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guideaus · 4 months
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i think the gifmaking community is in shambles, im serious. spto just came out, and its show went above and beyond animating scenes, and the tag does not reflect that at all. i filter gifs and i see more for the old movie or tumblr's gif feature sharing other users' gifs than actual gifsets. what happened 🤨
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ryusol · 22 days
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started a jjk marathon and finished with several tumblr tabs opened thus my current hyperfixiations, hence a recs ish <3 (also a few of aot bcs i stumbled upon the fics while going through their masterlist lol and then got carried away searching through the tags) anyways shout out to these talented people !! <3 also, im an adult so read w caution few of these are 18+ lol
gojo satoru 
snapshot by @stsgluver
best of luck / see ya later. by @reinerispretty
“well we should probably fuck, right?” by @kingkonoha 
ive got my mind on you / bedtime stories  by @just-jordie-things
death is pretty but his eyes are prettier by @chronicdisasterwrites 
this piece by @yunymphs
always, eventually, yours by @steleir
the cursed trio by @cacti-are-like-flamingos
megumi’s teacher / the three times gojo thinks he might be in love with you and the time he knows for sure by @awearywritersworld
this piece by @seoafin
this piece / mother's day (check out the rest of keeping up with the fushigojos, theyre really good) by @augustinewrites 
love entries by @chuluoyi 
conversations on love by @seiwas
fushiguro megumi
the subject of every photo / you want to kiss me so bad! / strange and peculiar  by just-jordie-things  
rodeo station by @yuwuta
lover's quarrel by chuluoyi 
“happy birthday megumi!!” by @seraphdreams
soft and lightweight by @bbunisre
“you came” “you called” by @remlionheart
anything for your smile by @weneeya
homecoming by @megu-meow
okkotsu yuta
counting! by @daosies
you know you got me in your pocket / fuck it, i love you by just-jordie-writes   
yuuta okkotsu's declassifief jujutsu tech survuval guide (an appetite haunting the heart) by yuwuta
extras; 
geto suguru — what if you’re someone i just want around (im falling again) by @saetorou
ryomen sukuna — let the light in by just-jordie-writes  (dont ask)
nanami kento — warmth in winter by yunymphs 
itadori yuji — desperate by @yellowcabdriver
eren yeager — nice. / daylight’s wasting (you better kiss me) by @miekasa
levi ackerman — slow hands / 1+1 / between you and me  by miekasa
levi ackerman — silent love / to soothe a frayed heart by by chronicdisasterwrites
levi ackerman — "get me a damned matcha" by @humanitys-strongest-bamf
levi ackerman — liability by @captain-hawks
levi ackerman — safe and sound by @sugusearrings
notes: will probably post or add more later cause i have sm free time atm lol
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turnstechgodhead · 30 days
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ok to the anon thats talkin w me about mental eelness and bro and the "knight of time" line:
id post your entire ask but its Very Long and im struggling to answer all of it in a way that isnt fucking with my head and anxiety so im going to answer with only the character analysis stuff HERE on this post my apologies
for the record i dont even remotely know how to begin tagging this mess down here and i really think itd be better suited for my nsfw blog but yall aint asking about this on that blog which is fair take care of yourselves
JSYK it's stuff about brocal/intrusive thoughts about inc st and c s a SO kids please avert your eyes for my comfort thank YOU
i dont personally have ocd afaik but as someone who Has intrusive thoughts (actual horrifying ones that dirk, gabe and i have to beat back with a stick, not the ones kids think are intrusive thoughts today)
i definitely think that's how bro approaches raising dave; overcompensating for the accusations from his mind and cal[iborn] leading to total icing him out
okay same anon who was asking abt the “i was raising the knight of time” line. you saying “caliborn made [bro] believe that platonic affection is in fact not platonic at all and is instead sexual[the implications when bro is constantly carrying around cal with his arms around his neck btw. insane.]” is fascinating. is this based off the fact that caliborn thinks even hugging or a kiss on the cheek is “filthy?” it makes me think about ocd/bipolar disorder/misc mental illnesses and intrusive thoughts. i have bipolar and im a huge softie for kids but my intrusive thoughts sometimes try to convince me that my affection is somehow sinister.
YES very much
i need to describe to you my thoughts on brocal really quick bc i think that'll help put it in perspective and idk how else to talk about it;
heres the thing
cal is both bro's boyfriend and his fucking family okay
imagine you're a kid and you have this puppet friend that speaks to you using silly words and tells you that you should eat glass maybe :) or cut your fingers off or tear off your own head and hes the only thing thats taking care of you as a person even if hes mean
he tells you that people touching is inappropriate and vulgar and he cant believe theyre doing that in public (but its okay if we hug and cuddle you know?)
