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surviveoutloud · 2 years

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A brothers story: Narcissistic abuse.

How do you deal with a narcissistic person. An Ex wife is very difficult to deal with. When they were married she treated him like crap and knocked him down as much as she could. He was in the Marines she never let him do anything even with his family when he was home. Could you imagine not being able to even see your own family?! Their marriage was short lived but he only married her because she would take the child, and each time he requested a divorce she became pregnant or stated she will harm herself. He felt bad no matter how psychotic she is. Even her own family contacts him and tells him she’s crazy and to just leave be. Her own family sent him emails showing her mental issues with manic bipolar and multiple personality disorder as well as being a narcissist to not just him but anyone around her. Since childhood her family couldn’t deal with her as she has homicidal ideations when people make her a little mad. She was cheating the entire marriage. For years she has flipped her mind and keeps taking drastic measures. It started with her having him falsely arrested and him getting all charges dismissed. Then her sending texts to him and herself with threats to him and his new family with children. (He changed his number and emails it stopped but of course on her end it didn’t) she didn’t know he changed his number. Each WiFi number she used was tracked back to a towers in her area many states away from him. The courts accidentally gave her his new email since he pays child support for the children. So far 3 guys came forward about sleeping with her while he was deployed. The only time he was with someone else was when he told her it’s over. Not cheated! She emails him constantly with threats and fights and always blames him as the aggressor for the fights. However all he asks is about the children and when he can speak to them. He moved states, he changed numbers again, filed restraining orders. Shortly after moving she find out where he lived and CPS comes to him and of course her accusations are found false but when his state attempted to find her they couldn’t. She uses his social security number to destroy his credit. He lost communication with the children because she won’t answer any emails text or calls unless it involves paying or an issue she has. She tries to force him to call her # knowing she will claim harassment. As she continues to claim she will ruin his life. Every text or email from her is “you’re bipolar , “smallD**ck boy”, “spermdonor” “bald, chick nipples” just rude and childish messages. He has offered a mediator, therapy, visitation that works for both parties and he gets no contact for the kids. He offers to do things her way and it’s never good enough. The sad part is when he talks to the kids they tell him everything she coaches them to say and think. She literally tells them to call him by his name and to say they hate him. Even the kids have told him, she tells them to be as mean as they can and that they don’t have to listen to him ever! She is mom and GOD as she claims. Or she will send messages pretending to be them. Since they are under 13 courts won’t let them speak. He went as far as to not do visitation anymore because she plays a dangerous accusation game and each time it’s unfounded. In the same breath she gets mad he doesn’t take the children. Over the years he has compiled over 4000 emails, screen shots, recorded calls, messages everything to show her mental instability and her narcissistic personality. My question is how do you co parent with someone who threatens you and your family. It feels as if she forces his hand on having anything to do with the kids to protect his family. I’ve never seen someone so diabolical they can’t co-parent and so psychotic they believe what they say even when you show them exactly what they sent you in recorded document. Like woman!!!!! She wanted the divorce and cheated the entire marriage but once she saw he didn’t fall and is living a happy life, where he is a better man it’s like she broke mentally. Worse than what she was before.

When she obtained a order of protection on him she lied and stated he had fire arms- well his fire arm was stole 3 years before hand and Cobb county Ga had it in evidence he never claimed back, she claimed he beat her when she was pregnant but the voicemails show he wanted to leave her and she would BEG for him to stay. She claimed she feared for 7 years yet again - voicemails and emails prove she was the aggressor and never hurt her. She claimed he convinced her to never call the cops- well he was never home to do so after the Marines he worked out of state. Never one did she have a bruise a cut or even a scratch. He has had multiple black eyes including the day of their wedding when she punched im him in the face. She has given him bruises and scratches that were pictured. In her report she claimed she felt afraid and ran to him in the bathroom. Call records show he was on FaceTime with his now wife who was valuable witness to everything. She took his phone not to call 911 but to meddle in his relationship. She just couldn’t let him be happy. They were married separated living together for the entire marriage. She dated over 10 guys throughout the marriage. Then at the time her boyfriend lived in Las Vegas. He dodged a bullet with her. The case was dismissed and removed from his record. This was the turning point of her trying anything in her power to ruin his life. For a second he was mentally shattered but his support system brought him up! They carried him to the top. Now she is mad. Let’s fast forward to the day she got the order of protection- when arrived to their residence he went with 3 officers to get his uniforms and his truck. This crazy woman cuts the screen and shatters the window of the baby’s bedroom so she can throw clothing and other pyramid out the window. Screaming at the officers “you better get a warrant”. Get this she has the nerve to blow up his phone every hour on the hour for days after that. BEGGING him to come by asking him to just talk to her. It was game over he signed anything those divorce papers said just to get her out his life. She claims to be a victim for 7 years. She was not she IS the AGGRESSOR.

