#autistic castiel

[seasononesam]

autistic castiel

I'm mostly confused. I'm not sure how orange correlates with black in a way that's new.

#supernatural #spn #cas #castiel #spnedit #supernaturaledit #casedit #castieledit #autistic cas #autistic castiel #* #happy autism month!

[roublardise]

"As if Cas had been planning to stop by eventually. As if them meeting again was some kind of scheduled appointment. As if their story didn't get its very clear-cut ending seven years ago." Dean made his brother's wedding his top priority, and he has everything under control. No surprise, no headache, his to do list is set like clockwork. Until two days prior. When Cas shows up at Sioux Falls. Pushed towards the rearview and forced to look back on their past choices, will they manage to untangle their truth.. and find what they're truly longing for?

cw: Referenced (past) alcoholism ; Anxiety Attacks ; Daddy issues ; Canon level of physical violence - rated T

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This fic is completed! I will drop a chapter every three days or so through February, for a total of 5 chapters and ~54k.

-> read on ao3 <-

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#spn #spn fic #supernatural #destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #autistic castiel #gay dean winchester #my writing #my stuff #the way home #@ my destiel romcom au

[gh0sted-exe]

they are gay. they are trans. they are autistic.

#house md #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #castiel #gregory house #james wilson #autistic house #autistic greg house #autistic james wilson #autistic billy hargrove #stranger things #headcanons #autistic dean winchester #autistic sam winchester #autistic castiel #autistic equius #homestuck #trans dean #trans greg house #trans james wilson #trans billy hargrove #trans equius

[feelingthedisaster]

watching tv with my mom, a pyschologist, is so funny. she just diagnosed castiel with autism

#she literally once said to me unprompted “castiel is autistic” #he has been diagnosed by a professional so its canon ig #spn #supernatural #castiel #autistic castiel #spnfandom #spn castiel #i cant think of more tags

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Claire gives Cas a haircut. It's fraught. This is a love that lasts forever. Here's the opening:

The room's tense. Most rooms with Claire in them end up being tense, Cas has found, although it may be the combination of he and Claire together that makes things this way. The only time he's heard her laugh - really laugh, not just an emphasised exhale - she had been three rooms away at Jody's house, before she knew Cas had come over. She makes him call ahead, now, so he hasn't heared it since. 

There are memories, of course: the giggly little girl on the merry go round; the 11 year old pulling faces through the rearview mirror together until she couldn't keep it together from smiling too hard; the baby who opened her eyes from a nap and started laughing with delight just to see his face. But, those memories don't belong to Castiel. They're Jimmy's. To take courage or comfort from them would be a clear and cruel violation. 

Claire in the present works on her denim jacket silently, repairing a tear from the wolf-man they'd hunted earlier with a thick, black thread. Her jacket is heavily patched, some repairs just thread and others covered over with logos and images. Cas had thought he recognised AC/DC in the mix, but when he'd pointed it out that morning Claire had just scoffed and rolled her eyes, so maybe he's wrong. 

The way she sews is harsh, tugging the needle through the same way she pulled her knife out of the wolf-man's body. Cas has seen her do it gently before - stitching up a wound on Alex with precision and care even as they bickered viciously about who's fault it was that they'd got caught in the first place, and when applying a patch that Donna had got her that said "MAMA'S LITTLE BEAR <3" on it. Right now, though, she's mad. She has every right to be. 

Read on ao3

#claire novak #castiel supernatural #cas and claire #fathers / #claire's grief #every time I reread this to edit it I DID start crying #i love my dad 😭😭😭 #i wrote a different short story about hair-care which was about loving my mum lol #autistic castiel #not to quote the mcu of all things but literally what is grief if not love persevering. #cawis creates #suptober23 #close shave

[babyblue-mind]

team free will? more like. more like team autism. am i right

#no one in that show is safe from my autism beam #blue posts #spn #supernatural #autismnatural #…… #text #autistic sam winchester #autistic dean winchester #autistic castiel #autistic jack kline #i have a note on my phone of castiel autism proof should i post it #i will

[mommysbluntlittleinstrument]

I love autistic baby alien clueless Castiel as much as the next guy but also let him be a manipulative lord of sexual prowess and dominance

#these things are not mutually exclusive!! #castiel fucks nasty #actually autistic #supernatural #spn #castiel #destiel #angel castiel #castiel is autistic #autistic castiel #castiel angel of the lord

[dadstielkline]

there's nothing stronger than the bond between an autistic queer and Castiel

#castiel #spn #supernatural #autistic castiel #autistic #autism

[cas-coding]

crowley, raising his eyebrow: have you ever been, i don't know, tested for autism?

cas, wearing his trenchcoat for three days straight: yes, they said i have it

#autistic castiel #castiel #crowley #supernatural #spn #spn incorrect quotes #incorrect supernatural quotes #incorrect spn quotes

