kendrick, Justin Timberlake -136/4weeks

Location -Lost Frequencies, A7S -137/5weeks

Dancing at the Disco -J Worra, Cherry Tooth -138/6weeks

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hpowellsmith · 11 months

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Hey! Absolutely loving Royal Affairs so far! I was just wondering, do you have any particular faceclaims for the main characters?

Some approximations of the male ones are here!

Some others that I had in mind (again with the caveat that especially with the student characters, the ages mostly don't match and it's more an approximation/vibe than anything else; and although of course anyone can look nonbinary, I prefer to use openly nonbinary face claims but couldn't find ones that really matched appearances/vibes in my head)

Pascal: Alan Cumming

Vere: Gillian Anderson

Ms Vogel: Viola Davis

Asher: Eugenie Bouchard

Beaumont: Madeleine Madden

Dominique: Shay Mitchell

Hyacinthe: Priscilla Anyabu

Javi: Jaylen Barron

Trevelyan: Simone Ashley

#asks #royal affairs

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randomestfandoms-ocs · 2 months

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The Witching Hour: Part 1

[ Part 2 ]

Originally part of the Calaveras, Elias Navarez saw 8 year old Evelia Torres about to die in a witch burning. He killed everyone who was part of it and then adopted her, defecting from the Calaveras and started his own hunting organization. Originally just Calaveras defectors, the group grows to include other hunters, supernatural creatures, and even some ordinary humans, and the group grows into a family.

(extra special thank you to @cecexwrites and @ginevrastilinski-ocs for helping me figure out wtf I was doing with this idea)

(Also there will probably be more ocs bc I still have ideas and need to build more of the family but this is it for now)

Acacia Summers [ Kiernan Shipka ] — 16; witch with nature magic, her older sister died around 8 years ago

Aileen Darragh [ Minka Kelly ] – early 20s; banshee, has never met another banshee until she meets Lydia

Alana Cabello [ Victoria Justice ] – 15/16; werewolf, potential Isaac Lahey ship

Alandra Silva [ Alba Baptista ] – 17; human, priestess to Apollo. Either recently rescued from a very intense pagan cult or is still with the cult at the start of the story

Alastor Argent [ Curran Walters ] – 15; human, Allison Argent's younger brother, does not support the family business and pays the price

Almira Castro [ Ana De Armas ] – 24; hunter, Darius Castro's younger sister, one of the earliest members of the family

Altea Calloway [ Kathryn Newton ] – 16; hunter

Asher “Ash” Faulkner [ Walker Scobell ] – 12; youngest of the Faulkner siblings

Ashlyn Argent [ Natalia Dyer ] – 15; hunter. Her father was Chris & Kate's middle brother, defected from the Argents to join this group, killed on a hunt but no one knows how he died.

Aven Yukimura [ Ryan Potter ] – 15/~70, unknown species. Noshiko’s son with Corporal Rhys, died at Eichen House when the Nogitsune first attacked. Has been stuck in Eichen House as a spirit until he's accidentally revived by Evelia

Beckett “Beck” Faulkner [ Alan Ritchson ] – 24; hunter, newest deputy at the Beacon Hills Sheriff Department, much older Faulkner brother, left home at 16 but when their parents are killed by the Alpha, he adopts his younger siblings

Carrie Prescott [ Sarah Michelle Gellar ] – 17; hunter, That Bitch™, Jackson & Lydia's bestie

Cassidy Hale [ Conor Leslie ] – 23; werewolf, Derek’s twin sister, lived with he and Laura in New York

Cynthia Ruelle [ Abigail Cowen ] – 15; phoenix

Darius Castro [ Oscar Isaac ] – 45; hunter, Elias' best friend. When Elias defected from the Calaveras, Darius followed him without question and the two started the new hunter family

Della Pemberton [ Candice King ] – 18/unknown, vampire. One of the two last survivors of a vampire coven that was slaughtered by hunters and now they’re in Beacon Hills, they chose it because there was no supernatural life left there so they’d be safe, but only a month or two after they moved, everything started up and now they’re the first suspects for killing Laura

Elias Navarez [ Pedro Pascal ] – 47, hunter. Founder of the family, Evelia's adoptive father, chooses to hunt monsters, not supernatural creatures.

Elijah Hayes [ Brenton Thwaites] – 23; hunter.

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infj-zen · 8 months

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Voices in figure skating

Interviews with popular figure skaters

How well are you able to recognize similiarities in vocal qualities and speaking patterns between figure skaters of the same MBTI types who are talking about their athletics careers?

Another listening series for falling asleep and helping to cure insomnia

INFJ Karen | Evan | Pascal | Todd

ISFJ Meryl | Satoko | Katia | Mitchell | Paul

INTJ Bradie | Kaitlyn | Brooklee | Evan

ENTJ Piper | Kristi | Jeffrey

ISTJ Lindsay | Holly | Emily | Madison | Nancy

INFP Madison | Michal | Victor

ENFP Ashley | Allison | Nam | Joe | Brian

INTP Oona | Vincent | Chris | Kevin

ENTP Karina | Tomoki | Christopher

ISTP Gabrielle | Jayne | Nathan

ESTP Madeline | Gracie | Gabriella | Debi | Zachary

#infj #enfj #isfj #esfj #intj #entj #istj #estj #infp #enfp #isfp #esfp #intp #entp #istp #estp #mbti #athletes #voices

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romirola · 2 years

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W.I.P.Whenever

Tagged by the talented @ejunkiet! How could I possibly say no to you, dear friend? I’ve no prose to share this week since I’m still very early in the drafting stage what is shaping up to be a monster-length fic, so I hope you don’t mind if I share simply only a bit of the premise as I continue to work and to roll things around in my head.

