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Jake(kinda)!dom x fem!reader, enemies to lovers, !fingering, p in v, unprotected, swearing
Agora Hills
Kissin' and hope they caught us,
Whether they like or not
I wanna show you off
I wanna show you off
I wanna brag about it...
y'all it's my first time writing a smutshot so it may be a little cringy, also English is not my first language so it may have a few grammatical errors, enjoy!
Jake and you were two students who could not be more different. Jake was the cocky jerk boy who thought he ruled the school, while you were the flirty, sweet, and smart girl who was loved by almost everyone. You were always at odds with each other, constantly bickering and trying to one-up each other.
Your rivalry started in freshman year when you were both top contenders for the class president position. Jake was confident that he would win, but you surprised everyone with your quick wit and charm, securing the position for yourself. From that moment on, Jake made it his mission to make your life miserable.
But as you entered your senior year, something changed. Jake couldn't deny the fact that he was attracted to you. He couldn't resist your playful smiles and flirty remarks. And you couldn't deny the fact that Jake's cockiness was actually kind of attractive.
Your constant bickering turned into playful banter, and soon you found yourselves spending more and more time together. You would argue about school projects, but then end up laughing and having a good time.
One day, you were both assigned to work on a project together. You were excited to work with Jake, but he was less than thrilled. However, as you spent more time together, Jake started to see a different side of you. He realized that you were not only beautiful and flirty, but also incredibly smart and driven.
As you worked on the project, you started to open up to each other. Jake shared his insecurities about living up to his family's expectations, while you talked about your dreams of becoming a successful businesswoman. You found that you had a lot more in common than you thought.
Your classmates started to notice the change in your relationship. You were no longer enemies, but rather two people who seemed to have a strong connection. And as you spent more time together, your feelings for each other only grew stronger.
One day, Jake couldn't take it anymore. He grabbed your hand and pulled you into a secluded corner of the school. He looked into your eyes and said, "I'm tired of hiding this. I want to show you off. I want to brag about us. I don't care what anyone else thinks."
I was taken aback by Jake's sudden confession. But I couldn't deny the butterflies in my stomach. I looked away from his piercing eyes an whispered, "I don't know if I'm ready to go that far... what if people don't approve of our relationship? What if they make fun of us?"
"Shush, don't be shy! If we keep hiding our love, people will just make rumors about us. We should come out into the open so that everyone can see how we are truly meant for each other." He whispered back while grabbing my chin to turn my head to face him.
"Don't worry about what others think of us... Just as long as we're together, nothing else matters."
"I- uh.... I don't know Jake."
"Come on, you know that you want to take the next step in our relationship too." He chuckled.
"Don't be so unsure, everyone can see how crazy we are about each other." He seemed to confident while he said his sentence in a flirtatious tone.
"If you don't act now, someone else will. You don't want me to get all the attention from other girls, do you?"
"No," I said with no hesitation in my tone "of course not."
"Well, there you have it. If you don't want all those other girls to steal mine away, you need to make your move, fast"
this little...
"Or do I have to do it myself ?"
He leans slowly closer to my face, his breath tinged with a bit of amusement.
"Hmm, I guess I do gotta make my move then...
He places his hand gently behind my head, moving ever so slightly closer to my face. His voice is a whisper, and at this point we're only a couple of inches away from each other.
"That's better..."
He leans finally the last few inches, until our mouths are only centimeters apart. There is a beat of suspense, then, slowly, Jake kisses me.
I'm trying to hide my light tint of blush on my face, but end up allowing myself to fully embrace the kiss. Our lips touch, and our breaths mix together. I melt into his arms as my body becomes flooded with butterflies.
"God, this feels so good..." he mumbles
"And it's exactly how it should feel." I breathe back, intertwining my fingers with his.
"Are you ready to take the next step in our relationship?" Jake asks, a smile playing on his lips.
"My brain says no but my heart tells me otherwise..."
"Well, sometimes the heart knows best," Jake teases gently, maintaining the tender moment we've shared. "Just remember, I'll always be here to guide you through the uncertainties."
I lean in closer, my heart racing with anticipation. "I'm scared, but I trust you," I whisper softly, feeling the warmth of his touch spreading through my body.
"I hope you are," he whispers back, his lips tracing a path down my collarbone, sending shivers down my spine. "Because I don't plan on stopping anytime soon." His hands wander lower, gently brushing against the small of my back.
