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skulandcrossbones · 3 months
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I appreciate people with grit. ↳ Bloodhounds (사냥개들) (2023)
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aurosoul · 1 year
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“On Death” - Benjamin Franklin
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autism-wolf · 7 days
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A werewolf stimboard with a forest at nighttime theme for anon. Specifically requested to be eerie and unsettling. I'm really proud of this one, hope you enjoy!
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maresirenum · 2 years
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With the weather getting warmer here in the uk, here’s a shout out to:
• Hyposensitive interoceptive sense people who don't get the internal cue that they need to drink water and don’t realise until they have a bad migraine that “Hey, I haven’t had any water” (please drink water <3)
• Autistic people with bad sensory issues to heat, which makes the summer all that more unbearable because it’s hot, sticky and extremely hard to cool down
• People who don’t know how to dress according to the temperature so end up going outside in hoodies and jeans instead of a t-shirt and shorts/skirt (or even a dress, if you prefer)
• People who have body dysmorphia and/or gender dysphoria which means having to wear clothes that make you SO uncomfortable, but it’s overheating or being uncomfortable for a little while in clothing you really don’t want to wear
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fobredactedove · 19 days
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I'm thinking about living with tttyg-era Joe and trying to commit suicide by slitting my wrists, but it's not deep enough. It's so late at night that he's the only person also awake, so I have to come to him crying for help, but he can't.
He finds the blood trailing down my arms so sexy that he grabs my wrists and thumbs at the cuts, making me cry in pain. 
Still, he rubs the blood all over my arms before licking the cuts. The taste in his mouth just makes his dick so hard he can't control himself, so he promises not to tell anyone as long as I let him jack off to my open wounds. He loves watching me do it. Whenever the two of us are close enough together, he tries to sneakily put his hands down my body and go over the raised bumps of old and new scars. He doesn't do that often, though, because just the thought of them makes him greedy for more.
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mishkakagehishka · 1 year
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Korka korka korka, first I want to say thank you for the content. And secondly your convo with that gatekeeper or something or someone is really funny. It remind me of first time getting into enstars. I thought it was going to be a cute game about collecting husbando and song but then i start to delve into the story and you know surprise surprise there's a lot of dark stuf. It feels like you just enjoy some sundae and then someone smash a tennis ball at your face at march 20 kekekeke. Well that kind of story actually makes me more and more like enstars thought. And maybe because i like yandere content stuf. Either the horror ones or the romanticizing ones. Well to me ultimately all of it stay in the fiction and not real life.
And oh i want to ask u about what if mika's darling is someone like quite an objective person when it comes to gore. Like what they thought when they see the gore is ultimately only about a human body and even would comment on it's anatomy. Like there are pretty much is okey okey about it, even thought it was presented such way. I guess they are kind of go with the flow type. Would it be considered enabling or what?
And once more thank you for the content!
Enjoying a sundae and then getting a tennis ball to the face... no but literally😭😭 "Hihihoho funny lil anime idols they're so cu- WHAT DO YOU MEAN WAR??? ASSASSINS!?!??!" But same. I'm a sucker for contrasts and such (anything from "beauty in the grotesque" poetry to gurokawa art, really), and dark fiction my beloveddd (<- obvi, yandere and gore/body horror writer and all) (there has to be a shorter way to write "body horror" i'm getting sick of it. I propose "bodhor".)
On to yandere Mika. I think a yandere Mika would feel enabled by almost anything, but if his darling likes commenting on the anatomy and giving him objective tips on his art he definitely sees it as support. You want him to improve, don't you? He's so thankful for your support, and writing down all your tips on his memopad! It's not enabling as it is, in fact, it seems rather "natural" to have an interest in the anatomical side of it (because it is fascinating, and humans are known to seek knowledge of themselves like that), but it's Mika, and it's Mika as a yandere, so~ He takes it as support. Definitely seeks you out whenever he gets stuck to ask you for your opinions! It's almost cute in a way, if he weren't so obsessed with drawing you and him specifically.