but also as you grow up this puppet starts calling you weird shit like stud or hunky or what the hell ever and maybe. youre going to kiss him
this puppet is the only thing you care about because hes the only thing that cares about you youve been with him for years and years and he talks to you and hes all that matters and now youre obsessed with him and you dont know when that happened but you have an obsessive personality anyway
youll do anything for him. (let me kill for you)
hes the only person you love because you dont love roxy this way (consuming, overwhelming, obligating to do what he wants, because he's all you have)
and well shit
if cals telling you that youre a freak for wanting to cuddle on the baby like you did that once (call it the knight it helps keep your distance) then i guess you're a fucking freak because its not even your right to treat it as family anyway; it's bigger than you. it's more than you will ever be and you need to make sure it doesn't fucking die and apparently that involves at least a little bit of affection cal please understand(what a disgusting species)
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henriiiii-1001old · 10 months
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I KEEP FORGETTING TO ASK ABOUT THIS have u ever talked abt the alt swap au u have??? if u haven't i would VERY much like to hear abt it :D
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(dont mind the different fucking formats i switched from doing this on my phone to on my computer bc making tumblr posts on my phone is gross <////3 )
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH I DONT THINK I HAVE YET!!!!!!!! i love this au i need to work on it more </3
so the basic idea i had for this au is that every alt from canon got swapped with a human.
here’s. the entire flow chart TNFNENRNMD
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it’s so fucking complicated who i swapped with who so. yeah you’re gonna need this xdddd
i do have some plot changes to canon too!!
cain and mabel (tv six and stanley) both live!!!!! however they have to carry a LOT of emotional baggage now, especially sonce cain spent three days of hell in his room and mabel now has wanted posters of her alternate everywhere.
they also run bps!!! their triplet seth and davis (intruder six and puppet) do the actual investigations, mabel handles most of the online shit, and cain is just the main leader. seth and davis also both live (davis bc fuck you, and seth bc. well DCFVGBHN) but ALS with extreme emotional baggage. seth being the obvious one because he's an alternate, but davis has a copy of him following him everywhere (though he actually is pretty harmless) and has to deal with the backlash of leaving seth at the house they were investigating.
dave still runs mandelatech, but it's mostly a hotspot for him to like. gain targets and stuff. adam and eve (yeah i call her eve in this au bc. evil ig DCFVGBHN) actually do the stealing of kids together as a tag team. they are almost never away from each other.
and yeah, we got lieutenant gabriel here too. however, he's just thatcher without the evil demon clone harassinh him. he still has the dead coworker (maria), however he wasn't as close to her as thatcher was to ruth in canon.
tiffany takes evelin's place here!!! however, she goes by lilith for au purposes. she's snarky, bitchy, and kinda hates her job and her boss. i think she still does find the tv in dave's closet, but dave is a liiittle more upfront about it while making excuses about it. and for au purposes, no she and seth do not date. they are definitely enemies tho from like high school, so yeah they do NOT like each other.
jonah does take stanley's place and works with adam sometimes, but he is actually very afraid of adam. he just kinda does what he says to not piss anyone off. ruth also becomes preacher, so she gets to be funky in vol 2. definitely fucks with seth's head a lil bit.
thatcher is actually just a cool guy!!! he wants to learn about people and be friends!!!! he's just a lil guy <333333 he hands around davis because he just found him interesting. they met before the events of vol 2, and they're kiiinda cool w each other. davis just doesn't want others knowing he has an alternate friend. i do feel like thatcher helps seth with accepting the fact that he's an alternate.
here’s some concepts i made for everyone!!!!
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i love these designs w all my heart <33333 THEY JUST. LOOK SO COOL!!!!!!!
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saetoru · 9 months
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hiiii i hope you know how much i love ghe way u write haitham !!! also sooo true haitham is definitely autistic!! (me too haitham me too) i think u get how haitham is actually a quite kind and selfless person despite people think hes arrogant, egoistical and such but like if u read some if his voicelines like the one where hes asked what concerns he has he says smth not about him but how people tend to hurt themself and like cmon would an egoistical person have that concern??? also he doesnt look down on anyone its just he knows how capable he is and like ughhhh i feel like ur writing is a breath of fresh air cause like some people make it seem like hes some arrogant dude BUT HES NOT HES JUST AUTISTIC GUYS like when people say they dont like him and its just traits that autistic people usually have…. anyway thank you for sharing ur writing i love going through ur haitham tag it makes my day
HELLO HI I LITERALLY READ THIS LIKE 3 TIMES AND MY SMILE GOT SOOOO BIG EACH TIME IM GONNA TRY NOT TO RAMBLE AS I ANSWER THIS
but omg yesyesyes i agree he’s got so much pointing towards him being autistic and ppl will bash so many things ab him and it makes me so sad but also i’m like … maybe u ppl just don’t like traits that tend to describe autistic ppl idk … BUT i read so many fics of him being autistic and i see kaveh having adhd a lot in fics where they’re written to be neurodivergent and i think the authors i’ve read from so far have done such a good job of writing them and yeah. u get it. he’s definitely got sensory issues i know this is so real and true in my heart
