#bc he had asthma

[bunnyb34r]

Wow just fucking wow

I sent in a medical records request in october? To get life insurance through work (why not right?) And my stupid dr never sent them in.

WHY DID I JUST NOW GET A TEXT FROM THE INSURANCE COMPANY THAT THEY JUST RECEIVED MY RECORD?!?!?!??!?!

Fucking unbelievable

#marquilla #they give you like 60 days to get the records. this fucker took like double that. what the fuck. #he's such an incompetent dr as in his office is just so poorly structured that if you do not have them send something in #RIGHT THEN when youre there watching its a fucking toss up if it gets in #and i just never contacted them bc i felt it wasnt MY FUCKING JOB to make sure they got the request that I SENT THEM #and i said well if they get it and i get approved it was meant to be otherwise ill try again some other time. #honestly i only still go to him bc he gave me a disability parking card with no problems like i expected #he was like yeah sure ambulatory cane user yeah you have fibro and cfs mhm got it 👍👍 #where i thought he'd be like weeeell do you REALLY need it? i mean you work without it... (bc i only do 4 hrs and can pace it) #but like god help you if you want a new rx for an inhaler for your well documented asthma 🙄 had to ask my allergist the next time i saw him #like a year later and he was like... what have you been doing without one??? like bumming off mom sgdgdggdgdd and drinking warm water while #breathing very measured breaths like the school nurse made me like sgdggdgd im fine i just want to have a new script so i have refills and #fresh inhalers if i fucking need one but apparently my dr didnt think i did 🙄 my allergist actually called in two shgdgdgd #he was like get this bitch TWO inhalers and an epipen NOW

[arctic-hands]

Lol I never resent my mother more for both smoking while pregnant with me and constantly smoking around me throughout my childhood despite my already diagnosed and serious chronic health issues (plural) than when I really miss playing the clarinet

#don't smoke around kids #that goes for pot too #lol turns out new research shows that there's a large correlation between Crohn's disease and maternal smoking so #don't smoke while pregnant either #literally the only time an adult in power ever cared about me was when the ER dr treating me for severe bronchitis #looked at my records and saw i had been there the year before with the same issues bc my mom was always smoking around me #and told my mom if i came back to the ER with bronchitis again he would call CPS on her ass #so after fourteen years (fifteen if you count the pregnancy period) of smoking around me she finally stopped #too little too late my lungs are permanently scarred and weak lmao #so bye bye clarinet #and that was before i developed asthma even

[someobscurereference]

gotta ask, whats your favourite bizarre headcanon that has zero or maybe even negative canon backing/basis. mine is that ophelia is the result of a magic accident and only has odin's genetics

THIS IS THE FUNNIEST ASK IN THE WORLD AJDJSKSD LOVE THAT HC FOR YOU

I’m trying so hard to think of what would count as bizarre. I have so many AUs and so many of them are joke-y, lol.

OH WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED my hc that Owain once propositioned Gerome purely and only because he thinks Inigo would hate that they got action before he did and he was pissed at Inigo at the time.

#up to you if you think Gerome accepted or not. he and Owain don’t have any supports and I don’t imagine they have chemistry #but also that makes it fun #during awakening era obvs #sorry to other people who are in my inbox #I am slow to reply this one just got me at exactly the right moment #my text #asks #anon can I tell you #regarding the Ophelia part #I have not had this exact thought but I have had somewhat similar thoughts before #what other hcs are less bizarre but can I put here okay #Owain also sleepwalks when stressed sort of like Lissa who purely loses sleep and cannot sleep canonically when stressed #also he had asthma when young #Inigo actually gets really sick from Nohrian food it’s too heavy for him #that one it’s originally mine I got it from a fic but I think it fits #Selena won’t wear her hair down bc then she looks like her mom #I think that one actually came from canon or like. was implied in a dlc or something #her being a hoarder and compulsive buyer/returner of goods is canon #but I think her room is insanely cluttered with half used or untouched clothes and makeup and whatnot bc of that #all the awakening parents have been attracted to Libra and some still are #I feel like I neee to make a list thank you anon for brightening my day this was so funny to get ajdjsksks #fe14 #fe13

