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parkers-gal · 3 years

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yay! okay so I was thinking, what I'd the reader and Tom had a fight, could be over anything, but the reader was pregnant and a few years after, they bump into each other and they get back together. Sorry if it doesn't make sense.

this has been sitting in my inbox for a fat couple of months… sorry 😭

wc: 1.7k ! <3

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“No, because you’re selfish and you can’t handle the fact that my life doesn’t revolve around you and your needs.” Tom spits out the words angrily, viciously, voice harsh and crisp.

You’re both frustrated beyond belief, and the bubble that had been overblown had finally popped, splattering your relationship and all the joyful aspects of it. Right now, you felt as if all that was left was the toxicity of two unbearable people who happened to love each other. You knew, deep down, that you loved each other enough to get through this, but with every passing moment, with every exchanged word, you realized at least one of you wouldn’t survive the damage.

“No, Tom. You’re selfish. You’re conceited and you only care about being a goddamn movie star. What happened to the family man, huh? What happened to staying tied down with me and your brothers?”

“Nothing happened to him! I’m still that person. I am a family guy.”

“Not to me, you aren't.”

“Well you’re not family!” He seethes through his teeth, anger radiating off of his short-tempered demeanor. You don’t even know how to react, so you spend the time soaking in the situation and how you should respond instead of actually doing it.

“You’re a fucking jackass. I asked when I could spend time with you and now you don’t even consider me as part of the family.”

“No,” He’s clear and concise even through the anger. “You asked when I’m going to stop living my life.”

“I said no such thing.”

“You didn’t have to! We both know that’s what you meant.”

“You’re not even on the same page as me anymore,” You scoff, arms crossing. “Seems like all this time in Hollywood made you forget that you’re not always the main character.”

“Fuck that, Y/N! Fuck! That!”

“No, Tom. Fuck. You.” You over-express your emotions, and after two more minutes of unbearable silence and screaming, he’s leaving your apartment just as fast as he arrived. You’re in shock, fingers shaking while you clear your throat, which is frayed and sore from all the yelling.

You sit back, elbows on your knees while your hands smoothen out your forehead. Tear after tear escapes your sobbing body, and eventually, you fall asleep on the couch.

In the weeks to come, you’ve realized the blow-out of a breakup could’ve been handled so much differently, but Tom hasn’t seemed to cool down at all — he’s petty enough to unfollow you on all social media, and you figure it’s time to let the hatred be mutual. You don’t touch your imessages, however, letting the love in those texts linger for a little longer.

Before you know it, you’re throwing up into the toilet boil, coughing violently at the action and spitting the bitter taste as best you can. You clean up, and when you check your phone, a small notification from your period tracker app alerts you that this is the second period in a row that has gone by without a hello.

Worried, you call Aisha, your closest friend and confidant. She’s over in no time, bringing along her girlfriend while you rant on the phone about your worries. They stop at the drugstore on the way.

The cause of your problems is discovered that day, and you collapse on the bathroom floor in agony, hands wiping at your face — through all the anger and fear and worry, you still love Tom. So much that Aisha even attempts to call Tom. But, alas, it’s sent straight to voicemail, and you realize he might’ve gone to extreme extents in blocking everyone.

You’re stuck going to the ultrasound with two lesbians and a frail old cat. Aisha is as supportive as ever, but as the doctor explains the process of each option, you feel sicker and sicker about the idea of getting rid of the fetus. In the end, you choose to keep the child you’re bearing, even if your ex-lover isn’t even in the picture.

Inevitably, the months pass, and as baby Charlie is brought into the wonderful world, you realize life as a single mother isn’t as scary as you thought it would be. In the first few months of your pregnancy, you’d kept tabs on what film Tom was doing and which was coming out next, but after the hormones and cravings, you’d decided to let the past sizzle and fade out in the way it was meant to all along.

It’s been almost three years since that fateful breakup, and Charlie is just reaching two and a half years old. You’re still single, and you’re okay with that. Charlie is all you need, all you’ve ever wanted, and the most important thing in your life. He’s young, and school is still a couple years away, but you enjoy having the toddler by your side, walking hand in hand with you because you’re his guardian, his provider, his only parent. You make him your only priority, because you don’t want him to grow up without anyone to love, or anyone to love him.

It’s hard, though. It’s hard because he’s a constant reminder of what didn’t happen, a constant reminder of what went wrong and of what you no longer have. You miss Tom more than words can express, and Charlie’s mop of brown curls reminds you of all the moments you’d run your fingers through Tom’s hair. You reminisce more than you’d like to, about Tom and your past, and though Charlie is technically half of the Brit, he’s one hundred percent yours. Because you’re the only one here, and that’s alright.

“Mummy,” Charlie tugs on your shirt’s hem while you move the shopping cart forward through the aisle. “Can we get the goldfish with superheroes?”

You jutt your lip out in a smile, nodding happily. “Of course we can, bub.”

As you step forward, you pit stop in the aisle, nearly tripping on the cart. You make direct eye contact with the man you used to love with your entire heart. The man who walked out with your heart and never gave it back. He’s staring right back at you, curls looking as fluffy as ever, face still a soft glow. Your breath hitches, and it’s then that you realize Charlie is still talking.

“Mummy?” He asks, and it’s just loud enough for Tom to hear. Harry, who’s beside Tom with an arm full of crackers and chips. Tom moves forward a few steps, hastily in an attempt to get more information.

“Uh, hi,” His smile is tight lipped as he stands at the other end of your shopping cart. Charlie shies away from strangers, standing behind your leg and holding your shirt with his grubby hands.

“Hi,” you return his awkward, reserved demeanor.

“Mummy who’s this?”

“‘Mummy?’” Tom has a follow up question for everything, and you internally panic, unsure on how to approach this.

You’d spent so long deciding how you should tell Tom that he was a dad. You spent hours debating on if you should pick up the phone or drive over just to tell him a truth you’ve kept inside for so long. You’ve abandoned social media, only sharing aspects of your life you can afford to post. Charlie is only occasionally on your page, but it’s not like Tom would see that, not after all that’s happened.

Your mouth opens and closes while you debate on how to reply. You’re physically incapable of saying your response, and it makes you even more nervous. You’re nervous on how he might react, what he’ll say, but most importantly, if he’ll stay.

“Is this…?

“My kid…” You fill in. “I- I mean our… our kid.” You pull your bottom lip between your rows of teeth, and you watch as Tom’s face undergoes thousands of expressions all at once. He’s surprised, shocked, happy, afraid, uncertain. You want the world to swallow you whole, suck you up so you don’t have to go through any of this again. But you don’t. Instead, you hold Charlie’s hand a little tighter.

“Our kid?” He drops a can of soup and you flinch at the loud noise.

“Mummy, who’s that?”

“That’s…” You don’t know how to answer his question. Instead, you lean down to his level, comfortingly and gently. “He’s a man.”

“Who’s that man?”

“He’s… your daddy.”

“I thought… no daddy?”

You purse your lips and furrow your brows. Tom’s watching the entire encounter from his place, but after a few beats, he steps forward, entering your bubble. Charlie doesn’t cower away this time, but looks up in curiosity.

“Hi, Charlie,” Tom extends his hand, adjusting his jeans so he can lean down just as you are, kneeling beside the young boy.

You look down, avoiding your worries and Tom’s gaze. He’s tearing up, and you want to cry too. You’re in a fucking supermarket, for god’s sake. This wasn’t how you envisioned any of this planning out, and though you’re mentally kicking yourself for letting it happen this way, you can’t help but feel like maybe this was meant to be. Written in the stars or whatever the folks say — you’re just grateful Charlie has at least a sliver of hope for two parents. Not that you can’t handle it, because you can, but you know someone like Tom wouldn’t want to miss something as important as this.

“I’m To- I’m…” He swallows thickly, making brief eye contact with you before looking back at Charlie. “I’m your dad.”

“Do you love my mummy?” He’s not shameless, but he’s still that shy little boy. “My friend says daddy’s love mommy’s so you must love mine, right?”

Tom lets a tear fall while he exhales a chuckle. He swipes the drop with the tips of his fingers, and the hand gripping Charlie’s squeezes it a little tighter. A glance in your direction is all it takes for him to answer Charlie’s question. “Yeah, buddy. I do.”

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syrenblubs · 3 years

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Just Friends?

Matsuoka Rin x Reader

a/n: did i write this during class? yes. do i regret it? not one bit.

this takes place during eternal summer (s2)

also i've never learned how to skateboard (strict parent tingz) but i do want to get into it someday (maybe if i move out for college)

skateboarding experts pls don't come for me

im probably never gonna write for smth like this again because the amount of embarrassment i got from writing this pLEASE THIS WAS LITERALLY ONLY SUPPOSED TO BE A SKATBOARDING DATE WITH RIN BUT NOPE

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The cool wind, entering from the window, flew past your face, brushing your skin. You laid on your bed, scrolling through the dozens of posts on social media, as you normally do on a late summer evening. Looking through the recent pictures of your friends and classmates, having the time of their lives, you sighed with envy. Your parents were on a business trip overseas, and you had to babysit your little sister until they came back. You couldn't go anywhere without bringing her with you, and since she was still really young, she'd have to sleep early, leaving you unable to go out at night.

As you continued to dwell on your sadness, you heard a ring from your phone, indicating a text message had been sent. Expecting it to be from your parents, checking up on how you and your sister were doing, it was quite the opposite. The message was from your childhood friend, Rin Matsuoka, asking if you wanted to meet up at the skate park, one of your favorite places. Ever since you could remember, you and Rin would go to the skate park, just blocks away from your house, and skateboard for hours on end. Of course, as Rin got busier with swimming, you guys weren't able to meet up as much, often leaving you to skateboard alone or with the other locals who also went there. The last time both of you had skated together was before Rin left for Australia, and it has been a few years since then, so you didn't mind going over there again. The only problem was that your sister would have to accompany you, and who knows how long she'd stay with you until she started nagging you to go home.

"Well, it's not that dark right now. We could just do some tricks on the ramp and be on our way."

Though, it was a bit strange. While you and Rin did reconnect after he came back from Australia and reconciled with the Iwatobi guys, the thought of seeing each other again didn't come up in conversation, at least until now. Seeing as he was the type to plan, this wasn't something he'd normally do. It's possible that this meetup could be more than just a simple reunion.

You got out of your bed and walked over to your sister's room. As she's playing on the tablet your parents recently bought her, you lightly tapped her shoulder to get her attention.

"Do you think you could stay up just a little later than your bedtime? Rinrin wants to see us at the skate park. I'll get your food after if you want."

The moment you said Rin's name, her eyes lit up. Because she was still very young before Rin left for Australia, she didn't get to see him often, but when she did, she'd have a great time talking to him. They were both avid swimmers, with her now being a part of the old swim club he used to attend with Makoto, Haru, and Nagisa. She's the one who came up with the nickname "Rinrin". She nodded her head happily and jumped out of her seat to get ready.

In relief, you went over to your room to grab your skateboard and gear. Almost forgetting to let him know that you were coming, you quickly texted him.

"I'll be there in 10"

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In the distance, you could see your childhood friend's hair flow in the wind. As you and your sister approached the entrance, his eyes caught a glimpse of your presence. He noticed that you didn't change that much. You did get taller, almost his height, and he thinks you did get a bit more attractive. Other than that, he still sees the face of a friend he once played with here.