AND HE IS SOOOOOOO KIND. i think ppl gloss over the fact that al-haitham doesn’t look down at anyone so much like everything about this man is so disciplined. so disciplined. like someone of his intelligence in a nation like sumeru could do sooo much bad but he literally just wants to have simple life where he goes to work and goes right home HE JUST WANTS PEACE. and his voice lines IF PPL WOULD JUST READ THEM. like the one about when ppl read difficult and abstruse books and then he says “jk i don’t enjoy watching ppl struggle lol” AND YES. THE ONE WHERE HE BASICALLY WOES ABOUR HOW PPL MAKE THEIR LIVES MORE DIFFICULT THAN IT NEEDS TK BE. he’s so caring by nature and i feel like even he doesn’t even understand that to some extent like i think he sees himself as a practical guy who just wants everyone to have peace for the sake of practicality. BUT HE ALSO JUST. CARES. YOU KNOW ?????????? they way it’s just canon that he’s misunderstood by ppl at the akademiya and he just doesn’t bother to correct them bc he doesn’t care to. THROWS UP HES SOOOOOOOOOO LOVELY I WISH MORE PPL WOULD SEE IT. i cannot tell u how many fics i read and then have to close bc. they just. THEY MAKE HIM SO ARROGANT AND MEAN BUT ARROGANCE =/= CONFIDENCE. he’s aware of his capabilities okay :( he’s not some condescending know it all. im just rly picky ab the way he’s written fjsjdjf so then i’m like. ok. i gotta write the content i wanna see 😔
but omg i’m rly glad you read and like my haitham writing sometimes i get carried away and make it so like…self servicing w the way i write him and the dialogue and then i get embarrassed to post it skfjsjfn but i’m very excited u like it I AM KISSINF U ON THE MOUF and also i am kissing ur brain for understanding him
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standardlovers · 7 months
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I want to hear about castor acklys
HI BEST FRIENDS I LOVE U BEST FRIENDS <33
castor is my oc who was invented when one time i was listening to preachers daughter and decided i wanted to make a plot that had an album style set up (i am not involved in music and do not make music), the main character dying & a complex sibling dynamic! it started off by outlining 2 albums which are the canon timeline (Saviour's Secret & Brother Of The Sky (Extended)) and then added 2 more for a lighter alternate ending (Husband & Keeper's Lover) but then there was a 3rd alternate ending created (Something Like God) and a final conclusion to castor's story in an album created at the same time as SLG (Gravesite)
it is supposed to have the vibes of southern gothic but its not southern! this all actually happening in britain! but still. GOTHIC, its dark, it has unpleasant themes
HERE ARE SOME WARNINGS BEFORE GOING FORWARD: THIS CONTAINS BRIER DISCUSSION OF KIDNAPPING, DEATH/MURDER, CULTS AND MENTIONS OF ABUSE
the album order is SS (aka C1), BOTS(E), H (aka C3), KL, Gravesite, then SLG and the album titles are all reflective or Castor's "identity"/viewing himself through the connections he has with other people, its not until Castor is dead that he defines himself by anything other than his connection to someone else (or he joins a cult and believes he is Something like God bc thats how cults can be sometimes)
as shown below there is one timeline that doesnt have an album ! there is an album i dont have written (and honestly dont intend to write atm) about castors life if he ran away AND found The Star again
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these are also all of the tracks for the first 4 albums (im on mobile so i dont have the other 2 album tracklist available rn until i go home tomorrow night)
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i can and will go into each song but probably not in this post bc it is 10+ tracks on 4 albums which will be a lot of me talking but heres what you should know !
NAMES:
i took a long time deciding character names so i will be explaining them (hyperlinked w the characters tag)
Castor Acklys is a star name (which i very much wanted for symbolic connections to other characters specifically The Star & Nova) + Acklys (from Achlys) is the blindness over someones eyes when they die + (from Achley) being the mythological personification of sorrow
The Star does have a name but that information is on lockdown you arent supposed to know their name and i personally do not even know their gender , but there is symbolism in BOTS(E) abt Castor seeing "The Stars" when he dies, he however dies at 2pm so there are no stars in the sky, he is hallucinating both the night sky and his sibling being present
Charles Mercy Charles is shortened to Chuck then Chuckle (as in laugh) and Mercy bc he is supposed to be the saviour (bonus tag Mercklys)
Abram is from Abam which is a feminine name meaning the second in a pair of twins and also i did just read AFTG when i started working on this project so i may have been influenced there (bonus tag CAbram)
Nova is an astrological name + means New (bonus tag CastorNova)
Dalilah Fare comes from Dalil which means guide but also means witness and Fare to represent the fare paid to ride into the underworld
Victor E. Casement bc Victor means conqueror and Casement means God's protector (bonus tag Victonna)
Donna Casement is supposed to be overwhelmingly normal and Donna was a very popular name for i think the 1960s when she would have been born, Casement is her married name and smth she carries from Victor
Irma means whole/complete
Winifred means holy/blessed reconciliations and is the patron saint of virgins
Calamity bc when i googled it, it said that "despite meaning disaster most people take Calamity from Calamity Jane meaning someome good to have in troubled times (idk if i have a calamity tag)
Alice was similar to Donna where its just a popular name from the time she would have been born
Simon just felt like a 1934 name
Angie , same as above
Kory genuinely bc I liked the name and it suited how i picture her in my head
THE TIMELINES:
the acklysverse is split into 3 timelines
1934
Dalilah Fare runs away to marry her lover Simon, she is sadly kidnapped and killed. This leaves behind her lover Simon and her younger sister Angie, who get married! (dw, Dalilah is very happy for them!)
