#bat may ganyan ka ate

[sunb0rn]

Hello Ate Charm, sorry nobela to pero sana magkatime ka to help me out.

Mali yung nagawa ko na nag open ako ng past conversations ng boyfriend ko kasi may access ako sa messenger niya. Pero I found out na before kami magkabalikan, 3 years ago, minessage niya yung isa niya pang ex saying na pinagsisihan niya na iniwan niya yung taong yun and even calling her his ideal girl. The ex rejected him naman tapos nakita ko rin na he talked about it with another person and sinasabi niya na yung ex niya na yun yung gusto niya and he’s already made plans about the future with her in mind na babalikan niya. And that sa lahat ng mga nagustuhan niyang babae in the past (mag ex na din kami by this time na sinasabi niya tong mga to), yung ex na yun yung pinakagusto niya and pipiliin niya palagi.

Ang dilemma ko eh nung inaapproach niya ako ulit, sinasabi niya na ako yung totoo niyang mahal, ako lang daw minahal niya sa lahat ng mga naging ex niya. And the whole time na nagbreak kami, ako lang yung gusto niya like nagkakagusto siya sa iba pero puro infatuation lang. Nung una nireject ko rin siya pero pinursue parin niya ako paulit ulit kaya naconvince ako na mahal parin talaga niya ako. And wala kaming ibang problema sa totoo lang halos 2years na kami, never ko siya nakitaan na nagchat ng ibang babae tapos inunfriend niya na din yung ex na sinasabi ko way before pa. Pero parang nasaktan lang ako nang sobra sobra, pakiramdam ko substitute lang ako kasi di siya nabalikan yung isang ex niya. And natatakot din ako na baka pag nagkachance na balikan siya ni girl, baka iwan ako kasi di naman pala ako yung gusto talagang balikan in the first place.

We talked about this already and sinabi niya na in comparison to the other girl, ako since magbreak kami in 2016, lagi niya akong kinakausap at nagpaparamdam na may feelings pa siya for me as opposed to the other girl na isang beses niya lang inapproach and sabi niya sobrang lonely at desperate niya lang daw for affection during that time. And as opposed daw to the other girl, ako pinursue niya talaga despite multiple rejections while dun sa isa walang follow through and puro salita lang. Saka sabi niya yung plano niya for our future, ginagawan niya ng paraan para magkatotoo kasi ako nga daw yung gusto niya makasama while dun sa isa mema lang. At marami pang ibang reassurance na binigay na ako talaga yung gusto, pinili, at mahal niya.

Alam kong ang laki ng kasalanan ko breaching his privacy pero andito na eh and hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko with this knowledge. Should I believe him na wala na talaga or bounce na dahil baka rebound lang ako?

eto na yung reply!!!

una, oks laaang!! sabi ko naman kahit wala akong actual na matutulong o hindi niyo need ng advice kahit mapag vventout-an lang u may hit me up.

pangalawa, di ko talaga how much of a help yung magagawa ko kasi napunta ako sa hawig na situation 2 years ago with *B* (or baka akala ko lang yoon?! sino ba naman ako kumpara sa mga naging official na jowa)

pangatlo, nakaka asar bat kase sasabihin na "ikaw lang yung gusto ko balikan sa lahat ng naging ex ko" at "pipiliin palagi" kUnG mAdAmI nAmAn sInAbIhAn nG gAnOn ang gago kase. di ko man naexperience yung same na linyahan despite stated above, nasasaktan ako para sa mga babae kasee *na trigger*!!

byyy sobrang valid yung nafefeel mo na pag dududa kahit na smooth flowing pa kayo right now, sabi mo nga for 2 years since magkabalikan. pero hindi ko din naman mapapayo yung "bounce na" ganon ganon nalang unless alam mo sa sarili mo na handa kang mag walk away talaga. subukan niyo muna ire assess yung meron kayo ngayon, sa part mo, if may need bang gawin para mas ma re-assure ka. kung kailangan niyo nga mag simula sa simula gawin niyo *in whatever way na applicable sa inyo*, if handa rin sya sa process.

hirap kasi mag tuloy as is, na parang wala lang, na may ganyan kang nararamdaman. one way or another laki ng chances mag resurface eh.

hope this helps *yakaaaapp* byyyy kung sino ka maaan. pwede mo ako i-pm (or ask) kung may follow up tanong or kwento,, im rooting for your happiness ano man maging desisyon mo/ninyo.

#kung may iba pa kayong advice or insight anon wont mind naman siguro to hear from others :)) #ask #asks #anon #thoughts

[starseungs]

sis anoba walang jowa ate mo eh buong buhay single kaya ayorn, imagination nalang *nagwalling ulit* sabi nila nasa college true love eh shuta isang sem nalang graduate na ako 🥹 SAN NA YUNG TRULAB? kaiyak huhu. pero anyway, back to the topic kung san nag-away kayo ng jowa mo tapos nagbati kinabukasan kase pareho kayong marurupok. so aside don sa pagsuyo niya sayo with food and heart to heart convo, idaan niya rin sa pagyaya sayo ng date or manuod ng movie, go on a roadtrip or smth or bilhan ka niya ng paborito mong plushie 🥹 sige dahil si jisung naman naisip mo, ilagay nalang natin na idadaan niya sa biro pakikipagbati sayo, nang-aasar at magtatampo ka na sana ulit pero niyakap ka niya at binigyan ng forehead kith sabay sabi "sorry na, bati na tayo please?" *cries in single* or kung gusto niyo medyo madrama lagyan ng angst, de jk lang huhu.

tsaka bat ba ako hahanap ng jowa kung si seungmin standard ko? 😌 yung tipong, masungit na college boy pero deep inside, may soft spot na sayo enebe huhu. bye kinikilig na ako 😭

malay mo naman ate may secret admirer na magconfess sa graduation 😭 lavarn lang ! pero back to the imagine hhhhhhh bet ko yang movie date huhu pero yang sa bahay lang or something kasi homebody ako (jisung marry me anuna) TAPOS YUNG CUDDLES.... laurv ko mga hugs so hihihihi kainlab gagi- yung libreng plushie din bet ko kasi bed >>>>> everything else. also nAHALA GINAWANG JISUNG FOCUS TEKA LANG *BREATHES IN* OKAY GORA 🤡💥 jisung forehead kisses parang gusto kong matulog at di na magising kung ganyan panagnip ko ahhshashshajabahahaha kahit ano pa nagawa niyan forgive matic (kahit redflag kasi para kay han jisung ako ay colorblind)

pero korique ka ate ! dont settle for anything less than hindi si kim seungmin... hanap ka ng kalevel niya or kunin mo yung totoong tao AHAHAHAHA seungs us2 mo ba ng dalagang pilipina yeah? selling ate keisy po, free of charge 🙏🙏🙏

#chatting with cielle — ☕ ! #incoming message — 💌 ! #user.starlostseungmin 🍬˝ #moot.keisy lodicakes 🍯˝

[iszkp]

When they fail to see na yung pagrereklamo nila dati yung dahilan bat nagkaroon ng problema ngayon.

Initially Khiel was a house cat. Di sya nalabas kahit nasa may gate kami. Kaso ang kuda ng tita kesyo ganito, ganyan so pinadala si catto sa bahay nila ate. Napabayaan sya doon kasi ayaw ni mama ng pusa sa loob ng bahay, busy mga tao dun. Ever since college ako lang naman nag-aasikaso sakanya on a daily. I don't bathe him though kasi nangalmot si Khiel at matagal gumaling sugat sakin so si ate nagpapaligo sakanya. Minsan papakainin sya nung iba, pero they won't even try to clean litters. 🤷

So napabayaan sya doon tas natuto syang gumala labas ng bahay so definitely nagkaroon ng garapats yung pusa ngayon medyo mabagal pero unti-unti kong inaasikaso kukudaan ako ni tita, alisin daw yung pusa nakakaperwisyo. Like kung di ka nag-inarte dati sa sitwasyon nung pusa edi sana ngayon mas konti o mas di nakakaperwisyo sayo yung problema. Lagi syang may reklamo sa hayop pero sya rin yung di sumusunod sa mga bagay na di dapat gawin para di mamihasa yung mga alaga. Nakakapagod yung passive-aggressiveness nya sa pusa. Minsan bibilhan nyang gamit at pagkain, madalas puro kelamo, minsan "lalasunin ko yang pusa nyo." Nakakastress sya. Like parang gusto nya itapon ko yung pusa na parang gamit. Ganun sya trumato ng alaga pag inconvenient na tapon na.

