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“You’re our son—” (Spider-Man AU - part 3)

Part One ; Part Two

Ezra Bridger x gn!Reader

Summary ; In which Hera tells you both the plan of action.

Requested? ; No! Part three of the AU that I talked about in my last post- :DDD

Warnings ; mention of Kanan’s master Depa Billaba getting killed. Also not much of a warning, but found family things w / Hera, specifically- <33333

Word Count ; 1.3k

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The explanation was small, and straight to the point. After a couple years of living with the Ghost Crew, Ezra figured out that long winded explanations wasn’t the best route to go down when talking with Hera.

He and Kanan heard from police scanners that ‘The Inquisitor’ was at it again, terrorizing others on a subway train for whatever cause he was trying to pull them into (something something ‘Empire’ or whatever. Ezra didn’t pay too much attention). The both of them swung their way over, got to the subway station just before the train went off on its way, and swung in just in time.

And just before the police got to them too, thankfully. They really don’t appreciate a vigilante when they see one. Luckily, Hera had some pull to help them out of trouble.

While Kanan was busy getting citizens in the subway car, Ezra was busy fighting ‘The Inquisitor’ on his own for the first time.

Bad decision, because he ended up getting thrown onto one of the seats, and his mask got ripped off, which revealed his identity to the ‘Big Bad’ he was fighting. Not that The Inquisitor knew his name, but he definitely knew his face now.

And now yours, too.

Because you were right there, unbeknownst to both heroes and the villain. Hidden in that corner, shielding yourself and your groceries with only your school bag. And you visibly and verbally reacted when you saw what happened.

It doesn’t even take an idiot to realize that you knew who Ezra was once the mask was taken off. Especially when said idiot was The Inquisitor. Which was a no bueno with Kanan and his rules.

After all, he lost his teacher - the only motherly and parental figure he had - Depa Billaba, because something similar happened to him years ago. He never really explained what happened to Ezra. All Ezra knew was that a lot of people were killed that day because of it. Including her.

Kanan could never live it down in the slightest, because of that. He wanted Ezra to always be careful with his mask when going out in the city as another Spider-Man, just in case.

Which, in turn, probably made this situation a lot worse, the more Ezra thought about it.

Hera hummed, mouth pressing into a thin line once Ezra finished his explanation. “Ok… that makes this, well, a little bit more difficult than I thought.”, she said thoughtfully.

She placed the warm ceramic cup down onto the table, and sat up fully. “But, that doesn’t mean this can’t be fixed.”

“Y/n”, she said, turning to you. “You’re gonna have to lay low here for a little while, ok?”

“Wait - what?”, you furrowed your brows, looking at all the grocery bags on the table in front of you. “What about these? Or - or my parents? Or school??”

“We‘ll have that covered, kiddo, don’t worry.”, she smiled at you. “I’ll have Sabine and Zeb drop them off later on today, and we can call up your parents to explain the situation. I work as a consultant for the police, and this house is a designated safe house just in case for situations like these. We have a guest room you can stay inc and You and Ezra can still go to school. You just have to be driven there instead.”

“But the—“ Hera cut you off again.

“I know, I know, the traffic sucks.”, she pointed a thumb to the rooms behind her. “Kanan and I know our way around the city on the roads. So does Sabine, if we can’t drive you guys. It’ll be fine.”

The smile she gave you was one full of sincerity and hope. It was… oddly calming, to say the least. Then again, she always had that effect on you. And Ezra (not that he would ever admit that to Hera herself though. You, however, are a different story).

You took a deep breath, and let it out slowly. It calms you down, before the rush-in of loud thoughts could make their way into your head again. It’ll be fine. It’ll be fine.

You’ve had sleepovers there before, anyways. It’ll be just like those. Just… a really long winded one, until The Inquisitor is off your’s and Ezra’s tail.

“As for you, Ezra Bridger”, Hera continued once again, her voice taking on a sterner lilt. “No going out as Spider-Man with Kanan for a while. Not until we have the situation with The Inquisitor under control, alright? Do you understand me?”

“What?”, now it was his turn to question the decision made. “Oh, c’mon Hera, it was one slip-up—“

“One slip-up that could easily get you and your best friend either hurt or in danger, or - hell - even both”, she told him, gesturing to the both of you. Her tone grew more serious, more urgent the more she went on. “Kanan and I aren’t willing to risk it, Ezra. Your our son—“

Ezra’s eyes subtly went wider. The amount of conviction in Hera’s voice struck a chord in him, one that he sometimes forgets he has.

Family.

The concept is still so new to him, even if it’s been a few years.

“—much like how Sabine’s our daughter. And Y/n may not be apart of this family, but we care about them just as much as you do. We need you both to be safe. This is the best course of action we’re able to do right now, alright?”

Ezra sighed, shoulders visibly deflating. Hera was right; you both knew that. It was the best course of action, and there wasn’t much either of you could say about it. Not right now, at least.

And it’s not like he minded being out on house arrest either. Especially if it was with you. It could be fun, if things went smooth enough.

Hopefully.

“Alright”, he agreed, albeit a hint of reluctance still hung on to the edge of his words. “If this is the best course of action to keep us safe then… I guess it’s fine. Right?”

He looked to you.

“Right.”, You gave a reassuring nod, brows furrowing upwards afterward for a moment in a silent question. He nodded back at you, reassurance there and clear as day for you this time.

Hera’s face softened up, a small and relieved smile turning the corners of her mouth up. “Good. It’s settled then. I’ll go get Sabine and Zeb to grab the groceries and bring them to your parents, Y/n. In the meantime… think about dinner.”

She stood up from her seat, bringing the cup of coffee with her. “Usually it would be my turn to choose what to have tonight, but I’ll leave that decision with you”, she raised her cup in your direction. “After all, it was this bucket-heads fault for getting your into this mess.”

She lightly flicked Ezra’s ear. He let out an indignant noise, and brought a hand up to his ear, staring at Hera with a look of utter betrayal.

“Hey!”, he exclaimed, pouting a little bit. “What was that for?”

“You know why, Ezra.”, Hera gave him a pointed look, and turned back towards the kitchen. On her way, she glanced back at you again. “Think about what you want for dinner, sweetie. It can be anything you want.”

You smiled brightly at the thought. Hera chuckled fondly at the sight, and opened the door to the kitchen, closing it behind her once she stepped over the threshold.

Ezra slowly turned back to you, his hand still rubbing his ear. Flick or not. Hera’s strength stung.

“Soo… what’re you thinking about for dinner?”, he asked you. The casualness of it all made you both fall right back into the usual comfortability, as if nothing big happened between you two, or the family in the house you were in.

The bright smile you had stayed clear as day, only enhanced by the setting sun blaring through the blinds behind you.

“How does Chinese food sound?”, you asked, leaning your forearms against the table.

Ezra always thought sunsets were beautiful. This one was just as lovely.

“Sounds perfect.”

His own smile radiated back at you, like the glare of the moon reflected back to the sun.

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haruhey · 2 years

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chronological thoughts of 11x19

this episode was hyped up by @theteasetwrites and @belatalbotgf so lets see if it lives up to expectations.

also, shout out to @normanplusdaryl for finding me a link there was no way i was paying amc after their transgressions 🫶 i also heard there was no carol in this episode so :/

- omg the astronomical slay by max is just

- HOLY SHIT THEY’RE BEATING THE CIVILIANS UP

- eugene’s stupid cowboy hat pls 😭

- god daryl is so fucking sexy fr

- LMAOOOO SEBASTIAN’S DEAD BODY

- omg she didnt lose her way she realized your way was wrong 😭😭

- NOOO LEAVE MAX ALONE

- oh eugene okay well maybe don’t do that

- ROSITA HAS THE COMFIEST LOOKING SHIRTS???

- jerry <33333

- aaron just wants to get back to his daughter :(

- even if i didnt like eugene i would still keep him away from mercer just to piss the commonwealth off

- omg she got her little backpack 🫶🫶

- EUGENE’S LITTLE VEST 🫶

- oh god eugene is gonna start feeling guilty and go look for her alone isn’t he

- NO JERRY NO JERRY WHAT HAPPENED

- wow this site im watching this on is so pixelated omg

- i dont remember who this man is but good for you lydia 🫶

- HAHAHAHA AARON CAUGHT HIM

- if jerry dies im gonna throw a hissyfit

- oh no aaron’s in a bad mood im sorry jerry :(

- lmaooo walker sebastian

- wish i felt something but i don’t

- PRINCESS SLAYYYYYYYYYY

- noooo lydiaaaaa

- aaron getting flashbacks of eric 100% :(

- NOOO HES TALKING ABOUT ERIC PLEASE

- PLEASE 😭😭🫶🫶

- FUCK NEGAN FUCK NEGAN FUCK NEGAN FRRRRR

- “those years in alexandria… it was the happiest moments of my life”

- HE WISHES THAT HE COULD TAKE BACK EVEN ONE OF THOSE NOS SO HE COULD HAVE JUST ONE MORE DAY WITH ERIC THIS IS SICK AND TWISTED

- omg are these the new walkers daryl is fucking off to france for

- omg they got max

- MAX SLAY MAX SLAYYYY

- omg so mercer became a cop bc he wanted to be like his dad

- MAX SLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MAX GIRLBOSS

- um i just realized is someone gonna die to the new walkers like jesus to the whisperers bc if so can it be elijah bc i have no attachment to him

- YOU TRYNA EAT URSELF COCK??? NORMAN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

- omg eugene threatening daryl pls

- daryl looks so small in comparison to eugene omg

- NOO EUGENE :(

- babe daryl does not understand any of the words you’re saying

- “means lying” PLSSS EUGENE SAID DUMB IDIOT HAHA

- omg princess realize your worth SLAY

- LANCE ON HIS KNEES AGAIN?:!/!-?? FREE HIM HE AINT DONE NOTHIN WRONG

- HAHAHA pamela confronting him about all the bad shit he’s done only for him to go “yeah but consider”

- EWWW WHY IS

- THEYVE BEEN FUCKING THERES NO OTHER WAY TO EXPLAIN THIS

- WHY IS HE BRETAHING SO HARD THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME

- SUB LANCE

- UM WHAT IS HOIGN TON

- WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IM FLABBERGASTED BEWILDERED FLOORED TAKEN ABACK ASTONISHED STUNNED DUMBFOUNDED STUPEFIED CONFOUNDED

- WHY IS SHE IN HIS PANTS

- GET OUT OF THERE GIRL

- omg pamela in her two-face era

- omg hes gonna eat him

- SHE WANTS TO KEEP HIM ALIVE???

- THE GOVERNER ??? IS THAT YOU??

- omg princess breaking up with mercer

- no princess :(((

- NOO PRINCESS

- NOOO PRINCESSSSS

- “it could be better” SLAY PRINCESS SLAYYY KNOW YOUR WORTH “it should be”

- PRINCESS 😭😭😭😭

- NO NO NO NO NO LYDIA AND AARON

- YES A JERRY MONTAGE

- if he dies im gonna scream and throw up

- NOOOO NO JERRY ARE TOU FUCKJNG KIDDING ME

- ohhh my goddd

- just making out as aaron and jerry talk about the new horrors of variant walkers

- KING JERRY AND QUEEN NABILA!!!

- NOOOOO ROSITA NOOO EUGENE

- “you have to let me go”

- there are so many white men in that police station

- OH MY GOD THEY BEAT ROSITA UP

- I CANT WAIT FOR CAROL SLAYAGE YESSS

- CAROL AND DARYL SLAY PLEASEEE

- i need them i need them i need them 🫶

- IM SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK

#get to know haruhey #daryl dixon #haruviews #twd season 11 #the walking dead season 11 #twd spoilers

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freshmanyearhistoryteacher · 2 years

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heyy :). could i pls request an nsfw one about an english teacher? the teacher would be a woman, the student afab and nonbinary, and out to the teacher about their gender. teacher as dom, student would be sub. with kinks i'd like spanking/bondage/edging/verbal degradation and humiliation (don't have to have them all lol, just choose a couple). maybe bed and night for location (ik it's basic lmaoo) but i don't really mind and please please have the teacher sit on the student's face. thanks <33333

Hey! I love the detail it makes it so much easier lmao but i dont know if this is what you reeaalllyy wanteedddd... it's a different format than normal. Really R E A L L Y long dotpoints.

Word count: 2, 627

Warning, contains:

- pet names, 'slut' 'whore' ect..

- Face riding

- bondage and edging

☁ The class had been planning for this trip for months. It was, to most normal students, incredibly boring and mundane.. yet the final year english students were ecstatic to see the play

☁ The teacher (Miss) had waded through the hundreds upon hundreds of papers and documents the school insisted she fill out. Everything was mapped out, down to what second of what hour in what day they would arrive back at the school, even the weather was written into a table and submitted. The chances that there is a sudden flash flood and a student drowns are slim but, according to the admin team, never zero.