1984: 50 years later,
Castor is the younger sibling after his sibling (The Star) runs away and is presumed dead. C1 & BOTS(E) (canon timeline) are following Castor's life before and leading up to The Star leaving, including Castor falling in love with Charles Mercy (the leading romance in C1!), Charles is very sweet and charming but has a bit of a saviour complex. He believes everything will always be okay because, for him, it always has been, and Castor's life issues (abusive family, flight risk sibling, confusing sexuality crisis, etc, etc.) will eventually just stop, he genuinely believes he can save Castor but the thing is he cant. Castor knows this and wants to cut his losses early but feels torn abt hurting Charles since Charles has not yet come to terms with not being able to help Castor. C1 ends with their break up after Castor has known for a while that it is not going to work out and Charles finally realises the same.
This is the first album bc its the first time Castor uses the song/album set up to explore his emotions on the situation. So BOTS(E) reflects on Castor's life as whole. I like to call it The Life and Death of Castor Acklys. This explores Castor realising his home life is unhealthy and then he loses The Star bc they run away which causes even more fall out. Living in an abusive household he decides he can not stay in and realising this is probably what drove The Star to leave, so he also runs away less than a year later and is also sadly, kidnapped from a bus stop and killed. The Extended of this album is one of my favourite ways the albums communicate anything bc BOTS is Castor's life and (E) is Castor's death, all extended tracks are post mortem.
Skipping forward a few albums bc the others are Alt84 (see below) we get to Gravesite ! This is the return of Dalilah <3 and the reveal that Dalilah's ghost has been here the whole time. Dalilah's death is cosmicly interconnected to Castor's (more on this later) and she has been watching his life happen since Castor was 13 when the events began that would lead to his death began being set into play by the universe. Gravesite is Castor's death and welcoming to the afterlife from Dalilah's perspective of trying to stop this all from happening! We also learn that Dalilah's death is almost a perfect mirror of Castor's, in the same location, by the same cause of death, same last words, same final regrets. They are soulmates in the most intimate but tragic sense.
Alternate 1984
Alt 1: C3 + KL,
Alternately, Castor never runs away. In a different time in a different life, Castor stays and gets married before he's 20 to Abram. Abram is amazing and perfect and Castor is deeply unhappy bc he doesn't want Abram as a husband but marrying him got Castor away from his home and into a life that was 100% his own. Abram loves Castor deeply and romantically and without any strings attached and Castor cant understand why he cant just love Abram back when all he wants is a friend (and maybe a little bit still trying to fill in the hole The Star left when they left) but will take Abram as a lover to avoid losing yet another person he loves. During their marriage, Castor meets Nova <3 a shopkeeper he begins to fall for and have an affair with. C3 ends with Castor and Abram's divorce and Castor trying to process a lot of things he has to deal with. KL then explores Castor's first 100% healthy and reciprocated relationship and unpacking and reevaluating everything he has come to know bc he lacked those healthy relationships !
ALT 2: SLG
Instead of being killed, Castor still runs away but chooses to walk to a different more active bus stop hoping it will delay his family who may look for him from actually knowing where he went. At this bus stop he meets Victor E. Casement, a current cult leader but ex professor. He slowly warms to Victor over a few weeks and ends up diving head first into said cult, where we see the inner workings of this cult through Castor's eyes as he becomes friends with Donna, Victor's wife.
2004
You may be thinking "hey if everyones dead and 2004 follows canon how could there be anything to happen next? is this another alternative?" well! 2004 does follow canon! in a morbid way! 2004 follows canon in terms of the fact that Castor was only the main character of his timeline!
THERES A BACKGROUND PLOT WITH THE MURDERERS!
The man who killed Dalilah is in fact the great uncle (grandmothers brother) of the man who killed Castor! This information about a family history of murder was not passed along but was found in Dalilah's killers old jounrals and then replicated by Castor's killer. The time jump is much smaller now bc that information has been passed on directly, Castor's killer talks to his child about his crimes and it is replicated in 2004 with the next in line, Kory. Kory is also cosmicly interconnected to Dalilah and Castor who are doomed to repeat the cycle of trying and failing to save the next victim. And its almost identical again, another soulmate !
