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jaeyunverse · 2 years
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announcement regarding lovin’ it!
hi! i’m gonna try to make this quick bc i have a rly bad headache right now and i don’t think anyone would want to read a whole rant LOL
i’m discontinuing lovin’ it!
why? well, reason number one is that i’m starting to think the plot would fit a written fic better. am i going to write the fic though? no. to be very honest, i’m over the entire thing. i came across a prompt and remember being very excited to make smth based on it. so i started planning the smau. this was the start of october. i made the tweets and messages on and off for about a month before stuff came up, and i had to quit. bc i still liked the premise, i began making the smau again in december when i had time, and posted a masterlist on my old blog. then i deactivated. that makes it two times i tried making the smau and quit. still, i tried to go forward w it on my new blog and i was still fairly excited when i pre-wrote all the chapters in march within two days but now ,, i just don’t care LOL i barely remember to post and only do so when i happen to come across someone in the notifs and see them liking a chapter and go “oh fuck i have a smau i should probs update” 👎 plus the plot doesn’t seem that good either now. it actually seems rly lame like WHAT was i thinking to make a smau based on it 💀 i don’t like to discontinue stuff bc it feels like i’ve failed ppl but it’s been 8 months since i began the smau and my commitment issues say i’m DONE. i don’t wanna have smth incomplete and that i’m not particularly proud of anymore on my blog so i will be deleting the masterlist and all the chapters soon (mostly tomorrow itself).
thank you to everyone who supported the smau! i’m rly sorry for disappointing and failing you guys ☹️ maybe in the future i’ll make a different smau w a plot that i don’t get sick of and actually manage to complete 🥲
sorry for tagging everyone in the taglist but announcement things 💔
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astrobei · 1 year
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💌 pretty please??
was hoping you’d send me one so i could Gush about u and u have fallen right into my neatly laid trap >:) ok parker there r so many things i love about u which maybe is like weird and parasocial of me bc we have not met and u could literally be an 80 year old man behind the screen but i!! don’t care!! if parker delusionaltogether is an 80 year old man then suddenly i’m volunteering at the mf nursing home 🥳 i love how ur fics are all so perfectly titled bc that is a skill i am severely struggling to develop (even through song lyrics) and i love your established byler and i love how insanely funny you are and i love that you prev tag me all the time and give me validation and i love that u are so supportive and charismatic and one of my favorite notifications <3 i also love that u live in oregon because i think us pnw bylers need more recognition bc i’m so sick of hearing about people who live in florida. goddamn. anyways just love u so very much i hope u have the best day of ur entire Life today !!
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catboydogma · 2 years
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17 & 47 for the writer asks!!!
(also hii i’m charlie from the discord :])
UR CHARLIE???????? CHARLIE MEMPHISBELLE FROM MY NOTIFICATIONS???????? oh my god i didn't even know ..... HELLO hiiii hey i love seeing u around i hope ur doing well thank u for the writer asks :)
writing asks! 
17: what is your favorite line you’ve ever written?
HM due to having memory of sea sponge and also having written. a lot. i dont think i have one but i Am quite proud of these bits from CHTHONIC
“Your vambrace.” Quinlan’s grip tightened on the back of Fox’s head, his neck. When Fox could spare a thought for him, he could only be grateful that at least someone was focused on the mission. Fox’s head felt like broken glass, like clotted arterial blood and chicken wire and a guthook-tipped sickness. “The red light. What does it mean, Fox?”
and more recently the end lines of GROWING A TREE FROM THE PIT OF A STORE-BOUGHT CHERRY
I AM A THING GROWING AROUND A KNIFE AND / I AM THE SAP BEADING AROUND THE METAL AND / I AM THE SUN SCORCHING THE EARTH AND / I AM THE METAL RUSTING IN THE HEARTWOOD
47: what story are you most proud of?
oubh hard question ... i think my top three would have to be
horizontal transfer because its predecessor (vertical transmission) was written while i was going through A Time (marked by the horrific amt of sheer whump and angst in there) and horizontal transfer was sort of a project that ... reminded me that things do get better! and i've been getting better and i am still getting better! it's a fic about healing and recovery and even tho that series in general doesn't get a lot of love (which i do not mind at all tbh) it is very important to me personally
CHTHONIC bc sheer Vibe present in it tho it is quite old and i may have to re assess it for Fondness at some point
any time at all bc writing it did make me tear up which is quite difficult tho this is also another old one that i will have to reassess soon
honorable mentions for: dancer in the dark for being the figure skater au i have always wanted, rules of ascension for being so goddamn fucking long, and empire & the sun for being finished sans artist out of sheer spite
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wowowwild · 2 years
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FAQ:
This is an 18+ blog, enter at your own risk. I'll do my best to make sure everything nsfw and mature is marked, but let me know if I missed something!
Pronouns he/they, you can call me Ace, Seven, or Wild.
Everything I write is self indulgent, but you can make requests.
This is mostly my chance to be cringe and horny on main... except this is a side blog.
Please don't take me too seriously, I'm just a silly little lad! I love talking to everyone as long as we're all respectful with each other.
My tags (bc my original content gets buried by my queue lol) are: game posting, ace's fic, ace's post, ace's reblog, ace's art, ace's memes, and ace’s ask. (These links only work on desktop.)
