#bc its not sexy enough

[craycraybluejay]

come. take my hand. sexualize trauma with me.

#sexualizing trauma 🥰✨️ #trauma k1nk #actually its so good bc you take control of the narrative if your trauma #rather than the trauma taking over the entire narrative of YOU #sexualizing something painful is a way to make it understandable and in your control #you should always romanticize sexualize fetishize painful things if thats what works for you #not only is it normal it is beautiful and sexy #to acknowledge that bad stuff happened and be strong enough to turn that into a kink and like it??? #youre like the god of your own brain #but also idk i like broken people cuz im broken people and its not always that deep sometimes its conceptually hot #like just. trauma as the concept

[skitskatdacat63]

2009 Malaysian Grand Prix - Red Flag - Mark Webber(ft. Fernando Alonso)

#feeling incredibly feral over sopping wet mark... #standard mark webber walking gif bcs his sexy waist...seriously...my god.. #he is getting sooooo much camera time compared to everyone else #tho i think its bcs hes the gdpa director at this point in time so hes checking on everyone #(fun fact: apparently all the drivers except Kimi were part of the gpda at this time LMAO) #im not gonna be able to finish this race before it becomes the miami race wknd so i thought i might as well post these for now! #*i cheated and learned this race doesnt restart lmao #nevertheless these cant be grouped with the post-race as they arent technically the post race! #watching this was basically just me zoning out but then bolting up in my chair every time i saw a driver i like #ignore the little black bar at the bottom aaaahhhhh its late and i didnt crop well enough pls forgive me #mark webber #fernando alonso fa14 #webbonso #2009 malaysian grand prix #2009 malaysian gp #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1

[tojisun]

the dilf 🤭🫶🏼

#suns #toji invented dilf 😫 #no bc the tragic past. the ‘i only love one woman and when she died i lost it’ trope #the ‘im not a good dad but idk how else to help megumi in the sorcery world but to at least give him a sorcerer family’ mentality #that ‘you dont know me but ik you and i see youre doing ok and thats good enough for me’ chapter #built the dilf in him. it’s not just his sexy ass but ITS THESE TOO YOU READ ME? #toji fushiguro #toji fushiguro x reader #toji

[fauvester]

time honored garak-bashir tradition of dangerous holosuite romps

#dee s 9 #garashir adoption au #iskra encouraging her friends to play in her stupid little space with her #and rulada getting to let off a little hand to hand combat steam in an acceptable setting #tbh iskra is Not strong and Does not like fighting but she does like swinging around on ropes and monologuing #also some poor crewman is going to be triaged by a doctor in 1720s naval uniform #rura never really cared much for fake fighting until iskra begggggged her to keep her company in the holosuite #rura like Oh. this is much less fighting and more Committing to the bit. ok maybe i can try this #iskra: ok you're gonna be the good guy. on account of your Ethics. and im going to be the SEXY PIRATE QUEEN #chauncey hates holosuites bc none of the characters have thoughts that he can hear and its very off putting #lisseia sees no point to them. shes got enough shit to do irl #NOW i can draw hannibal au.

[swaggypsyduck]

who's goddamn white baby is that???

#i love the second photo bc its 'be sexy' and marcus just smiles🥺🥺 #ik jude was not old enough BUT THEY COULD'VE GOTTEN ANYONE??? #why mason mount 😒 #not hate against him i just think he's boring #engl*nd nt #trent alexander arnold #jadon sancho #marcus rashford #mason mount

[yes-i-exist-shutup]

My only fantasy about Kevin day is him playing badminton because what am I if not a sport obsessed idiot.