Months ago, @witchbinchstories made this post (linked) about a Tangled AU that featured Sweetheart as Rapunzel and Milo as Flynn/Eugene. Again, thank you for that! Witchbinchstories’s post made me think an alternative to that AU... What if it were Milo who was the captive and Sweetheart the rogue thief (or ARE they a thief, exactly?) Here’s what I got so far:

Milo as Rapunzel, Sweetheart as Flynn/Eugene, Vega as Mother Gothel, DAMN Gang and/or Vamp Clan as the Pub Thugs, Aggro as Pascal, David and Asher as the rules of the Kingdom, and... maybe a few more surprises along the way!

(If I can make some headway on the story, I’ll try to have a W.I.P Snippet to share in case I get tagged next week.)

Tagging witchbinchstories, @taelonsamada, @starlitangels, @solclaw, and @slushrottweiler-blog, and anyone else who’d like to participate in this glorious W.I.P.Whenever! (Please tag back so I can read all your wonderful stuff!)

#redacted asmr #redacted fanfiction #redactedverse #redacted au #tangled au #redacted milo #milo greer #redacted sweetheart #redacted vega #redacted aggro #redacted damn gang #redacted vamp clan #redacted shaw pack #shaw pack

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heromonty · 1 year

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After a horrible and embarrassing wedding with Don, Cassandra’s more than happy that it went better the second time around.

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theworkprint · 4 months

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The Curse Review: In "The Fire Burns On" Rebirth is Defined by Scorching, Not Shedding

In episode six of The Curse (Showtime/A24) titled “The Fire Burns On”, we’re dropped right in on Flipanthropy. Janice (Aliyah Lee) and Pascal (Alexander Adrian Gibson) are killing it with their on-screen chemistry before Whitney (Emma Stone) can present them with their house key, fittingly affixed to an artisanally crafted snake pendant. When asked about it, Asher (Nathan Fielder) with a forked…

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#a24 #Alexander Adrian Gibson #Aliyah Lee #Barkhad Abdi #Benny Safdie #David DaLao #Emma Stone #Hikmah Warsame #Nathan Fielder #Showtime #The Curse

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chrancecriber · 1 year

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1.FM - Chillout Lounge Radio (January 10, 2023)