Fast forward - He has gone to court over 3 times in 2 years to get a restraining order and guess what. NOPE she’s too far from him. Statues have to be met in order to obtain such order. I swear it is just sad. The scary part she is trying to be a police officer in Chicago: WOW!!! now that is insane. She could harm someone really bad. She is very good at making you think she is an amazing person but emails, texts, phone recordings and voicemails all say differently. She plays the victim card very well. Yet she is no victim. She reminds all of us of a Casey Anthony, Amber Heard, and the Gabriel Hernandez trials! Very worrisome! Over 50 people can testify to her verbal-physical abuse and false accusations. She was very good at falsifying messages to herself but she forgot a tiny factor. Maybe she got so mad and caught up that she actually forgot she was sending them from her very own email. Not one she claims someone made and isn’t hers but the one she uses for her everyday life too. Narcissistic people will believe their own lies and believe their own games. GASLIGHTING AT BEST. They often have a tendency to make themselves have a spotlight/power and have others feel sorry for them. But SORRY WE DO NOT FEEL BAD FOR A GROWN WOMAN WHO THREATENS BABIES OR AUTISTIC CHILDREN. Not in this life time. Who even calls an autistic child fat and tells the parents to put the child on a diet. Its one thing to be mad at the adults but the child. Leave the children alone. Disgusting! We pray for justice for him. She will and does cause trauma to all. It’s her way or No way. We can’t wait to see what fabricated messages and emails she comes up with. Everyone knows of photoshop and edits. He has been working with detectives and lawyers for years. Ironically she moves and can’t be served. His proof is live, his is real, and his story is just beginning to be told. She shows the good parts of what she says and the bad of how he responded by telling her no or ignoring her but never what triggered his protective parental stand. Fortunately those are all over social media now not part of the story but the full story, full conversations, and the full evil in this woman.

Update—

Yes she forced him to a point where he wanted to give up his rights and be dead. She had him living in a constant state of pain. He picked himself up and became stronger. He speaks out! Maybe then but now HE is done and he has spoken! DM if you would like to see correspondences. They will blow your mind. Talk about insanity! He has been begging for his children since 2020 and she still hides. One thing the children will know for sure is the truth. She won’t even let him speak to the children without her hovering because she is afraid he will tell them things that will show he has always tried. Things that will prove to them and everyone she is a MONSTER. Even when he broke and almost gave up on them he humbled and apologized. Tell me why does a mother need to control how children speak to their parent? They mention a friends name and she hangs up. She blocks every means but acts like it’s him who has the issues. Yet she has no problem getting in touch with him when she needs something. Or when she wants to argue with him back and fourth. Tell me if you are so abused by him and he’s an aggressive person that you hide from, why do you offer to get rid of your children to him and his family for not weeks but years at a time. But coward and back out because he wanted it on a legal document in court not just a handshake? 🫣🤔😕🤨🤔🤔🤔 Please enlighten us all. Her name is … Didivalis Cruz

He allows her to smear his name but at the end of the day the proof of it all is in had evidence. NO MORE! Never again! The truth of it all is written in black and white. Let her claim the victim position. The day will come we’re all will be shown and the world will know it is not him who had been in the wrong it is her. Yes he WAS behind in child support due to Covid-19 but he still pays over 800 a month and Paid off all arrears just to beg to speak to the children and still nothing. Only a spineless mother would say she’s in her right to withhold children because she’s was paid half during Covid months. Always about money and being the victim!

