#be anything else than a summee job

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yet again i should be asleep but am not...and for what :/

#nowe talks #im so sorry yall have to see these i hope none of you actually reads most of these aldksld i really should start a diary or something #i should sleep because i have a job interview tomorrow morning #but can't because i just keep thinking about summer job stuff #because on top of the one i've an interview for tomorrow morning i also got an invitation to come back to the place i worked at last summer #and i don't know which one i should choose if they let me to the other place too :/ #this is such a stupid problem to have i know i know i know im very lucky and happy to even have the opportunity to have a summer job #but like. should i pick the one with longer hours longer commute and smaller pay BUT better opportunities for the future #or the one that's familiar has less hours but the contract would be longer so more pay BUT the place is only open on summers so it can never #be anything else than a summee job #either way im going to be dysphoric the whole summer because the work clothes include a dress 😐 oh well #also the new place feels idk…too good and too popular for me aldksld I'm way too inexperienced and dumb for that #don't reblog"