#basically I’m very annoyed but being vague-ish but also wow unprofessional

[youremyonlyhope]

If we hired you to fill a gap on a popular day with a couple of other days of work, and then you cut your own availability on that popularly day during your first week so we had to shift some plans, and then cut that entire day out of your availability so we now have to move students we already assigned to you... do you think that makes a good first impression?

#this post is nonsensical on purpose #basically I’m very annoyed but being vague-ish but also wow unprofessional #we hire you because you seem qualified and have availability to take on students we can’t place specifically on a busy day #and you cancelled lessons on another day in your first week and we had to refund someone due to it and you’re gonna miss more #and now you’re not available on that busy day and we’re back to square one #except now there’s at least one student who’s already paid and is inconvenienced #and I have to find somewhere to put them which is almost nonexistent because that’s the reason we hired you #do not reblog #and like none of this would happen if people didn’t stubbornly want in person stuff and not compromise when we say all slots are full #or if more of the actually proven competent teachers were willing to teach in person too #ahhhhhh #really anxious and paranoid day today guys which is great since last night I finally decided to actively find a therapist #gonna go to my doctor and see if she has any referrals and if not go through my insurance since I only have less than a year till 26 #and last night I got back into a ‘all I want to do with my life is crochet and sleep’ anxiety spiral so that does not help #woke up like a billion times in the middle of the night freaking out knowing I had to deal with this in the morning #at one point at like 5:30 I woke up and was CONVINCED it was time for work and I was like nooo I didn’t get enough sleep #(because that crochet and sleep spiral ironically kept me up till like 3:30am or later) #and it took a good minute of trying to convince my barely conscious self to get up and go for me to wake up enough to realize it was only 5 #and then I didn’t even fall asleep right away again help #as I type this I get another call for in-person piano and I want to die we’re full stop asking this is why we wanted to hire you #oh yay an update #you’ve been here less than a month and we’ve had to refund 2 people due to your inconsistency #honestly this has to be a record. never has this happened before. ugh.