#he'd look so sexy with a badminton racquet im telling u #my sister has a red and black one and i NEED to see him holding it #i imagine riko holding my racquet bcs its a vintage racquet from japan #not to like compare my dad to fucking tetsuji moriyama but it was my dads racquet from when he played in highschool so i hc tetsuji would #give his racquet to riko #when he is old enough to hold it properly #bcs he can ONLY have the best racquet there is #wait what are we talking abt again #ah yss #kevin #i need kevin in wristbands and my sisters red and black racquet #aftg

[manofthepipis]

current mood: lamenting over the sexyman poll weekend

#that was fucking wild ok #its been a year?? hello??? #cecilsweep introduced me to some of my most treasured mutuals on here #and spamton lost #cuz he wasn't Sexy™️ enough #spamton- adding another bullet point to his list of failures and losses-: being sexy #rambling bc i can #the poor guy

[venomgaia]

what's good about a pilot falcon?

HI! The Pilot Falcon (older generations were sold in the US as the Namiki Falcon for whatever reason) is a japanese fountain pen manufactured by Pilot!

it's often referred to as the best modern flex pen, or the best gold nib for a beginner! Tldr for people who aren't pen nerds, a flex pen is a pen that...well, flexes! Most pens have some sort of "flex" to them that results in some sort of line variation, but flex pens can handle a relatively higher amount of pressure. Think like a G nib used in a lot of manga. Old pens were the MASTERS at this, and a good bit of that is due to the nibs being made of gold, which naturally has a "bounce" to it that modern steel nibs have a really hard time living up to. Most people wax poetic about Waterman or other vintages like that because of it. Even modern gold nibs can't really keep up with the gold nibs of yore, but the Falcon is considered to be one that can. I do think legally it's considered a "soft" nib, meaning it's not truly a flex pen but has a lot of flex qualities to it, but some terms that get used are used interchangably so. idk. True flex nibs aren't really a thing in fountain pens these days outside of Noodler's Ahab and Konrad (which are their own nightmare and a half tbh).

The Falcon prized amongst artists for it's very fine nib, which Japanese pen manufacturers like Pilot and Platinum are known for. A Japanese Fine is comparable to a Western (Kaweco, Lamy) Extra fine, and a lot of these pens come in an EF, F, and M. It gets alot of nice line variation despite being so small, and is really an all-around great pen, if legend is to be believed :] An alternative to buying the Pilot Falcon would be getting the Pilot 912 FA, which has something called the "Falcon Nib," not to be confused with the actual pen. They actually look pretty different. The FA nib (right) has these weird cuts on their side that help with flexing and allow it to mimic a full-flex nib, but again. According to legend, modern pens don't flex like vintage pens do, but it IS pretty close.

(sources mentioned in alt text)

I've never used either myself, but I'm pretty picky about my pens and so I don't know if I'd ever pay upwards of $200 unless I got familiar with the nib first tbh....The falcon's nib isn't offputting to me like many feel about it, but I'm particular about aesthetics and the feedback on paper and I can't tell if I like them just from looks alone lol. Right now, I don't have much experience with pilot nibs, but if i were to get a pilot pen, tbh I'm looking at the Pilot Elite/e95s in a fine or medium, or a vintage platinum pocket pen.

Anyways that's that and this is also that. *twirls so elegantly and then collapses onto the ground in slapstick fashion*

#im a dweeb #im picky enough about pens that if the nib isnt particularly pleasing (good examples are Visconti Pelikan or Parker nibs) #or particularly unique (examples are Regalia Crossflex and Trilogy or most Music Nibs) #im not particularly drawn to them. superficial and so on #I really like inlaid/inset nibs like the Platinum Carbon or old Pilot desk pens. or the aforementioned Pilot Elite #The Shaeffer Quasi-imperial is PARTICULARLY sexy in design with the diamond inlay tbh #a good flexy or at least bouncy pen can be EF or F for me (sometimes F is actually too large like with the Platinum Preppy) #i tend to benefit from thin nibs anyways (and gold but bouncy steel is good too) because the inks i use are wet #so im not always picky about nib size. but i AM also rlly picky about pen body shapes and a lot do NOT speak to me #I like desk pens bc of the tapered tail but they really aren't suited for travel. but i dont care much for the classic cigar shape of pens #i like how twsbi pens are shaped. i strongly dislike lamy's shape these days. flat top and torpedo pens are better imo #Benu makes both beautiful and gaudy pens and the dream would be a regalia crossflex in either a benu or something truly atrocious #like a custom fountain pen themed after my lonesome cowboy by takashi murakami. no i wont elaborate no dont look that up #alas fountain pens are an expensive hobby and ppl can be a bit dickish about 'lower quality' pens so its not very newbie friendly #esp on reddit. some ppl are so obnoxious tbh. i like the tumblr fp fans way better theyre a lot more helpful and not married to brands #OK THATS ENOUGH SORRY YOU GOT THE RAMBLINDS OF A LUNATIC ITS MIDNIGHT GOOD NIGHT ANON #not art