[aintmyjewelry]

man i forgot how bad my asthma can get. i worked out this morning, had an issue with my lungs, it's now 4:30pm and i am still wheezing and my chest still feels weird

#i have exercise-induced asthma but i havent like ran in long time so #i forgot how it feels! #fun fact ive always been overweight and everyone thought i had trouble breathing after running bc i was just overweight #this went on for my entire life until high school #the best PE teacher i ever had looked at me once after we ran laps #and asked me if i had asthma #i said what i didnt think so and he was like go see a doctor

[khayr]

anyway. so Ghost has heartworm which is absolutely unfair and devastating. he's 100% indoor and it's just a fucking freak thing for a cat to even come up positive for heartworm. it's just stupid. it's literally not fair. we're looking at potentially 2-3 years of constant rechecks and wringing our hands hoping he's young and strong enough to survive having them die off. like did I do something to fucking deserve one blow after another here, or

#im just wallowing right now really #we have a tx plan and its the best we can do im just fucking devastated #it's not anyone's fault its just a freak fucking thing #but also. test your pets annually #only caught it bc he coughed ONE time and I happened to see it and think he had asthma. nope. #we weren't even looking at hw as a fucking option until it came back on his blood work

[eldritch-crabbo]

Dad: “You’ve never consistently walked every day how do you know it wouldn’t help?” (my chronic fatigue and perceived laziness for only doing as much as I need to and no more)

Me: “I literally walked (up the steep ass hill leading to our neighborhood) every day with 30 lbs of textbooks on my back for 7 years.”

Dad: “And you had more energy and were 100lbs lighter back then! See it works!”

like literally 1. no, I definitely did not. there’s (many) reasons I didn’t do homework and was failing every class bc of it, and a lack of energy was a big one. 2. lmao I gained like 30 lbs since I got out of high school if he really thinks it was 100 he’s deluding himself. 3. i only did all of that because i literally had no other choice. what was I going to do as someone who has a massive fear of punishment (in large part because of him), not go to school? skip class and get treated even worse? this is the man that cut off my access to running water for like 12 hours as punishment once. i can’t believe i ever thought that shit was normal

#venting about the massive fight i just had with him. get this. because i only cut enough bread for myself when he’s not even— #—eating any tonight. as if me not cutting the entire loaf into slices is some huge moral failing #‘you do the bare minimum and only ever think of yourself’ yeah ok i fixed a nice lunch for both of us today and youre gonna say that— #—not even 5 hours later huh. fuck you. #can’t tell if i wanna die or want him to die or both but I sure as hell am sick of this bullshit #doesnt help that ive been unmedicated for months now bc we lost our medi-cal. mom got a job with enough pay that it took our eligibility #which. good for her! she got insurance at that job too! proud of her. #but theyve been separated since dec 2020 and it completely screwed us bc they arent legally divorces #ill be getting on my own medi-cal soon enough (if i can muster the energy for it) cuz imd be kicked off theirs at the end of the year anyway #since i just turned 26 #but yeah cant afford all those medications with only $12 in my bank. had to ask mom to pay for an inhaler cuz mine was out and i need that— #—for emergencies. cant be without an inhaler when i have an asthma attack #gonna stop now cuz im getting turbo depressed

[raspberryjellybrains]

For the ask game: 8. specific headcanon for Magnus? 🙏🏼😊

*holding in excitement* would you like a list?

I think he really likes funky calisthenics. Hates weightlifting, gets bored running, and can't dance to save his life, but when you pull out the bars he is going!

the thing about calisthenics, is that you utilize your own body weight, resulting in explosive exercises that strengthen and broaden the range of motion in joints to create the weight necessary to exert oneself. this means that someone who is very good at calisthenics can do some pretty fucky things with their body which magnus uses and absuses.

his favorite strategy on the battlefield is to distract people while he does some exorcist shit climbing up and swinging between trees in ways that defy both the laws of gravity and nature while his teammates sneak up behind their horrified peers and massacre them. he loves to just. contort and swing for shits and giggles. halfborn makes noises about vestibular stimulation, and Magnus just goes :) and continues flip flopping around. calisthenics is the epic conclusion to his Becoming Just Some Creature arc while also not agitating his asthma.

