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rjnonymous · 1 year
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If Bruce hadn't taken in his kids every single one of them except Jason would've turned out as murderous maniacs
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fagofgod · 5 months
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there are people saying jesusjudas isnt real toxic yaoi bc jesus wasnt toxic... yeah ok so i was about to start speaking but then i got sleepy and realised i probably shouldnt. say the words i was going to. um. hm. do me a favour dont look at the tags
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songtwo · 2 years
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yk like ive always been grateful i grew into a really loving and healthy family esp bc im aware my mom grew up in the most horrible environment and i love her so much for breaking all those vicious cycles but ive been reading all about love by bell hooks and idk each page makes me throw up and die in both a good and a bad way
#like ok maybe it wasnt the Healthiest environment when i was a child but it also was never abusive or toxic or anything#my parents just werent fit for each other and that was basically it#and my dad too he also grew up in a basically loveless family and though it wasnt abusive it wasnt nice either#and i see the ppl his siblings became and the way they treat their children and it rly shows just how lucky i was#and my mom like her life was awful just awful i dont know how she managed to become the person she is bc shes like a perfect mom and friend#and everything#and yesterday a cousin she hadnt heard from since they were teens bc he went 2 the usa at 15 called her#and its crazy yk like hes doing good now but everyone knows they treat undocumented immigrants like literal garbage#let alone a 15 yr old child#and the thing is my mom's family was far poorer than his#and its insane and unbelievable 2 everyone how my family who would go days without eating and where everyone had to work from age 7 or so#would go on to become professors and idk like his family wasnt rich but they definitely werent as poor as them#and like his children grew up in completely different conditions than i did#and like that could've easily been me#and its so weird thinking of my life#like i can be here making silly posts everyday in a completely different language and talk about work and school and silly old men#when my mom at my age was working her ass off at the only school they could afford and would be married in a few months#and my grandma at my age was already married and expecting a child bc she left her home at 18 bc she couldnt keep handling the abuse#and like i lead a completely different life just bc . my mom made good decisions#and its just . ive had a rly good life despite not doing anythign to deserve it#like i dont mean in order to have a good life and a loving family you must earn it ofc not#but i just think about my mom and my grandma and my aunt and all of my relatives however distant or close they might be#and im still the only person in my entire family to ever go to college and i mean i did work hard to get in but my mom and any of my uncles#were far more hardworking and smarter but they just didnt have any money#and i mean thats the case w a lot of ppl#and again its not that u have to earn it everyone should have access to education and a home and have their basic needs meet basically#but thats sadly not the case#and im just too close to this#i really just got lucky#and its like . what if my parents never broke the cycles
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no-one-hears-me · 9 months
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can't tell if this is a true bros before hoes moment or if I'm being unreasonable
#hard to explain in detail without like. using names and everything#also there's too many details if I gave the whole story#BASICALLY. quick recap. current main bf is my bestie's very good friend#bestie's ex cheated on him with 2 dudes? I think 2. and then they told him and he broke up with her obviously#after they broke up she tried convincing people that she did nothing wrong and he's evil and toxic and manipulative and whatever#including posting on every social media about it#even tho she literally had sex with multiple men while they were together... okay#also bestie is a sweetheart and very loyal and he would do anything for her so yk what she's saying about him isn't true#anyways. that was his only real relationship and so afterwards he had a lot of self esteem issues and trust issues and etc#he hasn't even tried dating anyone since then bc he doesn't want to anymore. bc of her#so now main bf who is very close with bestie and knows about EVERYTHING is trying to be friends with his ex#which is weird bc she blocked bestie and his other friends so idk how this dude is on good terms with her#but also. when your friend gets cheated on you're supposed to get mad and hate the ex. right? that's what most people do#I think it's weird and also kinda wrong to be friends with the ex after that#so I kinda like. don't wanna talk to this dude now bc I feel like he's disrespecting his good friend who also happens to be my good friend#my other friend got cheated on in a milder situation and all of his friends including myself stopped talking to his ex entirely#bc we don't like her we don't agree with her she's a horrible person etc#and the situation with bestie's ex was wayyyy worse I'm downplaying it and excluding details. she's evil#ALSO now that I think about it. bestie explicitly told this dude he wasn't allowed to talk to me and he still did#at first I didn't think it was a big deal but looking at it now? he just doesn't respect his friend huh#which I don't like bc that's my friend too wtf#yeah he's getting replaced I stand with bestie#Sera
