#at least not anymore

[illuminatedferret]

Wacky zany post-canon crack where a bunch of heavenly officials wish crimson rain didn't exist in the vicitiny of a shitty 'wish-granting' object and they all get beamed over to a world where crimson rain DIDNT exist and by the time they wake up from their dumbassary-induced comas they are all staunchly like "crimson rain is not that bad actually" and they hate it

#tgcf #illuspeaks #hua cheng #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #heaven officials blessing #i think a world like that would also have to be one where xl isnt around either #at least not anymore #otherwise its too sad

[sonknuxadow]

i think most ships between sonic and his rivals are funny but i cannot get behind metonic or sonurge sorry . maybe this is a little mean of me to say but honestly i think youre lying to yourself a little bit if you think they would ever date him

#but metal sonic and surge feel like theyre in a separate category from other rival characters which probably has something to do with it #like theres a difference between rival and enemy to me . most of sonic's rivals arent actual antagonists who hes on bad terms with #at least not anymore #and theres also a lot of antagonist characters who cant really be considered rivals in the way shadow knuckles jet etc are #but metal sonic and surge are like . the in between of those two categories. does that make sense #also im specifically thinking about games and idw right now if you gave me a complete list of all sonic rivals across all media #there would probably be others i dont like

[maudiemoods]

I miss them

I screenshot these off insta so the quality is definitely not good

#i miss chaos the most #my rat bastard #ren won't shut up #they are in fact not friends #at least not anymore

[mudstoneabyss]

man. Kevin being painstakingly aware of how he's nobody's first choice. he wasn't Carlos's, though for a time he thought he was, and he went into a relationship with Charles with it made clear very early on- which isn't a problem or flaw, but disheartening regardless

#Ive said it before but I think some of Kevin's hesitancy about his and Charles's relationship after finding out ab Donovan #came from how things went with Carlos and the fear of losing someone because you're not the most important person to them #I think. he's Lauren's first choice. but that may very well come from. I don't think she really has anyone else #at least not anymore #she mentions having had siblings. i wonder if theyre even still alive #but thats getting off track #joyousposting #wtnv

[michaels-reality]

Sorry, the product that you want to purchase is out of stock :(.

#hlvrai #i'm going to put this in the tags since i don't want to say it outright #i dont think i'm a huh luh veerai artist anymore #this is probably the last gordon im posting until my zine piece #idk. other than i've just fallen out of it it just doesnt feel FUN to make content for it anymore #cus no offense but y'all are white af #it's fucking tiring to see people call me an og and then people with paletable brown gordons or white gordons get favored over mine #something shocking maybe. not really. i don't get asks often. i dont get people asking me if they can use my art as icons or anything. #at least not anymore #and it feels like i'm not really a big hlvrai artist but a token black artist #hlvrai fandom is like the most subtly racist fandom ever and i dont want to be here anymore #white people love to touch my posts that arent for them and favor the person whos drawing black people wrong #i love huhluhvrai but its over for me dawg LMAO #i just wanted to get that off my chest #dont like my art if you wont engage with me and understand it #and maybe this all sounds entitled. i dont care 😭 #miccybiccy's art tag #maybe i wont feel the same later LMAO

[delestre]

would love to not wear masks would love if i didn't have to ask my family to do it would love if i wasn't disabled would love it if i could ever have gotten a FUCKING DIAGNOSIS or if i could convince my folks that they've been buying into propaganda or better yet if covid had just never fucking happened to begin with

#i don't like masks either man. #at least not anymore #fucking hate n95s #they're so uncomfortable and annoying and it really does feel harder to breathe in a way that the cloth masks did not #why is it such a big fucking sacrifice to care about my health #i wanna see my parents. i wanna see my grandparents. #i am such a miserable fucking burden on my family i swear to god i wish they never fucking had me

[misscarcands]

desire is easy, i tell you. desire is the way you arch your back and into my touch, chasing it even as i pull back the moment you try to do so. it’s how you keep glancing at my hand around yours. your little nervous laugh when we’re finally somewhere quiet and alone. the sigh that escapes you when i finally press you against the wall only for me to find you half-hard and whimpering.

wanting and asking for it, begging for anything i’m willing to give - it’s easy. it’s written in your eyes even when you don’t know what i’ll do next. what i could make you do next. but waiting, patient and willing with my hand around your throat, knowing that what i crave could be the opposite of what you want… desire is easy, pet, but what will you do when it is not entirely your own? no, no, don’t look away. you’ll be good for me, won’t you?

#ninen txt #txt #i do adore how this doesn't make sense without crucial mutual context and that is reassuring to me #something something a certain intimate language you lose etc etc #like showing off a love letter in a dialect no one understands #at least not anymore #🏃‍♀️

[prof-polaris]

Why don't yoy have contact your family anymore?

Anonanon

ah well. technically i have contact with my brother, cousin, and aunt.

but i assume you mean more like my parents.

well. (arc, i have no idea why im telling you this). they aren't very kind and considerate people. they keep trying to make me something im not, make me do things i dont want to do. they aren't interested in "Indigo, their eldest child and service pokemon professor" theyre interested in "Indigo, the chosen of Uxie and the heir to the family".

so i no longer have contact with them. they aren't interested in who i actually am, so i am not interested in them.

