#bc they were all black and white lol

[lordgolden]

was where I belong yesterday (deep in the Swamp)

#wanted to share my pretty pics it was so beautiful also I heard a hermit thrush (FAV) and sooo many warblers and saw some warblers #was looking so hard for a yellow warbler then saw a black and white warbler #then the yellow warblers said fuck you and three of them flew and were fighting right in front of us lol #saw a scarlet tanager too! and heard just soooo many birds #if I’m ever not posting I just want u all to picture me deep in the wood birdwatching bc that’s usually what I’m doing lol

[starrtoon]

I don't know why I keep telling my dad things when I always get judged

#starryshiz #I mentioned that if I were to get married I'd want to wear a black dress just bc I like the color black and it'd look better on me #he isn't like trying to 'force' me to wear white. but he's just very judgy about it lol #he's all ''it represents purity''. but no one even urges/makes the man wear white too! #but I do what I want and I'll be in the black dress and my husband will wear the white suit XD

[chopshajen]

2. A girl and her partner’s cat

I might have gotten carried away with this but in our DnD session, we learned some exciting new info about Your Honor, Janos’s winged cat, who it turns out is some sort of celestial! I’ve never drawn them before so I’m not yet sure of their fur pattern, but I do think they’re a shorthair cat.

Masvari was a sweet bonus ;D

I’m probably always going to be posting the drawings the day after they’re technically for, because my schedule runs late so I usually only have time to draw after midnight. And besides, as long as I stick with the spirit of the challenge, the details aren’t that important :D

#I’m so ready to immediately burn myself out on this but that’s why it’s a draw anything challenge #some days are definitely gonna be dumb doodles or very rough sketches and THATS OK #Your Honor is white black and gray #I need to decide their coat pattern #also I use they/them pronouns for them just like their owner #bc when Janos got them they decided to leave it up to them what gender they were #and they’re a cat so they dgaf and never told Janos #so gender neutral it is #Your Honor #Masvari #DnD personal #my art #Draw Anything At All October #for the record cats are fucking hard to draw #also Janos can cast Speak with Animals they didn’t just expect a cat to start talking LOL

[amberpriceenthusiast]

Rachel Amber did love Chloe Price and this is a hill I will die on

#omg look I’m fucking finally posting abt AmberPrice #anyways they both loved each other a lot but their relationship was neve defined and they were at most friends w benefits #Rachel didn’t cheat and loving a girl probably scared her so she clung to others #plus there is the literal grooming #they were both unhealthy fucked up teens and neither of them are malicious #we also see in the comics that Rachel does end up w Chloe in some universes #the relationship is very much not black and white at all and people need to stop seeing it that way #their relationship is complex but they did truly love each other #maybe as friends but maybe more #they were scared to turn that relationship into more bc Rachel has never felt this intensely abt someone #lol sorry abt that guys!! #rachel amber #chloe price #amberprice #life is strange #lis bts #lis before the storm #life is strange bts #life is strange before the storm #lis comic #lis comics #life is strange comic #chloe x rachel

[alisaint]

i feel like sometimes (many times) people get realism / "if this were to happen to a real person in the real world context, then this character would experience and grapple with x, y, z" mixed up with text / what that character is actually going through in the story which is always going to be constrained by time, space, and the creator's biases and experiences

#thinking abt lucas bc if he were not written by a team of white people then yes his character would be different and have so #much more depth and he would be experiencing and going through things that the others don't #but as it stands.... he's chilling. lol. #the only time he got depth was in his book that was written by a black male author. #and tbh i don't really think it's right or fair to dog on people for saying that he's chilling bc he just.... is? like the duffers have not #touched any of the topics they could have as it pertains to being a black boy in a majority white racist small midwestern town #and the one time they did they still didn't even really touch on it fr? like somehow it wasn't abt him... even though #he was the one being attacked for being black..... and then we just never touched on that again lol #he went through all that scary ass supernatural AND real life racism shit and we don't see him struggle after #not like we see some white characters struggle #so no i don't think someone is being racist by just pointing out what's on screen. in real life shit would be mad different #but it's not real life. and what is written is so limited because this is a black character written by white people. #and tbh it applies to so much other stuff but tht jus popped into my mind like there's nothing wrong with adding to the text #but that shouldn't be confused with actually being textual..... u feel me? #and at the end he's not really chilling bc he literally almost died n had a gun pulled on him but other than that he's usually #the one chilling bc he's every other (white) character's fixer-upper. he's always the support character to help them #and advance their plots and development :/

