for all of the much needed structure and self-development I gained during my Saturn return, the one thing I'm pissed at it about is that it gave me a full understanding of how my time was stolen from me by trauma and mental illness
now that I'm on the other side of it and have years of therapy under my belt, I wish I had known what I know now way sooner because there's so much I feel behind on, there were so many other "normal" things I could've been doing instead of spending every waking moment wishing I didn't exist and having to rebuild myself
part of the healing process is grieving for the people you could've been had those things not happened to you, but nobody ever really talks about just how heavily you feel the loss of all your other selves
this was honestly supposed to be a joke post about Saturn needing to leave me the fuck alone and let me be stupid and not learn things that make me sad, but then I got all serious and sincere because it's fucking Saturn lmao
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venus in 4th- how you regulate or cope with your emotions, your family or the family you鈥檝e created, your household, your furniture, your decorations, your family roots, your background, the way you mother people or your children, your motherly energy, your femininity, the way you express your femininity, your self care routine, your self care products, how you grew up, how your family treats you, your chest, your boobs, your rib cage, your round face shape, the softness in your features
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venus in 12th- your healing journey, the way you heal from things, your spiritual journey, your spiritual knowledge, spiritual experiences, you connection with spirituality, your connection with your after life, your connection with your subconscious mind, your manifestations, your feet, toes, feminine features, your empathy, your compassion, your emotional intelligence, your intuition
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