#ask me again in spanish

[trensu]

Have an itty bitty tiny piece of stasis in darkness, just so you all have an idea of where the story is going after the godly reveal. and also have proof that i am, in fact, still toiling away at this (as well as hawkins halfway house.)

A week and a half later, Steve entered a town he’d never seen before. He wore simple traveling clothes and carried no weapons aside from a couple of carefully hidden knives. He’d left his armor and shield behind. His satchel held only the essentials one needed for travel and a single stone as large as his fist. The stone was wrapped in layers of cloth to keep it safe during the journey. 

I need you to find someone. 

He felt very bare but he hadn’t been given much of a choice. Speed was of the essence for his quest, and little no-name towns tended to be wary of strangers in plain clothes, even more so around strangers decked out for battle. Steve wasn’t sure this place could be called a town. It was so small it hadn’t been on any official map. It didn’t even have an inn. Hopefully, Steve wouldn’t be needing an inn once he found who he was looking for.

He’s too far from me to reach.

He asked around, laying on the charm generously. He explained he had been a friend of a friend and had been trusted to deliver something. Eventually, he was told where to go. The house he found far beyond the village’s boundary was small. It looked like it had once been well cared for but it was old and had fallen to disrepair. Steve took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

A sallow old man opened the door. He was bald but had some scruff on his face still. His shoulders, stooped from age, trembled. His eyes were bloodshot. He looked so tired.

He’s my very last worshiper in all the world.

“Wayne Munson?” Steve asked.

“Who wants to know?” The man’s voice was phlegmy and rough. He coughed into the crook of his elbow almost before he could finish speaking. 

“I’m Steve. Ser Steve Harrington, pledged to the Lord of Night.”

Wayne’s eyes widened. His grip on the open door weakened and slipped. Steve caught the door before it could hit Wayne.

“He sent me to you,” Steve explained. “May I come in?”

yep, that's it for now. i told you it was small. i'm not even gonna bother with a read-more here.

#trensu tells stories #stasis in darkness #i technically have another 4.5k words written already #but it is very much still a rough draft #it's all clunky chunks of stone with all that i want to happen but has not been carved and smoothed out properly yet #also i have decided to include at least a couple of prayers #because i hate myself apparently and want to make myself suffer #a poet i am not #and i haven't stepped in a church or said prayers in literal decades #well #that's a lie #i did attend ONE mass in that time only because my mom asked me so she wouldn't have to go alone #the priest went off on the queers during his sermon and my mom never asked me to go with her again lol #so i remember none of the prayers #and even if i did #i learned all my prayers in spanish #i have no idea how they go in english #ughhhhhh why do i do these things to myself

[the-acid-pear]

Actually now that i think of it fuck was wrong w Callum father for Mingus to 1) outright not give a fuck about him (like I get the movie was God awful but usually death is worse than a shit go to the cinema) and 2) look for a father figure in her senile ass peepaw instead of in her father. Unless her father's death was part of what pushed her to obsessing over the old man so hard. No matter how you look at it it's always really sad for the michifus. I'd fix her y'know.

#luly talks #dialtown #mayor mingus #also let me say it here so i dont have to do it again unless explicitly asked: michi and michifus are just a way of saying kitten in spanish #i dont even use these terms in casual speech but when i see a anthro cat im obsessed w that's what i do 🫡 #shes a michi es la michifus la miau miau la gateteta la miu miu shes a fuckne KITTYYYY #and also a grown ass grieving woman #who I'd fix i insist

[svtskneecaps]

i still haven't gotten real baghera and rivers interactions have i........... like the barest of interactions......... a drought........... i was so fucking curious...... i am still so curious............ twenty minutes of conversation and i would be fed forever............ i'd never ask for anything again.... baghera wasn't even there when bolas was doing the whole hostage situation she was off doing her own thing.......... i'm so curious........... i want to know..... what would the dynamic be........ how would they interact............ i'll never know.............. crying...........