Nakakapagod tong bahay na to. Hindi sya mabait sa mga bagay at taong mabagal o maliit yung progress. Hindi rin sya nurturing na environment, never was. Paboritong preaching ay "humungi ka ng tulong pag may kailangan ka" pero the moment you have the courage to ask, they gaslit you as to why you don't deserve their help.

Sorry, I just really need to vent this out.

#dysfunctional family #pets

[pito-na-koykoy]

Gusto kong sumulat nang tulang para sayo

Ngunit diko alam kung paano

Oh saan ba ako magsisimula

Ewan koba kung bat ako ganito tuwing nandiyan ka

Na para bang palaging balisa

Na para bang dikona alam ang gagawin

At parang mababaliw na

Ganyan ba talaga nagagawa nang iyong presensya?

Na tila bang isang prinsesa na naglakad

oh tila ba isang reynang nasa magarang karwahe at may kasamang mga guwardia

At akoy isa lamang dukha na nangangarp na ikay mahagkan

Isang taong walang kayang ipag malaki

At palaging maliit ang tingin sa sarili

Isang taong walang pangarap at parang wala naring mararating sa buhay,

Ewan ko ngarin kung bat gantu

Na sa layo nang ating mga agwat ay pilit parin akong umaasa sayo

Na parang wala akong kapag a pagasa eh kumakapit parin ako sa imahinasyon kung to

Oh baka nag iimagine nangalang talaga ako

Na tayo ay magkakalapit at darating sa puntong pinapangarap ko

Imahinasyon kona talaga toh

Dinga ako maka amin nang deretso

Eh ganun pa talaga laman nang aking isipan

Dinga kita makausap nang deretsahan

Pano naman tayo magkakatuluyan

Di ngarin ako marunong pumorma

Pano mo pa kaya ako magugustuhan

Wala man lang akong ni isang katangihan na pwede mong hangaan

Na pwede kong ipagmalaki kung saan ako magaling

Na pwede mong ipagmalaki sa iyong mga kaibigan

Na si ganto magaling siya dto kaya crush ko siya

Oh kahit kapogian man lang

Na mala Joshua Garcia na pwede mong paglawayan

At mala dingdong dantes ang datingan

Syempre pang extra lang yun

Imahinasyon ngalang to eh

Pero wag kang mag alala di naman kita pinipilit

Dimonanga ako pinapansin bat pako kakapit

Alam ko namang alam mo pero bat parang dedma kang sayo

Bat pala ako nag aasume eh ano pala ako sayo?

Sensya na nagkatugma lang

Kaklase ba na pwede mong pagtanungan sa mga lecture na dimo maintindihan?

Oh kaibigan na pwede mong sandalan pag iyong kailangan?

Kahit isa lang jan ok na sakin

Pero kung pwede sana mas ok ka sakin

Pero parang hindi, kase merong isang prinsipeng parang iyong hinihintay

San ba kase siya nagpunta eh bat di nalang namatay

At sa kaniyang paglalakbay ay nanatiling buhay para sayo

Na kahit wala siya sa iyong tabi ay nanatili ang inyong pangako

Pero pano na namn ako?

Lagi nalang bang ganto?

Palaging umaasa sa iba, parating nahuhulog ngunit parati ring umaasa

Pero Siyempre anong magagawa ko eh dun ka masaya,

Hahanapin ko na lamang ang aking kasiyahan

Ngunit mananatili kang ala ala

At akoy parati paring sayoy nakatingala

Dahil may naging isang ako na nabighani sa liwanag na iyong pasan

At merong magiging ako na lagi lang sayoy naghihintay

#poems for uncertainty

[moonwonuu]

true mare q we learned it the heard way tlg, kaya to kuya na nasa archi hello po pwede niyo po aq icontact EME LANG WALA NGA AKO KILALA PAG SA IBANG COURSES HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA shutaemz may short break na kmi sa wakas 🥳🥳🥳 skl bukas lunch date kmi ng aking friends tas tangina ngaun palang nagaaya na inuman *kinabahan atay*

isla, pahiram muna si cheol ha? JAHAHAHQHAHAHAHQHAHAHAH

anyways back to lele and shua. grabeh ung contrast dun sa mini reunion nila dun sa last pic. like think of the contrast kila xucheol from first to last chaps 😭😭😭 TSAKA bat ka naman nmin sasabunutan vebs...unless????? 🤨🤨🤨 'kaw ha. tsaka, after 5 years parang di talaga nagdidie down (tamang term ba??? sabaw na me) or nagheheal yung situation na nangyari sakanila. and 5 years IS A LOT. and ayun nga, kung ano man nangyari alam ko na it was so bad for lele to leave in the first place. tsaka ngaun k lang masasabi, cautious talaga sila wons, gyu, and her ate towards lele 🥲🥲🥲 di ko alam if sus or di q lng tlg alam kc wala aq kapatid AHAHAHAHAAHA

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AHAHAHA HOY BAKIT NA PUNTA KA SA ARCHI? chz, dalawa lang kilala ko na archi and mabait naman sila 🥺🫶🏼 baka nasa archi ang forever mo 😌 joke, kay seungcheol lang mhie. pwedeng pwede daw basta ibalik mo daw sabi ni madam xu 😂

what eaf sinabi ko may parts sa kwentong ‘to na galing sa mga experiences ko tapos ito yung gusto ko pala mangyari if things didn’t go so differently para samin OPPS MA DRAMA NAMAN AQ 😂😂😂😂😂 anyway, mahal lang talaga nila si lele kaya ganyan 🥺

#cel.replies 💌 #☁️ anon

[akonaman]

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Grabe pasuko na kanina yung katawan ko sa pagod. Ang hirap pag ikaw lang mag isa mag aalaga, walang kapalitan. Tapos nag rerecover ka pa. Nakita ko pa yung video ni Cong na naappreciate yung sacrifices ni Viy and sobra kong naging emotional. Kase ang hirap talaga, 9 months pa lang na dala dala mo yung baby sa tyan mo, sakripisyo pa eh. Tapos ngayon lagi masakit yung likod ko dahil sa tinusok sa spine ko for anaesthesia. Sama mo pa yung organs ko na di ko na alam kung ayos lang ba sila HAHAHHAHA. Sobrang emotional ko pa rin hanggang ngayon and di ko alam kung postpartum blues pa ba to kase dapat two weeks lang yun eh. Nakapag adjust naman na ako pero sobrang overwhelmed pa din. Ineenjoy ko na lang yung pag aalaga kay baby kase di naman siya ganyan kaliit forever. Isa pa sa kinaooverthink ko eh yung family ko. Ni samahan lang ako para umalalay ayaw nila. Ramdam ko naman or baka nagiging oa lang ako? Sinamahan lang ako ni mama ng two weeks tapos pag uwe niya ng birthday niya di na siya nagparamdam. Ni kamusta wala. Samantalang nung maliliit pa yung mga kapatid ko, elementary highschool, college ako lagi nagbabantay ng mga yun kase gala siya. Sa totoo lang nag faflashback lahat yun kase di ko nga naenjoy yung childhood and teenage years ko kase kailangan ko alagaan mga kapatid ko. Tapos ngayon, kung kailan kailangan ko siya wala man lang akong tulong na nakuha sa kanya. Pag sila may kailangan andyan ako lagi magbibigay ng financial support. Pero nung ako na, emotional support and help lang naman hiniling ko pero si Amaze lang yung willing samahan ako. Nakakasama talaga ng loob. Feeling ko din kaya ayaw ni mama samahan ako kase wala nag aasikaso kay ate sa Cavite. Bat pag ako?

[love-amihan]

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Oh myyy 🥵🥵🥵

me to gojo;

#bdkdbdkx #ANG KALAT #pero 👀👀 #bat may ganyan ka ate?! #ehem send more-- #⇢-ˏˋdada ni mimi 🥴 #⇢-ˏˋmoot.ella 💛 #kenma's soulmate 😽 #⇢-ˏˋmimi's answer 🐤

[maria-akira]

to the rescue | team trese x reader

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summary: y/n, basilio and crispin's sister, just experienced her first break-up.

warnings: some improper shifts in tenses <\3 rlly rusty at writing already aaaa. but nonetheless this fic is very fluffy! i apologize in advance for any grammatical errors you may notice, i didn't proofread this :(

yes, i kinda made alexandra fluffy too.

—♡—

"Good Morning, guys!" Basilio turned around to see his brother, Crispin, with a huge smile plastered on his face.