☁ The first mistake on your behalf was giving your parents the wrong date, resulting in a lack of car and, in effect of that, absolutely no way to get yourself out of town and to the play. The look on Miss’ face told you she was disappointed but the way she turned to the class and spoke made your face flush burning red.

☁ “Everybody,” she clapped and stole the attention of the chattering class, “please collect your belongings and leave. If, like this student here,” she pointed directly to you, “you have forgotten to arrange transport… you will be stuck with me, in my car, alone, with my terrible music.”

☁ She meant it to humiliate you and, if the class had been listening it would have, but the idea of being stuck alone with Miss for an hour in a car didn’t seem all that bad. How awful could her music really be?

☁ Mentally you retract previous statement, it was … unique. Her playlist was a niche combination of ABBA songs which she sung loud to make the trip what she deemed ‘unbearably’ (what you deemed as ‘her being attractive’) and old 70s songs you already knew half of.

☁ The second mistake you made was needing a bathroom break only 20 minutes into the trip, forcing her to pull over into some less than architecturally stable looking petrol station. In the corner of the roof you could have sworn you saw mold growing before you so you rushed to leave the disgusting and strangely sticky bathroom.

☁ When you set back off on the road, slushies melting in the cup holders between you, she had turned the radio off and sat in undisturbed silence. Something about the way her back straightened out and atmosphere shifted made the hair on your neck stand with a shiver. Occasionally her eyes flicked towards you with a smirk before turning back to the road as you sat in agonising silence.

☁ It was nearly unbearable when it hit the 30 minute mark. You were barely 15 minutes away from the hotel and clouds had begun to darken overhead, the occasional shudder of thunder rang through the air and made you jump, but she still sat in perfect silence.

“What,” you said more than asked, not sure if talking was entirely appropriate seeing she seemed to detest the fact she was forced to drive you. But, out of every answer you’d mapped out and prepared answers for, hers was not one of them.

“I had plans for this trip,” she sighed and something about the way she said plans brought your teeth to catch your bottom lip. “You interrupted me.”

In honesty, there was not much thought behind your next line of questioning despite the nagging sense that her ‘plans’ had absolutely nothing to do with the play you were seeing. “What were you going to do?” This time it was a question, spoken in a quieter and more polite tone.

“I was going to fuck myself the entire trip, baby,” she smiled and said as if it was any normal discussion. A lump of anxiety and arousal formed in your throat as your mind was sent into a desperate spiral that made no sense of what she just confessed.

“Don’t let me stop you,” you ended up stuttering out, hiding partially behind the slushie that you now chugged and feigned heat to lean against and cool your cheeks.

☁ By the time you got to the hotel the rest of the class was huddled in the small lobby. Her hand had slid to your thigh in the final moments of the drive but still, no words had been said since your final comment and the tension was turning your organs inside out.

☁ The hotel rooms she had booked assigned two students to each room, most with friends they had requested before but some with a random kid they had barely ever said hello to. It was a miracle that final year students could be strangers in the same room but still, they scattered away with small overnight bags and school backpacks.

☁ Miss pulled you back outside and smiled the same smile from the car as she handed you the bags from the trunk, including her overpacked suitcase and book bag. She shuffled into the elevator with you and a dozen other non-student hotel guests, positioning behind you as she trailed a hand up your thigh just out of view of the strange man staring at you. He was breathing too heavy and was too red in the face to be honestly watching, but it made your skin tingle and body flush with excitement at the humiliation of being touched so publically.

☁ Her hand brushed over the damp strip of underwear blocking her access before the doors flew open and she pulled away. It was wrong of her, you knew that and she sure as hell did too, but it was too exciting… too shamefully attractive to turn down. Who were you to get in the way of her plans anyway?

☁ She held the door open as you shuffled through bag after bag and eventually collapsed on the bed. The bed, singular.

“Am i not staying in here?” you asked, huffing from awkwardness and exhaustion.

“You are,” she said as her hands began fiddling with the clasp of her skirt.

“I can go,” you mumbled and she laughed as the fabric fell to the ground.

“I thought you said you wouldn’t stop me, hm?” She was mocking you, it was clear in her tone, but you couldn’t mind the capacity to care. You shook your head, in disagreement or agreement you weren’t quite sure, but she threw her top away and left only her thigh high black stockings, lacey underwear, and solid black bra.

☁ It killed you to think that is what she wore every day in front of the class. What she wore as she sat, one knee crossed over the other on your desk to talk about the readings, as she strutted around the front monologuing about an essay, or when she bent slightly too provocatively over to file away papers. You gasps softly, forgetting to breathe.

☁ “God,” you whispered to yourself, but she was so close she smiled in amusement and cupped your face in one hand. It was like you were praying with some angelic being lighting every nerve under her touch on fire. She was tracing light circles along your arm as she brought your hand up to grasp her waist. Her skin was soft and smooth under your fingers, thumb mindlessly rubbing over one of the few freckles you had managed to spy on her side.

☁ She took her hand and pushed it further down, trailing your touch down her stomach to the hem of her underwear with her breathing heavy and mouth stuck in a permanent gasp.

☁ You knew, from the way her hips softly swayed and goosebumps rippled to live over her thighs, she was excited and if not desperate definitely needy. So you moved your hand slowly out of her grasp only slightly to cup over the fabric. Your touch found her own excitement already leaking through, she must have been soaked and beyond sensitive from the involuntary buck of her hips and soft whimper that spilled from her mouth.

“You know this is wrong,” you said, looking up into her heat driven eyes. You didn’t know before this moment that hunger could be anything more than an instinct, but she was full of it. Her eyes, touch, movements dripped of hunger like it was an emotion.

“As if you care, little slut,” she half laughed and half moaned. It was completely irrational to be so turned on by that phrase but it made you bring your own hips down as you began to grind on whatever friction you could find from the edge of the bed. “Let me have you,” she ordered and you nodded instantly, earning a smile and gentle finger that rubbed along your lip.

☁ You were pushed back with a firm hand on your chest, laying down now as her hands trailed back up your thighs and toyed with you through your underwear before she straddled your chest.

“You’re going to eat me out, ok?” She said but wasn’t really asking. You nodded anyway and she shifted further up until her still covered core was hovering an inch above your mouth

☁ Her underwear was still on but she didn’t care as she began to grind on your face, hand woven into your hair and pulling harshly as you nearly suffocated in her touch. You could feel the excitement and wet beginning to smeer over your lips, your tongue lapped out but found nothing but rough material and faint taste of her.

☁ She grew restless, throwing herself off you and meeting your lips with hers. The kiss was rough but desperate and heated. She was tasting herself on you, cleaning what had covered your face with her tongue before she stood to remove the rest of her clothes.

☁ She moved slow as you watched, slightly sat up to absorb the view. She was made of soft curves and blurred edges but she was so attractive it knocked the air from your lungs all over again. You could see the faint glistening on her thigh and the way her nipples hardened as they came into contact with the air. Her stockings remained on in her rush, uneven on her thighs as she moved back to straddle your face again.

☁ “Are you gonna be good for me baby? Mmm? Want to make me feel good?” You nodded, hungrily sticking out your tongue and grabbing at her hips to force her down. Instead, she slowly lowered her hips so you could barely reach her nearly throbbing clit. You tickled the end, making her head roll back and mouth gape open. Her skin was flushed across her cheeks and down her neck. Her thighs were littered with the red grab marks of where she had resisted your pulling and her chest bounced softly as she rocked herself against the minimal contact.

☁ The sounds she made were unholy and made your lower half buzz, your thighs rubbed together in desperate need of contact between them but your focus remained on her. She was losing control, her movements leaning more into your hands still stuck to her hips, slowly pulling her down until she was fully sat and crying out praise.

“Such a good whore.”

“You’re so messy baby fuck.”

“So bad for me, so so bad for me, it’s so good.”

You moaned against her with each comment which only made her react louder with the additional vibrations. Her hands in your hair nearly hurt but every ounce of pain quickly turned to pleasure and washed over your body like ice in the middle of a desert.

☁ She was getting close and you could taste it. The way she moved faster and whined louder, the way your tongue was held out still but she managed to ride your face so hard it didn’t even matter if you moved or not. Then she stopped, seconds from release, and laughed softly.

She mumbled, “not yet, not yet, hungry slut.”

☁ It was your turn now, as she made you sit on the edge of the bed, hands bound together with a ribbon she had stored in her bag. It was black and silky, smooth but firm against your wrists behind your back. She was peppering kisses along your neck, another toy she had pulled from her ever mysterious bags vibrating along your thighs as she dragged it in the same path she had traced in the elevator.

☁ You wiggled and shifted to get her toy over your clit but she denied again and again, occasionally teasing herself with the same toy. It should have been gross, the mixing of excitement and wetness between the two of you.. but it only added to your desperation. She was teasing, edging, and you were completely helpless. You pulled and pulled on the bounds behind your back but you could have sworn they tightened with each tug so you relented and sat whining.

“Please,” you whispered over and over, eyes wet and filling with desperate tears. You had no idea how it had gotten to this point but something in the mixture of being trapped under her core and the condescending laughter had driven you deep into a submissive space.

☁ Eventually the vibrator hit you rclit and you doubled over, your face ending up resting against her arm as she slowly moved the toy in circles. It wouldn't take you long, already excited and aroused from her and the entire car trip over here. You softly whimpered and moaned into her skin as she muttered praise and dirty phrases in your ear. Her voice was heaven, it shouldn't have be that nice.. this honey like and smooth, but it made you shake and moan.

☁ You grew close and she could tell, the way your moans got caught and strangled half way through, the redness flooding down your chest and to your ears, the way you cried out her name over and over. Then she stopped, leaving you hanging just as she had left herself.

“no no no no, please, no no,” you cried with a single tear escaping your eyes. She rubbed her thumb over your cheek, collecting the tear and smoothing over the worry lines forming in face. “I know baby, good little slut, just wait.” So you waited.

☁ She pushed you back down, hands still bound and now trapped under your body, as she straddled your hips and lined up your clit to hers. There was momentary confusion, until the familiar feeling of intense vibrations shot through you and made you scream. She was riding the same vibrator that was resting torturously against you.

☁ You lasted only a second longer, back arching and moans, begs coming out as an incoherent string of pleas. Wave after wave of pleasure washed over you, blinding you momentarily, intensifying the vibrations that didn’t stop. She was still going as your body desperately tried to both finish your first orgasm, come down from it, and prepare for the next that already bubbled to life inside of you. You were over sensitive but stuck and shaking with need.

☁ “I-I.. I’, You,” you babbled and she nodded like she understood the few letters you cried. She was smashing her hips into yours as she began to find her edge again, approaching faster and more intensely than the first time.

☁ She was crying your name now, back arched and hips bucked as she came on the vibrator. The sight send you spiralling into your own mind melting release.

☁ You both came together, gasping and ending in a puddle of goo by the end.

☁ Both smiling and unable to see clearly.

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rostovs-lover · 3 years

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dalí on tuesday

charlie dalton x reader | cursing, smoking, brief mentions of sexual things, charlie (probably) has daddy issues, cameron | she/her pronouns | fluff | wc.2562

i am in love with charlie, this is now a charlie dalton centric blog, also ignore how terrible the title is please

anon : Hi!! I love your blog! can I request a charlie Dalton x reader fluff where reader is an artist and he visits them while they're painting? (maybe they end up wiping paint on his face?) I don't know, something really sweet at cute <33333

Charlie Dalton had been resigned to relish in small pleasures to keep himself sane at school, never did he think the library would be one of those. More specifically, the painter tucked into the basement of the library.

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Charlie Dalton was a connoisseur of many things. Pretty girls, expensive wine, shitty poetry, and hand rolled cigarettes - to name a few. His imprisonment at Wellington made only one of those things readily available. So he settled - boxes of cheap smokes bought through upperclassmen, bottles of grocery store wine someone would sneak in from a party, and the two girls that occasionally came with Knox. The shitty poetry was always on deck, he had that at least. It was a tragedy to be resigned to such a bland life, there was absolutely no carpe diem-ing happening in a school that held adolescent boys to uniforms.

It was miserable, truly, but Charlie scrapped by on the thought that soon enough there would be no more stuffy Catholic school and he could finally have a taste of freedom. In the meantime, he would have what little fun he could. The meets in the cave were always the highlight of the week. A place where he could talk and people would listen, and not because they had to but because they enjoyed it. They enjoyed his words and thoughts and presence. No one else had ever really seemed to enjoy Charlie’s presence. They could tolerate it, handle it, but they always had more pressing matters. A business meeting to attend, a bill to pay, a dinner to go to. Always something just a little bit more important and never quite enough time for Charlie. But the other Dead Poets, they valued him. He wasn’t just a kid, a college tuition to pay and a life to layout. He was a person, with interests and hobbies.

It had been there, in the safe haven of the cave, that the idea for the library first came up. Meeks had already talked Pitts into coming, Neil didn’t take much convincing at all, Todd was also easy to lure, Cameron groaned about leaving school grounds but refused to be left out, and Knox agreed to go but only if Nuwanda came too. Charlie had already started to cover what there was to do at a library, read?