#qsmp #if they've interacted somewhere and i just missed it somehow i will be punching the table #and i mean like a conversation bc i have a vague memory of baghera introducing herself to rivers maybe???? #but like a CONVO not just hi bye YOU KNOW #you know what i mean. you know. #i'm pretty sure there are tags on my blog from pre-rivers saying: #'god i hope rivers can join (...) i'm so curious what her and baghera's dynamic would end up being' #and i sincerely hope the answer isn't 'nonexistent lol' please 😭 don't do this to me #literally one twenty minute conversation so i could chart a trajectory i'll never ask for anything again #this is a personal curiosity i'm just very interested in people and how they interact and the myriad of dynamics that form it's fascinating #rivers and baghera's personalities are really interesting to me in their own ways #what can i say i like throwing ingredients into the test tube and SHAKING THEM TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS #shut up vic #block game brainrot #there are no metaphors it's just 4 am and i'm grieving the gaping holes in possible interactions #also i just watched a slimecicle qsmp vod those always leave me somewhat unhinged. you get it. you understand. #long tags #((also rivers who speaks french and baghera who's picking up spanish SCREAMING can i hear ONE person on this smp who isn't a native speaker #say something in french that isn't PETITE BITE or VOULEZ VOUS COUCHEZ AVEC MOI)) #((i don't even have a personal stake in that battle tbh i'm not a native french speaker but sometimes i try to think of someone outside- #the 'french' w their translations box set to french and man. i come up empty. and it makes me bummed)) #((i get why i think but i'm still a bit bummed. would be nice to see the french speakers hearing a nonnative speaker in their language)) #((i think it would be funny if rivers spoke french to one of em. etoiles esp would be funny)) #(((if anyone's curious i'm avoiding specifics abt rivers bc i'm terrified of being wrong bc My Spanish Is SHIT))) #(((i certainly have thoughts but rather than Be Permanently Wrong On The Internet i will hold them in my chest and one day Die))) #damn these really are long tags hahahahahaha 4 am.............................. #anyway tl;dr i will never not be curious how rivers would interact w the smp as a whole i get very excited seeing her log in that's the pos #((and if anyone's worried no i don't message in twitch chats and i deactivated my twitter a year and a half ago lol)) #REMINDER THAT IT'S FOUR AM SORRY IF THE TAGS ARE UNHINGED AND FULL OF BAD TAKES I CAN'T BE HELD RESPONSIBLE

[silenthillbunni]

📓🕯️🐇🖤

#just a little diary dump: #i've contacted my school therapist again. asked for help regarding anxiety abt schoolwork since i dont get any other treatment #she said she can help me go thru if there are other options since neither psychiatric nor healthcare center will help me #+ she said that she and i can talk abt my anxiety regarding school etc. so in two weeks i'll see her #school starts next week. 4days a week rip... lol thats much for me. a bum. a cellar dweller. i've decided that im gnna go to all my classes #and always work while im there since its harder for me to do it at home. and i will also talk more w my teacher nd ask them for help #then im looking into an online therapy service. it miiight be possible for me to do that. but then i have to contact them and focus on only #1 or 2 issues. in my experience it just doesnt work to go to them and be like everythings bad :(( they wont help u then. i have to narrow it #down for them. nd i'll think i will talk 2 them abt my extreme feelings of loneliness and also my procrastination behavior #but yeah i have no idea if it's possibly bc idk if i can get financial aid for that service. im still in contact w the healthcare center so #i hope she will come to some sort of conclusion nd not just leave my high nd dry (she sent another referral to the persobality disorder - #clinic. even if they rejected the first one. so i'll see) #hmmm yeah. the situation w my sisters is sooooo rough. i hate it. they make me feel so so bad #and the housing situation is roughhhh. it's impossible to get an apartment lol. #so i need to find a way to shut it off and try to not let it bother me #just focus on finishing upper secondary school. nd i've been thinking abt taking out a loan for it and take german/french/spanish classes #instead of doing what im doing now when im actually poor and stressed bc they can choose to cut me off anytime #im meeting my highschool friend on tuesday. she asked if i wanted to hang out for a bit c: #im a bit anxious but like yeah.. it's nice to get out and talk to someone besides my family. which is just my mom lol #i messaged my other old highschool classmate on insta and said i saw her in my neighborhood #she replied but i had lowkeyyy hoped for more... like maybe being able to befriend her T-T but she didnt seem so interested in talking to me #which is ok ofc. it just made me a bit sad bc idk how to make friends and i thought she was rlly nice. but oh well #im rlly sad atm. maybe heartbreak prob. even more sad bc it was my stupid fault but yeah #im still grateful for all that it gave me. nd how i got to experience feelings of warmth nd love nd appreciation i didnt know i could feel #so even if im just contantly heavily sad bc i keep being like oh. i wanna ask this. say that. wonder what theyre up to. etc etc. i just have #to... be sad and just keep going forward #hope and try to not fuck everything else up. even if it feels like... what do all the other things matter when what i rlly rlly wanted got #ruined..... thats life tho. i know. im just so bad at handling life :(( #i feel so broken and confused and i hate that i didnt get to be normal and healthy #im so illequipped at dealing w myself nd my emotions nd there seems to be no professional help for me