I am also on Pillowfort and Bluesky!
My fics:
Ace Attorney
Bag-Verse: Rated M with some variance. The first is klapollo, the next is Pollycule (PollyxKlavx???x???) v Emacule (Emax???x???x???), plus random spin offs and extrapolations.
Hope For The Best, Prepare For The Weirdest: Rated T. Adventures at Klavier’s party as viewed through messaging app. POV: You're too old for this shit. (tumblr)
What Feels Wright: Rated G. Another hospital scene but this time written by me. Edgeworth POV. TLDR: Edgeworth has feelings. What feelings? Who knows. We're just proud he can identify that he's having them. (tumblr)
You’re Probably Not Aware: Rated T. For Blackmadhi Week 2023 day one pining. Simon and Nahyuta talk about their love lives (or lack thereof) with their respective siblings. Kind of. (tumblr)
We Are One And The Same: Rated T. Blackmadhi Week 2023 Day 2 redemption. Simon comforts Nahyuta outside the party about something that happened at the court house. (tumblr)
Three Words For You: Rated T. Blackmadhi Week 2023 day 3: I love you. Simon and Nahyuta look into what it means to be in love and the first 'I love you' is said. (tumblr)
Extra, Extra: I Love You: Rated E. Simon and Nahyuta have just they love each other for the first time! They have sex about it! (NSFW companion to Three Words For You)
Lay Thee Down Now And Rest: Rated T. Blackmadhi Week 2023 day 5 healing. How Nahyuta and Simon comfort each other when they have nightmares. (tumblr)
I Thought I Told You: Rated T. Blackmadhi week 2023 day 6: double quadruple date. Simon is anxious and insecure but Nahyuta sets him straight... *insert not straight joke here* Bonus mini golf. (tumblr)
You Know You’re Alright With Me: Rated T. Blackmadhi Week 2023 day 7: rivalry/second chances. Nahyuta returns from a trip to Khura'in. Simon missed them very much. It might have been worth it though, since Nahyuta finally learned to cook something without burning the kitchen down. (tumblr)
Fruity: Rated T. "If you were a fruit, what kind would you be?" Klapollo week 2023 day 1: confessions (tumblr)
Punishment Befitting The Crime: Rated T. Klavier loved to play little pranks and Apollo knew the perfect punishment to fit the crime. Klapollo week 2023 day 2: weakness (tumblr)
Sick Days Extended Universe (Series): Fic 1: Rated T. Klavier is sick and Apollo takes care of him. Klapollo week 2023 day 3 domesticity. Fic 2: Rated E. Klavier had a bad day at work. Apollo uses the opportunity to spoil him. (tumblr fic 1)
Our Family: Rated G. Apollo and Klavier go over Christmas plans. Klapollo week 2023 day 4: family (tumblr)
Hey There Apollo: Rated T. Klavier and Apollo video call while Apollo is away in Khura'in. Klapollo week day 6: long distance (tumblr)
Getting Something Off My Chess: Rated T. Klavier receives a Facebook notification. A friend request? (It’s from Phoenix Wright. They play chess.) (tumblr)
That’s Unfortunate: Rated T. The universe keeps trying to tell Apollo something important. Will he listen? Or will he find himself surrounded by regrets and missed opportunities? As the clock ticks down, find out if Apollo can stick the landing or if he will miss his cue.
Polly’s Mom Has Got It Going On: Rated T. Crack fic. Klavier asks Apollo if he has a chance with his crush... Your mother is who? (tumblr)
Gloves: Rated E. Apollo has a fixation on Klavier's leather gloves. What ever could this lead to? (Smut, the answer is smut.)
Her Sister’s Magatama: Rated G. What has been done with Mia’s Magatama? (tumblr)
Breakdown, It’s Alright: Rated T. Klavier gets a vague text from Apollo on his day off asking him to meet in the park. Whatever could be the reason? (tumblr)
Almost Done- Rated E for sex reasons (pls pay attention to the tags). He knew Kristoph knew that he knew and yet still they played their little game. It was kind of fun, actually, and that made him feel more guilty than anything else.
What were YOU doing at the Wright & Co. Law Offices? - Rated T. FranMaya has been secretly dating and WrightWorth is... They'll figure it out. (tumblr)
Bleach
Love Bite: Rated T. Grimmjow starts biting Ichigo during their spars. Whatever could this mean?
Happy Birthday, I Got You An Arrancar: Rated E. Orihime wants her lovely boyfriend to have a very special birthday, i.e. getting to fuck the arrancar he won’t stop talking about.
BNHA
Hero Survey: Rated T. The latest 'most attractive pro-hero' survey has come out. What realizations will it bring about?
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stardusttkachuk · 3 years
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why does tumblr even have a mute notifications option on posts if it DOESNT ACTUALLY MUTE NOTIFICATIONS FOR THAT POST
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kim-ruzek · 3 years
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family we chose
Summary: spec fic for season nine bc that photo of paddy with painted nails Sent me. (Ft. Dad!am and cuteness)
Warnings: Cute adorableness and the possiblity you may die from how fluffy it is.
Word Count: 3.6k (lol can you believe I thought this would be 1-2k?)
Read on AO3
Notes: Paddy + painted nails + Theories = me going fucking crazy with feels.