23:53 Leo Abrahams - Spider (Jon Hopkins Remix) 23:47 Ypey - Love In Spain 23:41 Shivana Faction - Talking In Whispers 23:36 Gelka - Os Pastores Da Noitte 23:30 Nightmares On Wax - Les Nuits 23:24 The Funk Pirates - Mocking Bird 23:19 Nera & Felix - Del Mar 23:13 4tunes - In The Middle 23:07 Omnimotion - Cozy Life 23:00 Bent - Swollen (Napoleon Remix) 22:54 Dos Hombres - The Alkemyst 22:49 Bedroom Surfer - Make It Happen ( Meet Her At Costa Del Sol Mix) 22:43 Henderson - Rain (Desansis Chill Out Mix) 22:40 Energy 52 - Cafe Del Mar 22:36 The Fairchild - Piano Colors 22:30 Orbiman - On The Rocks 22:26 Kaskade - Steppin' Out (Chill Out Mix) 22:21 Noel - Chalito - Ibiza Chillhouse Lounge Mix 22:16 Poly Sphere - Child Play 22:10 F.c. Kahuna - Hayling 22:04 Jjos - Lonely (Feat. María La Caria) Manu López-saxo (Lounge Mix) 21:56 Puff Dragon - Spacefunk 21:48 Daniele Nacci - Aurora Borealis 21:43 Arrojas - Didascalias 21:37 Noise Boyz - Honeytrap (Keys & Trumpet Mix) 21:32 Sunsea - Light The Fire (Chillout Mix) 21:27 Kid Stone Feat. Lovely Laura - Rio 21:21 Coastline - Adriatic Sea - Lounge Cafe Chillout Del Mar Mix 21:16 4tunes - Statements 21:11 Aware - Revoked (Renaissance Ii Mix) 21:07 Jose Ramos - Acalento 21:01 Moby - A Case For Shame (With Cold Specks) 20:55 Coyoteeve Feat Saro - Tribastone 20:50 Chillwalker - A Dream Comes True 20:45 Limelight - Oxygene 4 20:41 Airlock - Alpha 20:35 Rapid Eye - Circa-forever 20:28 Miss Caramelle & Miguel Lando - Behind The Horizon (Lounge Del Mar Mix) 20:23 Sofa Sweeper - Voice Of Core 20:17 Frankie Knuckles - The Whistle Song 20:13 Navdeep - Immigrance 20:09 Chilloutlounge - Track 4 20:04 Light Of Aidan - Lament (Fixed) 19:58 Jeff Bennet's Lounge Experience Feat. Alexandra - Sympathy 19:52 Ficci - Edge Of The Night 19:47 Blank & Jones - Desire 19:43 Airstream - Electra 19:39 Santessa - Phased 19:31 Curly Top - Aix Vibration 19:23 Salt Tank - Sargasso Sea 19:17 Joey Fehrenbach - Particles 19:13 Thomas Pascal & H.p. Hoeger - Dadunda 19:08 Pilgrims Of The Wind - Nothing Can Pull Us Apart 19:03 Erotic Lounge Buddha Chill Out Music Cafe - Te Amo (Chillout Music) 18:59 Loner - Road Song 18:54 Afterlife - Breather 18:48 Solanos - Shameless 18:42 Michael Ruland - Embrace In Space (Progressive Chillout Mix) 18:34 Solid Sessions - Janiero (Chiller Twist Blue Line Remix) 18:32 Clouded Leopard - Hua-hin 18:26 Jjos - Let It Go (Remix) 18:21 Ling Ludd - Waterfront Dub 18:15 Kid Coconutz - She Contemplates The Beach 18:10 Kinobe - Lotus Eater 18:05 Triangle Sun - Beautiful 18:01 Skye - Love Show 17:56 Lange - Frozen Beach 17:52 Gelka Feat. Phoenix Pearle - Flying On Clouds 17:49 Alain Sylvain - Doux Mystere Iv 17:43 No Logo - This City Never Sleeps 17:36 Yagya - The Phantom Of Us 17:33 Zino & Tommy - - Ain't Feel Noth 17:29 Morcheeba - Under The Ice 17:23 Naoki Kenji - My Destiny (The Sushi Club Remix) 17:18 Bedroom Surfer - Make It Happen - Meet Her At Costa Del Sol Mix 17:14 Plasma - Spring 17:10 Costes - Seven Dub - Chateau Rouge 17:05 First Choice - You Took The Words (B.p. Williams Lounge Mix ) 17:00 Blank & Jones Feat. Cathy Battistessa - Miracle Man (Beached Mix) 16:58 Kilian - Na Na Na 16:52 Chilloutlounge - Track 5 16:47 Gifuto-chekku - Yasui 16:41 James Asher - Red Desert (Yellow Magnetic Star Remix) 16:37 Bissen Ft Victoria Gross - Like I Do (Chill Out Mix) 16:32 Night Loungers - A Little Lazy Morning In Paris (French Kiss Del Mar Instrumental) 16:27 Hannah Ild - Right Beside You 16:20 Noel - Hold Me (Relax Lounge Cafe Chillout Mix) 16:15 Lol Hammond - Baby Piano 16:10 Avenue Joy - Clean Sheets ( Sunrise To Sunset Mix) 16:04 Royksopp - What Else Is There? 16:01 Jan Vayne - Canon Ball (Fred Baker Chill Mix) 15:56 Coolinar - Wednesday Night 15:51 Laid Back - People (Parsberg Mix) 15:43 Dr Drummer - Galactica Soul 15:39 Coastline - Adriatic Sea (Dj Lounge Del Mar Vs. Milews Ambience Mix) 15:33 Louie Vega Pres. Luisito Quinteri Ft. Anane - Our Love 15:28 Woody Pak - Sugar Plum Fairies 15:23 Soleil Fisher - Beautiful Nights In Ibiza (Tribute To Cafe Del Mar Mix) 15:17 Dab - Pure Joy 15:11 Alex Cortiz - Six Feat Under 15:07 Khruangbin - August 10 15:02 Jjos - Body & Soul 14:59 Nightmares On Wax - Jorge 14:51 Tommy Awards - Hotel Odemark 14:45 Steen Thottrup Feat. Annette Berg - Heading For The Sunrise 14:38 Universe Music - Guitar Beach Lounge 14:33 Genuine Childs Vs Dj Ru - Deeper Shades Of Ru 14:27 Cujo-superstars Of Rock - Apollo 14:23 Bj Block - Stickman 14:18 Mahoroba - Atmospheric Pearls (Wide Open Space Cut) 14:13 Sinan - 99 Reasonsfeat. Omenzeter 14:07 Jjos & Fede Garcia - Foolish Game (Feat Deary's) 14:00 Future Loop Foundation - Monika's Summer 13:55 Riccardo Eberspacher - I Feel Love 13:52 Max Sedgley - Slowly 13:44 Chilloutlounge - Track 7 13:41 K. Vio & Tim Tonic - Out Of Atlantis 13:37 Trentemoeller - Miss You (Live At Roskilde 2007) 13:31 No Logo - Ancestral Melody 13:27 Madrid De Los Austrias - Mas Amor 13:20 Staedler & Waldorff - The Big Swell 13:12 Sven Andersson Iii - Lost In Mind - Rolling In The Deep Lounge Mix 13:09 Bent - Sunday 29th 13:04 The Diventa Project - Jazz Room 13 (Mazelo Nostra Chill Mix) 13:00 Dj Pippi - A Touch 12:54 Mark Gorbulew's Manhattan Groove - Dreamsville 12:49 Zero 7 - Polaris 12:43 Jano De Rhodos - Degustar 12:37 The Psychoflowers - Bodytalk (Sex On The Beach Mix) 12:34 Kurt Hummel - Hermigua 12:28 Musikk - Sunset Chill 12:23 York - Bye Bye Baby (Chill Out Mix) 12:17 Marc Antoine - Unity 12:10 Pablo Bolivar - Midnight Frogs (Fosky Remix) 12:05 Kenny Fontana - Wonderful Life 12:00 Kandi Ennui - Forever (Chillhouse Groove Hed Mix) 11:56 Kate The Cat - I Was Made For Lovin' You 11:51 Portishead - Glorybox 11:46 Dj Milews - Children (Ambient Del Mar Winter Cafe Mix) 11:40 Gary B - Set Me Free 11:34 Eliya - New Earth 11:27 Caya Levantado - Caribbean Daydreaming ( Jazzy Del Mar Cafe Lounge Mix0 11:24 M83 - Holograms 11:20 Omega3 & Guitarigi - Food (Original) 11:16 Cleusa - Cleusa 11:11 Triangle Sun - Beautiful 11:05 Manoa - Jumaira Drive 11:00 All India Radio - Mexicola 10:55 Dj Pippi Presents Pasion Flamenca - Fatal Fatal 10:50 Exit Mars - Gliding (Comfort Version) 10:46 Vibrasphere - Tierra Azul (Omnimotion Feat. Krister Linder Remix) 10:36 Mysticage - The Lips Of The Sun (Original) 10:31 Maricopa - Sun Scope 10:26 Vanilla - Dreamcatcher 10:20 Massive Gold - Follow Me (Feat Jaywee) (Chillout Del Mar Cafe Instrumental) 10:14 Good Chillaz - No Motion (Jazz Relax Mix) 10:10 Lemon Sol - Beautiful Morning (Piano Cafe Chillout To Ibiza Del Mar) 10:04 Pep Llado Feat. Antonio Martin - Vai Vedere 09:59 Wharmton Rise - Deep Blue Sea 09:53 Satin Dub Soul - Warm Summer (Feat. Richard Clarkson) 09:46 Muki - Track 5 09:41 Kitty The Bill - Cabriolet Tour 09:38 Future Loop Foundation - Everything As It Should Be 09:32 Jazz 4 - When You Touch Me 09:28 Mel. T Waters - Glass Reflections 09:25 Muki - Track 6 09:21 Jens Buchert - Sunrider 09:16 Aromabar - Renegade 09:11 Mercer - Scandal 09:03 Krivi - Adriatic 08:57 Fila Brazillia - Place 08:52 Sun Electric - Sundance 08:49 Feist - How Come You Never Go There (Dj Mix Edit) 08:45 Pines - Tell Me (Feat. Water Park) 08:41 Sine - New Paths 08:36 Lux - Head Centre 08:29 Stress Assasins - Shopeleaner 08:23 Dhamika - Never Let The Sun Go Down (Original Mix) 08:17 Various - The Cure (Sunshine Mix) 08:12 Re:locate Vs. Robert Nickson & Neev Kennedy - Not Made To Break (Chill Out Mix) 08:07 Guardians Of Dalliance - Curious 08:02 Re:lounge - Fast Love 07:57 Paul Murs - Sun Goes Down 07:48 Sisterlove - The Hypnotist 07:43 Ku You - 40 Degrees 07:38 Boozoo Bajou Feat. Wayne Martin - Every Hour 07:32 Baby Mammoth - Frank's Angels (Tetris Remix) 07:28 Verbal Kint Feat. Judie Jay - Break My Dreams (Original Live Mix) 07:23 Mastermind - Empty Road 07:16 Hot & Chilled - Follow The Sun (Day At The Beach Mix) 07:11 Gold Lounge - Only A Dream 07:06 Luminous Feat. Julie Harrington - Let You In 07:02 Va - Serpentine 06:56 Joey Fehrenbach - Untouchable (Feat. 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lovemeleo · 3 years