#im not bitter about it #at least not anymore #ive given up on trying to change their mind #pkmn irl #pokeblogging #rotomblr #pokemon irl #pokeblr #anon ask #anonanon #Beedrill anon

[tarakau]

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#Ok so I had a seizure/ministroke at the age of 17 which wiped a lot of my brain's knowledge #I basically had to learn how to write and read again and it just hasn't been the same ever since #From straight A student I fell down to Ds because suddenly I had this impairment at the end of high school #Grammar punctuation etc absolutely GONE in my head #I've recovered as much as I could but I still do shitload of mistakes and errors and struggle with low key dysgraphia and dyslexia #(on top of really highkey dyscalculia) #And I tell this to people who edit and or grade my things! Like I'm trying very hard #Don't think I'm dumb just please lemme know if there's anything wrong I'll change it #And for some reason sooo many people disregard this and they're downright almost malevolent #Like it'd be enough if you just wrote There's a comma missing #And not make fun of the mangled sentence that comes out of me not using a comma there #Or if you find me using the wrong i/y in a verb just!!! Idk cross it and write ir correctly idk #Instead of adding a really mean commentary? #Like what have I done to you people I don't even go here #Sorry for the rant dealing with editing and corrections on my thing and it just made me sad #Because I'm not used to being treated like this #At least not anymore #God the past two days are just.... Me reliving all sorts of elementary and high school traumas huh #Thank you Petr Ilyich Tchaikovsky for helping me through it

[hychlorions]

no matter what i do i can't get my phone keyboard to learn the word "gavinners" which is a reference to the fact that they don't exist

#.docx #at least not anymore #lmao 🥴

[weatherspoonstoilets]

I have watched the whole of bojack horseman within four-five days and all there is left in me is a lingering feeling of sadness and dread. If anyone was wondering, season 4 episode 11 is where it's at if you need a good cry

#i wanna end me #bojack horseman #i want to kms #i hate everything #i hate it here #i wanna die #it's not worth it #at least not anymore #please end my suffering #I'm a Mr peanut butter kin end me right now #As Sarah Lynn said #That's too much man

[cosmicdreamgrl]

woke up because i can't sleep and it hit me: maybe today is the day some things end. feels like it's been the consistent theme of 2023 but you know what they say, you can't grow if you're not willing to let go. sigh.

#steph.text #i'm not going to say i didn't try #i did #the problem is the thing itself? the same #what's changed is me #like i said this seems to be the thing this year #aka me realizing i'm the 'problem' because i'm not what people expect of me #at least not anymore

[yourknightinshiningplastic]

girl help I'm thinking. about that guy again.

#i wore my fob necklace today and it reminded about that time in science class that the kid across from me asked what it meant #and the guy i had (have) a crush on told him because he was sat next to me #and how that same kid went to a fob show with the guy i liked (they were friends ig idk) and i was so jealous #and when he was talking about it i just exploded basically #i mean i would have been jealous of anyone in my class seeing them in concert but the fact that it was him #i thought about how much fun that would have been #and ofc being like 13 and a fanfic reader yaknow #you can imagine what i daydreamed about #also apparently hes like mean now or so ive heard from my neighbor which was awful to hear #i dont think hes mean because he said hi to me that one time last year or whatever #also the friend i heard that from doesnt know i had a crush on him #i haven't told her #i dont really want to tbh #i did tell her about when i saw him tho i just didn't say who it was #just that i had a crush on him and was confused as to how he recognized me #basically what i posted here when it happened #man talking about this is so like exhilarating #i feel like mabel gravity falls rn #everytime i think about my real crushes it is like wow fictional crushes do not compare for me #at least not anymore #maybe i need a new real crush idk #winona has something to say #crush talk

[savageday6]

anyway it has been a week of loneliness (i felt that there was hardly anyone around me irl whom i knew i could count on) and also work fatigue but i'm also glad that i got to spend some good quality time with my family. and somehow being at work recharged my social battery a little which served well in filling up the little pocket of emptiness from not having any friends this week JDKDKDJ

#personal #like i've really been finding out who truly cares and matters this week. results have been disappointing but honestly i can't be bothered #at least not anymore #i'll just live for myself #i guess it was not a bad week! just a quiet and friendless one that's all and that's fine!

[i4sgwr]

timezones (derogatory)

#had edit my world clocks #i have like 5 different times saved #literally none of my friends live where i do </3 #at least not anymore #[❕] txt.

[yonduismarrypoppins]

Jack needs a new team, DESPERATELY.

#idk if ​Urban’s an official member of his team or not but him and (maybe) Neelam can stay #his music team is fine but he needs a new publicist #a new social media manager #have I said publicist yet? #he needs a new stylist #Metta is good but not for Jack #at least not anymore #he seriously needs a better and more experienced team with connections in media and businesses