“Adam, are you done yet?” Makayla calls to him, her voice a whine. Six year olds are not known for their patience, and Makayla is no different.
“Almost,” Adam replies as he finishes up putting away the freshly washed plates from their dinner. Makayla is old enough that she can play, happily and contently, by herself without his participation but during dinner she had asked him if they can play princesses and who was he to say no?
Especially when it helps distract her from the awkward questions she’s asking about Kim, and the clear anxiety and worry which is clearly plaguing the girl, the missing presence of her adoptive mother hanging over them both like a dark cloud.
It’s day two of Kim being in the hospital—day three, if he was to count the night Kevin and Jay found her. She had been in surgery for hours, and it had killed Adam to have to stay away, to not he at the hospital, but Kevin stayed on the phone with him and he was grateful for that.
And it was easier knowing that he was doing what Kim would want, that he was looking after her little girl, helping to preserve some normality in Makayla’s life.
When he had looked after her that night, he had just told her that Kim was busy at work, and he could see that Makayla had sensed that wasn’t just it, but for the most part she believed him. The next day was more difficult, however.
They knew that Kim is going to be okay. She has quite the recovery ahead of her, and she’s nowhere near ready to leave the hospital—she hasn’t even stayed awake for more than five minutes, and even that might be too generous. And so Adam had the task of telling Makayla this.
In his years as a cop, he’s had to do a lot of notifications and telling people that their loved ones are in the hospital but it never gets easier, and none of it could prepare him for having to tell Kim’s six year old.
It had gone better than Adam had thought, with him discovering that he’s a little better at this whole thing than he assumed he’d be. But Makayla’s worries and fears was clear; Adam having to reassure her that Kim will be coming home, and that in a few days, she’ll be able to see her.
“And,” Adam had told her with a smile, hoping to distract her. “Until then, we can have lots and lots of fun together.”
His goofy smile and his light hearted voice seemed to reassure her, as she had smiled at him them, an adorable toothy grin that somehow—even though it makes no sense to as why—reminded him of Kim.
Makayla had asked him if they could make Kim a card, to which he obviously said yes, and they had a fun evening with card, paint and glitter and Adam thought that maybe he’ll actually be able to do this. She did, however, when night came ask if she could sleep in his—Kim’s—bed and, although it sent him briefly into a panic, he immediately said yes, wanting to be able to report to Kim that he did everything right.
“Adam!” Makayla calls impatiently again and Adam laughs, shaking his head slightly.
“I’m coming,” he says, walking to her and taking a seat beside her. His bones complains about how low to the ground he has to be, but Makayla’s bright smile makes it worth it.
“Okay then, lil darlin’, how do we play princesses?” He asks her and her smile widens at her new moniker he’s given her. He called it her yesterday, right after yet another thought that Kim and her may not be blood related, or even known each other for long, but there’s already so many similarities between the two came to him.
“I’m not that small, Adam! I’m third tallest in my class!” Makayla had initially protested to the lil part of name.
“I know you’re not that small,” He had agreed, even though to him, she is, obviously. “But you’re lil darlin’ because you’re Kim’s daughter and Kim is darlin’.”
He had then momentarily freaked out, because he’s not sure how she feels about being called Kim’s daughter, and because he was scared that she’d think he was forgetting all about her mother, the one who raised her for six years.
But Makayla didn’t seem to mind, in fact, she seemed to beam wider at it. She made it clear that she liked Kim and her having matching monikers, and that she’s Kim’s junior—and thankfully, she didn’t ask why Kim is darlin’, as Adam had no idea how to answer that.
Makayla, now, in response to his question, jumps up and runs to her bedroom. She’s back shortly after, with a box filled with princess outfits, and bright materials, like a fluffy neon boa scarf.
“Here!” she places the box down, smiling proudly. Adam eagerly returns the smile, before fishing out a tutu out of it. He holds it up, grinning goofily at her.
“Somehow I think this won’t fit me.” He jokes and Makayla giggles.
“Of course it won’t, silly. You can use some of Kim’s clothes!” Makayla tells him.
Makayla quickly chooses what clothes she—and he—is going to wear, wrapping the neon boa scarf around his neck proudly. And then she’s going back to her bedroom, coming out with a smaller, more delicate box.
“First, we need to put on this!” She exclaims, opening the box to reveal kid makeup, nail polish and some stickers. Adam raises his eyebrow.
“Kim says we have to put it on before the clothes, so we don’t get the nail vanish on it.” Adam thinks she means varnish, her mistake making his heart constrict at the adorableness. Makayla then grabs this sheet, putting it over the rug.
“And we need to make sure we don’t mess the carpet,”
With that done, Adam peers into the box. “Okay, what colour do you want to paint my nails?”
It’s not a sentence Adam ever thought he’d say, not at this time anyway, but he doesn’t mind. Not even when Makayla’s eyes fill up with glee and mischief as she happily exclaims;
“All of them!”
Adam isn’t one who takes much photos, especially as he got older and more serious, and had less things in his life he wanted to document. But he takes lots after him and Makayla dress up, wanting to have a record of this for when Kim is properly awake.