[rubberbandballqueen]

also today in queer history class discussion i pitched the question "how has your race impacted your experiences as a queer person" and so one of my classmates talked abt how she was usually the only black person in queer spaces (or if not, then the only dark skinned black person) and talked a lot abt the isolation of it all

which was cool to hear, but not quite what i was looking for, so at the end i was like, "follow-up question: how has your blackness influenced your queerness?"

and after class she told me no one had ever asked her that before and so she'd never had to consider it, but now she was excited to just throw that at every other queer person of color in her life because it's like, "huh. what kind of homoeroticisms DO i experience as a result of my culture? how CAN i express my queerness in a way that also feels at home with my culture, instead of just picking an expression that is one or the other?" and i think that's beautiful. i hope she figures out how she wants to be queer in her own uniquely black way

#the worm speaks #me bringing my valuable experiences with the blending of cultures as a mixed race person to the table 2day it seems lol #and she went on to tell me how there are a lot of examples of queer black *masculinity* but very few came to mind #of like queer black *femininity* n so ultimately i'm still left not knowing what homoeroticism looks like to like. #bc she is genderfluid n so she's not a woman but she is femme and she's mentioned this many times #but like you guys get my gist #i think i brought a lot of unexpected questions to the discussion today LOL like the reading was abt the erasure of queer asian americans #in the history of the united states and yep there sure were a lot of queer asians erased but like for some reason it didn't really strike me #as a subject to discuss or ask a lot of questions about. same with the mentions of orientalism LOL #i think i'm also a little bit averse to bringing up orientalism bc i feel like i risk being accused of it myself by nature of being mixed #as if being half white is all that matters in a discussion about race as if i've never felt the pressures n hardships of being asian myself #etc etc it's a little hard for me to feel like i'm allowed to speak abt the subject lol but it was like The One Subject #the prof deliberately drew attn to towards the end to discuss #mostly i focused my questions for the class on the subjects of culture and community building and the desire for connection #stuff i'm both deeply familiar with bc of blorbo studies and also kind of asian about lol

[prince-steele]

yoooo went to my sister in law's bday and it was awesome, it was like, an early 2000s Emo themed party n there was karaoke and I sang like 5 songs!! also I made her this as a gift

is a deaths head moff

#my posts #I dusted off my old new rock boots wit da metal heels n skulls on em n wore all black + white lol #the songs i sang were #a car a torch a death . bring me to life. boulevard of broken dreams #also fucken let it go bc i wanted to menace everyone #OH AND NANANANA BY MCR #it was so good #my throat is so rawed but 100% worth it

[pub-lius]

my biggest problem with a people’s history of the french revolution by eric hazan is that he keeps like. implying that lafayette defected to the enemy (meaning Austria and Prussia), but like. mf was immediately arrested bc he was seen as the cause of the revolution. the only people who saw him as a conservative were in france