You waved over at him with a small smile, while your little sister ran to his legs and hugged them. Rin grinned and ruffled her hair, bringing his hand to your hair after once you got close enough.

"How have you been s/n? Are you listening to y/n? Are you still swimming?"

He started talking to your sister for a bit, mainly just asking about how the swim club was going and giving her a few pointers and tips to improve. Once he finished, your sister went to the benches and Rin looked over in your direction.

"Ready to go?"

"Hell yeah"

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The thrill the two of you got from skateboarding again. It reminded you of when you guys were younger when the only thing you had to worry about was that one math worksheet you were given for homework. Once again, the cool summer night breeze blew past you two as you continued to skate and do tricks near the edge of the ramps. You guys kept at it for a bit, until both of you fell off your skateboards onto the ground while attempting to kickflip.

"That was fun"

"Yeah it was"

Both of you looked up at the sky, an empty void filled with tiny stars. The distance between you and him was just inches apart. He could smell the shampoo you put on while showering before. He took a good look at you, only now noticing how much you changed. You went from being the energetic boisterous child to a rather quiet and reserved teen. He longed to see the old you, one that wasn't constantly pressured by the expectations of your family and society. In the years that he was gone, he wanted to see you, grow with you, and be with you. When he told his homestay parents about this, they told him it was a crush. He didn't want to believe that; you guys were like brother and sister. How could he be in love? As much as he would like to say you were the one friend he used to love playing with all the time, he can't help but think that he could go past that, to become someone more than a friend to you.

After all, the real reason he called you over was not to simply reunite with you but to see if his so-called crush for you would rekindle.

Now he knows it did, and it very much was a crush.

"Is there something on my face?"

Shit. You got him. He didn't want to admit it. Not, when he's literally rethinking his life.

"You know, it's kinda refreshing, coming back here, reminiscing about old times. I know we haven't been together in almost 6 years, but now that we're here, I feel like we're kids again. Just normal kids being friends, you know? Just friends...."

You trailed off without ending your sentence. You wanted to finish it, but you didn't know how it would turn out. You didn't know if he'd take it well. Will he say yes? Can he handle it? Will your or his views on each other change if he accepted? You knew biting the bullet, and just spilling it would be better, but the thought of rejection paralyzed you from doing so. The years you two spent with each other, making memories and having the childhood of a lifetime, were you really going to possibly risk throwing it away just for the sake of feelings that may not even be requited?

Sure, it's been years since your crush on him has lingered on you. You thought by this point you would've already gotten over him, but that definitely wasn't the case. Ever since you came here, that was the only thing on your mind. You just want to get it out already.

"Just friends? Are we really just friends?" Rin whispered in your ear, making you realize. It wasn't just you; he felt the same way. It wasn't infatuation.

"I mean, do you want to be more than friends?" You said quietly. At last, you said it. You laid there, frozen, waiting for his response. As much as you could've just beaten up yourself for saying that, you felt a burden to come off your shoulders, even if his reaction wasn't something you wanted.

"Honestly, I'd like that. If there's anyone I'd like to be with for the rest of my life, it's you." Rin said suddenly.

You were not expecting that, whatsoever. Happiness has now filled your heart more than it did now. To him, years of pent up feelings for one another poured outright in that statement. To you, it was a revelation, a good one at that.

Finally, you looked into his eyes, and he looked into yours. The silence that was once tense like the blazing summer afternoons, was now calm and soothing, like the night sky. He brought his hand to caress your cheek, until your little sister, who you completely forgot about, yelled.

"NEE CHAN WHY IS RINRIN TRYING TO KISS YOU?!"

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babiekeiji · 4 years

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i'm kenma deprived pls feed me i'm starving

kenma as a boyfriend

(i chose kenma as a boyfriend to cater to everyone!)

kenma would probably be da chillest man to date

like man he probably wouldn’t have made the first move but shit man he’s da most lowkey romantic one of em all

like he’s probably the type to accept his feelings nd not act on them so fast

which is what happened with you

except you beat him to confessing

it was a really chill day, you two r probably in the same room but doing different things

you trust kenma not to make things awkward; you trust kenma enough to help soften your fall

so you pipe up, “kenma, you know i like you, right?” you ask, only sparing him a glance up from your book

kenma doesn’t even look up from his switch, “i know.”

you nod. “okay. i just wanted you to know.”

“okay,” he replies, “i like you too.”

“motherfucker are you serious right now”

“yes”

“at least look me in the eye when you tell me, idiot!”

he pauses his game frustratedly and sits up from the bed, and he says, “i like you, yn, and i want to date you. are you happy?”

“hmm,” you hum, “no.”

“why?”

“c’mere gimme hug”

he rolls his eyes

but really he’s trying his best not to show a smile

from then on kenma’s just really lowkey with the two of you; like he doesn’t post about the two of you but he does keep your favorite emoji as his bio

and honestly from kenma..... that’s a LOT

in turn you keep his jersey number (5) as your location on twt teehee

kenma likes to surprise you with snacks he knows you like

like he’ll buy you some candy in the morning and keep it in his pocket, and the next time he sees you in the hallways he’ll say “oh hey, here, i bought these for you”

he’s da CUTEST mfmfmfmfffmf

would probably lend you his jacket...... except he’s going to be real grumpy about it

like he’ll notice you napping during recess w/o anything to cover you up nd he’ll just barge into your classroom and take off his jacket and set it over you, all while he’s murmuring this is so bothersome why would they forget their jacket on a day like this

he balances his playing so it doesn’t get in the way of spending time with you

though you never mind that he plays sometimes when you’re around; you shouldn’t because after all, you know how much kenma loves to play his video games

and in turn kenma makes sure he makes time for you subconsciously and tries to teach you how to play

lets you choose what to watch during movie dates and where to go during outside dates

isn’t so big for pet names, so he’d probably only stick to two like”baby/babe” nd something really sweet like “honey”

DOMESTIC TINGZ

drags you around with him to find that game he likes that just released; “this is a date.”

doesn’t hold your hand

but does hook his pinky finger around yours

MFMFMFMFMFMFMF IM SO SOFFFFFFF I LOVE MBABY KENMA

one time he rings you up in the middle of your sleeping, and you’re about to rage until:

“hey...” he speaks meekly, and he sounds like he’s smiling, “i made you a character in animal crossing. you look pretty cute.”

all the anger in your body just dissipates, and you just turn all soft

this man ...

“is that all?” you exhale a laugh, trying to hide the stupid grin that decorates your face

“yeah,” he replies. “i just wanted to let you know. when you come over next time i’ll show you it; it’s really cute.”

“okay.”

“anyway, i know you’re sleeping,” he replies, “good bye, continue your long nap away from me, i love you”

“okay,” you say, “i love you.”

when he hangs up you just scream into your pillow because wtf that was so cute and even though tht was practically the bare minimum... that’s kenma

yes

please be patient with our boy kenma he’s really trying his best

i love him so much

kenma PRINCE, kenma RIGHTS

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bukojuiice · 3 years

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— Can you believe 2020 was a thing? ♡ @bukojuiice’s 2020 appreciation list

- bon voyage 2020 !

(we won’t miss you at ALL yet I’m thankful for you in more ways than one)

this year had not been kind to every human being on this planet. 2020 was surreal for me because I had finally found the courage and the time to finally write again and do what I love. I’ve learned and was able to experience so many things, got closer with my family, watched a lot of anime and played a lot of video games and sadly, I also lost a lot of important people in my life this year. However, I’m proud to say that I love and I feel like myself again after years and years of having an existential crisis and for feeling like i am not worthy of anything. Not knowing who I am and not having the drive nor the motivation to do my best both in my studies and in my personal endeavors. Cheers to 2021! May this year be a step into a new era we’ve long been waiting for. ( ੭ ･ᴗ･ )੭

first and foremost, i’d like to thank all my followers (yes, all 580 of u!!) for being there with me thru every step of the way. I can never thank all of you enough for all the love, support, and for watching me pop up with random reblogs instead of updating HSHSHSHS i never would have imagined that so so many people would love and support my work. thank you for giving me a platform, thank you for supporting my works, and thank you for just being there as a source of inspiration. this is all new to me, and every like, every reblog, and every follow means the world to me. i hope you guys know that! thank you so so much! and i love you guys to the moon and back! all of you are da best!! to more of my awkward ramblings and writings this 2021! (๑•͈ᴗ•͈) i hope you guys will still stay with me as we start the next roller coaster ride for this year! please donut forget that my asks are always open and i’m always eager to make new friends!

Now on to the tags! ♡٭*

@themagical1sa , the only cute nerd on tumblr that i know irl thank you for accompanying me through every breakdown in the middle half of 2020. May it be because of our piling school works, screaming about bnha/ other weird tingz or just sharing crackhead energy with u, always know that i’m here for you always and i’m glad we got closer this 2020! ily my capibara! and know that i’m always here for you! ♡

@softiehawks, for being one of the first people to grace my inbox when I first started writing again on tumblr! thank you for making me feel welcomed and for just being a very sweet and friendly person in general. i hope we can talk more this year! thank you for everything sophie! ♡

@omgevaclark, IVAAA!!! i can’t help but smile and feel honored every time you leave comments on my smau! you’re one of the kindest souls i’ve ever met and interacted on tumblr! your replies always always make my day and i can never just thank you enough for being one of my main motivations on this site! i can never thank you enough for following my smau and for loving my works! you deserve the world Iva! College is a butt but we’ll get through this! ily!!! ♡

@conejoji, JOJIIII ILY AND YOUR ENERGY!! your blog theme is CUTE, and your writing i am IN LOOVE!!!?!? right when you sent me an ask, asking for the cat meme i immediately knew we’d be friends LMAOOO thank you for interacting with my dumb butt and for geeking out about spoilers with me! you’re one of the best people i’ve met on this site and i hope we can talk more than just through asks! may 2021 be a great year for you!! ♡

@sokka-simp, thank you for being the first cutie on here to tag me on a picrew game!! you do not know how much that meant to me honestly! i was really honored and felt like a cool writer on here at least for a moment ;w; AAA you are the sweetest and i really hope we can talk more this 2021!! AND YES YOU DO BE THE BEST SOKKA SIMP OUT THERE! 😌 you radiate such chaotic vibes especially from your replies!! hope you have a great start to this year!!! ily!! ♡

@torilovesmiraculous, HIYAA TORIII! you are a literal angel and i can never thank you enough for being so supportive of my works and for all the love that you have given them, and even replying to most of them!! it really means a lot to me!! you are one of the most supportive people i’ve met and interacted with on tumblr and i’m really really thankful! i hope we can interact more this coming year and i hope 2021 treats you well! ily!! ♡

@katsushimaa, AAAA MS YSA!! i know we aren’t really at that point where we can be like actual tumblr besties yet but i just want to say thank you for everything!! i can literally not thank you enough for giving my smau a huuuuuge boost and for being one of my inspos and for lit rally being one of the reasons why i went back to tumblr!! (seryoso po ito HAHSHSHS) your works are amazing and you are such. a. talented. writer. myghad. please stay friendly and i hope you’ll have an amazing start to 2021!! i hope we can talk more and i have more chances of plaguing your asks HAHSHSSH ily!! i hope this can be the start of a bootiful friendship!! ♡

@gojo-jojo, hii kaii!! although we’ve only interacted a few times, with (me sending you an ask AAA being one of those) i just wanted to thank you for reblogging my smau and the tags you decided to add to it made me laugh out loud HSHSHS it really meant a lot to me at the time since i just started writing and seeing chaotic tags like that really motivated me!! thank you!! i hope we can interact more and i hope you have a great start to 2021!! ♡

@ianieworld, AAAA BORAHAE FELLOW AMI!! thank you for sending me a message and for supporting my works!! i was in a bit of a slump last night so seeing your message and your thoughts really put a smile to my face!! i hope we can talk more this year because you seem really nice!! i hope you have a great start to 2021!! ♡

extra special mentions to: @sita-stark, @kawaii-is-real1, @spicy-lilac, @lazyfiresuitcasehero, @lavender-moon13, @loseratwork, @theunknownrandom, for being some of da real MVPS who immediately like most of my posts as soon as i hit the publish button!! thank you so so much!! ily guys and i’m just rlly happy and honored you guys support me this much!! thank you thank you!! ♡ i hope you never get tired of my inconsistent posting schedule AAAA

#HENLO 2021 #THIS IS A BIT LATE BUT OH WELL #2020 #GOODBYE 2020 #2021

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le-cinnamonrolls-and-roses · 3 years

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lukneetoonz · 4 years

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LITTLE GODDESS PART IV

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Summary: As a newer goddess you think back on how you got to where you are; in the throne room sitting next to your husband, the god of the dead.