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you know when babies are jealous and don’t let their parents like kiss cause they’re clingy with one of them? just imagining Logan getting all pouty cause Asher won’t let him kiss Leo when he’s around or even cuddle him

This has been sitting in my ask box for soooo long! And I finally did it! I hope you enjoy, anon, because it was fun to write! These characters (except Asher) belong to the lovely @lumosinlove!

Here’s the link to the rest of the Asher Pascal series, if you haven’t read those yet!

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When you have a child, everyone warns you about the “Terrible Twos.” They warned about the rapid mood changes and the changes in their behaviors. But at no point in time did anybody tell them, “Hey, your son is probably going to get really possessive of everything and everyone around him.”

That would’ve been nice to know.

They had started teaching him about sharing, and he was normally pretty good about it. Shared toys with Harry when he went to the Potter house, offering some of his snacks to his dads or any various family members that happened to be nearby. Then out of nowhere, there would be something that was his.

Today, it was his dad’s hoodie.

“Mine.” Asher insisted, his hands on his hips as he stared defiantly up at his dad.

Remus sighed, “Ash. Bub. I need my hoodie, otherwise, I’m gonna be cold at the park.” Asher had managed to steal the hoodie he had planned to wear off his bed, pulling it on over his park outfit. Even through his exasperation, he had to admit the sight of his son pouting up at him, Remus’ hoodie covering him like a dress.

“What about this one, mon chou?” Sirius said, raising an eyebrow as he held out a smaller jersey hoodie. He had one for each of the guys on the team, but this was his favorite. It had a big number one on it, and you guessed it, ‘KNUT’ printed on the back.

Asher was quickly trying to pull the giant hoodie over his head, arms flailing as he got lost in it along the way. Remus was quick to save the day as he detangled his son, pressing a kiss to his forehead when his head finally appeared.

Giggling, Asher held his arms for his other dad as his own hoodie was slipped on, “My Le hoodie.” He sing-songed, wiggling happily as soon as it was on. They were meeting the Cubs at the park nearby their house today. Remus had texted Leo saying he needed to get Asher out of the house to tire him out, as he had been a ball of energy all week. Leo agreed, his boyfriends were the same way and as much as he loved them, he was close to bashing their heads together just to get some peace and quiet.

After grabbing Asher’s bag as well as the packed lunch they made for the six of them, they headed to the park, the little boy swinging happily from his dads’ hands as he stood between them. “You excited for the park, Ash?” Sirius asked

“Yep! ‘M gonna go swinging, and on the slide, and my Fish said that he would help me on the monkey bars!” Asher rambled through his plan, his dads nodding as they listened intently. Everyone always talked about how advanced his talking was, he started so early, but they just spoke to him normally, encouraging questions and any conversations Asher wanted to have.

Sirius couldn’t help the fond look that passed over his face as he looked at his perfect little family. If anyone had told eighteen-year-old Sirius that he’d be married with a son, he probably would’ve laughed in their face. But here he was.

As they got to the park, Asher let out a happy squeal before sprinting off, his eyes landing on the tall blonde, “Le!” He jumped into Leo’s arms, and of course, was quickly caught and spun around as he giggled madly. They had the routine down to a science.

“Ash!” Leo said with a grin, resting the giggling boy on his hip. “Nice hoodie you’ve got there.”

Logan ruffled the little boy’s hair, making him grin, “I might have to get one in my size.”

Asher was quickly nodding as he turned to face the other man, “Tremzy, we could be matching!” The older boy couldn’t help the fond smile that spread on his face as he watched Asher’s face light up.

“I’d love to match with you.” Logan said, tickling Asher’s side causing him to burst into a fury of giggles, hiding his face in Leo’s neck.

Wrapping an arm around Logan’s waist, Finn rested his chin over the shorter man’s shoulder, “You ready to master those monkey bars, little dude?”

Before he could even finish his sentence, Asher was wiggling out of Leo’s grip and grabbing Finn’s hand, quickly pulling him towards the monkey bars as fast as little feet would take him. The rest of them made their way to a picnic table nearby, setting down their things as they watched Finn hold Asher up so he could reach.

“He’s been talking about the monkey bars all week, and how his Fish was gonna teach him,” Sirius said, watching his son fondly as he swung carefully. Finn held him gently, ready to catch him if he let go.

Logan grinned, resting his head on Leo’s shoulder, “Finn too. Though we were all excited. With this week off of practice, I think we all got a bit of cabin fever, so it’s nice to get out of the house.”

