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the-rager-ever · 2 months
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[Sanka seems to have calmed down a bit now, sitting and staring. The soft-spoken magical girl is now full of nothing but fear.] -@izayakasanka
*Raph gently gives him a small forehead kiss.* It's gonna be alright.. I'll talk to MJ, and Atsu. Just take a break, San.
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blucassiopeia · 9 months
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"A prelude spin-off for an upcoming fic"
warnings: afab!reader, NSFW 18+ content MDNI, mentions of heavy drinking and getting drunk, drunken fluff, drunk foreplay inc. dry humping, oral fem!receiving, vouyerism, cheating(?), pining, angst, comfort (?), stupidly complicated, surprising and agitating, women empowerment
part 1 - 8.4k words ; part 2 - 6.7k words
A Miya Osamu x reader ft Miya Atsumu one shot
a/n: jdksjsksksjskksla PART 2 BECAUSE IT'S TOO LONG FOR MY COMFORT
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Miya Osamu's dragging you to God knows where, you were all worried if someone's gonna see. Your eyes were on his hand gripping yours, how long has it been? You felt guilty on having some good memories on this, you wanna run to Atsumu. You feel safe with him.
With Osamu, your danger alerts come blaring left and right.
"Rin."
"Yeah, yeah, just get on with it and please, this will be the last."
Rintarou gave you a cold gaze and cleared his throat before stepping aside from what it seems to be a door of their room. He dragged you inside, and your heart felt like it ran marathons you grabbed your hand back attempting to escape.
"Please Y/n, cooperate. For Atsumu."
For Atsumu? You'll do anything for Atsumu.
You stopped struggling, but you don't want him touching you so you still struggled free from his grasp. He huffed, relieved, as he saw you stood in the center of the room.
"I'm listening."
Osamu nodded, fixing his thoughts that he practiced with Ran and her husband. "Atsumu has to know everything, Y/n."
"What everything are we talking about here?"
Osamu stared at you, "Your call. Anything to save your relationship with him. Justーjust be honest with him, Y/n."
You felt anger rising from the depths of you, you sneered at him. "How dare you say that to me. How dare you ask me to be honest when you yourself hid the truth from him."
"C'mon. I'm offeringー"
"Rin. Have you seen Y/n?"
"No."
"She's with Osamu?"
"Huh?"
"Is she inside?"
"Atsuー"
The door suddenly opened, revealing a smiling Atsumuーno, not smiling, his eyes are not smiling. Fear quickly creeped through your bones, tears are welling from your eyes. You wanted to run to him, hug him, but you're not sure if he's gonna hug you back.
"Y/n? I'm supposed to introduce you to the rest of our friends. Are youー" His eyes raked to Osamu's direction who has his face turned away from Atsumu. "ーsomewhat, busy? 'Samu, Suga-san's outside looking for you, too."
Rintarou groaned at his back and you noticed Shinsuke peeking over Atsumu's shoulder, staring at you. Shinsuke hummed, "We should leave them, Atsumu." Atsumu nodded and huffed, took a few steps closer to you to give you forehead kisses.
You whispered his name as he rests his forehead against yours. "I'll wait for you at the party, Y/n."
You were about to say you love him and only him when he moved away from you and patted Osamu's shoulder, gave it a firm squeeze. "'Samu, be kind to her."
"No." Atsumu froze midway to the door and gave Osamu a tired look you never seen all your life. "Stay. You need to hear everything."
"What's happening, Rin?"
"Go back to the party Ran."
You saw Ran and her husband peeked on the three of you inside the room and how Ran locked eyes with Osamu, smiled reassuringly and nodded, tapping her husband's shoulder and Rin's. And with some telepathy, they closed the door, leaving you three alone.
"What?" Atsumu chuckled after a long silence. "Are we just gonna stand here and stare at the shiny floor?"
You thought both you and Osamu are testing Atsumu's waters, that you both gonna tread on this situation carefully. You thought wrong, because Osamu just blurted out, "Remember the incident that happened when I came back from Argentina? The one where you have to pick me up in the bus stop?"
Atsumu nodded, "Yeah." And you felt cold suddenly, closing your eyes and praying to the heavens silently.
"She wasー"
"ーthe one that you told me about. The one who you almost had sex with. Yeah, I know. Rami and her friend told me that story I branded as a rumor 6 months ago when we got back together. They have different accounts as to what happened but with all the same person."
You both froze, and you were dumbfounded as to how Atsumu made it sound like it was nothing. Doesn't it bother him? Doesn't it matter to him? How? Whyー
"Why didn't you tell me?" You whispered under your breath so soft you were worried he didn't catch it.
"Of course." Atsumu sincerely smiled at you and Osamu, Osamu still staring at his brother, finding an emotion he can't find as of the moment. "I can't trust other people's recounts. I wanna hear it from both of you."
Your knees buckled as it loses its strength to hold up your weight, it made you squat and your breaths were stuffed. You feel like your world was spinning hard but got stopped abruptly, crashing your veins with your heart.
This wasn't what you expected. So all this time, he knew. Atsumu knew. The twins' 1st birthday party, the world outside seems so far away right now.
"Are there more I have to hear about?"
Osamu gulped, glancing at your distressed state on the floor before meeting Atsumu's unreadable eyes. He might've expected some of this, but Atsumu having this unreadable emotion is new to him he felt like lost in his own twin's proximity. For the first time, he felt detached from him.
He took a deep breath, concluding he has to end this whatever Atsumu's feeling right now. It pains him.
"IーI had HAD feelings for Y/n before Ran came into our lives. I kinda.. hated her for attracting both of us. Hated her because she was oblivious to what she was doing. But Ran came, and I didn't care anymore. That night was a blur butー"
"I love her Atsumu, what can you do? What can I do?"
"You don't have feelings for her anymore?"
Osamu didn't like how Atsumu smiled at him while saying those words. It felt like Atsumu was praying so hard for him to answer none. Like he doubted his feelings for Ran. Like he didn't trust him.
"None. All I know is she irritates the hell out of me, scaring the hell out of me, and hell, I still hate her because she can destroy us. I can't be kind to her, Atsumu. She left you once, I can't trust her again."
"Yeah," Atsumu chuckled, running a hand through his hair, and on the back of his neck. "She can destroy us. Because I will always choose you over her but I'm worried you'll feel guilty because you know she makes me so damn happy." He whispered the last phrase like it meant a lot to him, which it certainly did.
And Osamu's hands hooked up his hips, breathing to the ceiling, feeling like drowning at the atmosphere of the room. Atsumu knows him too well, and he can't tell Osamu that he'd feel guilty because he already did, it's suffocating.
And you felt so little hearing Atsumu's words. Of course, he'll choose his brother over some relationship. Osamu was there with Atsumu all their life, he was his partner at everything. The boys were right, Rintarou was right, you're destroying that precious bond they have. You don't want that. Their bond was what you love about them. Butー
"You?" Atsumu's voice was soft when he sat down infront of you. "Y/n you have something to say?"
You didn't notice you were shaking until he held both your hands gently and kissed it, it teared you up more. Whatever you would say to him now will hurt him. You gave him nothing but pain, it's revolting.
"IーOsamu's my first love, Atsumu."
The words felt so bitter rolling out your tongue. You had a hard time locking eye contact with him for you saw how his expression changed. He looked defeated. Osamu groaned somewhere in the room, but you didn't care. Atsumu was more important. And you saw how he was breaking in front of you.
"Before you, it was him. Was."
Atsumu withdrew his hands from you to cup his face, wiping his escaping tears in the process. A few more of agonizing silent moments kicked in before he found his voice back and fiddled with your fingers.
"Okay. Continue. It's okay. I'm listening." His voice was hoarse it slowly broke your heart. But you have to continue, to disclose this matter once and for all, even if it breaks you both.
"He was giving me mixed signals, and I sortaーa little bitーattracted to him. Heーhe never fails to remind me he existed." You confessed and you heard Osamu scoffed, already annoyed at what he was hearing, you have to refrain from throwing everything at him.
"So, is having the same face as him made it hard for you to forget him?"
Your jaw dropped at how Atsumu interpreted what you said, flabbergasted about how to even react, your mouth hanged open and closed in attempt to answer.
"NO!" You exclaimed, felt scandalized, your voice echoed through the walls. "NoーAtsumu no, it's nothing like that."
"Okay." Atsumu cleared his throat. "Okay. Go on."
"I don't feel comfortable when he's around me. He's making me feel guilty, he's making me reassure myself, reevaluate myself and my feelings for youーand I swear, I swear Atsumu, I really really love you."
"Y/n.." With full of emotions, Atsumu slightly smiled at you. "You don't hide something like this from the one you love."
"You don't let him think of why is he waiting for an explanation of your actions. You don't let him think of choosing between you and his brother. You don't let him feel insecure of your love."
"Butーbut Atsumu, I don't want you to get hurt.."
"But you're both hurting me right now." You froze as his voice broke, your breath hitched and shallowed.
"It's crushing me Y/n." Atsumu's lips quivered as he spoke and it broke you more as he reached out for your hand and gripped it against his. "Why did both of you have to wait for 5-6 months to tell me everything that I NEED to know? Why did you both have to wait? Are you really cheating on my back?"
"ATSUMU!"
"No, 'Tsumu, love, it's nothing like that."
"Then why?" Atsumu sobbed, and you really had the audacity to wipe his tears from his cheeks. "Tell me. I don't want to choose between you two. I rather die than choosing one from you."
The only sound that can be heard in the silent room was Atsumu's sobs and sniffles, and maybe the restless breaths from both you and Osamu, suffering from a heartbroken Atsumu.
"You don't have to choose." Osamu broke the silence, maybe because he can't take more of Atsumu's sobs it's also breaking him. Who wouldn't? "We can both get over each other in due time."
Atsumu smirked through his sniffs. "You can never move on from your first love. Thought I told you that, 'Samu."
Atsumu played with your fingers, heaving breaths every now and then, gentle kisses every now and then. It felt like an hour but you didn't want him to stop. These moments with him even amidst turmoils are what you live for. He assures you're at peace every damn time.
"Do you somehow want me to break this relationship up?"
"Do youーdo you want me to give you space, Y/n? Do you want a cool off? I can give you that."
"Atsumu." Your voice was breathy, and your eyes searching for his that's focused on your hands. You still haven't registered what was he saying. You don't want to.
"It's all I can give you now. Youーyou have to calibrate yourself, reevaluate your feelings for me.. anything, anything you want to change."
"Atsumu."
And you somehow were dragged back to the harsh reality, your voice felt like a kilometers away. You held up his shaking hand and caressed it, kissed it, thinking it might help with the situation presented in front of you.
"Don't worry, Y/n. Ifーif you want me back, God, if you want me back, I'll come running back to you. As fast as I can." You kissed Atsumu's palms as fresh batch of tears poured from your eyes and Atsumu's. "If.. if you ever wanted to break up after the cool off, I will understand you with the bestest of my ability. I will understand you with all of my heart, Y/n. Hell, you can take my heart and break it I won't care. Justーjust be honest with yourself."
"Is that what you want, Atsumu?"
"Y/n.." You heard Osamu whined somewhere in the room but you were focused on Atsumu who has his eyes on you.
"Yes. If that's what you needed, to see me clearly, with no ugly distraction named Osamu." Atsumu was the only one who chuckled with that, you can't imagine how he's holding all his emotions up to fix the problem himself.
"Jokes aside, hmm, IーI want you to love me for me Y/n. I believe it's what I deserve. And I don't want it from anyone else but you."
You smiled, wiping his tears from his lashes, and cupped his face. "You want a better version of me?"
"C-Can I at least ask that from you? I really don't wanna lose you but I want you to be honest with yourself too."
"A cool off then."
It went as a whisper but it was louder than any loud noise you had ever heard youself saying. But you had no choice but to take this chance to fix yourself. You also want the best for Atsumu and if he needs this, then you'll do it. No questions asked. Butーyou really don't want to do a cool off, too. You're afraid that something might change. You're afraid that even if you love him, even if you know you'll shamelessly choose to still be with him, he'll give up on you along the way.
You had no right to whine then. You had no right to demand or to go against his decisions. You were the one that brought them both in this situation. You. No one else.