Basilio rolled his eyes, "Anong 'Good Morning'? Mag tatanghali na, di ka man lang nag linis!" (What do you mean 'Good Morning'? It's almost afternoon, you didn't even clean!) He playfully hit the older's head.

"Aray ko!" (Ouch!) Crispin winced and rubbed the spot his brother hit. Alexandra walks in the room with a cup of coffee in her hand. "Basilio, Mag sorry ka sa Kuya mo." (Basilio, apologize to your brother.) Basilio scoffs, "Sorry, Kuya."

They all gathered in the dining room for lunch. Well, brunch for Crispin. "Where's Y/N?" Alexandra asks, looking at the empty chair beside her. Clearly, the chair looked like it had been empty since last night. The twins stare at each other, then both at Alexandra.

"Diba may pinuntahan siya kagabi?" (Didn't she go out last night?) Alexandra mentions.

The twins both shake their head.

"Hindi niyo alam?" (You guys don't know?)

They shake their heads again.

Without a single word, the three exchanged looks and immediately stood up from their seats, rushing upstairs to Y/N's room.

Alexandra pushed the twins aside and pushed the key into the doorknob, then revealing a dishevled, puffy-eyed Y/N. The twins panicked. It was their first time seeing their beloved sister like this.

Meanwhile, Alexandra investigated her room. Y/N's things were on the floor, messed up sheets, and a broken necklace. She then looks over to Y/N. Still in her clothes, puffy-eyed, and her makeup was smuged. Alexandra already had an idea.

The twins shook her awake, "Y/N!, Y/N!— Gising na!" (Y/N, Y/N— Wake up!) With their loud voices and aggressive shaking, their sister finally woke up.

Immediately, Y/N's head started to pound— it was the alcohol she drank last night. She opened her eyes and saw Alexandra and her brothers. Upon seeing them, she bursted into tears.

—

A few months ago, Y/N dated this guy in her class. She hid this from Alexandra, most especially her brothers because she knew that they would beat her ass.

Alexandra found out about her relationship when she was about to fetch her from school. Hank and the twins were at home, sleeping their asses off after their mission.

Parked outside of Y/N's school, Alexandra was waiting for almost 30 minutes. Usually, Y/N would come out a few minutes after her dismissal— but these past few months have been different. After a few more minutes of waiting, she finally saw Y/N— with someone else.

Y/N was holding hands with a boy around 5'10 in height. They were laughing and they looked very sweet. The boy gave her a peck and she playfully pushed him away, then waving goodbye since she spotted the car.

Hank usually fetched Y/N from school, and she knew that Hank didn't really care about her relationship, so she really didn't feel embarrased whenever she entered the car.

Upon entering the car, she expected Hank to greet her. But she was greeted with Alexandra's voice.

"Boyfriend mo?" (Your boyfriend?) Alexandra looks over to her, and Y/N froze. Her first reaction was to lie about it. "Ha? H-Hindi, Ate! Friends lang kami.." (Huh? N-No! We're just friends..) Embarrased, Y/N tried to make herself busy by pretending to fix something in her bag to keep her distracted.

"Anong friends? Hinalikan ka niya, ah." (What do you mean friends? He kissed you.) She mentions.

"Ah.. Eh.." Y/N struggles to keep her words out. It was very evident.

"Sige na, di naman ako magagalit. Di ko sasabihin sa mga Kuya mo, sikreto lang natin." (It's okay, I won't get mad. I won't tell your brothers, it'll be our secret.)

"Oo.. Boyfriend ko siya, Ate. Malapit na kami mag 6 months." (Yes.. He's my boyfriend, Ate. We've been together for almost 6 months.)

From that day on, Y/N would always tell Alexandra about how her relationship was going. And though Alexandra has never had any romantical partners, she tries her best to give Y/N advice.

—

Tiptoe-ing her way downstairs, Y/N was dressed in her clothes to leave the house, on the way to party with her friends and her boyfriend, Jerome.

She checked her phone, 12:47 AM.

Everyone was most likely asleep at this hour, or so she thought.

"Oh, san ka papunta at ganyan suot mo?" (Hey, where are you going and why are you wearing that?) Y/N jolted and turned around to see Alexandra sitting on the dining table.

"Ah.. Ate.. Kasi may p-party kaming pupuntahan nila Aira.." (Ah... There's this p-party I'm going to with Aira..)

"Sina Aira lang ba? O kasama yung boyfriend mo?" (Is it just Aira? Or your boyfriend is going too?) Alexandra tilted her head in question.

"...Kasama po si Jerome." (...Jerome is coming too.)

Alexandra nodded, signalling her that it was okay for her, as an Ate, to go. "Sige, doble ingat ka, okay? Eto, dalhin mo to." (Be extra careful, okay? Here, bring this.) Alexandra pulls out a self defense keychain from her pocket and throws it at Y/N's direction. "May alarm diyan. If you're in any danger, pindutin mo yung alarm and malalaman ko location mo, pupuntahan kita kaagad." (There's an alarm there. If you're in any danger, press that alarm and I'll be able to know your location, then I'll come and get you.)

"Thanks, Ate! Mag iingat ako. Love you!" (Thanks, Ate! I'll take care. Love you!) Y/N smiled and hugged Alexandra.

Little did she know, Y/N's smile wouldn't last very long.

That night, Y/N saw her boyfriend kissing another girl across the room. She confronted him and he admitted that he had been cheating on her for the past few months. Y/N didn't know what to feel. She didn't wanna call Alexandra because she knew that she would be asleep by now. She didn't wanna talk to her friends either, so she went home.

Once she arrived home, she didn't bother to change or shower. She was so tired. Her body fell on the bed and she instantly cried. sobbing against her pillows to muffle her tears.

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Basilio and Crispin were clueless about as to why their sister was crying. They consoled her for a few minutes until Alexandra spoke.

"Basilio, Crispin— mag usap tayo sa labas." (Basilio, Crispin— let's talk outside.) Alexandra left the room and waited for the twins to leave as well. Once they left the room, she shut the door.

The twins looked worried— well, afraid, rather.

"May sikreto kaming itinatago ni Y/N sa inyong dalawa.." (Y/N and I have a secret we've been keeping from the both of you..) Alexandra starts off.

"Ano yun, Bossing?" (What is it, Bossing?) The twins replied, obviously curious.

Alexandra knew that if she told the twins, their reaction wouldn't be as violent if it was Y/N who would be telling it instead.

"May boyfriend si Y/N." (Y/N has a boyfriend.)

The twins both drop their jaws, "Ano?!" (What?!) Basilio slaps his hand over his mouth, while Crispin is in complete shock. "Kelan pa, Bossing?" (Since when, Bossing?) Basilio asks with a hint of anger in his voice.

"2 months ago niya sinabi sakin.. Siguro 8 months silang mag jowa." (She told me 2 months ago.. Maybe they've been together for around 8 months.)

"Tangina naman!" (Motherfucker!) Crispin throws a punch to the nearest wall. Alexandra has never seen the twins react like this, especially Crispin.

There was a moment of silence.

"Nahuli ko siyang tumatakas kaninang 12, nag paalam sakin na may pupuntahan na party, kasama boyfriend niya." (I caught her sneaking out earlier at 12, she asked my permission if she could go to a party with her boyfriend.)

"Bat di niyo kami ginising, bossing?" (Why didn't you wake us up, Bossing?) Basilio sighs, "Ayaw niya na malaman nyo na may boyfriend siya, kasi alam niya na magagalit kayo." (She didn't want you guys to find out that she had a boyfriend, because she knew that you guys would get mad.)

"Malamang, bunso namin 'yan eh! Alangan naman pabayaan namin 'yan diba? Eh hindi pa nga namin kilala boyfriend nyan!" (Of course we would get mad, she's our baby sister! Do you think we'd let her get away just like that? We haven't even met her boyfriend yet!" Crispin rambles.

"Mabait naman yung boyfriend niya." (Her boyfriend is kind.) Alexandra defends, "Bossing, 'di naman po yun sapat para ma kumbinsi nyo po kami na pwede po siya magkajowa.." (Bossing, that isn't a sufficient reason to convince us that it's okay for her to have a boyfriend..) Basilio says calmly, but deep down? He was screaming.

Alexandra ignores Basilio's statement, "Ano naman kinaiiyakan niya?" (What is she crying about?) Crispin managed to say despite the emotions he felt about the situation. Alexandra lets out a sigh, "Nag break na siguro sila." (Maybe they broke up.)

"Tangina, sabi ko na nga ba eh." (I fucking knew it.) Crispin mumbles under his breath, while running his fingers through his hair out of frustration.