And, if he’s honest, for himself, as—despite the love of his life being in hospital in the ICU—this is the happiest he’s been in a while. He snaps photos of not only Makayla, but himself, capturing his made up face, the tiara on his head and his multi-coloured nails.
Makayla is at school the next day, and Adam is in Kim’s hospital room. He’s showered and washed off his face, and in his clothes, obviously, but his nails are still painted. Makayla seemed to be really happy at him letting her paint his nails—saying offhandedly that her uncle never used to let her paint his nails—so he kept them. That, and because he couldn’t find the remover for it, of course.
“Hey, Kim.” Adam says softly. Kim’s not awake, still sleeping and if it wasn’t for the bruise on her face, the hospital gown, and all the wires surrounding her, Adam would think she looks so peaceful, like she’s just slumbering in her bed at home.
She’s off the ventilator, now, and Adam thinks that he’ll be able to take Makayla in to see her tomorrow, even if she’s not awake when he does, because she doesn’t seem as scary, as hit and miss and near death.
He’ll never be able to get the image of her lying attached to the ventilator, the day after they found her. Adam had dropped Makayla off at school and headed straight to the hospital. Kevin had met him outside, and warned him it wasn’t pretty, and he thought he was prepared—but nothing could ever prepare him for that.
Adam sits down next to her bed, now, lightly holding her hand in his. He’s immediately brought back to all those years ago, to when she was shot the first time, and she was in the hospital. He feels just as sick as he did then, feeling as if half of his heart is gone.
He can’t help thinking how this is the reverse of then, too. Back then, he had to hide how he felt from everyone, the only one who knew was Kim. And now, now he doesn’t have to hide it, everyone in his unit knows just how much he loves her, but Kim doesn’t—or rather, perhaps, can’t see it, for whatever reason.
He’s caught up in this thought that he doesn’t notice her stirring, her eyes opening. He only realises she’s awake when she squeezes his hand—weakly, still not strong—and his eyes look up from the spot they’ve been staring at and to her face.
Kim’s eyes are only half open, heavy lidded, but she’s awake and she’s looking at him. Currently, the only people who has gotten to see Kim, awake, is the doctor, the nurse and Kevin and Trudy. Adam knows he’s needed by Makayla, but he can’t help but feel envy, jealousy, that others got to have her see them and he hasn’t.
But now she’s awake, and she’s looking at him. There’s a smile dancing on her lips, soft and gentle but so, so Kim. His mind can’t help but go back to that first time she was shot again, and about the smile she gave him then, when she realised he was there, with her.
“Adam,” Her voice is barely there, dry and hoarse, coming out a little more than a whisper. But his heart skips a beat at hearing her say his name, and he knows he should calm himself, because Kim has made it clear that dating isn’t on the table—even if he thinks her reasons are nonsense—but he can’t because he loves her, because he nearly lost her, because he’s spent the last few days looking after her daughter and wishing she was his as well, because she’s awake and she’s looking at him and she’s saying his name.
“Hey, Kim.” He says again, managing to catch himself just in time before he accidentally slipped out a darlin’ instead. Her eyes glance down before glancing back up, her smile widening.
“I like the nails.” Her smile is playful, teasing and even though her voice is still dry, he can hear the amusement in it. Adam looks down at his hands, still around hers, and he feels oddly exposed, that it’s apparent just how desperate he is for them to be a family.
“Makayla and I played princesses.” He tells her, proudly, shrugging off any feelings of desperation and insecurity. He then pulls back from her hands, reaching into his pocket for his phone.
“I took photos—if you want to see?” He offers, watching as Kim’s eyes light up. She instantly tries to move, to adjust herself so she’s sitting up more and he immediately stops her, jumping to help her instead.
Kim shifts over, encouraging him to sit down on the bed so that she can see the photos with ease. She’s been in the hospital for days, and the sterile smell clings to her, but he can still smell her, the essence that’s just Kim as she rests against him. He tries to calm his beating heart, but that’s impossible whenever Kim is around him, whenever she is on him.
Especially right now. When all he can think about is how much he loves her, and how domestic this all feels, showing her photos of her daughter, the daughter Adam’s been looking after.
Adam is showing her the photos, getting near the end of the mass he took, when he realises she’s stopped cooing. He thinks she must’ve fallen back asleep—understandable, depending everything her body has been through—but when he looks down at her, she’s still awake.
She’s not looking at the photos, but at him. There’s a softness, affection, in her expression and Adam doesn’t quite know how to read it.
“I love you.” She says then, her voice the clearest it’s been. He blinks, stunned, not expecting that to come out of her mouth.
“Kim—” He goes to say that they don’t need to talk right now, that he doesn’t need to hear this, but she continues, fixing him a look—a look that reminds him a fair bit of Trudy—telling him to be quiet.
“When I was in that warehouse, dying, all I could think about—other than Makayla—was you. I even called out to you; all I wanted was you, to have you save me. I thought I was going to die and all I could think about was how we’ve left things, how I’ve pushed you away. You’re my person, Adam. I know, now, I’m never going to want anyone else and all what I’ve been trying to convince myself about you, about us, it’s bull. I love you, and I never want to be scared that I’ll die without you knowing that ever again.”