Osamu was like drifting like a feather through the twins' 1st birthday party. People came rushing past him and he didn't even notice he was already holding Takeshi in his arms until the little baby boy blabbered and slapped his face. He huffed and kissed Takeshi's cheek before passing him to his father.
"Did it hurt?" Osamu heard Atsumu chuckled at his side.
"Hinata has a heavier hand than Takeshi." Then they both chuckled at the thought of how Hinata really got her traits from her mother, definitely a Ran 2.0.
And there was silence again as the games went on and all theit friends sitting in their table are out playing. Osamu still hasn't pulled his thoughts back, still stuck at what happened at the room just hours ago. It lingered like a fresh wound. He can still hear Atsumu crying, he wanted to be deaf for a second, it's disturbing.
"I can't be with someone who's not comfortable with you around for the rest of my life, 'Samu. That's why I asked for the cool off."
"Hm."
"You're more important." Atsumu assured.
"Hm." Osamu exhaled slowly to ease himself. He knew something felt a little off with his twin. But he has to just be with him through it all right? That's what his Ma always reminding them. "I'm sorry for keeping it for so long."
Osamu gazed at Atsumu who shook his head. "No. I'm sorry for making you feel like you should keep it all to yourself."
"RAAAAN! KUROO-NII-SAN'S CHEATING!!!"
"AM NOT! SHUT UP LEV!"
"I saw it Kuroo-san. Put it back."
"Akira, not you too."
Osamu felt something restricting his throat hearing Atsumu say that. He's clearly the one at fault here, before and now. It never changed.
"Kenjiro."
"You never change, Osamu. You're still top-notch at inducing pain to other people."
"'Tsumu.."
"Shut it now. I'm fine. We will be fine." How Atsumu whispered his last sentence kept Osamu in the edge, dangling. Of course, they will all be fine, but when?
Atsumu distracted himself by eating the finger foods served in the table, trying it all. Osamu wondered how Atsumu got this appetite after what happened, he doesn't even have appetite for his own. His stomach is still gurgling from all the stress he might vomit if needed.
"Oy! Tobio! Play!"
"He's worried for Yuki, the competition is today."
"Help me move out from the apartment after this? Wanna crash in your room until she decides whether to get back with me or to end it for good."
Osamu's brows perked up at what Atsumu said, shocked. "Wanna stay with Ran?"
"Yeah, the twins might help me de-stress."
"You'll gonna witness cheesy moments every fucking day." Osamu grumbled, remembering how Ran and her husband just didn't care if he's right there or no and all that mattered to them was each other. Which was cool, Ran needs it.
"I will experience it with you then." Atsumu grinned, but Osamu saw how it didn't reach his eyes as it was followed by another silence. How did he let this happen again? "I can't let anything, anyone, destroy us. You're all I have from womb till now, Osamu."
"But do you still love her?" What kind of question is that, Osamu?
"I still do, so fucking much. But I deserve better. A better her." Atsumu fiddled with his fingers as his eyes lingered at Ran carrying Hinata and conversing with Mai and Doc Ayaka, Kenji and Kiyoomi's girlfriends. "I'm just scared of how Ran will react. She slapped Seina when she broke up with Keiji."
"Ran's not like that, 'Tsumu. Of course, she will be upset because her friends are vital to her, especially now at her stage. She just slapped Seina to wake her up."
Osamu smirked at how he remembered Kei grumbling at the GC at how his sister just went gangsta and slapped Seina at school premises, and later claimed she did that for her own good and yeah, it worked but Keiji went and scolded her which was not typical of him.
"Think she can help Y/n?"
"She might be thinking of that right about now. Don't worry. Whenever push comes to a shove, she's got you." Always. That's why Osamu likes her, she never disappoints, she's always there. She understands unconditionally, selfless and steadfast.
But he never noticed that the first time, that's why they're all here and struggling. Regret comes deep.
And also at the expense of his own brother's emotions.
He has been standing by the door of Atsumu and Y/n's room for almost an hour. The other side was disturbing to listen but Osamu can't seem to take a step away, or even take a step inside. His hands had gone white gripping the door jamb, battling with his own thoughts. He knew this would happen. He knew. But it still hurts hearing Atsumu cry his heart out alone.
Osamu let out a shaky breath as he felt a hand on his shoulder and it paused, maybe noticing Atsumu's cries inside the room. The hand tugged him away from the door with a sigh and it drew him closer to a hug to which he has no energy to return to. His head dropped at the shoulder he will always recognize everywhere, hand rubbing his back as he notices he was crying too.
"Why is it so hard to learn how to love, Ran?"
"Maybe, it's because you're viewing love as a lesson to be learned." She paused, kissing the portion of his head that her pale lips can reach. "It should be felt, 'Samu. And be honest to yourself even if you can't be honest to others."
Ran held Osamu's face and her thumbs wiped his tears away from his cheeks, he nudged his face closer to her palms. Her touch calms him and she'll never know that.
"Go distract yourself first outside, I'll come back for you, hm?" Osamu shot a where are you going look at Ran pointed her lips to the door where Atsumu is, and he immediately nodded. "I'll call you or plushie if something happens."
"D'you drink your meds?"
Ran flashed her grin at Osamu and tapped his shoulder. "Yes, sir. Go now. Shoo!"
Osamu stared at Ran staring at the door for a few seconds before turning the knob and pushing the door open. Atsumu's cries spiked up volume and it was silenced again as Ran closed the door. Don't worry Atsumu, Ran's got you.
"You suffer like this everyday?"
Osamu chuckled silently as Atsumu whispered that question to him while peeking at Ran and her husband dance silly in the kitchen. Atsumu has his phone recording the wholesome scene, Osamu keeping the twins busy as the four of them peeked.
"Seriously?"
"It's rather enjoying, 'Tsumu. We never see Ran that happy before."
Atsumu went silent as the music track ended, so as his video. Osamu noticed it and he nudged him by his shoulder. "I-I'll send this to the GC."
He watched Atsumu turn up to their room and the twins looked up at him in question, while sucking their small fingers. Suddenly, the twins squealed and made grabby hands to someone in his back.
"Sneaking~" Ran leaned down to kiss her twin's cheeks. "Dada! Get 'Keshi! It's lunch time." She called out.
After the incident with Atsumu crying, she never talked about what happened in the room. She just said, "He's broken. Let him be broken for a while. Y/n will fix him if she's true to her words."
And that's what worries Osamu. What if you don't fix him? What if you'll break up with Atsumu again? Osamu can't bear the guilt then.
Ran poked Osamu's forehead and stared at him as her husband scooped Takeshi up and took him to the kitchen. "Stop worrying. It's painted all over your face." She scooped up Hinata and gave her to Osamu. "'Tsumuu~ Lunch!"
"Hai~ be right over!"
"She'll be with me for the whole of next week in this onsen in Gunma. I'll talk to her there. So stop worrying, okay? The twins can pick up your emotions."
Osamu can just nod and trust Ran.
You stared at your reflection in the mirror. Eyebags, ugly skin, bedhair.. You were not yourself since a week ago, since Atsumu asked for a cool off and haul his things out of the apartment to give you the space he talked about.
The week was agonizing, it felt like you were dying. But you deserve this, you got nothing for an excuse. You should've moved on from Osamu before you went back with Atsumu. You shouldn't have made it a big deal with him existing. You should just have focused on Atsumu and no one else.
Tears streamed again on your face for a millionth time. You wish Atsumu would just come back. But it'll be too much to ask considering you were the one at fault. You should haul yourself, get better and run back to him. But how...
Your phone kept on ringing but you ignored it. You didn't noticed you had fallen asleep on the floor by your mirror, until someone nudge you awake by the shoulder. An unfamiliar face was the first thing you saw opening your eyes, she was looking down at you and smiling, then you saw Ran by your side, brows all furrowed.
"Let's get you ready. Saeko-nee, can you prepare something she could eat? I doubt she has eaten already." The one she called Saeko nodded and beamed at you.
"I'll whip up something fast, we have a flight to catch." Then she strolled away to wherever.
Your eyes flew back to Ran who was pouting already. "How is this making yourself better, Y/n? You're neglecting yourself instead."
"Is Atsumu okay?" Your voice was hoarse from all the crying and silence for a week, you haven't talked with anyone.
"He's okay, maybe? The twins are getting him busy." She smiled at you, the light from the outside flashing against her face it's pretty. She's pretty. "C'mon. You have to get up."
You hoisted yourself up with Ran's help and she pushed you to the bathroom to get showered. You didn't know what's happening though, but you didn't mind. You were too broken to mind.
"Hey. Stop spacing out. You have to prioritize yourself first before Atsumu." She nudged you away from your spiraling thoughts and you found yourself in front of Ran, holding up outfits. "Which one you wanna wear to the airport?"
"Where are we going?" As you pulled the fleeced sweater you remembered Atsumu bought you.
Ran hummed as she pulled up her ringing phone, cancelled the call from whoever and with brows all furrowed typed away something. "We're going.. to Tokyo, then Gunma. We have to meet up with the other ladies in Tokyo, then shop a little I don't know. Then onsen in Gunma."
"How many days?"
Before she could answer, her phone rang again and this time she accepted the call. "I'M NOT CORRUPTING HER YOU PIECE OF SHITーSHE NEEDS FRIENDS!ーYeah yeah, take care of my boys and my little girl okay?ーYES OKAY! GEEZ." Then she hanged up the call with a huff. "Hope 'Nata will slap you hard."
She turned to you with an apologetic smile. "I'm sorry. I have a plus one baby in our place." Atsumu. "So, we'll be away for a week. Hope you don't mind. You need it, Y/n."
Saeko turned up with mushroom soup and lots of buttered bread a while later after you dressed up.
You were slightly invigorated as you finally got a word from him. It has been a week and he didn't told you where he would stay while being away. Now you knew he scooched in with Ran, you slightly felt at ease. And he was worrying about you getting corrupted..
"Hey! I'm applying concealer for your eyebags, Y/n. Don't tear upp!" You smiled at Ran and nodded, sniffing, chuckling.
"That's more like it. Keep smiling, Y/n-chan." Saeko mused as she fixed your hair.
"Seina's gonna be unbearable if we miss our flight. Let's hustle." That was Ran finishing with the concealer and the lipgloss.  "You're pretty, Y/n. No wonder the big baby is so madly inlove with you."
You squeaked a thank you as she pushed back her stool and stood up, Saeko already packing your essentials stuffing it all in a bag Atsumu bought you when yours snapped a long time ago. They hustled and you were flowing with them, it felt comfortable.
As you stepped up to the messy living room, you saw a golden haired man sitting comfortably at the couch and fiddling with his phone. When Saeko approached him, he immediately looked up and smile, eyes training to Ran and then to you. Ran stood aside for the man to see.
"Well?"
"Cool. But she still looked dead, Seina will be stressed." Ran grumbled hearing the man's words. "Let's go. You are running late for the flight."
As the man walked ahead you ladies, Ran peeked up your face and smiled. "That's Akiteru, my brother. And Saeko-nee's hisー"
A moment of silence came as maybe Ran expected a prompt from the two humans in question. Saeko walked faster and was already shadowing Akiteru in seconds.
"PUT ON A LABEL ALREADY!!"
Akiteru shot a glare to Ran that made her grumble more and pout. So this is how you rein in Ran. You chuckled as you starting to see why Osamu loves this lady, piece by piece.
You wondered how was he since that day. Did he make it up with Atsumu? Did he say he's sorry? Hoping he did, hoping they're fine. Osamu might be an asshole for you but one thing was sure, he loves his brother so much and that he can catch a bullet for him. You can't believe you almost jeopardized their bond. You have to make sure when you get back with Atsumu someday, you can't or will not be bothered by Osamu's presence, as it should be. You have to move on from him.
The flight from Osaka to Tokyo was fine and you got on a cab from the airport to a certain hospital pad unit off Fuchu District.
Ran squealed as she ran for a certain lady when they entered a unit. "Congrats for the win, Yuki~"
But this Yuki did ignore her because she was staring at you, as the rest of them did. "Is she the one?"
"Yea."