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How to suppress hunger
1.Water
Chugging water isn’t always the best but before/during/after eating could really help making you more full and eat less
2.Green Tea matcha
Green tea matcha boosts a certain hormone that suppresses hunger and boosts metabolism
3.Coffee
Decaffeinated stimulates a hormone reducing appetite more than caffeinated (basically doing the same as matcha)
4.Apples
They are a good high-fiber/low-calorie snack
5.steel cut oatmeal
It’s basically slow to digest due to carbs and dietary fiber
6.Nuts
High in fiber especially almonds
7.Exercise
Intense exercise can suppress hunger for at least 24 hours
8.Sleep
Lack of sleep causes you to get hungrier and overall disrupts your hormone levels
9.Mindful eating
Really chewing your food, savoring the flavor of the food and not munching on the food until your stomach explode
10. Reminding myself
Ik for some it might sound crazy, but a constant reminder is for me necessary so I can keep on track yk. When I Ik I’m close to binging I remind myself why I’m doing this/for who I’m doing it for (js basically Motivation yk. Could be even toxic or non-toxic motivation, I couldn’t care less)
Hope this helped and good luck on your weight loss journey 🙌🏾
(And please remember that they’ll probably temporarily suppress your hunger. And they don’t always work for everyone)
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scarletevening · 9 months
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innocuous [ könig ]
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saying im obsessed with this man is an undersatement.
cw: suggestive [ some are a little up front... ], foul language, age difference? [ i mean he is a colonel... ], might be toxic [ idk tho too many hearts in my eyes ], also kinda fem! reader but can be read as gn! reader
Older bf! König, whos not a man you can read, far too experienced with life to let you get in his thoughts, but that doesn’t mean that he could keep himself out of yours. 
OlderBf! König, who basically entranced you with his intelligence, guiding you like a gentle wing, keeping you close and safe from unfamiliarity, because he was familiar with all of it.
OlderBf! König, would let you make mistakes so he could help you learn, hold your hand and reward you for every little thing you accomplished, even as small as finding the breaker, talking you through it, even for something as big as every time he makes you squirt.
OlderBf! König, even in things you might have experience in, he’ll baby you. he’ll baby you when you first kiss him, gently pressing his scarred lips against your plush, glossy ones, carefully holding your chin, guiding you even if you knew what you were doing. but god did it make you nervous when he did that, nervous enough to make the hand on your chin more than helpful. 
OlderBf! König, who is a total tease, but refuses to admit it. He knows how to get your pretty little head all riled up, and with his deep voice, his vocabulary more extensive than yours, even as his foreign language, in english, he speaks like a poet. even when he talks about the ways he would fuck you in his office. 
OlderBf! König, who wears sexy rectangle glasses every night as he closes his day with a chapter from a mystery book. he knows you look- stare at him, the way the glasses sit at the tip of his large, hooked nose, slightly crooked from a long-since healed break. a nose you have very lewdly felt between your legs.  
OlderBf! König, lets you babble to him about your day, responding in short hums as you chatter, taking no particular interest in your words because he’s too focused on your plump, glossy lips. doesn’t matter if your yelling, screaming, whining, crying, just plain talking, he loves the blush of your lips.
OlderBf! König, who doesn’t get jealous because he knows you’re all his. who enjoys the way you pout when you purposefully try to make him jealous, giggling and laughing with McTavish. but why can’t he just share his good little girl? knowing you’d probably like that too.
OlderBf! König, who can make you melt with just his eyes. not just his adorable puppy eyes that any man would bend for, but the way he looks down at[on] you, his towering height forcing you to deflate under his orders, piercing gaze making words out of stares. he isn’t a colonel for no reason, its hard to do anything but listen, especially when he whispers in your ear how to move your hips. 
OlderBf! König, who loves to mock the way you moaned the morning after. chuckling as he caresses your faces, using poetry to describe the way tears so beautifully filled your eyes, just as he filled you. 
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i am a whole different person when hes mentioned
idk if i should do hcs again i’m more of a rambler yk?
