Jongho x male reader
- Jongho x male reader
- warning: angst
I cried while writing it
- words: 641
I sat on the couch looking at the door hoping that he would walk back through but nothing happen. He just look at me and left. I felt tears run down my face trying to not cry….. I play with the ring around my finger as he didn’t come back for the rest of the night.
When I woke up I notice that Jongho was home. He was in the bathroom but I didn’t move from the couch. I felt so broken still and watching him go along like nothing was wrong was making my heart hurt. When he came out of the bathroom he didn’t say anything to me at all…. he walk right past me and into the kitchen.
I look down trying to not show him my emotions after a month or so went by he stop doing things that we did together. Our friends stop coming and now won’t answer me. I paid my head to the side knowing what was going happen. He sat down on the couch next to me but far enough to tell me not to come anymore closer to him. I push my knees up into my chest looking at the tv to see what he would watch.
But I couldn’t keep myself from crying so I place my head back into my knees. He didn’t look at me or comfort me at all.
“……….w-……why……” I whisper out to him in my weak voice.
He didn’t answer me but got up and walk away. I didn’t really do anything else or say anything at all. I just let it go on I guess I’ll just let it be till a decision.
Couple months went by and a saw him least and least as time went by. One evening I was sitting him the couch with my blanket wrap around me as I watch the rain run down the window. I hear the door open and someone came in.
“Who are you?” The person ask looking at me up and down.
“I live here…..” I said look at her as she came farther inside.
She roll her eyes and went to the bedroom. I wanted to follow her but she throw something at me. I look down to see a bag of my stuff laid in front of me.
“You need to leave now……” she said grabbing my arms and dragging me out.
She push me out of the house and throw my bag out with me. I went to get up but a fell again from the wet sidewalk. Jongho got out of the car and look down at me. He didn’t help me at all but went inside with the girl that push me out. I got up and walk down the street wondering why I wasn’t crying now…..
Maybe it is the fact I don’t have any years left to cry anymore……….I walk along in the rain look down at my phone see that everyone one of ‘our’ friends had been out with the two. I put my phone down and walk down the road till I got to a sandy road. I walk down till I could smell the salt in the air from the water that laid just a head.
I walk slowly trying to make sure I didn’t break down right here in the middle of nowhere but it slowly came. I found myself sitting at the edge of the water raining in the dark. I don’t know how long I have been out here but I stood up and move a farther into the water. Once the water hit my knees I watch the sun come up.
The light hit my face as the tears fell some more.
“I just can’t take my tears………I hate this part right………here”