Pairing: Hades!Aizawa x fem!reader, DadNyx!Izuku x fem!reader platonic, MomSelene!Uraraka x reader platonic.

Warnings: Drinking, cussing, possible harassment undertone meanings, mentions of sex, and Denki being one hot motherlova

Word Count: 2,894

A/N: Hey guys, so life is pretty crazy so next couple updates might not be on time due to my birthday coming up, plus a lot of other family tingz. But I hope you all like this one because I worked supa dupa hard for ya babies!! 🥺👉👈

NO ARTWORK POSTED IS MY OWN AND IS FOUND ON PINTEREST

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You had no idea what to wear to the party. The only reason you weren’t having a total meltdown was because you had toga with you to help pick out an outfit, which thank the gods you had her since she at least had some experience with these parties. So instead of going to your place and staying, you just grabbed basically your whole closet and fizzed to her place, getting ready there. The blonde stood behind you, making sure your ponytail was perfect and didn’t look ‘casual’, but instead gave you a sassy look. Toga giggled as she played with a loose strand of your hair, meeting your eyes through the mirror.

“You’re gonna be the attention grabber tonight, trust me when I say I’ll have to fend off some horny gods for you.” Her words made you blush as you tsked at her words, “They only look because they’ve never seen me before…” you mumbled back, not liking the idea of attention on you for reasons that could anger other goddesses. Toga rolled her eyes at your humbleness, something that isn’t common within Olympus, especially the women of Olympus. “You’re being too humble Y/N. Goddesses are beautiful, and you are no exception.” Before you could argue, Toga clamped her hand over your mouth and gave you a knowing look, which you submitted too.

“Fine- I won’t bring it up again…” with your muffled admittance of defeat, toga whooped in glee and got up changing into her own dress, it was red, which seemed to be her favorite color. Walking over to a drawer, she pulled it open with devious little eyes as her mouth cracked into a grin and pulled out makeup brushes, “Now it’s time for the final touches…” She stalked over to you, never giving you time to oppose what she was about to do. “Just sit back and relax… let momma toga do her work!” The blonde giggled before cool gel? Was it? Met your face, and there was no turning back.

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“Hizashi… would a tuxedo be too… fancy?” The ravenette king barely met the golden Olympian's eyes as he looked through this walk-in closet, which very much amused the loud god. “Shouta, a suit would be just fine. This is just a party to celebrate Kirishima’s victories in the human realm . So it’s a bit fancy but not tux fancy. Cocktail attire, that's the word I’m looking for” Hizashi pointed his finger at shouta and winked, “Listen yo, I know you wanna look good, but just relax. You’re a king! What goddess wouldn’t want you?” Aizawa huffed and grabbed a three piece plaid grey suit.

“They call me the unseen one, and every time I go somewhere they turn and whisper about the tales they’ve heard about how cruel and horrible I am. Because let’s be real Hizashi, no goddess wants to be the queen of a place that never sees the light.” The cold king's words made Hizashi frown as he tidied himself up and winked in the mirror because of how good he looked. “Oh c'mon shouta! You’re too hard on yourself!! Why don’t you go to rei and tell her you’re ready for marriage? I’m sure she can find you someone” Aizawa rolled his eyes at those words, slightly blushing at the thought.

“Do you know how embarrassing it would be for me to go to Rei and ask her to set me up? And then for her to not find any goddess on top of that? The underworld wouldn’t be a far enough escape from the embarrassment I’d receive.” As the dark haired man put on his vest, he frowned while looking in the mirror, the ugly scar that adorned his face was a constant reminder of the war he fought in only to receive being shunned to the underworld. Aizawa had fought the hardest and bravest, but because he didn’t look the part, he was given the place that everyone judged the most; the place where souls roamed.

Hizashi groaned after his friend's sour attitude, moving his hair down but slicked back, whereas Aizawa went for a loose ponytail with his front bangs hanging loose but out of his eyes. “You know shouta, sometimes I think you’re the god of being negative. Cause that’s what you are, negative. Just let go for tonight and have fun! Who knows, maybe you’ll take home a nymph that isn’t that insufferable sea nymph Emi.” Just the mention of the nymph made Aizawa shudder, “Don’t mention her. She might sense it and come.”

Laughing, Hizashi pat Aizawa’s pat before quickly snapping a selfie with a less than pleased Aizawa. “Yo, you look fly for once! Can’t you just smile?” Aizawa glared, his eyes shining red in warning, “Try that again and I’ll kill you.” The black haired males tone only made the smiling one laugh harder, “You would never, you like me too much but you just won’t admit it.” Aizawa merely waved off Hizashi’s comments, not wanting to admit he had a heart beyond the supposed cold exterior of his. Together they walked to the garage and got into their respected cars, planning on meeting at the party.

*•*

As you arrived at the venue of the party, you noticed the fun atmosphere right away. Decorations were made of golds and pearls, all though it was beautiful, it was a tad too bright for your taste… you would of much preferred gold and black or pearl and black. You even had to squint slightly to adjust your eyes to how bright everything was, it was like they wanted it known that the gods were celebrating tonight. Toga latched your arms together as she knew it was easy to get lost or separated at these parties, so she told you to make sure you were always touching no matter what.

“Hey toga, what is this party for exactly?” Toga shrugged and laughed, skipping forward while she grabbed a glass of wine, “Who knows, and who cares? It’s free food and drinks… in all honestly they could be celebrating the fact that two of them had sex. These suckers celebrate anything and everything.” Her words made you chuckle as you nodded along, not exactly understanding but figured you’d learn along the way. “So really, we just have to show up and we’re good?” Toga made a dinging noise and winked at you, “Exactly new blood! See you’re catching on fast.”

As you guys walked through, you saw a familiar pair of golden wings, paired with blonde hair. Forgetting togas warning you ran off and hugged the Male from behind, not caring that he was blatantly hitting on multiple people at a time. “DENKI!” You couldn't even finish your words when the Male turned around and hugged you back, both of you suddenly in the air as his wings spread wide in glee. “Y/N! Gods it’s been too long Babygirl!” A kiss was pressed to your smiley cheek and you took in his attire, seeing he had a red floral silk button up with black dress slacks and a choker around his neck. He really was the god of sex and love, and he made it known.

A blush spread along your face like wildfire as you giggled at his nickname for you, “The letters really aren’t enough… especially after hearing about-” his eyes grew sad and he shook his head, “Please don’t say her name… my mother took care of it and that’s all there is too it..” you frowned and brushed his hair back, hugging him tightly. “I’m so sorry I haven’t been able to visit you Denki… you’ve been an amazing friend to me and- it hurts to see you like this.” The blonde god bit his lip and sighed, ruffling your hair slightly before smirking as he took in your appearance. “Enough about me, the last time I saw you, you never had an impure thought in your life… but now, I can smell your sexual desire dripping from you.”

Choking on air you looked away, body heating up at his words as your mind flashed with thoughts of a certain dark haired king, quickly you shook your head and punched denki’s shoulder. “Stop doing that! I thought you couldn’t use your powers on innocent goddesses like me…” Denki flicked your forehead and chuckled, “I can’t use my powers on the big man after Rei got pissed at me and ma, but you, you’re my best friend, you’re free game babygirl” Pouting, you crossed your arms suddenly aware that you lost your other blonde friend. Eyes wide, you looked around and pursed your lips, “Shit… I lost toga.”

Denki laughed at you, lazily wrapping his arm around your shoulder as he led you through the party, “As in controls the underworld river toga? Blonde, kinda crazy, but nonetheless fun toga?” You nodded at his questions, smiling. “Yep, I work in the underworld and met her… I swear it’s us against all the horny gods that work there… or so that’s what she says” Rolling his amber eyes, he grabbed you both drinks, handing a glass of wine to you. “Oh so all those moody underworld goers already want to court you? And let me guess you didn’t even notice until toga said something.” Deciding you would rather take a drink than answer his question, but the golden winged man took it as an answer as he smirked.

“Don’t you smirk! You’re too smug for your own good.” Suddenly there was a shift in the mood as people started whispering, and eyes were focused on the person who just entered. Curious, you decided to look too, only to blush as a pair of dark eyes met yours. The king of the underworld himself had decided to make an appearance, the staring did not go unnoticed by your friend as a lightbulb went off in his head. You were so enhanced by the dark eyes you didn’t notice the presence beside you leaving, and you certainly didn’t notice him pushing someone into you so your wine would spill all over your navy coloured dress.

“Fuck-” A gasp left your lips as you looked down at your ruined dress, the person in front of you looking apologetic, but slightly pissed that they were shoved. “My deepest apologies, I was pushed into you.” Different colored eyes met yours as you waved them off and offered them a smile, “It’s okay, truly these things happen.” You took In the man's appearance, noting right away that he was a god, he looked familiar But you couldn’t place his name. “At least let me get you another dress? My sister and mother have plenty, or we can exchange information and I’ll buy you another at some time… is that okay lotus flower?”

The nickname caught you off guard, making you gulp and blush slightly, raising your hand for him to shake. “I’m Y/N… daughter of Izuku and Uraraka.” The multicolored haired man smiled and took your hand, kissing the back of it gently as he hid the shock well, surprised that you haven’t dismissed him or walked away by now because of the scar on his face, deeming him the ‘ugliest god’. “Shoto… you have a beautiful name Y/N.” Neither of you could feel the glare that was casted upon your conversation, but Denki did, and so did toga. Denki stalked across the room like a lion hunting his prey before he was next to Aizawa, standing next to him nonchalant.

“You do realize that she basically reeks like fresh meat to starving bears, don’t you?” The snide remark from the young god made Aizawa glare harder, his demeanor growing increasingly more threatening. “Just because your mother has done me a few favours, doesn’t mean you can talk to me like that.” Denki held his hands up, and toga seemed to swoop in on the other side of Aizawa, her giggles filling the air. “Dear king, don’t you see our little new blood won’t be so free for long, because it doesn’t work like that here in olympus. We move fast. Love fast. Live fast. You better do the same if you want her.”