"Yung sirang necklace na nasa sahig kanina, bigay yun ng boyfriend niya sa kanya. Hula ko, sinira niya kasi break na sila." (The broken necklace on the floor, her boyfriend gave that to her. My guess is that she broke it because they broke up.)

"Anong gagawin natin, Bossing?" (What are we going to do, Bossing?) Basilio asks her, desperate for a solution.

Alexandra wasn't the type to arrange surprises, so she had to think fast.

"Basilio, bumili ka ng Jollibee. Tapos ikaw Crispin, bumili ka ng ice cream. Yung favorite flavor niya ah?" (Basilio, go buy some Jollibee. Then you Crispin, buy some ice cream. Her favorite flavor okay?) Alexandra commands. Even in this situation, the twins had no choice to obey. "Sige po, bossing." (Yes, bossing.) They replied with no hesitation.

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Crispin was the first one to come back with the ice cream, since the sari-sari store was just by the corner of their street. Obviously, Basilio took the longest— he had to take a tricycle to the nearest Jollibee.

After a few minutes, Basilio arrived with 2 bags of Jollibee. "Antagal mo naman, natunaw na yung ice cream." (Took you long enough, the ice cream already melted.) Crispin complains, rolling his eyes playfully.

"Bat di mo nilagay sa freezer? Parang timang 'to eh." (Why didn't you put it in the freezer? What a dumbass.) Basilo replies, settling the food on the table. Alexandra enters the room, "Andito na pala kayo. Halika na." (You guys are already here. Let's go.)

"Ano bang gagawin natin, bossing?" (What are we going to do anyway, bossing?) Basilio scratches his head out of confusion. "Malamang isusurprise natin." (Of course we're gonna surprise her.) Crispin replies sarcastically. He was still mad about what happened.

The trio went upstairs, Basilio and Crispin carrying the ice cream and Jollibee. Alexandra knocked on Y/N's door. "Bunso?" She says in a loving voice. No reply on the other side of the room. Maybe she went back to sleep again. "Papasok kami ng mga kuya mo ah?" (Your brothers and I will enter okay?) Alexandra turns the doorknob open.

Y/N turns around to see her Ate and Kuyas enter her room quietly, "Ate Alex.." She croaks out, "May dala kami ng mga kuya mo para sayo.." (Your brothers and I brought some food for you..) Alexandra gestures to the food that the twins bought. Y/N sits up from her current position, rubbing her eyes.

Basilio frowns and sets the food on her study table, then sitting beside her on the bed. "Halika nga.." (Come here..) Basilio takes his beloved sister into his arms, caressing her back to calm her sobs. "K-Kuy-ya.." She manages to say inbetween sobs, but Basilio hushes her and rocks her softly.

Alexandra elbows Crispin, who is still standing by the door. "Alam kong galit ka sa amin, pero yakapin mo naman kapatid mo." (I know that you're mad at the both of us, but go hug your sister.) Crispin realizes this and sighs. He walks over to Y/N and Basilio, who are both still locked in an embrace. Y/N felt the other side of the bed sink, she pulls herself away from the hug and turns to face Crispin.

Crispin had a disappointed yet concerned look on his face. Without any words, he pulls her into his chest, enveloping her into a hug. Y/N was sobbing like crazy. Her brothers have never seen her like this, ever. They didn't know how to react. They tried to calm her down— Crispin was still hugging her, caressing her back, while Basilio brushed her hair.

Alexandra sat on the farther edge of the bed, giving the siblings their space. Once Y/N calmed down, Alexandra spoke. "Gusto mo ba ikwento samin yung nangyari..?" (Are you comfortable telling us about what happened..?)

Y/N wipes her tears, "Nakita ko si Jerome na may ka halikan na iba-a.. T-ta—" (I saw Jerome kissing someone else-e.. T-th—) She sobs, unable to form her sentence properly.

Basilio caresses her back to help her calm down, "Dahan-dahan lang, bunso.. Hinga ka lang.." (Slowly, bunso.. Just breathe..)

Crispin frowns, "—Tapos kinausap ko siya sa labas nung venue.. Matagal na daw siyang nag ch-cheat sa akin.." (—Then I talked to him outside.. He's been cheating on me for a long t-time..)

Crispin's eyes almost bulged out of his eye sockets out of shock, Basilio's mouth hung open, and Alexandra's eyebrows raised.

"Ha?!?" The three said.

Y/N nodded hesitantly.

"Aba tangina pala ng Jerome na yan eh! Ano ba itsura nyan?" (Well fuck that son of a bitch Jerome! What does he even look like?) Crispin retorts, Alexandra grabs Y/N's phone from the floor and hands it to her. Y/N searches for a somewhat decent picture of her now ex-boyfriend on her phone, and once she did, she showed her brothers.

Jerome wasn't too good looking, he wasn't too bad looking either. He was okay— or saks lang, some would say.

"Panget naman niyan, panget din siguro ka bonding." (He's ugly, he probably isn't fun to bond with.) Basilio jokes, "Gago oo nga, ang panget. Mas pogi pa kami ng kuya mo diyan eh! Masaya pa kami ka bonding." (Damn, he is ugly. Your brother and I are more handsome than that guy! We're fun to bond with too.) Crispin strikes a pose, which made his sister smile.

Alexandra looks at the picture, then giving a disapproving look at her. "Ang panget nga. Pumangit ba siya? Di naman ganyan itsura nyan nung nakita ko." (I agree, he is ugly. Did he get uglier? He didn't look like that when I met him.) The three siblings laugh.

"Uuuy, ngumiti na siya! Yieee!" (Ooo, she's smiling!) Basilio teases her, poking her side. Crispin joins in and starts tickling her side and neck. Y/N tried to hide her laughter, but she failed. "Kuya Crispin— Kuya Basilio! Tama na!" (Kuya Crispin— Kuya Basilio! Stop it!) She giggles, then Basilio and Crispin finally stop.

"Halika na, kain na tayo ng Jollibee! May ice cream din!" (Come, let's eat Jollibee! There's ice cream too!) Basilio stands up to get the food from her table, Crispin and Alexandra help him set up the food.

"Nood tayo ng movie!" (Let's watch a movie!) Y/N suggests, Crispin and Basilio agreeing. "Anong movie, bunso?" (What movie, bunso?) Basilio asks, "Horror nalang." (Let's watch horror.) Y/N flashes a devilish smirk, because she knew that her brothers were afraid.

Alexandra walks over to her and gives her food, then sitting beside her. "Thank you, Ate!" Y/N flashes Alexandra a smile. The twins follow after Alexandra, sitting on the farther end of the bed with their food in hand.

Y/N turns on the TV to find a horror movie to watch, then she clicks on a random one just for fun. "Ano plot neto?" (What's the plot of this movie?) Basilio says while chewing, "Ewan ko Kuya.. Kinlick ko lang yan eh." (I don't know, Kuya. I just clicked on it.) Y/N shrugs, eating a spoonful of rice.

—

The rest of the day went great. After the movie, the trio stayed in Y/N's room all day. They played games, watched weird documentaries, and karaoke.

"Happy ka na?" (Are you happy now?) Alexandra asks Y/N as they watched the twins sing a duet.

Y/N smiled. At that moment, she realized that she was more than thankful to have two crazy twin brothers, and a sister that would always be there for her.

"Yup, Happy na ako. Thank you, Ate." (Yup, I'm happy now. Thank you, Ate.)

—♡—

o diba sabi ko sa inyo cute to 😴 i apologize if my translations are somewhat inaccurate! i tried my best to translate it well :((

*for the non-filo readers:

Kuya: what you call a guy/male sibling who is typically older than you. (ex. Kuya Crispin)

Ate: what you call a girl/female sibling who is typically older than you. (ex. Ate Alex)

Bunso: used by older family members as a nickname for the younger members of the family. (Bunso means the youngest member of the family)

no tags bc i dont have filo trese moots yet <\3

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also, i'm opening my requests for trese! i'll be keeping my requests for ahs and gotham closed for the mean time.