SIDE CHARACTERS:
Irma : Castor's best friend who dies shortly after The Star leaves, the cause of death is never specified but her absense is smth he feels strongly about
Winifred : Castor's mother *was maternal grandmother for a while but that was altered as the plot developed
Alice : A cult member and Victor's friend since before they were a cult
Angie Fare : Dalilah's sister and Nova's grandmother
Simon : Dalilah's ex lover & brother in law, and Nova's grandfather
Calamity : Castor's maternal cousin
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ugisfeelings · 1 year
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unironically my favorite thing on this site is reading nat’s tags under posts i might make an offhand remark or passing indirect observation abt between lunch breaks or hw bc i dont rlly have the energy to explain myself further and they’ll go “prev” and delve into a whole thesis w/ recommended readings like nat rlly is carrying the discussion posts on here and their intellectual generosity n ethical insights r truly unmmatched i luv u 😭🥰 💛 💛
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snarky-gourmet · 2 years
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For your FE ask game….do all of them! When you have time!
👉👈uwu thank u for asking
under the read more bc i dont wanna add to the main tags but some ppl that follow me have fe3h blacklisted
01. favorite house?
Black eagles!! Theyre actually the only house that i dont replace anyone in 😔
02. strongest unit you had?
It usually ends up being Byleth but honourable mention to that time i gave flayn every stat boosting item i had so she'd stop dying and she exclusively crithit upwards of 250 every turn
03. unit you always recruit?
Linhardt 😔
04. favorite golden deer?
Marianne
05. favorite blue lion?
Mercedes
06. favorite black eagle?
Lin 😔😔😔😔😔
07. favorite ashen wolf?
Yuri 👉👈
08. favorite house leader?
Edelgard wins by a slight margin but there r things i like and dislike abt every house leader
09. favorite faculty member?
Seteth
10. favorite support conversation?
It changes from time to time but tbh i like dorothea and yuri's entire support chain like that's the one that comes to mind 1st
11. favorite song?
Either at what cost or chasing daybreak!!
12. favorite activity (tea, fishing)?
Tea in houses, expedition in hopes 🤧 i love parasocially bonding with video game characters and it's the only time i can accurately say i hope i get an A in conversation and this is smth both normal to want and possible to achieve
13. what's one thing you'd change about fe3h?
If i only get 1 then 😔😔😔😔 seasonal/weather patterns at garreg mach. If i get 2 then the 2nd one is make cf longer
14. most emotional moment?
Not to have an obv answer but jeralt dying actually like i feel #stupit bc i rly didnt actually think he'd like. Die die u know? Like i was like oh haha okaaay dad time to get up that was a good one. And then he didnt
15. favorite support conversation?
I'll just list a diff fave here than the 1st time iiiiii like all of byleth and lin's supports, predictably 😔
16. what class would you be if you went to garreg mach?
Def a magic class i do not have the stamina to be carrying around a weapon
17. character you relate to?
Oh idek 😔😔 im rly not too terribly similar to anyone i dont think?
18. favorite pre timeskip design?
CLOSE call between petra and lin but petra actually gets the prize here bc i could do w out the little pony tail thing lin had going on 😭
19. favorite post timeskip design?
Linhardt's 🥰
20. unpopular opinion?
the horses are weird and i dont like them :( i would be so scared of them irl
21. favorite dynamic between characters?
love the childhood friend pairs tbh even if i dont always pair them off w each other its like yesss besties. i promise i wont make u kill each other in battle more than once
22. favorite heroes relic?
Failnaught looks coolest imo but aymr is the most Shape to draw even tho that doesnt Technically count
23. favorite class?
dark bishop outfit is sooo 👌 but i also like the dancer class tbh i actually didnt ever use it the first 5 times i played but now i have and its like wow ive been missing out
24. shez or byleth?
Byleth. beloved
25. favorite difficulty?
Maddening bc i love to suffer and struggle <3
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etoiile · 4 months
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ami, ami, tell me more about your selfships, please. i love hearing/reading them ^^
RAHHHH noo i hope that you know this door cannot be closed once its been opened (`ω´) ANYWAYS HERE WE GO
okok so my biggest one for blue lock is definitely REO. and here's why
reo lowkey has like attachment and abandonment issues (thanks nagi!!) and like .... ME TOO!! (cries in parental problems) so we'd both be like very attached to each other and wouldnt ever have to doubt if the other person loved us and much as we loved them. NO INSECURITIES YAY!!!
reo loves pampering people. its his love language. I LOVE BEING PAMPERED BC IT MAKES ME FEEL SO SPECIAL (again cries in parental problems lol my parents never made me feel special HAHAHA) (this post is actually js me trauma dumping)
reo is very perceptive to emotions and so am i ^^ im not too good with expressing how im feeling so having someone who can just tell is so nice
idk why but like i love being carried for some reason. AND REO CARRIES NAGI EVERYWHERE ITS PERF !!!!!