"You could've done worse, Ran. She still looked dead, she could've looked like a zombie."
"You should've been the one to fix her then Seina, since you're so good."
"Oh I would do a better job later than you, thank you for the compliment."
"Yoomii~ I have to go with theeem~"
You heard from inside one of the rooms. Ran gestured you to sit beside a blond cute girl with a barette in her hair that beamed at you.
"Ayaka-san?" Ran whispered to Mai, you remembered her from the party.
"Kiyoomi most likely doesn't want her to be with you."
"EXCUSE ME!?"
"Uh-oh." The ladies giggle as Ran stormed inside a room.
"Ah! Ran-chan!"
"EXCUSE ME MR. SAKUSA!? AYAKA-SAN'S GOING WITH US!"
"Atsumu said you're gonna corrupt them again. No."
"Why are you being so meeean?! Ayaka-san, drop that call!"
You heard girly whines from the room and Ran's grunts.
"Ran, I'm gonna marry that woman. You have to take care of her. Ayaka, text me every hour, or else I'm coming to pull you out wherever you are."
"Ugh! Shut up!" Silence. "Stop grinning Ayaka-san!"
Yuki and Seina sneered. "She's really a KJ, Sei."
"That's not even half of it. Ghad, thought her plushie sweeped that attitude out of her."
"Hey." A girl with glasses and black hair tapped your thigh as she was smiling at you. "You okay?" You nodded, can't find the words to converse with these new acquiantances. "She dragged you out, didn't she?"
"You have to get used with it, Y/n-san. She's prickly but she's sweet."
"The sweetest." That was Seina grumbling as she leaned back on the couch.
"She's just prickly because of what Atsumu did to her when she's still in highschool." You perked up at what Mai said giggling, the girls noticed it and began giggling too.
"It was a lyric prank, and supposed to be for Osamu to come out of his shell but it backlashed when Osamu left Atsumu in the air. Since then, she became defensive and prickly towards the boys, but she still cares. So much."
"Kenji and Yuuji can't even shut up that it was the other boys' chance to make a move on her while her plushies out missing in action."
"Tadashi and Kei, and the rest of our team were furious of how it sounded like."
And the recounts of Ran's relationship with the boys continued until you went out again to stroll the Tokyo streets with a grinning Ayaka driving. You were learning more about their circle of friends, it was peaceful and you felt finally included. Not even once did the girls leave you in your deadly thoughts, they picked you up and dressed you up metaphorically.
Their phones were off and on Ran's crossbody bag, not a care in the world that their boyfriends were calling and worrying. Ran can't have that distraction and she said this is just once in a lifetime that the clique is complete with Yuki and Ayaka around. They were the ones paying for the expenses, considering they are earning more from competitions and from working in the hospital.
The trip to the onsen came and you were lively as ever already. And they can see the change in you, but didn't point it out on you, just basking on you being able to get back up.
"Did you mention to your hubby what onsen we will be? He tends to carelessly blabber around and Atsumu and Kiyoomi might pick up the info." Seina accused as they haul up the baggages from the trunk.
Ran froze and grinned, which made Seina roll her eyes. "I might have. You know plushie, I have to tell him wherever on earth I will be. And then there's Kei andー"
"Oh shut up already. It's been 2 days, love might've already called him to ask what onsen are we in."
And you smiled as they exchanged banter after banter as all of you checked into the onsen village. The place was rather traditionally and it's relaxing as per Yuki. She must've been here before.
"You're not allowed to interact with the Miyas whenever they will be here any day, okay?" You froze as Ayaka added, with Kiyoko nodding. "We can't have you getting hurt again because of those twins."
Ran came silent at Ayaka's words, and you noticed it. And it dawned on you. They didn't know the whole story. You bit your lip and stayed low. You were worried they might change after they would know what really happened.
"You gotta be shitting me."
"Oh my God."
"We came here first. What's the problem?"
"RAAAAAN!! SEE!! I TOLD YOU!!"
Ran grumbled and stomped through the corridor. You and Ayaka followed her and you stood there frozen, as your eyes focused on Atsumu behind the towering boys. His face was turned away and head low.
"WHY ARE Y'ALL HERE!? ANDー" Ran unleashed her hands to her husband's arms that's just laughing and trying to hug her. "ーWHERE ARE THE TWINS!?"
"In here!"
A voice from the back sounded and you can really see the twins from here, staring at everywhere.
Seina sneered at Ran. "You messed up, bigtime! Look at Y/n! She's gone silent again!"
Ran shot a glare at her plushie, "Don't y'all dare to get near us for 2 days. I'm gonna smack your asses in public if you do."
Her husband leaned down to her ear and you swear, all of the girls can giggle louder at how Ran blushed after her husband whispered, "Yes, Mama."
But your attention wasn't with them. It was with Atsumu that was already staring at you, full of longing, and you knew you mirrored it with your eyes because one of the boys deliberately blocked both your views.
"Don't talk with your eyes."
"We're not, Tadashi. Stop feeding Ran's mood. Let's go, 'Samu." And Atsumu walked past the boys and you, Osamu towing behind him. A brown-haired man tagged along with Takeshi in his arms.
"Gonna teach you how to get girls, Ouji, so you won't be like 'Samu-jii-san."
Mai automatically palmed her face when she heard it, you figured that was her boyfriend Kenji.
"Gimme Hinata." Yuki told a sleek-black haired man carrying the little girl. Of course, you remember Tobio. Atsumu kept blabbering about him being a freak setter that's crazy fast in evolving.
"Are you mad, Yuki? I'm sorry. Tadashi dragged me." Tobio asked while handing over Hinata to Yuki.
Yuki smiled and kissed Tobio's cheek while Hinata snuggled in her neck. "No. Go now before Ran explodes."
"C'mon plushie, I missed you, and they tagged along."
"This is not a field trip!"
"I love you."
Ran grumbled and stormed to whichever room was assigned to you girls, "I LOVE YOU TOO!"
The big man chuckled and winked at you, "I got 'Tsum-'Tsum. So enjoy your onsen, Y/n."
But you were distracted already. The thoughts the girls drove away came poking back even though they tried to distract you again. Atsumu's just near, within the area. You wanted to run back to him this instant but you're in Ran's mercy.
"Share everything to them later, and maybe they can give advices to you, hm? We will not rush you but this is just the time that we're complete, so take the chance and talk. Hm?" You nodded and offered her a little smile which she returned with a hug.
Ayaka groaned as she entered the room, "You can't join us in the onsen, Ran. Water's temp is not good for you. No steaming too."
Ran smiled but there was a lingering sadness within, you can feel it, because you were sorta like that nowadays. "It's okay, Ayaka-san. I'll just stay clear from the onsens with Hinata."
And out of nowhere, she spilled a boob out for Hinata to latch on, you felt your face burning as you saw how Hinata held it and sucked. And it's not just you but all of you in the room, maybe except Yuki and Saeko.
"H-hey! Give us a warning next time!" That was Seina stuttering funny.
"You're all just dirty-minded." Ran huffed and caressed Hinata's cheek. "Right, baby? They're thinking of their boyfriends, right?"
"That Ran is playing dirty, Saeko-nee!" Seina whined as you were soaked in the onsen room with them. Saeko just laughed.
"Wish Kenji's hereee!"
"But I am here!"
You heard boys' laughing at the other side of the onsen. Your heartbeats' erratic already, thinking Atsumu's just at the other side and listening.
"Is Ran there?"
"Told you she's not gonna soak."
"Hey! Where are you going?!"
"To Ran, where else?"
"Don't! You'll just drag us to her temper!"
Some of the girls groan with the boys as they met with silence.
"Ran's gonna explode."
"Nah. She's actually soft with him, love."
"Hey! Where are you going 'Tsumu!?"
"Room. Sleep."
"We didn't visit the onsen for you to sleep!"
And before you could even stop yourself, you stood up fast and out of the onsen room.
"Y/n!"
"Oh shit."
"Now, love, Ran's gonna explode."
"Definitely."
You felt yourself running after you changed into your yukata fast, searching for Atsumu's back, and you rounded up the corridor and you finally got a glimpse of it.
"Miya Atsumu!"
You heard him huff and paused in his steps, side-eyeing you. "Ran's gonna be mad at you, Y/n."
With steps turning into strides, you reached him in a matter of seconds and hugged him from behind. You missed him. You missed him so much. You hugged him tighter as you felt his hands rubbed against your arms.
"Ran's gonna see us. Let's stay clear from the corridor."
But he attacked your lips as soon as he locked the door, "Fuck, I missed you Y/n." He murmured against your lips before deepening the kiss, sneaking his tongue inside to play with yours.
But you know you have to fix things first, so you gently pushed him away. Atsumu gave you a questioning look through his erratic breaths. "You should know that I love you, and only you. I don't need the cool off. Theー" You squeaked through your words as he kissed your jaw down to your neck. "ーone week without you alone calibrated me, it made something clear. Andーhahー" You gripped his shoulders as he licked your neck and bit your skin, leaving marks. "ーI won't be distracted with whomever anymore."
Atsumu hummed as he massaged your breasts ontop your yukata, lips still on your neck now travelling to the back of your ear, you whimpered at the ticklish feeling. "You don't need ta tell me. Saw your eyes earlier. And I won't careー" He gripped the backsides of your thighs and lifted you, him walking to the bed. "ーif you're attracted to somebody elseー" He sat down, you straddling against his lap. "ーWhat's mine is mine."
"Fuck."
You groaned as he gripped open your yukata, your breasts spilled in front of his hungry eyes, he quickly latched on a nipple and played with the other. You moaned as he massaged your ass, riding your yukata up high enough to reveal your underwear that's already soaking wet.
You moaned Atsumu's name like a prayer as he pushed a finger inside you, "I love you. Only you. I'mーI'm sorry."
Atsumu shushed and cooed as he hasten the pace of his finger. "I love you too, Y/n. I love you too."
And you were lost in the heat of the moment with Atsumu that you didn't noticed someone was about to open the door but immediately closed it after seeing the both of you in the middle of pleasure.
And Osamu swore it was unintentional. He was worried about Atsumu, but seeing you having sex with him, it somehow relieved him. But why is he feeling something he shouldn't? He's staring at the closed door of the room you're sharing with Atsumu right now, your moans resounding, it's irritating to Osamu's ears.
And when he can't stand it anymore, he walked far, far, as much as possible.
He loves Ran. He knows it. He can feel it. He must not steer away again from that fact. It'll muddle the cycle he has been steering.
You're just a figure from his past, of 7 cycles ago, one of the reasons why you're all here right now in circles. You're just a distraction. And you should stay that way for as long as it permits.
"I regretted ever blinding myself because of my love for you that I didn't notice Ran, Y/n. I regretted ever loving you. Because of you, I lost them."
"No, Osamu. You lost them because you were selfish and indifferent. Keep that in your mind."
And Osamu knows he has to suffer the consequences, the burden of loosing the people he really loves.
"Just a little more, Ran. Just a little more. One cycle more, and you'll be happy, truly happy. It's all I can offer as an apology."
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Semi Eita | Sugawara Koushi | Kuroo Tetsurou | Akaashi Keiji | Sakusa Kiyoomi | Kageyama Tobio | Oikawa Tooru
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Finally (Bokuto x Reader) Oneshot
2:14am
Bokuto has added Akaashi, Kuroo, Kenma, Oikawa, Iwaizumi, Hinata, Yamaguchi, Kiyoko, Yachi, and Atsumu to the group chat.
Bokuto has named the group chat ‘HELP ME”
Everyone is online
Bokuto: HELPD ME
Kuroo: Bro what’s wrong?
Bokuto: I NEED HELP AND YOURE THE MOST HELPFUL PEOPLE I KNOW
Akaashi: Bokuto-san tell us what’s wrong first
Bokuto: I THINK IM IN LOVE
Oikawa: OH MY GOD IS IT FINALLY HAPPENING???
Iwaizumi: You might find out if you stop talking
Oikawa: Mean Iwa-chan
Hinata: Don’t worry! We’ll help you!
Kenma: Who is it?