[castielshugetits]

autistic castiel my beloved

he gently rocks back and forth when he’s feeling particularly content. this happens most often when he’s hanging out with dean or jack but on occasion will also happen with sam and eileen

he gets so excited when he sees dean he does a little hand movement. he wants to flap his hands excitedly but was told it’s a little weird (by a stranger, not his family) so instead he just opens and closes his fists by his side

he regularly repeats certain sounds he hears with scary accuracy. he hears a bird singing? he is repeating the sound with so much clarity it sounds almost exactly like the bird. multiple times he has accidentally attracted groups of birds by doing this, much to deans amusement

he has a really hard time understanding social cues. he’s gotten better the longer he’s been on earth but no matter how much he practices he still finds he can’t quite get it right. he has the easiest time reading jack and dean but even then he often gets confused about the complexities of their reactions.

it takes quite a bit to get cas overwhelmed but when he is he completely shuts down. he doesn’t move or talk or acknowledge anything happening around him. once he comes out of this state he has found it takes a lot of energy to speak and he often speaks with a stutter after a meltdown. he and dean have started using asl to help, and as an added bonus it helps them speak to eileen

jack and cas will often stim off each other. if jack is vocally stimming castiel will often repeat his stim. they will also pick up the other’s stims over time. for example jack would often make a low humming sound when content, and now castiel has started doing the same when content.

#spn #supernatural #castiel #autistic jack kline #dean winchester #dean x castiel #deancas #destiel #autistic castiel #jack kline #headcanon

[runwhileyoucan]

Iv been watching spn s12 and castiels experience is so painful and so relatable as an autistic person. He never feels like he belongs and when he tries to investigate in ep9 when Sam and dean are locked up he says

"I tried to work the case. I tried. But... I don't know what I did wrong. I... I asked questions, but maybe they were the wrong people or the wrong questions, and I just never found it. Never found the monster."

This was honestly one of the most painful things to hear as an autistic person. He always blames him self, why he does stuff "wrong" and why he fails on a seemingly easy task for others like Sam and dean.

The autistic subtext distant end here, even his investigation method is an masking based on how Sam and dean do it, with there aliases and the FBI badges. And he fails and he blames himself.

And even him sitting in a dark room obviously destressed, that's so me. When I'm stressed out light is a no-go, and him, with his face in his hands... It makes me want to cry.

Honestly, being autistic feels like this sm. Wai is them? Did I say something wrong? Or... Am I just... Not good enough.

Obviously this is not true, autistic, allistic y'all are amazing regardless. And castiels is great too.

But these struggles that castiels shows is just... so painfully personal.

I know autistic castie isn't everyone's cup of tea... But I can't stop thinking about how painful it must of been to feel like that. Like your failing in every single way.

#spn #spn rant #spn season 12 #supernatraul #supernatural castiel #spn cas #autistic castiel #castiel #spn castiel

[runraerun]

A Destiel/Friends rip-off where Dean writes up a list of reasons why he shouldn’t be with Cas like Ross does with Rachel, but in the end Dean is like, fuck it, I love that little weirdo and I want to be with him!

The aforementioned list:

• He’s a dude

• Awkward

• Doesn’t get jokes

• Prone to fucking shit up

• Total flight risk

• Non-human

• Weird/embarrassing sometimes

Pros:

• he’s Cass

But when Dean tosses the list into the trash, he misses, and Cas comes across it, reads it and is, of course, devastated by it.

Rachel Cas: Imagine the worst things you think about yourself. Now imagine that the one person you trusted the most in the world not only thinks them too, but uses them as reasons to not be with you.

AND YOU DIDNT EVEN SPELL MY NAME RIGHT!?

#idk where this came from #I just like angst #and Dean is a doofus #and cas is sensitive about his not being able to blend in with the humans #autistic castiel #destiel #Dean Winchester #castiel

[justautisticandstupid]

realising that my pattern of favourite characters in fandom isnt "blue character with dark hair" but is instead. autism

#autistic wednesday addams #autistic doctor who #autistic sherlock #autistic castiel #l lawliet #actuallyautistic #actually autistic #husker hazbin hotel

[iliketoydinosaurs]

I'm a firm believer in Cas having a lot of sensory issues with food. When he's human he struggles to find things he can actually eat. He tries so hard to eat Dean's food but he just can't deal with it and Dean starts making him seperate meals.

#or arfid #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #autistic castiel #sensory issues #cw food #spn hc

[blueingaround]

You see, I don't get that "explanation" people use whenever we talk about Castiel being autistic or autistic coded. People will say "oh, he's like that because he's an angel", like we haven't seen multiple other angels in the show and almost none of them act the same as Cas.

As far as I can see Cas is the only who had issues reading between the lines, understanding jokes, taking anything literally. And we can see him learning to see those patterns as the show goes on, but in essence, it seems he's the only angel that had to learn. All the rest just seemed to just get things with no issue.

The only other angel I can think rn that acted a little like that was Hannah.

So, no, I don't think Castiel is the way he is just because he's an angel. To me, he was always different the others.

#castiel #character analysis #spnfandom #spn #spn castiel #supernatural #supernatural castiel #autistic castiel

[deansmixtaping]

team free will really said I’ll have two slices of autism and one slice of adhd, with a fruit basket for dessert and made a full meal out of that

#castiel #dean winchester #sam winchester #supernatural #autistic castiel #autistic Sam Winchester #adhd dean winchester #queer dean winchester #queer Sam winchester #queer Castiel