#marquis de lafayette #lafayette #lowkey feel like the french revolution has so many figures who are misrepresented by people bc they were more conservative/liberal #like robespierre got the same treatment as lafayette but like reversed #i feel like the american revolution wasn’t so controversial as to have the same effect #and on top of that people have been working since it happened to counter balance whenever that happened #obviously some figures are still glorified but like there’s always been a lot of historians treating them as less one dimensional #but based off the books i’ve read about the frev at least one party is portrayed as one dimensional #and they’re always the villain too #like no one in the frev is overglorified GWKWBWKWN #they’re either a complex person or a one dimensional villain #like hazan shows different elements of robespierre’s character but doesn’t do the same to lafayette #the last author i read (forgor her name lol) showed all parts of marie antoinette and king louis’ characters #she did touch on robespierre a little bit showing his qualities but she didn’t go in depth on any of the revolutionaries really #but like brissot and co were portrayed as just bad guys who never did anything good ever #idk im just kinda used to authors at least attempting to show good and bad #even if its just ‘one time he helped an old lady cross the street and then he slaughtered someone’s entire family’ #no hate to hazan tho this book is awesome #i just wish it wasn’t trying to push such a black and white narrative in this particular instance #for the most part he doesn’t do it with anything else #but tbf i did start reading this bc i needed a more leftist sympathetic book to counteract the strongly royalist one i read before #imma tag this as #books #and #resources #in case anyone wants my thoughts on this book #this rant was longer than anticipated HEKWHWJ

[nomaishuttle]

its spn thats what i was referring to Jn my orevious post. me and hal were watching it formerly

#AS A JOKE. we stopped likee a couple eps after castiel got introduced #not bc he got introduced judt like. idk it got boring #+ The everything. LOL #but no literally they were like and lookk hunters r rly rly rly racist to vampires... oh but umm. this hunters black so its not as #problematic and its like No im.gomna be so real with you why do you only have evil blacl characters or black characters who die before the #end of the episode #oh god. the fucking worst was when it was all the demon kids and there were like. 4 white ones. who all had mind bssed powers right. which #Makes sense. it was like telepathy and demon control and what have you. and then the black ones power was physical strength. Like ok man #genuinrly just like. excalibur face

[roobylavender]

it’s really quite concerning to me how many people are black and white about bruce’s no killing rule (esp in recent years) bc i don’t think there’s a full cognizance yet of how easily that insistence upon all killing being the same and equally deplorable can facilitate the white supremacist rhetoric that believes killing oppressors is equivalent to killing the oppressed, anti-racism is equivalent to racism, etc. it’s why it’s always odd to me how mike w. barr is such a frowned upon batman writer for depicting a bruce who will not necessarily go out of his way to kill but will not save certain villains either bc he understands the egregious of their crimes and inflicted harm upon humanity. it’s a “gray area” that’s necessary to explore esp when taking into account the harm inflicted upon marginalized communities at large, and even then barr wasn’t free from falling prey to the rhetoric that all intentional violence is equivalent regardless of which race or class of people it was perpetuated by. obv i agree with most people that in context of under the red hood bruce is right to not use his vigilantism as an excuse to play god and decide who lives or dies, and i always make the point that bruce originally was intent to kill the joker only to be stopped from doing so by other people. but i wonder now if the conclusions to under the red hood and jason’s depiction thereafter inadvertently allowed for the facilitation of that white supremacist rhetoric i mentioned earlier bc jason being written by a white writer didn’t allow for a proper contention with the topic of marginalized communities and their relationship with violent resistance. the complexity of the no kill rule and whether it enables oppressors (even in cases where bruce is more lenient and willing to allow villains to die despite not pulling the trigger himself) is something that needs to be addressed by nonwhite writers specifically, and it’s no wonder that the potential for really potent social commentary with it is all but absent in the modern day considering main batman titles have never been written by anyone other than white men, not to mention the genre is alarmingly christian dominated now despite its jewish anti-fascist origins 

#this is an incoherent mess sorry. i read dc annual two and i have a lot of thoughts #short summary of the issue: a story about bruce's brief time being mentored under a detective in huntsville #they were both on a case where a group of men in their fiftiesish kept being lynched #and bruce eventually discovers that the mastermind is a biracial black man who is killing these men in retaliation for their activities #as klan members. bc one of them happened to father a child (him) with his black mother and she 'blackmailed' that klan member #so in retaliation he and his friends raided her town and slaughtered everyone including her #so now as revenge her son decided to get back at these klan members #and in the end it's like. bruce moralizing to the guy about how killing is wrong blah blah blah and vengeance is bad or whatever #like he does mention once that maybe the guy's 'victims' deserved it but #he's unequivocally written as frowning upon it and making the guy feel bad for avenging his mother bc she was literally a klan victim #and idk it just got me thinking like. even in the best case scenarios where bruce is lenient about who he's okay with seeing die #at what point does he become an enabler bc he's just waiting for some of the bad people to die #bc he's in that place of privilege as a white man who doesn't have to think about taking action into his own hands #marginalized communities can't just wait for their oppressors to die. and it's alarming to make bruce lecture a black man about that esp #oh btw the best part about all of this is this issue was written by mark waid lol. fucking racist weirdo #personal essays