[soldier-poet-king]

I normally have the sleeps Too Much flavour of mental illness, but the sheer anxiety and stress about the Job Thing means I slept??? Barely at all??? And what sleep I did get was plagued by anxiety nightmares. So today is going swell I am definitely not Having A Time.

#the duality of fran #i live in a state of constant tiredness #but the insomnia tiredness feels different #its a different flavour that I'm not used to coping with #so today is just. hysterics. more than usual on the brink of bad #ppl who regular deal with insomnia are stronger than any us marine #im a needs way more sleep chronically tired person.i cant imagine having LESS sleep than i already get #once again why are the horrors so good at persisting #i also have a constant anxiety stomach ache since this whole thing started #food is the enemy i have to eat but at what cost (constant acid reflux) #AND a tension headache from clenching my jaw #waaaaaaaa #are my permanent eyebags and dark circles sexy enough for u #falltime emo means I'm back on my snk bullshit too #picked up back in the return to shiganshina arc #bc surely i am equipped to deal w erwins death and levis grief in my current state #this will not go badly at all.

[luvsavos]

yet another monster oc human form drawing, this one of my disgraced sun god, naasfilrah<3

he's a g-rank fatalis, and he tends to disdain his human form and Not use it for the most part

he always dresses in some kind of formal attire, pingponging back and forth from business casual and proper dressware, this drawing being more of business casual

he'd be less pale however he has been trapped in an underground bunker and subject to intense energy siphoning for the past Several Thousands Of Years, so he looks a bit more pale and fucked up than he was in the past (but i may draw a past version of him eventually)

(also, the writing on the mug is dovahzul (so is naas' name) and reads "world's best sun god" lol)

#mar.txt #ew my art #oc tag: naasfilrah #monster hunter #fatalis #daring to put those in the actual tags.... #also posting this at an Ungodly Hour In The Morning as usual with my art so i will srb tomorrow #he was experimented on a lot which is where the scars come from</3 i won't go into a Lore Dump here in the tags but! #needless to say he's Been Through It #the gray in his hair is both from age and from having been in the process of evolving into a white fatalis but due to the Shit He Went Thru #it was ultimately delayed/possibly prevented entirely (i haven't decided for certain yet) #his twin brother is a white fatalis bc he was able to age/evolve into such naturally #also naas' scars glow blue in his human form when he's feeling intense emotions or is relaxed enough #normally he suppresses it in his human form though #yes i know he looks ridiculously like Just Some Guy that was intentional he looks good with the whole evil sexy ceo from a movie type look #most of my other monhun ocs look a bit less Mundane but i think its funny to make an Actual Deity look so mundane #oops i got rambly in the tags anyways Oh Well! thank u if u read these i hope u like my nonsensical rambling + my art #wouldve added shading + textures + etc but i didnt wanna Ruin it so i left it at flat art bc im very proud of it anyways

[selkiecoded]

What isekai are you reading if you don’t mind me asking?

okay... but youre not allowed to make fun of me... its called "50 tea recipes from the duchess." korean woman gets fired, gets isekai'd into the body of a duchess who is timid to the point of patheticness and everybody fuckin hates her. is like uggghh well i dont care if im hated as long as i have my special interest: TEA. and with her autistic girl swag (label pending) she makes both the society and her cold intimidating husband love her. 70% of it is her infodumping about tea to the delight of everyone around her.