The problem comes less in terms of enabling him and more in feeding his obsession's direction, though. Mika wants to impress you so bad, and you seem to like his art - you just prefer realistic gore? So, he should research so he can improve and really wow you. And from there on, it's pretty easy to wander into "serial killer" Mika, or even gore-obsessed Mika who tries to cut you open because he "has to see what yer guts look like." territory.
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paging-possum · 1 year
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Liver transplant study I did for fun/college portfolio!
[a digital painting of a liver transplant being performed. One hand is pulling the skin open to expose some purple, pink, and orange-y organs while a second one holds a scalpel with a small piece of tissue on it. The flap of skin that would cover the incision is pulled back across from the hands, the underside is pink.]
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shxtaloid · 5 months
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i see a lot of mentions of stances that the flags are against and it's often hard to find archives of those would you consider making an archive of anti-radqueer or otherwise bad or problematic terms for informational purposes? you don't have to include emojis for them this might sound like an anti-rq post but i can assure you that it's not and that i am asking this in good faith, i just want to know the context of things and i keep seeing words and phrases that are not in the archive
it will say something like "this term is anti-dogqueer anti-bananaqueer" and it just starts mentioning words and please i need to know what this is talking about or what the words mean /gen
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[this was in our inbox for a while, apologies...]
as much as we'd like to do this for education, we know that there are anti-radqueer beings who have made blankqueer terms don't wish for radqueers to engage with their posts or elsewise.
additionally, we also don't want to inadvertently make a harassment list... since we're well aware that some beings in the community who can and will harass antis, especially those who have created anti-radqueer terms.
i'm well aware that anon here isn't compiling a list of anti blogs to harass. but considering we are on the internet, we are gonna take precautions to protect others and ourselves from harassment or harm.
we do know some two neutral blankqueer archives, though we won't publicly share it. however, we are open to sharing the links privately if it's made clear the intent isn't malicious in any means.
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cat--boy · 2 years
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#yourbodyyourchoice ‼️ you can do anything you want with your own body ‼️ oh but not the cutters tho. yeah no you guys cant be trusted you’re just sick in the head. yeah you are! well yeah people get insanely painful tattoos and piercings all the time but those don’t count because because well they HEAL. yes i know cuts heal but they’re just not the SAME!! you’re making yourself BLEED on PURPOSE. no you don’t know what you’re doing!! you obviously are just crazy and can’t think!! i get to tell you what to do with your body because cutting yourself is obviously more dangerous than piercings that can get infected and take a chunk of your skin off!! and they don’t look good to me so if you keep doing it then IM so affected and hurt by you because i don’t wanna see that!!!!
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greylunar · 2 years
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Hey, can I ask you an device in something very personal? I recently had some sucess with my art and is on track to becoming a career which makes me incredibly happy. But, like, I was born in an upper middle class family. I graduated high school at 16 and got into college at 17. I changed majors so much that now, at 24, I'm no close to graduate that I was back then, I actually just gave up engineering(my like 6th major). I've been very depressed since I got into college, actually, because yes I wanted to make money but I also really really wanted to like what I do for living and the only thing I ever liked was art but I never had the courage to take that risk which is so stupid. But, my point is, I don't deserve to be able to live off my art, you know? Im lazy and a fuckup. There are so many more deserving people out there. Even doing this, coming here and whining about it, just proves how out of touch I am. And I know this. I know this and I think i should step aways from the arts, I think it's not right for me to occupy a place there. I know all that people will talk is how I only succeeded because I didn't had to work(more like couldn't get work) until 23 and because my parents supported me(which fuck they are abusive asholes but they did). Look, I don't know, I know that if I say this stuff my friends will say that I'm crazy on giving up a dream but I just want to hear the truth from an unbiased person. I'm 24, never worked until 23, live with my parents still, a college dropout who spent 7 years fucking around in college with an existential crisis. There's people who suffer through uni, I just gave up. There's people who work awful jobs, I just rely on my shitty parents. There's people who worked harder, deserve it more, right? Besides, I tend to be so delusional. I told my friend I was self-made, can you believe it? That because I wrote my book and it was sucessuful then I was self made. She did right and pointed out all my privileges, and she had a point. A very valid point. Now I'm asking around for strangers opinions I guess bc I don't know what to do
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Alright, upfront I’m going to be honest friend, I don’t know if I’m going to be the person who’s able to give you what you’re looking for here. Even if this small look into your life allowed me to make some sort of unbiased evaluation of your situation and merit, I don’t think I would. I don’t think I have any right to do that for anyone. So this isn’t going to be like some sort of point evaluation of wether or not you tally up enough personal worth to deserve to do what you’re passionate about for a living, because blanket statement, you do. You’re not evil, you’re not unworthy of happiness, you’re not a fuckup, you’re literally just some guy who’s had a couple privileges but is obviously still going through a lot. That’s like half the population. It doesn’t make you an asshole, it doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to be happy. It just means you’re a person. You’re just a person. And I think people deserve inherently to try and find what makes existing less shitty for them.