Meeks dove into the technical manuals and Pitts followed tentatively, cradling their science project in his arms. Todd had followed Neil to the S authors, Cameron was trying to chat up the woman at the register, and God only knew what Knox was doing. He had been stranded with few options. He could find the geniuses and be talked over for the next hour or third wheel Neil but that guaranteed intruding on something he probably shouldn’t. The polite thing to do would be to rescue Cameron from making a complete fool of himself, throwing bad pick up lines at a clearly uninterested college student, but it was amusing to watch.

Charlie settled on trying to find Knox, at least then he could have some company. Said company was absolutely nowhere to be found. The rows of shelves wound in a confusing maze and Charlie was lost before he could even begin to look. Weaving around he did come face-to-face with a rather large picture of Charles Dickens that made him recoil. It was perched just at eye level above a short staircase and it seemed to judge his every movement. Charlie followed the carpeted stairs down to escape Mister Dickens’ strange little beard and beady black eyes.

The further down the steps Charlie descended the brighter it appeared. The lower level was the children’s section. Considerably more fun than science books or Shakespeare. The big oak counter was abandoned but the lights were still on. He was alone, still.

Charlie sighed, sitting down in one of the bright red wooden chairs. He was much too big for it but it held well under his weight. A sad stuffed bear stared dully into him from the green glossy table.

“Well hello,” He mumbled, picking it up under the arms, “And you must be?” He cleared his throat to take on a gruff baritone, “Mister... Bearington,” Charlie sighed, that was bad. He dropped the bear into his lap, “This is so stupid,”

“Bearington?”

Charlie shot around in the chair, tipping himself off center and stumbling to his feet, bear still clutched in his arms, “Where the hell did you come from?”

“A few blocks over, walked here actually.” You turned back to your work. A painting. Not just a painting, Charlie realized, a mural. It stretched the length of the wall, roughly sketched in pencil and waiting to be finished.

He blinked, “That’s good. The wall I mean,”

“Thank you,” Your face flustered and Charlie took notice, “It’s not much of anything yet, just an outline. It’ll look better painted.”

He took a few steps closer, sidling up to you, “What’s it supposed to be?”

“A forest,” You pointed to a rotund blob perched on a long line, “That’s an owl, and there’s going to be a fox somewhere down in the grass,”

Charlie grinned, “That’s an owl?”

“That-” you tapped the blob, “Is a shape, objectively. Subjectively, it’s an owl.”

His brow creased, “Subjectively it’s an owl? That's like saying Mister Bearington is a rabbit, subjectively,”

You stared at him, baffled. It was almost irritating that he could so casually come down to your domain and invade your creative bubble. And it was even worse that he talked to himself as a stuffed bear but now he was challenging your judgment on what was and was not subjectively an owl. But he had a wonderful smile and it lessened the intrusion. Plus, you had never seen a teenage boy develop an attachment to a stuffed bear as quickly as he had, “What’s your name?”

“Nuwanda,” He grinned, setting his chin atop his bear’s plush head.

“Nuwanda?” You blinked at him, “That’s… neat. I’ve never heard that before.”

“What can I say? The only Nuwanda this side of Vermont. What’s your name?”

As you opened your mouth to answer several sets of footsteps thundered down the stairs. Knox spun around the corner first, closely followed by Pitts and Meeks.

“Charlie!” Knox called, “We gotta go before Cameron proposes to the clerk.”

You looked at the boy in front of you, “Is Charlie short for Nuwanda, or just a nickname?”

He shrugged, “I’m Nuwanda, subjectively. It was truly a pleasure meeting you. Can’t wait to see your thing DaVinci!” He set the stuffed bear back on the table as he made his way out of the room. With Charlie’s energy gone it became much quieter and you were plunged back into the impressionistic outline of your artwork.

The next time a library trip was suggested Charlie didn’t completely dread it. Yes, it was still numbingly boring because it was a library and he didn’t have clerks to fall in love with, people to write love letters to, anyone to kiss in the aisles, or a spaceship to build, but he did have his own personal Van Gough to torment.

The lower level was the first place he went, not even hanging his coat on the rack inside the big double doors. He made his way past Cameron’s preoccupied receptionist and under Dickens’ hard glower. Halfway down the steps, the smell hit Charlie. Wet paint.

You had just picked out a brush when he pulled one of the wooden chairs next to your station. He sat in it backwards, holding Mister Bearington out in front of him, “Never got your name Monet,”

“Well, it's not that. Or Da Vinci.” You stroked the brush up the grassy outline.

“Do you want me to guess?”

You had yet to look at him, “Nope,”

“Are you gonna tell me?”

“Should I?”

“Obviously, I told you my name.”

You set the brush down and turned to face him, “(Name).”

“Pretty,”

Charlie Dalton liked many things and the musty old library uptown had never been one of them. It had ancient red carpets and gaudy gold ceilings and it was trying too hard to look regal. So it was a sheer shock when he began to leap at the suggestion of going and even more so when he chose to go by himself one afternoon. Naturally, the other poets followed him, they had to.

Charlie didn’t dally upstairs, waving hi to the clerk and rushing down to the children’s section. A sign was posted outside the entrance warning of wet paint but he stepped around it.

“You’re making progress Picasso!” He set his hands on his hips and took in the wall.

You turned back to look at him, “Did you not see the caution: wet paint, do not enter sign?”

“Oh no I saw it,” He pushed his sunglasses up on top of his head, “It's bright orange, hard to miss, really,”

“So you just chose to ignore it?”

He nodded, making his way over to sit by you on the ground, “I choose to ignore lots of things, it really makes life easier,”

You shook your head, “Are you just going to sit here and bother me?”

“Yes, that's actually the whole reason I came today, believe it or not.”

You blubbered in vague disbelief, “Please tell me you’re not serious,”

“Dead serious,” Charlie grinned, leaning closer, “I had to see how your weird owl was going. And also make sure you hadn’t gone mad and cut your own ear off yet,”

“You’ve already used the Van Gogh joke, Charles,”

“Maybe I want your ear,”

You paused, “You… what?”

Charlie’s confidence cracked, “That was bad. Shit, that wasn’t supposed to sound that way. It was like, a bad pickup line? Because Van Gogh cut his ear off to send to his girlfriend,” He sighed, shaking his head, “Sorry,”

“I mean if I had to pick someone to give my ear too I guess you would be my first choice?”

Charlie looked at you, eyebrows pinched together, “Why?”

You shrugged, “No one else has asked, first come first serve.” You dipped your brush back into the blue paint and went to work on a patch of flowers.

“Huh, well I do appreciate it,” Charlie scooted closer, leaning over your shoulder. He was close, very close. When you took a breath you could smell his cologne and whatever it was he used in his hair and you could feel the edge of his sunglasses brush your ear. He brought an arm around to dip his finger into the soft sky colour on your palette. And then he wiped it on your nose.

You gasped sharply at the foreign feeling, snapping your head to the side to glare at him, “Why?!”

Charlie snickered, leaning back, “The opportunity presented itself, how could I just let that pass?”

You reached back, squirting a touch of purple paint over the palm of your hand, “That was truly a horrible idea,”

Charlie shot up just as you did, stumbling backwards, “I’m sorry-” He stuck his hands up in surrender, “I regret my actions and if I could take them back I would,”

“Hmm, but you can’t” You took a step closer, “Surrender now and it doesn’t have to get any messier than this,”

He pointed towards your paint coated hand, “Do not,”

You grinned, “I might,”

“I’m begging,”

“Fine-” You offered him your other hand, “Truce?”

Charlie mulled it over for a moment, “Fine, truce,” He grabbed your clean hand and you used it to pull him towards you.

“Why on earth would you trust me?” You tugged him even closer as he shrieked and smeared your hand down his cheek, “There, now we’re even,”

Getting distracted by your triumph gave Charlie the upper hand. He pulled you to him the same you had done to him and pressed his cheek flush to yours. The paint was cold against your skin and you jolted back, away from him.

“Vile,” You hissed, “You are vile and evil. That's so cold. You will pay, I hope you know that.”

Charlie snorted, “Oh please, what’re you gonna do?”

“You underestimate me, you ass, I’ll figure something out,”

“Will you?” Charlie grinned, “I will be waiting in anticipation,”

“You better be,”

Meeks elbowed back into Cameron’s ribs, “You’re going to knock me over,”

Cameron craned his neck further to peek around the corner into the children’s section, “I just want to see, let me look,”

“Nothing is happening-” Meeks snipped, “They’re just talking now and I might be able to hear if you could can it!”

Cameron rolled his eyes, “Of course, whatever you say,”

“Will you shut up?” Knox batted at Cameron’s shoulder, “They’ll see us, we’re not super well hidden,”

“If you don’t stop talking they’ll realize we’re here,” Pitts mumbled, rolling his eyes. Cameron started to rebuttal, turning to look at Gerard but the motion knocked Meeks out of place and he gasped, stumbling forwards. This did indeed draw Charlie’s attention.

“Meeks, what the hell?” Charlie snapped. He was in a state, sunglasses askew in his hair, paint smeared from his cheekbone down to the corner of his mouth, and his shirt was wrinkled away from his collarbone.

Meeks stared, “Hi Charlie. Are there any textbooks down here, uh… the science ones?”

Knox groaned, stepping out from behind the wall as well, “We wanted to see why you came here on a Tuesday afternoon by yourself,”

Charlie blubbered, “Did you all come? Is Keating there too?”

“He could be,” Meeks shrugged.

Charlie rolled his eyes, “Will you leave, I’ll be upstairs in a second,” The other poets nodded, scampering up the steps to the first level.

“Assholes, should have known they’d come,” Charlie sighed, adjusting the sunglasses atop his head, “I need to go before they decide to intrude again. I’ll see you soon though, anxiously anticipating payback,”

He was almost out the door when you bucked up the courage to call out to him, “Charlie, wait.” You let him turn back to you before continuing, “Could I have your phone number?”

He clicked his teeth, “Don’t have one, private school. But I’ll find the library number in the books and try to shoot you a call sometime,” He winked and started back up to his friends.

Knox was waiting at the landing with a handful of tissues, which he shoved into Charlie’s hands, “So you’re gonna read your stupid poem about tits at a Dead Poets meet and then not tell us you’ve got a girlfriend?”

Charlie grabbed the tissues, “Not my girlfriend, I meet her like two weeks ago,”

“Didn’t stop Knox,” Neil elbowed him.

Charlie wiped at his face, “Well I’m not Knox. I like her painting, she's good.”

“It looks like she was painting you,” Cameron slapped at Charlie’s chest and he threw the tissues at him in retaliation.

“Shut up, at least my library worker actually talks to me,”

Cameron fumbled with the dirty material, batting it away from his chest, “You dick!”

Charlie grinned, pulling his glasses down and starting towards the door. Something about it was thrilling, having this to himself. A little secret that he and you shared. His personal Salvador Dalí, something to look forwards to besides bad tobacco and Keating’s eccentric lectures. It was bright and exciting and he felt seen. He felt important. The blue paint he had stolen from your tray was still on the tip of his pointer finger and he wondered how long it would be until he could see you again.

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p0gch4mping · 3 years

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i could talk about how much i love jubilee line by wilbur for hours. its so calming. its such a great ‘staring at the ceiling wall’. its the best starting song to the ep, like that song is the whole vibe of the ep. nothing hits more then when you hear those cords then wilbur’s voice. it’s such a raw song and you can tell how much emotion has been put into it, its also so important to like todays times because not many songs are that on the nose and that singling in on one part of a ‘topic’ you just listen to it and feel validated. as a british person, it literally has the being at a train station and maybe your having a bad day you have your earphones in and feel completely zoned into the song your listening too, ignoring the people a round you, the sounds, thoughts, just that song. the meaning behind it too. its just so good. to anyone who relates to your city gave me asthma in any way at all i want you to know you’re doing amazing, we’re all so proud of you and it’s going to be okay, just focus on those distractions and the things that keep you going until it gets better <33333

#wilbur soot #wilbur #twitch #your city gave me asthma #jubilee line #saline solution #mcyt #philza #dream smp #nostalgia #ranboo

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Clari!!! It's 🎨 anon. I meant to send this in forever ago but got busy but I am so happy to hear you found a psychologist that is working for you AND that those worksheets have been helping you 🥺❤️. I am so proud of you, angel, seriously. It makes me so happy to hear you're doing well cause you deserve to feel good and safe and happy.