[bat-the-misfit]

i once explained to this american girl how americans were brainwashed about Latin America and how race and ethnicity ACTUALLY worked here

at first she was mindblown we had the same race/ethnicites as them and were as diverse as them *rolls eyes* and understood there was no latino race and that most people they called so were actually mixed race latines

days later she was still saying her latine characters were ethnically "latines" and saying shit like "he's half mexican half white!!!"

#no darling no one is half mexican #what part of “that's not an ethnicity” you didn't get??? #listen you can say stuff like mexican-american when it comes to CULTURAL BACKGROUND #the way the character was raised the cultures they were raised by #and the place their family came from not the places their family have ancestry from #now when it comes to ethnicity you have to list which cultures they have blood of and NOT latin american countries #and race is literally what ethnicity of theirs is most proeminent in their appearance #if someone's ethnicity is half black and half white and they look black then their race is black #if they don't look like any race at all or all mixed up you can simply say they're mixed #you only mention LatAm when you're talking about their NATIONALITY and CULTURAL BACKGROUND #i'm brazilian. that's my NATIONALITY #my family are all descendants of italians so i was raised in an italian-ish way. that's my CULTURAL BACKGROUND #like i said we're all descendants of italians. so italian is my ETHNICITY #i have ancestry from europe and look white. so my race is WHITE. #so if anyone were to talk about me (i hope not lol) #if they wanted to talk where i'm from #they'd call me Brazilian #if they wanted to mention my race #they'd say i'm white and NOT latino bc latine is not a race #if they wanted to mention my ethnicity they'd call me Italian-Brazilian #NOT “half italian half brazilian” bc again brazilian is not an ethnicity #NOW if they wanted to mention i COME FROM latin america THEN would call me LATINO #if i was a latino living in usa they could say my CULTURAL BACKGROUND is brazilian-american #NOT my ethnicity #man it's not hard to understand americans are just lazy #or any gringues in general tbh they just decided to listen to americans too #also it's important to mention latines from usa were brainwashed and they really believe there's a race called latine #when we latines from LatAm try to educate them they call us racist lol #we're the ones who are right #but they prefer to listen to the biased white-americans lol

[snekdood]

most trans women are the cool sister i always wanted

#i say most bc i cant lie to myself i do hate some ppl who happen to also be trans women #but its obv not for that reason #i just cant say ALL trans women lest they try to include themselves lol #they gotta know i do Not think they are Cool Chill and Laid back #esp since one of them specifically isnt lol #anyways im getting side tracked bc i dont want a. the shitty portion of the online lgbt community to over analyze my every word #and b. i feel like i gotta go into specifics bc i dont want terfs to think im on their side in any capacity bc 'oh no girls look he has a #conflict with a trans woman- quick time to try to convert him !! !!!' #naw sowwy honey but i understand nuance and that the world isnt in black and white and that when i say blue it doesn't automatically #mean the opposite is red.......... #okay so now after all of my panopticon prefacing so the panopticon tumblr police dont show up #my sister sucks and every trans woman- even the ones i dont like- have been significantly better sisters to me #actually thats a low bar. cis women i had a very light friendship with were better sisters to me even lmao

[hiddenbeks]

i have finally reached dantooine and this game is glitching more than ever before <3