Jaw clenching, Aizawa tensed at her words as he saw your smile directed at his nephew. Not him. “Toga is merely speaking the truth, and oh unseen one, don’t think I can’t smell your desire for her. Because i can and it’s so desperate and needy, it makes me want to just lock you two in a room.” Toga peaked at Denki as he looked at his red painted nails, like he didn’t just expose a king's secret. “You two do realize who you’re talking to, right?” Aizawa grumbled, hearing a few nearby wine glasses shatter from his emotions. Why did he even come to this party? That’s right- he wanted to see you. A stupid man, that’s what he was.

A second was all it took for you to disappear from his vision, along with shoto. Panic setting in as he realized he lost the only person he could possibly care for to his fucking nephew. At least he’d keep you in his life. He was so lost in his thoughts he didn’t see tweedle dee and tweedle dumb leave and follow you, their plan rolling in motion as soon their words started getting to the Raven haired man. It only made it better that you went to the bathroom so it was easy to get you out of the party without any eyes on you…

*•*

Groaning, you woke up holding your head, trying to help the pain that was shooting through it. It wasn’t until you sat up did you realize you were not in your bed, nor were you in togas. In fact you were in a place that was completely unknown to you. Eyes wide you quickly checked your attire and sighed in relief as you noticed your clothes were still on, but your shoes weren’t and your hair was put up in a nice lazy bun, makeup wiped off. Letting your feet touch the cold ground, a shiver ran up your back, taking in the dark hues that decorated the room, feeling comfort in it. Navy’s, blacks, greys, and some darker whites, it all brought a sense of calm to you that made you smile.

Walking out of the bedroom, you’re met with the sweet smell of crepes and coffee, honestly something you could get used to in the morning. You let your nose guide your way and mindlessly you walked into a kitchen that had an open concept with a dark marble island and dark kitchen cabinets. But what caught your attention the most was the man that stood with his back to you, hair half up and a black silk robe loosely on his shoulders that matched his black sweatpants and slippers. Realization settled in and you stumbled, covering your face, trying to hide the blush that colored your face; you were in the king of the underworld's home.

“Oh- I see you’re up… do you need medicine, or some water? I did brew up some coffee, because I know that helps hangovers sometimes…” A deep raspy voice made you peek through your fingers, seeing soft dark eyes looking at you with concern. “I-I don’t even remember last night.. I must have been such a bother- I’m so sorry” Aizawa flustered slightly as he remembered one particular moment, a moment that made his heart beat at rapid speeds. His lips tingled just thinking about it, and you didn’t even remember. It made him feel like a silly little boy.

Putting on a smile he just chuckled at the state you were in, “You weren’t… I’d let you bother me every day of my life if it meant you were near me little goddess.” Aizawa hummed so smoothly that it made your heart turn into a butterfly. Blushing you moved to peak over his shoulder, chest pressed to his back, “That looks very good ai- I mean shouta…” Just the innocent little move made him want to cup your face and call you his; if you asked shouta when was the moment he knew he wanted you forever, he would tell you it was the morning he made you crêpes for the first time, and he meant it, because in that moment it was such a domestic gesture that confirmed to him that he only wanted you to be able to do that.

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icedthoma · 4 years

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W H A T

We finally hit 2k!!! Omg I’m highkey about to cry rn AJDNSJNS BUT ANYWAY THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH

My 2k event will also be up soon, so be on the lookout for that!

Appreciation post under the cut bc im a sap I hope the people I’m tagging don’t mind being tagged kjhxckksks

@ghoularaki you were literally the first person who ever followed me on tumblr. I remember your encouraging comment on the first fic I posted, and it really meant so much to me! I get so happy whenever I see you in my notifs even now! Thank you for sticking around since the very beginning <3

@senkuwu-chan aka the first person i ever received a dm from KJSDKNSKKS You’re so supportive and fun to talk to, esp about mysmes and BSD!! We haven’t talked in a hoT second, but I want to let you know I love and appreciate you, so thank you for being one of my first friends on here!

@myherowritings oh gosh um you’ve probably heard this many times before but you’re the reason I started writing for BNHA in the first place! I found your blog around June of 2019, and I was just so in awE of what a cool and funny person you are I was inspired to start a blog of my own! Thanks for being you, and I love all your work so so much <3

@necccomancy I remember when we first interacted!! I still stand by what I said the first time we talked, your headcanons are TOP TIER and your art is so adorable!! Thank you for being there to talk about random stuff like pandesal or art tingz, and being an amazing friend in general!!

@bnha-imagines-forall we haven’t talked all that much, but I love dropping by your inbox every so often and reading your work!! Thanks for being one of my wonderful friends on here, I love youuu~ (even if you are a chappie smh)

@edensxgarden EDEN!! I can’t believe we’ve only been friends for two months, I feel like I’ve known you for much longer!! I’m so thankful to have made friends with such a talented writer, I absolutely adore your MTCD series (as I will continue to remind you every update), so, thank you for being the fantastic person you are (and giving me that banana bread recipe HAHA)

@samayoshito another lovely human who slid into my dms with such kind words, I literally said 🥺 out loud the first time you messaged me KSHXKSKS I’d love to talk more and get to know you better!!

@kuraomi it has also been a hot minute since we’ve had a proper chat but ILY. I love all your haikyuu writings and HHH you’re a fun person to be around and have on my dash! I’m so glad we’re friends!

@katsukiscaramel my braincell buddy!!! Thank you for--well everything. From our 3am chats to fluff nights to being willing to listen to me ramble about anything and everything, thank you. Your writing is AMAZING, don’t you ever forget it, and I can’t wait for you to start posting again when you choose to do so!! <33

And to everyone in the bnhabookclub, even though I haven’t gotten to properly talk with so many of you yet, I’m thankful that I was invited to a server where I can talk and make friends with fellow writers and artists!

Once again because I cannot say this enough, thank you all so so sO much for 2k, you all mean the world to me!! I hope you’ll like my 2k event I put together for you guys~~~

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xumos-hoe · 5 years

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Oh boi, where do I begin... this request is somewhat inspired by Gavin's post about having to train more and loose some weight cause he gained some. Now I just want to see MCs reaction to the bois gaining some tummy fat. I DEMAND SOME SQUISHING ACTION!!!!!!!!!!! But I also kind of want to see MC gaining a lil tummy chub, getting spooned and getting her belly squished :3 sorry for the big request but I find chub so adorable!!!!!!!!

MMMMMM IM ALL ABOUT THAT SQUISHING ACTION😤✊ HOPE YOU ENJOY BOO!!!♥️

MC/MLQC crew gaining chub

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Victor (Him gaining chub)

Victor was fucking sculpted by Michaelangelo himself

With abs like that, you could scrub urself clean with em😤

Alas, he was struggling through a difficult project at LFG, so he hardly had time to maintain that godly physique

One evening, the two of you decided to celebrate the conclusion of the project with a private bath in his jacuzzi cus rich people tingz

You were laying against his chest, swirling your finger through the water as Victor held you close, arms propped on either edge of the tub with a warm towel over his eyes.

When you shifted into a more comfortable position, you felt it.

long gone was the rock hard abdomen muscles—now, he felt a little squishy.

Victor didn’t notice the discovery you had just made, but you were intrigued...

So you carefully poked his stomach one more time, marveling as your finger sunk a little into the chub. In fact, looking at him like this, his obliques weren’t so defined anymore.

Victor made a small sound from behind you, almost a sigh, but didn’t move. So you squished his tummy again and giggled.

Suddenly, he peeled away the towel from his eyes and peered down at you unimpressed.

“What in the world are you doing?”

“Victor! Look!” You poked his tummy again, “you’re getting chubbier!”

Maybe it was the hot water but Victor’s face turned an uncharacteristic shade of red as he watched you, stunned speechless. But he didn’t say a word, so you kept on poking his torso.

“You might need to get back into the gym...These love-handles aren’t gonna solve themselves.” You giggled before softly pinching his sides.

Suddenly, Victor gripped your wrist tightly and narrowed his eyes dangerously.

“Getting a little bold, are we?”

His free hand traveled up the plane of your stomach before cupping your breasts. His lips were at your ear, murmuring as he began massaging it.

“Two can play at that game...”

(MC gaining chub)

You were in a heated make out session that was about to turn into more.

Victor’s lips traveled away from your own, down the pulse at your neck, and to the bare plane of you stomach.

He broke away, smiling mischeviously to himself before peering up.

“Perhaps I’ve been feeding you a little too much.”

Your cheeks turned pink when you realized what he was referring to—your tummy, that had gotten a lot squisher recently...

You couldn’t help but scoot away shyly, pulling down your shirt and mumbling a quick response. “Maybe I did gain some weight...”

Victor moved back up, kissing up your neck to your lips, keeping a steady hand at your tummy rubbing gentle circles.

He broke away and pinched your stomach, smiling as you yelped. “Don’t say a word against it. I, for one, think it’s very cute.”

Lucien (Him gaining chub)

Lucien’s also built like a Greek god tbh

But he can lose it very quickly if not maintained.

You were watching him one morning, lingering in bed, as he stripped to get ready for work.

What caught your eyes was the wayyy less visible musculature of his abdomen. A little bit of a tummy had formed there instead (must be because he spends his entire life in that lab)

You smiled to yourself and crawled over, sneaking a hand around his side before lightly tapping it. “What happened here, professor?”

Lucien’s movements paused as he stared into the mirror, noticing what you were referring to before smiling.

“You don’t mind it?”

“Of course I don’t mind!” You pinched this time, giggling when he visibly flinched. “It’s cute on you.”

Lucien’s hands clasped your own over his tummy, squeezing softly. “It won’t be here for long. As soon as I finish this current research project, I’ll be getting back into the gym.”

You frowned, “at least keep it here for a little longer. I wanna try blowing raspberries!”

(MC gaining chub)

You were on your period again, dying on the couch as another wave of cramps crashed over you.

You were sitting between Lucien’s legs as he rubbed your tummy slowly, sneaking in the occasional peck to comfort you.

The body warmer wasn’t doing much, in fact, Lucien’s hands were somehow even more comforting. As the pain began waning, the rubbing turned into a small poke.

“You’re chubbier than before.” He stifled a small laugh, squishing gently.

Although he had only meant it as a joke, you on the other hand, blushed furiously before pulling away.

“You’re calling me fat, aren’t you?”

Lucien was taken aback by your response, but he pulled you back into his arms immediately, hushing quietly by your ear. You whimpered as another wave of cramps began.

“Quiet now...you’re in pain so take it easy.” When his hand went back to rubbing, he snuck in a few squishes before leaning to kiss your cheek. “And I like how soft you are, it feels more comforting...”

He chuckled before adding, “you’re even cuter this way.”

Kiro (Him gaining chub)

Savin would beat this kid with a shoe before he ever gained weight💀

But Kiro had taken a small hiatus from performing and went back to enjoying his early adult life.

During a cuddle session one night, you were bigspooning Kiro as he munched on a bag of chips.

You noticed he felt a little heavier and softer than before, so without a word, you lifted up his shirt and began laughing.