NOW ONTO THE MAIN PART OF THIS ASK WHICH IS THE BRILLIANCE THAT WAS BMB PT 4. Your way with words and descriptions are always so captivating, I can literally feel myself transported into your universes. You make emotions and thoughts so crystal clear, and I love how complex every character is in your stories--whether they are minor or major players. There was so much to love in this chapter. Idk where to start. I loved the allusion to Dabi/Tomura's more intimate relationship together as well as THOSE complex feelings they (more so Dabi) have for each other. And I loved loved loved Keigo's POV, too--you actually had me feeling bad for him and rooting for him for a second when he stood up to the Chief! ALSO THAT MR. ORANGE REFERENCE FROM DABI TO KEIGO, SHGISHGS YOU CLEVER GIRL, I WAS SCREAMING IN EXCITEMENT!! Apart from the amazing character development we see in both characters and relationships in this chapter, the plot is getting so interesting in terms of the Chief's motivations/Keigo's motivations/Tomura's motivations and so much more I can't even type. AHHH!! Your stories are always worth the wait. You did such an amazing job bby, tumblr honestly doesn't provide enough space for all my praise and feedback. I hope you get some WELL-deserved rest and care, Clari--you knocked it out of the park, babes. ILY and take care until next time, queen!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ - 🎨 anon

HI PALETTE BABIE <333

tw: bmb spoilers

thank you so much!!!!! your words mean a lot to me and i really appreciate them <333 idk if this is weird or odd but i find myself thinking of you often on my way to my sessions!!! i feel like i have an even deeper sense of camaraderie with you after that ask hahaha <3 yes!! i've been given some worksheets from my own psychologist as well now and although recovery and building coping strategies etc is very hard work and extremely emotionally taxing, we're making progress and i feel really good about that! i hope you're doing fantastic <33

WAAAAAAAH my sweet palette please 🥺🥺🥺 i can't even tell you how many times i've reread your ask since you sent it!!! thank you SO much for such wonderful and thorough feedback, it genuinely means the world to me that you've taken the time to send your thoughts in and i appreciate it so very much!!!!! <33333 thank you from the bottom of my heart for such splendid and special compliments!!!

HEHEHE i'm SO glad to hear that keigo was making you feel bad for him!!! that was totally my goal!! in a way, keigo embodies one of the central themes/messages in bmb as a whole (the complexity of morality, and how it's muddled even more when entangled in personal relationships). HAHAHAHA thank you!!! reservoir dogs is one of my all-time favourite films ever, and it was one of the many pieces of art that inspired bmb, so i wanted to pay homage to it within the story <3 also fun fact: the reason why a similar line ends up in one of the messages tomura received is because the boys down at the station love the film and reference often

yes! part five is very BAMBAMBAM in terms of how things happen, like it moves so fast but i'm literally vibrating with excitement to share it with all of you so hopefully i can get that out soon!! <33 i am literally BEYOND overjoyed that you enjoyed part four,,, honestly words can't even begin to describe the emotion i feel every time i reread this ask <333 again, thank you so much, i love u with all my heart <33333

#bmb spoilers #you are just the SWEETEST thing in the world ilysm <33333 #so so SO happy that you liked it aaaah!!!!!#i literally cannot wait to post part five + the epilogue and get everyone's thoughts on the ending and the series as a whole piece!!!#SUPER EXCITING!!!!#anyway sweetpea i hope you have a magnificent weekend ahead <33 #and that you stay safe and drink your water!!!#i love u more than words can tell you and i'm sending u bunches of health + happiness!!!#🎨.anon #clari gets mail

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nctzendreamz · 5 years

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NCT 127: They Make You Feel Unwanted

have no fear! I’ll do this reaction with all the units if you guys want! just let me know <33333

Taeil:

In reality, he had just been really busy and not in the mood to have deep conversation these past couple of days, but you couldn’t see it that way. You just knew that he was going to break up with you because he was falling out of love.

He was currently laying on the bed, resting his eyes when he felt pressure beside him.

“What can I do?”

He couldn’t help but to let a confused expression rest on his features. “What are you talking about, Y/N?”

“What can I do to make you stay?”

Suddenly his eyes were open, staring at you. “Huh? I’m not leaving.”

“Then why don’t you talk to me anymore? Or ever want to spend time with me? What did I do?” He couldn’t even believe what he was seeing right now. You were never the type of person to beg for anyone, so to see this made his heart ache.

He sat up, bringing your face in his hands. “Baby, you’ve done nothing and i’m not leaving. I’ve just been tired but that’s not an excuse for how I’ve been treating you. Come here.” he brought his lips to yours in a soft manner, “I love you okay? I’ll never leave you.”

Johnny:

For the last twenty minutes, you had been listening to Johnny and the girl he referred to as one of his “best friends” have the deepest conversation of 2019. I mean really, you couldn’t keep up. What made it worse was the girl clearly wasn’t trying to include you in the conversation, and your boyfriend didn’t seem to mind it. You couldn’t take it anymore, so you got up, going outside to get some fresh air.

Maybe you shouldn’t have, because now it was a week later and this was the third time Johnny was leaving to hang out with her. He had also been acting very weird. He didn’t even kiss you before he left the house nowadays.

“Johnny, wait.” you spoke, reaching to grab his hand. “What’s up with us?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean you act like you don’t want to be with me anymore.”

“What? How?”

“You’ve been spending more time with Jihun than me these days.”

He took a deep breath, and you were terrified of what he would say next. “Well I’ve kinda had to Y/N after you were so rude to her.”

You couldn’t hold in a snort. “Are you fucking joking? You literally didn’t even include me in your conversation, but I’m the bad guy for walking away?” you stormed off into the bathroom.

“Y/n, wait!” he yelled after you, feeling horrible about what he said because he didn’t mean it at all.

Taeyong:

In the beginning of your relationship, Taeyong would tell you anything you wanted to know. Now, not so much. You would try to get him to open up to you, but he refused to as if he couldn’t trust you or something. You hated to get so mad about it, but you couldn’t help it.

Here he was, sitting in silence on the couch. Something was clearly eating at him.

“Do you want to talk about it?” You said, sitting on the floor infront of him.

“Talk about what?”

“Well actually, there’s a few things we could talk about. First let’s discuss why you don’t tell me anything anymore. Have you been telling someone else all your secrets?” Your voice was soft, but your eyes were telling a different story. You were hurt.

“No.” He sighed, as if he knew exactly what you were referring to.

“Then what?”

“I just...i don’t want to feel like a burden to you.”

“Taeyong...you’re my boyfriend. Your burden is my burden regardless of whether you tell me or not. Always know that.” The minute you saw a tear running down his cheek, you got up from the floor to hug him.

“I’m sorry. I’m gonna tell you everything.” He said through his tears.

Yuta:

This was his fourth raincheck in the last 2 weeks. He had no schedules, so you couldn’t think of a reason why he would be trying to avoid you other than the fact that he was having second thoughts about your relationship. At this point there was no reason to respond to his texts.

When he called, you answered but didn’t speak.

“Hello? Y/N why haven’t you been responding to any of my texts? Are you okay?”

“Yeah.”

“Yeah? That’s all you have to say?”

“So you can cancel four dates in a row, but when I don’t respond to your texts it’s a problem? Bye Yuta.”

You honestly expected not to hear from him for the next couple of days, so you were very shocked when the doorbell rung and he was standing outside, flowers in his hand.

“Yuta...”

“Just let me explain.” he stepped in quickly. “You have every right to be mad at me. I’m sorry that I’ve been avoiding you, but it’s not you. It’s just...I get so nervous around you all of sudden. I can barely breathe. I don’t know why but I need you to know how much I want to be with you. I’m not leaving.” He embraced you as soon as he finished.

“Oh, baby.” you whispered, rubbing your fingers through his locs. “It’s okay I understand. Always remember you can talk to me about whatever you feel.”

“I guess I was just scared it would sound stupid.”

“Nothing you feel is stupid to me.”

Doyoung:

He was never the one for extreme affection, but for some reason he really hated it today.

“Y/N can you go and be annoying somewhere else? Please?” He didn’t even mean to say it, it just slipped.

“Yeah whatever,” was all you said, going into your room to cry. Yes, you were acting like a child but you hated upsetting him. You knew you were overdoing it just a tad but you just wanted him to give you some attention.

“Y/N, can I come in?” you heard him say as he knocked on the door.

You decided on silence, expecting him to go back into the living room, but he came in with a somber expression on his face. He sat next to you on the bed, rubbing your shoulder softly. “Can you look at me?”

You kept your eyes on the floor.

“I didn’t mean what I said, Y/N. You know you never annoy me and I know you were only all over me because I wasn’t paying you any attention. I just had a bad day at practice and I took it out on you. I’m sorry.”

“Mhm.” was all you said.

“Mhm?” he questioned, and you knew what was coming next. Suddenly he was tickling you.

“Stop!” you screamed, even though you were laughing.

“Say you forgive me.”

“Okay okay.!” you yelled, easing up on him.

He leaned into you, pressing light kisses to your nose. “Good.”

Jaehyun:

Usually, Jaehyun was all over you when the two of you were alone. Recently though, it was as if he never wanted you. You tried to cuddle with him and things of that nature, but he always pushed you away. You couldn’t help but feel insecure from this. Was he not attracted to you anymore?

Here you were once again, the two of you watching a movie. He attempted to watch it, but couldn’t focus with you trying to sneak under his arm. “Let’s watch.” he whispered.

You took the remote, pausing the film. “Why don’t you ever want me on you now?”

“Huh?” he said nervously.

“Every time I try to do something, you make up a reason not to. What’s up?”

“No, baby. I just...I just know how much you hate people touching you.”

“Why would you think that?” you asked confusedly.

“I heard you talking about it on the phone.”

“Jaehyun, if I’m trying to be all over you, don’t you think that means I like it from you.”

“Yes.” He said embarrassingly, forcing you into his arms.

Winwin:

You and Winwin’s relationship was already on the rocks when you were both stationed in Korea, but now that he was in WayV, it couldn’t have been in a worse place. There was an obvious distance, and it was breaking your heart by the second. You figured it was a long shot to video chat with him, but it was worth a shot right? When you saw him answering, your heart dropped into your stomach.

“Is everything okay?” Was the first thing he said. He looked so tired you couldn’t help but feel guilty.

“Yeah...” your sight became foggy from the clear awkwardness of the phone call. You were crying because it didn’t used to be like this. Even in his tired state, he used to greet you with eyes full of love. “I miss you.” You whispered.

His hands ran through his hair as he refused to deny you eye contact. “I miss you too.” You heard him speak, but it was almost as if it was routine for him. Like he was saying it but only because he felt obligated.

You wiped the tears from your eyes, feeling awful. “I didn’t mean to bother you. Go to sleep.”

“No, Y/N. I’m sorry.” He said suddenly, making you look at him again. “I just...this is really hard.” He whispered.

“I know.”

“And I love you so much, baby. So much.” His voice began to shudder, “but I can’t do this right now. You deserve better. I know I’ve been distant and this hasn’t been working and I’m not going to put you through that any longer. When I come back, maybe we can fix this, but not now.” He was crying now.

“Okay. I love you too.” Was all you said before hanging up the phone. In less than a second you were both breaking down.

Oops did I go too far? ahahaha.. :)

Jungwoo:

Jungwoo has been begging you for weeks to let him introduce you to his friends, and when you finally agreed he couldn’t be happier.

He had gotten you excited about the whole ordeal, but what he didn’t mention was that when he said introduce, he literally meant “This is my girlfriend,” and that’s it. Now you were sitting on the couch on your phone, and that was all.

You knew you could be doing something more productive, so you found Jungwoo in a room laughing. “I’m gonna go home.” You whispered in his ear before walking away. Truthfully, you didn’t expect him to follow you. He had been ignoring you all night, so why would he stop his conversation now?

“Y/N wait!” He was able to catch you in the empty hallway. “Why are you leaving?”

“You’re not even paying attention to me, Jungwoo. I thought you wanted your friends to get to know me.”

He looked like he wanted to protest, but he thought about it. “You’re right.” He confessed, grabbing your hands. “I just got so caught up in catching up, I wasn’t even thinking.”

“Well I appreciate the honesty, but ow.” You said.

“Come with me.” He said suddenly, attempting to drag you in the room he just left.

You were pouting, but you weren’t gonna say no. He deserved a chance to redeem himself. “Okay.”

For the rest of the night he wouldn’t let you leave his sight or arms for that matter. All of his friends could see how much he loved you from the constant looks and kisses you got from him all night.

Mark:

Boy, did you love Mark more than anything. Even in times like these, where his focus was on everything but you. In your relationship, you were the mushy one, while he was more go with the flow, but it added an interesting dynamic to your relationship so the two of you pretty much ignored it. Well, until now.

“Mark, are we gonna spend any time together today?” You questioned as you watched him frantically writing lyrics on his notepad.

No answer.

“Baby,” you called out, attempting to touch his shoulder before he scooted his chair to the other side of the room. You didn’t have the energy for this, so you decided it was best to leave. You knew he heard every word you said, but ignored you so you would get the message that you were clearly unwanted.

If he didn’t want to hang with you, he didn’t have to, but that didn’t mean you were staying in tonight. You went out with a group a friends, turning your phone off to save battery. When you walked into your apartment, you saw Mark sitting on the couch looking very upset.