reo talks enough where i dont feel stupid for talking too much but he's also not too talkative which is good bc i love talking (clearly)
i am actually nagi 2.0. like i am nagi nagi is me. WE ARE THE SAME. im really lazy and clingy and unmotivated hehe and reo loves nagi so therefore reo loves me!!!!! (this is my delusion talking)
i think that reo really needs to feel like he's needed. and like. ME TOO BRO!!!!!! im good at making people feel like they mean a lot to me coz im very affectionate and i think that that's something that reo really needs
he's kind of a teasey flirt?? but like not too much where i'm like boy stfu like i dont want an f-boy but i think that like teasing is fun. idk he's just sassy and i think its cute ^^
reo is just so earnest and caring and un-judging, if that makes sense. im really sensitive and a crybaby, but he seems like the kind of guy to welcome me into his arms regardless of my flaws. (unlike sae no offense who's a judgy bitch. still love him tho!!)
reo is rich and my grades lately are looking like im gonna have to marry rich (´ε`;)
the other ones are chigiri (a good listener but not TOO quiet, sweet and sassy which is fun, def has a better haircare routine than me) and nagi (because we're pretty similar)
ok. ONTO HAIKYUU!! (if ur wondering i have a ton of hq works sitting in my drafts lol. I PROMISE I'LL COME OUT WITH ONE SOON!!!) (jk no promises)
SUGA AND OSAMU AND SUNA. i'll keep these ones short coz i feel like ive made this too long alr lol
suga:
super sweet!! i cant deal with too much meanness (like tsukishima)
despite sweetness hes still super silly and sassy which is just fun
emotionally perceptive (like reo!!) put reasoning for why i need an emotionally perceptive guy above ^^
osamu:
shared love of food LOLL
i have a thing for twins idk why LOLOL. im sorry this is so random but it had to be said. i also like kaoru from ohshc. and like. my current irl crush is an identical twin. IDK WHY ITS LIKE THIS BUT IT IS HAHAHA (i think maybe its bcoz like between the two of them one is always more quiet/perceptive so i notice that?? idek bro)
quieter!! yes!!!!!!!
he would give the best hugs ever. like osamu is just so squishy and yes and he would give such good hugs!! (sobs in touch starved) (this is ur sign to make smth w/ a touch-starved s/o and tag me. im begging u.)
suna:
A FLIRT. i js think its fun
js super goofy
he seems like a really good listener
PERCEPTIVE!!!!!
im sorry this was so long i just couldn't stop yapping once i started lolol
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adaricruz · 6 months
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hi! usually scared to send asks to people but i would like to hear your connor headcanons because i want to know the lore behind all of your extremely pretty connor drawings
HII omg dont be !! pls feel free to send stuff whenever !! ok so i have TONS of connor hc’s ( i’ve been writing as him & for him for years now ) but here’s my faves + the ones that are usually present in my art . ( gotta mention that some are very personal & self indulgent bc i see myself in connor a LOT 😭 ) tw for a quick mention of razors .
- i made a post abt this hc here but i’m adding it because it’s the main reason why i use a certain color for connor’s hair , & that is that connor is a ginger ( just like zoe & cynthia ) & he dyes his hair a darker color so he doesn’t look much like them ( & he doesn’t get associated with zoe much at school ) he usually uses a dark brown or even black , but it’s usually very sloppy so his hair ends up being patchy in some areas or just not dark enough .
- connor uses he / they pronouns mostly bc they’re very detached to his gender identity because they don’t feel human most of the time . connor looks in the mirror & doesn’t think ‘ boy ‘ , most of the time he thinks ‘ failure ‘ , ‘ disappointment ‘ , ‘ monster ‘ . he’s also unlabeled & mostly finds male presenting ppl attractive but has been with female presenting ppl a few times . ( i’ll mostly use he / him in tags but in my writing i will use both set of pronouns ! )
- ik freckles have been a recurring headcanon for connor throughout the years in the fandom but i wanna add it too bc his freckles mean so much to me . a connor without freckles is like an angel without its wings likeee ! ( i usually add freckles to charas that i like tho ) they are usually more present over his cheeks , shoulders & chest . some on his hands & thighs too . for a while , connor fucking HATED them , & i once wrote a lil thing where he even tried to remove a particularly big one near his lip w a razor . ( i add it to my drawings a lot , if you check it’s above the right ( his left ) corner of his lip )
- his hair length varies a lot in my stuff bc i’ll sometimes get carried away & make it longer for aesthetic or composition purposes , but i do believe connor would def let it get longer than shoulder length ( not small of his back like in some of my stuff , but definitely to half of his chest maybe ? ) larry def gives him shit abt it & only encourages him to keep it longer & longer .
- this is also a recurring hc but imma mention it too & that’s eyeliner . & tons of it . i’ll sometimes make it smudged bc connor will prob cry & it’ll run . once he’s done he’ll just apply more over it . & black nail polish too ofc .