I’m going to be real bud I think it makes a lot of sense that you’re struggling with this. Like you graduated so early and it’s fucking insane trying to know what direction you want to go with your life when you’re 19 and 20 and in college, already it’s unreasonable to ask of someone and you started trying to do it when you were 17. No one could be ready for that. It doesn’t mean you were lazy or stupid it means you were 17 and scared and overwhelmed. You were just a kid. And of course throwing a kid in that environment would affect your depression, of course you’d be stuck in what felt like an endless existential crisis. There’s nothing wrong with dropping out. It’s not because you weren’t strong enough or determined enough or anything like that, it’s being honest with yourself and brave enough to acknowledge that college was not helping you, that in order to take care of yourself you had to admit that it wasn’t the right time for it. Relying on your abusive parents for money and housing? One, that’s a problem in its own right for you like it sucks to be financially dependent on your abuser. Two, fuck them, if you have the option yeah take their money. Three, having the privilege to not have to work is just that, a privilege. It doesn’t mean you’re a bad person inherently. You being able to rely on your parents for financial help does not equate to “and so they don’t deserve to have an art career.” You’ve had a shitty couple of years. You don’t need to turn away a career that would make you happier as penance for stuff that was already shitty. I think you deserve this chance. I also think you deserve to give yourself a break. Self esteem sucks and I know it’s not as easy as just saying that, but maybe talking to a therapist would help if that’s an option for you. You’re beating yourself up for just trying to exist man. We’re all just trying to exist. I mean I changed my major a bunch, I dropped out (twice), I’m unemployed right now. I’m gonna go out on a limb and say you don’t think it makes me a fuck up who’s unworthy of something good. The same goes for you, it’s just harder to see it when it’s yourself. I dunno if this will help at all, but even if it doesn’t I guess I hope things get better for you soon friend. In some ways I hope you let them get better for you. Take care of yourself, and try and be gentle with yourself, in the moments you can.
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CW: poem about grief, contains various depictions of bodily harm and fatal scenario's such as tsunamis and parasites. Reader discretion is advised
Grief. It can hurt you hard and fast or creep up on you slowly and swallow you whole before you can scream.
Grief is a hand closing around your throat, pushing down on your windpipe until every breath is a struggle and you're choking.
Grief is a predator, stalking you from the shadows, creeping closer and closer before pouncing, giving you no time to react.
Grief is a towering tsunami rushing you, consuming everything in its path, impossible to outrun and before you know it your drowning, desperately trying to find the surface but you keep colliding with debris and getting tumbled around by the current.
Grief is a parasite, eating away at you sneakily until it's too late and you collapse. If you don't address it it can claim your life and will be too far gone to remove.
Grief is a fire burning from the inside, exploding from your mouth out of control, burning everything within reach and causing damage that can be hard to fix.
Grief is a silent killer, capable of hiding in plain sight and striking when you least expect it. No warning signs or alarms, just cold calculated assassination.
Grief is a snowstorm, blinding and isolating, cutting you off from everyone and making you lose your way. Numbing every part of your body until feeling is a thing of the past.