he also likes fresh water long course swimming :)

#this took me half an hour to answer bc i had 3 different headcanons i wanted to share lmao #but finally landed on this one bc its really out of pocket #and not something ive ever mentioned in the past #if you dont know what im talking about. look up calisthenics on tiktok there are a few channels devoted to it. #pole dancing is a great example of higher level calisthenics. monkey bars is a great lower level example :) #i specifically say long coursw fresh water bc chemicals agitate his asthma and i think magnus would enjoy swimming #he is so good at flipturns :) #magnus has been known to sneak out in the night and be found a couple hours later in a nearby lake swimming laps #sometimes its private property. sometimes its public. got to keep the environment enriched. #maybe that enrichment is being threatened with a gun every few months maybe its not who knows #not the fucking cops #bonus content in the tags #magnus chase #mcga #ask game

[julesnichols]

It's so funny to me that my dad thinks that I'm this super spiteful, petty, vindictive person and yet when the perfect opportunity comes up to give him a taste of what I've had to go through because of him I choose not to

#about me #he has covid and it's Bad #and i've already been exposed to him enough that i'm masking up and taking care of him #but i've had to care for myself every time i've been sick and i had to be the one ten years ago who quit my job #to help look after my mom when she was really really sick #and that fucked me up a lot #bc i was 17 and i should not have been the one who had to handle it #and i know that i could choose to make him handle this alone and probably the only people who might blame me would be the family #who believe parents deserve respect whether or not they've earned it #but i'm not i'm choosing to take care of him and shit #and maybe part of that is bc i couldn't live with myself if i didn't do everything that i possibly could #like when it comes down to it. and idk it's just. Bad he's 64 years old with asthma and a heart condition #fully vaxxed but his last booster was like ten months ago #so anyways!!! things are going GREAT here

[xxxcertifiednerdxxx]

Me and some church homies were playing games last night and long story short the answer to any problem is always screaming

#legit this guy was trying to tag and freeze me #and he was fast #but I had the power of theatrics #also if you’re lds you know church gyms typically have stages #at least in murica #but to get him to not tag me #I screamed at the top of my lungs and ran into the stage #abs just rammed into it #buckled over #and he just stopped bc he was worried I hurt myself #I didn’t but it was funny to see him freak out #but then I was the chaser #and I took my asthma medicine and did stretches and everything but I still almost died #then we played duck duck goose and when guy who was it earlier was chasing one of my friends #she also screamed as she ran away from him so he slowed down bc #And I quote #she was so distressed #it was fun #i was dramatic #And dying bc we kept playing games that involved running #this was for ysa fhe #iykyk <3 #nerd out #nerd-out

[meowww-ffxiv]

Sorry to say but while Meowdred recognized that things went to shit for the Garleans and it was a humanitarian crisis, when the blue kid was all :(( everything was destroyed Meowdred thought about Eorzea after the Calamity and BARELY contained himself from saying "hurted don't it?"

#but of course little cogs in the machine are blind. fanatical. obedient. never knowing the pain they inflicted #the best of them. and the rest revels in it #theodore did most of the garlean segment with julius and the twins bc meowdred said he would/could deal with civilians #but his hatred still ran too deep for him to jeopardize the delicate situation with his own presence #he cooked food and had wheezy asthma symptoms in the camp instead :')

[corpsepng]

Any cat owner mutuals/followers who’ve had their cats on prednisone PLEASE message me I’m kind of freaking out over my cats reaction to it

#I wanna cry I’m terrified I’m hurting him somehow #he’s on prednisone and an antibiotic bc he was having asthma symptoms/breathing difficulty #and he had a couple great days but now he’s CONSTANTLY sneezing and itching his nose #eyes watering very lethargic #this cat is like. always wanting to play and now doesn’t want to do anything. #he’s eating fine and all that but I’m concerned #I already called the vet but they havent gotten back to me #I need someone who knows more than me to reassure me this is okay or tell me what to do

[caramelmochacrow]

yk laser tag is fun except when your fucking gun doesnt work and the team against you decides to fucking shoot you and you have nothing to defend yourself with bc YOUR GUN ISNT WORKING--