#ask me no questions and ill tell you no lies #started reading it on tapas bc i was bored and it was free. embarrassingly got invested. #more uhh romance isekai? rather than like an action based one. its cute enough. not really groundbreaking but i like the FL. #we did manage to achieve a conversation between the protag and her body swapped soul so that was fun. #generally i dont support ppl who go on abt art that they only engage w for mindless fun or whatever bc theyre usually talking abt fuckin. #idk marvel movies or the latest army propaganda films or whatever. and generally the media they talk abt verges to harmful. #but i am an avid supporter of reading dumb shit you know is silly. all art has value including stupid stuff. #other dumb stuff ive read: at least two ~sexier~ manga/manhwa. former had surprisingly decent world building. #latter had an INCREDIBLY TOXIC cast of characters. it was absolutely fascinating. #those are the more embarrassing ones and the ones i WONT be dropping titles for. #others include furry shoujo isekai; aromantic shoujo; mousou telepathy (ive mentioned that before) #gag comedy where a dude gets ~magicked~ into a girls body but the joke is hes so lazy that he doesnt give a shit (mood) #stupid bl manga with a hot fat character who is very much the main object of desire #a lot of it is manga/manhwa bc its easier to get into something kinda dumb if its bolstered by having nice visuals rather than like a book #or whatever where you have to slog through it with your imagination alone. even when reading 'dumb' art i try to engage it properly bc i #very sincerely believe that every story has some form of meaning if youre just willing to engage with it #(<- plot of orv btw for an ACTUALLY good story) #like i said the sexi manga has surprisingly good worldbuilding. the toxic story the sexu manhwa was telling was earnestly fascinating. #idk! sorry i know you were just looking for the name but while i do consider it just kinda silly its broader impact has a deep effect on me #this is why i love orv❤️ please read orv. while i already had these fond feelings prior to reading orv it really cemented it for me. #oh and i read romance novels sometimes. i like stuff thats cute and silly! idk. youve been on my blog you can see my icon this isnt news.

[rigels-nigels]

Girl help I've acquired possibly yet another expensive hobby

#op #2 of them in fact #currently making a frame weaving loom (and by that i mean my dad idk enough about wood working and this wood is too expensive to fuck up) #and getting into mechanical keyboards #i already have a lotta yarn so the real costs rn are the keyboards #which are like at least 100usd a pop #what sucks is that they all seem to be 60% keyboards or tkl's and like. i need my fn and number pad keys pls and thx #debated sacrificing the num pad and getting a seperate one bc wowza these custom boards are absolutely gorgeous but #i am on such a budget and a cheap (cheap!!!) keyboard i found that i quite like is still gonna run me 200cad #if i got a pretty keeb and a seperate numpad i could easily be looking at $500+ like lordy #that's not even counting the switches i want to get (gateron baby kangs which are. $66. I'm assuming in usd bc it doesn't actually say) #anyway debating on whether or not i should order the keyboard now or wait till later cuz like is it even gonna be there later? #so much of this stuff is temporary and u never know #its a 96% keyboard and it has a calculator button!! only other board ive seen with that is my dads maybe 2005 wireless microsoft #so useful tbh #such a pretty board too all things considered #and finding a nice board like that with the numpad is not easy lemme tell ya like i was truly considering a ducky which. #i cant say im quite fond of their logo among other things #i think its more of a cream than white but u cant win em all #hmm to purchase now or to not purchase now‚ that is the question.... i could technically afford it but then #there's ComicCon + cost of supplies and whatnot for opening up my shop which is gonna be probably at least a hundred... #and then i would like to get some nice wool skirts for the winter/now bc pants are of the devil which is gonna be another 100/150 or so... #augh #i think the government should give me more money i think that would be very sexy of them to do #anyway can you believe i went on my phone to find a banana bread recipe then did all this instead? crazy #hashtag adhd life

[guzmapkmn-archive]

shoutout to my fellow transmascs who dont bind 💪💪

#cat.txt #my brain likes to tell me im not trans enough bc i dont like to bind #but its WRONG im hot and also sexy