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"Just the tip" trope w/ jjk men?👁️👁️

໒꒱ ₊˚ ‘ JUST THE TIP, GIRL ! ’﹒⺡

ᡣ𐭩 feat. sukuna, choso, nanami, geto, gojo

ᡣ𐭩 total wc. 3.2k

ᡣ𐭩 warnings. fem! reader, mdni, overstim, unprotected, true form sukuna, praise, dirty talk, quickies, dry humping, whiney men, choking, inplied breeding, hitting it raw.

࣪. ᨳ GOJO SATORU. ࣪

“princess, you’re killing me,” gojo whimpers, feeling you casually move your hips against him. he’s staring at you, glossed lips just trembling. with two rough hands attached to your waist, he faintly strokes a thumb beneath the fabric that stuck beside your skin. “the tip. please.”

“wait a little,” you hum, making his back hit against the softly padded pillow. gojo grunts, the smooth part of your panties glissading back and forth on his length. his boxers was lazily pulled down, and he was all exposed…all warm. you felt a tiny veiny poke through, skimming against your entrance and you giggle before leaning up close to his ear. “oh sorry, did you say something? i can’t understand when you mumble, baby.”

gojo lightly throws his head back, grabbing a chunk of your ass before his right thigh bounces in utter anticipation. “f-fuck, don’t whisper in my ear like that,” and his voice was so shaky—he starts to pant frantically, just imagining being inside of you again. “you fuckin’ heard me.”

“remember who’s on top of you,” you tease, pressing a kiss near the corner of his mouth. for a split second, you heard gojo gulp, bright blue irises meeting your gaze. now that made him hard. shivers run all over his body the moment he feels you wrap a hand over his shaft, staring to realign yourself. “but fine, lie back…princess.”

soft puffs of breath escape past his mouth as he stares at you, a near smirk stretching against his pink lips. “bratty girl. quit talkin’ ‘n just ride me, how about that.”

“for all i care, you can just get yourself off,” you snicker. after you speak, gojo immediately shuts up the moment his leaky tip just barely hovers beneath your slick entrance.

with a clenched jaw, he presses his lips shut, a soft whine running past his lips to moment you start to jerk. “lot of mouth for how needy you are to be inside, ‘toru.”

“s-shut up,” he grumbles, and it’s cute. the attitude in his voice. the slight rasp to it, even the adorable flush that crept onto both sides of his temples.

gojo craved more, his mouth started to heavily salivate just imagining being inside of you. pumping you full of thick inches for the umpteenth time. “god, i just— i need you. know i said the tip but i just want you.”

you pepper a kiss near the corner of his mouth, and his first reaction was to kiss back ; he misses, making him cause himself to dreadfully whine.

lips forming a sweet desperate ‘o’ he leans back before gripping your hip tightly. you whisper, slowly sinking down into his length. “you can never make up your mind,” you purr, and the silk that ran against your voice.

“say one thing then you want another,” you continue, and he leans into your touch. he grows hard inside you, warmth swallowing you entirely.

gojo’s ears perked at the sound of your voice, the softness air that danced against his earlobe from your breathe.

he couldn’t help but pant, awaiting to have you sunk all the way down to the base. “you keep whinin' everytime i don’t give your lips any attention,” and for a brief moment, gojo’s eyes meet yours again, he feels so hot. you talking to him in such a sweet way like that only makes him feel ten times hotter. “you want a kiss?”

“i … i wanna kiss ‘n pump you full at the same time,” he says in a single breath. the hold you had on him was so heady.

gojo can’t stop himself from feeling all over your body, he felt giddy. in the best way possible. the way your cunt gradually went down on him. you made sure to take your time just to tease him a bit more. gojo’s pout doesn’t take long to make an appearance on him. “just…touch me… just want a taste of my girl while s-she’s on top.”

but the moment you were all the way down…

you felt his dick stretch you out for how many times again, you suppress a moan. leaning in, you squeeze gojo’s lips together playfully—bringing him into a sloppy kiss. his favorite kind of kisses.

the kind where your tongue would slide against his in such a messy way, he’d suck on yours before moaning right into your mouth. a single make out session with gojo was enough to make you pulse through your pulled to the side panties.

