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#bc it's kinda like a set up for a diff drabble coming iut aug 31
moonlightjeno · 4 years
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enemies to lovers/exes to lovers with lee haechan ! while being stuck together. 
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[ 10:32 pm ] you should’ve known that going to a frat party would have led to you to be stuck in a room with what the world knew was your sworn enemy. and ex. haechan stood - well more like hunched - in front of you. the constricted closet space that had been deemed to be the perfect place for 7 minutes in heaven the consequence of too many shots downed back, and a game of truth or dare. the game has started with laughs, that filtered around the shared room. 
through the haze of the drinks, and the loud music in your ears it was easy to get lost. and it was by a miracle that you were dragged down onto the floor, your friend by your side for a second as they explained the rules to the game that you were gonna play. you didn’t have much time to register, except the words “truth or dare” and stripping if anyone refused what was given to them. it was due to the haze that clouded your brain that you didn’t fully register your ex and his five friends joining the game. your heart seemed to stop beating for a second when you finally met his gaze. an emotion you couldn’t quite place, something amongst confusion and longing crossed his features until you were looking at the rest of the group. trying to get rid of the picture of his shaggy brown hair, it had gotten longer in the last month and the way his leather jacket and jeans defined his body. 
“truth or dare?” there was snap in front of your eyes that took your thoughts away from the boy in front of you that manage to make your blood boil with a single glance. he had no right to look like that, and be so cheerful after everything. everything that led to words shouted and yelled across the apartment hallway. the slamming of a door shut, and stomping as you left the place you’d called home for the past year. but you two hadn't always seen the world in opposing colors of black and white. there was a time, which though seemed to be ages ago had really only been a month ago that the world has shifted under you. 
“huh?” a snicker from some of the boys in the circle, which you only ignored. to pre-occupied trying to choose truth or dare, but it was renjun asking, and after some thought and glares being thrown form your side to more boys in leather jackets, “dare”. the words come out with a grin, a defiant look in your eyes. the way renjun laughs, makes you regret your choice, but the alcholo is still buzzing in your system so when renjun tells you to go into the broom closet with haechan for a round of seven minutes in heaven you simply nod. if it was seven minutes they wanted, seven minutes they would get. 
if you had looked behind you as you walked into the closet, you would have seen the glare from haechan to Renjun as he internally cursed his friend out. the last thing he wanted was to spend some time with you, especially while sober. thought he couldn’t deny that you looked great, but every time he looked in your direction pain would flare up, a longing he’d never had before until you came along. with one last glare, and an added punch to renjuns shoulder he followed you, downing the last of the beer in his hand. 
the moment, haechan walked in behind you the world seemed to stop and go in fast-forward all at once. in your slightly drunken state and the warmth of both of your bodies in the closet, you almost wanted to undress, until you remembered who was in front of you, making you shiver. it took everything to not look at him, but the small space brought you to closer. and you were very aware of the way his hands, the rings that shined slightly in the dim light adorned his fingers, where only a short distance away from yours. very much aware of the air you both shared, as you took breath after breath. 
one, two, three...the seconds passed, and the uncomfortable silence you both sat in was filled with tension and words unsaid. the alchol had begun to leave your system, making you painfully aware of the boy in front of you who had broken your heart. you made it to two minutes and fourty-four seconds before the silence was disrupted. 
“so...how’ve you been?” the question catches you off guard, and you scoff.
“what?”
“i said, how’ve you been?” the words are cautious and soft. almost as if he’s scared of your reaction, and you laugh. it’s dry and mocking nothing like the laughter he had gotten so used to. 
“how have i been? i don’t know donghyuck, how is one after finding out that their supposed partner is sleeping with my best friend” your words are venemous, and haechan flinches back, his head hitting against closets wall. the surprised by your sudden anger and poison in your tone takes him aback, mouth agape. which only leads to your eye roll, another dry laugh escaping your lips. 
“of course you have nothing to say. always talking when it doesn’t concern you, but when you’re the issue, when you...” you take a breathe, the room feels too small, to stuffy, and he’s too close, too close to hurting you again. 
“when i?” his voice snaps, anger and hurt all mixed into one, which further confuses you. the space between you two has gotten smaller, and if you looked up you could see the specks of gold that adorned his eyes due to the yellowish light of the broom closet. 
“i didn’t sleep with anyone. For fuck sakes, it was a fucking misunderstanding. But you couldn’t get that through your head” the words got louder the more he talked, and you would have flinched back not used to his anger is directed to you and only if it weren’t for the alcohol that stank his breath and your annoyance at the situation. 
“How am i supposed to believe that, if you never never told me the full story. When i found the messages, you took over a week to tell me what happened. For all i know you could have invented whatever, so i’m sorry donghyuck but i don’t believe you”  the small space had your words echoing, bouncing from wall to wall. You wanted to scream, punch, yell do anything but wait for the boy in front of you to tell you what you already knew or yell again. 
“Those texts” you can feel the space closing in, and you hold in your breath when hycuk inhales, a sigh escaping his lips, “the texts, weren’t meant for me. They were for jeno” the moment the confession is made, a weight seems to be lifted from his shoulders, and he manages to breathe again. 
“The fuck” confusion was an understatement at this point. You were almost sure, and yes it was impulsive to blame hycuk with no explanation but he’d been hiding something that week either way, so when his phone had buzzed a stream of messages flowing in, about missing him and how they should hang out again the worst scenario popped into your brain. 
“I… jeno will kill me if he finds out.  But yeah… they’ve been on and off for the past couple of months and i don’t know wanted to keep it a secret of whatever the fuck. I seriously don’t know but please know that even though we don’t always agree - well more often than no -” he gives you a  small smile, a tree branch, attempt to re-kindle your relationship, or friendship or whatever that was going on between you two at the moment, “i’d never do that to you. It’s not like i could stop loving you”
Two words. And you almost, almost break, because though it isn’t the same, there is love in his eyes. Well as much of his eyes that you can see, his long shaggy brown hair covering most of them, and you slowly reach up tugging the strand to the side, smiles grazing both of your faces. 
“I-”
“And that’s time !!” the yell of chenle, as he barges into the closet, makes the two of you spring apart in an instant, but it’s the shared smile that you share as you walk back. One hand grazing the other that keeps the smile, and light red on your cheeks fro the rest of the night. 
Well that, and some liquid courage. 
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i’m not super happy with this, and it’s not proofread or anything but i still hope you enjoy it. 
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