“Where were you? I was worried.”

“Out.” Was all you said, placing your keys on the counter.

“I’m sorry.”

“Are you actually apologizing?” You questioned. It was like hearing a baby say it’s first words.

“Yes. I shouldn’t have ignored you. I was being such an asshole but I really needed time to be alone.”

You walked over to him, straddling his lap. “Well next time, tell me that. Say, “we can hang out later, but right now I need to finish these lyrics,” you pressed a sweet kiss to his lips. “You know I understand alone time better than anyone.” You chuckled.

“You’re right. You’re always right.” he sighed as he began pressing kisses on you. “Speaking of...when’s the last time we had some alone time? Movie date?”

“It’s been forever.” You whispered. “Movie date it is.”

Haechan:

Lately, your boyfriend was extremely distant, and you didn’t know why. You retraced all the steps from your past few weeks together, but you knew you didn’t do anything. You even asked his members, but they couldn’t think of a reason either.

The two of you were supposed to be hanging out, but he canceled, saying he had practice. You could sense he was lying, and confirmed it with the other members.

Was he cheating on you? He wouldn’t...right?

You didn’t know why, but something told you to go the the practice room just incase.

Your guardian angels were correct, because there he was, dancing aggressively in the mirror.

“Haechan,” you spoke softly, causing him to look up at you in fear.

“Shit Y/N, what are you doing here?”

“I think the real question is what are you doing here?”

“I told you I had practice.”

“Practice by yourself?”

“Yes.” Was all he said, trying to continue his dancing before he was stopped by a hand on his shoulder.

“What’s going on, baby?” Your eyes were so sad looking into his.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” He said, brushing your hand off.

“Well I’m not leaving until you do.”

He wanted to yell at you, but he knew it wouldn’t phase you. “I’m just stressed, okay?”

“About?”

“About everything.”

“Like?”

He rolled his eyes, catching his breath. “Us. My job. Life.”

“Why are you worried about us?” You asked in a shocked tone.

“Because I’m never around. I’m always working.”

You wrapped your arms around his neck, “And I’m still not going anywhere.” Your plump lips connected to his own.

“And I have so many schedules I can’t even keep up.” He said, resting his head on your shoulder.

“It’s okay. Is it stressful? Yes. But you can get through it baby I promise. And always know I’m gonna be at the finish line waiting for you. I’m never going anywhere. I love you.”

He took a deep breath, allowing his worries to come out as well. “I love you too.”

A/N: I’m sorry this came out WAY longer than expected but I love you all! 😭🕺🏽

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lumax + “Dance with me!” (date night at Lucas'?)?

Hey I know this wasn’t exactly what you asked but I got super inspired and thought this would be cute and fun! I hope you enjoy!

July 20th, 1990.

It was almost 3am. The streets were long empty, save for the occasional passing car. The radio in the corner of the room played some cheesy pop song, but it was mostly just there for background noise anyway.

Max was elbows deep in a box full of carefully wrapped dishes and bowls. She hoisted out a stack and got to work, pulling off the layers upon layers of newspaper padding. She had been unpacking for hours, and she was begging for sleep, but she promised herself she would at least have the kitchen done so that she could actually cook in the morning. Pizza on the empty living room floor is only fun so many times before you start craving real food.

In the back of the house a loud groan ripped through the white noise. Max sighed, knowing that it could only mean one thing.

“Max, I found another one.” Lucas called, his voice tired and frustrated.

Max and Lucas had spent the last three days moving things into their new tiny apartment in the city. They would both be starting fall semester at school in a few weeks, and this should have been the best part of summer. But it wasn’t.

While Lucas had taken great care in packing his things, hence the fortress of newspaper Max had to tear through to unearth the dishes, Max hadn’t taken the same precautions. Lucas was working on unpacking things in their bedroom, and he had already come across a broken vase, a shattered mirror, two cracked lamps, and now a box that just seemed like broken glass and nothing else.

Lucas walked into the kitchen and held out his finger. He was bleeding, and exasperated.

“Do we have any clue where the band aids are?” He asked, hopelessness in his voice.

“I’m sure they are at the bottom of one of the bathroom boxes.” Max sighed, rubbing the bridge of her nose.

“Great. Wonderful.” Lucas said, his voice laced with sarcasm. Max really didn’t think she could handle another ‘you really need to be more careful with your things’ speech, but it seemed like that’s exactly what was coming.

Lucas walked to the sink and ran his finger under the water. The cut wasn’t bad, but it was bleeding a lot. Max tore off a paper towel and handed it to him.

“You know max,” Lucas started, Max rolled her eyes. Here we go again. “We are going to have to get all new picture frames. They are all trashed. What did you do? Like throw the boxes around before you drove out here?”

“Yeah Lucas, I played catch with Billy and I thought my box of breakables would make the perfect ball.” She scoffed, crossing her arms.

This should have been a fun experience, but it was proving to be a nightmare. Ever since they brought up moving in together last year it had been a beacon of hope, a placeholder of things to look forward too, so why did it suck so much? They moved in three days ago and found their neighbors were loud and argued all night, almost anything of Max that could break had, and Lucas found a rat in the bathroom last night. His loud girlish scream had been funny, but the reality of a possible rodent infestation was less pleasant to say the least.

Moving is hard, Max knew that from the constant arguing from her mother and step-father when they moved to Hawkins, but she had hoped her and Lucas would be the exception to the rule.

Lucas was going on and on about the damaged goods, and ‘responsibility’ and 'taking ownership’ but Max had tuned him out already. Instead, listening in on the radio station as the DJ began to speak.

'Alright, to all of you late night lovers out there, let’s take it back, I think we all remember this one. Hold that special person in your arms, and slow it down with this ballad from 83’’

The song that played almost made Max laugh out loud. It really was an old one. The last time she heard it had to be in middle school, maybe even that night at the dance all those years ago.

Then an idea hit her.

“Let’s dance.” Max said, interrupting the lecture she hadn’t been listening to in the first place.

“What!?” Lucas scoffed, nearly choking with surprise.

“I’m serious. Let’s dance.” She pulled his bandaged hand into the living room, kicking a pile of newspapers out of the way.

“What are you talking about? I’m literally wounded.” Lucas chuckled, stepping carefully over boxes and bags.

“Look, stalker. This entire move has been stressful and lame and i’m tired and grumpy. We haven’t stopped arguing for a week and a half and i’m just over it.” She rolled her eyes at his bewildered expression, and pulled his hands onto her waist. “Now shut up, and dance with me.”

Max hooked her arms around his neck, and in less than a second he stopped gaping at her and smiled, she felt herself smile too. They swayed back and forth in the small space, surrounded by stacks of boxes and a set of mismatched thrift store furniture. The song filled in the silence and they giggled, swaying gently and blushing despite themselves.

Lucas held her wrist and spun her around, making her snort with laughter. She stood up on her tip toes and kissed him, mirroring the first kiss they ever shared. Soon they abandoned the gentle cheesy swaying of middle school dances and just jumped around the room. Anyone who saw would have thought they looked like idiots they way they yelled along to the lyrics, and danced wildly around their apartment at the familiar chorus.

‘Oh can’t you see! You belong to me!’

Max jumped onto the couch, using her balled fist as a microphone, Lucas pretended to play guitar on the broom.

‘My poor heart aches! With every step you take!’

Max stopped her dancing and looked across the room at her boyfriend, laughing harder than she had in awhile. All of the stress and utter bullshit faded away, and watching the dork that she fell in love with play air guitar in the apartment -their apartment- reminded her why they made this decision in the first place. She loved him, with every fiber of her being, and they were starting their life together.

She hopped off the couch, and pulled him into a deep kiss, mirroring that night all those years ago, when they were just kids and they had saved the world. They wrapped their arms around each other and smiled as the song came to an end.

‘Every single day, every word you say, every game you play, every night you stay

I’ll be watching you’

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february: week 3

13: it was a pretty busy work from home day. we made egg mcmuffins for breakfast, went to work for a bit, and then kevin cooked the bulgogi and i made the rice cake soup when he had to get on a call. i worked until past 5 pm and then i rushed to get ready for the museum of science chocolate night. kevin and i argued a bit on our way out and our way there. :/ it was because expectations and assumptions weren’t made clear, but even if we’re mad, holding hands makes everything better, ahah. we walked to the museum -- bad idea because of the wind T_T we made it in one piece though! there was so much chocolate. there were chocolate fondue fountains, little bites, cheese and cracker and veggie plates, and there were a lot of activities too. kevin and i didn’t get anything from the bar haha. we participated in a scavenger hunt which led us to exploring the museum more and we participated in a create-a-claw competition. our machine got the most hearts and we got added to the board. our claw machine was called the “winnie the pooh” claw :3 lol kevin irked me at some points because he was too into making it and he also left me at a chocolate wall picture area for food so when it was my turn, i was alone :( we did take a picture there though.

my favorite exhibit is the playground one. i loved running and swinging and etc. i got super dizzy from the spinning machine though. we got some goodie bags from the innovator’s table after handing in our scavenger hunt and then we ate our last chocolate covered strawberries before heading out. i got a penny/coin thing for boston now! we decided to walk off our sugar and took the red line back home. kevin got me a valentine’s day gift and couldn’t wait until tomorrow to give it to me. apparently, it was left in the package center for a few days because he couldn’t sneak it up due to our wfh days ahaha. my bear got me cozy bear socks! <3333 i mentioned it maybe a few weeks ago and i guessed he just got it for me so my feet wouldn’t be so cold all the time <33333 i have the best boyfriend (: i also picked up my victoria’s secret package and idk how to feel about their seamless underwear. anyway, i worked when i got back and kevin did the dishes and gamed. i skipped my workout today because i had to get work stuff done. we also did a good amount of walking so i didn’t feel as bad. then i showered and slept at like 1 or 2 am after talking to kevin for a bit before falling asleep. :P

14: waking up wasn’t terrible! i rushed a bit to make myself an egg mcmuffin but i made it to my regular train on time. the office was pretty full today, which made me happy. yay, i’m back in the office! i also got my business cards ;D i went straight to work because the deadline was at 1 pm. i got everything done but there is still something in the journey map that is bothering me. i’ll definitely fix it for the future or find a better solution. i ate lunch at the desk and then went downstairs to get foumami for dinner. the rest of the day were calls on calls. laurie came into the office today and organized a welcome lunch for all of the new hires in boston. apparently, we make up almost half of the office -- that’s crazy. i guess everyone else works in new york. i met up with kevin at the train station and then we ordered dinner at the fat cat. i got a side of fries to go with my salad that i devoured when we got back home. i got a bibimbap salad and they just drenched it in gochujang and i don’t think i’m going to finish it. x__x;

we drove to pick up food from fat cat and thanks to my terrible navigating skills, we had to drive around to get to oh my tea. they ran out of green tea (LOL gg) so we ended up getting just a rose tea with boba. it was alright. we quickly ate (the fries are so bomb) and then headed to cafe artscience for our three course dessert. it was a pretty bad ride because i am a terrible navigator and then i froze up because we kept missing our turns and stuff. we did get there a bit late but more or less on time. sigh. i almost had a panic attack -- i was so shaky from freaking out about boston’s windy ass roads. we sat at the bar, ordered a drink we didn’t finish, and finished a dessert alcohol a bartender gave us for funsies. kevin and i talked about some sad things, actually LOL. we drove home and then watched an episode of supernatural. i fell asleep and then woke up, showered, and got ready for bed. i was so tired.

15: the office was full today because we were getting a free lunch today LOL. it was a frustrating morning thanks to the project i’ve been struggling on and trying to fix. i kind of got it, but it’s just finicky. i worked on that until lunch and then we all went to bostonia public house. i met andrew and cole and i talked with him along with charles and kien. oh, i finally got to see cole again. when i walked into the office, he scared me awake LOL. i had to leave for a 1 pm call so i didn’t get to eat in the restaurant :( john left early too and asked me if i was going and then i told him i didn’t get my food yet and he just laughed at me LOLOLOL. he had gotten his food already and ate it. x_x i walked back with josh, a new developer. i got back a bit late and i had to take a bathroom break in the middle if the meeting, but it was ok. i caught up with phil and then i switched tasks for the day. i finished up right at 5 pm, talked with laurie and cole, and walked to south station with cole. then i got on the train and just bummed when i got home. i got my rotofugi package today: cute dino pin for my book bag, a mitten shaped tea infuser, and one of mary’s jade evolved rock figures! i also switched my side cabinet with charles’ because he wasn’t using his for any protective storage and i wanted to leave my laptop. so i took the key and locked up my pc laptop in the office. yay, now i can store things in the office without being suspicious or worrying.

oh, i got sprayed with water because boston drivers are assholes. i got hit 3 times basically and the water soaked my leggings and boots. -__-” kevin came back from climbing, we watched supernatural and then i did a bit of exercise because i haven’t been doing that these past two days D: sigh. i’m on such a sugar high/craving right now... well, i combated that with kickboxing today! it was much fun~ then i washed my hair and while it dried, i got two groupons for me and kevin to go to new england’s dessert showcase and for a sunset boat tour on the st. charles river~ i still have hillary’s gift card and i wonder if i should spend it on a maybe (need to call and ask) glassblowing class and/or pottery decorating class~ then i blow-dried my hair, brushed my teeth, and hopped into bed at the usual time -- around 1 am. haha.