#el plays kotor #keep having these weird black lines stretching across like. everything #sometimes textures will not load fully. also the sky looks weird on dantooine idk how to explain it but its weird #at least its just graphics glitching! nothing that breaks quests or characters or whatev! for now!! #this game is really testing my patience but i will be brave about it and finish it. i actually kinda cant wait to get to kotor 2 #i know it has its issues bc of the rushed development. but im looking forward to that good obsidian writing...... #like if theres one thing obsidian games do well or at least better than bioware (lol) its well written grey morality #and i've heard that kotor 2's writing has just that #kotor 1 is so painfully black and white and all quest and dialogue choices on taris at least were like #'here i am giving you 200 credits out of the goodness of my heart :)' or 'fuck you. time to die' #anyway. time to finally get a lightsaber yayyyyy

[malkaviian]

this is so stupid but i actually quite like jayce's skin on this one--- it looks like its supposed to be

#coloring in general is a bit harder when your line isnt black; at least thats my experience. #you have to play more with colors to make them fit; and also some colors are not... registered as the actual color they are. #like for black i actually use deep purple; but it cant be too deep bc otherwise it ruins the whole aesthetic #with the line being lighter than the filler. i dont use actual black anymore i think; its always some shade or purple. #depending on the other colors i use a very very light shade of pink/red for white. i can also use actual white #but then again; it depends of the other colors lol. and in this case isnt even that light of a color. skin is other issue #i have a palette full of skin colors but i dont really use it for just the color-- i moreso use it as a reference. #then you have me being all stupid with the color wheel for a bit trying to find a color and the saturation that fits the piece. #and dark skins are kind of their own thing; bc otherwise it doesnt give the image of actually being brown #and actually gives the image of idk you fucking slapped a random color on them. and VEEERY rarely actual brown in the color wheel works #rn jayce's color is in a mix between pink and red. but it doesnt looks like that!! it mixes and looks brown in the piece. #i used a different color on the one with chase but that was because the lineart colors were different kjsnfkjndjfds #so yeah for someone who doesnt have that much of an eye for this; this is kind of a training in a way. its ok though #i refuse to go back to pure black lines the thought of doing them sickens me (no that doesnt means i dont like when others do them) #(and no im not saying using black lines its easier or not as worthy or something its not what im trying to say) #sorry for going in a ramble about how i color?? idk sorry i just thought about adding it #lilith whispers

[mrfoox]

God im... Probably too nice but it's fine

#miranda talking shit #I wanted to talk about a thing but...noticed quickly that they were not in a good mood/mindset so ofc i didnt even bring it up #I mean the talk was good anyway. I think he... Needed that. We talked about feelings and how to handle them #And at one point he stopped and turned to me and went 'that thing you said about getting another perspective on it... Thats smart. Thats #A very good idea. Im going to try that' not like im good at dealing with emotions. But i try to and that's a thing i know have helped me at #Times. Discussed our goals/dreams and well... I cant agree with his or understand it at all but as long as he thinks thats what he wants #Then im not going to argue. Love how he always drone on about he doesn't care about anyone or what anyone thinks but still wants to hear #What i think. I told him that was funny to me. Bc imo one doesnt ask about something one doesn't care about or have any interest in... #He's been a lot more... Curious about what i think about things and its fun. Personally im just fairly weak in my opinions. Not many things #I think are worth fighting over or arguing over tbh. So im used to just listening and nodding. But that may annoy the shit out of him lmao #That might be why he asks me about my opinion bc im so quiet and passive . But yeah very interesting to discuss #Mainly bc i havent heard anyone have that kind of opinion and goal of their own so it was fun? #But yeah ngl i love hearing people say im wise or smart. Bc i obviously dont hear that often. So when i do im like ah ... Thank you 😭 #Its bc im not book smart but i guess im emotionally smarter or whatever. In general i just enjoy making people think about other perspectiv #Bc i always do that and enjoy it. Think many are unintentionally stuck in their own way of seeing things and everything become so black and #White. To me the world isnt . I wish it was but no everything is gray with many shades lol #Also me doing and example: 'i dont think everything is your fault oliver. I think its my own' #Oliver serious: yeah well i dont think its your fault either Miranda.' i almost cried like... He didn't have to say that i was obviously #Doing an example and joking ? But he still ... Said that and im like...thabk you for reassuring me... #And he really went 'i fought hard to be the one that came by here today. It was going to be another guy which me and magnus hate. So i #Fought hard to be able to come here instead' and im like 🥺... Thank you... I wasnt there to fight but thank you for doing that... #I mean im guessing he also enjoys our conversations so i dont think it was a selfless thing but it made me happy :') #If i could have any say I'd basically only have magnus and oliver come by me but i know thats not how it works but it made me happy that he #Went out of his way to get it changed. I need to thank him again next time... At least he seemed to be a little lighter leaving than when #He came. So i hope our discussion was a bit helpful at least. Something had happened and i asked him if he wanted to talk about it #And he said no first and then 'maybe. We'll see' which to me is major bc uh.... He usually dont ever talk about anything happening actively #To me. Usually he comes and shares it 6 month later or something. So... Trust increase? I hope im rubbing off on him in healthier mental #Ways. Considering he's gone from saying nothing about himself to trauma dumping ... I guess something has changed. God i just #Want to pick his brain about everything for real. He has such diffrent values and priorities than im used to and anyone i know have. I love #Hearing all about it. Ive told him before but if we didn't meet through this... Unusual way. We'd never would have naturally. And if we did