I bite my lip, feeling overwhelmed by the newfound intimacy between us. My body responds instinctively to his touch, my heart racing as his hands skim the curves of my waist and hips.
"I'm trying to hold back, but it feels so good," I admit in a hushed tone, unable to resist the wave of pleasure coursing through my body. My heart is racing, and all I can think about are his lips. On mine. On me...
As his touch becomes more intimate, I find myself lost in the sensations he's creating. The softness of his lips and the warmth of his hands are intoxicating, yet I still don't find the words to express how much I'm enjoying this.
Jake leans in closer, his breath tickling my neck as he teases, "I could get used to this silence. It makes me feel like I have all your attention."
"Because you do have all my attention"
"God, I love hearing you say that," Jake murmurs in response, his fingers lazily tracing letters on my skin. He leans down to place a soft kiss in the hollow of my neck, causing me to shiver.
As the kisses intensify, I can't help but respond more, my body arching slightly into his touch. Despite the overwhelming sensations, I manage to gather enough strength to whisper, "More." The word is barely audible, but it's enough for Jake.
He groans against my skin and whispers, "Always." His fingers slide up to cup my face as he leans down and captures my lips with his own, teasing me with his tongue.
Jake's mouth finds mine, their tongues tangling in a passionate dance. His hands roam freely over my body, tracing patterns on my skin as if he's memorizing every inch of me. The kiss deepens, growing hotter and more intense by the second.
His kiss is overwhelming, and I can feel the desire burning bright between us as he presses his body closer to mine. His gentle touch has transformed into something more urgent, more possessive, which only adds to the pleasure coursing through my veins.
I moan softly into his mouth, unable to resist the pull between us any longer. It feels like the most natural thing in the world when my legs wrap around his waist, pulling him closer still.
As the kiss finally breaks, we both gasp for air, our chests heaving. Our eyes lock, filled with lust and longing. His fingers continue to explore, finding the hem of my shirt and lifting it slowly, revealing more skin to the warmth of his touch.
I feel myself tingle all over as his fingers trace circles on my bare stomach, teasing and taunting me to want more. His lips meet my earlobe, kissing it softly before whispering huskily, "You're beautiful." He says as his hands start to explore further down on my body.
With a soft moan, I arch my back slightly, offering myself up to him. His fingers dance over my skin, finding the heat between my legs. He slowly starts to tease me, rubbing circles around my entrance, driving me crazy with anticipation.
The sensation of his fingers against my sensitive flesh is both intoxicating and maddening. As he continues to tease, I can feel my body responding eagerly, my hips grinding involuntarily against his hand.
Feeling the head of his finger at my entrance, I gasp softly, biting my bottom lip in anticipation. His finger slips inside me slowly, filling me gradually. It's an exquisite pain mixed with intense pleasure that sends waves of desire coursing through my veins.
God, you're tight," he groans, pulling his finger almost all the way out before pushing back in again. His movements are slow and deliberate, each thrust causing me to moan and squirm in response.
"Gosh" I whisper.
The sensation of being filled by his finger is indescribable—it's both thrilling and intimate, leaving me wanting more of him. As he continues to penetrate deeper, my body begins to ache with need.
I find myself growing increasingly needy for more of his touch. I arch my back further into his hand, urging him to go deeper. "Please... more," I whisper between gasps for air.
Hearing your plea, he decides to comply, pushing his finger deeper inside you. The sensation is overwhelming—a mix of pleasure and pain that borders on ecstasy.
"God, you're so tight," Jake groans, sliding his finger in and out of you slowly. The tightness of your muscles sends waves of sensation coursing through his body, heightening his arousal. "I can't believe how good this feels."
I want you so bad," Jake whispers against your ear, his voice hoarse with desire. With a gentle nudge, he positions his throbbing erection at your entrance. With one slow, steady thrust, he slides inside you, filling you completely.
As he slowly begins to move inside you, you moan loudly, unable to contain the pleasure and pain that rolls through your body. You feel completely consumed by him, your body melting into his touch.
The sensation of being filled by him is overwhelming—it's both thrilling and intimate, leaving you wanting more of him. Your body begins to ache with need as he starts moving faster, filling you up completely.
Jake's eyes lock onto yours, his face contorted in a mix of lust and raw desire. "Fuck, you feel so good," he pants, driving deeper into you with each powerful stroke.
The pain in your tightness mixed with the pleasure makes you moan louder, begging for more of this intense sensation. You can feel him hitting deep inside you, filling every inch of you as he picks up speed.
