#awtr

[butmakeitgayblog]

What was the last song that AWTR Lexa sang? Can Clarke still bear to listen to this song after her passing?

Auld Lang Syne

Or well, parts of it.

By late December that year, Lexa was already not doing well. She'd long since lost her appetite and the holidays had taken a lot out of her. But she tried to be up for the turn of the New Year. Because she'd made it. Another trip around the sun.

In the last year she's refound the love of her life and somehow tricked the little troublemaker into marrying her. She'd made friends - actual real friends, ones who cared. She'd swam in the ocean and picked apples from a dozen different orchards and got felt up in the backseat of a car as though she was living some teenage cliche. She had naked breakfast in bed and didn't sleep alone and remembered what it felt like when someone who loved her kissed her forehead after braiding her hair. She had her first date and first kiss and found what it actually meant to live. She found her best friend. The kind of best friend she used to dream about finding all those days spent as a lonely child, wishing someone would just see her. The best friend who just so happened to be her first and last love as well. All rolled into one. All in one very, very good year.

She had a lot to celebrate.

Just, not a lot of energy left to do it.

So sipped her sparkling cider while Clarke got more rosy cheeked from her champagne, and enjoyed the tart taste of the bubbles on her tongue when they kissed at midnight. And while Abby and Kane and Gus and Raven and the few other Griffins who had overstayed their welcome from Christmas cheers-ed and hugged, Lexa sat bundled up on her dad's couch and sang a few quiet lines to her wife. Barely loud enough for anyone other than her to hear over the screen of other kissing couples packed into Times Square as they rang in a New Year.

Every year after that, NYE is a hard day for Clarke because after a few years, she starts to understand why Lexa had pushed herself to stay up and join in and be merry that night. Why she had pulled Clarke down to sit with her and effortlessly made herself the focus of Clarke's entire world in that moment. Why she had sung that exact song, and those exact lines to only her.

It was her saying, in her very Lexa-way, "Don't worry, you won't forget me. And I certainly won't forget you. We'll meet again, someday, old friend."

#heda-in-the-clouds #speaking of shitheads #i wondered when you'd be back #😤 #a walk to remember au #AWTR synopsis #AWTR

[karmensandiegowashere]

Did you see Andi's latest ask for AWTR?

Oh god what did she do now? WHAT DID SHE DO?

@butmakeitgayblog

#awtr

[orchids-and-canvas]

Hello everyone! My name is Lavender, my pronouns are they/them, he/him, and it/its. I am going to be properly posting about my art and stories here from now on. I will be making a secondary blog for my fandom related stuff, but this one will be focused on all off my original stories! I’ll update this post with more info as I go, but for now, nice to meet you all!

Main Blog: @pikapoka99

Fandom Blog: @violets-and-clawmarks

Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/pikapoka99/

Dedicated Tags:

#lethe_mirage

#meddlesomegalaxies

#awtr

#lethe_mirage #meddlesomegalaxies #digital art #art blog #pinned intro #pikapoka99 #awtr

[heda-in-the-clouds]

8% is being way to kind. I’d say a solid 30% at least is more deserving of the pain that will be inflicted.

Wait a minute. Why is the angst and pain tax rising for me? You haven't even seen anything yet. I merely suggested an idea to @butmakeitgayblog that fit the narrative for AWTR Lexa. I prefer the 8% from @karmensandiegowashere

#awtr synopsis #clexa #bottom-lexa #butmakeitgayblog #karmensandiegowashere

[moonlitwalkss]

ok but what about surfer fez and lifeguard lexi? has this been brought up before?

#maybe it has and i missed it #but it would be hot #im gonna manifest it just like i did with the awtr au #c #its 8am celina get off the phone

[userlaylivia]

wow it completely baffles me when someone hates a walk to remember!!! like in YouTube this channel made a list of top 10 worst teen movies and someone commented where was AWTR like what??? it's one of the best movies, it was so honest and realistic and relatable and had so much heart! as someone who had cancer almost 4 years and could've died from it but somehow survived it resonates with me even more!! also my dad died from cancer in november so it's such a good movie and imo if you hate it, it's because you didn't understand it or you have no taste and that's not meant to offend anyone it's just my opinion lol it's one of all time favorite movies and it's my favorite nicholas sparks movie (the longest ride the notebook dear john are up there too lol) it's amazing!!!

#sara rambles #a walk to remember #shane west #mandy moore #landon x jamie #jamie x landon

[deanwinchesterswitch]

If the aesthetics requests are still open…Rick Flag + music + making up 😘 💜

This is SO long overdue (It's the last request from Sep of 2023). Ugh. But it's finally finished.

I started with a tiny little drabble to go with the aesthetic, and it got way out of hand.

It is now my first ever Rick Flag fic with a little over 3,600 words.👀

It will be posted tomorrow, Feb 14.

Now, maybe I can get back to focusing on my beloved in RtY and AWtR.

#kym loves stacey #the things we do for friends #lol

[thewomanofrevelation]

Lunch-Table Seven., AWTR/dir. Shankman/2002.

#archive/xm #bluexbin

[wanhedas-dagger]

I just realized TBSG is yours and I have to say it’s the updates I wait most excited for (besides Andi’s throat punches she calls prompts)

I love how you portray Lexa’s inner turmoil about leaving her life behind and that, sometimes, it’s not as easy as ‘grab my things and start over’.

Sending you the kind of “besitos en la frente” an aunt like figure sends to her favourite kidz🖤

💖💖💖 thanks you!!!! If all goes to plan there should be an update tonight!! (@butmakeitgayblog will be getting a bill from my therapist. AWTR au??? Brilliant, chefs kiss, terrible for my mental health but I need it)

My poor sweet tragic girl!!!!! It’s been really interesting writing this Lexa and I’m so happy you’re enjoying reading it. Life is a bitch and as much as she would like to just walk away from it, it’s just not possible because there’s always so many things holding us back.