[yaymiyas]

ISEKAI!YANDERE!CROWN PRINCE INTRODUCTION

warning: female reader, his name is saer…just so you can follow a bit lol, isekai lol

a/n: it’s structured a bit differently than my other introductions, do note that yes this is x reader but you had gotten isekai’d into a novel so….i do say her name but…..you’re also you…..if that makes sense, also he is hardly in it but its like….an introduction to the story bc its…an isekai and i needed to layout how i wanted everything to be

its not like you didn’t realize something was up. bright white lights blind you right when you open your eyes. maids coming in and out, calling you ‘miss’ and telling you not to sit up because ‘it will harm you even more’. granted, you were very thankful for their words because, around ten minutes before they came in, you attempted to sit up and gave yourself a headache. even though nobody was explaining anything, you remained quiet, trying to gather as much information from the surrounding maids as possible. the red-haired one with tight curls and an everlasting smile was amanda. she seemed to like you much, more than the other two, and tended to you more carefully. maybe she was your personal maid,or maybe she was just good at her job, but she never let up and called you your ‘name’.

admittedly, none of the other two maids called you your ‘name’ either. it was all just ma’am or miss from them. you just expected a hint of your identity from amanda, based solely on her care for you. selfish? maybe but you needed more hints. the other maids are named cynthia and tilly. the former of the two had long black hair slicked into a low bun, with a small maids hair on top to finish the look. it was a cute detail, if you must say, since the other two didn’t wear them. cynthia hardly spoke above a shout, coming off as more soft-spoken than the other two. she wasn’t really rude, nor did she have an attitude while tending to you, but she wore an expression of indifference that made you think she would rather do anything else.

tilly, on the other hand, was more bold than the other two. still not outwardly rude, but she tested your patience a few times. the main one that got to you though, was when she was rubbing your face. while she was washing off your face with the washcloth, she rubbed against your cheeks too hard, and upon this ‘realization’ she gave you a malevolent grin. her thin lips formed an o shape, mimicking the action of saying ‘oops’. luckily, it seemed as if amanda and cynthia didn’t really care for this ‘prank’ of hers. they both scoffed in disgust, continuing to pick out outfits for me to wear for the day ahead.

a soft but stern knock was heard at the door, revealing a man with black slick back hair and yellow eyes to put the look all together. he reminded you of those webtoon male leads that were cold but female audiences loved. being a sucker for those types, you raised your neck up, making sure to keep your body in the same supine position. the man standing at the foot of your bed looked down at you with an expression that you couldn’t read. an expression that wasn’t scary but wasnt welcoming. tapping along the footboard of the bed, he let out a low sigh out that resembled a growl and turned around to leave. tilly, amanda, and cynthia didn’t acknowledge the man. neither did he to them. the only thing that could resemble an interaction between the four of them was when tilly and amanda gave small bows and the slight side eye cynthia gave before going back inside your closet to look for something.

“madam,”

thats a new one.

