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Jongho x male reader

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Originally posted by king-larry-16

- Jongho x male reader

- warning: angst I cried while writing it

- words: 641

M/n pov.


   I sat on the couch looking at the door hoping that he would walk back through but nothing happen. He just look at me and left. I felt tears run down my face trying to not cry….. I play with the ring around my finger as he didn’t come back for the rest of the night.

   When I woke up I notice that Jongho was home. He was in the bathroom but I didn’t move from the couch. I felt so broken still and watching him go along like nothing was wrong was making my heart hurt. When he came out of the bathroom he didn’t say anything to me at all…. he walk right past me and into the kitchen.

   I look down trying to not show him my emotions after a month or so went by he stop doing things that we did together. Our friends stop coming and now won’t answer me. I paid my head to the side knowing what was going happen. He sat down on the couch next to me but far enough to tell me not to come anymore closer to him. I push my knees up into my chest looking at the tv to see what he would watch.

   But I couldn’t keep myself from crying so I place my head back into my knees. He didn’t look at me or comfort me at all.

   “……….w-……why……” I whisper out to him in my weak voice.

   He didn’t answer me but got up and walk away. I didn’t really do anything else or say anything at all. I just let it go on I guess I’ll just let it be till a decision.

Couple months went by and a saw him least and least as time went by. One evening I was sitting him the couch with my blanket wrap around me as I watch the rain run down the window. I hear the door open and someone came in.

   “Who are you?” The person ask looking at me up and down.

   “I live here…..” I said look at her as she came farther inside.

   She roll her eyes and went to the bedroom. I wanted to follow her but she throw something at me. I look down to see a bag of my stuff laid in front of me.

   “You need to leave now……” she said grabbing my arms and dragging me out.

   She push me out of the house and throw my bag out with me. I went to get up but a fell again from the wet sidewalk. Jongho got out of the car and look down at me. He didn’t help me at all but went inside with the girl that push me out. I got up and walk down the street wondering why I wasn’t crying now…..

   Maybe it is the fact I don’t have any years left to cry anymore……….I walk along in the rain look down at my phone see that everyone one of ‘our’ friends had been out with the two. I put my phone down and walk down the road till I got to a sandy road. I walk down till I could smell the salt in the air from the water that laid just a head.

   I walk slowly trying to make sure I didn’t break down right here in the middle of nowhere but it slowly came. I found myself sitting at the edge of the water raining in the dark. I don’t know how long I have been out here but I stood up and move a farther into the water. Once the water hit my knees I watch the sun come up.

   The light hit my face as the tears fell some more.

   “I just can’t take my tears………I hate this part right………here”

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Eden: You know Jongho, you seem very mature for your age

Jongho: Thank you very much , its the trauma

Eden: Trauma?

Jongho: motions vaguely at woosan bullying seonghwa , hongjoong trying to control yungi while yeosang just sits aside and yells encouragements to everyone

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you’re sad?! seonghwa said he’s keeping hongjoong’s pictures all around their room because hongjoong is never home now you’re even sadder

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𝑨𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒛: 𝑳𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑲𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚'𝒓𝒆 𝑰𝒏 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒐𝒐𝒅 (𝑹𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅)

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐒𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭.

❥𝓚𝓲𝓶 𝓗𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓳𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓰

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Originally posted by santashine

Hongjoong tried to focus on the screen in front of him, but the tight and throbbing ache inside his pants was too much to handle at this point. He had tried to ignore it for the past 15 minutes, but the urge just kept growing as his mind began filling with dirty images of you, underneath him, squirming and shivering as he pounded into you.

His hand lingered a little too high on his thigh. He could just indulge in a little fantasy…….but why do that when reality was sweeter? With no hesitation, he picked up his phone and instantly dialed your number.

Joongie?” You answered.

Baby….” Hongjoong breathed out, almost panting at hearing your sweet voice say his name.

“Be ready for me. I’m coming over in 10 minutes. You know exactly how I want you: clothes off and legs spread…..

See you soon…” You heard him chuckle lowly.

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ahaha so i’m baaaack ;; super sorry for all the inactivity babes life has been weighing down on all of us i’m sure and i needed some time! This is the next installment of the college!au ateez series, and although i had planned to have hongjoong last, y’all requested him so much i wrote him next and changed the order around! 

Author’s note: Bullet fic, 

Warnings: like a drop of angst if u squint ?? the word sh!t appears one time i think

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Hongjoong:

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Originally posted by a-teez

  • he’s so cute i’m Sad
  • ok so Joongie is just so loved, so treasured by everyone ,, every time he enters into a room everyone just 🥺
  • he’ll walk into a room looking all sleepy in overalls or something and literally everyone’s parental instincts awaken from the depths of college emotional indifference and suddenly ,, 
  • there’s world peace it’s a sight to see 
  • so, our Hongjoongie is actually a double major!! 
  • he’s a world lit major, and he’s minoring in gender studies so his emphasis is on analyzing feminist texts 
  • more often than not, the best way to find hongjoong is to just go to the library on the south side of campus at odd hours at night and you’ll usually find him buried underneath a pile of books ;; (and more often than not he’ll also be sleeping because baby can’t stay awake to save his life ://) 
  • But he really does love his major ,, and If u let him ,  he’ll rave hours and hours about literature; analyzing them through historical context, societal reflection, the role of women, writing style….. 
  • ….he just loves what he does and it makes everyone around him love him for it too!! 
  • He always has extensive talks with Yeosang (an english major who took a lot of lit classes with hongjoong hint go read the yeosang!au) on american 19th century feminist writings
  • they started their own book club and it’s literally just them two, no other members allowed, and all they do is eat finger sandwiches and shit on misogynistic men we sTAN
  • HoWEVer, although hongjoong’s work in literature is impressive and respected, he’s probably better known for his second major: 
  • music composition!
  • music is the love of his life ,,, no buts there’s nothing he’ll love more than his art (except maybe you aha ha ha ;)
  • and people knew him around campus becaaaauseeeeee ,,,,, he would usually ,,, dj at frat parties… 
  • it wasn’t something he particularly liked, but hey money is money.
  • in all seriousness though, when hongjoong wasn’t reading or writing papers, he was glued to his mac producing tracks and writing lyrics 
  • the only thing was ,,, he didn’t actually sing any of what he wrote 
  • he never thought his own voice suited his songs, and would much rather sit on the sidelines moving along the creative direction 
  • and although the boys usually are the ones to sing his demos,, joongie always felt like something was still ,,, missing 
  • this is where u come in wink wonk 
  • you’re just a lowly econ major who surprisingly !! doesn’t !! want !! to start your own fortune 500 company :DD !! wow so rare :) 
  • anYWaYS,, you’re just doing it cuz your parents pressured you into pursuing a career with stable job opportunities and you’re kinda good at math and graphs soooo 
  • ….why not 
  • but to be honest, you always felt trapped 
  • you were never able to stop that feeling of impending doom when you’d open your macro-econ textbooks ,,,
  • or how your heart hurt when you think about the fact that your life is headed straight to an incredibly mundane future :
  • a desk job, an overpriced apartment that barely has enough room for you, living in constant air pollution from the city’s high carbon emissions, never finding true love, dying alone with 50 cats,  taxes…you get the drift
  • you usually pushed those thoughts to the back of your mind, negativity isn’t productive and right now you had a world economics midterm to study for
  • but..
  • not that you’d ever admit it, your true passion had always been music 
  • you weren’t the best composer, you knew just enough piano to get you but; but you had a set of PIPES dAmN
  • your friends could usually find you at the dorm’s music rooms ,, and whenever you felt stress or needed to unwind, you’d usually head over to those rooms
  • now ,,, these rooms are soundproof // but the trick is you actually have to close the door cuz if u don’t……
  • everyone can hear you 
  • and by everyone I mean the entire floor
  • you were doing your usual thing at the music room one night when one of your friends came in to let you know everyone would be heading over to dinner soon,, u promised only one more song before meeting them upstairs on your dorm floor 
  • hoWEVeR, U DIDN’T REALIZE THAT WHEN YOUR FRIEND WALKED AWAY THEY LEFT THE DOOR OPEN 
  • and soo ,, when u started singing again  //// everyone heard 
  • and by everyone i mean ???!?
  • hongjoong :))
  • and it was love at first sight ,,, or rather 
  • ,, love at first listen??
  • he won’t ponder over the semantics, all Hongjoong knew was that he had been looking for a voice like yours and needed you on his tracks 
  • this man barged into the room and begged you to lend your voice for his songs 
  • …on his knees :00
  • you were in shock like what were you supposed to do?
  • this random man stormed in and got on his knees ,, 
  • what was next ??
  • marriage ????
  • u didn’t really say anything for a while just kinda looked him in his eyes 
  • but then your uwu instincts kicked in–u don’t know what it is about this dude but u just wanna like give him candy or something 
  • and so you hesitantly asked for his name 
  • and that’s when hongjoong realized he was an IDIOT 
  • because not only was your voice heavenly, but of course you were cute too and he just presented himself like a complete and utter maniac and He Didn’T eVEN bOTHER To TelL You hIS NAme!
  • he wanted the ground to swallow him up but alas 
  • he got off his knees and shyly stuck out his hand and told you his name 
  • you looked at him once again ,, and surprisingly 
  • you took his hand with a small smile on your face 
  • you ended up totally forgetting about dinner with your friends at the dining hall 
  • because hongjoong sat beside you on the piano bench and showed you his songs and lyrics, and you….fell in love <3
  • you’d never connected with anyone on this type of emotional level before and it was almost sort of overwhelming 
  • it also kinda gave you hope too ,, because here was Hongjoong ,, someone who managed to get the best of both worlds : a music and a lit degree
  • and you thought that maybe ,, you could do something with music too 
  • you guys exchanged numbers and scheduled to meet at the university’s recording studio that weekend 
  • Hongjoong composed a track and you added your own lyrics with his help–after two weeks of mixing, mastering, producing, and recording ,,, you guys officially released a single!!
  • you really weren’t expecting it, but hongjoong was a bit of a social butterfly and so the song became a hit on campus 
  • people were uploading it to their social media, sharing it with friends, playing it while they worked out, it was kinda ridiculous to you 
  • the student paper even wrote an article about it (and later you found out that the journalist was one of hongjoong’s friend’s girlfriend ,, (hint go read the yunho!au)
  • And when the song reached 10,000 streams, that gave you the confidence to do what you had always wanted to do 
  • you called your parents up on a Saturday morning to tell them you were picking up a vocal performance major 
  • you were extremely anxious for this conversation, so Hongjoong decided to stay by your side for moral support 
  • As both of you waited with baited breath for your parents’ response, Hongjoong was also right there just ,, holding your hand so sweetly,, and that was driving YOU INSANE 
  • (because in these past couple of months you had gotten to know Hongjoong you had mostly definitely, absolutely, completely fallen head over heels for him)  
  • after a long moment of silence, your parents agreed 
  • they weren’t too happy about it, but they also weren’t as against it as you thought they’d be–the only condition was that you’d continue with econ and instead double major 
  • it would honestly be hard considering the amount of mandatory classes and performances required of the vocal performance major, but you were too happy to care 
  • after your goodbyes with your parents, you looked over to Hongjoong with the biggest smile on your face 
  • and it just,, absolutely melted his heart 
  • before he could stop himself he just wrapped his arms around you and twirled you around
  • and then :) he gave you the softest kiss on your cheek 
  • of course, after it dawned on him what he had done, he instantly turned red and started chucking nervously as he stuttered his words 
  • but for you, the newfound confidence and ADRENALINE after your successful phone call with your parents, you grabbed both sides of his face and asked him if you could kiss him 
  • Hongjoong was wide-eyed but LIKE HELL he would pass up this up 
  • so after muttering out a shy yes, y’all kissed awwww :))
  • and after that, you guys became a couple! 
  • you’d show up to the frat parties he would DJ at and would always dance like an idiot with wooyoung in the corner of the room 
  • and you and hongjoong would always partner up for music composition and performance projects: Hongjoong would write the tracks and you’d sing for them
  • you guys were honestly such a soft couple 
  • you also picked up the habit of studying sleeping at the library with hongjoong because double majoring was hard and it required a lot of work
  • and it just, now became a thing for people to always find you along with Hongjoong sleeping under a pile of books 
  • you guys kept on releasing more singles after that, and are currently working on an EP!
  • and honestly, you were so incredibly happy 
  • you had the most amazing boyfriend, and you were pursuing your passion 
  • and you felt just a little bit better knowing that your future was unclear
  • you no longer pictured yourself at a desk job, living out an absolutely dreadful life 
  • instead, you finally realized the multitude of opportunities at your disposal
  • and with Hongjoong by your side, you just knew everything in life would work out in the end!