This is everything Adam has wanted to hear for years, and exactly what he’s been desperate for ever since, right before Kim fostered Makayla, they slept together again. It’s embarrassing how many nights he’s spent lying awake, staring at his ceiling, wishing for her to say this to him but now, when it’s actually happening it, all he can do is stare, stunned, at her.
“Kim,” He says again, her name leaving his lip sounding quite like a plea. Hearing her say this, hearing her tell him this, it means more to him than he could ever describe and he doesn’t know exactly how to express that, how to express the thoughts and feelings in his mind, in his heart.
“Look, we don’t need to like. I don’t expect anything from you. I know we have stuff we need to talk about, I can’t click my fingers and make everything that’s happened between us okay. But I needed you to know this—I thought I could wait, until I’m better. But you—you let Makayla paint your nails,” It’s so much more than that one gesture, Adam can tell. He can tell from how she says the words, the way seeing his nails painted means so much to her, that it signifies something so much more important than just him having fun with her daughter. And he can tell because he knows her, knows Kim better than he even knows himself.
And he understands exactly what she means, excited what she’s feeling. When he let Makayla paint his nails, he did hope that it would show Kim that he’s taking his role seriously, taking the fact that he’s their family seriously, but that wasn’t why he let her. Adam let her because she’s an adorable child, because she’s Kim’s daughter, because she deserves to be happy. He wasn’t thinking about what he could personally gain from it, it was just something he did without much thought, something that just made sense to agree too—just because Makayla asked.
Adam can see that Kim understands that, and that’s what’s resonated with her, that’s what’s making her look at him like that, with love and adoration and utter affection, a look he hasn’t quite seen in her eyes since the day he proposed to her.
It’s the first time since Kim was pregnant and let him in that hope blooms in him; that Adam has hope that finally, finally, he’ll get his girl again.
He softly strokes his thumb against her hand, before lifting it up and giving it a gentle kiss. “I know, darlin’.” He doesn’t hesitate or hold back now, knowing that it will be received well, and Kim smiles at it.
Adam notices then that she’s looking tired, and realises that her body needs more rest. He gently puts down her hand. “Rest, now. We can talk more about this—us—when you’re better. You need to rest and recover, because I know there’s an adorable six year old who misses you very much.”
Kim smiles again and Adam’s heart warms at the sight of it. “And darlin’? I love you, too.”
She falls asleep shortly after that. Adam doesn’t particularly want her too, not ready to stop seeing her awake, to talk to her, to see her smile and hear her voice. But he’s okay with it, because she wants him and she might be asleep now, but they have all the time in the world, the rest of their lives, to be together.
A couple days later, Kim has gotten stronger and needs less wires, the bruise on her face going down and colour returning to her face. She’s still got such a long recovery ahead of her, and she still needs to be in the hospital for a few more weeks, but Adam can finally bring Makayla with him.
The six year old is very excited, waking Adam up at an unholy time in the morning, practically jumping around the place. She’s made Kim another card and several pictures—some of which includes Adam in them, which warmed his heart—and while she understands Kim can’t come home just yet, she’s still very happy she can see her.
Adam walks through the hospital to Kim’s room, Makayla on his hip—although the way she’s bouncing, squirming with barely contained excitement, it’s a miracle Adam is able to keep hold of her.
He’d have let her bound ahead, walking by herself, if it wasn’t for it being a hospital, Adam wanting to make sure she’s contained and doesn’t cause any destruction.
There are many perks to being a cop, and being able to weave through the hospital with ease just with the wave of your badge is one of them. Although, Adam’s badge isn’t around his neck, Makayla having claimed it for herself.
“Can I wear it?” She asked him that morning, when he explained to her why he was wearing it around his neck, on display. He had agreed, not only because she’s too cute to say no to, but because she’d be carried by him, which would clearly show the other adults around that he was a cop, even if she was wearing it.
“Uncle Kev!” Makayla greets Kevin enthusiastically as they approach Kim’s hospital room. Kevin’s been sitting with Kim until they arrive, and at Adam’s text that they had, he had clearly headed out, ready to greet them.
“Hey, M.” Kevin ruffles Makayla’s curls, the girl grinning as he does so. He then nods in greeting to Adam; the two men still need to have a long conversation—in which Adam knows his role will be too listen, the only words being an apology—and they won’t be totally fine until they do, but there’s an understanding between them.
“How is she?” Adam asks Kevin, discreetly asking if Kim is tired, so he can prepare Makayla for that.
“Good, getting better and better. She’s been napping all morning, so she’s ready for this little one,” Kevin ruffles Makayla’s hair again. “Now, M, Adam’s explained that Kim’s gonna need to take it slow? That it might be scary—but she’s okay, she’ll be home before you know it?”
Kevin’s years of raising his siblings is displayed in how he talks to Makayla, using a soft, but adult tone?
After Makayla nods in answer to Kevin, Adam’s walking into Kim’s hospital room, the six year old on his hip. Kim’s sitting up in her bed, ready and eager to see Makayla. A wide, happy grin overtakes her face as soon as they enter and Kim sees Makayla.
Adam puts Makayla down as soon as they cross the threshold and she wastes no time running up to Kim’s bed. She does hesitate before jumping onto the bed, taking a step back and cautiously climbing up at the end, not wanting to accidentally sit on Kim.