Kiro looked up at you, confused. “Why’re you laughing?”

You responded by giving his tummy a small squish. “I didn’t know you gained all this so quickly!”

Kiro paused before laughing, squishing his own stomach. “Maybe I let loose a little too much...”

You slapped the beat of one of his songs on the plane of his stomach, giggling uncontrollably as you marveled at the unfamiliar chub.

Kiro joined the giggling and started humming the tune, slapping along.

(MC gaining chub)

You were trying on a new bikini, frowning as you poked your tummy in the mirror. “Kiro? Do I look any fatter to you?”

Kiro was on his phone, lounging in bed when he looked up and whistled. “Beautiful as always, Miss Chips!”

You cringed as you poked your tummy. “But my stomach looks like it’s gotten a little bigger. See?”

You walked over to him, frowning and gesturing to the little mound of chub that had formed there.

Before Kiro could responded, he pulled you onto the bed in a flash, tickling your sides immediately till you were giggling uncontrollably beneath him.

“You manage to get cuter everyday, you know that?” Kiro grinned wide and lowered his head to blow a raspberry as his tickling intensified.

You tried to pull away, but your limbs felt like jelly from all the laughter.

all the kiss marks he left on your stomach made you forget about your original worry in no time.

Gavin (Him gaining chub)

Gavin works out eVeryday

His job basically depends on him working out

But jfc he paid attention to eVerythingggg. You’ve never met a man who pointed out the smallest changes in his physique more than Gavin.

He knew his body was a masterpiece and it HAD to stay that way.

But one evening, he emerged from the shower, frowning as he kept a tight grip on the towel around his hips.

You were lounging in bed, taking immediate notice of your seemingly upset boyfriend.

“What’s up with you?”

“I’m fine...” Gavin called back, walking over to the mirror before frowning some more. He paused before quietly adding, “Actually MC...”

You hummed to let him know you were listening.

“It seems like I’ve gained a little bit of weight, doesn’t it?”

You mouth fell to the mf ground when you heard that.

Gained??? weight??? Gavin what???

“If you mean with more muscle, then yeah.”

Gavin scoffed and turned towards you. “I’m not joking—maybe I’ve been slacking off with training too much...”

He went back to scrutinizing his reflection in the mirror, running a slow hand down his abdomen before wincing.

You rose from the bed, exasperated, as you walked over and wrapped your arms around his torso. “C’mon Gav, don’t be so hard on yourself.”

“MC, there’s a very strict physique I gotta maintain.”

Your arm around his waist reached a little lower and tapped his abs.

“Hmm...maybe they are getting a little squishier...”

Of course you were shitting around, but he didn’t take it that way...

He froze beneath your touch before pulling away immediately to get dressed. “I won’t be back for a few hours—gotta get to the gym before it closes.”

GAVIN WAIT NO—

(MC gaining chub)

I think Gavin loves the chub and extra fluff.

So when you were modeling a few tops for him at home, he whistled lowly and ushered you closer.

You walked over, a little confused, before feeling his arms wrap around your waist loosely as he laid his head against your tummy, sighing contentedly. “You’re as soft as you look.”

Your entire face flushed nervously as strands of his hair began tickling up the plane of your tummy. You felt self-consciousa and tried to back away, but his grip only tightened.

“You can’t wear this shirt out.” He mumbled, pressing his lips right above your naval. “This is for my eyes only.”

He free hand squished your side, grinning as you shyed away. After a few moments of silent admiration, he pulled you beside his body, spooning you from behind as he spread a trail of kisses around your shoulder.

“How did I get so lucky with a cutie like you?”

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hello hello ! wld j like to say that if ur already following me and ur like “why” it is because. this is may. i j reserved from my rph so the alias it went under was lucky. which actually,, so fitting w this theme (goes by a name that means an unlikely coincidence, last name is associated with luck, etc.). in addition, if “lucky” by britney spears immediately got stuck in ur head... that was the ultimate goal. also listen,,,, u r not the only one who hates my url. and finally! i saved the old posts on here and j made them private for posterity (obviously) and also,, my sanity.

‹ OLIVER JACKSON-COHEN, HE/HIM, CIS MAN, BISEXUAL. › levi “fluke” fisher is the twenty-seven year old from salem, massachussets / new york city, new york. when a friend asked them what they thought of the manor they said, ❝ IT FEELS LIKE I’VE BEEN HERE BEFORE. ❞ they claim final destination is their favorite scary movie, and if they were to die in a horror film they would form an alliance with the murderer, then annoy the murderer into killing him by asking too many questions. their fears include rats, isolation and living the rest of his life without muse d, and they don’t know we know, but… in spite of a promise he made to his family, friends and self, he has a baggie of heroin on him at all times so he can prove to himself he’s strong (which is a lie – it’s really for a ‘just in case’ situation) . hope they enjoy their stay. ‹ MUSE C from OTHERSIDE penned by, LUCKY, 20, EST. ›

QUICK FACTS:

full name: levi “fluke” james fisher

hometown: salem, ma // moved to new york city, new york at twenty-two

date of birth: march 10, 1992*

*does not perfectly reflect the below Big Three Zodiac Chart™ because that’s so much math

zodiac big three: pisces sun, scorpio moon, pisces rising (he is!! so ruled by his emotions!!)

gender & pronouns: cis man & he/him

sexual orientation: bisexual

occupation: museum night guard ( fired ) / leech off of his older siblings

mbti: infp

enneagram: 4w5

the song i listen to on repeat while i write the intro: “stars” - nina simone ( cover )

BACKGROUND INFO:

triggers: death (under mysterious circumstances, but officially dubbed murder), night terrors / hallucinations?, drug abuse / addiction ( oxy, heroin ), accidental overdose, death by overdose

it began with josephine (“jo”), levi, charlotte (“lottie”), and christopher (“chris”) – in that order. or, perhaps, that reverse order – see: chris was the oldest.

they were all born to very kind and lovely parents. the majority of levi’s memories with his parents take place in a large house they were intending to flip. given its size and the price it would sell for, they spent more than their fair share of time in there. that being said, because their parents were often busy flipping and marketing the house, they all relied on each other for fun, even in spite of the sizable age difference between himself (and jo, who i have forgotten to mention is his “younger” twin) and christopher.

the longer they spent there, however, the more uneasy they grew. i mean, it was basically its own version of the manor – it was also guillermo del toro’s wet dream. levi could’ve sworn he’d had some run-ins with spooks, but no confirmation was ever, nor could ever be, offered. so the manor feels... very normal.

anyway, when levi was eight, his mother and father met an untimely demise. a break-in gone wrong while the kids were with their grandparents, they were told. at the time, levi... was eight and, therefore, had no doubts. now, however, he mulls over the many possibilities – it was a big house, the likelihood that they really could’ve been in that wrong of a place at that wrong of a time felt very unlikely. some form of suicide? something otherworldly? they seemed about as likely. he’s pretty sure lottie and chris know the truth, but...

after that, they were sent to live with their grandparents. while not particularly ideal, they recognized that it was far better than the foster care system. however, these recurring spooks didn’t just stop when he moved. his grandparents and older siblings blamed it on childhood night terrors, jo believed him.

as they continued into his teen years, they claimed it was sleep paralysis. he confided in jo, in secret, that they weren’t strictly at night. he knew very well that, if he shared that with his grandparents or older siblings, they would think he really needed help. maybe he did, he never truly learned.

when chris moved out to go to college, and when lottie followed just a few years after, levi found it was just jo and himself. their grandparents were beginning to go past old age and reach senility. they had bouts of forgetting.

levi chose not to go to college, but insisted jo, who’d always wanted to go, go without him. she went to new york city, he stayed behind with his grandparents in salem up until their death when he was twenty-two. it was early in his eyes, but for, say, his brother, it was pretty record-breaking.

when he was twenty-one, after the death of his grandparents, he left salem and all of its reminders of childhood terrors and lies. he found jo in new york and began living with her and working as a night guard at one of the many museums.

but a mere one (1) year later, jo, usually straight-edge, decided she would finally go to her first college party in celebration of being so close to graduating. yeehaw. levi was invited to go with her, but had been warned far too recently that, if he missed one more shift, he’d be fired.

on the topic of his night shifts, his terrors seemed to go away when he moved to new york. it seemed as though he’d left them all in salem, but there were definitely moments in a huge and empty museum that he could’ve sworn he’d seen something. anyway, back to the main point:

jo didn’t return until the next morning and, when she did, she expressed the excellency she had experienced the night before. she wasn’t afraid of telling him she’d tried drugs for the first time – no, that night, it’d just been weed. he’d tried weed in high school, trying to figure out if it would help with his terrors. for a hot second, it did... which is what led to his own demise.

(OK! so from here on out, i’ll be talking about the other muses in the subplot. i’m gonna do my best to leave their story and keep their drug of choice vague! anyway!)

jo began falling deeper into the drug world after meeting and beginning to date muse b and eventually fell into harder tingz™. she never tried to pressure fluke into trying anything, but he witnessed the reaction to it. between that and having looked up to his younger sister ( by, like, two minutes ) for nearly the entirety of his life, he decided to try whatever she did.

however, unlike her, he quickly escalated to heroin.

he started out smoking it... then snorting it... then began shooting it. he liked shooting it the best – not only because he reached the high quicker, but also because it required more of a ritual. as a fan of ritualistic behavior, the lead-up was almost as enjoyable as the high itself. unfortunately, it did leave him with many trackmarks and an even higher risk of reliance and overdose.

he didn’t go out to many parties after that. he preferred shooting in the company of the few, not the many. if his sister and friends did, that was their prerogative, but it was just... more peaceful...

suddenly, he didn’t ever think about the terrors or the lies or the shadows in the museum. he was eventually fired, yes, and had to start ‘earning’ money via asking his other siblings.

when the topic came up between himself and his little group of friends on whether or not they should quit, he had no answer.

in 2018, at twenty-six, his usual dealer had cut him off due to the money he was no longer good for. finding a much cheaper one, he took the same dose, but the amount of other chemicals it was cut with sent him to the hospital. given plenty of naloxone, he came out of it alive and clean and, due to the nature of it all, was deemed a fluke.

he didn’t take to that at first. he was lucky, yes, but a fluke ? it couldn’t have been that unlikely... especially when he fell back into it after finding another dealer and being totally fine. however, when he heard jo had overdosed and actually died ?

yes, he was a fluke.

he was so blinded with rage at muse a at first for leading his absolute crutch to her death, he was so blinded with rage at muse b for first introducing her to a world of harder drugs, he was so blinded with rage at himself for being the one who survived when she was the one who actually could’ve done something with her life.

so he embraced the word ‘fluke’ – he acknowledged that he was one during her eulogy, he told his other siblings he’d been the fluke at her wake. when he began saying it enough times, it caught on, whether he meant for it to or not.

he’s no longer so angry at muse a and muse b for what they did. muse b wanted to get sober, after all, and muse a , much like himself, was simply an addict. they couldn’t help not being prepared to give it up. he’s still furious at himself.

now that they've all gone clean, however, fluke is somewhat more pleased. he’s fairly certain he’ll never not be in mourning. quite frankly, he’s fairly certain he’ll eventually relapse. even worse, in spite of the group promise, he’s brought contraband with him to “prove his strength” ( see: that’s what he tells himself ).

riffing off of that, in the manor, his terrors have begun returning and he’s unable to nail if it’s because of the similarities between it and the home he remembers so well or if it’s because he’s now sober of it it’s because... it’s just the manor itself.

he’s still certain it’s all real.