“lord saer would like you to have breakfast with him today.”

lifting your head enough to turn your focus towards amanda, you started to guess your facial expression was a bit too expressive because amanda started to giggle. the pain in your body wasn’t really high; it was more the numbness that bothered you. moving your neck and head didn’t really take much strength, it was attempting to move your legs that was the problem. walking towards you in a shift movement, amanda placed the rich, deep purple hair piece down on top of the dress set she had picked out for you. upon arrival, she softly removed your blanket and shifted your body into a sitting position. you felt like a doll.

“okay now miss, i will be lifting you up to wash you now.”

placing her right arm underneath the backs of your knees and her left arm supporting your neck, she quickly moved you to the area you’re assuming was the bathroom. the door to the large room was already open, since once she had lifted you up, cynthia had pushed the door open and walked in herself. the room was massive, twice the size of a normal person’s kitchen. the walls and floor tiles were both the same shade of pale pink, matching the sleeping set you had on. amanda sat you down in a chair and started to strip you down. while she was doing that, the other was running the bath water and testing if it was safe enough. every time the water was a bit too hot or too cold, you saw cynthia’s eyes squeeze shut.

“alright madam edina,”

cynthia sighed, standing up from the clam shaped tub.

“it’s all set for you. please do not make it hard as you have always done.”

not sparing you even a small look, she and amanda were already picking you up and guiding you into the tub. quietly instructing you to lay back, wet, cold liquid found its way both on your scalp and on your legs. edina? are you sure thats what she said? the only edina you knew of was the villainess from the hit novel “obsession falls”. you never really read the book, but you knew of the characters and the content that surrounded it. it was rather controversial for how obsessive and dangerous the male lead was. he had stalked the female lead for years, and it didn’t stop once he got married. with a wife so dismissive and uninterested, the male lead was given all the time in the world to go hunt his prey.

unfortunately for him, once edina randomly started to care about what her husband was doing during the day he had to slowly stop. losing the love of his life to the second male lead, alastair. due to this very random string of events, saer had grown irritated by the events his wife was clumsily stringing together. he then decided to take care of his wife, edina. the night before he was to go and kill alastair, he had poisoned the dinner he had helped make for his wife. from your memory, this was one of the few times in years he had asked his wife to sit at the table and eat with him. she would usually just take her food into her room separately. this night, edina came into the dining room with her most expensive jewelry and dress. she thought this was the night her husband was going to admit his faults and leave the female lead for her. however, what actually ended up happening was that the moment she took a bite out of her steak, her vision went black and her head banged on the table.

focusing on the soft brushes of your hair, you start to put the pieces together. you don’t remember the faces of any of the characters in the story, you just remember the basic blot and conflict. if what cynthia said was true, that you are in fact edina tudor gwynn then that means the reasoning for your stiff body was because of your ‘husband’ trying to kill you. sharply sucking in some air, you seek strength within your legs. even though the lower half of your body was still partially numbed, the feeling of pins and needles filled the tip of your toes to the back of your knees. not wanting to cause much of a scene, even though you were sure she wouldn’t care much, you looked up to check to see if your maid was paying you any mind. cynthia was too focused on rinsing your body, while amanda stopped brushing your hair to grab towels for you.

“cynthia,”

it was amazing how you could even get that out. due to the affects of the poison, your throat had become overly dry and it hurt you to even swallow. that was mainly one of the reasons as to why you hardly spoke to them this morning. stopping in her tracks, she lazily turned her head into your direction. the woman didn’t have much of any emotion on her face. her eyelids halfway down, making it appear that she was tired or just bored. her lips were in a thin line. you had hardly seen her smile or really speak, so you started to believe this was just how her resting face looked like.

“why did he poison me?”

tilting her head a bit, cynthia’s facial expression changed. it was as if your question intrigued her. her low eyelids raised a bit, along side her eyebrows, as she tried to tame the smile that was creeping on her thin lips. this was the most expressive you have ever seen her. she began to part her lips when amanda came back through the door with the towels.

“perhaps this conversation will need to be revisited, my lady.”

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