Bokuto UM IT KIND OF MIGHT BE Y/N
Atsumu: KAWA ITS FINALLY HAPPENING
Oikawa: I KNWO ATSU
Yamaguchi: BokuY/n >> 
Hinata: YES YAMS
Kiyoko: AHHHDH IM SO EXCITED
Yachi: I KNEW IT
Bokuto: GUYS HELP SHOULD I TELL HER???
Oikawa: YES
Atsumu: YES
Hinata: YES
Kiyoko: YES
Yamaguchi: YES
Yachi: YES PLS
Iwaizumi: YES
Kenma: YES
Kuroo: YOU GO BRO
Akaashi: YES
Bokuto: OKAY
Oikawa: How do you plan to do it?
Bokuto: I HAVE NO IDEA
Iwaizumi: Can’t he just tell her?
Atsumu: It has to be special!
Yachi: I’m pretty sure she would say yes even if you called her now lol
Bokuto: OKAY
Bokuto is offline
Yachi: WAIT THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT
Oikawa: YACHI WHY
Yachi: I DIDNT KNWO HE WOUDL DO IT
Akaashi: Bokuto-san is not the type to think before acting
Kuroo: Yeah I have to side with Kaashi on this one. As much as I love my bro, he’s kinda dense
Kenma: Kind of?
Kuroo: He’s really dense
Yamaguchi: How long has he been pining for her? I lost count
Hinata: He first started talking about (Nickname)-san 2 years ago
Kiyoko: And Y/n first mentioned him after that training camp in her first year of high school. 
Hinata: WHAT???
Iwaizumi: Wtf that was 4 years ago
Atsumu: How did she hide it for that long?
Oikawa: YEAH we only figured it out during her last year of high school
Yamaguchi: I didn’t know she was so good at hiding her feelings
Akaashi: I don’t think that’s a good thing
Kiyoko: The only reason Yachi and I knew was because we spent so much time with her
Yachi: Even then she didn’t tell us until she was a second year
Hinata: Do you think Bo-san has told her yet?
Kenma: All we can do is wait
~Meanwhile~
Bokuto paced around his room, phone clenched tightly in his hand. Your contact was open on the screen, but every time he went to hit ‘Call’, he chickened out.
“What if she doesn’t like me?” He mumbled. “Oh god, what if I ruin everything? What if she starts to hate me?!” 
Bokuto groaned in frustration, dropping his phone on his nightstand, completely unaware that he had accidentally hit the ‘Call’ button when he did. 
~
You groaned softly at the sound of your phone ringing. You rolled over in bed, nearly knocking it off the nightstand as you tried to pick it up. You blinked blurrily at the screen.
Bokuto is calling…
“Huh?”
You sat up and swiped your finger across the screen to answer the call. You raised it to your ear, reaching for the lamp as you did. After some fumbling, light flooded the room.
“Bo? Why are you-”
You paused at what you heard next. 
“How the hell am I supposed to tell her?”
Bokuto’s voice sounded distant. He must not be near the phone. Did he call you by accident?
You were about to call his name again when he continued. 
“It would be different if it was just a random girl, but it’s not.”
You pushed the covers back and stood up, searching for something to wear. You put your side of the phone on mute, set the phone on speaker, and started getting dressed. 
“This is someone important to me. If I lose her, I-” Bokuto’s voice cracked harshly, and you felt your heart clench.
He must really love her.
You slid your shoes on and grabbed your house keys. You connected your phone to your headphones and continued to listen. Bokuto only lived twenty minutes away by foot, but you had a car, so it would only take about five to ten minutes to get there, depending on how fast you drove.
You got into the car and reached for the seatbelt, freezing when you heard sniffles on the other side of the phone. You quickly clicked the seatbelt into place, turned on the ignition, and pulled out of your driveway. 
It was dark, and the streets were empty. You were incredibly thankful for it because you reached the apartment building easily. You parked in the parking lot of the park down the street and ran the rest of the way there. Once you were inside, you headed straight for the elevator. Once you were inside, you jabbed the button for the 3rd floor, tapping your foot impatiently as you waited. 
“How do you tell your best friend that you’re in love with them?” Bokuto mumbled.
The elevator doors finally opened, and you ran down the hallway. You reached Bokuto’s apartment and raised your hand to knock, only to freeze at the words that left his mouth next. It was almost inaudible, but you heard it as if it was spoken right next to you.
“I can’t lose, Y/n.”
Your heart was beating too loud to hear anything else. You ripped the headphones out of your ears and ended the call. 
Bokuto was talking about you. 
He’s in love with you.
Oh my god, he’s in love with YOU.
You knocked (probably a bit louder than you should’ve, but you were too shocked to care). After a minute, you heard shuffling, the sound of a lock clicking, and the door opened. 
Bokuto’s eyes were puffy and red from crying. You could see the remnants of tears on his shirt. His eyes widened when he saw you standing there. 
“Y/n?” You almost winced at how hoarse his voice was. 
Nervousness swelled like a tidal wave in your chest. 
“Can I come in?”
Bokuto didn’t respond. He just stepped back and opened the door wider. You slipped past him, watching silently as he locked the door back. He turned around, jumping when he found you standing right behind him. He started to make a joke, but he saw how serious you looked. 
“What’s wrong?
Your gaze darted away before returning to him. “Can I ask you a question, and have you promise to answer me honestly?”
That made him nervous. “You’re really worrying me, Y/n.”
“Promise me.” There was something almost desperate in your eyes, so Bokuto nodded quickly.
“I promise.”
You nodded slowly. “Do you..Do you love me?”
Bokuto’s eyes widened to the point that he really matched an owl. You probably would’ve laughed if you weren’t on the verge of panicking.
“I..” Bokuto swallowed thickly, his voice almost inaudible. “...Yes. I do.”
He squeezed his eyes shut and braced himself for you to scream at him, to tell him you never wanted to see him again, but…
It never happened. 
Instead, he felt your fingertips brush his cheek before you pressed your lips to his. It was just a soft press of lips, but it still took his breath away. 
When he opened his eyes, you were smiling softly at him. “I love you too, Kotarou.” 
It took a minute for him to process your words, and you waited patiently while it sank in. You knew when it did because a grin split across his face, and he wrapped you up in his arms. 
“Hey hey hey, that’s awesome!”
You giggled at his excitement, squeezing him back just as tight. 
Nothing had ever felt this right.
~~~
2:43am
In the ‘HELP ME’ group chat
Bokuto is online
Bokuto: (Bokuto has sent an attachment)
*In the photo, you and Bokuto are laying on his bed. He has one arm wrapped around you while the other is raised to take the photo. One of your arms is under his head while the other is slung over his stomach. Your head is resting on his chest. Bokuto has a huge smile on his face, and you’re grinning, seemingly caught while you were laughing.*
Bokuto: GUESS WHO HAS A GIRLFRIEND
Oikawa: OH MY GOD
Atsumu: HDJKHSAIO YES
Yachi: FINALLY
Kiyoko: YAYYYYY IM SO HAPPY
Hinata: GOOD JOB BO-SAN
Akaashi: I wish you two all the happiness in the world
Kuroo: YOU DID IT BRO
Kenma: I’m glad you two are happy
Iwaizumi: I think you two will be really good together
Yamaguchi: I hate to sound like a broken record but
Yamaguchi: BOKUY/N >>
Bokuto: THANKS GUYS
Bokuto: Y/N SAYS THANK YOU TOO
Hinata: No problem!
Iwaizumi: Glad we could help
~~~
Bokuto sat his phone down and grinned at you. “Can I take you on a date tomorrow?”
You smiled, eyes glowing with amusement. “You have practice tomorrow, and I have a bakery to run.”
Bokuto pouted when he remembered everything the two of you had to do. You giggled and kissed his cheek, tangling your hands together. “How about we have a movie marathon this weekend?”
Bokuto’s expression brightened immediately. “Deal!”
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Ch. 19 - And hey, you
WC: 791
CW: friendly rough-housing, degrading terms
After a half hour of driving, Bokuto and you pulled into the parking lot of a long-closed mega store. Honestly, it looked like an old Toys-R-Us. Bo turned the engine off his bike and extended the kickstand before he helped you off the bike. You knocked on his helmet before reaching up to unlock the helmet attached to your head. Once the helmet was removed, you could finally get a good look at your surroundings without your squished cheeks in the way.
The parking lot was filled with sleek cars, grid girls and race queens, and a crowd of racers with their crews. The cars were all muscle cars and had clearly had tonnes of time and money poured into them to get them to the calibre needed for street racing. A few grid girls or race queens had stopped to check out their new competition, but generally, they were all too busy fawning over the cars and their racers to notice the newcomers. The racers, on the other hand, took notice of you immediately. Some were suspicious, thinking you were an undercover co. Others were hoping you weren’t involved with Bo so they could have a chance. But there was one face that you truly recognised; Tanaka.
Tanaka was wearing a white wife-beater, blue jeans, a classic Levi’s leather jacket and some steel-toed boots. God, he looked like a walking sin. He was standing by… no, he was closer. When did he get closer? And his mouth is moving, what is he…OH SHIT, HE’S TALKING TO YOU.
You shook your head quickly before looking back at him. “I’m sorry. What were you saying?”
“What, you ignoring me, Chatterbox? Damn, and I thought you liked me.” he smirked, crossing his arms.
“I wasn’t, wasn’t trying to ignore you! I just zoned out for a second.”
More like I was checking you out a little too long
“ Oh, really, ‘cause it looked like you were checking me out.”
Your face felt like you could fry an egg on it. “Wha- I- no! I wasn’t checking you out,” you nervously laughed before continuing. “I was just…admiring your jacket! Is it real leather?”
He and Bo both belly laughed at that. You cracked a smile before joining in on the laughing fit. Once you had all calmed down a little bit, Tanaka straightened up.
“Yes, the jacket is leather. Since ya’ like it so much…” he paused, removing the jacket from his shoulders and placing them on yours, “...why don’t ‘cha keep it warm for me?”
Bo giggled at the expression on your face before pulling out his phone. He was going to keep the group chat updated on how awkward you were going to be tonight.
“Oh- uh- Okay…why don’t you introduce me to your friends? I feel like I didn’t get to properly introduce myself last time.” You nervously responded, slipping your arms through the sleeves. 
“Sounds like a plan, pretty baby. By the way, that’s a really nice bike Bokuto-san.” Tanaka said, trying to make him feel included.
“Oh, thanks! I wanted the familiarity of riding a bike like back home, but it’s not really practical to pedal everywhere out here.” Bo said, reminiscing on his childhood back in Japan.
As you walked over to the guys, the three of you talked about what living in Japan was like, how much they missed it, and Bokuto’s bike. Unbeknownst to you, Tanaka had been checking you out since the moment y’all pulled into the lot. The way the shirt you wore left nothing to the imagination, how your jeans gripped your ass, and even how the heels you wore just added to the vibe that rolled off your body in waves. You just gave off this energy of being a force of nature, something that nothing and no one will ever be able to control. He smiled to himself. He just knew that this moment was never going to be a regret. 
Once you all walked over to the group, you introduced yourselves. They seemed friendly enough people that you would want to get to know them better. Oikawa, Atsumu, and Terushima were all very nice but were varying levels of bitchy. Oikawa was bitchy in a way that screamed he could have been a drag queen in another life. Atsumu ran in a similar vein, but it was evident that he would read you for filth in a second if you messed with his family. Terushima was a whole ‘nother kind of bitchy. He would whine until halfway through a conversation; he would get distracted by a girl and run off before coming back 15 minutes later with a handprint on his cheek and the widest grin you’d ever seen.
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You’d been hanging out with this new group for about two hours now, and y’all have become fast friends. Especially you and Noya, you both had an extreme amount of neverending energy. The two of you bounced from one topic to another at such high speeds that it made the other’s heads spin. When you weren’t playing a verbal tennis match with Noya, you talked to Tanaka and whoever else wanted to speak to you. Tanaka loved how you interacted with his friends… his family. You were quiet and polite until Bokuto started picking on you. After that, all bets were off, and they got front-row seats to the noogie war between you and Bokuto, which ended with him flat on his ass, holding the top of his head with both hands.
“Owww, Y/nnnnn… That hurt!” Bokuto whined
“You are the one who started it, gym rat.” You giggled. 