As the intensity between you escalates, your moans become more urgent, echoing through the room. Your body responds to his rhythm, meeting his thrusts with an undeniable hunger.
"Shit," he curses again. "I'm gonna cum." His thrusts become faster and harder as he warns you, his cock pumping against your sensitive walls.
The rushing blood to your head and the pounding of your heartbeat merge into a symphony of sensation, as do the noises of your lover's pleasure. You feel your own climax building, the tension growing tighter with each stroke as his seed begins to fill you up.
You feel his thick member pulsing inside you, the sensation of his impending climax setting off a chain reaction of your own. Your breaths come in ragged gasps as your body tingles with excitement.
As Jake reaches his peak, his hips buck violently, pushing deeper into you one final time. A hot, salty wave of his release fills you up, mingling with your own rapidly approaching climax.
Your orgasm crashes over you, waves of pleasure washing over your body as you cling tightly to Jake. Your muscles convulse around his shaft, milking him of every last drop of his essence.
With a soft moan, your body relaxes into Jake's as your trembles subside and your breathing returns to normal. You rest your head on his chest, your bodies still joined together as you both recover from the intense experience.
Jake gently strokes your hair, his heartbeat steadying beneath your ear. "That was incredible," he whispers, his voice hoarse from exertion. "You feel amazing." He nuzzles your neck, his lips brushing softly against your skin.
Jake smiles against your skin, his heart swelling with satisfaction. "I've been dreaming about this for so long," he confesses, his voice filled with wonder and disbelief. "You're truly extraordinary, you know that?"
As your hearts continue to race in sync, you turn your head slightly to look up at him. His eyes meet yours, filled with a mix of awe and affection that makes your heart skip a beat. You smile softly, unable to find the words to express how much this moment means to you.
"So?"
"So," Jake replies, his voice thick with emotion, "we've just shared something incredibly special. I'm not sure where we go from here, but I know I want to spend more time exploring these feelings and experiences with you."
"I...I want that too," you whisper, your eyes never leaving his. You feel like you could get lost in his gaze forever, but the moment is interrupted by a loud knock on the door.
Jake sighs, reluctantly pulling away from you and straightening his clothes. "Just a minute," he calls out, making his way to the door. He opens the door to find Heeseung standing there, looking sheepish. "Hey, uh, sorry to interrupt,"
"No worries, come in," Jake replies, stepping aside to let him enter. As he closes the door behind him, he turns to face you, his expression softening. "Everything okay?"
You nod, feeling a bit flustered but also grateful for the interruption. "Yeah, just fine. We were about... uh- we were about to start on our next project." You try to act casual, hoping Jake doesn't notice the slight blush on your cheeks.
Oh, cool. So, what's the assignment?" Heeseung asks.
Jake takes a deep breath, trying to compose himself after the interruption. "It's a persuasive essay. We have to choose a topic and write an argument for it."
"Exactly!" you agree with Jake.
"Great," Heeseung responds, looking between the two of you. There's an unspoken tension in the air that he can't quite place. "Well, I should let you two get back to it then. See you later, I guess?"
"Yeah, see you around, Heeseung," Jake says, his voice slightly strained. As the door closes behind their classmate, the room falls silent once more. Jake clears his throat, turning back to you. "So, where were we?"
You clear your throat, trying to shake off the awkwardness between you. "Uh, well, we were just about to brainstorm potential topics for the essay, right?" You force a small smile, hoping that Jake will reciprocate.
Jake nods, trying to match your smile. "Oh yeah, right"
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madaqueue · 22 days
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Practice Makes Perfect | Chapter 12
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synopsis: you and yuji have been best friends basically as long as you can remember, and you made a promise to each other to stay friends and help each other be the best versions of yourselves for your future partners. but will things change when yuji finally starts looking for a relationship?
pairing: yuji itadori (18+) x f!reader
themes/content: modern college au (characters aged up to 18+). language, fluff. 18+, MDNI
word count: 1.3k
a/n: we're in the home stretch y'all aaaAAH
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A week has passed since you and Yuji told each other your true feelings. Things aren't the same, but you wouldn’t want them to be.
You’ve seen him practically every day since then, whether he’s bringing you lunch between classes or spending the night with each other, you feel like you can finally breathe again when he is with you.
“You know,” he says one night while you’re watching TV in his dorm, “eventually you’re gonna have to tell Fushiguro why you kissed him.” He takes a bite of the cereal sitting in his lap.