Adam watches this, and watched how then Kim guides Makayla into her arms, her daughter immediately snuggling into them, looking happier than she’s looked in days. The scene tugs at Adam’s heart; they really do belong together, that is clear, their bond strong and true.
“Come cuddle, Adam!” Makayla then looks back at him, smiling that grin of hers, beckoning him over enthusiastically. He hesitates, not wanting to intrude on the moment, on Kim’s reunion with her daughter, but then Kim smiles at him; a big, loving smile which invites him over.
“Kim, guess what?” Makayla turns back to Kim as he heads over. “I’m lil darlin’! And it’s not ‘cos I’m short, but 'cos I’m your daughter!”
The way this makes Kim feel is clear to Adam, her expression open. She responds to Makayla, but she catches his eye, and Adam knows exactly what she’s trying to express to him.
When he reaches her bed, Kim pats her other side, encouraging him to sit down with them. It’s a tight fit, Adam barely on the bed, but it’s nice. He lifts up his arm, wrapping it around Kim, and she leans into him, Makayla snuggling against her still.
Makayla quickly urges Adam to pass her bag to her, so that she can show Kim all the stuff she made for her. Kim’s face lights up at them, looking with awe and wonder and love but all Adam can think about is how well the three of them fit together, that they’re already like a family.
There’s so much to discuss and work out, but Adam is looking forward to what the future holds if this is even a small glimpse into what it’ll be like.
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you said mary's one of the top 6 writers for you and now I'm wondering who the other 5 are
i was gonna be like “nah, I’m not gonna expose myself like that” but then figured...what do I have to lose yknow what i mean haha so here we go
My writing “senpais” aka the top 6 writers who’s work is so good, that it’s intimidating, despite them being the sweetest (in no particular order also of course i love more writers, these are just the 6 that have owned my heart for SO long)
@neostains (i mean, obviously?? I came across give in and my whole life changed, her power was so strong that it started the renjunvasion in my heart, like I loved him before but after reading that? MY GOD. I pretty much explained it in the ask but she legit influenced the way I think and that’s so powerful but also all of her writing is so good)
@junguws (aka the reason I started reading fics again after my 1 year long hiatus, she was one of the first blogs I actively “stalked” and had notifs on, her works are all masterpieces, each and every one of them, but white champagne made me (a ty stan) decide to say fuck it and just have jaehyun as my bias wrecker bc it’s what he deserves, but also the way she writes the members, i love)
@jungcity (both of her jaehyun series make me wanna say fuck it and ult jaehyun. love, eternal sounds like one of those fancy novels you find at a book store and read the description and decide you HAVE TO buy it and once you read it, you cherish the book more than you cherish some ppl in your life bc it’s just THAT good)
@moonlit-jeno (are we surprised? does a day go by when I don’t think or talk about how amazing ivy is? I’m not saying she owns my whole heart and more but she owns my whole heart and more, finding her blog was literally one of the best things to happen to me like I will forever have rainy day and love sick in my brain and I am so greatful)
@gemihyuck (again, does a day go by when I don’t think of how amazing lola is? I dare you to tell me you’re not a simp for lola, you’re either lying or in denial, everyone is a simp for lola. Her responses are why I started following her and almost fell for her, just from her responses but then her writing? I have read of how curiosity killed the cat and star-crossed like so many times but I’m still amazed ever re-read)
@hyuckgasm (last but definitely not least, I saw temptation and fell in love with her and her writing, which was back on her old account and I may or may not have been too nervous to talk to her, but then i said fuck it, that’s my baby and I’m so happy I did, because she’s one of my fave moots and I love her so much. Knowing her does not equal me not being shook at her writing tho of course, she is a writing goddess and i love every one of her works, especially seven days and a jeno angst I forgot the title of)
OK THATS ENOUGH EXPOSING MYSELF FOR ONE DAY, DONT YALL THINK, IMMA JUST POST THIS, QUICKLY TAG IT AND GO TO BED BC IM ANXIOUS HAHA 
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write short descriptions of your favourite mutuals/friends and then tag them (but not next to their descriptions) and try to make them guess which one is theirs!
i did two parts bc i did a lot of ppl! ppl are tagged in alphabetical order dfjskfn also i hope y'all can guess your number 🚶🚶🚶
p1. 
@01bri @1aju @1oveful @2blushy @chanilovehours @doyoung @fruittxt @himlo @jenolees @junghwasgf
01 - omg we were JUST talking today… we always hit each other up for drama its p funny sjdfksldj i love hearing them talk just in general. they have a lot of good energy and it makes me happy that they like me enough to like. willingly hit me up i think thats really cute and i love that… also theyre always going to concerts and i think thats really cute i hope they hve a really good time :( they always have my back n i love talking to them !! angel 
02 - my sweetheart!!! they’re really the funniest we used to talk ALL the time before school started :( i miss them a lot but honestly i love when they spam me with notifs :’) jsdfkjsd i remember when we first met n we talked about divergent and the bts visual novel it was HONESTLY really iconic… they’re a year under me but honestly it feels like we’ve known each other for a while !! they have a lot of love in their heart and their love for a certain few ppl (starting w t) is so sweet :( i love how we both procrastinate and stay up until like 2 for everything anyway ily and i miss u! 