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irritablepoe · 4 months
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i want ranpo to realise how dark and obsessive poe's thoughts actually are. like they are sweet together and all but i think that a big part of this is bc they never talk about this stuff. ranpo just accepts or ignores that poe has been thinking about him for 6 YEARS, completely isolating himself and basically distancing himself entirely from his former life just bc of him. poe may not have bad intentions now bc he realised that he actually doesn't want to kill ranpo but just be acknowledged by him, but that doesn't move away the fact that he actually does everything ranpo asks him to do, which is a slippery slope to toxic behavior if ranpo were to use him in that way (which i think he doesn't btw, he asks him to write stuff, yes, but i'm pretty sure that poe wouldn't object anyone else (he's a bit closer with) if they asked him and if it means he's helping in some way yk?)
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whowantslovergirl · 3 months
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You Stupid Bitch
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Maddy Perez x reader (gender not specified)
warnings: cursing its euphoria yk, nate jacobs the homophobic gay woman beater, talks about the abuse, reader being an awesome person, somewhat happy ending, and yea! don't forget to smile!! ^ this means start the song 💋
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Summary: Maddy can't see that the perfect one for her is Y/N
posted: January 27,2024
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Almost everyone knows how toxic Maddy and Nate is. If you don't know anything about their relationship you basically live under a rock.
The person who knew the most was Y/n a timid person but with a loud personality that's why Maddy and them got along so well.
It even got to the point where everyone thought they were a couple and only Y/n wishes for such a thing.
Because they and everyone else believes they are perfect for Maddy.
Except Maddy. ^
You let the wrong people love you
But you don't see that, do you?
When you cry and need my comfort
I drop everything to come over
Nate fucked up again and Maddy is paying for it again.
They were in her room making out and her phone kept ringing. It was this guy that was like obsessed with Maddy.
Nate saw it, got angry, threw stuff like the man he is, Maddy started crying, Nate didn't care, and blah blah blah. He left and Maddy is still crying and immediately texted you.
You were doing homework and a project at the same time when you got a text.
Maddy <3
can u please come over need ur comfort again??
You immediately went to her house.
The homework and project is due next week anyway.
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see
the perfect one for you is me?
You were over at Maddys again trying to her calm down. "He's such a cunt Y/n! I did nothing fucking wrong!" You were quick to agree and still trying to get her to calm down.
"Just count to ten and try to breathe babe." You call everyone babe so of course Maddy isn't gonna find anything weird with the nickname.
She slowly started to calm down. "Thanks Y/n I can always count on you. You're literally my soulmate." She smiled and pulled you into a hug.
If only she said that out of a romantic love instead of a platonic one.
Maddy is your soulmate.
But she's too fucking dumb to see that.
"Anything for you Mads."
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see
the perfect one for you is me?
You and Maddy were taking a walk around the block. An old couple was walking the opposite way and they saw you guys.
"Oh well you guys are the most beautiful young couple l've ever seen!" The old lady says with a smile.
Before you correct her Maddy was a little too quick to jump to the opportunity.
"Oh we're not together I have a boyfriend." Yea for two more days, is what you wanted to say but the old lady just apologized and said
"Well I can tell the one you have now is not the one."
Literally everyone knows it but her.
You don't know what you deserve
And that's why you end up hurt
But you never listen
Take my advice as criticism
"Maddy he doesn't deserve you!" You and Maddy were arguing over the fact that Nate is a piece of shit. You think she doesn’t deserve to be treated like a piece of plastic but she believes that he’s just broken and needs someone to help him.
“You don’t known him Y/n! He needs someone to help him!”
“Yeah a fucking therapist! You shouldn’t have to pay for his actions Mads!” She just shook her head. “He treats you like shit! Every time something happens he storms off like a fucking bitch. He doesn’t care about you, Maddy. He just knows you will never leave him.”
“He does care Y/n! He’ll kill for me and I’ll kill for him. You just don’t know what true love looks like because you’ve been treated like shit in all of your relationships!” You knew she didn’t mean that so you just brushed it off.
“You don’t know what you deserve Maddy and when he puts his hands on you, which he will, don’t come crying to me!” You stormed out of her room and she heard the door slam and immediately started crying.
Her mom, who heard the whole thing. Just stared at her. Maddy looked up wondering why her own mother is not comforting her.