TL;DR:

basically lived in a replica of the manor when he was a kid with his loving parents and three other siblings. is pretty sure he saw some paranormal stuff goin on. parents were “murdered” but he suspects something else. moved in with grandparents and continued seeing some paranormal stuff. only his twin sister, muse d (jo), believed that it wasn’t just night terrors. jo went to college, he stayed behind. grandparents died rip. he went to nyc where jo was and eventually met muse a and muse b when they all fell into hard drug use. almost died because of poorly cut heroin. jo died some months later. hates himself. rip. alexa, play “my heart will go on” but the recorder version.

PERSONALITY INFO:

sad boi energy

if u read thru this and didn’t think “why does she keep basing her characters off of characters from thohh” then,,, u should go watch thohh bc,,, it’s so obvious (we even over here picturing victoria pedretti as jo unless someone applies for her at some point afhsljk) hlfajdsa

has a terrible tendency to find someone to feed off of – someone to be codependent off of. without jo, he’s floundering.

is very * eyes emoji * at,,, many things. the explanation for his parents’ death? * eyes emoji * the spooks that almost everyone came up with excuses for? * eyes emoji * staying sober? * eyes emoji *

didn’t mean to start going by fluke, but started using the word to describe himself so much, it just happened organically.

i have stated before. that im bad at these sections. so feel free to j consult the zodiac / mbti / enneagram above haofuwdlijk

not rly personality but lil hc is that he goes back to that huge victorian house all the time and uses a ouija board to see if he can contact ANYONE :\ the ultimate eeyore :\

another lil hc is that he’s actually a v talented pianist. his mother sort of taught him the basics and he went on to learn classical through sheet music and schooling, then songs from rock bands/artists who incorporated keys in their music. brought the 7-octave keyboard his grandparents bought him... apparently doesn’t need it because there’s a huge piano hajfdkls

if u want 2 hear abt some of my paranormal hcs lmk i wld put them here but?? some r actually creepy (and/or involve blood) which we luv for me!!

FEARS:

rats: when he was living in that big house™, there were plenty of rat infestations. he often got those mixed up with his spooks™. there were also a lot of rats at his grandparents’ house and at his and jo’s apartment. it’s more of a general fear, but. (also... rat poison? drug abuse? symbolism.)

isolation: for an introvert, he’s really bad at being alone. for one things, he gets lonely which is very detrimental to his already fragile mental state, especially considering he’s pretty sure he’ll relapse. in addition, he’s much worse at dealing with any spooks™ that come his way when he’s completely alone. when someone else is in the room, even if he isn’t actively talking to them, at least there’s the comfort of not being alone in it all.

living the rest of his life without muse d: even if she was the one who began their drug journey, she was the only person who ever believed anything fluke said – she was the only person he ever felt actually listened to him and cared about him with no ‘if’ or ‘but’ attached. he also always found her much wiser than himself and could’ve sworn she would’ve gone to rehab after getting well with muse a one last time. she was the one who was going somewhere and she was the one who loved him unconditionally. no wonder he’s got sad boi energy :\

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

his other brother and sister! i’ll probs send in wcs for them to the main, but if you think they wld sound cool, lmk. luv that. (update!! take one of them you cowards.)

the dealer who actually dealt him quality heroin

the dealer who dealt him heroin cut with god-knows-what

someone he accidentally starts to sink with himself

exes

fwb

ons

enemies (not super great at making them, but is still able to)

the new person he’s decided to latch onto

childhood friends (if there are other salem (or at least massachussetts) characters!)

idk!! we can also look at urs and/or brainstorm!!

ok ! like this or hmu if you’d like to plot !

#manor.talk #(there's a tl;dr btw ahlfsj)

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So..

I recently went to my school’s therapist (oh yeah... I’m back in school!! it’s almost midterms and I have all A’s and B’s! I’m enrolled in a psychology program at USFSP and I’m super happy with it. Anyways, I actually went to visit my school’s therapist because as part of tuition, free therapy is something the school offers (12 free 1-hour therapy sessions, and I’ve paid as much as $100 for a session because my insurance didn’t cover... so an estimated value of $1200 that I am DEFINITELY taking advantage of), and I went to go to the intake session and I could tell the guy was new.

The intake session was supposed to be 30 mins or less but it ended up being an hour.

The second ‘initial’ session with the same therapist was also an hour. Lol.

So, as I was talking about everything, he seemed to be... like, getting it, but all of the stuff he was telling me was stuff I’ve already understood and stuff I’ve been working on. Like, yes, I say yes way too much even if they’re not things/tasks I can actually accomplish, yes I have residual issues from my childhood, yes my alcohol/weed/kratom abuse has turned into me overworking myself to keep from dealing with my issues and YES, I still have not had time or energy to process the emotions of my mom’s death.. 9yrs later.

We also went over the fact that I was diagnosed with clinical depression at 9 YEARS OLD and major gen anxiety at 19... the last time I dropped out of USF. But!!! at the very end of the second session, with like.. 10 mins to go I mentioned something about my manic episodes and how I feel like I have so little control because I do stupid things when I have these bursts of energy.. like decide to join a random gym that has a monthly membership fee of $130 when I have no time to go, and spend $175 at victoria’s secret ‘for the fuck of it’ -- when I definitely don’t have the money to do it and my goal over all is to pay!! off!! my!! credit!! cards!!!!!!!!

So he looked at me like.... wHaT dId YoU jUsT sAy.....

And then proceeded to ask me if:

-I tended to have more sex/feel more sexual during these ‘up periods’ ---yes

-If I tended to make more reckless decisions during the ups ---yes

-If the crash usually resulted in depression, but during the up I did not think about the decisions I was making thoroughly---yes

and like.. five other questions related to what I had just said.

Then, he told me I might either have Bipolar Disorder, or Borderline Personality Disorder(tm).

He also told me that the SSRIs (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors) that I had been taking in the past.. COULD AGGRAVATE MOOD DISORDERS!!!!!!!

So.. the one time when I cold-turkeyed one of my SSRIS (prozac.. lexapro? I don’t remember tbh) and then tried to kill myself two days later???.. yup, mood disorder tingz

So I turn 24 next month and just realized that the power of knowing what things are (i discovered what manic episodes are like... 2 years ago) and understanding that they happen to you can completely alter a diagnosis... and I might be finally getting medication for the right thing for the first time in!!! my!!!! life!!!!!!!!!!!! next month, and I am pumped.

so sorry for the long read lmao, don’t really care if anybody reads this at all I’m kinda just writing this post so I can reference myself in the future and understand like.. where I’ve been in the past. because I definitely dissociate and constantly forget details and people and things from the past that are incredibly important details to remember. so ya thanks friends!

#personal #medicine #reference #to myself #binch

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help me god

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’cause we the big three don’t need a big speech

We made the biggest impact, check the spreadsheet

That's Lil Weezy, the Barbie and Drizzy Drake - barbie thingz, Nicki Minaj

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this man is living in his own world and i think he sometimes forgets that he’s a celebrity

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monday september 2nd, 2019

random and boring tingz again

I havent really posted because I haven't seen Brandon or Avery the past couple of days. on saturday I dead ass only saw Brandon for maybe 2 seconds and it was from a distance. I did not see Avery at all on Saturday ):.

Sunday aka yesterday was supposed to be my day. as you may or may not recall sunday is the day that Brandon, carl, and I all work on the same day. so I went to work on sunday expecting to see them both and talk to carl but none of that happened. I didn’t see Brandon at all. I had a rushed conversation with carl when he caught me at a register without a customer.

the only good thing about sunday is that Avery came in on his day off. I mentioned this on the Skype group chat but I must say it again, “he was looking fine as heck.”

so onto today. Monday. its Brandons day off so I wasn’t expecting much. its usually Chris’s day off as well but he came in today so that surprised me.

at this point it feels like I've gone 8 days without seeing Brandon and it is because of this that I feel like I can forget about him lmao. idk that doesn’t make sense considering I just talked about him a lot in this post and the previous post. the thing is, I haven't seen him in a while and I'm out here living, surviving. so when I go to osu I guess I'll be able to do it. my dramatic ass a week ago could not see myself doing that. but here we are.

at the same time, I already know that the next time I see him for more than 5 seconds, or hear him speak to carl, all of what I just said is going to be lies. the feelings will come back ... but for right now we’re good lmao.

anyways, today is also Avery’s day off. AND HE CAME IN AGAINAINANAN. I think this boi is a crackhead for coming in on both of his days off to his place of work?? once again, he was looking fine as helllllll. he came in wearing a white tee and payed at self checkout where I was working. when I saw him I asdfhuiehrli. all he bought was a giant ass bag of dog food. picturing him with a dog hurts my soul. that is an image that is too cute and too much for me to handle ):. i fr need to ask carl about Avery but I have not had the opportunity to which is annoying.

oh and theres one last thing I wanted to mention. so for a while now I've noticed that theres someone who works at walmart that has a car exactly like mine. same brand, model, and color. they always park in the same general region as me, and I have been curious to know who drives it. well today I talked to carl and he told me how he saw me get into my car at like 1 pm. I was confused because I wasn’t at walmart at that time.

thats when I told him that theres someone else with my exact car. he confused me for the girl that I have been confused for before (wow that made sense. we love English). its not Angela (Brandon’s girlfriend). but the other girl thats fairly new. she is the walmart worker that drives the same car as me oml. just another reason for people to get us confused.

I should compile a list on the number of times that people have mistaken me as Angela or the other girl. y'all need to see what these girls look like bc it is happening too much.

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Cardi B vs. Nicki Minaj: The truth about hip-hop's most colorful female rivalry is more complicated than it looks

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Cardi B vs. Nicki Minaj: The truth about hip-hop's most colorful female rivalry is more complicated than it looks

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On July 11, artist Cardi B and husband Offset, part of the hip-hop trio Migos, publicly welcomed their first child together, daughter Kulture Kiara Cephus. News of the Bronx rapper’s delivery, which actually occurred the day before, spread fast; in just 12 hours it racked up nearly 6 million likes on Instagram and trended on Twitter for hours. As far as major releases go, it was yet another success for the stripper-turned-social media personality-turned-reality star-turned-rapper-turned-national treasure.

Increasingly, days like these are becoming the norm for the 25-year-old star. Consider this: Within a 10-day span this month, Cardi B (real name: Belcalis Marlenis Almanzar) scored her second Hot 100 chart-topping hit (becoming the first female rapper to achieve the feat) while on the internet, a baby picture of her sparked the incredibly viral “My Momma Said” meme.

Professionally and personally, it’s good to be Cardi B right now.

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This feels especially true when compared to Nicki Minaj. The burgeoning rivalry between the two women, whether real or exaggerated, has consumed the music community for weeks. Although Cardi B’s single “I Like It” may be flooding the airwaves right now, Minaj has been hip-hop’s leading lady for the better part of the past decade. The veteran rapper is also currently promoting her upcoming album, “Queen,” which is set to be released on Aug. 10. The title is revealing — expectations for the album are sky-high. Heavy is the head that wears the crown, indeed.