- I LOVEEEE music headcanons for connor & here’s my faves ( keep in mind my connor is mostly set in the 90’s )
• nine inch nails ( very self indulgent bc i love them sm ) his fave album is pretty hate machine ( mine too 🧍🏻)
• alice in chains
• cowboy junkies ( this hc is a reference to my ship with tate from ahs & the movie natural born killers )
• the offspring
• the cranberries
• suicidal tendencies ofc
• pearl jam
• adolescents
• bad religion
• & the canon ones ( shown in the buttons on his messenger bag ) being dead kennedys , circle jerks , misfits
obviously tons more ( my connor playlist has over 200 songs ok ) but these are the most present ones in his record collection <3
- born in april 20 & is an INFP ( idk shit abt the mbti stuff ok i had to ask a friend & stuff to figure it out LMFAOO this one sounds right tho , for my version for connor at least )
SO YEAH these are the ones that can be seen in my art ( besides the music one ) & ofc if i added all my hcs it would be impossible to scroll down thru this post 💀 tysm for asking this btw ! just so u know my connor art is under the tag ‘ connor murphy ac ‘ & i sometimes add part of the lore & hcs under them ! if u wanna know a specific one lmk i’ll be more than happy to share more of my silly lil hcs with u 🖤🫶
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RAAAWR HUG! HUG! qiapyon loves being hugged :3 and squished (is a slime so squish!) hehe you are so nice and soft :>> not at all intimidating
YOU FELT LIKE A BIG BLOG just so very top tier writing. great graphic. whole package deal. there's only two possibilities that happen to follower count when you go ia:
it goes up, because people are finding you
it goes down, because people are not finding you and your followers think you are dead
THE RETURN OF NYA im so excited rawrrrrr tag me in everything
afadsfhsd me big blog... i guess i'm a big blog. i dont know why 1.1k people are still here for my shitposts
ajdslfsdf its only a few,,, a lot of my blogs are ia..... unfortunately.... and i mostly have focused on nazukisser though i literally cant stop writing for enstars its in my soul... i always strive for weekly for every fandom but darn thats really hard with the amount of shit i have going on
WAAAAAAAA i hope YOUR works get the true recognition it deserves (one day you'll write a leo fic that will become known as that leo fic (in a pos sense))
professional.... ate lis told me that i looked professional on my blogs,,, i just try. lots of trial and error and i always try to look fresh. have gone through so many phases its insane. one time i tried replicating an actual site design on tumblr while combining it w my style and it was so hard. stares at my (long gone) tori fs2 theme
RIGHT like the readers were nice, all of the people were so nice... now its too big like who is everyone... but also its kinda dead too like damn... 2023 is not anybody's year... i wish we could return to all being silly....
help me omg big blog. i mean being a writing blog the writing might as well get a pass but the graphics suck and i'm the first one to acknowledge that. i simply don't know what to do with them >< the one and only graphic i'm still head over heels for and is the reason i still haven't remade my theme is the cute cat soren did for me a looong time ago and is my current banner. it's. so. round. so cute. silly but sosososo adorable
i mean my followers have probably accepted i'm a sporadic writer and i don't really have a schedule. it hurts when you try to put out your stuff but it doesn't get attention but aaa this is the internet. there's no point in overthinking that. my one and only concern is that anons that rq something i answer a few months later manage to read their rq :(
JESUS CHRIST QIAN YOU HAVE 1.1K FOLLOWERS?!?!? big big biggest writer indeed. i just checked mine and it's 744 followers which is an insane number for someone who posts so little!! what you said about the leo fic... i can only hope. i personally think i suck at writing leo a lot. and rei. and natsume. my izumi is pretty much a mess too. see? if i love them i can't write them right. but uuuu i'd love to write a series. i've never tried that. i also considered something like a social media au bc that's usually really cute too. i don't think any of my works will ever reach that level of importance buuuuut. i'd love that
i've been working a bit on some sort of new theme for my super due revamp but i hate editing sooo much. whatever you say your themes always look super nice and cohesive <3 they're really nice to look at ;;
the fandom being big and dead (from a writing pov) is just as you said ;; i occasionally go into the tags to look for cute fanart but i don't see any writing and it's very sad. sorry to whoever might be offended by this but x readers actually carried the fandom before engstars. but we all either grew frustrated with the lack of interaction or found new interests
i simply miss that sense of community TT the nuri era... nuri feeding the entire fandom one post a day. bee coming up with the absolute prettiest things (like hello THEIR PROMPTS. i still haven't recovered from those). swanee dropping these insanely talented bombs and leaving us knocking on their askbox like "pls comeback when". soren's blog (which i actually visit from time to time bc there's a handful of fics that carry half of my mental sanity rn). runa ;;;;
see? i miss a lot of people ꒰⁎′̥̥̥ ⌑ ‵̥̥̥ ꒱ on those are only the ones that came first into mind because there are even more moots i miss... that comfy feeling of being able to jump into everyone's askbox and be silly... nostalgia hitting hard ;;; makes me think i should try to join a server(s) to try and interact with people again, even if it's just some talking from time to time
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yeah srry i had a moment also post it i need to tag a mutual and explain my batshit insanity to everyone
shoutout to this anon everyone. putting it under the cut bc its kind of long
OK so I'm gonna give the whole story since its easier:
back in the days of Fredbears Family Diner Jack worked as a nightgaurd and died in a springlock accident (I dont remember specifics of how-) but then The Real Fredbear told Jack he'd revive him as an undying corpse if he promised to save the kids that were being killed, now this is a HEFTY promise to make considering the basis of this fucking game is fnaf (which means lotta dead kiddin's) and thats already a fucking burden to carry on its own but the 2 main sides/routes (for the 1st 2 games the 3rd has more to it which ill explain whn i get there) you can take worsen it no matter what.