“Tienen razón Maddy. Puede parecer amor verdadero, pero es todo menos eso y muy pronto lo verás tal como es.”
(They are right Maddy. It may feel like true love but it’s anything but that and you will see him for who he truly is very soon.)
Then make the worst decisions
She went back to him but you weren’t surprised in any way. She can be stupid if she wants, you stopped caring.
You saw her the Monday after the fair and you guys made eye contact and she looked pale and very tired. She was also dressed in a turtleneck, since when did she wear a turtleneck in hot weather. Then it hit you.
‘I knew it, he fucking choked her.’
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see
The perfect one for you is me?
When you see Maddie having a breakdown in the cafeteria and only Cassie comforting her at school you can tell she needs you. Really bad.
So you go over and just sit down and hug her. No questions asked. And she gladly accepted the hug and just cried into your shoulder.
“It’s alright Mads.”
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see
The perfect one for you is me?
After Maddy had your comfort. She’s been on you like crazy. Trying to kiss you and all. You thought this is what you wanted but not like this. Not after Nate.
“Maddy please. Just chill out.” You said trying to pull her arms off you. and she’s still trying to kiss you and hug you.
“You know your the best ever right? Even better than Nate.”
This is fucking bullshit.
Don't bite your lip or grit your teeth
Just count to ten and try to breathe
You stupid bitch, can't you see
The perfect one for you is me?
Another shitshow with Nate and Maddy. You’re honestly sick of this shit.
You gotta tell her how you feel.
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“Maddy I can’t do this anymore.”
“Do what?”
“You know what Maddy! This fucking hot and cold shit. I’m done being the therapist.”
“If it was that serious why did you keep doing it?!”
“Because I was in love with you Maddy! I was fucking in love. But now I’m not so?!”
“What do you mean you’re not?”
“I mean I’m not Maddy. Bye.” You walked out and just left her.
You never felt so fucking free.
The perfect one for you is me
The perfect one for you is me
You stupid bitch, can't you see
She just couldn’t see you were perfect for her and will continue to get hurt. But you’re okay with that.
The perfect one for you is me?
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An: GOT MY SHIT CHECKED but the spacing looks weird so I don’t know how to fix tht BUT HOPE YOU ENJOYED
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arriansarchive · 10 months
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Hermione Granger/Male! Ravenclaw!Reader Headcanons
I love hermione
Headcanon prompt: random
You two would study together in the library and accidently be back after curfew
Miss McGonagall would catch you and since your both top students she would let it go but send you back to your dorms
Before you were dating, she would always try to make out if you were sending her any hints
(you actually weren't but your just awkward and she thought you were)
She was a little obsessed
ALWAYS talking about you to her friends
And likewise for you
Even Luna gets annoyed at some point c'mon now
If your pureblood born then she invites you over for holidays at her house for you to experience muggle holidays
And if your halfblood it goes both ways I guess
Also if your pureblood you invite her over so she can see pure wizard family holidays
If ur a muggle both of your families get together to celebrate with all of you
Against popular belief I believe that if anyone (including you) called her mione that she would kill them
(not really a headcanon but yk)
Her favorite subject is transfiguration and you collect random trinkets and you'll give them to her to transfigure them into random things
She loves educational books, and you love fantasy books
Your basically the perfect match
You might be a top tier student and the prefect of Ravenclaw but that doesn't mean you don't get into trouble, so if you end up getting a cut or scratch from quidditch practice she patches you up
You sometimes make the mistake of putting stupid things above her, so like the civilized people you are, you will sit down and talk about it
Boom no toxicity here
End notes: just some silly little headcanons
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kaladinkholins · 4 months
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mizutaigen is literally like. the first "toxic" m/f ship i've ever cared for. cuz like usually my taste in m/f ships is basically "unhinged baddie" x "badass wifeguy" *
* (see:yen/geralt. trevor/sypha. adolin/shallan. kataang but katara is sane and they're literally so wholesome like theyre traumatised kids in love who are each other's emblem of hope in a war-torn world! so basically they don't count. anyway. i'm rambling.)
and to that end my friend called mizutaigen yaoi-adjacent and im like. yeah you're right actually cuz like hell yeah non-binary mizu and bisexual taigen rights and all the gender fuckery in the show in general
but also like.