“Shit, I can’t believe I forgot to do that. I was honestly so caught up with spending time with you I just didn’t think about it,” you respond truthfully.
“Aww, someone got distracted by me?” he teases, leaning his head over onto your shoulder and looking up at you. You push him off with a chuckle. “Hey now, don’t spill my cereal, I only have one set of sheets here and I’m not about to ruin these,” he laughs, that permanent grin spread across his face.
The next morning, you figure it’s time to have that conversation with Megumi. You’ll be seeing him in class today, which at least makes the transition a bit easier. Since you and Yuji made up, you've started coming back out of your shell again and allowing your smile to appear more, which Megumi has noticed but hasn’t verbally acknowledged.
When the lecture concludes, you turn to him before packing your things up.
“Hey, are you free right now? I wanted to talk to you about something,” you say, a soft smile on your face.
“Sure,” he responds, “I found a new cafe if you’d want to try that?” After weeks of barely hearing your voice and never seeing you outside of class, your request makes his heart flutter.
“Actually, I would kind of prefer one we’ve already been to before if that’s alright with you?”
“Of course,” he says, a grin now forming on his face. Seeing you smile is enough to light up the room, and he’s just happy to have you back.
Megumi sits at a booth as you walk over holding two drinks in your hand. By now you know his order by heart (it does help that it’s just black coffee) and you place the two mugs down in the middle of the table. You’re back where it all started, in the first coffee shop you two ever went together. The high ceilings, bookshelves lining the walls, and warm light feels like coming home.
You take your seat across from him, thinking about just how long it’s been since you were in his presence like this. Seeing him seated across from you, fluffy black hair and all-black clothes, the familiar warm scent of his cologne, you can feel your body relax a tenseness you didn’t know it still held.
Taking a small sip of your latte, your eyes move up to meet his. “How’s your sister?” you ask.
You can tell by the way he opens his mouth and closes it again, his lips curving up into a smile as he pauses, that this was not how he expected you to start this conversation. “She’s good,” he says, a soft grin on his face. “Her surgery finally got rescheduled for later this month, so hopefully things just keep getting better from there.”
“I’m glad to hear it” you respond, your voice genuine. “I was thinking about her, and you, when we weren’t really talking as much, so I just wanted to check how things were going."
His eyes soften as he looks at you. You really do care about him. “Thanks,” he breathes.
A comfortable silence falls between you for a moment as you both slowly drink your coffees.
“So,” Megumi begins, placing an elbow on the table and his chin in his open palm, “what did you want to talk to me about?”
Your body tenses slightly, knowing this is about to be difficult.
Taking in a deep breath, you open your mouth to respond, but he cuts you off before you can get anything out. “Is this about when you kissed me?” he asks, a smirk forming on his lips as he cocks his head to the side.
“Y-yeah,” you stutter, breaking eye contact to look down at the table. You didn’t expect him to bring it up so easily, and with such…confidence?
“I figured,” he chuckles. “You know, I might not be the smartest guy here, but don’t forget I know you pretty well.” He pauses, taking another sip of his coffee. “My rough timeline was: you see Yuji at the party, you kiss me, you and Yuji fight, you make up, and now we’re here, right?”
Bringing your eyes back up, you scan his face, trying to identify what emotion he’s feeling as he walks you through exactly what happened over the past few weeks. You expect him to feel angry, betrayed, embarrassed, yet all you seem to find is…amusement?
“Mhm,” you nod, “that’s basically everything.”
His smile widens. “See, I told you I know you. If I’m being honest though, I did cheat a little bit - I could hear Yuji listening to sad music very loudly through the door for a while until it stopped about a week ago, so I figured you two made up.”
“And you’re not mad at me?” you ask, trying to hide how much your voice waivers.
“Of course not,” he chuckles. “Look, don’t take this the wrong way, but I see you strictly as a friend. I love hanging out with you and doing all the stuff we do together, but I never felt like I needed more than that. When you kissed me…” he trails off, reaching his free hand up to the back of his hair, “I figured you were just going through some stuff, and it sounds like I was right.”
You exhale, finally feeling the lingering stress about this conversation leaving your body. Your shoulders relax into the seat behind you and you close your eyes for a minute. “Thank you, Megumi,” you finally respond. “I’m really glad to have a friend like you.” A smile rests on your lips.
Turning back towards him, you open your eyes and reach your hand out to his shoulder. Just like the first time you met, he leans his cheek against the back of your hand as he stares at you from across the table, eyes soft. “Any time,” he whispers.