1: side with Dave (kill kids w/ him) you're breaking a serious promise and betraying a godly figure for starters, but even with that sure it might be fun and games for the first 2 games but you're still burdened by abandoning your promise and having to even fight The Real Fredbear in the 2nd game and then he kinda fucks with you emotionally so that's..yeah
2: do as you promised (save the kids) it's useless, no matter how many times you save children more will be killed at a rate which makes saving them feel impossible, it's an empty victory, you're unable to truely stop the killer and are forced to be in a cycle of false empty victory against a man who's truely just blinded by lies told by his long gone former friend, even if you could stop him; there's a bigger evil just outside your reach that wont leave you alone
ok so thats that for dsaf 1 and 2 there is much more in terms of routes and endings but listen a lot of them do boil down to haha funny shitpost game cuz...well they are- so lets hop over to dsaf 3 where the shitposting dies down and the trauma rises up
ok listen homie its an hour later and i realize my memory loss removed most of my dsaf 3 knowledge but listen to tldr it it's the psychological damage overtime of the promise by a fuckin' bear deity ok thats what im getting at do you get it everything wrong was partially caused by The Real Fredbear OR Henry Miller- ok so Henry Miller doesnt take on a...godly? demonically?...prisoner of the voidly??? presence until his death but that's still long enough to fuck ppl over, an entity fused with the void itself who's hurt and killed and made others hurt and kill for his own sadistic amusement and just- oh god- oh god poll runner? POLL RUNNER I HAD A REALIZATION OH FUCK OH FUCK ITS RELIGIOUS UNDERTONES HEAVEN VS HELL GOD VS SATAN GOOD VS EVIL POLL RUNNER IM FUCKING CRYIG IM FCRYING IM CRYING OH GOD NO OH GOD KILL ME THE REAL FREDBEAR IS THE GOOD HENRY MILLER IS THE BAD AND THE NEUTRALITY BETWEEN IT ALL HAS TO PICK A SIDE OH GOD POLL RUNNER I THINK I REALIZED SOMETHING WHERE DID HAHA FUNNY SHITPOST GAME GO MY BRAIN JUST
im sorry
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damn wouldn't it be something if i could figure out whether i loved or hated myself?
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who out here gonna comfort sqq thru the trauma he unwittingly experienced & call him out for his desperate need to repress & ignore despite others being able to tell that he rly isn’t coping! like ‘oh i’m fine’ no bitch ur not, u haven’t eaten, u claim ur tired all the time but we all know that’s an excuse to lay in bed bc u can’t handle the thought of doing anything BUT that. ur guilt crowds u & the people around u are proof of the wounds u’ve left & the way u just don’t get how ur not a knife but a healing salve, either way u won’t ever tell ANYONE that u feel like ur very being is detrimental despite all the self sacrifice uve offered in return to give those around u a better chance at happiness.
yeah........ he do NOT be coping, he do NOT be thinking bc if he even thinks for a MOMENT over the ppl he’s killed or the lives that were lost as a result of his “stupidity” (bc ofc he has to be the omniprescent one who knows everything even tho the world around him subsequently changed due to his warm hearted decisions, so it’s HIS fault through it all & he will always carry this burden bc he feels the need to control things that he simply Can’t) then he just crashes & he can’t crash! not in front of his fellow peak lords or sh.ang qi.ngh.ua or lu.o bi.ng.he or his disciples bc then what would that show? what would “weakness” (asking for help he desperately needs) show????
and let’s not get into the fact that he’s so used to being helpless, he can’t stand it. his old body was proof of that & so he had to lock himself away bc he was so tired of being seen as anything less than just for an illness he never asked to receive! why should that happen again? and why should he feel so deeply abt these things when he could just ignore them desperately as he always has bc it hurts too much to feel so strongly abt it all when denial & distance have always been a familiar comfort & have rarely failed (if he’s distant, ppl can’t get hurt, he can’t get hurt, nothing wrong can happen, an endless chain cycle of people pleasing & control & situation / dilemma fixing & anxiety & thru it all loneliness)
yeah....... yeah he just. he ain’t coping, not ONCE has he coped and very rarely does he allow himself to cry & simply feel so like hey-
BC IM DERANGED AND SPAMMED MY FUCKIG TAGS ILL PUT THEM ALL UNDER A READ MORE
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btw if i pass my public speaking class this semester i am 100% making a video essay about why spider riders is Good, Actually.
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my family just got back from vacation from Louisiana and the first suggested article i see is about rising COVID cases in Louisiana 
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