theres just SOMETHING else about mizutaigen that just GETS me. like there's a special secret sauce like the pheromones in that one sephora lotion attracting spiders and i am the silly spider!!! there's just something about it!!! it's not even the enemies to lovers trope cuz i personally am not even usually into that (obv it's fine if you are. but yk.)
so as i keep rotating these thoughts around i thiiink it's the fact that, yknow, theyre so similar. like i honestly truly think they could be besties in another universe: a kinder universe where taigen was not taught to hate. a universe where mizu was not born a girl in a deeply misogynistic society or half-white in a xenophobic homogeneous society.
yeah now that i think about it that really just might be THE secret sauce!!! like the fact that they COULD be perfect and happy together, if only things were different, if only they werent themselves.
smth v bittersweet about that's just driving me insane and makes me want to root for them to overcome all those obstacles, to say "fuck all that" (re:the world and all its fucked up shit) and find each other in the end. to eventually become each other's fav person and confidant. who obv still bicker and tease and insult each other all the time but they dont really mean any of it and over time it just becomes a running gag between them and no one else has to get it because it's just between the two of them.
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tarjapearce · 8 months
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I've been a silent reader for a while and I really like your soccer family AU! so I have this idea... might be projecting but anyways
so it's common for some Mexican families to be toxic right... so what if Miguel bringing his family to a big family gathering in which he didn't really want to go to bcs he doesn't want his wife to be uncomfortable 🥺 but wifey insists anyway so he just goes for the sake of not getting badmouthed and yk the details
so when they finally got there they're like separated yk like, women are gathered in some parts of the house to chit chat but wifey doesn't really know anyone there while miguel is with the dads (i hope yk what i mean 😭) and the kids are playing with other kids
but after some time of miguel getting lost in convos he just feels like checking up on his family and overheard the women shades his wife (mainly bcs the aunties are jealous their daughter doesn't ends up with miguel) while she just sits there uncomfortably and forcefully laughing it off 😔😔 so he just got mad and confronted them (like really really mad) to the point where the whole family gathered there to see what's wrong
and after the whole outburst his last words is him cutting off his family and storms off with his wife and kids 😓 basically after that miguel literally apologise a thousand times to wifey for leaving her and then he and the kids comforts her the whole day 🥺💖
Oh hun. I'm no Mexican but I totally understand what you mean. There is a penchant in most Latin families to be... toxic. Sadly :/ .
And poor Mama! some tías can be quite 🐍🐍.
I like to think that wife reader does have a stranged relationship with her momma. (Not me projecting there lol) so he understands Miguel in that way. She'd totally apologize for insisting though.
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ruinationz · 7 months
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i just started going to tadc like less than a week ago, can you pitch showtime to me .. im inchrested
prepares my 200 page slideshow presentatio- jk lol i'll mini ramble under the cut
WELCOME TO FLIPPY'S SUPER AWESOME SHOWTIME PITCH. HERE WE GO.
-FIRST OFF their whole little motifs tie into eachother. caine is a leader figure (think the "king" of the gang, since he's a ringmaster) and pomni is a jester...plus they both DIRECTLY follow the circus theme out of everyone else in the main 6. see below
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LIEK YOU CANNOT GIVE ME THESE TWO VERY SIMPLE CONNECTIONS AND NOT EXPECT ME TO GO RABID OVER THEM
-they also have a few nice contrasts such as being the technical antagonist and protagonist, caine being loud and flamboyant while pomni is quiet and a bit more reserved (from what we can see so far), idk i like it im a sucker for it. it never fails to get me
-caine isn't evil despite being. yk the "Zany AI Web God Inspired by AM from I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream who's basically the Embodiment of Hatred Of Humanity itself". gooseworx has stated that he's genuinely oblivious and has a bad time understanding humans, and is doing his best to get to know them better. so it's likely we'll see him develop as a character throughout the series and as a result develop a dynamic with pomni (evil grin.)