“Ugh, Tanaka come get your person; they’re being mean to me.”
“Hey I’m no one’s person-”
“-Yet.” Tanaka interrupted, wrapping his arms around your waist.
He hooked his head over your shoulder, with a wide grin on his face. Subconsciously, you moved your hands to cover his while smiling a little to yourself. You rolled your eyes playfully and opened your mouth to make a sassy comment, when a woman with baby blue streaks walked up to you.
“Hey, skank,” she said, with a cold tone, “could you get your hands off my boyfriend?”
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🖤 Hehehe Verlaine(For Rimbaud) Dazai(for Ranpo and Ango), Chuuya(For Yuan),Atsu(For Nami), and Sigma(For Kuni)
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attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
note: " Mon âme sœur, la lumière de ma vie, celle qui me coupe le souffle à chaque fois sans faute... il n'y aura jamais assez de mots pour décrire mon amour et mon attirance pour lui. "
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them (have died for them COUGHS) / true friends / my only friend.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
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attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
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attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
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attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot (cute)/ I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
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attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / (one of) my only friends.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
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attractiveness:
repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.
personality:
grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.
level of friendship:
never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.
first impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
current impression of them:
i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.
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tezzbot · 2 years
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How was I weird??
ur on anon idk who this is if ur the proclaimers anon dw theyre not talkin about you they mean the weird anon i got a while ago that got just So pissed off and called me a racist because i censored blm atsu (what shipping the brothers in osomatsu san is called🤢) in a weird way (which i take accountability for) and thought i was saying "do not interact if youre pro black lives matter" which was. somethin.
its over n done with now tho no need to talk abt it anymore ^_^ black lives Do matter / proshippers die thats that
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storytimewithnova · 7 months
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You are my sunshine Angst Kuguhina (TW)
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Hey hey hey author chan here this is Going to be very angsty and it's gonna have heavy trigger warnings so don't say I don't warn you
⚠️NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS OR PEOPLE EASILY  TRIGGERED ALL MY CONTENT IS 18+ UNLESS STATED⚠️
Don't be that asshole and try and report me saying i didn't warn you when clearly i have  lets begin
Sho has been depressed she don't know why Or what caused it she was just in the spiralling depression which was leading her to a dark path of self harm and Suicide her habits started to get out of control so she decided it was time to let her siblings and bf in on what is happening with her so she makes a quick video and sends it to the family GC
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They clicked the video and heard sho she was Crying and hysterical
Sho: I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE OKAY
Osamu:Sis?!
Kuguiri: Hon?!
Back in the video they think this is live this is pre-recorded
Sho: AND I REALLY WISH THAT I DID BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP FEELING LIKE THIS ANYMORE
Atsumu: Like what sis feeling like what?
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Sho: Hey I've been meaning to talk to you for a while now
Osamu: About what sis where are you?!
Kuguiri: Huh? What do you mean Osamu san
Tori: Guys focus
Sho: Umm... i just wanted to tell you that it's done. And i can't do this anymore I can't live... anymore
Kuguiri: W-w-what no no no please honey no
Sho: I'm done fighting i'm done putting up with this
Osamu: Putting up with what sis pleasw talk to us please don't do anything Rash
Sho: Those scars on my arms....
Kuguiri: You told me the cat scrached you
Sho: You know their not cat scraches...
Kuguiri: I had my Suspicions I just wanted to be wrong
Osamu: Wait but you told me and Atsu you fell of you bike
Sho: Wait but you told me and Atsu you fell of you bike
Tori: You told me you scraped it on the side of the door
Sho: You know I didn't scrape it on the side of the door
Tori: Wait So we were right you were self harming
Sho: you know everything but you laugh you don't listen you don't understand... but you know how I feel
Kuguiri: Help us love help us to understand we want to let us don't shut us out
The miya siblings: ^
Sho: But you don't say anything i'm sorry I'm a disappointment...when you act sad Ask her you only tell me you're fine I know you're not fine and I worry
Atsumu: You are not a disappointment and we said we were fine because it's true
Osamu: Atsu?!
Atsumu: Boyfriend stuff baby bro
Osamu: Oh
Sho: Not to you not to them not to anybody... I'm sorry it had to be this way Goodbye
Kuguiri: To who who made you feel like this and what do you mean goodbye honey honey
The screen went blank they now can see the video was pre-recorded
Osamu: Shit guy split up i'm coming back from akaashi
Atsumu: I'm coming back from Kuroo's
Tori: Semi is dropping me off
Kuguiri: I am out side you house no anwser
Osamu: There is a spare Key 3rd plant pot
Kuguiri: Thanks Got it going in
Kuguiri offline
This is in real life
Kuguiri ran round the house looking for sho till he saw a dim light in the bathroom he rush to the door it was locked he kicked it in and saw in the bath tub water and blood mixed
And we're back in the family GC
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Kuguiri: 🎶the other night dear,as I lay sleeping I dreamt I held you in my arms when I awoke dear, I was Mistaken so I hung my head and  I cried🎶
The miya siblings: //Kuguiri what are you saying what's with the past tense//
Kuguiri: 🎶 You are my sunshine, my only sunshine you made me happy when skies are grey you'll never know dear, how much I love you why did you take my sunshine away🎶
Atsumu: //WHAT?! No no no//
Tori: //Tsumu//
Kuguiri: 🎶I'll always love you and make you happy and nothing else could come between but you left me alone here you'll have shattered all of our dreams🎶
Osamu: //Leave?//
Kuguiri; 🎶you are my sunshine,my only sunshine you made me happy when skies are grey you'll never know dear, how much i love you why did you take my sunshine away🎶
Sho was Pronounced dead found her in the bathtub sorry
Kuguiri went offline  Users unmuted
The miya siblings: No!!!!! Sis please No!! 😭😭😭😭
That day was filled with morning it even reach the other teams everyone questioning how did they not see she was suffering how did she hide it so well they started blaming themselves kuguiri more so he was her bf how did he not notice how was he so blind to the fact be knew he had cuts on her but he believed her excuses
Kuguiri's thoughts 💭 damn it I should  have questioned her further on it not tiptoe lightly around her
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For hope will shine again | ??? | MM Trial
Silently from the sidelines after saying her piece, Kazuko had been following along to everyone, gaze traveling as everyone took their turn to speak. Her hands had joined together at some point, her phone sitting at her podium, as if she had nothing more to say for this trial but there was this surge of emotion compelling her otherwise.
And so, she begins talking, voice soft, raspy and ever so slightly angry.
“It’s true that… I cannot deny all you’ve said, Fujimoto-san. We’re imperfect. We make mistakes, and hurt… one another. We can be cruel, and selfish. That does not mean we are… innately broken, not at all.”
Though quiet and slow, her words do ring out as she continues, putting effort into every word of every sentence.
“Because that’s not… all that we are, either. We can be loving, kind, grateful for one… another. We can all change for… the better.” She pauses, smiling gently as she looks at her own hands, “everyone, no matter who they are, can change.”
Looking up, she stops staring at Atsuko Fujimoto to look at her cone, and then, one by one, everyone else in the room, with no exceptions.
“It might not be the big… change you are looking for, you might deem it insufficient for your… lofty standards. But there’s no doubt… the people here have changed themselves and one another, through struggle, adversity, happiness, love and friendship. Your own clone is proof of that.”
Clement, too, has been rather silent since speaking to Atsuko. He remains standing in front of his Atsu, hand still tightly clasping hers, his own held high. Like Kazuko, despite his peaceful demeanor, a swell of emotion is building within him. The same one that had been building since finding Atsu on the ground. When he speaks again, his voice is gentle, but holds an underlying tone of anger as well.
“...You cared at the beginning, did you not…? The emails, where you were trying to remove some of us. The logs, where you listed us by name… you were invested in us. You had doubts. You thought you would return home to Koi. And now you are stuck here… because you did not act on them. If you were to back out now, the sunk cost– well, it is your whole life, is it not? There is nothing left, if not this. And now we will not work with you…”
It’s truly sad, in a way. Clement may be angry, but he is nothing if not empathetic. Looking at Atsuko, he can feel angry for trapping them here, and making him lose years with his brother, and killing Atsu, but he can also feel sad for her. Perhaps it’s an unfortunate gift of his, to be able to empathize with anyone, even the worst of them.
“...It is not too late, I think. You can still change, Miss Atsuko. You can still back out. It is not too late for anyone. I would even be willing to help you, you know… that I would. But, ah–”
He glances aside, at Atsu behind him. A wry smile crosses his face.
“...If you think it is hopeless, then it will always be. There can be no hope where hope refuses to be seen. You can change, but no one can force you to. If you do not believe, at least to some degree, that you can, then there is no chance anyone can help you to do so.”
Words he’d spoken weeks ago that had garnered what would likely be a much different reception. No matter how much he pitied Atsuko, there was nothing he could do for her if she didn’t wish to change. His head tilts up again, and he regards her coolly. The difference, now, is that he’s accepted that fact. So maybe he has also changed.
“...If you do not want to try, then that is fine. But we have all changed, like Kazuko said. The world has changed. The world has improved, and the good in it is everywhere. If you cannot see it, then… as much as it pains me, the truth is rather stark. You will be left behind in the past, where you sit now.”
As Clement finishes, Kazuko nods and raises her voice best she can, emotions stirred and shining through:
“Sixty long years you have… refused to. Sixty long years you have locked yourself… away. Sixty long years, you have lived in fear, Fujimoto-san. Though you might not… even know it, it is as Clement-said… in that this has cost you everything. And now you’re more afraid than you’ve ever been, more than Atsuko-san… ever was. You’re… scared of the loss, and the pain of change, but you don’t need to be. You’ve seen us triumph, fall and try again. You know we… can move forward, as can you.”
Clement turns to smile kindly at her before looking back at Atsuko. His voice is firm and pointed.
“The… wounds, from being here. They will probably never heal, for some of us. But, ah… these failures and sorrows that we have experienced, they are part of life. They have helped us to change for the better.”
He squeezes Atsu’s hand, and speaks up with all the power of a prince who deeply, truly loves the world and everyone in it.
“You could say… we rise.”
Kazuko placing both hands over her heart smiles warmly, kindly as she raises her voice, talking not just to Atsuko, the admin, but every friend and loved one she has made in here.
“Fall…”
The two finish together, as one.
“And rise again.”
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daitsuu · 5 years
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atsushi--kun · 4 years
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oh yeah baby oh yeah baby look at kara’s hand isnt it sexy?? like not to be yoshikage kira but damn he has a nice hand.
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seijohsbabe · 3 years
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Hellloo Can I request where the MSBY boys (Saku, Atsu, Hina,Bo) trains their naive little manager? and now she's their fully fledge cum dumpster and their girl 🥴 like the others thought that she's still innocent by the way she act but the boys knew that you are slut in front of them tysm!!!!!!
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a/n: Hell yes! I always wanted to write something about them c: Hope You will like it :)
Pairing: Black Jackals x Reader
Tw: dubcon, anal, overstimulation, cum overload, fivesome, double penetration
Wordcount: 2,6k
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You wouldn't take your job as manager of the Black Jackals lightly. The guys could be really exhausting at times, but you still enjoyed watching them, cheering them on, helping them everywhere you could. Four of them seemed to be particularly interested in you, but you didn't think anything special about it, after all, they just want to be nice. Atsumu, who always liked to give you a little tweak in your butt, and was all in all very touchy. Bokuto, who hugged you tightly once a day, while his hand always wandered a little deeper. Hinata, who always picked you up after every game in bridal style and pressed you against him while he was cheering, the hand that held you, was tight on your butt what made you blushing mess. And of course Sakusa. He didn't really like human contact at all, but with you he was somehow different, he liked to talk to you, even sometimes hugging you after a win, but you couldn't see his dirty grin, when he felt your breasts pressing firmly against his chest.
They knew how naive you were and shamelessly took advantage of it to satisfy their craving for you.
But when Bokuto saw you on a free noon with a boy who was pretty close to you, of course he immediately told the others about it and they all agreed they had to make something clear to you.
Sakusa wrote to you late at night. You were a little confused about what Sakusa wanted from you so late.
