#b.e.d

[tinyyygoddess]

ughhh my binge ed got so bad this last year I got back up to 180 :( but I’m back down to 170. Looking for mutuals and weight loss buddy(ies)

#b.e.d #eat1ng dis0rder #meanspø #meanspii #3db1ng3 #b1nge33d #b1nge #bed

[vivinaoquerkcal]

eu comi um, tava com gosto de "acordar mais gorda amanhã"

#ana e mia #ana trigger #anabr #tw ana diary #ana mia brasil #borboletando #pretty girls dont eat #ed br #4n0r3xia #4norexla #just binged #b.e.d #tw b1nge #b1ng3 #bulim14 #bul1m14 #bul1mic

[noonebutalone]

TW: ED TALK/ SH MENTION

I don’t know what the fck I am.

I want to be skinny. I want to not have trouble breathing or being insecure about my body….but I’m addicted to food. I LOVE food.

Food is my escape

Food makes me feel safe

Food fills me up

But I also cry because I’m eating myself to a heart attack.

I can fast, I know I can. Maybe not long term and not right now but maybe I will soon.

I’d like to prge but the idea of vomit makes me think I’ll die. There’s also people around and you’d be able to tell by my face.

I have a fear of vomit but if I could I’d be friends with Mia.

I would s3lf h@rm if I could but it wouldn’t make anything better. Just another thing I’d have to quit…..

#bulim14 #fat #chubby #b.e.d #weight loss #4norex1a #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed diet #ana nervosa #tw ana mia #tw sh implied #rant #feeling insecure #i want to be sick #i wanna be weightless #bulimist #bingeandpurge #binge #ana e mia #tw self destructive behavior #tw disordered eating #tw selfhate #tw eating issues #tw disordered content

[chubbyybunnie]

Tw: measurement mentions

So, I was trying to figure out how to properly take waist measurements for plus size bodies. I have always heard to measure around your belly button, but if I have a big ol tum tum obviously this could lead to inaccuracies.

Turns out, you should measure from where you typically like your pants to sit. I like high waisted stuff so I measure about an inch above my belly button. The more you know! 🌠🌠🌠🌠

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #obese ana #high sw #b.e.d

[foxyslide]

🦋DIARY🌸

TW mention of ed

TW mention of ed

TW mention of ed

Fri 10/06/22

height: 163cm

Sw (for this diet): 57kg

cw: 54.9kg

hw: 70kg

lw: 52kg

gw: 47kg

ugw: 45kg

yesterday..

breakfast: fasting

lunch: fasting

dinner: peri peri chicken (literally just chicken hubby loves to eat this shit 😭 no veg at all!!) 450g 810kcal; buttered toast 116 x 3 348kcal (soooo many calories for sooo little satisfaction..); chocs 54 x 12 (don’t remember how many hubby mixed up the wrappings with his ones before I could count so I’m guessing) 648kcal

= 1,806kcal -_- no fruit or veg, I need to eat separately from hubby

Cycling:

16.8 miles, 1,008kcal burned

BMR:

1,806 - 1,268 = 538kcal intake 

I gained a kilo from yesterday’s dinner. I was 53.9kg when I came home from cycling, I was feeling so good and light, feeling great about my body, and now I feel shit, ugly, fat, and my fucking stomach is rumbling. I lost my ana buddy (we both have b.e.d so not ana but that’s what ppl call it and that’s how we found each other.) it was helping me sooo much to have her, she was the sweetest. Hubby said that he would be my buddy from now on but his first day has been a failure instead of helping me restrict he said I should eat, finish my food, stop complaining, not to worry I will loose the calories cycling which is true, but I’m not looking to maintain my weight I’m looking to LOOSE weight. He’s honestly a shit buddy lol 😅, I’m pissed at him and at myself for just going along with what he said instead of removing myself from the situation and hanging out by myself until he finishes to eat, which is my plan for today. He did help me with looking up the calories and calculating them but because he’s not worried about loosing weight himself he got frustrated/bored very quickly about the topic, and I want to talk about it because it’s important to me. So I’ve messaged him I’m gonna look for another buddy online, or hopefully find my previous one! 🤞

Also fair to say I’ve completely failed the diet I was on!! I will try again once I find a new buddy 🌸

#Foxyslide #Flowerolling #🦋binge #🦋 #🦋ed #🦋b.e.d #🦋b.e.d buddy #tw b.e.d #b.e.d #4n4 buddy #4n0r3x14 #🦋diary🌸

[unrepentant-thinner-part2]

My purse came in yesterday afternoon and I’m 1000% in love with her! Just waiting on my wallet now.

Still on the Optavia plan and clothing has started to fit differently so I’m still dropping. We shall see what the scale says about it Sunday morning at weigh-in.