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idk not much else that's coherent to say :3c to each their own about it but i really adore the two a lot ! it's a big comfort + they're both silly. my toxic trait is assigning every song from the scary jokes with them
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wickjump · 4 days
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Hey
What's your opinion on Error x Killer but in a classic→killer thing
Or just sillystring or just virusstreak (their ship names and I totally didn't make up the second one)
Also sorry I keep sending you asks but you're like the only person ever I don't feel extreme anxiety sending asks to Soo um yeah sorry
oooh honestly i haven’t thought of them in a romantic context all too much. i think they can be silly but i honestly prefer them more in a platonic “i’m going to annoy the fuck out of you” way, yk? or even “i’ll make fun of your boss bc i can and he is literally incapable of stopping my overpowered ass” way. they don’t like each other but they like to mess with each other, that’s how i personally see them.
in a classic -> killer way i’d still prefer them as not romantic in the end, but the angst potential is absolutely there. i view killer as, in a way, “worse” than dust in terms of how much he’s changed, you know? like out of all basic classic -> someone else variants, killer is the most changed while dust is the least i think. so on top of error now having to view killer as an anomaly, error would not be able to even see killer as classic in any real way because his personality changed so much. he still has classic’s looks, sure, but unlike dust, he’s not “reversible” or anything like the classic error liked.
it’s similar to how i view destructivedeath but in a much colder way, while error just no longer has an interest and would sulk about it for a good while rather than hurting from afar with an ache that will never leave like reaper would in the context of dd. especially because i cant fully imagine classicerror as sweet and soft or genuine lovers, more like a spur of the moment obsessive x obsessed over crackship that isn’t exactly toxic but the amount of lovebombing and kidnapping raises a good few eyebrows. i love error but he’s kind of a dick without realizing it. i can see classic -> killer being hurt by this though, like oh damn that. that was not actual love huh. oh uh. okay haha
were it not in a classic -> killer past romance way i could honestly see them working better? which is so weird but whatever. probably because without a past romance defining their relationship now, it’s easier to explore how their dynamic is with how killer is now as a person. because rather than the dynamic being past lover turned “unloveable” x insane asshole who cannot possibly love this new version of his lover due to his weird fucking philosophy, it’s crazy asshole with fucked up morals x insane manchild with fucked up morals and i sort of like that better. it’s more equal and doesn’t end up with one guy as a dick nobody likes and another guy on the verge of tears
also dw about asks!! i like them i think they’re fun. any asks i haven’t answered are bc they’re long and i need to figure out how to respond in a way that doesn’t annoy everyone on the plant, or bc i just haven’t had a good answer to give yet. i like asks theyre fun to do and anxiety is overrated let’s have fun
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lovebvni · 28 days
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my opinion on shifttok
ok, we all know that tiktok in general is a very toxic, harmful place for people that are growing up.
my opinion on shifttok isn’t going to be very… new? but it’s going to have some of the good parts, yk?
im not making this blog long bc i dont care a lot abt tiktok 💀💀
anyways, i hate shifttok. the negativity there, the lies, the manipulation is sooo SOOO harmful, and im tired of it. the fact there r so many people, witches included, that manipulate their viewers “if u don’t watch to the end/like/follow/ do x y z, then u will never shift!!” has me fed up.
let me tell everyone this, if u don’t interact with a post bc u don’t care, you aren’t goin to be held accountable by the universe, because that person just wants fame. hell, half the videos i see on there, even if the person doesn’t look interesting to me, i am SCROLLING faster than a foxy can run, okay?
there is nothing wrong with not caring, as long as you aren’t putting anyone in harms way, yk? and by not liking or following, you are not killing anyone!! if anything, they r trying to guilt trip u for their own gain. if there was genuinely something going on that is serious, i doubt it would be on tiktok.
anyways, back to shifttok…
i think shifttok is a good *introduction to shifting* place. just to know what it is, what it’s like and to learn the basics. it’s like having a pen pal is something fun, u can learn about them, but once u find out they have a different view than u, i highly doubt u would take their advice on something u disagree ruth, yk?
so, all and all, shifttok as a hole is a toxic place — but if it wasn’t for tiktok, witchtok and shifttok, then would u have been introduced to shifting at 15? 16? or u could have possibly never been able to find it.
of course, everything is going to come to you if u need it, but sometimes bc something doesn’t blow up for at least a short period of time, you would have been introduced to it LATER!
what im getting at is, introduction ≠ learning from the place. i was introduced to witchcraft in church, under the blind-eyes of christian’s, but once i did my own research and talked to people with their own experiences, that’s when i found it how helpful it can be.
that’s all. shifttok is still bad, but there’s always *something* even the tiniest bit of hope in the bad.