*UPDATE AS OF JUNE 29, 2021:

hi!! i have recieved an overwhelming amount of trese reqs! i am very grateful for each one. pleasr expect more trese content! <3

#trese #trese fandom #trese imagine #basilio x reader #basilio imagine #crispin x reader #crispin imagine #trese kambal #the kambal #crispin and basilio #basilio and crispin #alexandra trese #alexandra trese x reader #alexandra trese imagine #trese spoilers #trese 2021 #trese komiks #basilio trese #crispin trese #trese x reader

[neo-shitty]

before reading back before sundown, i did a research on slendy para wala lang background info 😌 anyways, gRABE KINALIBUTAN AKO SAGAD. binasa ko siya at like, madaling araw kahapon edi naka patay ilaw, takot na takot aq 👁️👄👁️ at first, sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko bc i have no idea whats going to happen. fear of the unknown ✨ waw taray. okay yung start in a way na fluffy shit sya, one couple tatakas lang to the forest para mag picnic aaaaa. if you didnt read the warnings, you wouldnt think na nakakatakot xd. “Gotta get back home,” you thought you heard him murmur. “Gotta get you back home,” -> from this palang, i knew things are going to go down. ang creepy pero ang ganda at the same time :">> grabe galing mo talaga mag sulat. btw, is this inspired from the news na dalawang 12 year olds stabbed their friends for slendy? IM NOT SURE ABT THE CONTEXT AND DI KO NA BABALIKAN UNG SITE NA EON PRA TIGNAN ULET KC DI KO TLGA KERI Y^Y and this, "You wondered if Minho made it back before sundown unlike you did." got me deeply thinking if reader wanted slendy to also kill minho or kUNG SIGN TOH NA MAY PAKE PA DEN SHA SKNYA ket na may betrayal na naganap oofff :<<

it was a good thing i read patch up after bbs. stress na stress ako don sa sobrang intense lmao. THIS STORY IS SO CUTE HUHU. i can literally hear the "bat ka nakatitig sakin? crush moko noh?" (translated it para mas feel 🤩) kinilig ako sagad. lakas maka tsundere vibes ni ate girl nung una, galet pero inalagaan pa din si minho :">>

naunahan pa pala ni reader ayusin yung kurtina sa five star kesa kay chan 😭 changbins character is relatable af bc i also dont have any idea how to cook decent dishes. hanggang prito at pancit canton lang aabot bente pesos ko. back in 9th grade, baking lesson namen sa tle so our project was abt making cakes. we INTENTLY followed the instructions pero ampanget nung lasa nung souffle iyaqs. first of all, ang tigas niya for some reason. secondly, naparami ata ng asukal kasi legit lasang asukal lang siya. for last, tigas nya. inulit ko kasi para siyang bato. anyways, cuddles after a tiring day is 👌👌👌

ketchup talaga pinaalala saken mga childhood memories ✨ i actually didnt expect na this is about the game lol we used to play this everyday back then. there was a time na i used to have a classmate na sobrang lakas mamalo tas dagdag pa na ayaw tanggalin yung singsing :// lahat ng kalaban nya nandudugo ung kamay grabe, buti di ko sha close di kame nag pplay HAHASDHAHFDHJSDFJ idk why pinapabayaan lang na may singsing sya. YUNG STORY grabe na speechless ako sa kilig hahshfahdsdfaahdf when jisung kissed readers hand napa nAURRRR BAT KA GANYAN ako :>> ang sweet lng kasi naaalala pa den nila yung isat isa kahit after ilang years na.

okay nct fics road nako pag may time ulet <333

SA TOTOO LANG AAAAAAA may damit pa den naman kami, maling color lang 😭 same want ko mag join new servers pero tinatamad ako makipag interact sa mga bagong tao aaaa di ko lam buckettttt. thank you huhu pati nasimulan q na ung auto bio beh, naka 1.5 wc ako, 1 whole page 😌 okay na eon pang conclude na lang eme eme kasi 1-2 pages lang naman requirement.

third day palang ng second semester pero dami ng tinambak ~.~ pero keri aaaa. take ur time answering lagi :3 bz den nmn ako dsjfboaoada hbu?? may ganap ba?

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thank you for reading the fics omfg :((( the effort!

why did you read back before sundown at that time omf HAHAH cant blame you tho i wrote that at midnight and scared myself when my dog moved something outside. the picnic was so unplanned but i had to incorporate a request. i actually planned on including your request too? pero di na kaya :< i worry about the people who don't read warnings T_T it ended up pretty gory in the end. minho best boyfriend <33 thank you :(( not really proud of my writing recently bc of the lack of feedback so the few that i get means a lot.

and yes! it's inspired by that story. you can watch bailey sarian's slendy episode. it's scary bc it happened irl :// highkey imagine mc being kind enough to not wish the worst kay minho? she's just wondering if minho made it back home after what he did like if slendy kept his end of the bargain and left minho alone ganorn.

HAHAHAHA at least you have a lighter fic to keep your mind off it T_T RIGHT. minho really gives off the crush who likes to tease you a lot vibes. this fic is me addressing something that actually happened; the little accident plus the project i couldn't do on my own and a few other things you can take a guess at. i just bumped the feelings up a notch.

omfg five star ;n; HAHAH i srb-ed this the day chan fixed the curtains. officially not realistic na hMp. i, too, do not know how to cook decent dishes. i miss g9 TLE :(( but we never got to cook sa school kasi ayaw nila?? i didn't get it. so what was the point of the lesson ?n? i want to try baking a cake someday tho >:( ewan ko pa kung kelan yun pero bucketlist ko na yan >:( us2 q rin ng cuddle >:(

tangent, NATANONG KO NA BA SAYO KUNG SINO BIAS MO SA SKZ??@#?! i can't seem to recall it ;n;

HAHAHAHA lagi nalang nagiging pun yung title ng hanji fics ko :'( and i'm not even doing it on purpose :'( that's one ruthless classmate tho e.e KAYA NGAAAA bat pinapabayaan lang siya T_T i liked playing ketchup a lot too. i actually miss it. THIS STORY IS CORNY AS FUCK kadiri. the kiss was just a prompt really. i wish i had childhood memories with some guy na ganon. all i remember i someone i couldn't stand HAHAH e2l ba kwento ko

do take your time with the nct fics. tread lightly tho, they're not the most reader friendly HAHHA or idk just bad writing ig tas konte palang nasusulat ko for them kasi ang dami nila tapos di ko bet sulatan lahat e.e 'di ko bet' meaning i can't come up with characters that would suit them ganon.

HAHAHHA maling color lang T_T it's pointless talaga. why do schools keep on hindering us from expressing ourselves char HAHAH dapat yung nirerequire nalang sa inyo decent clothing lang para presentable. also regarding the servers, i actually get anxious interacting with new people too HAHAH i'm in one big server (aside from the tumblr networks) and thats about it. i can't make friends anymore e.e good luck with the conclusion sa auto biography!! buti di masyado mahaba yung required sa inyo.

hala second semester na kayo o.O bilis naman. good luck getting thru the mga tinambak HAHAH i want to finish all accounting related activities today. hopefully i'll do it now and give future me a break. nothing much happened yesterday e.e i just finished a book; kinda thinking of taking a break from writing pero idk i can never walk away from anything that easily. napadaldal aq sensya na xd

hope you're doing okay today!!

#toff.asks #👻

[starseungs]

lemme share lang sa naisip ko bigla kasi wala akong mapag-share-an, pagod na ako mag english kaya tagalog muna huhu

what if galit ka sa jowa mo (let's think about one specific skz member) tapos di kayo nag-usap buong gabi, walang text, chats, calls and all. tatampo rin siya eh, kaso kinabukasan, nagparamdam siya, wala pa siyang ginawa at sinasabi eh pero marupok ka, pinatawad mo na agad. imbes na pahabain yung tampo, konting smile at pagbisita sayo pagkatapos ng away, bati na kayo huhu.

wala lang skl. walang jowa eh, hanggang imagination nalang huhu *nagwalling* ge bye, yun lang uwu.

ate bat parang may pinanggalingan toh 🤨🔍 o sadyang "bakit ako single" hours lang napagdadaanan mo ngayon huhu ,, PERO OMAYGHAT???? teka di ko naman sinasabi na marupok aq noh pero parang ganun na nga- lalo na pag si jisung yan halaka po di ako magtatagal na galit 🙈🙈 baka ako pa nga mapapasorry kahit siya ung dahilan ng away so true.. yung bisita part feel ko may dalang pagkainnnnn 😭💓 mag cchat biglaan "tingin ka sa labas" tapos andun na siya mukhang kuya foodpanda (ay teka maling genre) tas nakaangat onti yung supot ng pagkain mukhang proud pa siya parang "pls praise me, bati na tau pls i cant live without u" WIEEEE CANT LIVE WITHOUT U DAW PERO SIYA NANGAWAY- pero ayon papapasukin mo naman din siya and kakain kayo ng parang walang nangyari. unless medjo seryoso ung rason ng away then habang kumakain may awkward silence ano tas napasubo ka palang nag sorry na si ogags 💀 ang seryoso ng tono huhu natakot ka tuloy konti kasi pre kumakain ung tao baka paiyakin mo pa anyway mag hheart to heart kayo sa harap ng pagkain 😀 pero if di naman ganun ka seryoso like vv petty (idk nag away kayo dahil sa movie analysis ewan minsan ganyan kami mga kaibigan ko) then sure na sure magiging joke nalang yan AHAHAHAHA inside joke uwu 👉👈 kyut niyo naman

haba haba ng nasulat ko huy anu toh gumawa ako ng scenarios AHAHAHAHAH 😭😭😭 also patuloy mo lang sa tagalog interactions ate keisy alavetttt ikaw lang nagtatagalog saken d2 huhu ansarap sa feeling tumutugma na sa humor mo ung nasusulat 🤪💪

