Experiment 01: Bambi First Conclusions
It is I the One and only exhausted college student who is tired of drawing 50 thumbnails for a logo to be paid after 90 days of hard work. On that note, these last 20+ days has been interesting for me. As for the subjects they wish their names and gender to be hidden thus they shall be named Bambi 00 and Bambi 01, and shall use they or their. I shall now describe through log format each day from 00-20.
Since this is about the bambi files they will involve me saying certain triggers, if you are sensitive towards them read at your own risk. You have been warned.
I have talked to Bambi 00 and they are on board for this. I wonder what will happen, honestly it never occurred to me that I would be doing something like this. I must make sure to always carefully listen to all their requests and immediately change something if they wish. Priority comes to them at all cost of this experiment or else it would be considered unethical. As to not break the rules of the IRB or APA I will not be able to record any opinions, feelings, or emotions, thus I will only be able to record the sequences of files listened to. This sequence is can not share once I post the experiment since it will cause bias to readers. Also going ahead and making sure to make a written consent form as to cover all my bases.
Day 1, so the bambi races have begun, my predictions is that by day 10, a fully functioning bambi will be the result of carefully chosen sequences. Complications 0, Bambi 00 is ready to listen. I am currently fully functioning and I'm genuinely curious in how fast their mind breaks, or bambi takes over. Biggest concern is that bambi 00 does not feel pressured or coerced by me to keep listening, making sure to always reassure that they can leave when they want, and it will be okay to do so if the files feel to intense.
Day 2: A NEW CHALLENGER APPROACHES. Bambi 01 has joined the party. Other than that no complications. I am sort of confused as of what I am going to write in these chat logs since nothing really happened today, Bambi 00 listened to the file, we talked afterwards making sure that they are okay after listening to files. Also its become apparent to me that the hypnosis aspect of hypnokink does not turn me on but rather the power dynamic does. However, I need to make sure that these feelings to not lead me to create a bias that could possibly ruin this experiment.
Day 3: Bambi 01 and Bambi 00 are progressing through the files just as expected. It seems to me that Bambi 01 is more open to the Bambi files, I can record this because it is my own opinion not theirs. To test how Bambi 00 is doing I have decided to test the triggers every 5 days as to see how they affect them.
Day 4: Not bad, Bambi 00 is smiling more often in trance they seem to have found their grove in the files, after all they are where created to turn a person into a bimbo. Honestly thinking that my predictions might come true, however, that might be an ego problem which I might have to check later.
Day 5: Test 1/4 for Bambi 00. It seems that the trigger Bimbo Doll and Bambi work quite well in the sense that they become glazed, however other triggers have yet to have the same reaction such as good girl. Bambi 01 is doing quite well and we had a long discussion about kinks after listening to the files.
Day 6: Test 1/4 for Bambi 01. Compared to their predecessor there seems to not be as much progress towards Bambi, however, I remain valiant in the amount effort I put in for Bambi 01.
Day 7: I am not feeling so hot, lots of school work, had me barely finish the sessions with Bambi 00 and 01 without using that time to catch up on sleep. I most likely should have since this day seems just like their minds eventually completely blank for me.
Day 8: Sleep is still becoming a big issues, I am however, I started reading more about hypnosis videos and other studies done in this field and I am quite fascinated by how much the mind can be affected by words. Bambi 01 had a break through in becoming a good girl and as well as falling in trance once bambi is said.
Day 9: My Mind is YELLING SLEEP so much but usually after 4 cups of coffee it begins to shut up. My current sleep schedule is dwindling but I’ll try to sleep more before it goes down to 4 hours per day. Bambi 00 notice the effects and asked if I wanted to put the experiment on hold to which I said nay and that I am well enough to continue, I feel that I will come to regret this decision but Timothy, (my pretend shoulder monkey that I always over explain to) you can be breaking other peoples minds without having your own mind broken a bit.