Officially started therapy for my B.E.D. & PTSD yesterday, I think I can work with the therapist, she seems to be very much like me when it come to having a no bullshit, matter of fact way about her. She also lost everything in a house fire some years back so she can definitely relate there along with spending 30+ years treating emergency responders so, we’ll see how it goes.

#coach purse #b.e.d #eating disoder recovery #optavia #fitblr #wlssupport #wlsjourney #wls #bariatricsleeve #bariatricsurgery #vsg #vsgsurgery #ptsdwarrior #gastricsleeve #wlscommunity #bariatriccommunity

[giftedmotherfucker]

I gained 20 pounds in 1 month, I want to fucking die

#personal tag #b.e.d #now not only I'm ill I'm also fat #tried to stop binging today but failed once again

[blue-velvet-valentina]

I hate having B.E.D

I'm tired of the urge to eat after I ate.

I'm tired of the urge to eat to the point of nausea.

I'm tired of paying more for plus sized clothes that do not look good on me.

I hate breathing heavily when I walk around in the heat.

#b.e.d #tw ed diet

[crunchmaggot]

Can't take the loneliness anymore so I'm going to eat an entire box of riceroni as if that'll fill the void

#bingedisorder #b.e.d #bingeed #34t1ng d1s0rd3r

[bed-not-cool]

Vent Blog, DNI children 17 and under.

Will vent about BED, SH, SI, MDD and NDs I have as well as interpersonal relationships issues. I am in therapy but I need a place to idly rant about meanwhile.

I will never include images of SH/Scars/Body, I do not share these images as well.

Inbox will always be open, negativity towards me will (ironically) not be tolerated and will earn a block.

Undercut is weight and heights, I have health goals that I have that are proportionate with my genetics and muscular structure and verified by a health professional.

CW: 202lbs (194 due to recent surgery but I'll gain it all back)

GW: 145-155lbs

H: 5'1

#b.e.d #s/h #mdd #vent blog #recovery

[noonebutalone]

If I had friends who were an0r3x1c

I’d have a better chance of losing weight

I’d fail but I’d still try

#fat #b.e.d #chubby #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed diet #ana nervosa #ana trigger #an0rexic #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #bingedisorder #binge eating #diabetes #obese ana #b1ng3 #3ating d1sorder #eating #tw disordered eating #i wish i was thinner #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be skini #i wanna be pretty

[im-kinda-sensitive-ok]

so the truth is that i’ve been on a binge for like a month

and i hate myself for it

i feel like i have no control over my body, my mind, anything.

i can’t stop. i’ve gained so much weight

help.

#b.e.d #eating disorder #binge eating disorder #pro ana #pro only for myself

[foxyslide]

🦋DIARY🌸

TW mention of ed

Looking for buddy, no coaches and no minors DNI, preferably with B.E.D, only looking to update once a day as i work and am married, if you’re looking for more interaction I’m not the person for you I won’t have the time. Message me if interested 🪴

age: 28 height: 163cm

Sw (for this diet from monday): 57kg

cw: 54.9kg

hw: 70kg

lw: 52kg

gw: 47kg

ugw: 45kg

🌸

#Foxyslide #Flowerolling #🦋4n4 buddy #4n4 buddy #4n0r3x14 #4norex1c #4n4 blog #4n4m1a #4na blog #b.e.d #tw b.e.d #tw mental illness #tw ed relapse #🦋binge #🦋 #B.e.d buddy #🦋b.e.d buddy #🦋b.e.d #🦋adult b.e.d #🦋adult 4n4 #🦋diary🌸

[murdashewrote]

#my post #murdashewrote #personal #spotify #ijs #my posts #my pictures #music #my videos #b.e.d. #videos #my vids #video #iykyk

[unrepentant-thinner-part2]

So, today out of what seemed to be nowhere, my B.E.D. crept up and I binged chocolate chip cookies until my sleeve literally hurt. I haven’t binged anything since my surgery and I’m literally freaking out about it. I need help. This cannot become part of my life again and it scares the crap out of me.

I’m calling my insurance company to see what they’ll cover a therapist that specializes in eating disorders. I don’t know what else to do. I can’t go back to the way my life was before my surgery. I need to calm down and get my shit together. ☹️

#b.e.d #e.d. #fitblr #wlssupport #wlsjourney #wls #bariatricsleeve #bariatricsurgery #vsg #vsgsurgery #gastricsleeve #wlscommunity #bariatriccommunity #eating disoder recovery

[giftedmotherfucker]

You know what stops binge eating, life or death situations.

#personal tag #10/10 would recommend #when u thinking about slitting your wrists suddenly ur eating disorder seems so small #b.e.d