#chatting with cielle — ☕ ! #incoming message — 💌 ! #user.starlostseungmin 🍬˝ #moot.keisy lodicakes 🍯˝

[quirklessidiot]

ATEEE DIOS Q 🥺🙏 DAKSS NADILIGAN NA DIN TAYO 😭🙏💛

ako na mahilig mag bless char sana nagustuhan mo huhu

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫. the way you write intimacy/affectionate physical contact is so good dsfhjhgf,, like y/n constantly cradling and caressing gojo's cheeks, the nose kisses initiated by both of them!! , y/n kissing gojo's eyelids i am sobbing thats so cutedsjh, also gojo's habit of tucking y/n's hair behind her ears anD RUBBING THE SHELL LOVINGLY HELLO????

maybe im just touch starved and lonely but damn kinilig talaga ako non grabe 😫. san na yung sweet and attractive husband ko atay 😭😭💀 ate pat kasalanan mo to i swear /lh 😭😭

eto rin ata epekto ko kse d ako nakapag landi nilabas ko nlng dito chAR HSHSHSHSHSHS pero legit sana may mag ganyan din saten irl, ganda kaya nun, we all deserb sweet and attractive and good people sa buhay naten (pero since malabo now bigay ko nlng thru fanfic yay <3)

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫. someone tell me why im so down bad over a fictional ship... im rly out here like "omg nag genuine pda na tong mga to 🥺🥺🥺" tapos sa seggs scene lapit nakong nahimatay HAHAHAH grabe no. 1 shipper po talaga ako ng satoy/n 💀💀

HOY AHAHAAHHAHAHAHA WAG KA NAMAN KSE MAHIMATAY HIRAP YAN NGAYON PERO SALAMAT ETO NAMAN KSE YUNG SATOY/N SINOBRAHAN AHAHAHHAHA :(((

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫. satoy/n having seggsy time:

their neighbour w binoculars tryna spy on them and accidentally seeing them have literal sex in the garden : 👁👄👁 tangina niyo bat dito kayo nag kantot amp

HAHAHAH PASENSYA NA PO BIGLA KO LANG NAISIP JHDFGJHSG

KNG PILIPINO YUNG KAPITBAHAY NLA SUREBOLL PINAGCHISMISAN NA SLA AHAHHABABHAHAHAHA POTA AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA T-T HHAHAHAHAHAHA TAENA AHAHAH BUTI NLNG D PILIPINO AHAHAHAH

𝔄𝔫𝔬𝔫. satoru doing y/n's hair in the mornings 🥺🥺🥺 ang cute ng satoy/n amp sana ol

NA CUCUTE-AN TLAGA AKO JAN. I GOT THE INSPO FROM W KDRAMA!!! (LEE JUNG SUK DOING HAN HYO JOO’S HAIR LIVES IN MY MIND RENT FREE!!!!!! + i had a feeling he also had a thing of taking care of megumi’s sisters hair sometimes just for fun sOO hehehehehehe)

#pat.talks #customer.feeedback #ma-ntequilla.talks #aHHH I HAD TO COMPILE THEM IN A SEPERATE ONE #LAB U MGA PARETSONGSZ INGAT PO TAYO NOW <3 #hostclub.adulting #📝📝​.minazuki mini series

[aphrodithine]

Ewan ko ah pero natatawa ako kasi never umiyak asawa ko ng ganitong kalala ngayong araw na to.

Family issue- syempre bilang asawa involved din ako ayaw ko din naman iwan asawa ko kaya nga kami mag asawa dahil syempre kakampi nya ako kakampi ko din sya. Yung ate nya at sya nag away eh kaka birthday ko lang na divert agad yung saya ko dahil sa away nila. Gusto ko man kausapin ate nya pero para hindi na lumala hindi ko na lang din sya kina usap. Tapos kanina tinulungan namin maglipat si kuya chad. Tapos papunta kameng sa nilipat nya umiiyak sabe ko "love never mo pa ako iniyakan ng ganyan kalala mag sorry ka na sa ate mo tama ka man o mali mag sorry ka na ng wala ng mabigat sa dibdib mo" eh pati kasi ako nagalit din na carried away nga na naman ako sa fb eh ayaw ko kasi talaga ng magaspang tong ate nya ayaw ko na lang mag kwento din pero foul in short na lang so hinayaan ko na lang ang mahalaga ok na sila ngayon. Tapos walang tigil sa kakahalik asawa ko at nag tethank you "bat ka nag tethank you? Sus may papabili ka noh? Sabay tawa ko, tapos umiiyak na naman jusko! 'Hindi gusto ko lang mag thank you kasi andyan ka na nag ga guide sa akin pano to dalhin at balansehin at magandang gawin ko para maging ok kame, pano ako maging mabuti in terms sa mga ganito kasi alam mo naman ugali ko diba pero kahit ganito ugali ko kahit papano marunong din ako masaktan at emotional din minsan. Tapos sabay sabe ko ayos lang yun kahit pangit ng araw ko pagtapos ng birthday ko nawalan ako agad ng gana dahil sa away nyong magkapatid ok lang hanggat kaya ko naman mag pasensya mag papasensya ako pero may hangganan din ako pag nagalit ako pag pasensyahan mo na lang din ako kasi yun na yung pinaka naipon sa akin. Pero tignan mo naman walang nakarating ni isang salita sa ate mo kahit ganun yung ginawa nya diba"

Buti nagka ayos na silang magkapatid. Haysss magaan na sa pakiramdam. Nakaraang araw dami ko iniisip at dinadala eh after ng bday ko nawalan ako gana sa ibang bagay dahil ang lala ng away nilang magkapatid syempre ako kung ano problema ng asawa ko nahahakot ko din. Pero nakakaya ko pang maging masaya after all. Lalo pa ngayong ok na.

[okk9tsu]

tbh ‘di ko alam sasabihin madami naman nagsabi na miss ka nila pag yun din sinabi ko paulit ulit lang ganon😭😭😭😭😭 HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA charot lang😭😭 pero ang weird ng feeling ko tbh cry laugh talaga😭😭😭 ilang araw din ako wala dito so🥶🥶🥶 ‘di na ata ako marunong😭😭 not here for days and i dont know how to act🥶🥶 pshsphspshspshsp at mukha bang miss ka nya????

HFKDJD NG KSHSKS AHHAHAHAHAHHA😭😭😭😭😭 galit nation😭😭😭😭 ok joke tbh was kinda worried bc u havent been here pero alam ko naman na na-sad ka din bc of ur account and i hope ure feeling better :(( na-miss ko maingay dito ikaw maingay e😭😭😭😭

i mean, getting messages na namimiss ako makes me happy naman eh kaya go sabihin mo na nanamiss mo ako bili para pang serotonin boost CHAROT AHAHAHAHHAHA GAGO EH DINEDEMANDA AHAHAHAHAH honestly u and me both ate jess 😭😭 cry laugh na rin ako ngayon bat ganto tayo 😭😭 TAS DAGDAG PA SAKIT NG CRAMPS AT MGA RESPONSIBILITIES KO 😿😿 PERO I HOPE U'LL FEEL BETTER :'DD at di na magging ganyan na weird ang mood mo :((( PLSS AKO DIN LIKE . I DONT KNOW WHAT IN DOING HERE AFTER BEING AWAY FOR DAYS <//3 as in nakalimutan na ang lahat ako toh back to baby uli 😭😭 baby ni atsumu and oikawa YIIEEE CHAROT AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH wow grabe ka ha mukha kayang miss niya ako look at his face 😡😡 halatang halata na miss niya ako<//3 nvm he looks like he's unbothered or even annoyed gn 😭😞😞 AND AW :(((( IM GLAD U CARE ABT ME THAT URE WORRYING FOR ME :(((( i missed talking to u sm pero nawalan talaga ako energy mag talk these past few days :'D and dw i'm okay now <33 masakit lang cramps tas may mga kailangan gawin but im good </3 sana ikaw okay na din HAHAHAH PARA MAG INGAY NA ULIT TAYO 😿 ALSO LOOK I SAW AN AD SA INSTA AND FOUND THE KEYCHAIN KEI U BOUGHT ANG CUTE I WANNA BUY ONE TOO