"Hey y/n-chan, im sorry to bother you at this time but I've left my keys in the lockeroom. Could you maybe come and unlock the door for me?“
You immediately typed that you would be there in 10 minutes, wondering why he didn't just ask the captain. With quick steps you went to the door, where Sakusa was standing alone, and already had you in his sight. "I'm sorry that you had to come here that late.“ He said to you while you tried to unlock the door, but it was already open. With a questioning look, you looked back at Sakusa, who was now standing very close behind you, and pushed you into the lockeroom, and Kick the door shut with his foot.
The lights went on and right in front of you were Atsumu, Hinata and Bokuto, with a big grin. Now you were completely confused. The door was open all the time? And why are the three here? "G-guys? What's going on?", your voice let out your discomfort as you looked back and forth between the four. Atsumu was the first to speak. "Actually you should know why you're here manager-chan." Your question mark in your head got bigger and bigger, just like your eyebrow which got higher and higher. "Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry.“
Sakusa was the next to speak. "Oh yeah you did, but no problem we accept your apology, but we expect a little more than a simple apology." His arms crossed over each other on his chest while he leaned against the wall. "Sure uhm- I'll invite you to an ice cream?" You answered with a questioning undertone, still unsure what you did wrong. "I'm thinking of something better, right?“ Atsumu asked around and everyone nodded.
Now Bokuto came up to you with wide arms to pull you with him and to place you on his lap on a bench while he roamed his hands over your figure and pushed your sweater up, exposing your bra. His hands were warm on the skin, it was comfortable, but the whole thing happened so irrationally. You let it just happen, the hands that you felt on your skin were too pleasant. They were joined by two more on your legs that they spread and put everything that covered you off. It was Hinata's hands that pulled your thighs apart and ran over them once. A voice penetrated your ear. "Ya know, you were a bad manager, we thought you belonged to us. This all."
Bokuto made it clear while he grabbed your tits. "Suddenly I see you with such a stupid schoolboy who probably can't even protect you as we can." His hands were everywhere, one brushed the hair from your face, the other kneaded your chest, which made you wince slightly. As Hinata let his hands get closer and closer to your cunt you had to twitch briefly. "W-what? I don’t know what you mean“, you stuttered while their hands continued to slide over your flesh. The other two men watched with a satisfied smile, lazily touching their cocks trough their sweatpants. "Oh you know what i mean Angel" now he tilted your face and looked deep into your eyes before he pulled you into a lovely kiss. It felt as intimate as a warm summer night. Hinata had meanwhile arrived at your cunt and stretched your lips with two fingers apart to lick between it. It made you moan into the kiss. But Hinata didn’t stop, on the contrary, he became faster and more energetic. You broke away from the kiss to put your head on Bokuto's shoulder and claw your finger in Hinata’s orange hair.
"Mmhm, you like that don't you? Keep going Shoyo, she likes it!"
Bokuto exclaimed. The addressed man lifted his head once to look up and grin. "She tastes so good Bokuto-san!" Shortly afterwards he sank back between your thighs while Bokuto played with your nipples. Your moans could not be held back so you put your hand over your mouth to hide them, but your hand was quickly pulled away. "Let us hear you Princess." Bokuto mumbled. And while the two kept going you noticed how your climax was getting closer and closer, it only needed a little push. This push came when the man behind you now attacked your neck and sucked tight. Your body hunched up, your hands clenched in Hinata's hair.
Atsumu couldn't take his eyes off you during the whole process, caught in your noises and movements. Your breathing had quickened and your senses were slowly coming back. Hinata slowly got up to take off his shirt. Your gaze slid over him. His built wasn’t that bad. Your hands clenched behind you around the neck of Bokuto who now slowly sat you down on the floor.
"I think it's our turn isn't it?" Atsumu now came into it. You totally forgot about him and Sakusa. Bokuto pouted as he had just taken off his boxers and his hard cock bumped against his stomach. Your mouth watered. Now Sakusa was in front of you and blocked your view. What you didn't notice, he was already naked just like Atsumu. This time your gaze wandered down and back up to Sakusa‘s face. He smiled a little bit.
"Come on, be a good girl and get on my cock," said the black-haired now while he sat down on the floor. You nodded lightly and crawled over him. His hand led his penis to your entrance, and slowly rubbed it against your cunt, back and forth.
"Please fill me up Sakusa!" you moanded, too desperate to be filled up.
"You sure?" he answered with a raised brow. You nodded to him, and he sank into you in one motion which let your eyes cramp together and your hands drawn together on his chest. He let out a loud, almost bestial moan. You didn't notice that suddenly behind you was Atsumu until he put a hand on your back and pushed you down to Sakusa.
"I need a place too baby.“ He smiled at your questioning face. But when he slowely rubbed his dick an the same entrance you and Sakusa were connected, you shook your head immediately. "No there's no place for you Ats-"
but he already sank in you right beside Sakusa's cock. He had too groan because of the friction of Atsumu's cock. It burned really bad, it was just too much filled up right now. Just not that there were two in you at the same time, they weren't really that small, which didn't made the whole thing easier. Fortunately, Atsumu gave you a little time to get used to the new feeling until he built a slow pace, while Atsumu’s hand caressed your shoulder blades. "Fuck- so tight." Sakusa hissed while his hands were grabbing on to your hips.
"Oh baby, how long we dreamed about that, to make you out lil 'slut just for us. Well-fuck, we have to learn a lot but your doing great right now." the blonde setter behind you groaned while he picked up the pace and perfectly kissed your cervix every time. Your brain could not process the information, it was too absorbed to notice the two cocks in you. Also Sakusa tried to generate a few thrusts, and your body jolted on instant. Your face was suddenly turned to one side by pulling your hair to see Hinata looking down at you while his cock glistened with pre-cum right in front of your face. "Take it." he only commented while he buried his hand in your hair a little tighter. Your mouth opened to let him in, and he took advantage of it by picking up a quick pace right away. He used your mouth like you were just a doll. You had to spit, and cough while he was totally abusing your throat. Your hand was suddenly put around another penis, which declared itself to be Bokuto, who looked at you with a pout. He probably feels left out. So your hand picked up a pace as best it could and slid up and down his thick length.
Your tongue rolled the length of Hianata‘s cock back and forth over the tip, sometimes having to let out a moan, which made your mouth vibrate. Hinata's head was in his neck and his hand tightened in your hair. "So your pretty mouth can be used for more," groaned Hinata. Your last final lick made him groan, while he spilled is cum in your throat. You had to cough, a little bit spilled out of your mouth, while the other half went down your throat. His hand released your hair, and he sat down, to relax.
Atsumu's thrusts became more and more precise and hard, which brought you closer to your second orgasm. Your hand was still around Bokuto, who had to howl loudly as your hand was getting faster and faster. And when he turned your chin in his direction, his cum went in your face and upper body. It dripped all over your body and Bokuto looked at you with a satisfied grin. But now you felt your climax approaching, especially when Sakusa's hand suddenly came to your breasts.
Your eyes rolled back, your hands clenched in the bicep of Sakusa and with another sharp thrust came another wave of euphoria. Your walls tightened around the two as your strength slowly left your body. As you were about to fall forward, a hand held you around your neck. It was Atsumu who now held you up and pushed himself further into you. Sakusa who thrust into you again came all of a sudden, and fucked his whole load into you. "Fuuuuck- so tight." He hissed while he made sure to fuck all his load in you. Atsumu who felt everything, had to groan as well, while he looked down where you two are connected. Sakusa‘s cum dripped from you onto his cock. However, everything was getting too much for you, you howled softly, you were too sensitive at the moment after two orgasms. "Dont worry, I hurry up." Atsumu groaned, and in fact after the next thrust he came into you too. Both now pulled out, and the two loads of cum just dripped out of you. The sudden emptiness let you groan. Your body was gently passed on, but you didn't notice that, your senses were blown away.
Bokuto was suddenly in front of you and looked at you with a shimmering and excited face. You only now noticed that you were on his lap, his length lying tense against you. How could he have had so much stamina?
He picked you up by your waist to lower you on top of his member. Your hands automatically slid to his shoulders to give you a little strength. He had to groan, "Fuck you are still so tight even though you only had two cocks in you." He groaned while his hands cramped on your hips. "I want her too Bokuto-san" Hinata pouted behind you, his length in his hand. "Take her Ass." Bokuto only commented. Your thoughts said you should say something about it but nothing came out of your mouth. And then his tip was already on the tight muscle ring, and penetrated without any preparation. It made you howl. "Shhh, baby come on be a good girl, alright." Bokuto whispered softly in your ear while his hand ran soothingly over your back. But it got tighter as Hinata pushed further and further, until you noticed that he was completely inside. It was an uncomfortable but kinda satisfying feeling, even if you had already two orgasms behind you. Now Bokuto raised you again to get you on the two cocks up and down. At the beginning slower, but after he saw your face to make sure your okay he was going faster. When Hinata‘s hand clapped on your ass cheek you had to groan loudly, out of nowhere you were completely horny again.
"Your doing Great." Bokuto groaned, he sank in and out of you, while his tip kissed your point perfect. His balls slapped against your skin, and Hinata groaned behind you while he held your butt open to see where you two are connected. ,,She‘s so perfect, our little manager.“ he moaned, while he thrusted into you. You were a moaning mess, full of cum and no strength in you anymore. It was humiliating and you never imagined that, this would ever happen.
His pace became faster and more hectic, so that you couldn't hold out for long until you reached the climax for the third time and just let yourself go. It was liberating to finally untie the knot. Your walls cramped around the two, you kind of sucked them into you. Bokuto seemed to be getting too much and load his cum into your cunt. His hips stuttered, while his hands were still on your hips. you would very likely have red marks tomorrow. Now only Hinata was left who did not wait long and came on your ass and back. You felt dirty, used, you just wanted to wash yourself and lie in your bed, but what you didn't know, this was not the last round, because Atsumu came up to you again with a big grin. The night went on for a few more laps, they persuaded you to be hers, their own little cum garbage to discharge. Until you couldn't say anything, not even your own name. Now after a week, they had you perfectly under their control, their own little manager slut. They knew what you wanted to do every time you accidentally let something fall and tried to pick it up from the floor and your skirt slipped up higher than necessary, how you accidentally brushed them across their crouch when you walked past them. You became her own little slut, and whether you would ever get out of there remains to be doubted.
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A Slight Tint of Jealousy
Scene: They don't know if you're just teasing them or just want them to prove something to you, but once they saw you talking to a Senpai/Kohai and was literally, if not almost, not knowing what was happening-- what would happen?
Featuring: Atsumu, Oikawa, and Tsukishima
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MIYA ATSUMU
"Atsu-" You were cut off upon entering the gate entrance cause flocks of girls were surrounding Atsumu. You just sighed. Maybe they've heard about the news that he's one of the chosen youth to go to the "All Japan" training?
"Hey, Y/N. Told ya ta' date me instead o'that bastard." Osamu remarked.
"Oh. Osamu, good morning. I thought you'd be one of'em too." You answered.
"He's much crazier than me, so t's fine." He said and looked at the crowd again. They were congratulating him on gifts and all.
"Yeah. Figured out. By the way..." You stopped midway and looked at him.
"...have you mastered the spike?" You trailed.
"Nah. M'arms hurtin' the next day." He said as he showed you his arms- rolling up his sleeves so you could see his reddened arms.
"Woah, the pain." You touched his arms as he flinched. You took out the minted oil that was always with you in case of menstrual aches and gently applied it to his skin.
Atsumu, as he has seen this, did not bother getting all the gifts offered to him and immediately rushed on both of your positions. As he was approaching-"Ahh. I wan'na find someone like Y/N..." Osamu chipped in, earning a glare from his twin.
"Shut yer trap, I'mma send ya flyin'" Atsumu retorted and you can't help but chuckle.
"Y/N, stop that. He'd just go t' the clinic and all's good." He retorted.
"Wait for a bit, she'll be done soon, 'Tsumu."
"Could ya stop?" And that was it. His twin rolled his eyes and before leaving-
"See ya, Y/N. Thanks and hope ya get tired af'im soon," he said while waving off at you.