Grief is a poison, making it less potent in one instance and then ten times as bad the next and you never know which you'll get.
Grief is a disease, breaking you mentally, emotionally and physically, leaving you bedridden and drained of energy.
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theav0cadobaby · 9 months
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Skinny people with EDs, I'm sorry that you guys have to go through that. But please refrain from making fatphobic comments about yourself. Not only does it not help, but what we fat people can hear is "I never want to have a body like yours."
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batbabydamian · 2 months
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hihi! i’m the anon that asked what your damijon looked like! AND THEY WERE SO CUTE OMGMG, but i’d also like to ask what your super sons damijon looks like as well? 🥹 tyty 🙏
hii thank you for that ask, and i'm glad you liked it!! here's a super sons ^^
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communistkenobi · 1 year
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Historically, the fact that zombies originated in Haiti, as an expression of the terror felt by enslaved people towards the idea that they would remain enslaved even after death,makes the fact that nowadays, zombie narratives have become synonymous with "white dude (usually cop or adyancent) fantasy where you get to unleash your violent desires on a mass of homogenous dangerous people who are coming for your kid and wife next" makes it sooooooooooo much worse. Zombies have always been political
ok I looked this up bc I don’t know very much about it and this NPR article has a good excerpt:
Suicide was the slave's only way to take control over his or her own body ... And yet, the fear of becoming a zombie might stop them from doing so ... This final rest — in green, leafy, heavenly Africa, with no sugarcane to cut and no master to appease or serve — is unavailable to the zombie. To become a zombie was the slave's worst nightmare: to be dead and still a slave, an eternal field hand.
which I think reinforces the reading of zombies in american pop culture as these racialised non-persons, although the perspective on them has shifted drastically
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candelabra-king · 2 years
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Um. So I think that’s about all I can try to tolerate of dream anymore. This seems probably real and messed up I’m not gonna keep posting abt dream (I never did anyway I was never really a fan of him, only by extension) I just hope the victims in the situation are okay
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theminecraftbee · 4 months
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task: answer the following question. do you believe in curses? respond as completely with relevant information as possible.
Grian: Well, that's a lie. This isn't a task. I know it's not a task, I set the things up! Not sure why we're getting a question as pointless as this one, but sure, mysterious scroll, I'll answer. There's no such thing as curses, unless you're Timmy, in which case it's funny, yeah? Besides, I didn't actually kill Etho. Even if that did count, self-fulfilling prophecies aren't the same thing as curses, and I know which one I fall under.
Joel: Do I believe in bloody curses what kind of question is that? Do I really get hearts just for answering this? This feels like a prank or something... well, whatever. There are no such thing as curses, except the Boogeyman curse, which I sort of had today, but it wasn't actually the same at all. A lot of the bloodlust, sure, but a lot more... Etho had to be the one to do it, huh? And it's not the same. Not comforting. That's a stupid thing to say actually. Take it out of wherever you're putting this. Cut it out of the recording. Comforting. Please. As if it were ever... Yeah, I'm done actually. Don't have a good answer. Go away.
Scott: What, other than Jimmy? Bless that man, he may not have died first, but he sure tried his best. Sure, I'll believe Jimmy is cursed. I mean, mostly he's just kind of stupid. Lovingly so. I mean, despite him being stupid, I put up with him, right? That seems like a complete answer to this question. Jimmy's an omen but we put up with him anyway. That's all.
Mumbo: NO RESPONSE GIVEN.
Pearl: Oh, I mean, I'm probably cursed. That's what everyone liked to say at one point. I think... I mean, I think this time I have good friends, which is nice. They don't think I'm cursed. And it's not like I--I mean, it's surprisingly fun, acting cursed! And I am just acting. Acting scary, blowing up dance floors, all of that. And I don't really have to this time, so... Maybe I'm not cursed? And since it's acting, it's not real? This is a weird question.