“Well, Tremz, y’know you don’t have to stay in your house just cause we don’t have practice, right? You are very much allowed to go into the outside world.” Sirius teased, leaning his elbows onto the table.

Smirking, Logan leaned forward, “I’m well aware of that, Cap, but we had other plans in mind that didn’t require leaving the house.”

Sirius groaned, pushing at the younger man’s face, “Non! Pas d'arrêt... That’s gross. You’re like my brother and that’s gross. I don’t want to hear about all your sexual encounters.” Logan let out a loud laugh as his boyfriend hid his face in his hands, though they couldn’t hide the bright red of his cheeks.

“Ahhh, Nutter Butter, are you blushing?” Logan smirked, poking at the sneaky dimple that peaked out from Leo’s hands.

Leo gave him a dirty look, “Fuck off.” He said, sticking his tongue out as he tried to hide the blush that covered his face. Logan couldn’t help the fond smile, leaning over to press a kiss to Leo’s cheek.

“You’re fucking cute.”

Before Leo could reply, a dramatic gasp came from the direction of the monkey bars. Turning around, they saw Asher gesturing for Finn to let him down before he was running towards the table. He was yelling something but they weren’t sure what until he got closer.

“He’s mine!” Asher chanted, quickly running up to the table and trying to push in between Logan and Leo. Finn tried to hide his laughter behind his hand as he followed after him at a much more leisurely pace.

Asher quickly squished his way in between them, pointing a finger at Logan, “Tremzy, no! Mine!” He said before making his way into Leo’s lap. Sirius was trying (and failing) to hide his laughter as he leaned into Remus, his face hidden in his fiance’s shoulder.

Ever the mature one in his relationship, Remus bit back his own laughter to look at his son, “Ash, sweetheart. Remember what we talked about?”

Pouting as he looked up at his dad, Asher leaned into Leo’s chest, “You said I’m not s’posed to claim people ‘cause you can’t own them… But he’s my Le! A-And Tremzy was kissing him!” He said, sounding scandalized as he peeked over at Logan.

“You’re gonna have to share though, because he’s also Logan and Finn’s Le. And they’re being very nice and sharing him with you.” Remus explained, trying not to break and just give Leo to his son as he was met with the puppy dog eyes.

He didn’t know what he expected, their son was sort of unpredictable so Sirius couldn’t help but jump as Asher burst into tears, hiding his face in Leo’s chest, “B-but I love him!”

Leo’s eyes got wide as he gently rubbed over Asher’s back, “Whoa, hey mon chou, don’t cry. It’s alright! You’re allowed to love more than one person. And just because I love Logan and Finn, doesn’t mean I can’t love you too! I’ve got a lot of love to give, I’m a pretty big guy, y’know?”

Sniffling softly, Asher looked up at him, “Love me too? And Tremz and Fish?”

“Of course. I love you all very very much.” Leo said quietly, using his sleeve to gently wipe the tears from Asher’s cheek.

Logan bit his lip nervously as he watched the interaction. He hadn’t meant to make Asher cry and hated seeing the little boy upset. He loved the kid to death, and the thought of him hating Logan broke his heart a bit. Finn reached over to him, intertwining their fingers together as he gave him a gentle smile.

Fiddling with the bottom of Leo’s sweater, Asher let out a soft hiccup as he looked up at Logan, “‘m sorry I yelled at you, Tremzy. C-Can we all share Le?” He asked.

“Of course, bud. I’m always down to share with you.” Logan replied quickly, his fingers moving to brush Asher’s curls from his face. It felt like a weight was lifted off his chest as a small smile spread across the little boy’s face.

“Do you wanna go to the swings?” Leo asked, his hand still rubbing calming circles into Asher’s back.

Logan stood up, stretching his legs before reaching for Asher, “C’mon, we’ll see who can go higher.” Reaching up, Asher quickly nuzzled into Logan’s arms as he nodded. Leo followed after them, Asher’s happy chatter already picking back up.

“Well, that was absolutely terrifying,” Finn muttered, leaning onto the table as he watched his boyfriends go.

Sirius chuckled, patting him on the shoulder, “They’re fine, Harzy. The crisis was averted fairly well, I’d say.” Remus couldn’t help but nod in agreement.

“Honestly that could’ve gone way worse... You’ll be good dads one day.” He said with a soft smile.

Finn couldn’t help the fond smile that grew on his face as he watched Logan swinging next to Asher, Leo pushing the little boy as they laughed.

“One day.”

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slutsofren · 2 years

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Danger Days Chapter 16: Burn Bright

summary: finally able to leave the clinic, you and joel expose the other

content warnings: a little bit of smut, as a treat

word count: 4,373

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The day finally came, you were deemed free to walk out of the clinic and do whatever you had wanted. The three of you were stuck in Dinosaur because of the hunting mishap for the past several weeks as you took your time to heal as much as you could. Joel had been asking about it nonstop, wanting to know exactly what happened out there. But, you felt in your heart, if you were to tell him the truth, it would only break his.

Missy, your vet-turned-savior, eyed you carefully as the weeks had progressed, apparently infections were a big deal to look out for which made you cringe remembering Joel’s own brush with certain infectious death.

Walking felt beautiful. You’d been not only confined to that small room inside the clinic all this time but the fresh spring air was amazing against your skin.

Not to mention your mental health.

You hardly spoke to anyone outside of Joel and Ellie save for Missy, it nagged at you but Joel was insistent that it was because the townsfolk wanted to give you some space to heal. Anytime you had asked about certain people, he would get ten shades of weird and defensive. Something had happened, something that not even Ellie would tell you about, and it worried you.

But not enough to distract you from the pain of healing. Did anyone else know that scars as deep as the ones you received not only tingled but were constantly itchy? Yeah, neither did you. It fuckin’ sucked.

At this point, dealing with the constant monitoring, healing, cleaning, stretching, literally anything that involved this whole accident, made you wish the bear just fuckin’ killed you, this was annoying as hell.