16: when i was about to leave, i got a call from a client and helped her out with ux360. this was my first support call and it was so out of the blue. i think i did a pretty good job, and i loved helping her. i know that this job will test my communication skills and help me become better at giving instructions. i feel like i don’t explain myself well sometimes because i just assume others (especially ones that are close to me) know what i’m talking about and why i am talking about it. i often go on tangents when i speak to people so, i need to work on that. anyway, i helped her and then went on over to the office. i was supposed to go to kane’s donuts with cole in the morning but since i was late, we pushed it back until after his standup meeting. it wasn’t busy when we walked in and i bought 6 donuts for the office: chocolate orgasm, red velvet, boston cream, honey dipped, cinnamon, and creme brulee. mmm. obviously, cole got the boston cream for himself. haha. everything was pretty much gone at the end of the day; i took home like 1/3 of the creme brulee doughnut for kevin. i don’t think anyone except me touched the creme brulee...LOL.

work was nice and busy. i went to get lunch with cole at sabroso taqueria and got their salad with chicken. omg it is such a good and filling salad. it’s just romaine lettuce, pico de gallo, and black beans. mmmmm. i worked until 4:40 pm or so and then headed back home a bit early. i forgot to check in with phil so when i got home, i skyped him and caught up for tomorrow morning. i’m planning on maybe taking wfh days once a week, but i’m not sure yet. i got my pouch from india hicks today. i’m still feeling akjfnsjkdf about the price but i don’t want to return it because i would have to pay another $6.95 for return shipping -_- so i’m kinda forced to keep it. the good thing is that it fits all of my cables and adapters! i chilled for a bit and then started cooking dinner. i made our usual coconut kale fried rice. then kevin came back just as i finished washing the dishes and we ate dinner. i had to finish up some leftovers of the rice cake soup and then i ate some of the fried rice. we are officially caught up with supernatural :O idk what we’re gonna watch now...maybe we’ll catch up with criminal minds? kdjnfskjfs.

kevin went to shower and then i bummed around a bit to digest my food. then i did some ab workouts. for some reason, my abs have been constantly hurting? maybe i’m working them out via cardio without me noticing... i did 25 min of pure ab toning, 7 minute of hip hop cardio (wanted to dance to this one new video), and 45 minutes of kickboxing. kickboxing is so much fun and i’m sore all over right now. x__x; i showered right after and then went to sleep. i was so tired. zzzz.

17: i felt so sore and tired waking up today. i still went to work because i love my team, haha. it was a pretty slow friday though. it did pick up near the end of work with a good amount of meetings. i ate lunch at my desk and after the meetings, i felt a bit lightheaded and i was super shaky. it might have been the intense thoughts i was having about adulting at that moment that caused it. it could have also been the black tea and the amount of sugar and salty snacks i’ve had this week. i didn’t snack anytime during the day so my body kind of shut down. i asked the front where the vending machine was and i had to take the shady af freight elevator down to the basement and walk to a corner to get to it. i got something salty and sweet: jalapeno cheddar puffs and nature valley honey oat bars. i ate it while going up the elevator. kevin was worried about me haha. i felt a bit better after eating. there wasn’t much to do afterward so dave told me to go home early LOL. i still waited for phil and kevin to get back to me though. i had a chance to talk to phil for about 10 minutes before hopping off and meeting kevin at the train station. i was still there before him even though he left earlier and i gave him time? so confused.

we got home and started bumming. i love fridays because i get to spend some downtime with kevin (((: we talked about how i was feeling about people working just to work vs people working because that is their life. i’m someone who makes work their life passion because we spend so much time working, i feel like it’s a waste to not do something you love with that time, you know? i don’t think it’s a good thing either -- i stress out a lot and etc, but idk i like being busy for a purpose and feeling like i am adding to something to society. i do understand why some people just work to work and have a life outside of it though. it’s just not my style. anyway, we talked about that and then we talked about maybe heading to new york for the first weekend in march. we also talked about a vacation in the summer...maybe a cruise? maybe paris?! kevin and i want to do an international trip together but i don’t have enough pto time accrued to do that this year T___T we’re both down for an off-season trip though. we’d both love to go to iceland. anyway, i sprung this on kevin too fast so he has the weekend to think about it (mostly just the ny trip though).

i somehow ko’d and fell asleep for an hour...i woke up when kevin just started cooking. i woke up hungry so i ate some leftovers and snacked a bit. then i helped prep some food, make the sauce, etc. i ate a bit more with kevin while watching a dota 2 stream. then i took it easy and did 45 minutes of hip hop cardio. i wasn’t feeling it. i went to shower and went to sleep pretty early. i just sleep during the weekends to recharge lol.

18: mmm... i woke up at 7:30 am then went back to sleep and woke up at 10 am and then went back to sleep and finally got out of bed at like 12 or 1 pm LOL. my life is truly bummy on the weekends. kevin was supposed to climb in the morning, but obviously that didn’t happen. so we ate brunch, went to kam man to get rice (omg it was so packed because it was nice outside and we went there at like 2 pm), got tickets to see ‘split’ at the movies, and then drove across the street to the mall so i could return my hdmi adapter and exchange/find seamless underwear. the return happened super quickly. i caught one of the workers at the door and he helped me out. then we stopped by a new thinkgeek store! yassss. they had some cute stuff in there. then we went to aerie to see if their seamless underwear was actually seamless. mmm, i asked one of the store associates and she didn’t convince me so we left and headed back to victoria secret. kevin went to target to look for bigger containers so we could access our rice easier while i looked for the seamless underwear i wanted.

it was packed in there and i could not find the ones i was looking for until i found someone and asked and she took me straight to the small table in the corner LOL. i got a better deal here than online so i picked neutral colors, got in line, kevin found me and i apologized for taking so long, and then i got my seamless underwear (FINALLY). i could have gotten another pair if i were a cardholder/printed out a coupon from pink but i didn’t know until later T__T it’s kinda still bugging me but eh it’s done. we went into target together and ended up buying cute colored stoneware containers, a cake stand (for our fruit LOL), and containers for rice. omg. hahaha. this is why we never go out of our way to go to target. then we drove back, kevin went climbing, i washed the dishes and all of the new stuff, put rice in the new containers, turned on the most recent episode of jane the virgin, moved our hard af brown sugar into one of the stoneware containers with a knife and a measuring cup, and then microwaved leftovers for dinner before heading out to the movie. haha.

kevin took a bit longer than expected so we were rushed to get out of the apartment. we packed some chips and pretzels in snack bags to eat at the movie. we got there about 5 minutes before the movie started. the movie was pretty interesting and creepy if you keep thinking about it, but it was hard to get in the mood because there were these teenagers (i sound so old) in the front who kept giggling, making childish comments, and were on their phones the entire time -__-” me and kevin were like wtf. we found out that the movie is rated pg-13 so yeah... we’ll only go to rated-r movies now LOL. we got back, cuddled, and then kevin annoyed me LOL and then went to game. i finished watching ‘reign’ and then forced myself to do some exercise even though i felt tired and bloated. i really need to stop snacking T__T it’s making me feel terrible. then i showered and ko’d at like 1 am or even before that.

19: mmm got up late again. i’ve been feeling very tired lately. it’s probably the mix of my diet and new exercise routines. x__x i started laundry right away, ate breakfast with kevin while watching a pokemon showdown stream. then i cleaned the kitchen and bathroom while listening to music. then i curled my hair and tried looking for something to watch on netflix but they took down all of the cooking shows T____T i watched youtube videos instead. then i folded laundry and kevin and i went grocery shopping! lol we went pretty late because he wanted to game a bit longer. we stopped by oh my tea first and i got the aloe honey green tea bubble tea (hot) and i got kevin a pineapple green tea with bubbles and lychee jelly. they were both really yummy. then we drove to kam man and it was practically empty. we stopped by bj’s before it was about to close for the day and then we made it home at like 7 pm? lol kevin was hungry and wanted to buy so many other things that we didn’t need.

we microwaved leftovers and watched the latest episode of supernatural on the cwtv app and then started watching ‘izombie’ while cuddling and just relaxing. i think we have a new series to watch for now. it’s not the best but it’s entertaining. we then prepped the veggies for tomorrow’s ratatouille pasta and then i just prepared for working from home tomorrow. i wasn’t feeling well still... then i showered and found out that it’s that time of month but it’s been hurting a lot more than usual. ugh. so i just went to sleep and tried to make the pain go away :(

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september: week three

11: i was dead tired in the morning. it took me a while to get up. i had english muffin with the ikea marmalade for breakfast and 4 potstickers lol. the marmalade tastes too artificial :( then i made tea and got to work. it was hard to motivate myself but when i did, ux360 wasn’t working for some reason. so then i switched gears and decided to record another video -- well, rerecord because of updates. it was an interesting day today working in the den with kevin. kevin wfh too because he had a doctor’s appointment and he was tired af. i watched some youtube videos and hopped on stand up. it doesn’t feel like we’re acquired yet and it’s weird lol. i did some internet errands and picked up my partial ae package: got a sports bra and hillary sent me a birthday gift of supergas <33333 ahhhh. i’m in love. thank you so much, bae!!! i get her white shoes for her birthday, she gets me white shoes for mine hahaha. <3 the maintenance guy came in to get a piece of plastic?! out of the garbage disposal, fix the loose ass toilet seat, fix the jank door lock, and etc. he is amazing! the previous tenants however, idk if i would have liked them. .__.

kevin went to kam man to get a rice box for us to share for lunch. then i watched some more youtube videos and worked when kevin left to go to his doctor’s appointment. kevin’s rotater cuff is swollen and his doctor just gave him physical therapy exercises -- he didn’t even make him go to a therapist :O what a lucky guy ahha. we worked a bit more and then meal planned and went back to kam man to get groceries, drove to bj’s to use our coupons and get meat and rice, and then got back home and put away all the groceries. kevin made fried rice for dinner while i did a quick 20 minute hip hop cardio workout. then we ate dinner while watching two episodes of agents of shield; we’re now on the season three finale! kevin went to play overwatch and i did a 20 minute pylo workout and then 20 minutes of hip hop cardio again. my quads got super itchy after because the past two days i haven’t been doing intense cardio workouts the past two days because of moving. lol ugh, my muscles. i showered and then got ready for bed. i stretched before sleeping (it was easier after the shower) and then ko’d at around 12 am.

12: i was tired when i woke up but excited to go to the yoga studio to exercise! i woke up 10 minute earlier or so to walk over and prepare myself for working out there. no one was in the fitness center or the yoga studio and i took the 5 lb weights into the yoga studio but realized there were some in there already :O so that means i don’t need to bring weights in all the time! i did lower abs and one 10 minute weighted abs section. working out in the studio wasn’t too bad. i just have to bring a hoodie or shirt so i don’t look too scandy walking to and out ahah. i made tea with benefiber and then showered and ate english muffin with creamy pb and bananas. i think this creamy peanut butter will be better in smoothies... i might do smoothies for breakfast now. i changed and then caught the 8:55 am train. i got to work at 9:30 am and i kinda tripped on my way to the office and my headphones flew off my head and into my hands LOOOL. awk.

i realized i was the only one in the product office today and only cait and raj were in too. i went to work and took breaks to read manga and then recorded a video tutorial and then hopped on the all-hands while eating lunch. then dave came into the office and had calls the rest of the afternoon. i had a part i needed to record so i asked him for his key to a separate office. the key wouldn’t work so i went to the 8th floor and got a copy and that one worked, finallly. then i set up the monitor only to find out it wouldn’t work so i looked on the back and found charles’ initials on the sticker and slacked him. he told me he had trouble connecting to it so he got another monitor. i tried unplugging the power but it still wouldn’t work. so i gave up and went back to my desk and then plugged my laptop into the monitor only to find out it didn’t work anymore! i had to do a SMC reset and then everything worked again so i went back into the other office to try it out and it finally worked!

the sad part is that i tried recording and i got all the background noise of the people around me because of the glass walls -___-” so i rq’d for the rest of the day and just edited the parts that i had and planned out what the training page would look like. oh. riceburg was serving food today so i got a bulgogi rice burger for me and kevin to try. i ate like 1/3 and gave the rest to him when i met up with him at the train station after work. we took the train home and watched an episode of agents of shield and then kevin went to cook while i went to work out in the yoga studio. i did weighted oblique exercises and then stretched. this other lady came in and was breathing intensely and doing some intense? reverse crunches while holding on to the bottom handles of a cycling bike. then i went back and cut potatoes and showered while kevin finished up the curry. we forgot to make rice so i made it before showering and then kevin went to go do his pt exercises and some running. i ate dinner while watching youtube videos and then i bursted out crying and laughing at this one video about a wish haul LOL. kevin thought i was going crazy.

it was too late to game so i just watched videos and kevin ate dinner while watching videos online too. i brushed my teeth, stretched, and went to sleep at around 12 am and kevin gamed until...probably late because he is working from home tomorrow.