“i’m n-not gonna last with you grinding against me like that,” he whimpers, nearly having the wind being snatched out of him the moment you start up a rhythmic grind. “ride me jus’ like that,” he’d pant, and as you tantalizingly ghost a hand up his abs, you intentional make him shudder within your hold.

gojo pauses, grabbing your wrist. with a swift lick of his lips, he uses another hand to spank your ass, another to make your hand wrap around his neck. “choke me. choke me while y-you ride me, baby. please?”

. ᨳ NANAMI KENTO.

“i don’t want you to overwork yourself, sweetheart,” nanami says in a hushed tone. in the midst of you having your hands kneading through flour, you’re bent over the counter.

“have i,” he started, pausing to kiss near your nape. he was so close you felt his bulge prop up against you, “told you,” he halts again, a hand snaking around your waist, “how pretty you look in sundresses?”

“no,” you nearly slip off a moan, trying to avert your gaze back towards the bowl that had your hands covered in dough. his touch felt so good, he was gentle with you. nanami sneaks a kiss near the corner of your neck before you gasp. he pants your legs just a bit before kissing down your back. chastely. “the food, baby.”

nanami huffs, softly ghosting a thumb beside the exposed skin near your back. “you’re an amazing cook sweetheart, but ‘m hungry for something else,” and his words were so warm, smooth and all. the moment he murmurs tender in a soft voice against your ear. it was enough to make you immediately throb. “i want a little of your attention, just…a little.”

“okay,” you mutter, gnawing on the skin of your lip once he hurriedly moves your panties towards the side. a dripping soaked mess, nanami couldn’t help but stare for a bit. he was already insanely hard. his touch, it was so sensually smooth. with a single hand on your hip, you let off a sweetened mewl once you suddenly feel the throbbing tip of nanami’s dick glide against your folds. “k-kento, fuck.”

“missed bein' inside my wife,” he rasps, and he’s so pushed up against you it makes him dizzy. nanami eases his was inside, stretching you gingerly before you left off a sweet whimper. “you always know how to bend over for me like a good girl,” he purrs, bringing another amount of kisses towards the back part of your neck.

his breathing becomes unsteady and irregular, the thin fabric of your sundress, he has a firm grip on it. “was…was gonna give you the tip but i just wanna pump you full, sweetheart,” and you bite your lip, feeling the tips of his fingers brush against your ass. “give you.. a baby or two.”

nanami had you leaning forward, your hands were still in the bowl of ingredients before he hesitates. his voice cracks, pitching high for a concise moment. for the first time, you were hearing a needy nanami. “will you let me stuff you full? tell me in that pretty voice of yours.”

his words, it struck right into your heart and in the process—right between your legs. you felt sticky, a bit moist just from nanami grinding up against you. whenever it came to you, he just couldn’t contain himself.

“y-yes, please kento,” you’d whimper out, feeling two big hands of his caress your ass. he groans, so thick and big…yet so tender with the way he relaxed himself inside. such gummy walls hugging him so tight and close, it makes his jaw tense in a thirsty manner. “just fuck me, baby. i want you so bad.”

“wanted you more,” he whispers. a stroke of his, lightly shoving his hips into you—you gasp, nearly dropping the dishes. “s-sorry, honey. might wanna hold on. ‘s gonna get a bit messy,” and as he says that, a soft chortles flies past his lips. nanami teasingly runs the cold band of his watch down your back, watching you cutely squirm. “but i’ll clean you right up, i love when my sweetheart’s a little nasty.”

ᨳ SUKUNA RYŌMEN.

ironically enough, you’d be the one asking sukuna. he’d have the snuggest grin on his lips, buff arms crossed towards his chest whilst you straddled him.

“speak, girl,” and you suddenly grow shy, being propped up on the king's lap. his voice was a deep pitched low, fully stirring you up from the inside. sukuna cups your chin, making it hard for you to avoid his gaze before he murmurs. “tell me what you most desire, little concubine.”

“i want…” you start to speak before trailing off. his gaze, it was never not intimidating. for a split second, you could just about make out a mere small smirk lingering against his lips. sukuna brings a hand toward your waist, softly stroking your skin before you intake a sharp breath. “i want to feel you f-from the inside, ‘kuna. just the tip, please?”

“awwww,” he purrs, and he’s sat manspread. his grip he had on your hip, the way his fingers tenderly strokes beneath the thin straps of your panties. needless to say, it had you soaked.