[poohbea]

Reading these tik tok comments about fic writers using google translate for Spanish (when writing for Miguel) really has me insecure cause now I’m second guessing my shit…

#⊹ ⋆ﾟ꒰ఎ pooh’s rambling again ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹ #they’re like ‘ask a native Spanish speaker’ like I have one of those available #and why the fuck would I ask a native speaker to tell me how to say the most uncouth shit imaginable #PLEASE YOU THINK I HAVE THE BALLS FOR THAT?? #oh yeah hey person I know that speaks Spanish how do I say ‘I want you to fuck me three way from Sunday?’ #NO! ARE YOU INSANE?

[sainz]

this whole interview 🤌🏼

#the way carlos panicked when he was asking about the wedding 😭 #he ha dno filter; ‘ughhh ur annoying…no that topic again…leave me alone’ 😭 pobrecico mio qué presión tiene #its in spanish tho :( #pero esq me encanta cómo entrevista cristobal!!! la entrevista del año pasado fue maravillosa #una pena que no haya video #carlos sainz jr #Youtube #when he was asked about***

[inhcritance]

what’s a grammar rule you find yourself breaking or ignoring a lot?

roleplaying habits questions. || Accepting

Particles are my worst enemy. Most other grammar rules, I can deal with. But particles? So much of my after-writing post checking is making sure I did not put 'in' where there should be an 'on', or a thousand thousands similar mistakes.

And then, three months later, I'll re-read a thread and find one of those mistakes and I'll despair, because I can mostly wing it for most grammar rules in English, but this one? This one makes it personal.

I also have a tendency to be a bit loose with sentence structure and put in too many adverbs sometimes, but that's something I've made my peace with.

Unlike particles. There will never be peace between the particles and I.

#lvebug #(( answered asks )) #( I have feelings about this topic ) #( Very strong feelings ) #( I'm a perfectionist when it comes to my writing ) #( And sometimes I'm so so tempted to find an English teacher again just to polish my prose a bit more ) #( Because there are some things I was never formally taught ) #( And as proud as I am of my grammar in Spanish there are things in English that evade me )

[echotunes]

ok y'know what I take back the statement that latin was useless and didn't teach me anything because it taught me about grammar structures. of course we learned about those in german too but all the different verb forms were more relevant to know about in latin. just knowing what all the grammar things are called is useful when you're learning another language and trying to figure out a certain thing which duolingo won't tell you because using formal grammar words is apparently too complicated