Day 10: Test 2/4 for Bambi 00. Conclusion: Dearest Timothy “I........ am a failure, a complete and utter failure, I have failed in my predictions of only 10 days till bambi with Bambi 00. There may still be hope with Bambi 01 since they have made quite the progress, which if I am being honest, did not expect out of them. So good on them turning off their brain into becoming a bimbo.
Day 11: Test 2/4 for Bambi 01. Conclusion: MY HUBERISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, I am more than a failure. I feel like crap, I am 0/2 and while they have made quite the progress, specially in regards to files 03 and 04, it seems that bambi has not yet fully taken over, I understand why, and you can rush the mind but still, it would have been nice to have gotten the prediction and thesis correct. I also feel that I should resurface on tumblr since I haven’t posted much.
Day 12: Bambi 00 is becoming increasingly horny when some triggers are said, they have begun listening to some of the advanced files and I am seeing a spark of light in this hole that I have dug. Could it bee that by now their minds are ready? all of the basic triggers are fully functioning may it just needs a gentle push towards bambi. Bambi 01 is also showing similar traits. I must investigate further.
Day 13: SUCCESS AS LAST: Bambi has taken over Bambi 00, it seems that their mind began succumbing during the session and in a conversation afterwards while talking, I started mentioning the triggers and it became fully operational. My only hope is for the same effect to occur to Bambi 01 since if it becomes a trend this could be the start of it.
Day 14: Still waiting for Bambi 01 to pop, nothing has happened during or after the session, I might be wrong and just created something where there is nothing to look at but I have a feeling that this is not the case. Bambi 00 is happily listening to their files, edging outside of sessions. I hope that they have not been listening to the files outside of sessions since that would ruin mostly everything.
Day 15: Test 3/4 for Bambi 00. Conclusion: Ready to be a cock puppet and be used. Began craving anal as well as being used. I do not know if this would be a combination of personality mixing with bambi or different. I must investigate further. Bambi 01 mind has popped and they are ready to be bambi.
Day 16: Test 3/4 for Bambi 01. Conclusion: Fully under ready to be used. It seems that Bambi 01 wanting to focusing more on Hucow within the advance files. Currently Bambi 00 is anal focused, and now Bambi 01 wants to be milked. This might have been more than what I have bargained for.
Day 17: Overall all nothing to say. Quite sessions with both Bambi 00 and 01 wanting to edge afterwards to which I allowed. I also started talking more to @slutforyous and they are genuinely amazing. They gave me an idea for a next possible project in regards to anal droneification and objectification. To which I know that Bambi 00 will immediately sign up for, however I don’t think they would be allowed.
Day 18: Uneventful day for Bambi 00 or 01 nothing to talk about
Day 19: Bambi 01 began to Moo while edging after a session, I am slightly concerned and I will not only investigate further but also talk to Bambi 01 about this. Bambi 00 is quite docile with something plugged in them with all of their triggers working perfectly. My personal favorite being drop for cock.
Day 20: Test 4/4 for Bambi 00. Conclusion Bambi full take over. I talked to them about what they want to do next after finishing their 20 days, they wish to continue listening to the files, and on the bright side I no longer have to take notes during a session, It seems that they are genuinely happy in this new life and I am proud of them. Bambi 01 is next and after talking to them in length about the mooing, it seems that it is okay and they are perfectly happy and feel safe with it so they will continue.
Day 21: Test 4/4 for Bambi 01. Conclusion Bambi Cow? either way it was full take over. Bambi 01 is happy being a cow and wearing a leash. I feel so proud almost like a papa hen watching as these two Bambi’s became full bimbos. I am taking a well deserved rest and will continue updating tomorrow.
Finally, well rested and much needed rest. I think this was a great experience and now I have 2 Bambi’s granted they are their own persons, but I also decided to in one final session install safety lock in both Bambi’s as to not let people abuse those triggers that work perfectly well.
Now all of you know just a bit o the effort I have put into this experiment and if you wish to participate DM me since now I am back to 0/4 and ready to start again. Thank you for all the people that have messaged me separately and encouraged me. I will post a part 2 about this, which might include whats going to happen in the next experiment.
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