13: i got out of bed at 7:20 am and then went straight to the yoga studio to workout. i did a hiit leg workout and then rushed back to make tea with benefiber and prepare breakfast. i showered and then put on nice clothes to meet the ceo and then curled my oily af hair. i ate breakfast and drank my tea and packed my lunch and said goodbye to kevin and caught the 8:50 am train. i left on time and got to the office at 9:15 am. then i learned that we wouldn’t be seeing the ceo until 1 pm... meh. i said hi to everyone. sultan and steve came in and i went straight to work. then at 12 pm, i went lunch hunting with the devs. we didn’t know where we were going and we ended up going to a restaurant in chinatown. next time we will call in to gourmet dumpling house. we spent a good 40 minutes or so looking for lunch and finally getting it and getting back. i thought i had to get back by 1 pm but i guess not?

i ate lunch with steve and cole in their office and then went back to do some work. instead, i talked with sultan about renting, properties, etc. then i went to get tea and ended up talking with cole and steve for a good while. we talked about food and also the movie, “it”, which i am interesting in watching now. they’re fun to be around (: then i left to get my work done for the day and then met the ceo when he walked around to the offices. kevin sent me messages throughout the day telling me to come home early but i couldn’t because my stand up kept getting pushed back further into the work day :( i got on a real quick stand up with the team and then packed up, said goodbye to everyone, and walked to the station with cole and steve. steve ran for the braintree train and i wasn’t going to until cole couldn’t get through because he didn’t put enough money on his charliecard. i made it and got a seat on the train after a few stops :O

kevin was running when i got home so i stopped by the fitness center to say hi. i was hungry so i ate the leftover half apple i had in the fridge with peannut butter and the mango slice kevin saved for me yesterday. then kevin came back and i felt ready to do my weighted butt workout. i went into the fitness center instead because i needed a heavy chair to do bulgarian split lunges. i was following a video and the lady was doing sumo squats with a 65 lb dumbbell... i touched the 30 lb one and i was like NOPEEE. instead, i did 25 lbs and the squats and deadlifts burned. then i switched over to two 7.5 lb weights to do everything else. my legs were shaking and my heart rate spiked! a change in weight really does get the heart pumping. i came back and showered and then watched two episodes of agents of shield with kevin. recently, kevin has been gaming a lot more on his computer and not with me and i feel like he’s been disengaged when we’re watching agents of shield so i felt like our quality time hasn’t been quality. i guess he didn’t feel the same because we had a small argument and he went to game again.

i spent the evening chatting with daniel and watching youtube videos. then i prepared everything for tomorrow, brushed my teeth, and did a good amount of stretching before falling asleep pretty early like at 11 pm. i didn’t feel like reconciling with him because he was busy gaming. :/

14: i woke up before my alarm that was set to ring at 7:15 am. i eventually got up and went to the yoga studio to do my cardio kickboxing workout. my legs and butt were so sore from yesterday’s workout... i could only squat so low LOL. before working out, i made rice for lunch because we forgot to make more. when i got back, i showered, debated whether or not to go into work (ultimately, i did) and then packed lunches, changed, and ate a banana with some peanut butter. then i said bye to kevin and hopped on the train. i was the first one in the product office and looked through emails. dave came at around 10 am and he basically set the itinerary for today. i will be working on more wireframes :) which is good so i can work on them from home tomorrow. during lunch time, i ordered xiao long bao with the devs and they covered the cost with the tech time money because cole and steve weren’t here today :P they also asked me to pick it up while they were in tech time and i got to hold on to charles’ credit card >:D hehe. well, i ate my lunch from home and then watched a youtube video until it was time for me to get it. i walked over to gourmet dumpling house and picked up a heavy af bag and walked back.

i got an email requesting support but then the customer didn’t respond after so i just left my work phone on to see if she was going to call the rest of the day. then i ate my second lunch with the devs. john asked me what kind of chinese food i ate and i told him the traditional kind. he asked charles to order him something an american would like to eat and charles got him sesame chicken LOL. we got him to try a dumpling though. these dumplings are the best soup dumplings i have ever eaten. after, i raved to kevin about it and we decided to order more plus scallion pancakes for dinner. we were thinking of leaving work early and working from home but then i got slammed with work after lunch. it was a meeting after meeting after meeting sort of deal. there was a lot going on. so i stayed and when i had a chance, i ordered and then left the office at around 5:05 pm after talking with dave about work.

i actually got to south station quicker than i had anticipated and waited for kevin to get there. i ate some scallion pancake -- it was soooo good. we commuted home and then kevin and i talked about our argument and we both realized we were in the wrong. we apologized and then finished eating the food. kevin really liked the soup dumplings. we also got our tall step stool and our ottoman in the mail today! yay! i can’t wait for our ikea stuff to come in. then we chilled for a bit and worked out at the same time. he went running and i did weighted arms. i’m the most scared to lift heavy for arms because my arms are like toothpicks LOL. so i got a good workout but i think it could have been better. next time, i’ll lift heavier. we stretched and then went back and showered. then kevin ate real dinner and i just ate the rest of my banana with pb and some chips. i stayed up watching youtube videos and checking instagram (lol i traded in one social media addiction for another) and then clipped my nails and stretched before sleeping at 1 am.

speaking of instagram... i still don’t know how i feel about it. i’m less against it but it gets boring when you follow a small amount of people but then again, i don’t want to be bombarded with pictures of things i kind of like... there’s also the thing about posting and i’ve been wanting to post more but i’m a perfectionist when it comes to posting art, design, creative work and i start editing a photo and then never posting because it’s not what i want to post in the end LOL. maybe i’m being too picky. there’s also just a lot of things i want to do on instagram but i keep telling myself that there are barriers and etc. it’s all a mind game.

15: i slept in today because fridays are work from home days! (: i got up with kevin and then we brushed our teeth, i made myself breakfast, and he headed over to work. then i got to work and did some internet errands. it was a pretty chill work day. everything is winding up now so things will get busier in the next few weeks with training. i was able to watch 2 episodes of love connection and 2 episodes of masterchef. then i went to the yoga studio and did weighted oblique workouts. kevin stopped by to say hi and then went home to make dinner. i cooled down while kevin made the beef broth for korean dumpling rice cake soup mmm. he let the soup cook while he went out for his run. then i relaxed a bit and turned off the stove before i showered. the rest of the dish was basically done. kevin cut up some nori, beef, and scallions and i made poached eggs in the soup. he showered before we ate dinner and watched some agents of shield. then we stopped to play some castle crashers. i got unhappy at it so we switched to battleblock theater and then i got tired at 12 am or so and prepared for bed. kevin went to game and i think i pretty much ko’d. yay for the weekend!

16: i woke up super excited for ikea. we ate breakfast and then went straight to ikea after that. well, we waited a bit and then we went but then kevin was already hungry .___. we left at like 12 pm and ate at like 10 or 11 am. there were so many people at ikea today and it ruined our experience. plus, we knew what we wanted so everyone was pretty much in the way. we picked out chairs for the dining table, got a lamp for the dining area, got more mason jars (lol kevin), and then went upstairs to get some food. i got us a table while kevin waited like 30 minutes in line... it was so long and more people just kept coming. kevin got the pulled pork burger and swedish meatballs and i got swedish meatballs and the chocolate conspiracy cake -- i have been craving chocolate for the longest time. all the food was worth it. mmm. then we went to pick up the chairs. i had to walk back to get drawer organizers because we missed it the first time. we had a quick check out and then packed bb with all our stuff and drove home. we spent 3 hours there... haha. we stopped by bj’s to do some grocery shopping. i got silk cashew milk from there and contact solution. then kevin got back in time to skype with brittany and mike.

while he skyped, i did laundry and caught up on masterchef. then the rest of the evening was kind of a blur... i know i did a full body strength workout in the yoga studio then we ate leftover rice cake soup for dinner while watching agents of shield. oh, i think that is what we did. we ate and after, kevin just started building the chairs while i focused on the show or walked around the apartment. i know why the evening is blurry; we watched until 1 am and i just knocked out while cuddling with kevin. i ended up sleeping on him for like 30 minutes or so and then he left me to make the bed (i washed the sheets too). then i got up pretty awake and brushed and then got out our fall / winter blanket and then kevin helped put a cover over it and basically tucked me in before going off to play games lol. i think i went to sleep at 2 am because i went on my phone for a bit. it was a nice day spent with my bear (:

17: kevin and i were super productive today. i woke up before him and ate breakfast. then he woke up and we watched an episode of agents of shield while he ate then built another chair and then i cleaned the kitchen. then we meal planned and hit the gym together for an afternoon workout. i did multiple cardio videos because i kept getting bored. then we showered and went grocery shopping. we finished buying all of our groceries in under an hour :O we unpacked and then ate congee for lunch along with some chicken wings we got from roche and some scallion pancakes. i was stuffed. then kevin went to game for a bit and i accidentally fell asleep on the sofa for like 1-2 hours LOL. i woke up and then went straight to cleaning the bathroom. kevin finished gaming and then after cleaning, i went to workout again. kevin vacummed and cleaned while i did my ab workout and then i showered while he made dinner. we had a late dinner and were going to game with terence and ryan via online coop with our steam boxes but then they were eating too so we watched shield and then we gamed after. we played some silly games on battleblock theater and we crushed themmm but to be fair, kevin and i have a lot of experience and they just downloaded the game... i still feel good about winning! kevin and i played some overcooked after and then i got ready for bed. kevin stayed up to game for a bit and i went to sleep at like 12 am. zzzz.

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june: week one

29: we had lunch reservations at legal harborside so i woke up at like 9:45 am and exercised, kevin got up after that, i showered, and then we ate leftover fried rice (omg the buttered fried rice from osaka <3) and then we headed out. we were gonna be late so we let the fam know and then we took the train to south station. we stopped by the tea party museum shop and got his mom a tea set and his dad the tie. then we rushed to the restaurant. i think we were 10 to 15 minutes late, but everything was fine and our server was great! he was an oyster geek and gave us like a lesson oysters haha. he also gave great drink recommendations. jess and i got red sangrias and kevin got the white sangria. we got poppa chen a white wine to pair with the seafood. jess did most of the ordering. we got a dozen local and maine oysters, lobster mac and cheese, shrimp scampi, two clam chowders, and a lobster bisque. everything was delicious and i ate everything even though most things contained dairy because it was too good to not eat. lol. our server gave us chocolate espresso cheesecake on the house because he saw that we were having a reunion and he was was best server ever <33333 shout out to chad at legal harborside! oh, their bread was hot and fresh and was delicious.

after lunch, we chilled at the hotel and i watched some pbs kids with jess while kevin read fanfic and the parents listened in and read stuff on their phone. after everyone used the bathroom, we took the train back to the apartment and had another meal LOL. we cooked all of the food momma chen brought and i made banana bread. we had family tea and some chicken nuggets as well. :P yum. we ate, talked, and then the chen fam did their tradition of playing card games with each other haha. i just waited for the banana bread to bake and then everyone ate it and enjoyed it, which made me happy :D then we drove jess to south station. her train was leaving at 6:45 pm so we dropped her off and said our goodbyes. then we drove the parents to the hotel and said goodbye to them too. they’re so sweet. wait, did i mention that they got us electronic toothbrushes?! LOL i’m crying. then we drove back. i think kevin and i napped for a bit, talked to hillary for a bit, exercised after, kevin washed all of the dishes and got the suitcases from storage (thank youuuu so muchhh!) and then i wrote down what to pack before hitting the hay at like 11:45 pm... this week will be super long ahha. i miss the fam already though...

30: i was really tired when i woke up today... lol. i didn’t do my best doing my hiit workout in the morning but i got through it. i gave myself a bit too much cereal and had to throw some out because it was too sweet x_x then i trained to work and booked a conference room. i had some time to myself in the morning before mathew came in so i just did some internet errands. vivian was going to sleep over today because both of us were flying back to chicago :O LOL what a coincidence? haha. it was a full on brainstorming day so we went into the conference room and talked and then took a short break for lunch before hopping on stand up. we got dave to join in for a bit and got a pretty good foundation. then mathew and i finished up some things and called it a day at around 4 pm. i messaged vivian and she couldn’t drop off the uhaul in quincy so she decided to stay at the airport until her flight. lol kevin and i were so confused. so then i said goodbye to everyone until monday and then i took the train home. i ate a ton of my banana bread and the few speculoos cookies left. then i waited for kevin to get home. i watched some youtube videos. we cuddled and was thankful for the rest we were getting for a bit before eating leftovers and packing. i exercised and then showered and kevin ate dinner while i packed. then we did a bit of apartment cleaning and then kevin packed and it was like 11:30 pm or something when i slept. kevin played a bit of games before he went to sleep. zzzz. we had to get up at 4 am for the flight.