#google show me the indicative form of this verb. show me the conjugation tables #meanwhile duolingo has just decided to introduce plural forms of verbs. IN UNIT FIFTEEN #i feel like this would have been useful to learn about beforehand. but sure. okay. whatever #(latin is also coming in useful here because. well. romance language) #idk man. duolingo is great i've learned a lot over a pretty short time period #the spanish course is so much better than my previous experiences (french was good. japanese was pretty mediocre. etc) #but man i wish they had an option for like. actual grammar rules somewhere. like you'd have in a schoolbook #actually. maybe i can ask about getting a spanish textbook from school next week. it's not like anyone will ever need them again #(hashtag just G8 things) #where was i going with this post? i'm not sure anymore i just wanted to blog about grammar rules i guess #echo.txt #languageblogging

[reallunargift]

Saw this and had to share xD

omgggggggggggggggggggg sdfgfhgjfc ty so much for sharing this omgggggggg

and...i'm sure you knew this would happen, but bby!spaport??? 😔

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and then i imagine adult toni being dramatic with his marriage alliances like 'oh no i'm a sexy bigamist, curse this sexy fate that i must carry out'

meanwhile port dodged marriages bc 'oh sorry lol i'm already married! yeah so sad! :D'

#soyuncalimero #ask #ty for always sending me the funniest things asdsdffdg #doodles #aph portugal #aph spain #carnation pair #hws spain #hws portugal #spaport #LISTEN i sent the image to a friend and she was like #'.........lunie are u tryna tell me something' #ok but nothing can do justice to the original spanish sadsfg OLE NOS CASAMOS QUE BIEN :3 #also is there even a chapter where aeneas marries lavinia?? probably not #but pretend there was. or maybe he's reading virgil fanfiction again bc amadis de gaula wasn't written yet

[oscill4te]

sending good vibes to mixed race folk who have a very complicated relationship w their heritage or view of themselves, ily

#mentally i call myself a racially ambiguous american #i don't really connect with the word latino idk why.. like i was raised by an immigrant parent but #oddly feel no connection with the culture at all. not out of self prejudice even. i just wasnt close w my mom idk #like sure i know some spanish and have eaten the food but i just feel no connection anymore. i used too. its weird #again i just prefer to call myself slightly brown/ambiguous American or something lol it just feels more accurate #its not self hate i just legit dont connect... i feel like an outsider and thats okay. i think it was due to how i was raised really. #my white side was shitty too but they were more involved in my life so i guess thats why despite being brown-ish #i saw myself as white for 17 yrs of my life til i had a therapist (of color) say something like #“i bet you relate since you are also of color” and i was in shock and confusion like #i told her “uh no im white i dont know what you mean” and it caused some cognitive dissonancee #so i asked a few ppl what they saw me as and it shattered my view that i looked 100% white passing #its like how ducks imprint on who raised them. my white grandma and aunt raised me so i just saw myself as white?? idk #its still a weird feeling and nowadays i dont really like identifying my race or ethnicity to ppl idk #maybe this all sounds weird i dont know #but its how i genuinely feel; unfiltered and all #again i like mexican culture a lot i just often don't feel like its “my roots” it feels more like #im appreciating someone elses culture which makes sense bc i was raised as a gringo!! yk? #its not really “my roots” it's my moms roots but not mine #altho ngl i feel kinship with first/2nd gen latinos... #i think a lot of them have similar feelings like me minus the mix race stuff #well actually many of them r probably mix race too idk i mostly meet 1st gen ppl who have 2 immigrant parents tho #and yesss i know latinos can be any race. i know i. #im just rambling incoherently

[mainfaggot]

I put our birthdays into those astro chart compatibility calculators and the two sites both said we would make a really good couple. the crush is BACK ON ‼️(i am a teenager who is delusional. i am a twenty year old loser. I am insane. I am not free. whatfuckingever) my week long apathy towards the whole thing is over

#it's bc we studied this morning and well shes so sweet. shes cute she's smart im so bad at being forward but #i asked her to hang out after the winter break bc we'll have Spanish together next semester again and well . yeah #i didn't ask to hang during the break bc we live on opposite ends of the city and neither of us drive 😭 also she'll probs be busy w #Christmas stuff bc shes half french Canadian #(she isnt white btw. thank god. i cant date white ppl it just wont work for me ik this) #z.post

