#bc doing those things.. like having a sleepover implies having relationships and ppl who love you enough to want to do those things

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one day im gonna have a sleepover and all the people who took my uquiz and are sick of me talking about it are all gonna sigh in relief like finally she’s gonna shut up now omg <3 and then i wont because ill be thinking about it all the time

#mine #I FEEL SO BAD I DIDNT KNOW I LIKE. DUMPED SO MUCH OF MY OWN SADNESS INTO THE QUIZ #ive just felt very starved of experiences and that lead to me thinking i didnt deserve the love that came with having shared experiences #bc doing those things.. like having a sleepover implies having relationships and ppl who love you enough to want to do those things #and it be a MUTUAL want to do it . and i never ever had that and i fear about whether i do have that now or not :') #i know my friends love me so much but i still get so scared of being too much by wanting to share all these moments with them