03 -  omg.. i feel like they’re my younger sister… i really don’t deserve such a ray of sunshine! whenever i’m down they always send me the sweetest asks and messages and once they even told me abt their day out of nowhere i just thought that was really cute :( they’re ALWAYS cheering me on and it is really really sweet !! they make me rlly happy nsdfkjsd even just seeing their asks that start with “GIRL!!!” yea :’) they’re the brightest star w the cutest personality
04. we talked for like four hours about grapes once and that’s how we became friends… uhh i love them a LOT !!! they are really so kind and supportive and we get along really well?? they have a callout list for me kjdfdsf honestly we have a lot of inside jokes and it’s really cute. they changed my opinion abt taureans (U SHOULD KNOW WHO U ARE BY NOW .. ) and i just love how we can talk about anythin????? also your sleep schedule is SUPER screwed up but its chill bc that means we can talk more ndfkjsdkf i love you angel !! 
05. i will LITERALLY never forget the time i was feeling like absolute SHIT and they took the time to write out like an ESSAY for me and it’s saved and screenshotted and immortalized forever in my heart it really meant a lot for someone to like. take the time out to do that for me and im so grateful…we don’t even post the same content anymore but they always interact w my posts and check up on me and send me asks… i love them a lot lot lot! on my old blog they’d send me the cutest asks too im grateful and lucky to have them in my life :’) 
06. they know who they are !! my one n only!! we talk every single day and somehow they don’t get sick of me which is a feat in of itself. super creative and caring and empathetic and strong and selfless and just? a really good person. they have the biggest heart and the most love to give. they’re also really hard on themselves :( my biggest cheerleader n the love of my life.. if you haven’t figured out who you are yet i’ll send jeno over to talk some sense into you (*tell you he loves you)
07. soooo soft :( everything about them is soft!! they hav a lot of love for a certain bunny boy and they’re always always tagging ppl in things i think it’s so unbelievably kind. they’re always spreading kindness and joy and is such a ray of sunshine!! i really really lov them a lot ! 
08. o man where do i start?? they’re really full of a lot of love… they’re always love posting abt their best friend and that really makes me so happy that they have such a positive good person in their life… anyway we always send each other cute asks periodically to check on each other & we’re always helping each other out when we go through emo moods… anyway they’re applying to college at the same time i am and i remember stressing out abt it with them but i KNOW we’ll both be fine i lovve them :’)
09. seriously a big source of support for me even if we don’t talk on the daily!! they always have really good advice to give and even when like. No Advice Can Be Given they’re always lending an listening ear. they’re really cute i love how mature they are !! besides giving rlly insightful n thoughtful advice.. uh they’re just a rockstar! they’re a little bit younger than me but they always try their best and help others out and it’s really admirable. plus they said they love making playlists and i just thought that was the cutest thing :/
10. we haven’t had a lot of conversations together but theyre really just the sweetest :( ever :( i was going through a hard time n they sent me so many sweet asks and messages. its always nice to know there are ppl who care abt u and this person is just SO caring in general!! they’re always tagging ppl in sweet things and doing their best and it is much appreciated !! much like their name they rlly are. the best and the brightest
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p2. 
@kimjunnoodle @lazy-gudetama @pastelunnie @rapgodkth @rosehyuck @snowedjin @taehn @taeilsgrl @taeyyongs
11. UGH another sweetheart … they’re always sending me the sweetest long asks checking up on me and they’re always interacting n communicating and talking abt stuff they’re passionate abt it i really love it ?????? i miss talking to them !! they would send me the cutest dog pictures :( i always see them around spreading love and happiness and warmth .. they have a lot of love and compassion in their heart. i always look forward to their asks and replies!!
12.  my EVERYTHING!!!! i saw their selfies like yesterday n they rlly knocked my socks off imagine being so pretty!!!! they are really an icon it was so cute talking to them abt our wedding :/ they’re a lot of fun they go from super soft to super funny and like, theyre either loveposting or talking about furries i think its the funniest thing ever. anyway they’re a total sweetheart n the best hyuck stan so yeah ! i love love
13. omg …. they’re SO considerate they’re always tagging me in those “associate ur mutuals with” posts and it’s honestly really cute ??? they have my kidneys and my left lung and my Whole heart :( the biggest sweetest tae stan ! super sweet and lovely and funny !!! we don’t talk a lot but i’m always cheering them on behind the scenes!! they always interact w my not funny stupid posts and hype me up theyre just. really great to be with and im grateful to b mutuals 
14. i’ve known you the longest!!!!!!!! i have all ur jk fics saved omg :( you’re the sweetest bean and i love talking to you.. even tho we don’t talk on the regular anymore it’s always so sweet hearing from you and i love how we always update each other when smthing important happens in our lives!!!! i love watching the videos u send ur voice is rlly the cutest n i remember the first tme i heard it i started crying anyway i still have your christmas card saved and i love you a whole freaking lot im still waiting to go on a date with u :( my tall gf
15. UH we literally talk and just. gush over how cute girls are …. jsfdasdf we ALWAYS tell each other beef no matter what sfjdsk they really have such a caring n chill personality. we think alike so it’s really nice telling them abt things i need help with because i always get a good second perspective on it… they’re always here to listen to me (even late at night when they have work the next day)… they’re a bit like my older sister i trust them a lot !! i really love how they always update me on things even tho i SUCK ass at messaging so :) anyway i love them a lot (move to california sooner!) 