#PASENYSA SA HABA 😭😭 ANG DALDAL KO NA HAAHAHHAHAHAHA #KAMISS #SENDER : ATE JESS! 💌 #LOVE MAILS! 💌

[throwawayy2526]

naiintindihan ko naman why my dad is the way he is. he used to be a drunk and he is still a smoker.he stopped drinking a little over 6 months ago when he found out he has tb. anyway, i understand why he started drinking and smoking then. nung isang araw sinundo ni papa si tita kase may emergency and atm nagreready na sila umalis pabalik ng probinsya para lang ihatid si tita. and kwinento ni tita yung about kay tito ben and how my dad offered him a job. and that got me thinking how come yung ibang kapatid ni papa ang gago ng trato kay papa. my dad was a stowaway nung bata sya around highschool sya napadpad ng manila and my lolo went after him pero ayaw talaga ni papa kaya naglayas ulit siya. mahirap lang sila dun (lol nagbenta si lolo ng kalabaw para lang sunduin ni papa tas maglalayas lang pala ulit). ayaw nya ng ganung lang eh. he wanted better plans for himself and so nagtrabaho siya. Boy, construction, jeepney driver, then tagacheck ng inventory, then nag-aral, then became a regular worker for 35 years and after that, may-ari na siya ng mga paupahan and siya na naghahire ng mga tao na magpapasada ng jeeps and tricycle. during those 35 years, binigyan nya rin ng trabaho mga kapatid nya na well off na rin ngayon, yet, his brothers treat him like shit, mocking us for making money and not sharing it to them. i remember kahit nung nagretire si papa, mga tita ko rin nagsasabi na madamot kami. Even my fucking step sisters na binigyan ni papa ng pera na equal samin ng full sister ko, nagreklamo na maliit lang daw, bat di pa niround off yung pera... while me and my sis told him na wag na kami bigyan since ako nag-aaral pa and si ate, may trabaho na as an engineer at boss na rin siya. It just hit me how ungrateful people can be because they feel entitled. Tangina, may favoritism daw pinag-aral sila ni papa. college silang tatlo sabay sabay nun tas baby pa ko. pinaggagatas pa ko. sobrang gastos! pero di nagreklamo tatay ko. responsibility nya kami eh. Favoritism kanino? kay ate? si ate kawawa noon kase siya youngest tas pinagdadamutan nila. Kampihan pa. Mataray si ate pero kinailangan nya kase noon magka thick skin. Its not her fault na siya legal child eh. Kahit nga half sister ko sila tinanggap sila ni mama dito sa bahay as if they were her own pero wala eh. favoritism pa rin daw. i asked my sister what it was like noon and awang awa daw siya kay papa kase binilhan daw siya ni papa ng isang supot ng pansit for her birthday apologizing kase yun lang daw kaya niya. isang supot na nabibili na pangumagahan sa tabi-tabi. even then napagtapos niya silang tatlo. he never even asked for their help after. di na siya nanghingi sa mga anak nya ng pera kapag may trabaho na. hinayaan nya na lang kase pinaghirapan din daw nila pinag-aralan nila. but then my half sisters disregarded their degrees and then started telling people na madamot kami. how fucking entitled can u be? lahat ng kaya nya binigay nya and hinayaan na lang kayong magtrabaho and get ur own money. di na siya nagsabi na pag-aralin nyo kapatid nyo or bigyan mo kami pang bayad ng tubig or kuryente. he never asked for anything in return just how it should be!!! and to tell na madamot kami, yun lang talaga kinakaya nya noon. Iniisip ko bat ang sama ng tingin nila sa pamilya namin lalo na kase di kami mahilig makipagbonding. Sis, we’re an introverted family. We don’t even share our feelings with each other and that’s okay. Ganun talaga kami. And everytime naman na pumupunta kami sa events may off na vibes and its just awkward. were always trying to overcompensate sa mga sinasabi nila (which i dont agree with pero wala eh, nagttry pa rin sila mama maghanda kapag nandyan sila even if they talk shit behind our back) i remember yung half sister ko pumunta sa bahay para silipin mga gamit namin like gusto lagi lamangan yung laki ng tv, yung way of living namin and then telling my dad’s brother as if naman we bought those things para magmayabang. i remember them inviting my auntie from my mom’s side tapos binigyan nila ng gifts si auntie wag daw sabihin samin.ganyan ganyan and mainggit daw kami. sis, bat kami maiinggit,,,,,,,, thank you kase tinulungan nyo si tita kase mas need nya yon kesa samin....... and nakakaloka. kapatid yun ni mama, as if di nun sasabihin samin whats up and dun ko narealize difference ng calban and valdez. calban, laging nagsisilipan and naglalamangan while the valdez is always grateful and mapagbigay. that’s why mas okay akong umuuwi sa pangasinan. kase nung bata ako tiingin lang ako ng laruan, kahit di ko hinihingi, ibibigay na agad sakin. tapos mga tao dun, kahit walang pera, ibibigay kung anong meron sila. kahit si lola ko na di ko talaga biological na lola, sobrang mahal ako na alam kong wala rin silang pera noon kase tv electric fan wala sila tapos yung lynoleum pa sa dati naming bahay yung nirecycle nila para sa flooring nila pero grabe, binilhan ako ng cereals noon na isang box which is ang mahal 4 me pero lola wth tapos pati tito tita ko dun kahit anong kaartehan ko di pinapatulan hngggg i like. basta polar opposite talaga sa kabilang side of my fam. which i think is really sad. since we dont usually dont  tell each other our feelings, and he never really showed weakness in anyway like kahit mabangga siya tas total wreck yung sasakyan, parang wala lang like. “ok, next” yung lagi nyang ginagawa like di na nagddwell sa problema, gawa agad solution, diskartehan na agad, i never really knew how he feels sa mga pinaggagawa ng mga kapatid nya. tangina lang. ang sasahol lang ng ugali. kahit yung bunsong kapatid nila papa binubully eh.she felt unsafe sa bahay nila tito kaya dito sila nagstay and si papa one call away lang. 1am sinundo ng parents ko si tita. ganun siya maaasahan anytime na kailangan nila ng tulong. yung isa pa nyang kapatid na nagpariwara, siya rin lang naman tumulong eh. binigyan nya si tito ng motor, inofferan ng trabaho, while yung ibang kapatid sinisiraan pamilya nya. Tangina talaga. Di ko alam san nagkulang si papa as a brother to be treated that way. Everything we have is his hard earned money. I dont get why people think of him as mayabang/ madamot when all he was was kind and generous. Up until now di pa rin siya nagsasalita ng kahit anong masamang word about them. Hinahayaan nya na lang. Ayaw na lang nya problemahin yung mga ganun ka-petty. Pero ako, bothered. Sobra. Its not his fault he has the means to buy things he always dreamed of. Tangina lang, most of my childhood days ang gamit lang ni papa kinakalawang na bike. tapos magcocommute siya from calamba to paranaque. He gave life his all simula noon. I feel bad for my dad. he doesnt deserve to be treated this bad. Kaya naiintindihan ko kung bakit siya nalulong sa alak at sigarilyo. Kase kapag lasing lang naman nya nakkwento kung pano nya inovercome yung hirap eh. Kung pano siya naglayas noon and kung anong ginawa nya para magkabaon noon. Kung pano siya napadpad sa kung anu anong trabaho. kung gano siya kaproud na napagtapos nya mga kapatid ko and kung gano siya kasaya na noon kinakalawang na bike lang tas ngayon nakakabili na siya ng sasakyan.I never really told him how proud i am of him and kung gano ko siya nilolook up.

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Super late birthday post

So I was scrolling through my blog and realized that I didn’t post what happened on my birthday. At since namimiss ko ang kanilang mga pagmumuka, i’m gonna do that right now!

It was supposed to be a lot of things kasi hindi ko alam kung anong gusto kong gawin, at trip ko sana na intimate (wow maka-intimate) celebration lang. Last year kasi i invited the whooole tropa , meaning 40++ kami dito sa bahay and let’s just say na kung saan saan sila natulog, at madaming hindi natulog hahaha --it was fun tho. psh! srsly, I didn’t expect na mapagsasama sama ko sila. Anyways. Going back to my year 2 celebration,

This is me and my sabog self. charet.