Although it was kind of nice to see Joel fret over you constantly, it did something to your heart that made it speed up and do cartwheels in your chest. He was insistent with making sure you were comfortable and well-fed. He was mother-henning and as much as you hated being the center of that kind of attention, you found you didn’t mind it so much when it was Joel doing it.

Ellie was the one to tell you that it looked worse than what it was. Apparently the bear only sliced you up and the worst of it was containing the bleeding. In comparison to what Joel went through, apparently you were what few would call lucky- even if you didn’t feel it.

Your mind always wandered back to those few moments- just before Steve found you. The look on Helena’s face, the absolute sense of dread you felt. That’s what bothered you the most.

There wasn’t a day you walked through this life thinking you were innocent, thinking that your past wouldn’t catch up with you or the consequences for that matter. Yet in those few moments you looked at Helena and wondered what the hell did you do to deserve a fate like that.

Approaching the small loft the three of you had been staying at, you eyed the stairs like they did a personal slight against you. “I don’t know if I can make this, kiddo,” you said wearily to Ellie.

Joel was already inside and making the bed as comfortable as he could for your arrival but you couldn’t help but feel the surging gratitude and affection towards him. He kept you grounded, he kept you alive, and for that you were in his debt not that he would ever ask anything of you.

Still, a girl could hope.

Ellie put her hands on your arm, helping you up the stairs one at a time. Each time you felt like you were making progress you’d look down and see you had only moved one or two steps. The stitches in your stomach pulled taught at the movements and you’d swear they’d pop.

Aside from the scratches that marred your stomach you only had very mild wounds, things that would heal on their own and only leave very minor scars. You were lucky, so goddamn lucky.

Whatever the fuck that meant.

You still felt hazy about the whole thing, unsure if you had remembered it all correctly or if it was a part of that fog that had blanketed your mind. One thing you remembered clear as day was Helena. Her blank expression was burned into your mind, how careless she looked at you, how she turned her back on you as if she couldn’t be bothered to help. You had your suspicions of what happened out there but one thing was clear: Helena was not your ally.

Joel had been right not to trust her and you were a fool to have let her out of your sight, let yourself be caught alone in the forest without somebody else.

Cursing yourself, your pain, you had hardly realized you made it to the topmost stair leading to the loft. Joel looked breathless standing in the doorframe, his eyes wide and assessing. “You good,” he asked.

“Do I look good,” you snarked back.

Ellie tried to hide the small snort she made but you heard it. The sound pulled you from your mind and you scrunched up your face, closing your eyes, then releasing a sigh. “Sorry, I just want to get in bed.”

Neither Joel nor Ellie said anything as you limped slowly towards the bed, clutching your stomach. You could tell they were holding back, after all you had snipped at them endlessly about how you didn’t want them to fuss over you, not wanting to be babied.

Seemed like that was its own monumental task.

Wincing as you lowered yourself onto the threadbare sheets, you groaned and closed your eyes. You weren’t in as much pain as you were the first few days you woke up, where even the lights seemed to physically pain you.

You were lost in your mind, wondering about Helena. You couldn’t help but worry about how you were going to tell Joel, if you were going to tell him to begin with. You were stressed the fuck out with all of this and you knew it wasn’t good for whatever healing you had hoped to make. Every fiber of your being was burning inside you wanting to get the hell out of Dinosaur, forget about healing, forget about Helena, forget about this damn town.

Deep down the only reason you hadn’t practically gone on your knees to beg Joel for you to take Ellie and run was because you would only hold them back if it came down to a fight and that was the last thing you wanted. Not to even mention that you didn’t want to part with the duo to begin with.

That’s really why you had kept your mouth shut. Despite the harrowing journey to get to this point- dealing with life-or-death situations, cannibals, hunters, and everything in between, this was the first time you’ve been with Joel and Ellie in relative safety. It was the hint of domesticity in the loft that made you want to savor it endlessly. Cherish what could have been if you were more determined to win Joel’s stone cold heart.

That was a lie, actually, a lie you’ve told yourself countless times over these past few weeks. Joel Miller was a grump, through and through, but he cared however much he did for you, even while keeping up this false relationship between you, you saw how he provided for you and Ellie since you’d been confided to the clinic, hardly seeing anyone but your medical provider and Steve who had somehow become the unspoken liaison between Dinosaur and you.

You’d ask him time and time again what was happening outside the clinic walls only to have the subject skirted around or tabled. Joel outright refused to talk about any of it. Ellie, sweet Ellie, everytime you think you've gotten close to breaking her, she’d leave. This whole time you had figured that Ellie would be the one to cave and tell you what was going on with the townspeople only to end up frustrated and tired. They all told you to focus on yourself, to focus on healing and getting better, but you were sick and tired of the silence and the secrets. You were bored out of your mind.

Being lost in your thoughts, your ire, you didn’t notice Joel calling your name. Blinking, you turned your head to face him and hummed in acknowledgement. You watched as his brow furrowed and he looked to Ellie, jerking his chin towards the door.

Ellie nodded, seeming to understand whatever silent conversation they just had. Her arms were folded in front of her and she looked at you, tensely. Everything about her body language seemed to scream anxiety. Her lips parted to speak but she shook her head, seemingly changing her mind before bolting out the door, taking heavy steps down. Joel shut the door quietly, with it clicking into place.

He leaned his back against the door and folded his arms across his chest.

“Whatever you have to say, say it, Joel,” you said impatiently. Everybody kept walking around on eggshells with you while also being overbearing, it was irritating you because either nobody would actually talk to you or they’d just be with you in silence and you had enough.

His eyes flicked to you before he huffed. While he stood silent, you looked him over, appreciating how sun-kissed he was, how his brown hair and brown eyes really suited him, and you’d go as far as to appreciate his own patchy beard that complimented his face so well. Everything about his personality irritated you but stars, you were not a blind woman and could stare at him all day.

You barely registered that he had spoken your name again.

Joel sighed, unsure of himself as he looked you over. “We need to talk.”