31: waking up at 4 am wasn’t too bad. we changed, brushed, and got everything we needed and took an uber to the airport. the airport wasn’t packed but it wasn’t empty either. we got past tsa about 15-20 minutes before boarding time so i got an interesting “ombre pink drink” (made with a bit of lime?) and kevin got a breakfast burrito from currito. we made it just in time to eat and line up for group ‘b.’ i tried looking for vivian but i couldn’t find her. when we were all boarded, i messaged her and she told me she was at gate a22 LOLOL. we were so close! i dozed in and out on the flight and i kept twitching every time i fell asleep -__-” kevin was out like a light bulb. he played some pokemon too. we got off, my dad was waiting at the baggage claim for us, we got our bags, and my dad drove us through about 1 to 1 hour and 30 minutes of morning traffic back home. me and kevin ko’d in the car. well, kevin ko’d and i dozed in and out again. we took a small nap and then ate whatever was in the fridge. then my uncle tony and my grandma came (to meet kevin LOL) and drop off food. hehe. i also talked to my uncle prior to this to make sure what time he was getting here. good times with my uncle tony~

i did some testing for work and then hopped on the stand up. after the stand up, i talked with phil about another thing we had to address. then i worked on that for the rest of the evening. i got on another call with him after and we figured something out. then kevin and i headed to 527 cafe to get dinner with nluu, ashley, and ryan. i got the popcorn chicken salad (didn’t taste as good as before hmm) and kevin got pork with rice. it was nice catching up with all of them. we shared shaved ice at the end of the meal and we were so full. i also got a really random milk tea with coconut, jasmine tea, mango, and lychee? lololol it tasted good to me tbh. then nluu, kevin, and i went to first ascent. they climbed while i waited for the yoga class to end and digest my food. when the class cleared out, i went in and used the studio. my video kept pausing and buffering so i did an extra long leg workout. my legs were jelly after. we left right when they closed at 11 pm and then we got back home and got ready for bed. i was so tired. i showered and then ko’d even before kevin finished showering LOL.

jun01: i got up early to work out, shower, and eat a banana before kevin drove us to chinatown so i could get my teeth cleaned. he went to an asian bakery to wait for me. i thought it would take forever but i actually was done at like 11:40 am or something (i got there at 11 am). then we drove to cafe orient 33 to pick up lunch. we got popcorn chicken and bibimbap. we ate and then i got on stand up and he got on another meeting. my stomach didn’t feel too good again so i ended up doing a bit of work before i just laid on the couch on took a nap. my stomach still felt a bit unsettled when hillary came over. my mom cut us some fruit and my stomach felt fine then. i got to catch up and talk with hillary and then kevin went to visit ryan’s apartment before we headed to sumi for dinner! we got a ton of appetizers and only a bit of meat but it’s okay haha. we were so full by the end of dinner. we noticed that the service hasn’t been as A+ as before but the chef is always great. we got our orders mixed up this time but the food was still amazing. they had orange vanilla kakigori again -- we’ll come back in july if they have the pineapple flavored one. i have so much respect and admiration for chef gene kato at sumi. this will always be a special place for me and kevin :) we drove back with super full bellies and then took a walk around my neighborhood at like 10 pm LOL. then we got ready for bed and i felt jkfnsdkjfnsd again in my stomach so i was a bit grumpy. we went to sleep at like 1 am. i think i’ve been eating way too much so i need to cut back so i don’t feel this way.

jun02: i had my alarm set to 8:45 am but i woke up at 8 am to do my workout, shower, and then hop on a 9 am call. that call didn’t happen so i just got my stuff together to go to daniel’s to wfh but actually work from daniel’s... kevin and i ate leftovers for breakfast real quick and then kevin dropped me off and he went to go climbing with ryan and nluu. i had to go in through the back while daniel was on a call so i felt like i was like a robber or something x_x his house is so nice! the renovations look real good :) we both worked a bit and actually got on calls at the same time. mathew gave me the option of taking it easy today and/or working on the new stuff he planned out. daniel and i split a combo platter from shawarma inn and i ate while on my stand up. my stand up went on for a bit too long so i had to ask kevin to pick me up so that daniel could work. it was nice spending time with this one in his newly renovated house LOL. but in general, it was nice to hang out with daniel one on one. he looks like he’s doing good for himself right now.

kevin picked me up, he quickly showered, and we headed to northwestern. we parked and then hurriedly walked to the garage. it was a bit awkward when we entered and then haoqi introduced kevin to his students and then we talked to sarah and got her to demo her project for us. haoqi came back and we had a sumi moment together (excluding sarah LOL -- i’m sorry). apparently, haoqi was at sumi yesterday when we were and he was sitting outside! we saw their food being sent out! it was crazy. if we chose to sit outside, we would have seen him! lol, haoqi kept interrupting sarah to say “omg, i can’t believe it.” good times. we got there too late to see any other demos but kevin caught up with people and we ended up talking to haoqi and others after. there is a peeled in the garage so then kevin and i split that and then drove back home. haoqi invited me to their dinner at the pecking pig but i wanted to stay behind to exercise and spend time with hillary. i think kevin and i ko’d for a bit and then we went downstairs to cool down (a/c in my house was not on yet). i exercised and then kevin headed out to dinner. i rushed to shower because hillary was outside of my house and then i chilled with her for the rest of the evening.

i sorted through old clothes and stuff while hillary was there and then she offered to drive me to yeowoosai. i was the first one there and it was late so it was a bit shady. thank god daniel got there a few minutes later. we got a table and ordered the seafood pancake and waited for everyone to come. ryan stopped by with ashley, peter came with friends and his friends left to go to the bar, and then nluu and honglin came. we ordered mango soju and it was awesome. i would get that again. then we ordered popcorn chicken and kimchi fried rice. the fried rice was so spicy. kevin came after his dinner stuff and ordered yogurt makkoli and ate some food too. then ryan, ashley, and daniel left before we headed over to karaoke. it was nice catching up with all of the guys and spending time with them <3 so i was the only girl in this group and honglin is still the best at karaoke. we sang until our throats hurt and left at around 2 am. nluu kindly drove us all home. thank you! lol my stomach didn’t feel so good and i felt grouchy. i didn’t want to sleep in my hot room so i just went downstairs and slept there. kevin was ko’d on my bed. i think we went to sleep at around 3 am @_@;

jun03: my stomach was still killing me in the morning, but i got up from the basement and into the bedroom just as my parents were waking up. i apologized to kevin for my mood last night and then we drove over to firecakes so i could see hen and get doughnuts! hen didn’t see me until i got to the head of the line and she gasped ahahha. i asked her to give me the best half dozen doughnuts and kevin got a rhubarb fritter, which was delicious. the shop was busy so i could only say hi and give her a big hug before leaving. i’ll definitely see her in july because she was one of the people i couldn’t see this time. she’s so precious <3 oh, while in line, we had a weird saic reunion with another alum LOL. he recognized me and i kind of recognized him and then all three of us were like, “woah” haha. the thing is that he was also visiting from boston for the weekend?! he lives in cambridge and works at harvard. that’s crazy!!!

then kevin and i went to peeled to get another acai bowl! haha. we were feeling grody from eating so much food. the line was kind of long but we waited. he dropped me off at victoria’s and then drove over to ryan’s after taking a few bites of my bowl. i chilled with victoria and did some pokemon things with her while waiting for ashley. oh, it was a christmas miracle because the asian snack package was delivered today! i got it on my way out the door in the morning~ so victoria and i did a sort of unboxing and then ashley came and we tried some snacks all together. lol, we ate so much sugar in one sitting. then we walked over to patissiere coralie and ashley and i split macarons and a salmon and avocado sandwich. i also got their herbal berry iced tea! it was tart but refreshing. we went back to victoria’s, ate more, talked, and sugar coma’d on her couch. victoria told us her funny cheesecake story and then basically kicked us out for laughing at her (LOL, jk. she had to leave a buy dessert though). ashley and i called an uber and got stuck in pretty bad traffic. we both dozed off though. ugh, chicago has endless and large amounts of construction going on right now. x__x;

we got to ryan’s and then called all three of the guys (kevin, ryan, and nluu). nluu was the last and only person to pick up before kevin got us at the door, LOL. they were playing hanabi and they didn’t want to forget their cards. ashley and i chilled while they finished their game. ryan and terence’s place is super nice. i love the view and i really love their kitchen stove floor cushion and the empty space in front of the kitchen that they have right now. i did a good amount of walking around and then we all decided to go get dinner at pho 888. i went with nluu to re-park his car and then we all hopped in my car and went to argyle. i got my bun thit nuong cha gio as usual and kevin ate some of my food because mine was better than his egg noodles, lulz. i also got tofu spring rolls because i needed veggies... kevin and i boxed our meals and then found parking in ryan’s neighborhood. then we got back, used the bathroom, and took a while for kevin and nluu to give into taking a walk around montrose park.

it was a nice and fun walk! we got kevin to third wheel ashley and ryan LOL and then we started copying what ryan does when he walks ahahaha. we also mistook a child for a dog... we walked around the water and saw ducks on a date and the guys threw around a frisbee. it was pretty much summer feels all over again. if only we still played pokemon go, it would have been exactly like last summer haha. lol we also watched and stared at a chauffeur who was trying to park his gigantic car in front of ryan’s... he parked on the curb and left i think. then we saw a soccer player fall after throwing the ball back on to the field. lol we were the peanut gallery this evening. we walked back, the guys played hanabi to redeem themselves from last round, and ashley and i chileld and appreciated the view and the weather and the calming hip hop instrumentals we were streaming on youtube. it was a very nice setting to end the day. kevin and i left at around 10 pm, hugged everyone, dropped nluu off at his car, and then drove back home. i got pretty grr at packing and just all of the stress from this trip devoured me in that instance so i got mad at kevin too. we ended the night on a pretty sour note but i slept in the bed as well because i was too tired and we were getting up in a few hours as well.

jun04: i was dead when we woke up at 5:30 am. kevin was still mad at me but i was really tired (i mean both of us were) so we just dealt with it. my parents drove us to the airport and then we waited in a long ass long to check in our bags x__x; tsa was really quick though and we had enough time for kevin to get a breakfast croissant and then we waited to board. we both ko’d during the flight and kevin woke me up so i could get my complimentary free drink LOL. i got my red tea and they gave us belvita oat cookies again. i ate a few and then went back to sleep. the flight was less than 2 hours and we landed about 20-30 minutes earlier than expected, woot! we got our bags from baggage claim and then took the bus and train home. i apologized when we got back and kinda broke down. i think i was bottling up a lot of stress during my trip, which i felt wasn’t too fun honestly. kevin also apologized and we just spent some time cuddling in bed to recover from our trip. then we ate the leftovers from dinner for lunch and ate some zong zi. then we unpacked everything and i started doing laundry. kevin did the meal planning and i got to relax and catch up on youtube videos.

then we headed to kam man, good fortune, roche bros, and bj’s for groceries. kevin was so happy to drive bb again and he had to get used to the easy steering ;P good fortune was selling 18 boxes of raspberries for $3?! or something crazy like that. we ended up getting like 3 for $1 but i was tempted to get an entire box... we stopped by bj’s to get detergent and fabric softener because we’re finally out :O we got back, unpacked, and we snacked a little. ooo we also got life cereal and ate a bit of that. kevin went to game and i watched more videos and looked at everlane’s modern point flats. i got my size 7.5 rothy’s in the mail and tried them on only to find out that they’re too wide :( i tested my 7′s again during grocery shopping time and they didn’t cut me like last time. maybe i’ll keep these? or should i invest in real leather flats? hmm. i could get both if i saved up too. idk, i fell asleep reading everlane reviews LOL. i was supposed to fold clothes... i woke up an hour later and i remember kevin teasing me about falling asleep because i said that i didn’t need to nap earlier.

i woke up and then put the sheets in the dryer (i might have left them in the washer too long) and folded clothes. then i exercised because i wanted to test new exercise videos and i also felt pretty bad for eating junk food and fried foods during my trip. blech Dx i don’t know if i’ll ever casually drink again...it always ends up hurting my stomach, sigh. i’ll try to stick to that but if me and kevin go to a new restaurant or something, i’ll definitely try a drink or sip from his. anyway, i did a kickboxing video, full body workout, and an intense cardio video while kevin made us a quick dinner. we ate and then had raspberries for dessert. then it was shower time and i got to wash my hair~ it was late but i felt so nasty from the hot chicago weather, the airport, etc. i stayed up until 12:30 am or something looking at stuff on my phone and then fell asleep. back to work tomorrow :)

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