So eto kasi yon, ewan, konti lang kami pero solid (and yes konti na yan sa lagay na yan). Tapos ako kasi yung tipo ng tao na friends with everyone, so I literally just invited everyone na pumunta last year (para iwas tampo) and hope na may mga lakad sila charot hahahaha! I was sure naman na konti lang makakapunta since exam season yon, may mga work na and everything.

Some of my highschool friends. Sobrang kulang I mean like, I have these four solid people that I could lean to anytime of the day kahit na di kami naguusap madalas but yun nga may mga kanya kanyang ganap so si karl nagduty sa Pangasinan since anniversary nila (landeee hahaha support LDR tayo), then si Paulo naman may family errands but he dropped by naman sa bahay for like an hour or two ganon. The rest, I’m friends with them and I superrr appreciate their presence on my birthday. As in, last year kasi wala ako halos nakausap sa sobrng dami namin that’s why I wanted a more intimate celebration this year.

Have always been one of the boys since highschool! All the way from Laguna, Batangas, Makati and UST!

And of course, some of my college friends. I actually only invited the girls, wala sila kat and dianne kasi may sariling errands. Tapos yung boys hahaha! shet yung boys nagtatampo kasi bat daw di sila invited ganto ganyan. May kwento kasi yan. Last year yung isa kong guy college friend sumigaw ng “body shoooot” sa highschool friends ko na mga maria claraaaa (nasa iisang long table kasi) tapos hahaha umalis yung girls jusko Kaya ayon, but Louie messaged me (which is out of the blue) so from that moment, i know na, i invited him and told him na isama niya yung iba if they want. Pero yeah two lang sila and they didn’t really stayed that long. Mej out of place din kasi siz. like majority of my visitors are from highschool.

Mykaaaa. Ang pinaka natatandaan ng buong pamilya ko “yung kulay blue yung buhok!” hahaha

May mga humabol din like Richard tapos sinama niya yung girlfriend niya. I srsly don’t mind if may plus one ka kasi i believe na “the more, the merrier” talaga as in. ayon, nakakwentuhan naman namin si ate girl, and syempre inaasar namin kung pano siya nagayuma ni Richard.

For some reason nakarating kami sa labas ng bahay namin. Like, I didn’t rent a tent at tables and chairs na nga para di kami masita ng kapitbahay but fresh aiirrr brooo. freshhhh aaaiirrrr.

Here are some ganaps outside our house...

Missed this girl big time. As usual mga 5 minutes lang kaming nakapag usap na walang sumingit hahaha (literally a few mins before this photo lang). I love you bigtime, Jianne huhu.

Guess who gave this aweeesome cake. Pinaka award winning na fashionably late sa birthday ko. Next post na lang, special mamon eh hahaha!

This photo.... after midnight na to but shit. These people... I’ll always be thankful for having these people in my life. Like srlsly. Asaran, kwentuhan, yung pageffort dumayo ng Cavite kahit na from North pa. Solid kayo.

Salamat! Next year ulit!

#birthday

[makakalimutin]

MMFF 2018 REVIEW

Hindi talaga to review, kasi hindi naman ako expert sa mga movies eh haha sa katunayan, kung kilala mo talaga ako, ako yung hindi mahilig manood ng pelikula kasi mabilis akong antukin. Ang dami nang nagreview through blogs about 2018 MMFF entries, mas maganda yung posts nila kesa sakin syempre. So etong post na to eh about lang sa mga thoughts and feels ko nung napanood ko ang mga sumusunod na pelikula:

Wait lang, wala naman ata akong iii-spoil dito, so, go ahead.

AURORA

Uy sa unang bahagi, nabored ako. Parang ang tagal nga ng transition. Ang ganda ng cinematography, nung visual aspect ng film, hirap lang ako i-appreciate kasi hindi mga ganyan ang trip ko. Pero habang pinapanood ko to, kinikilabutan talaga ako. Dagdag factor yung ginaw na ginaw na ko sa sinehan kasi ilang oras na ako nakababad sa loob (pangfinale ko kasi to). Ramdam mo rin yung hinagpis nung mga karakter sa pelikula. Ayun nga nakakakilabot kasi bukod sa ayun nga tragic ang tema, takot na takot talaga ako sa dagat. Makakita pa lang ako nun, feeling ko nalulunod na ako. Habang nanonood nga ako feeling ko kasama ako dun sa mga nalulunod (wow 6D ganon), de pero seryoso, mas takot ako malunod kesa makakita ng multo. Share ko lang din, hindi ako gumagamit ng shower pag naliligo kasi feeling ko talaga nalulunod ako. Di rin ako pumipikit habang naliligo kasi ganon din ang nararamdaman ko. Feeling ko eto yung ikinamatay ko nung past life ko haha.

MARY, MARRY ME

Umiyak ako nung pa-ending na, kasi nakakarelate ako sa sitwasyon ng magkapatid. Di dahil sa iisa kami nang naging jowa ah, pero tulad nila, maagang namatay ang mga magulang namin, at lumaki kami na hindi magkasama (limang taon lang ako nung huli kong nakita ang kapatid ko). So habang binibitiwan nina Mary Anne (Alex) at Mary Jane (Toni) yung mga linyahan nila, naalala ko yung kapatid ko. Ang laki-laki ng pagkukulang ko sa kanya. Ni hindi ko siya makamusta ng maayos kasi nahihiya ako (dahil nga ganito ang personality ko). Gusto ko makabawi sa kanya pero hindi ko pa kaya ngayon. Puro sarili ko lang ang iniisip ko. Kung tutuusin mas pinagkaitan pa siya kesa sa akin, ako yung mas nakinabang, pero makikita mo pa rin sa kanya na napaka-grateful niya. Masasabi kong mas napalaki siya ng maayos kesa sakin. Naiiyak ako kanina kasi ayokong umabot kami sa ganun, yung kamuhian niya ako kasi di ako nagpaka-ate sa kanya.

Ganun pala ano, kahit na ilang taon ang lumipas, kung di mo pa rin sinasarado ng tuluyan yung puso mo sa ex mo, magbubukas at magbubukas ulit yun. Ayan. Aasa na naman ako. Charot.

ONE GREAT LOVE

Katulad nung Mary, Marry me, may ex problems din ito. Alam mo, nung mga unang part nanggigigil talaga ako sa character ni Kim Chiu eh. Napakarupok. Hahahahaha. Bat ganon ano? May tao talaga na sadyang bumabalik para saktan ka lang ng paulit-ulit, unintentionally. Bat ang insensitive nyo ha! Di talaga ako fan ng mga ganitong genre, pero dahil sa may pinaghuhugutan din ako sa buhay, nadadala ako. Naiinis ako pero at the same time naiisip ko, kung ako sa sitwasyon niya, baka ganun lang din ang gawin ko, marupok din ako eh. Madali ako mapaniwala sa destiny, sa serendipity. Umiiyak na naman ako habang pinapanood ko to, naaalala ko na naman siya eh hahahahaha. I mean, kahit siya yung one great love mo, kung hindi ganun ang pagtingin niya sayo, babalik at babalik pa rin siya dun sa una. Kahit nandyan ka sa tabi niya thru ups and downs, pinili niya pa rin yung taong nakapagpasaya sa kanya. Tsaka sabi dun, "Di porke siya yung greatest love mo, eh tama yung nararamdaman mo." Hirap magets, ay basta panoorin mo na lang. Natuwa naman ako sa ending. Pero throughout the film, ang sakit mumsh, iyak lang ako ng iyak.

THE GIRL IN ORANGE DRESS

May mga part na di na realistic (mejj OA), Hawigan ni Jessy si Jennylyn Mercado hahahaha. Ang masasabi ko lang, pag maganda at mestisa ka talaga, madali kang magkaka-lovelife. Yun lang.

JACK EM POPOY

Ang ganda ni Coco pag naging babae 😍😍 kamukha niya si Moira. Haha ewan ko bat yan lang ang comment ko. Pero lam mo, mas gusto ko to kesa sa Fantastica. Sorry.

FANTASTICA

Kahit taga-ABS ako haha, downvote to sakin. Ang shallow eh. Or nag-expect lang talaga ako?? Or di ko lang din ma-appreciate yung mga ganitong klaseng palabas??

Yung Otlum tsaka Rainbow Sunset di ko pa napanood.