[antennatoheaven]

i have to confess that half my reason for learning german was ace attorney

#ramblings #ace attorney #like 5 of their characters have german ties in one way or another #and thats just pretty neat idk #the other half of the reason is the fact that i had to choose between french and german #and i refuse to even look french dead in the eye #so i'd rather deal with two paragraph long sentences than bullshit spelling ever again #my teachers kept asking me why i chose german instead of french bc i already know spanish and like. french is nothing like spanish. #german is more similar to dutch than my specific brand of spansih is to french #THE MAIN RULE TO SPANISH IS THAT YOU JUST WRITE WHAT YOU HEAR #french is the OPPOSITE of spanish actually

[diari0deglierrori]

I know I say this often but I’ll say it again: love songs in Spanish hit different

#specially olderish stuff #the vibes #immaculate #specially after a day where I realized I was kind of getting bad at spanish #had to answer to an old client who asked if I was still around and I had to think for a while to find the right words #also ma’am you ghosted me a year ago after I’ve told you the price of the exact same thing you asked again today #sorry but if you didn’t like it back then it wouldn’t be better nowadays everything is more expensive I couldn’t have kept that one

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

gender affirmed by my chemistry teachers seating plan

(she does it boy-girl-boy-girl and stuck me between two girls. win for the trans kaz community (me))

THATS SO REAL!!!!! THE TRANS KAZ COMMUNITY STAYS WINNING!!!!!!!

#asks #reminds me of when my chemistry teacher was doing... actually i forget exactly what he was demonstrating #but he had the girls on one aide of the room ascing as protons and the boys on the other as electronics #and he had me be a neutron at the center of the room #OH WAIT LMAO I JUST PROCESSED THIS WAS UR CHEMISTRY TEACHER TOO I JUST ASSUMED IT WAS UR SPANISH TEACHER BEING COOL AGAIN #LETS FUCKING GO SHOUTOUT TO ALL THE GENDER AFFIRMING CHEM TEACHERS OF THE WORLD

[kelly6ridge]

There are a lot of petitions going around to be one of her next husbands and this my formal entry.

[ my fanart ] ♥ [ my ofmd fanart ] ♥ [ my info ]

#ofmd #our flag means death #spanish jackie #smoking #fanart #k6art #dont ask me how I got the smoke to do that #I have no idea #gurantee i cannot do it again

[am0ckery]

do you think Fidough is based on a cavalier king Charles spaniel? a Maltese? a Pekingese? a Havanese? a papillon? or a shih tzu?

Ngl, this question I have been mulling over for longer then I want to admit

Welcome back, first of all, and second of all, I am actually leaning towards Fidough being based on some sort of mixed breed or mutt. We know it's a small/toy dog based on its heigth (1' / 0.3m) and I personally see it leaning more Pomerarian or Bichon Frise, but it's not a complete fit. For crying out loud, I thought it looked like a Beagle upon first inspection (I actually plan on naming one "Bagle" because of that)

I do think for a proper final decision, we might have to see a bit more of its temperament in the games. It's dex entries and the trailer only shows so much. As well as IF it evolves, it's evolution/s can point us in a more clear direction too

Having said that, I would be funny if it ended up being one of those "yappy" dogs

#pokemon #fidough #houndoom #artists on tumblr #doodle #traditional art #sketch #ask #ask answered #Thank you for the ask again lol #You like to prod my brain on Fidough I see and BOI was I prodded #Kinda funny I got asked a really technical question when Im an art blog #I had to figure out how to incoorperate art into it lol #Think I did come up with something acceptable #But hey I didnt even go into species limited to JUST spanish orgins #I tried looking there first believe me #If this doesnt provide an acceptable answer I am sorry D: #I havent been asked to try and figure out the insperation for a pokemon before #I dont even know what BREAD it is based on #pokemon scarlet #pokemon violet #pokemom sv