#bc even tho the links and references are frustrating i still enjoy the content when i can swallow it properly

[dapper-comedy]

my professor: it would be preferable if you could identify the plant u are applying in this assignment

me, knowing we havent had any lessons or SHIT in week TWO that focuses on identifying plants yet: yea ok

#im very happy in this course dont get me wrong #but i'd appreciate a lecture more than being dumped 7 links for a single class and expected to know and understand what to note down #i think im more just stressed juggling classes and work and being crammed shifts every free hour i have which... is frustrating #im just angry at people bleh #its just.... frustrating and i just feel like im being dumped all the tools i need but i dont know how to use them #aaaaaagghh im just. i hate him. i love this course already but i hate him #im just venting in the tags now but when do i NOT ahaha #i just feel like im losing time and we've already been given assignments #and its stupid of course i have to go outside to actually complete them but #when im not working or noting or resting my knees im just... too tired to leave the house #hahaha its so silly of me #i guess im just. upset that im not enjoying this to the utmost and i want to be #bc even tho the links and references are frustrating i still enjoy the content when i can swallow it properly #i dont know. i dont know. im just tired and i don't want to fail #and people keep talking to me and i jut feel likeim being stretched thin #which is silly. this is all so silly of me. god #//nsfw #//long post #//rant #idk what other tags ppl would have filtered haha #i havent gotten like. actual ''i want to die'' thoughts in a while and im just. everytime i look at my schedule i just feel it in me and im #i keep saying im tired and people always say sleep more and yes i should #but its more than just sleep deprivation im just tired of working and waking up and going to sleep and eating and talking

[xueyangs-pinky-finger]

Hi Ruby! I've watched CQL and a few episodes of MDZS Q. It's not available in my country on youtube so it's been hard to watch. I'm just waiting for it to come out properly here. I also listened to a few scenes from the audio drama but I much prefer being able to see the scenes too, especially when I still need subtitles (although the voice actors sounded really good!). And I read a few parts from the book but I couldn't really get into it like I did with CQL.

And hahaha yeah my Spotify Wrapped is an Untamed, XZ, WYB mess too! All the top 30+ songs are either from the Untamed OST or are xz/wyb's other songs fjdjsjjss.

How long have you been on Tumblr? Have you had any different usernames in the past? Are there any other fandoms here that you're a part of?

-🎵🦄

So you know my name... You must be on desktop then unless you already knew me; I still haven’t linked to my about page on mobile alsdf

Ah that sucks!! I usually watch it on the website bc it comes out there first, but is that not available in your country either? :/ Be sure to watch ep 9 if you can bc that’s my fave so far; it’s good Wangxian content :))

I understand that; I also prefer visuals these days~ From what I’ve seen in my YouTube Recommended, the audio drama looks interesting though! I’ve never even listened to one before so I have no idea what to expect... Is it like a podcast alsdkf. I understand having trouble getting into the book, too~ I enjoy it but it also feels like a bit of a chore to read, especially since I’ve already watched most of the scenes play out in CQL, and it’s so much easier to watch things than it is to read them, lmao. (When I was a kid I read all the time... How...)

omg we love that 💕I relate so much asdkf. Seriously, between listening to them, watching and rewatching the mvs, and watching the performances, I’ve heard all of them soooo many times. I ain’t even know any Chinese, and I haven’t even tried to memorize the lyrics, but I still be mimicking the sounds and low-key singing along to Wuji bc I’m so familiar with it by now asdkl. It’s also frustrating tho bc there’s a lot of Chinese songs that aren’t on Spotify, so my options are limited and I can only really listen to a lot of their songs (Bonbon Girls, X-Nine, P101 performances, etc.) when I watch the vids on YouTube 😪

I’ve been here since March 2016! I joined for Stormpilot, hence my main blog being a Stormpilot blog bc I didn’t know what I was doing back then smh mess... I changed my url only once and it was for this side blog, from thorneanddameron (a reference to my two fave fictional pilots) to xueyangs-pinky-finger. CQL got me doing things I never did before~ ♡

Honestly I’m into so many things, but not many prompt me looking at and creating posts for them, making it to my blogs. I’ve abandoned many a blog in the past, as well, for interests that have since faded. This year I’ve been most into Asian dramas, so I’m currently (trying to be) active on this, my multi-fandom blog, but also my recently-created Enhypen blog. There’s a lot of stuff I love but don’t post about though, like other kpop groups and a lot of YouTubers~

Argh why do you always have such good questions T_T Got me responding in these long paragraphs every time 🙈💕

#mdzsnetcc