#ask #answer #gabywithoutthedollhouse #I’m still very behind on this chapter heh #but I’ll get it out tonight no matter what #might be unedited but that’s fine

[dysco-lymonade]

First time Clarke and Lexa say I love you in AWTR? I’d also ask about the last time but I’M NOT READY FOR THAT HEARTBREAK

My dear, I believe you’re looking for @butmakeitgayblog

#😘

[butmakeitgayblog]

What were AWTR clexa's new year's resolution?

Well. Technically... in this timeline, Lexa's been gone almost 8 years now. It'll be eight years in March, and while Clarke has felt every single second of it, it's still shocking to look at the calendar and realize it when she drops by Gus's and sees the passage of time in the lines that pepper her face.

But, life does go on. And Clarke's finally truly getting her life to a place she wants it. School is long over and she's done the whole traveling through Europe thing. Worked in several museums and galleries, building her knowledge and finding her footing in the art world that's actually tangible to her now. 2024 is the year of pushing herself to step outside of her comfort zone. It's not at all about "This is MY year" energy, but rather just... it's time. It's time to actually be vulnerable again. It's time to start displaying my own work and putting my heart on canvas.

So her resolution is to book a show, hopefully her first solo show, one that isn't her normal abstract work. She wants to move away from the safety of hiding behind color and inks and shadow. Hiding her away to keep all for herself. She thinks she's ready to display more intimate pieces - pieces of herself and her past. Pieces of her pain and healing over the years. Finding catharsis in being vulnerable in this new way. It almost feels... criminal. The fact that she's never shared any of her personal pieces when so much of her portfolio is filled with sleek hands and haunting eyes that she knows good and godamn well is better than the other stuff she's put up in the past. So much of who she is as a person and an artist has been shaped by the girl in the pictures. But she's never shared her with the world.

This year she's... she's gonna stop doing that. She's going to stop trying so hard to hide the broken pieces of who she is. This year she's going get to a place where it feels ok to share Lexa with everyone too...

#heda-in-the-clouds #AWTR #you're a fuckhead #couldn't even give it a DAY

[taegularities]

stargazing scene in cmi lights remind me of that one scene in a walk to remember, my favorite romance movie ever. cried every fucking time and know all the songs + lines :(

I didn’t know, until 2 years ago - when i bought the book - that was the same author of the notebook who wrote it, nicholas sparks. makes more sense now🥲

omfg fun fact, i haven't watched that movie, but i read its summary a couple days (!!!) ago and felt so broken after. something wrong with nicholas sparks !! i loved 'the notebook' and 'the last song' so much.. he's such an inspiration to me fr :')

the cmi stargazing scene ✨🥺 but our babies shall not suffer the same fate as the AWTR couple </3

#notes for rid 🌹 #axelle <3 #fic: colour me in

[karmensandiegowashere]

How you doing friend? Everything okay or still upset about all the AWTR headcanons from @butmakeitgayblog?

Look. @butmakeitgayblog is a genius! One of the best! And she is using her talents for EVIL. And @heda-in-the-clouds is her evil minion whispering evil ideas in her ear! Like on one hand I'm glad we've come so far from 307 that we can (and by we I mean all those other nutters) enjoy and revel in a Lexa Dies story! On the other other hand

[orchids-and-canvas]

wanted to post my header image as it’s own post because i like it a lot! a piece with my current persona’s felt appropriate, so here they all are!

from left to right:

Obsidian (they/them), Orchid (he/him), Wisteria (they/she), Lavender (she/her)

#my art #awtr #meddlesomegalaxies #my personas

[heda-in-the-clouds]

You are Evil for some of the things you encourage people to write and I love you for it 😘

Aww, thank you 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I try my best to inflict as much emotional pain and trauma. It's just honest work

Hopefully you still feel that same way after I sent @butmakeitgayblog a new set of horrible asks for AWTR. Here's a snippet from her reactions in our DMs (Andi's black bubbles)

Buckle up @karmensandiegowashere @gabywithoutthedollhouse @sassymajesty @bottom-lexa @macolethings @talktomeinclexa

#anonymous-red-506 #awtr synopsis #a walk to remember au #rory's response

[userlaylivia]

Top 5 songs 🎶

Top 5 lyrics ���️

Top 5 romcoms 💖

Top 5 tearjerkers 😪

Top 5 chick flicks 👯

Top 5 film couples 🌹

Top 5 comedies 😆

Top 5 flowers💐

okay so I had done the first three then my phone reloaded but I really don't wanna do the lyrics one again I hope you don't mind it was lyrics from tswift, olivia rodrigo, coldplay and reading yesterday lol

top 5 songs:

all too well by tswift

fix you by coldplay

shattered by trading yesterday

traitor by olivia rodrigo

exile by tswift

top 5 romcoms:

how to lose a guy in 10 days

easy a (it counts!!)

crazy stupid love

he's just not that into you

clueless

top 5 tearjerkers:

a walk to remember

the notebook

my girl

my sister's keeper

stepmom

top 5 chick flicks:

13 going on 30

clueless

mean girls (it counts lol)

legally blonde

easy a

top 5 film couples:

jamie/landon (awtr)

noah/allie (the notebook)

luke/sophia (the longest ride)

peeta/katniss (the hunger games)

john/savannah (dear john)

top 5 comedies:

dumb and dumber

big momma's house

me myself and irene

clueless (it counts lol)

the 40 year old virgin

top 5 flowers:

roses

orchid

lily

carnation

tulip

#sorry this took forever I had to think lol #answered #seancamerons #ask game