“Then talk,” you shrugged. You were acting like a bitch and you knew it. For all that bravado you had calling him a grump, it was you who had felt emotionally constipated for once.

“I love you,” he blurted.

You blinked. Huh?

“I think I have loved you since the moment I realized you loved Ellie as much as I did, watching you hold her after she killed David. Seein’ you with blood on your hands to protect our daughter,” his voice cracked.

“Every day I worried if you were gonna die in that room, worried that this woman I barely knew was going to die because I didn’t protect her the same way she has protected me for months. It killed me day after day hoping you would wake up knowing that my past was going to haunt any future I had hoped to have with you.”

“Joel-.”

He cut you off, “No. I have to say this or I will regret it for as long as I live.”

Joel tore his gaze from you and covered his face for a moment before he sighed. Standing taller, hands at his side, he looked like he was gathering all his courage, all his bravery. “I would do anything to do this over if that meant I could have more time with you, sweetheart. I don’t know your favorite color, I don’t know your birthday, hell, I don’t know anything fun about you, but I do know you are a fighter; you’re honest, you’re trustworthy, and you are one hell of a woman.”

You watched him as he crossed the room and stood by the window in the makeshift kitchenette and continued. “Watching you bleed all over Steve that day forced me to sit and think about what the hell I was doin’, the way I’ve spoken to you, the way I’ve second guessed your intentions on more than one occasion when you’ve done nothin’ but prove to me that you’re exactly who Tommy said you are.”

Finding your voice, “And who did he say I was?”

“Fuckin’.” he choked. “Fuckin’ everythin’ to me.”

Joel let out a heavy shaky breath. “A year ago, before I met Ellie,” he stumbled, “there was this woman- Tess. She and I were partners of a sort. We smuggled shit in and out of Boston’s Quarantine Zone and were heartless sons of bitches together. I respected the hell out of her. Even when her scheming got her killed.”

You were stunned at his words. This was the first you ever heard of this woman, Tess, or of the day Ellie came into his life. It was a lot to absorb, nearly as much as when you found out the reason why he desperately wanted to keep the reason for taking Ellie to the Fireflies such a goddamn secret.

“Tess was,” his voice shuddered, “she was as cold as ice. Came to my bed when she wanted to fuck, left when she got what she needed. We were ruthless together but that ain’t a life. Certainly not one I want with you.”

Joel turned to look out the window, the sun kissed his face and the shadows deepened the lines that had caressed his features over the years. He looked older, more tired, but for the first time since you met Joel Miller, he looked more at peace. The way he confessed, tore open his still aching heart to tell you these things he kept hidden in the deep chambers of his thoughts just because he was scared to speak to you more than any words or actions you’d seen of the man. He was brute and loyal and you often felt that you were on the outskirts of that trust but he all but told you had a path into his heart all this time.

“Then what do you want,” you finally voice.

Almost as if you woke him from sleep, his eyes flecked towards you in a mild panic. “You,” he whispered softly. “If you’d take me, that is.”

Joel Miller was never a nervous man but you swore you saw his jaw clench and unclench as if he were afraid, afraid of your rejection. A rejection you’d never give him.

“Joel, I think I’ve been in love with your dumbass since you and I fought beside each other at the university,” you confess. It was true. You may have been blinded by your own repressed sexual urges but you weren’t, well, blind. Joel was an attractive man and when you were around him, you felt safe, even safer than you were behind the walls of Jackson.

When your words finally registered for him, his brown eyes flicked to yours and narrowed. “What,” he said slowly, almost as if in disbelief.

“I’ve spent so many nights awake thinking about what it would be like to kiss you and when you were dying,” you choked, admitting things you had never hoped to tell in fear he would have rejected you. “When you were dying, I pleaded for you to wake up. I couldn’t imagine trying to do this without you, to not show you Jackson, to hear the same stories Tommy always prattled on about but hear them from your lips.”

He still stood by the window, stunned. Neither one of you were likely to believe what was happening within these four walls. You’d been hurt, dying as he once was. As you cared for him, so he for you, but this was something altogether new and fragile, almost as if you were to breathe too hard within this room, the illusion would shatter and all these words would taste like rot on your tongue.

But you were naive enough with Joel that you were honest. You weren’t one to trust others much, often taking more than a few close calls and skirmishes out in the wilds to call people your friends, your companions, and yet… yet these past few months alongside a man and his daughter proved to you that you were still human. That you craved things.

You still craved partnership, craved affection, idle talk, and smiles. You had shut down those needs and wants years ago, forbidding such things while you were a mindless killer for the Fireflies. None of that mattered now.

Now you had a chance at being a true team with this man and his girl that sent an ache through your heart, one you didn’t want to ignore anymore and wanted to fully embrace. “Come here, Joel,” you asked, raising your arms to gesture him to you.

He takes slow steps towards you, almost afraid. In your heart you know he isn’t sure of himself, of whatever this was between the two of you and yet you hold your arms up for him, waiting for him. “Are you sure,” he asks,

You hold his gaze for a heartbeat, then two, he says your name and when he does, you smile. It’s so nice to hear him say your name. You nod. “Never been surer of anythin’ in my life.”

He puts one knee on the bed and then the other, finally coming to lean into your arms. Whatever this was felt strangely like kicking your boots off after a long day, like the first sip of hot coffee in the morning, like the sigh of relief when you were safe within Jackson after a daunting patrol. Home. He felt like home.

Joel brings his forehead to yours and the two of you hold each other like that for a moment. He surely did not want to agitate your stitches too much and truthfully you were too sore to move around much either. For all his strength, his temper, his brutality, he was awfully gentle with you in this state and you’d think that maybe, maybe it was nice to be taken care of once in a while.

The two of you breathed each other in and you felt safe.

Inching your lips closer to him, a heat grew deep in your belly, as you moved to capture his lips in yours. It was the first time you ever kissed him with passion in your blood, with your whole heart behind the gesture. It wasn’t for show, not for whatever fake relationship the two of you started weeks ago when you all met this seemingly friendly yet untrustworthy group from Dinosaur.