“just can’t get enough, huh? was last night not enough to satisfy you?” and he takes pride in the pout that goes against your lips. “go ahead then. show me how needy you can be.”

his words had such smugness to it, you whimpered with such exasperation. eagerly springing his length out, not wanting to waste anymore time. sukuna stares at you, a low grunt slithers past his lips before you’re just hovering over his fat tip.

it was glistening with pre-cum, you let off a soft coo, making his tip swipe and smear all over your glistening folds. “s-sukuna, i want you. i want more.”

“greedy girl,” he snickers, and you suddenly felt small. being sat on his lap, his frame was so big. a lot bigger and broader than you. sukuna’s base was hefty, it jolted against his leg the moment you pushed yourself forward. he leans in as if he was about to kiss you. instead, he cups your grin again, multiple eyes staring right into the depths of your soul before whispering out a husky, “no one’s stopping you, princess.”

you moaned, his words was enough to get you dripping like a faucet between your legs—how embarrassing…

within moments, you sink down a bit further, and he’s huge. you feel his dick reach everywhere, such thickness it has your mouth salivating. “f-fuck, ‘kuna,” and his ears perk at the sound of your voice. the bitter sweetness to it. you were always so whiney, growing quiet every few seconds to hear the squelches your pussy made in retaliation. huffing and puffing, your eye-lids grew heavy, he was insanely packed. you felt him everywhere, and once you finally sat down against his base, you pull him into a hug. “so.. so big, stretching me.”

“…oh, don’t tell me that’s all,” sukuna grumbled cheekily, feeling your frame. he creates a fake pout, unreservedly mimicking the pout you had on your own face earlier. “you said just the tip but you can barely handle a few inches, concubine.”

he chuckles darkly, watching your cute face fall. you try to pivot your hips but not even seconds later. you end up making a mess on his lap, bundles of nerves sending you shockwaves. sukuna smiles, bringing a kiss towards the corner of your mouth. “hm. looks like someone needs more training,” and with a sly eyebrow raise, he brings you towards his chest, petting your hair. “if you can barely handle the tip, what makes you think you can handle both of my cocks, princess?”

ᨳ SUGURU GETŌ.

geto would be occupying himself with something, you’re doing nothing but of course—straddling his lap. not a single thought in your mind.

he doesn’t mind it, he enjoys feeling your body all propped up against his. he takes the opportunity to gently snake an arm around your waist, holding you close. although, at this particular point you’d be basically cockwarming him.

“just the tip, you say, suguru,” you utter with a mere hint of sass on your tone. he smiles to himself, your back facing his chest. he’s so warmish, his body heat nearly radiates off of you. skin to skin, it forever felt so intimate. despite the two of you doing nothing but just staying still. “you just wanna fuck me.”

“princess, i wanna hold you and fuck you. ‘s a difference,” and his voice was a bit hoarse—it was unintentionally attractive. he’s sneaking a plethora of kisses down your neck, giving your collarbone a soft suck before he reaches down between your legs. “spread these for me, don’t be shy.”

such thickness to him, it made you swallow, recollecting your thoughts…speaking of thoughts, as mentioned earlier…

your brain was empty. all you could focus on was how stretched you were getting. you were soaking his shaft down to its full supreme—and the last thing you expect is for geto to start rubbing mean circles against your clit. your body’s initial reaction was to lean back against him, and he chuckles, cooing out a, “ooooh.”

“s-suguruuu, fuck,” you’d sniffle, feeling the rotation of his palm creating a circulation motion. he was always so good with his hands. while being stuffed full, he had a free hand maneuvering all sorts of shapes over your folds. “feel so full, jus’ fuck me already.”

“say pretty please ‘n i’ll consider it, baby.”

“you heard what i sai—”

“girl, don’t try me.”

you moan, feeling him spank your cunt at your abrupt sudden brattiness. as your head slumps back against geto, he caresses your entrance before grabbing ahold of your hips. “let’s try this again, yeah?”

through clenched teeth and a cute pout, you huff out a, “…pretty please, suguru.”

he chuckles, and you shudder at the brief sensation of his throbbing mushroom tip just sensually dragging against your core. you gnaw on your lip, digging your nails into the thin fabric of his shorts.

he adores your body language, how adorable—your back arches, and you can barely hold still. all due to his touch, his words, and even the warmth of his breath colliding against your skin.