16. one of the funniest most down to earth ppl i’ve ever met. memes are iconic and every single conversation we have i always manage to laugh bc their comedic timing is amazing and yea they’re just an all around great person. they’re my movie buddy and we can also really talk abt anything??? like we’re super comfortable around each other which is super cool n i’m grateful. we can talk for hours n hours … and yeah .. they’re also super sweet and always support me through everything! we have a lot of inside joke its cute & i’m glad i met this person i really am :’)
17. hdfsfn.. really. they really own my heart.. honestly i couldn’t have asked for a better mutual???????? they are Top Tier quality one of kind…they have like thousands upon thousands of followers and they always always promo me … im so undeserving of their love… AND AND THEY ALWAYS SEND ME ASKS …. even when like. im being annoying and ask stupid questions no one wants to answer they always write out a whole paragraph and it makes my WHOLE world ten times over im so grateful for them … i have the strawberry emoji on like all of their asks bc i want to keep all of them thats how much i appreciate the time n effort they show me … wrow… the cutest and best ever i love them a LOT! 
18. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they’re so motherly to me …. they’re always looking out for me and making sure i’m doing ok and i think that’s just the sweetest best thing ever :( they’re really sweet n pretty AND funny i always love seein their posts… they’re one of my few exo mutuals and i LOVE IT ! I LOVE THEM! they are sosososo soft their tags for their man are really the cutest too… they’re one of those mutuals who switch from loveposting to toesucking and it’s the best and funniest i love them! once i was sick n they sent me like two asks making sure i was ok and . wrow. i couldnt have asked for anyone better
19.  mMmMmMm i remember i thought they hated me and then it turns out they didn’t and i was SO relieved bc they’re so sweet and funny and :( just a really great person. they did a lil astrology analysis for me and it was so spot on i’d trust them with my life and my savings and my posterity…. uhhh they have a heart of gold they’re always looking out for others and trying their best n it’s really admirable. they also have such a good sense of humor!! a treasured mutual who owns my heart :( 
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2. Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to?mmm okay bear with me, but, supernatural. NOW BEFORE YOU PULL RECEIPTS FROM AO3 and are like: BUT YOU WROTE A FIC FOR THE LITERAL TV SHOW SUPERNATURAL. yes, yes i did. HOWEVER. it was an angel and a demon having sex. when i say supernatural i mean like, vampires and werewolves and shit. oh yeah. i actually started fiddling around with a supernatural-themed fic but i am always juggling 99 things, fic-wise, so i never got around to writing it. which is tragic. anyway vampires are fun and dramatic.
4. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Care to share one of them?lmao anon. ANON. i’m always nurturing at least 4 fic ideas at a time. i actually saw the light recently and have moved a few of my AU fics over into the ‘original fic’ section, so i’m a little better....on the fanfiction front. (now i have like, five original story ideas. god. why me.)but okay the one i’m most enjoying writing at the moment is the food critic supercorp AU. it’s so fun trying to figure out how things would work in this universe, whilst also incorporating all of the good things we know and love from canon.
13. What’s the best writing advice you’ve ever come across?this is going to sound weird, but, ‘don’t focus on romance so much’. which, lol, all i write are fics that primarily focus on romance. a lot of my original stories involve romance heavily! but when my creative writing teacher told me to write about other stuff, my creativity flourished. my poetry and original fiction in high school circled around romance in a way that didn’t allow the world and characters to grow and breathe. just because your characters are in love, doesn’t mean they don’t have lives or friends or eat food. that advice, that felt harsh to my 16 year old ego, actually helped me become a much more well rounded writer. now i write primarily romantic plots, but like, also friendships and relationships with family members and my characters cook and go to parties and are JEWISH and it’s just, so great, imo.
28. Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.telanu - her dwp fic. man. i just. not only is her world building like, ridiculously good, she made me CRY with the lily and the crown (i genuinely thought it was just bc i was sick, but i’ve re-read it thrice and cried just as hard EACH TIME so like...it’s that emotional). i started reading her fics on her website, and then once she’d moved them over to AO3 i went through and re-read them. i have truth and measure on my kindle. she seriously deserves a spot here.ratherembarrassing - ashleigh is a really good writer. and i know she’s had her struggles with making the words but i just love it anytime she puts stuff out, even if it’s short form here on tumblr. been in love with her stuff since jakeverse, hasn’t stopped since then. likebrightness - meryl has the ability to render me emotional with just a line of dialogue, or a brief action. if you ever were to see my comments in gdocs on her fics, you’d see it’s like, half editing, half ‘YOU BITCH HOW DARE YOU’. and like, aside from the wonderful things she does for me as a writing pal, she’s just really talented, and i’m really excited to one day buy her books. honorary mention: dollsome! i have only ever put one notification on a fic on AO3 and it’s her paris/rory fake dating fic because it is THAT! GREAT! 
38. Talk about a review that made your day.honestly? every comment/review that i get on AO3 makes my day. but if you’re gonna make me single something out, when leah professorspork leaves a comment, it’s extra fantastic because she gives you quotes followed by her reaction and it’s just exactly what we all want to get on our fics. 
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