His lips were chapped as he met you halfway, practically clashing into you, almost as if he had been holding back from his own common sense for too damn long and finally, finally, got to unleash it on you.

Yes, your body screamed, More, more, more.

Both of you lost yourselves in the kiss, letting yourselves finally get the chance to explore the other with your mouths. His rough calloused hands, marred with years of experience, of survival, explored your body. Trailing themselves from your face to your neck, feeling, wanting.

“Joel,” you whined.

Your body was heating up beneath his touch, you felt like fire and brimstone, aching. Feeling down his front, you knew he felt it too. His body was rock solid against yours, all entirely masculine. “Joel.”

He groaned against your lips, jutting his hips forward. “I know, baby, I know.” He pulled back and his eyes roamed over your body, your dishevelment, and you felt naked in his gaze. Felt that for the first time in weeks, you felt seen for who you were, death on your hands and all, and yet for some reason, it didn’t seem to make a damn difference for the man hovering over you. “I can’t,” he choked out.

Your heart stopped for a beat. “Can’t?”

For a moment, panic rises in your chest. Swirls of emotion blindside you. Anger, regret, embarrassment, all a blur. Joel seemed to have noticed this shift within you and his large hands cup your face. He says your name, almost like a prayer, full of reverence and humility. “I don’t regret this. Not you, never you,” he says honestly. His eyes, full of warmth and adoration, peer deep into yours. “You just got injured, I want to make this about you.”

Your eyes now trail over him, watching closely as his throat bobs until it finally clicks for you. This man has suffered too many losses in his life, he all but said to you just moments ago he did not want to lose you either, and hearing that you have been pining over him for nearly as long as he has likely makes him want to cherish you in the only way he knows how to show his affection. By physical touch. Pleasure and passion.

He clears his throat and confesses. “I want every person outside this loft to know that I am yours in every goddamn sense of the word but for now, I want to make you feel good.”

Your mouth goes dry at his little speech. You’d wanted to taste and lick this man for weeks, no matter how disgusting the two of you have gotten out on the road and in the back of your mind, you’re practically begging for him to bless you with every kiss, every bite, every goddamned hickey, soft caresses masked under dirty words and rough manhandling with praises.

Grabbing the back of his head, you pull him forward once more, giving him a deep kiss. “Make me feel good,” you ask.

Smiling against your lips, Joel presses soft kisses down your jaw. One he begins to leave loving kisses against your neck, does he turn to biting. He nips and nips, never in one place too long until he latches right by your pulse and turns the area into a mark. A bruise of his own making. A signal to everyone that you are his just as much as he is yours, for real this time. No bullshit, no fake marriage. This is all you.

Expert fingers began to unbutton your borrowed flannel, as he lowered his attention and softly kissed over your now exposed bandages. He was soft and tender around your injuries and not once did you wince in pain or feel a moment of hesitation. You watched in silence as he slid your jeans and boots off, being mindful to not move you around too much as he pulled down your panties as well, until he was kneeling before you.

“You sure,” he asked, nearly breathless. He was checking in with you, making sure this was what you wanted, that you chose this, chose him.

Nodding. Under normal circumstances, you’d talk back and make him work for the honor but right now the two of you felt like exposed livewire, ready to burn this entire town down if you didn’t have the other this very moment. “Please,” you begged.

Without making you wait, Joel leveled himself with your exposed sex, your exposed heart, and took them into his hands gently. He played with that little bundle of nerves between your legs and caressed your thighs. The moment he used his tongue was the moment you practically gave yourself over to him, to use or keep, it didn’t matter anymore.

“Oh,” you sighed and sunk into the pillows beneath you. His tongue worked itself in tandem with his fingers. He took long swipes up and down and back again while his fingers passionately massaged, helping you catch your high. “Joel,” you said breathlessly.

“That’s my gal,” he praised against your skin.

Then he hooked both of his thick fingers within you, pressing against your walls that made you see stars. “Oh, oh-,” you sighed.

Working a little faster now, Joel spelled out his infatuation with you with his tongue and fingers, not once relenting until you felt that cord deep within you snap and your orgasm flooded your senses. Taking deep breaths, you hadn’t realized Joel had kissed his way back up above you until your eyes opened, meeting his.

The two of you were breathless, admiring the other. You never got to see him like this, so unguarded. Then he smirked, “You good?”

Smiling. “Better than good. I’m great.” It was true, you couldn’t feel your legs but you sure as hell felt that pulsating need between your legs thrum happily. Once more you buried your fingers in his curls, pulling him forward. You tasted yourself on his lips and you don’t think you mind it one bit.

After a while, he pulled himself up, roaming around the room to clean up the mess he made with you as well as adjusting his own pants where you clearly noted the hard-on he had within. He picked up your discarded clothes, your boots, and put them away, then pulling out clean clothes for you. “Joel, I'm not a child,” you complain, although secretly you were smitten by his caring nature with you.

“I know you’re not,” he said. “But I still want to do it.”

Being as careful as you could, you let him help you get dressed once more. The remaining stitches pulled and ached, nevermind the bruising. After this was over, you’d never take the ability to move freely for granted ever again.

As the two of you finally cleaned up enough, there was a hurried knock on the door as Ellie’s voice came back. “Open up! I got food.”

He walked right up to the door and let the teen in as she burst through like a whirlwind. She laid three plates down, filled with something delicious judging by the smell. What caught your attention wasn’t the food but rather the troubled look on Ellie’s face as she stared at you.

She looked back to Joel and spilled, “They want to know if Helena is gonna die.”

What?

“What are you talking about kid,” you ask.

Joel cursed under his breath before he came in front of you. Grabbing one of your hands, he looked down at your fingers entwining naturally, fitting the spaces between the other as if it were a missing puzzle piece. “We know,” he said lowly. “The whole damn town knows what Helena did to you.”

Your breath is stolen away, unsure of what to say.

Joel continues. “And it’s up to you if she should pay with her life by your hands.”

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