#crow talks #remembering playing laser tag for. reasons #i played laser tag ONCE in my entire life and it was the best. #that was when i understood the hype w fps games and why people play them #i will say i broke. um. a rule (no running) and almost got an asthma attack bc of how much i ran lmao #i honestly had no fucking idea what i was supposed to be doing until the very end of the fucking games. yes it has been a few years why? #we were supposed to destroy the bases of the teams but the problem is. most of us didn't fucking know. we were just told to shoot each othe #the guy who had the birthday party there and his team were the only ones who knew. i was sooooo fucking pissed he didn't tell us that. #anyway stopping my rambling now yay--

[ancient-reverie]

for anyone out there thinking about getting a rabbit as a pet... don't. they're not cute and cuddly they're fucking hellspawn and I hate them.

I have two of them. they don't get along. one is disabled. they live in my room. hay and fur everywhere turning into dust. and I'm allergic to dust mites.

my disabled one is a senior and will groom me back if I pet him, but it took 5 years for him to warm up to me, and another entire year to actually want my presence.

the other one is a fucking bitch and I rescued her to give the disabled one a friend before he was disabled. she bullied the shit out of him more than she needed to, had to go to the vet at least twice bc of her attack him. and once he was disabled he couldn't defend himself so now they're permanently separated. they want to be friendly, but the moment there isn't a fence between them the bitch turns into a bitch, what a shocker!

anyways fuck rabbits.

#hell o void #yeah aure i love them i guess but im more just being the better option compared to where they were bc i had to #now half my room is dedicated to rabbits. and me and my asthmatic cat have never had a harder time breathing #actually the rabbit was here before the asthmatic cat and he didnt have asthma when he was younger huh

[infinityonimmortals]

Mom and brother are arguing

Dogs are fighting in the alley

What a great day to be alive

#good god i know why im mentally ill #hes calling my mom a dumbass and breaking shit bc hes broke and wants to pawn the tv that's not even his Jesus Christ #and he just called our uncle (our only father figure) a peasant #he really fucking sucks and if he's as depressed as he says i wish hed just fucking **** ******* already and i mean that #mom would be sad but at least i don't have to wake up to him wishing he had a gun #he really is an argument for postpartum depression #if your so angry and sad and hate our mother but all you do is steal from her and hate her but live in her house.. idk just fucking die idk #im really hoping his asthma takes over one day and the hole in his heart reopens and he kills over one day silently #hed finally shut the fuck up

[soft-girl-musings]

Cry (MK Spring Bingo #1)

Marc Spector x Reader

cross-posted to ao3

tags: panic/anxiety attacks, possibly inaccurate description of an emergency room visit (i don't remember the exact process i borrowed from my own experience bc i was sick… in the ER…), no use of y/n

wc: 1,356

fic summary: Three times Marc told you it was okay to cry, and one time you returned the favor.

A/N: Finally got around to writing something for someone besides jake lockley, bless. once again this is self-indulgent, but if anything hits home for you i'm glad <3 (based on Adam Melchor's "Cry" , which is the most marc-coded piece of music i've ever heard. in this essay i will)

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The first time came out of nowhere.

Nothing was wrong per se; no major injury or crisis had come up. All you knew was that you were frozen in the corner of your room, hot tears streaming down your face as your mind raced between a million different things.

“Sweetheart, have you seen my–” Marc’s request stopped the moment he saw you frozen in the darkened room, gripping the sleeves of your shirt as you bit your lip so hard you risked giving yourself another reason to cry.

“I just need a minute,” your voice came out trembling and heavy, as if too many syllables would cause the tears to fall with greater force. Not that you knew how to stop them, or how they even started.

Quick strides across the room brought Marc to your side. His warm hands wrapped around yours, cold and losing color from digging into your arms. 

Words were never his strong suit; Marc’s a man of few, usually letting his presence and actions suffice. So when faced with consoling you against some invisible threat, he could almost hear the sound of his own heart breaking in tandem with your staggered breath.

So he stood there. Until your fingers relaxed and entwined with his, he stood there until he could guide you to the floor. Arms wrapped around your shoulders, he cradled you as you continued to cry.