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FEEL FREE TO REQUEST!

Love you guys! Stay safe and healthy!!

- Luna

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Ateez Fic

Summary: What if your average life gets messed up by one of your friends and you have to move out? But there is a problem, it’s seems like your new flatmates doesn’t want you there.

Genre: Angst NonIdol!AU

OT8

Masterlist

@raysanshine@la-soleilmafia-cb

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You had no idea why you agreed to meet them after all these things. It felt like you were stepping back from your actions and your attitude. Well, there was going to be money, at least. After deciding it was still early, you wandered around the shops near the cafe you were going to meet. The time went both fast and slow, which was something you didn’t experience often. You sighed and dropped your shoulders.

Now or never.

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𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘀 | 𝗣𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗦𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗵𝘄𝗮 (𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗭)

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🍼 Seonghwa’s been acting pretty weird around the others. Disappearing for days at a time and even missing schedules — something he’s never done before — what secret could he be hiding?

  • Paring: IDOL!Seonghwa x Fem!Reader
  • Genre: Fluff
  • Warnings: NONE
  • Word Count: 1,727 (9,374 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠)

𝑎𝑢𝑡𝘩𝑜𝑟'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒: Seunghoon (Hoony), Seungwoo (Woo) & Seungyoun (Yun Yun) • will add read more in the morning

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Seonghwa: Imagine if someone handed you a box full of all the items you have lost throughout your life.

Yunho: It would be nice to get my sense of purpose back.

Yeosang: Oh wow my childhood innocence! Thank you for finding this.

San: My will to live! I haven’t seen this in 15 years!

Mingi: I knew I lost that potential somewhere!

Wooyoung: Mental stability, my old friend!

Seonghwa: Guys, could you lighten up a little?

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your tiktok drafts getting leaked. ateez.

── summary. here’s some of your drafts that got posted after your tiktok account was hacked.

── warnings. suggestive stuff, alludes to sex, cussing, mention of toxic fans and antis, spitting kink i guess but just briefly, fem!reader

── developers note. this was inspired by @/venuswrld who had done this with her characters and i thought it would be fun to do it. there’s like two that are similar in concept to her’s but that’s about it. also @sansbun​ the inspiration of one of the san ones lol. 

── tag list. @chrryhwa

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