Oh don't mind me...just imagining myself on an examination table, naked, with my legs in stirrups while my dom invites his friends for a lesson in female anatomy. He shows them everything on the outside and then using a speculum, opens me up so they can see the insides.
He answers their questions and let's them touch if necessary. Through little experiments they answer their questions while I remain still for them, good object to be studies.
Life will get happier, right? I won’t spend every moment alone sad? Someday I wont feel afraid to give my love and trust again? Someone will care for me like she did? I am worthy of love and care. I made the right decision for me. It just hurts a lot right now. I couldn’t make the best decision for me without also hurting her, and sometimes that hurts more.
Manifesting a soft dom with a medical kink who wants to give his subs examination at least once a month to check whether they are healthy and can continue playing. The subs stand next to each other, waiting for their turn. They hold each other’s hands while the other is being inspected carefully and if they are good they get to take a look inside when the other sub has a speculum inside them.
It's careful and gentle and there's a lot of praise and fun props and they get kisses and stickers as rewards and more if they want to.🥺🥺