“This is so stupid,” you groaned as you wiped your face with your sleeve. “So fucking… ugh.”

“Hey,” he shushed you. “Not stupid. You’re feeling what you’re feeling.”

“But I don’t know why,” you choked out. It was hard enough being so distraught; not having a valid reason for it made everything hurt more.

“You don't have to justify it. Don't have to do anything but just… be here.” A hand to your temple eased your head against his chest. “I'm here, as long as you need me to be.”

This was all the permission you needed to let another rush of tears spill down your cheeks, soaking his shirt. He didn't mind.

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The second time was in the emergency room.

You'd never struggled to catch your breath like this before; a common cold turned south and triggered long-dormant childhood asthma, making your lungs betray the rest of your body. Marc drove you to the ER when your hollow coughing didn't let up for the third day in a row. Head spinning and chest aflame, you were rushed to the back as soon as Marc told them you couldn't breathe.

“You've got to breathe steady, honey.”

“I'm trying,” you muttered around the medicated tube in your mouth. It had to be almost 3 in the morning; your body ached like crazy and you didn't catch a word of what the nurse told you to do with your medication. All you knew was that you were cold, exhausted, and grateful to have Marc there to time your breathing.

But even with his hand holding yours, you still felt tears pricking the corners of your eyes. Every inhalation brought medicine to your airways, but the ragged sensation resonated through your chest and made your body ache more.

“I'm so tired,” you finally said around the device. With that, your tears fell faster than you could swipe at them. Your frown pushed the device from your mouth, but you didn't care.

Marc sprang up, catching the equipment when your grip faltered. He said nothing; instead, he climbed onto the bed with you, leaning your back against his chest and taking your hand in his once more, bringing the medication back to your lips. You let him bear your weight, immediate relief washing over you as he took over keeping the device steady with one hand and gently dabbing a tissue at your cheek with the other. 

“Nothing wrong with a few tears, honey. Means you’re alive.”

When you finally went home, the fire in your lungs extinguished, he held you again until you fell asleep.

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“.....The movie just started.”

(The third time was on the living room couch.)

You had finally talked Marc into watching La La Land with you (with the promise of his getting to choose the next movie night film, of course). You were barely 30 seconds into the opening number when you'd started crying, eyes glued to the screen as dozens of up-and-comers danced and sang about their dreams to make it in the industry.

“They haven't said anything.”

“They're saying everything.”

“He's dancing on a car.”

“Because he's excited!”

“Why did they stop traffic to dance?”

You didn't hear the rest of his quips, too engrossed in the scene. The colors, the music, and the highly impractical interstate  choreography had a way of getting to you ever since you first saw this movie. Meanwhile, Marc sat with his arms crossed and eyebrows knit together as he tried to follow along.

When you noticed his body language, you reached for the remote and paused the movie. “Do you… want to watch something else?”

Marc's face fell when he realized this new batch of tears wasn’t because of the movie, but because of him. The thought of making your cry hit like a punch to the gut.

He took the remote from you, moving closer to your side. “Nice try, but you're not getting out of it that easily. I need your commentary if I'm gonna keep up.” He hit play and choked down every criticism as he saw your face light up, tears of joy brimming during the remaining 2 hours of the film.

The next morning, while making breakfast, you could have sworn you heard Marc humming Another Day of Sun under his breath.

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As you'd grown closer, you began to know Marc as your rock, your steady landing place when you had thoughts and feelings too big to deal with on your own. He never had to say much to be there for you. He kept you tethered and together, happy to be of service no matter how ugly your hardships felt. 

It was only a matter of time before you saw a crack in his foundation.

You got home late one night, a thunderstorm hot on your heels. You had shrugged off your coat and shoes, calling out to Marc to see if he was home. No response.

You checked each room diligently, until you found him sitting on the corner of the bed.

“Marc?” You asked softly, walking toward him. You knelt in front of him, and the sight of his face twisted into an unfamiliar expression, a steady stream of tears spilling from his reddened eyes, was more than you could bear.

The first time came out of nowhere.

“Can you give me your hands, Marc?” He complied, his breath short and his eyes fixed on the storm pelting the window with sheet after sheet of rain. His vision darted between drops of water and streaks of lightning. The room shook with the echoes of thunder as the worst of the storm hit.