“good girl. ‘s more like it,” he whispers, and you couldn’t hold in your moans the moment he starts to make you bounce on his cock. you’re a mess, head still leaning back against his cheek, geto faintly wraps a hand around your throat. “should hear how silly you sound for me. whiney girl, fuck…”

and that’s when a hand of his roams up your body, feeling near your chest. he gives your perky nipples a soft pinch and you whine, feeling yourself continue to grow hotter and hotter between your legs. “want attention here too, baby?”

pathetically, you nod, still taking inch after inch inside of your gummy walls. “course ya do,” he teases, sneaking a kiss near the inside of your neck again. “but before we do that,” and you feel your hips come to a terse stop. you pout, feeling two hands of geto’s rapidly stop your hips, and he pulls you closer so he could speak.

with a hand gently caressing near your throat, another prying your legs open for him once more…edging you, he says, “we gotta work on those manners. not gonna let a brat cum on me, sorry princess.”

ᨳ CHOSO KAMO.

“baby,” he says in a sweet, drowsy murmur. choso has you laid flat down. while trailing and skimming a few fingers down your spine—he makes your tummy meekly press right into the cushioned mattress.

“i wanna.. i wanna try something,” and as he’s speaking, you grow quiet, enjoying the hot touch of his fingers. “remember when you asked to see how fast i could last with jus’ the tip in you?”

“mhmm.” you oblige, teasingly hum as a response. you could hear the near shakiness coming from his voice. albeit, you couldn’t particularly see his gaze, but you’d bet money he was just staring right at your body…specifically, from the waist down.

choso kisses his teeth, and you hear a bit of shuffling, “okay. ‘cause, you’re all laid out for me ‘n i just wanna…” he precipitously pauses, feeling you playfully wriggle your ass against him and he groans. “don’t…don’t do that, do tease me.”

“then go ahead, ‘m waiting for you, choso.” you’d titter, awaiting for him to finally come inside—it doesn’t take long.

momentarily, just seconds later…his fat leaky tip was swiftly rubbing against your hole. he starts to pant, long strands of hair running down his back from each particular moment.

he was heavily impatient.

his mind roamed, just a single look at your slick entrance and he’s licking his lips. all he saw was his imagination of loads of his own seed pouring out of your folds.

“nice ‘n warm for me,” he huffs out, clouds of his own breath departing from his lips. choso’s ears, the very tips of them burned with an scorching hot. “always take me so well.”

“f-fuckkk, choso,” you’d gasp, feeling your cunt swallow him easily. he was slow, a single hand attached to your waist.

a soft whimper leaves from choso’s mouth, simply from the way your ass was all pressed up against him. with just a single bit of a hover, he leans forward and he delays his weight just briefly on top of you. “told you, could barely handle just the tip.”

“just lie back ‘n let me give this body the—the attention it deserves,” he grunts, and his stuttering was quite cute.

choso lost all of his composure the moment he was just a few slim inches inside your cunt. squeezing him down so tightly, he watches as his own length gradually disappear between your folds.

“soaking me so good, should be a crime to be this w-wet,” and he nearly finds himself drooling, letting off a cute gasp once he hears that loud squelch. you gripped around him so good, it gave him whiplash … his head spun.

his breathing became erratic, and whenever choso grows out to be excited or far too buoyant than he needed to be, he ends up finishing early. and that’s exactly what he did. a flush goes over his face, as well as with a pout.

“s-shit,” he whimpers, barely even lasting as long as he anticipated. but he couldn’t help it. not with how tightly you maintained a heavy grip on him with your sweetened cunt.

his dick, it had length for sure, and poked against every orifice throughout your sweet cunt.

“wet girl,” he purrs, and starts to ramble to himself, observing his own thick ropes slowly spew outside of you. choso grows curious, using a thumb to swipe some excess of his cum off of your entrance, smearing it against your folds with a weary horny grin before plugging it back in. “my baby’s s-so sloppy.. should pull you close to me ‘n make you taste it.”

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