"He really pisses me off," he tch-ed. You chuckled.
"What's that?" His brows meeting as he looked at you with a serious face.
"His arms' almost swelling. Oh, by the way, congratulations for being chosen." You sincerely said as you gave him a smile.
"Ya- Ugh! Come'ere." Amidst the annoyance radiating from him, he can't help but fall soft by your words. It was all he needed.
OIKAWA TÓRU
Every day with him is fun and playful. Oikawa is the type of a guy who's somehow childish, full of love, and a show-off of his love to you. Yet, of course, his love for volleyball is a different matter and you respected the fact. His switch always flips when you're seriously arguing or when-
"Ah, there you are. Oikawa-senpai!" Two girls waved at him and waves back with a smile.
"I'll give you two minutes," Iwaizumi glared at Oikawa as he sends a sharp warning to him.
Pouting, Oikawa shoved Iwa off as he started to converse with the girls and explain such things before his time runs out-"That's a tight schedule. Okay, we'll see you at the match then~" Oikawa sends them off with a smile.
Upon reaching the gate, he saw you laughing with the first-year Kindaichi, Kunimi, and his bestfriend Iwa. As he was approaching the three, he hears-"Kunimi, let's watch the next season of the movie you showed me last Saturday."
"Okay. When's good, Y/N?" Shock. It was his first reaction when he hears Kunimi's answer. He was never this open! And what's with the smile?!
"Oh. How about this weekend? You can come too, Kindai-"
"Sorry, but you may have forgotten that we have a date that time, Y/N-chan~," He said. His left arm circling your whole shoulder with him at your back.
"Eh? But you said you wi-"
"My, look at the time. I'll escort you home."
"W-Wait..." You struggle on his grasp and while doing this, Oikawa signals his bestfriend. Upon seeing this, Iwa clicks his tongue and he sighed irritatingly.
"Oy Kindaichi, Kunimi, let's get some buns, I'll treat you."
"Eh? I'll come too, Iwaizumi-san!"
A few minutes later, when the three of them were out of your sight, Oikawa lets go of you. His usual demeanor came in a flash yet with a still-low tone he asks-"Saturday, huh? That's no good Y/N." He lowers his head to meet your gaze and gives you an unusual smile-"Let's fill your Saturdays with lots of dates with me, yeah?"
TSUKISHIMA KEI
"I told you to get home first. We'll be practicing late."
That was what Tsukishima told you before parting classrooms. You knew that he has his ways of telling or showing you that he likes you but sometimes you wonder if you're the only one who's giving your best to make the relationship work and maybe open part of his heart to you.
You sighed. You're currently posting an announcement from the club where you belong when someone grabs the postcard from you.
"You've got to place it up here," a tall boy said as he stapled the postcard above the rest plastered papers.
"Ah, thank you. It was high so I couldn't reach it," you thanked him, lowering your head.
"It's fine. There are people around so you could be asked for help," your Senpai said while smiling.
"Yes. Sorry to bother you," you apologized. He chuckled and pats your head.
This was the scene Yamaguchi saw. As he was unable to act at a due time, he remained looking at the both of you as he saw how the boy blushed. He was fiddling with his fingers until he is able to say-"Uhm. Y/N, can you spare me a bit of your time this afternoon?"
"Sure, Senpai," you answered as you were sure that Tsukishima won't be joining you. Well, he never did sweet things for you as of the moment.
"I have to tell you something important so meet me at the bench near the open building, okay?" He then again pats you and left.
Yamaguchi hurriedly told Tsukishima about it.
Afternoon. You forgot that you're the one who's tasked to write the journal notebook so you literally apologized to your Senpai at the back of your head, repeatedly.
"Ah. I should finish this fast," you whispered. Furthermore, you're the only one inside the classroom so you have to lock it up, afterward.
"And done." You immediately get a hold of your things and went out.
"And here, I was supposed to get you. " A soft voice on your left made you jump.
"Tsukishima?" You saw him with his volleyball suit on which made you wonder what's he doing here.
As he approaches you, he slump his head on your shoulders. You gasped at his sudden actions as you ask him if something is wrong. He doesn't answer instead rambles about not wanting to go to practice anymore.
"You smell like sunset," he murmurs. He then lifts his head as he meets your eyes, making you blush.
"Hey."
"Y-yes?"
He closes the gap between you, lowering his height reaching your lips. Shocked, you can not push him. Is it even the reason? Or you just want to treasure this moment.
You were about to stop him when you heard rushed footsteps stepping away from your back but his long slender fingers traveled your side, pulling you closer as he grabs your hips.
"W-wai--" you closed your eyes when his tongue enters your mouth. Tsukishima seems to follow a slow rhythm as he kisses you, his tongue playfully lingers at your roof.
His eyes slightly open, yours were tightly close. As Tsukishima glances on his front, still moving his lips into yours, a boy, which looked like the Senpai on Yamaguchi's description was standing there. Eyes intently glaring at him, yet still unable to speak or call you out.
You felt Tsukishima smirked. So that's him?
Tsukishima pauses and whispered in your ear, enough that your Senpai could also hear-"You know that I like you right?"
You nodded. Your Senpai's mouth parted a bit at the suddenness. He thought that maybe he'll have a chance since the both of you seems not to get along well. Tsukishima smirked-"Can't hear you."
"I-I like y-you too." Tsukishima just wanted to declare that you are his, over his Senpai.
With hands formed fist, your Senpai left silently.
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LOVELY LITTLE ANGEL. / MIYA ATSUMU!
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synopsis. — a small infatuation turned into more with the simple switch of puberty.
warnings. stepcest, mention of fear once, dacryphilla, virginity taken & virginity kink, possessiveness, step!bro atsumu, fingering.
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“Angel, my darling, do you know how long I’ve been waiting for this moment? I won't let it go to waste.”
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You had gotten older, much more mature. Wearing clothes that appear to be innocent but, to the hot-headedness of your older brother, Atsumu, they were nothing but provocative.
He observed the way you flaunted your shirt to his teammates, especially Aran. Not giving a care if your other brother, Osamu, watched shamelessly. Ranking his eyes up and down the curve of your ass and pushing away strands of hair from your neck to purposely make you blush.
It only filled him with envy.
He was the older brother after all, why weren't you giving him the attention he deserved? Atsumu was always kind ‘n caring! He was by your side when you needed him the most. Even going all the way, soothing away your wails and swallowing up the cries of, “nii-san!” with a simple kiss. Maybe the kiss wasn't a good idea.
Although, the kiss may have not been bad — It leads you to feel flustered around Atsumu, blushing and acting all shy around him. Not even making eye contact when he made those jokes, those jokes that made your knees buckle at the sound of his giggle. Your small crush simply evolving more when you saw the way he looked at you. When the swell of your breasts developed, and your features morphing into more mature-like.
Yet, you weren't the only one with a crush.
At some point, Atsumu had developed an infatuation. Way before you had hit growth spurt. He longed for you when you wore your hair in pigtails that bounced every time you roamed. It was such a pretty sight, it made his heart flutter.
From the time you first moved into his house, clutching your stuffed angel doll, and peering from behind your mother’s back, it sent a jolt up his body. He was washed over with the need to protect you, as a big brother should.
“Atsumu? W-What are you doing here so late?”
Your voice dripped of honey, so sweet yet so innocent. His eyes glanced at you, there you were, pink nightgown flowed around your waist, your hair was neatly done up in a ponytail - few strands of hair peeking from it. And that same stuffed angel clasped to your chest, almost like you were protecting it. Not wanting to let it out of your sight.
“Angel, c’mere.” his words were short, desperation hanging from the edge.
You got up and walked over to him, sleep apparent in your eyes. You gazed up at him with a slight tilt to your head. “Hm? What is it?” you'd ask, rubbing the drowsiness out of your eyes.
Atsumu’s fingers danced around the edge of your thigh, slightly lifting the hem of the dress. “Didja know.. how many times I've wanted to do this?” his fingers hoisted your dress a bit more, exposing the cotton panties tight around your bottom.
You were quick to try and push his hand away, thoughts of confusion racing through your brain. ‘Why was he doing this? ‘m confused..’
He’d pull you flush against his chest, locking the door slyly with a simple twist of his fingers. “Do you know, angel? How I held myself back when you skipped around in Osamu’s shirt?” His remarks brought a tint of pink to coat your puffy cheeks.
“W-What? Atsumu-” the sound of his name rolling off your tongue was cut short when a finger was placed against your lips, shushing you instantly.
“It’s big brother to you, angel cakes.”
You nodded obediently, of course. Submitting to him like usual, just how he wanted. You'd keep silent when the grip on your thigh was loosened, his hand lifting your chin to peer up at him more.
“Have you seen my glances at you..” His words continued to flow through your ears as he backed you up against your bed, leaning closer, “The way I look at you, hm? Or were you playin’ dumb?”
You shook your head and looked away from his intimidating eyes, turning to gaze at the floor in pure embarrassment. You didn’t know what to say — what could you say? Your step-brother was coming onto you, and you couldn't do anything.
“Aye, I'm talking to you angel,” Atsumu grumbled, tapping your cheek.
“I .. don- don’t understand.” You truly didn’t, you didn’t know where he was coming from. How did he develop a crush on you? When did he develop the crush? So many emotions ran through your brain you couldn’t comprehend them.
“Oh? Then, I’ll make you understand.”
Your back was fully pressed against your bed once more as soft lips were placed back onto yours, kissing you strongly. They were familiar, the same lips that kissed you a day ago. Atsumu’s lips. They were wet and smooth, not a crack or blemish in view. You’d push against him, a glint of fear sparkling in your eyes. ‘why was he kissing me? Doesn’t he know I’m his sister? Atsumu..’
When he did pull away from making your lips red and swollen, his hand came down to caress your soft cheek, they were plump and stained with little tears. It was cute, seeing you like this, defenseless to his grasp. He could do anything to you, anything with you, and he knew, you wouldn't tell a soul.
He started with plucking every button off your nightgown, sliding it off your body slowly while analyzing your supple breaths, chest heaving up and down with uneasiness. He made sure to eye the way he touched you, the way he toyed with the cloth of your panties, slipping them down to your ankles so, know, you were finally bare to his gaze. He could see everything of you, just what he wanted from the minute his eyes settled on you.
“Don't worry angel, ‘m gonna take good care of you, k? Just relax and let big brother do his job, do his job as your nii-san.”
When you nodded to his words, listening in on every detail and phrase he spoke, sent him over the rim. That's what did it for him — Atsumu wouldn’t waste any moment, he didn't take the time to breathe in your state. He’d glide his fingers down to your cunt, your pure pussy that was touched by no one but him, only him. And that's how it was gonna stay.
His fingers messily pumped in and out of, your fluids gushing all over your satin sheets, staining them and creating a mess all over Atusmu’s abdomen. It was like heaven. You were so sweet, so obedient, letting your older brother deflower you to his liking. It almost warmed his heart.
“hah- atsu! ah,”
The foreign feeling was so new to you, you've never felt so much scorching pleasure tear through you, it was overwhelming — too much to take in at all once. You let out a pleasurable sigh, face scrunched up. “A-Atsumu..!”
Atsumu felt an energy of power surge through him as soon as your hips started bucking against his hand, your head thrown back, and your fragile hands tugging on the sheets. It was obvious you were close, he could tell.
“My little angel gonna cum? How cute. C’mon cum all over my fingers, baby, be a good girl and do so.” his taunting word is what made you climax that second, squirting all over his fingers with your sticky cum. Your low eyes peeked up at him, talking a glimpse at his smug face.
He felt something at that moment, something good. Atsumu finally carved you into his lovely angel, marking you into someone who he can easily control with the sensation of his fingers.
It felt like heaven knowing you could no longer feel the hold of another man, knowing a much more mature man had his knuckles deep inside you every night.
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A Little Extra Love (Atsumu x Reader) Oneshot
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1:22pm
Atsumu & Oikawa
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Oikawa: ATSUBABE
Atsumu: KAWA
Atsumu: What’s up?
Oikawa: I have a challenge
Atsumu: Another one?
Oikawa: SOUND MORE EXCITED
Atsumu: ANOTHER ONE??