Etho: Oh, man, that's a question. Um, do I have to answer? Because I feel like if I say no, that's really just asking for it, but if I say yes, I have to explain myself. Uh, I think I'm abstaining, unless the zombie thing from earlier counts. That was scary and I hated it. Curses are scary and I hate them in general, but apparently I'm good at them, if you ask everyone else. Um, it's not the only thing I find scary that apparently I'm good at.
Scar: Why, of course I believe in curses! Look at poor, poor... Timbert? Timmy? Jim? Gosh, sorry, I'm very tired right now. That's more proof of curses, by the way! That I'm tired. I've been tired straight since the desert, let me tell you what. And that, my friends, is a curse like no other. What a terrible beast, loneliness is. Wish me luck breaking it, because it's not happening this season!
Cleo: Oh, you mean the thing people like to blame instead of their own actions? Nah. My soulbond was kind of a curse, I guess, but even that's at least half just... bad people. Bad relationships. Good ones, too. We're all just doing what you can, you know? No script, no curses, no characters, just... Oh, I hope everything turns out tomorrow. Sorry, that's unrelated. It's just nicer to hope than to preemptively blame things on curses that don't exist.
Impulse: Well, I mean, I didn't until you just asked me that, but now I feel like I should. Wouldn't that be nice? Being cursed instead of just sort of unlovable? Sorry, no, that's mean to Gem. I shouldn't say that about Gem, she's been good this season. Super, super cursed, mind you, in the like, game mechanic sense? But she's been good, no backstabbing or inability to get love involved. Um, and I guess that's not fair to Bdubs, kind of, except it also totally is and I haven't forgiven him. So I guess if they ask I said I believed in curses, and that's why my life keeps circling clocks? Don't put any of that other stuff down, I'm trying to work on that.
Lizzie: NO RESPONSE GIVEN.
Gem: I was just cursed for a task, but that probably isn't what you're asking about, right? I'm new, so I don't know! A task is a concrete thing to believe in, like bloodshed or victory or fun and games. You don't have to believe in those to know they're real, either! They just are, whether you like it or not. I understand that much!
Tango: Gah, don't talk to me about... Deep breaths. Look, I don't care if it's a curse, or if it's just me being really bad, or what, I'm not going out pointlessly this time. Jimmy managed not to die first, I can manage to not go out to a stray arrow or my own bomb or a misstep this time, right? Is that so much to ask?
Skizz: Huh? Curses? I mean, I don't think so, and to be totally honest I think it's kind of mean the way people sometimes rag on people about them. Everyone's got so many good things about them! Why do people like to focus on the unfortunate luck, huh?
Bdubs: Hah! Curses! Let me tell you about curses. When I see curses, I eat them for breakfast. I don't got curses, I've got better things to do! I've got my buddies with the Mounders, and I've got-well, I'd say keeping Etho safe, but he's being weird at me again this season. Not that it matters. It never matters. Etho and I, we're... The point is, that doesn't matter anyway, because I have the Mounders, and they're the ones who matter here. And because I'm a strong, independent Bdubs, who doesn't need anyone but my bow and my perfect, flawless fighting prowess! Sorry, what was the question? I've been thinking so much lately that it's just sort of made everything else pop out of my head, so it's hard to keep track. I'm sure I answered it flawlessly, though.
Martyn: Of course there are curses. That's half the fun for you lot, isn't it? Putting your little curses on us and watching us rail against them. Bet you think it's real cute to ask us what we think of the things, too. "Oh, what do you think of curses," like we have any control over them. Please. If I had any control over curses, Jimmy--or, well, no, I guess that one was technically broken, wasn't it? Sure doesn't feel like it. Point is, curses are bad, and they're definitely real, and I hate you for them, got it?
BigB: Look, man, if you're trying to get me to write my character out for you, just say so! I won't tell anyone. We can come up with a hole thing about holes and red tasks and the Backrooms together! It'll be fun! After all, you probably don't know what kind of curse to say I have, right? Haha, just kidding. I have no idea what I'm talking about. Luckily, neither does anyone else, so I think that evens out between the lot of us.
Jimmy: NO RESPONSE GIVEN.
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