Minaj’s new singles, “Chun-Li” and “Barbi Tingz,” trended on impact in early April but both plateaued early, resulting in only tepid success beyond digital platforms. (To be fair, “Chun-Li” was a Top 10 hit but lacked the long-tail ubiquity of her past bangers; her latest single from “Queen,” the Ariana Grande-assisted “Bed,” is still bubbling but has yet to break through on the charts). Meanwhile, a recent scandal involving Minaj and a critic has attracted more bad publicity for the rapper. (In response to a blogger’s tweet that Minaj should seek out more mature subject matter, the artist sent the woman angry and obscene private messages. When those DMs become public, Minaj’s virulent fan community of “Barbz” attacked the blogger online, and she ultimately lost her job.)

So why exactly have things been so hard for Nicki and so seemingly gilded for Cardi?

There’s something particularly frustrating about the current attempt to pit these two talented women against each other.

While the comparison may seem obvious, it’s actually an unfair one. This country loves binaries, whether it’s in politics (Democrats or Republicans), sports (LeBron or Kobe) or entertainment (Kim Cattrall or Sarah Jessica Parker). Forget shades of grey, a color neither Minaj or Cardi would be caught dead in anyway. But there’s something particularly frustrating about the current attempt to pit these two talented women against each other.

Historically, there hasn’t been the fan (or critical) bandwidth to accept multiple female lyricists at one time. As much as we compare Drake with Kendrick Lamar, plenty of other male artists, including J. Cole, Nipsey Hussle, Kanye West and Pusha T, among others, have all enjoyed their own time in the sun this year. For men in hip-hop, it seems there is plenty of room and critical attention to go around.

To be clear, there’s many talented women in hip-hop right now: Minaj, Cardi, Rapsody, Stefflon Don, Saweetie, Rico Nasty, etc. — they just aren’t getting equal attention. And those who do break through are to often treated as rivals from the jump. Indeed, the Minaj-Cardi narrative has gotten so intense that fans now pick through their lyrics looking for subliminal disses, even after both have issued denials and even praise for each other. Add in the peanut gallery of social media and the rise of urban gossip blogs, and the shade feels never-ending.

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If, though, there was ever a moment to pinpoint when the dueling narratives of Cardi B and Nicki Minaj were solidified, it was after the pair’s only music collaboration. As featured artists on Migos’ track “MotorSport,” the two supernovas finally collided for the first time in both the song and music video. The collaboration wasn’t supposed to be a confrontation, although many people read it that way anyway — sparking a whole new wave of speculation about the pair’s relationship. It was a monumental moment, to say the least.

Cardi’s boisterous verse bolstered her momentum as she headed toward her debut LP. It positioned her, at least for the song’s five minutes, as an equal to the queen. Minaj, meanwhile, solidified her reputation as a song-stealing superstar. What could have been a win-win for both, however, quickly turned into controversy and confusion in the aftermath of the single’s release. Were they purposefully dissing each other? Had they seen each other’s verses beforehand? Was this an indication of bad blood or was it all just a misunderstanding?

Cardi was candid. Minaj was defensive.

It was, in some respects, a snapshot of the pair’s fundamental personality differences. Whereas Cardi wears honesty well and oozes charm, Minaj can come across as petty when she engages in fights that feel unbecoming, especially considering her stature. In this case, Minaj ended up looking like the more accomplished rapper, perhaps, but one visibly uncomfortable with the thought of another planet entering her previously empty solar system.

Whereas Cardi wears honesty well and oozes charm, Minaj can come across as petty when she engages in fights that feel unbecoming.

The two have patched things up, by all accounts. However in the wake of the kerfuffle, their paths diverged.

Cardi has capitalized on the narrative of the new, rising underdog, championed in countless profiles for her scrappy personality and screwball seduction. Her success is still shiny and increased scrutiny hasn’t led to much meaningful backlash, despite her omnipresence and periodic lack of a filter. And to be clear, Cardi has taken advantage of every opportunity afforded her, displaying a talent for getting along with pretty much anyone. Just ask John Mulaney. It helps that her debut project, “Invasion of Privacy,” is legitimately among the year’s bests.

Meanwhile, Minaj has had an uneven couple of years. After three multi-platinum albums and seven consecutive wins at the BET Awards for Best Female Hip-Hop Artist, Minaj took a break at the end of 2017. The sabbatical came in the aftermath of her high-profile break-up with the pugnacious Meek Mill, which followed the implosion of her relationship with her former hype man, Safari. (She rapped about the latter split on 2014’s “Pinkprint.”)

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Just in time for Cardi B’s ascendance, Minaj is back, with mounting expectations. Some of these are warranted — Minaj is an institution unto herself and has for many years doubled as the primary foundation for women’s hip-hop. She’s also judicious with her appearances. She doesn’t need to court the media because the media already scrutinizes her every move. But this scarcity also benefits Cardi B, who has moved into the vacuum left by Minaj’s relative absence.

Ultimately, it’s always harder for the person already at the top than the one still climbing the mountain. The criticism can be cutting. The judgment unforgiving. But remember this: Without Nicki Minaj, Cardi B likely wouldn’t be able to flow so effortlessly between her colorful personas: one minute raunchy and the next charmingly proper. And without Cardi B, Nicki Minaj would have no one to compete against but herself, forever haunted and restricted by her past body of work.

For now, Minaj’s Aug. 10 album release looms large. Perhaps the title of Queen of Hip-Hop really is about to move zip codes. Or perhaps there’s room for more than one crown in this kingdom.

Jayson Rodriguez is a veteran hip-hop journalist who has held staff positions at XXL, Vibe, MTV News and freelanced for Rolling Stone, Complex and others. Currently, he is a video producer at Vevo. He tweets at @jaysonrodriguez.

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The Complete History of Nicki Minaj and Cardi B's Beef

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The Complete History of Nicki Minaj and Cardi B's Beef

For more than a year, Nicki Minaj and Cardi B walked on eggshells while rumors of their alleged beef bubbled just below surface. Through shady interviews and sneak disses, the rappers waged a cold war. Then, during New York Fashion Week at Harper’s Bazaar Icon party, photos and video of a physical altercation between Cardi and Nicki’s parties circulated the web.

Since then, their public feud has intensified, with memorable Queen Radio rants and viral Instagram posts. But how exactly did we get here? Was it Nicki’s obsession with being the queen of rap? Is Cardi too sensitive? Below we revisit the history of Cardi B and Nicki’s long simmering feud and the events that led us here.

June 2017: Cardi B joins Remy Ma at Summer Jam

There’s debate on when the feud between Nicki Minaj and Cardi B began. While some believe it started as early as March 2017, it’s likely that part of the reason Nicki didn’t welcome the young rapper into the scene with open arms is Cardi’s appearance during Remy Ma’s 2017 performance at Hot 97’s Summer Jam festival.

Remy Ma brought Latifah to do “U.N.I.T.Y.” w/ Young M.A, Cardi B, Lil Kim, MC Lyte, Rah Digga & Lady of Rage on stage if you like subtweets

— Jon Caramanica (@joncaramanica) June 12, 2017

The performance came in the heat of Nicki’s feud with Remy, as Cardi B joined a procession of other women rappers to perform “U.N.I.T.Y.,” before Remy delivered a performance of her Nicki diss track “ShETHER” complete with a picture of Nicki behind her.

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August 2017: Nicki denies subbing Cardi on “No Flags”

In August 2017, Nicki Minaj appeared on London on da Track’s single “No Flags” alongside Cardi’s boo Offset and 21 Savage. On it, she rapped the following verse:

Lil bitch I heard these labels tryna make another me

Everything you getting, lil hoe, is cause of me

I heard I’m stopping bags, word to Shaggy it wasn’t me

These bitches is my sons, but they daddy ain’t bust in me

I’m a white picket fence bitch, you a on the bench bitch

See me in the gym, now these bitches wanna go bench press

I ain’t fucking with you sis, we ain’t with the incest

Yes I am the Queen, I’m still trying to find a princess

People immediately began speculating that Nicki was taking shots at the former Love & Hip Hop star, but she quickly denied those claims.

September 2017: Cardi featured on “No Limit,” denies beef on The Breakfast Club

In an interview with The Breakfast Club, Charlamagne and DJ Envy prodded Cardi B about the alleged beef she had with Nicki. The question followed rumors circulating that Belcalis was dissing Nicki in her feature on G-Eazy’s “No Limit.” “Can you stop with all the subs?/Bitch, I ain’t Jared,” she rapped.

Cardi denied they had any problems saying, “We just conversated man. And that’s it.” She also brushed off the “No Limit” rumor by explaining, “People don’t understand that I got beef with 10 bitches in the hood, and I still be in the hood.”

September 25, 2017: Cardi B makes history with No. 1 song “Bodak Yellow”

In the fall of 2017, Cardi B broke the first of her many records by becoming the second female rapper with a No. 1 hit song on the Billboard Hot 100, thanks to “Bodak Yellow.” Lauryn Hill accomplished the feat with “Doo Wop (That Thing)” back in 1998.

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After the news broke, Nicki Minaj congratulated Cardi on the No. 1 hit, praising her on Twitter.

Congratulations to a fellow NEW YAWKA on a RECORD BREAKING achievement. Bardi, this is the only thing that matters!!! Enjoy it💕💞🎀 @iamcardib

— QUEEN (@NICKIMINAJ) September 25, 2017

October 2017: Migos drops “MotorSport” featuring Nicki and Cardi

It was a blessing and a curse when Migos dropped “Motorsport,” a dope track featuring both Nicki and Cardi. Despite both rappers consistently denying their feud, people began speculating they were sneak dissing each other on the same song.

Still, the two women steered clear of the rumors. “I feel like people wouldn’t even be satisfied if me and her was making out on a freaking photo,” Cardi told Complex later that month. “I feel like people just want that drama because it’s entertaining.”

Nicki also denied the beef in a series of tweets she later deleted. “These are men in our culture who simply refuse to let it go,” she tweeted of the alleged conflict. “They don’t do this to male M.C.’s.”

November 2017: “MotorSport” video comes out

Eventually, the video for “MotorSport” comes out and it’s quickly apparent that Nicki did not shoot on the same day as Migos or Cardi. This stokes more rumors that the two have beef, though Nicki later claims it’s because her hairstylist wasn’t available the original day of the shoot.

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When asked about it in one interview in November, Cardi B dances around the question awkwardly, while also revealing that Nicki’s original song on the track was different.

The next day, Nicki fires off the following tweet allegedly aimed at the rising rapper.

The corniest thing you can be is ungrateful. Give thanks.

— QUEEN (@NICKIMINAJ) November 30, 2017

April 5, 2018: Cardi B releases her debut album Invasion of Privacy

The winter goes by quietly, as Cardi and Nicki both seem to be in complete album mode, gearing up for 2018 album releases. Cardi’s comes first. Her debut Invasion of Privacy drops and receives critical praise, landing at No. 1 on the Billboard 200.

Hours before her album comes out, Beats 1 releases an interview of Cardi where she tells Ebro her beef with Nicki is completely made up. “I just feel like it’s really internet made-up,” she says. “I really feel like fans and people really want to see that happen because it’s really entertaining. To see people beef is entertaining.”