Oikawa: ….I hate you
Atsumu: What’s the challenge?
Oikawa: You have to text your significant other in the group chat and ask if you’re unlovable
Atsumu: Huh? Why?
Oikawa: To see how Y/n responds! You said she’s always seemed distant
Atsumu: Well that’s true but..tricking her like that feels mean
Oikawa: Come on! If it goes wrong, just tell her it was a challenge!
Atsumu: …Fine
Atsumu: But if this goes wrong, I’m blaming you
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1:31pm
In the ‘VolleyBROS & VolleyHOES’ group chat
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Atsumu: Am I unlovable?
Hinata: What? Of course you’re lovable!
Yamaguchi: Where is this coming from?
Yachi: Are you okay, Tsumu?
Osamu: What happened?
Suna: Why are you asking something like that?
Sugawara: Did something happen with Y/n?
Atsumu: No not really
Akaashi: That’s not a definite no
Bokuto: Are you okay Tsum Tsum?
Osamu: @Y/n
Y/n is online
Osamu: What the fuck did you do to my brother?
Y/n: What?
Kenma: Back read
Y/n: Atsumu, why are you asking if you’re unlovable?
Atsumu: I just…
Atsumu: Sometimes it’s hard to tell if you really want to be with me
Y/n: Why didn’t you tell me you felt that way?
Atsumu: I didn’t want to bother you
Y/n: You’re never bothering me
Iwaizumi: I have to side with Y/n on this. She never stops talking about you
Kuroo: Yeah. Whenever she hangs out with Kenma and I, she talks about you nonstop
Kiyoko: She rants about all the cute things you do
Yachi: And works overtime for weeks in advance so she never has to miss one of your games
Sakusa: She even asked the team for advice on how to confess to you before you two started dating
Hinata: And she asked Bo-san and me about what you would like for a first date because she was afraid of messing it up
Yamaguchi: I got her a shirt for her birthday that says AtsuY/n Supremacy, and she wears it all the time
Atsumu: I’ve never seen her wear it?
Y/n: I wear it to sleep sometimes. I was too embarrassed to wear it in front of you…
Atsumu: You? Embarrassed?
Suna: Do you really not see the way she blushes when you smile at her?
Atsumu: I do that because I just want to see her smile back
Y/n: Your existence makes me smile
Sugawara: Bold Y/n is superior
Oikawa: Agreed
Y/n: Everything you are and ever will be is perfect to me.
Yachi: That’s really sweet
Y/n: Your sarcasm
Y/n: The fact that you never shut up during the movies
Kuroo: Calling him out I see
Y/n: How you complain about me hugging you but always pull me back if I try to let go.
Kenma: That’s? So? Cute? Like adorable
Hinata: Ikr
Y/n: The moments when you’re truly honest with me
Y/n: You’re insecurities
Y/n: Your fears
Y/n: Your achievements and your shortcomings
Sakusa: Are you just listing things for fun?
Y/n: I love you for everything that you are.
Atsumu: You do?
Y/n: I know I don’t say it a lot, but I do. Nothing in this world matters more to me than you.
Osamu: As it should
Suna: Samu pls
Yamaguchi: Stop interrupting the moment
Y/n: I’m not good with words
Bokuto: That’s true
Y/n: I can’t read the room for shit
Kuroo: She really can’t
Y/n: I’m not perfect
Iwaizumi: Who is?
Oikawa: Me
Sugawara: Not the time Kawa
Y/n: I’m far from it really
Hinata: She’s roasting herself?
Kenma: I think she’s getting to the point
Y/n: But every broken part of me loves you
Y/n: And that won’t ever change
……
Y/n: Atsumu?
Osamu: He’s crying
Atsumu: AMN NTO
Iwaizumi: So is Oikawa
Oikawa: TSOP EXPOAING ME
Hinata: If it makes you feel better we’re all crying
Yachi: Kiyoko i need a hug
Kiyoko: omw
Yamaguchi: can I say the thing now?
Akaashi: Please do
Yamaguchi: ATSUY/N >>
Bokuto AGREED
Kuroo: Double agreed bro
Suna: @Y/n come get your man. His crying is so loud
Atsumu: FUKC YUO
Y/n: Hey Atsu?
Atsumu: yeag?
Atsumu: *Yeah?
Y/n: Get cleaned up. I’m picking you up in twenty minutes.
Akaashi: I thought you only live like ten minutes away from each other?
Y/n: I’m picking up ice cream first
Atsumu: Strawberry?
Y/n: You know it
Y/n: Oh. Pack a change of clothes too. It’s late so you can just stay the night
Atsumu: Movies?
Y/n: Harry Potter or Game of Thrones?
Sakusa: Game of thrones isn’t a movie
Atsumu: Omi let me enjoy this moment
Atsumu: I vote Harry Potter
Y/n: Which one?
Atsumu: Half blood prince
Y/n: You literally hate that one
Atsumu: BECAUSE SNAPE DIES RIGHT AFTER THEY FIND OUT HE WAS A GOOD PERSON
Y/n: Then why do you want to watch it?
Atsumu: Because it’s your favorite
Y/n: ahguy YOURE SO CUTE
Kenma: I think you broke her
Y/n: Im fuen
Akaashi: You couldn’t even spell ‘fine’
Y/n: let me live kaashi
Y/n: Why don’t we watch Chamber of Secrets then. We both like that one.
Atsumu: Okay. When are you getting here?
Yamaguchi: Impatient
Oikawa: I would be too
Iwaizumi: You’re always impatient
Y/n: I’m outside.
Atsumu: I’m coming!
Kuroo: That’s what she said
Hinata: He said that too
Sugawara: Why are you like this?
Kenma: We’re ALL like this
Y/n: Like what? Dramatic?
Sakusa: You couldn’t leave without roasting us?
Y/n: I do it out of love
Atsumu: She does! The second I got in the car she said “Buckle up, bitch.”
Y/n: It’s not my fault you got in and said “Where’s the ice cream, scrub?”
Akaashi: How are you two together?
Iwaizumi: The same way Oikawa and I are together
Oikawa: IWA-CHAN
Hinata: And Yams and Tsukishima
Yamaguchi: I was gonna say he’s not that bad, but you right
Atsumu: AJHG Y/N JUST SAID SHE LOVES ME
Y/n: Why are you acting like I never say it?
Atsumu: You’ve only said it over text and call!
Y/n: Oh
Y/n: I’ll start telling you more often, honey
Atsumu: JGDSIHSTA HONEY
Atsumu: PLS ILL BE YOUR HONEY
Osamu: Simp
Y/n: stfu do you know how much I’ve put up with you ranting about Suna over the years?
Suna: I want to hear this story
Osamu: NO YOU DONT
Y/n: I’ll send it to you later
Oikawa: SHE REALLY SAID ‘IT’S ON SITE BITCH’
Y/n: No one calls my boy a simp except me
Atsumu: That’s me! I’m her boy!
Kenma: Guess he’s just gonna ignore that she called him a simp
Bokuto: YOU GO TSUM TSUM
Y/n: oMG if yuu could sae his faxe
Y/n: Hes bkushing si mucc
Atsumu: STOP RATTING ME OUT
Y/n: im gobna cri
Atsumu: IT'S NOT THAT FUNNY
Y/n: *Y/n has sent an attachment*
Hinata: HAHHABHA LOOK AT HIS FACE
Bokuto: HES SO RED
Sugawara: How is this so wholesome??
Atsumu: HSUT UOP
Y/n: I will when you can spell it
Atsumu: SHYT UP
Atsumu: SHUT PU
Atsumu: FUCK SHUT UP
Y/n: Atsumu Miya, ladies and gentlemen
Y/n: Well, I’ve got ice cream to eat, movies to watch, and a boyfriend to cuddle, so I’ll be going. See ya losers
Y/n is offline
Atsumu is offline
Iwaizumi: Always gotta throw in that last insult
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lastlenore · 2 years
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ok im done screaming about kolya ill talk abt the cover because im also chuuya trash
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it's pretty obvious that that's a reference to chuuya right? him being in the sheep, once upon a time, all that. also not to have an skk moment but those flowers look like red camellias(associated with dazai and chuuya canonically)
what crushes me is the way it's drawn, harukawa sensei drew the skull to look like it's crumbling, it looks so brittle. it also looks like it's being corroded from the inside, making way for the flowers to bloom. it looks infected.
i think it reflects chuuya right now, as a mindless pawn. it's so heartwrenching that someone so capable like nakahara is simmered down to just another "piece". of course it's terrible that all the other characters with their own lives have to go through this whole war, but chuuya(and the pm) especially.
there's this thing i call the Snape Effect (it's an actual writing thing, i just forgot what it's officially called) that tells writers to basically craft an incredibly human and "quirky" character(likely an antihero), someone with values, morals, friends, enemies and feelings, then kill them off. it makes a death more tragic (this is why Oda's and Aku's death is especially hard to get over, because we saw them as people, we followed thru their experiences only for that all to be cut down)
now whether the authors of bsd created chuuya with SO MUCH depth just to reduce him to a vampire because of popular demand, or because of their own plot, im not rlly gonna comment on. bottomline is that chuuya is as developed as a character can get.
for him to just be fyodor's "power move" is so unfortunate.
but !! im not yet done
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it's been mentioned on twt by user @/rum_skk that fyodor's card might be Akutagawa(unlike what one would think—chuuya, because he's very clearly fyodor's pawn atm). while i cant really make out what's on the card(pls tell me if u can!! are the colors inversed??), i agree that it might be aku.
the key to decrypting Harukawa-san's covers is symmetrical symbols, most of the time. it's a thing in graphic novel and manga cover designs. artists need to convey as much as possible about the volume without spoiling anything. they only get one page, so how do they do it? symbols, and oftentimes, symmetry too.
BSD is a plot-heavy story, there's thousands of references that can point to a character or a scene: apples, bandaids, the colors red and blue, yin and yang, etc etc. By drawing those symbols that reflect an opposite context on the other side of the canvas, Harukawa-san maintains the "good and bad" narrative that BSD is going by.
you guys can actually see this in most cover pages/color spreads of BSD, Harukawa sensei loves this technique and i think it's endearing. It's seen with Aku and Atsu(black and white), the PM and ADA's Aura(red and blue), etc.
no back to the picture, here's the main symmetries i can point out,
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there's also the (possible) throne angel thing, that supposedly looks over humans and their morals, on the center with one of its swords impaling the sheep skull.
maybe the Throne Angel and Chuuya's symbol being on the center with no symmetrical partner hints that there's a plot hole with Chuuya being just another pawn? maybe the fact that Nikolai and Sigma are looking at Fyodor and Dazai respectively implies which "side" they're on?
^^tbh i dont think Fyodor's gonna die this round, that's gonna be SO unfulfilling and it leaves so many knots untied. As for Dazai, while I think there's lots more bs he needs to take care of, if one of them is gonna die it'd be him.
This might be a stretch and FAR too much over analyzing, but i think there's no way this thirty minute game(which fun fact!! is the quickest recommended duration for one chessgame) will be either of these crazies' undoing. Wouldn't that leave so much plot holes? "why would Nikolai let Fyodor die like that, didn't he plan to use Sigma to find out his ability?? if Fyodor dies, who's gonna keep coercing Fukuchi into world domination? if Dazai dies,,,, well,,,, erm,, who's gonna say sorry to Akutagawa?"
i think Asagiri will pull another twist, like the light snow theory on twt, that would somehow save both these menaces from the poison.
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“After that...
I swam out from the submarine and was saved by Ango-san.
Why did Akutagawa let me escape?
I don’t know. The only thing I know is...
If he didn’t keep his promise of not killing, and killed the guard at that time, we would be all dead.
I would not haven been able to escape by the submarine, or tell the others about Fukuchi’s real identity, and all hopes would have been lost.
Is there an important meaning to it? Or is it merely a coincidence?
I didn’t understand. I asked Ango-san but didn’t get an answer in return.”
TN: A bit of a concept here: Remember the guy whose life Aku spared a few chapters ago? He apparently woke up and arrived at the scene right when Fukuchi was going to chase after Atsushi. Fukuchi had to stop to talk to them so Atsu was able to escape
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