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energysoda · 1 year
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(ok so I got this ask awhile ago and responded to it but at the time my autistic ass didn't realize that it was prob a way of asking for like more of a piece of writing, and rn I feel like writing about it soooo yeah let's go)
CW: William Afton behavior (possessive, murderer, toxic, etc), sexual themes (nothing explicit, but I would give it a mature rating)
Sugar Daddy William Afton with a Goth Transmasc Partner Headcanons
You guys met each other in a music store, you were looking at an album and caught William's attention with your sense of style-- he found it intriguing
"I've heard about that band, are they any good?" He asked you, more of as an excuse to talk to you but there was some truth to it, he had heard about the band of the album you were looking at
At first you're kind of caught off guard, like why is this handsome older stranger talking to you, but you answer truthfully about the band since you assume that's probably the only reason he asked
After a while of small talk he ended up asking you out for dinner sometime which REALLY baffled you, but you ended up agreeing and that was the start of your somewhat unconventional relationship with him
When you found out he was the co-owner of Freddy Fazbear's Pizzeria, you were really surprised and kind of starstruck since you were actually really fascinated about the case and the potential ghosts
Sometimes he considers confessing what he did, but realistically he holds himself back... He'd also make plans to create an animatronic for you to haunt just in case anything happened, having to kill you or otherwise
You introduce him to some goth bands and he actually ends up really liking some of them (Mf likes The Smiths, also The Cure tbh)
He likes how when he talks about more morbid topics like death or whatever how it doesn't turn you off, and how you actually are quite engaged in the conversation
Pays for your university tuition, your rent, etc
Would fund your entire transition, like if you wanted to go on testosterone or get top surgery or bottom surgery-- anything you wanted he would insist on covering it for you
Also like goes crazy with buying you new clothes, accessories, makeup, the works basically. he likes seeing you dressed up in things he got you it drives him absolutely wild
In general he likes to spoil you with gifts, expensive dinners, etc. (though you do have to work for it at least a little yk)
Insists on driving you everywhere (and probably would break your car so you have to rely on him)
When you came out to him as trans he was surprised since he's never really known a trans person before let alone been in a relationship with one, but this new information didn't affect how he sees you at all and he makes that clear
Sex goes crazy
Bro will praise you and degrade you at the same time fr
If you're wearing lipstick that is transferable and are around him, you bet that his neck and face are gonna end up being covered in lipstick marks and he honestly loves it
DEFINITELY has a big thing for marking you up, like he likes making it known that you belong to him (this can be in various ways: hickies, jewelry he gave you, etc)
He doms most of the time but once on a blue moon he lets you dom
He likes teasing you, especially if you get flustered easily
This old man is so horny omfg like bro is down bad for you
Sometimes when you're alone with him he lets you give him a makeover
Definitely have gone on romantic walks in graveyards together
He is literally obsessed with you, like a concerning amount
If anyone harasses you OR flirts with you, they mysteriously go missing, that's kinda crazy I wonder what happened
Have any transphobic family? Not anymore <3
Literally if someone even looks at you wrong, he will have something to say about it
After sex he surprisingly likes to cuddle, and sometimes you guys just sort of talk about life or whatever random thing before falling asleep in each other's arms
he's more cuddly when he's sleepy, it's kind of sweet
Ok I'm done with ideas, hopefully that is satisfactory for u guys
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katanation · 2 months
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i personally am not a voxval enthusiast, however, i think the girlies should consider the two songs "basic space" and "night time" by the xx for their playlists
basic space is about a super physical relationship (i think i'm losing track of where you end and i begin / basic space / open air / don't look away when there's nothing there) and idk man but that song gives me their vibes yk (maybe it's because they're two sides of the same toxic vial. that they're both manipulators, in their own ways. that they're the same twisted coin in their relationship-coin-press)
night time describes a physical relationship where someone caught feelings that are... a bit hard to stomach (can i confess these things to you / well i don't know / embedded in my chest and it / hurts to hold) and i really think it would fit some sort of angst or hurt/comfort fluff vibe (they're business partners. they could be partners. they might tell themselves it's just business. how do you tell them you wished for something more. that you would give them anything in return for their attention, their affection)
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