A few days later, we learn on Saturday Night Live that Cardi is pregnant, and all seems well for the newly bonafide star.

April 12, 2018: Nicki’s releases two singles and tells Zane Lowe Cardi never showed her “genuine” love

Following Invasion of Privacy, Nicki releases “Chun-Li” and “Barbie Tingz,” the first singles from her album Queen, which she would later announce. To debut the singles, Nicki heads over to Zane Lowe’s show on Beats 1.

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During her interview with Zane, Nicki finally addresses what’s been bubbling under the surface all these months. “The only thing that Cardi did that really hurt my feelings was the first interview after ‘Motorsport’ came out,” Nicki said. “It just really hurt me because the only thing she kept saying was, ‘I didn’t hear that verse. She changed her verse.'”

“I kind of felt ambushed,” Nicki continued, while getting visibly upset. She also said Quavo “didn’t back [her] up” on the story of how the record came about, which prompted the Barbs to swarm the Migos rapper.

Nicki went on to explain that her hairdresser had a scheduling conflict the day of the “MotorSport” shoot, but that Migos and Cardi kept quiet when rumors about the beef escalated. “All of them allowed me to look like I lied and even with the scheduling conflict, she’s using my hairdresser now, so even he can attest to the fact that there was a scheduling conflict,” she said.

“I really fully supported her and up until this recent interview I had never seen her show me genuine love in an interview,” she said, referring to Cardi’s conversation with Ebro. “I can just imagine how many girls wish they could of been on a song with Nicki Minaj. I’m not saying it in a cocky way.”

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Coincidentally, Nicki’s original verse on “MotorSport” leaked the same day as her interview, revealing she had referenced Cardi:

I’m with a couple bad bitches that’ll rip the party

If Cardi the QB, I’m Nick Lombardi

Pull up in the space coupe, I done linked with Marty

I can actually afford to get a pink Bugatti

The final version replaced Cardi’s name with Quavo, and it’s still unclear if it was meant to be shade or a shout out. Nicki later tweeted that she changed the verse per Atlantic’s request.

How can you say someone changed their verse & forget to say Quavo TOLD me to remove my singing part (which I loved) & Atlantic told me to remove your name from my verse per your request? So how were those changes gonna happen if I didn’t “change” my verse? 😩🤣 #NickiDay #ChunLi

— QUEEN (@NICKIMINAJ) April 12, 2018

May 7, 2018: The Met Gala

Despite Nicki’s Beats 1 interview, photographers capture the two rappers having a cordial moment on the red carpet during the 2018 Met Gala. Once again, things seem fine.

Later in May on the Howard Stern show, Cardi explains that the two rappers talked things out at the Met Gala. “I never was feuding with anybody. There was a misunderstanding. She felt a certain type of way about something and I definitely felt a certain type of way about something. Didn’t want to ever talk about it in public because I felt like we gonna see each other again and we will talk about it,” the Bronx native quipped. “It’s always little issues but the thing is, fans are always gonna make it a big thing. I spoke to her about it. It’s just like, see? It was just something that it had to be talked about.”

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August 10, 2018: Nicki releases ‘Queen’

In August, Nicki Minaj finally releases her album Queen, which includes her opening track “Ganja Burns.” Not long after the drop, fans are convinced the slow burn is a diss aimed at Cardi. “Unlike a lot of these hoes whether wack or lit/At least I can say I wrote every rap I spit,” she raps, allegedly addressing the idea that Cardi does not write a lot of her lyrics.

Nicki thru mad shade at CARDI b in ganja burns 😪 lol #Queen I live for the drama

— Gia Katya (@GiaComedy) August 10, 2018

Instead of celebrating, Nicki spends the days after Queen‘s release feuding with multiple people, including DJ Self, who she claims tried to feed her negative gossip about Cardi B. Self later denies it.

“He was just up there dissin the btch thinking that would make me fuk wit him. Lmao. Jokes on you once again dummy. Passed up on ya meal tkt now u get crumbs from her table. Ur a reality tv hoe. Used to be a respected DJ,” she wrote in a series of now deleted tweets.

On Aug. 16, Nicki is interviewed by Ebro on Beats 1, and of course he asks about the Cardi beef. “Now, I didn’t know Cardi and I had an issue, but I guess we do since you’re saying it and other people are saying it,” she said, after trying to dismiss the question. “To me, she may have taken an issue with things that I’ve said, but I’m not going to bite my tongue…. You gotta have thick skin. People talk shit about me all the time…. You can’t be expect to be liked and loved and praised all the fuckin’ time. Give me a break.”

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August 19, 2018: ‘Queen’ lands at No. 2

All hell seems to break loose after Queen lands in the No. 2 spot on the Billboard 200 chart behind Travis Scott’s ASTROWORLD. Onika immediately responds to the news by going on a tweetstorm criticizing Travis for selling his album in tour and merch bundles (though she used similar tactics) and calling out Spotify for heavily promoting Drake instead of her. Nicki would go on to give Travis the “Hoe N***a of the Week” award on her Queen Radio show.

September 8, 2018: Cardi attempts to fight Nicki at NYFW

Finally, the culmination of over a year of sneak dissing, shady interviews, and rumored beef comes to a head. News that Cardi B and Nicki got into a physical fight at the Harper’s Bazaar Icons party during NYFW flooded timelines on Sept. 8 with video and photos of the incident. In one, Cardi appears to have a giant lump on her head following the fight.

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In some videos, Cardi can be scene taking off her shoe to throw it. In another, she’s being held back while yelling “Play with me bitch…keep fucking playing with me, play with my fucking kid bitch…I’ll fuck your ass up,” while Nicki is protected by security.

According to TMZ, the fight broke out after Cardi approached Nicki’s table “to address the lies Nicki was spreading.” She was reportedly met with an elbow to the face as security attempted to halt the “I Like It” rapper, and Nicki’s friend Rah Ali apparently also go involved in the scuffle.

Wayment wayment… I was trending for fighting Cardi? Why am I just finding this out?!?!? 😂😂😂 I’m home tryna binge watch Ozark 😂😂😂😂😂😂. Too bad i dont have new music to drop. Gosh darn it. Now back to the cartel…

— Rah Digga (@therealrahdigga) September 8, 2018

Cardi was eventually escorted out of the event, and went on Instagram to address the altercation without directly mentioning Nicki. “I’ve let a lot of shit slide! I let you sneak diss me, I let you lie on me, I let you attempt to stop my bags, fuck up the way I eat,” Cardi wrote. “You’ve threaten other artists in the industry, told them if they work with me you’ll stop fuckin with them!! I let you talk big shit about me!!”

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September 10, 2018: Nicki Minaj addresses NFYW fight on Queen Radio

Things were initially quiet on Nicki’s end following the NYFW incident. Ms. Minaj waited until her eighth episode of Queen Radio on the following Monday to address the altercation, and when she did, she went in.

Nicki started off the discussion by playing a clip of Cardi B during an interview she did in 2017 with Fader. In the clip, Cardi explains that “nothing is off limits” when she claps back at people, even their children. “I hate when some people come at me like, ‘Why you coming at kids for,'” Cardi can be heard saying. “I’m my mother’s baby.”

The reason Nicki played this clip is pretty obvious. In her Instagram post following their fight, Cardi indirectly claims Nicki talked about her daughter Kulture and her parenting skills. The clip is aimed at highlighting hypocrisy in that accusation, while the Queen rapper also denied ever saying anything about Cardi’s daughter. “I would never talk about anyone’s child or anyone’s parenting,” she said. “And it’s so crazy to me that people always need to make Onika the bad guy…I am not a clown. That’s clown shit.”

“You knew that when that footage came out you would look dumb,” Nicki continued, explaining why Cardi and her team would make up the accusation. “I didn’t even feel the need to defend myself that night. …She has built her career off of sympathy and payola.”

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Nicki denied ever stopping bags from coming Cardi’s way, and actually accused her of more than a few things, including attacking a woman on Instagram whose child died, and calling the child a “monkey.” She called out Cardi for previously referring to darker skinned black women as roaches, and alleged that Cardi actually threatened a male rapper to not shoot a video with her.

“The lord gave you a blessing with a bundle of joy and the only thing on your mind was to attack people and to stop their bags,” Nicki said, after suggesting Cardi might have postpartum depression. “Who are you angry at sweetheart?”

Nicki also brought on her friend Rah, who was involved in the NYFW brawl. They spent a good amount of time talking about the two women who are reportedly planning to sue Cardi B for allegedly organizing physical attacks on them. In the conversation, the women dragged Offset and blamed him for being the reason Cardi is so pressed, since Cardi reportedly thinks one of the victims slept with her husband.

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October 28, 2018: The Leak, Allegedly

Cardi’s sister Hennessey Carolina went on social media to accuse Nicki of leaking Cardi’s phone number to the Barbz, leading to a barrage of hateful messages. “She leaked my sisters [sic] number to her fan pages,” Hennessey wrote.

October 29, 2018: “What Type of Bird Sh*t You Talking About?”

Nicki returned to Queen Radio, and unleashed a long monologue about Cardi, the fight, music, and pretty much everything else.

When it came to the fight, Minaj said that her friend Rah Ali did serious damage to Cardi (as opposed to Cardi’s telling, where security was to blame), and that there was footage to back that up. “Rah beat Cardi’s ass really bad,” Nicki said. “Rah beat you so bad that I was mad at Rah.”

Minaj also denied leaking Cardi’s phone number (“What type of bird shit you on, bitch?” she asked incredulously), and said that she had asked Cardi to collaborate, but got turned down. Nicki also claimed that she had been offered—and turned down—Cardi’s Fashion Nova deal, and offered to take a lie detector test to bolster all of her claims.

In more fashion news, Wilhelmina CEO Bill Wackerman took Nicki’s side, disputing Cardi’s claim that Nicki was Diesel’s second choice (behind her) to be the face of their Fashion Week campaign.

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October 29, 2018: Cardi Fires Back

In a series of 10 (!) Instagram videos, Cardi laid out her rebuttal. A list of key takeaways:

If she was getting beaten so badly by Rah Ali, why hasn’t any video of that surfaced yet? As Cardi memorably puts it, there was “so much footages” of the party and the fight.

Cardi cops to demanding that Nicki change her verse on “Motorsport,” saying that she refused to shoot the video unless the now-infamous “Nick Lombardi” line was changed.

Cardi claims that Nicki turned down a chance to be on “No Limit,” and then turned around and got upset at her management after it became a hit.

Cardi attacked payola claims, pointing out that her single “Money,” even before it was delivered to radio, was charting on iTunes—the same company that hosts Queen Radio.

Cardi claimed that Nicki was responsible for the phone number leak. It happened one hour after their fight, Cardi said. Adding to the circumstantial evidence, Cardi said that neither her new number nor her sister’s number had been leaked, and that no one in Nicki’s camp had either one. “How come everybody that y’all have issues with, and y’all got the numbers in y’all camp, they numbers got leaked?” Cardi asked.

Cardi claims that Nicki endorses her fans’ “sick-ass fucking behavior” by liking Twitter posts that advocate harassing Minaj’s enemies.

Cardi denied telling 21 Savage not to shoot a video for “No Flag.” Instead, she says, the song just wasn’t doing well.

All of this back-and-forth ended later that night in a truce…for now.

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