“Hey,” you urged him. “Just be here. With me.” Your thumb traced his wrist as you tried to stay calm.  “Can you breathe with me, Marc?” You sat up on your knees. He nodded, slowly but surely matching the pace of your breath. 

You didn't know what was on his mind, only that it was racing. You couldn't tell what had him so worked up, only that his breath escaped him even as you counted to ten again, and again, unrelenting in your focus on him. You had no idea what made your rock, your anchor, cry like this.

Maybe he'd tell you later; maybe it'd remain a mystery. None of that mattered in the moment. All that mattered was the rhythm of your breath as the rain let up; the way his tears drenched your sleeves when you dabbed at his flushed cheeks; the steady thrum of his heart as his body relaxed beside yours. All that mattered was how, with your chest pressed to his back as you lay on top of the bedspread, he let you hold him for a change.

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[alornights]

⟢ you took my soul.

➜ in which ! your beauty took their breath away.

💌 ﹫main 4 + butters stotch.

✩ 🎸 warnings﹗none.

🍓 ⟡ notes — me when subliminals start working, tehehe. based on the jimmy & kyle pretty people drabbles i did. idk what im doing tbh.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ eric cartman.

hates you.

the guy was so confused about why you looked like you were glowing and why his heart was about to beat out of his chest.

death stared you the entire first week you moved to town.

he later confronts you asking if you do witchcraft. you obviously answer you don't. he thinks you're lying and got plastic surgery.

you say you didn't with like the prettiest smile he's ever seen. he takes your word for it and everyone was shocked.

since then he's been like a parasite who always seems to be stuck with you always there to shoo off anyone irrelevant.

thinks he has asthma bc every time he sees you his breath cuts short and fucking hates himself for "having" asthma.

has tried on multiple occasions to "get rid" of people who bothered you even in the slightest way.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ kyle broflovski.

is actually so fucking flustered around you.

when he saw you in the cafeteria walking in he couldn't take his eyes off you the entire time, even with his friends calling for him.

if you even give him the slightest hint you're into him, he will take matters into his own hands and just brag to everyone.

for funsies of course.

deffo helps you away from any unwanted eyes, help meaning may literally threaten them in the worst ways possible.

when he's around you its like he's in a daze for him, he just feels like he's on cloud nine and is living the best life ever.

suddenly becomes the most romantic person ever, not that he wasn't already. but like hella cheesy hopeless romantic.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ stan marsh.

the classic and boring response is a throws up. but he actually doesn't do that contrary to popular beliefs.

he faints instead!

he thought he died since he saw an angel and then his vision went black but he thought hey at least that meant hed be in heaven.

he is stunned when he wakes up in the nurse's office and sees you worried about him of all people.

is like a stuttering mess but he starts slowly but surely relaxing around you, still very nervous talking to you though.

has bragged very purposely in front of wendy that y'all are friends.

while he may not be good at romance, he does try. and by trying i mean he makes u a picnic and brings takeout.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ kenny mccormick.

ay, he has a heart attack because of you.

kidding. but bro does feel his heart like- stop when he sees you walking down the halls like it's some rom-com movie.

instantly starts making moves on you, no hesitation.

doesn't matter whats going on, if he has the chance, hell take it.

at one point thought you were like his actual guardian angel because he had yet to die after meeting you.

still thinks you are and worships the ground you walk on.

very much one of those "ill do anything for you" but he actually will do anything for you, like seriously. just ask.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ butters stotch.

surprisingly the most normal of the bunch.

treats you like a normal human being thankfully.

though he does like stutter around you a lot but that calms down and he's usually back to his normal self in like a day or two.

is very much attached to you especially since his parents have

brags so much to the guys and tells them to "suck on these nuts bitch" because you don't hang out with them, ever.

has tried, and failed, to set up a date with you two. cried himself to sleep, and repeated this process for like a week.

it did work. at his house, in front of his parents! but it was kinda fun, you surprisingly got along with them very well.

#south park x reader #eric cartman x reader #kyle broflovski x reader #stan marsh x reader #butters stotch x reader