#attach significance to them through a socio-historical lens

[mashkaroom]

This is not true, but it feels like it could be, so actually my desire to reconnect with judaism is entirely driven by my epilepsy, because i forget things so easily and so frequently, and reconnecting with a fundamentally lost familial culture is an act of remembering, and that is something that feels increasingly special

#epileptic jews cabal sponsor me #interpreting things a lot and based off of the thinnest-ass of strings is jewish is it not #increasingly it seems to me like my desire to be jewish tm is largely just a ploy to justify existing character traits #justify is the wrong word more like #attach significance to them through a socio-historical lens #why do i want this? unclear but uhhhhh human condition i guess? #like i've been thinking recently about why i want this at all #bc to be completely honest #things like shabbat candles religious services and even the holidays really aren't that meaningful to me #but then language/diaspora/debate are #and it's like #hoe these are just already your personality traits lmaoooo