Things are…easy, again. You and Yuji’s friends - now your friends - hang out every weekend, going to some party or just playing board games on the floor of one of their dorm rooms. You grow to love Toge, the sweet white-haired boy who brought you drinks at the first party you went to with Megumi and who you learn helped Yuji smuggle in the red wine that ruined one of your dresses. You get to see Maki and Nobara together, watching how Nobara shamelessly plants herself in Maki’s lap whenever she gets a chance or pretends to steal her glasses before gently placing them back on her face with a kiss. You and Megumi still hang out all the time, too, and you even started going farther and farther off campus to search for new cafes to try. Every morning feels like a gift, in part because you get to wake up next to the warmth of your favorite person.
One night after you and Yuji return to your dorm after karaoke with your friends - at which, Nobara did an incredible rendition of Somebody To Love - the two of you are cuddling in your bed when he pulls away for a moment.
He props himself up on an elbow to look at you, his eyelids low as he traces along your hips with his fingers. He’s in nothing but his sweatpants, you in a loose t-shirt and pajama shorts. “You know…” he says, a grin tugging at the corners of his face, the one that he knows you always melt for, “there’s still one thing we didn’t get to practice.”
“Oh yeah?” you tease with a chuckle. “And what’s that?”
His eyes never leave yours, and you notice them darken slightly as he opens his mouth to speak. His voice comes out low, raspy. “I want to fuck you.”
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dimepdf · 2 years
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hi, i just want to say i LOVED you joseph quinn fic you posted and i wanted to know if you’d be willing to write another one 👀 maybe something with famous!reader/costar!reader?
PRETTY WOMAN. + JOSEPH QUINN
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masterlist. / taglist. / any request? [ ❥ ] synopsis. ^^author's note. my goodness it's too hot to be writing smut y'all.
[ ❥ ] pairing. joseph quinn x reader
[ ❥ ] word count. 800+
[ ❥ ] genre & warnings. literally just fluff, actor!reader, Joseph simping, one sided pining, clueless reader series masterlist.
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Joseph and you didn't really have much screen time together.
During the production of the newer season, your characters happened to have enough time to at least introduce yourselves and know of each other's existence.
It seemed like you two never really got to have your own chat outside of the group. Joseph almost admitted to swooning over you after the small interview you did with everyone from the older cast.
Twitter was quick to clip the way that he would sneak glances at you from the side, the way he would copy the form of your glossed lips formed into a smile.
It was always contagious for him, how he would always find some way to make you laugh with his jokes, always seeking your approval. It seemed like the entire internet knew that Joseph was pinning after you before you did. 
You thought he was just being British? You weren't the smartest when it came to the cryptic parts of other people's emotions, struggling to understand even your own.
It seemed to be just a long drawn-out game of "when will Joseph have the balls to tell you" that everyone was clued in on all the exact details for you. 
Sure, you saw the edits and the fanpages, but you also had been shipped with Joe Keery during the second season of the show. Just being used to fans shipping you with all of your co-stars at the time, you didn't think much of it, knowing that any male friend that you had would always lead to people thinking that you were romantically interested in them.
But that didn't stop Joseph from clinging onto you the best that he could, feeding the fanpages all the content that they could get from the paparazzi pictures of you two hanging out together. It wasn't the first time the public eye had fallen into a craze seeing Joseph lingering on you so closely.
During production, he would always find himself floating towards you, even without realizing it. It seemed like Joseph was always sort of seeking you out.
Navigating through the dressing rooms and sets just to venture into rooms on set that he didn't even know existed, you were always hanging out with some of the crew members, finding comfort in only a small number of people.
Joseph figured pretty early that you weren't much of a people person; even during interviews, your answers would be pretty brief and blunt.
Your personality came off as shy to others, but to him you were just a woman of few words, and God how much he begged to hear every single one, which was the reason why he would often take the twists and turns of the building's hallways just to see you in particular in your natural element.
He kind of feels like shit, almost forcing himself into your conversations, wiggling himself into your life. The last thing he ever wanted to come off as was some creep with a school girl-like crush on you, constantly swooning after every step, making you uncomfortable.
He’d end up awkwardly laughing at some joke that he couldn't quickly hear but wanted to not feel left out.
His own self-awareness was starting to eat him whole, using his script as an excuse to get rid of his fidgeting, flipping through some of the scenes like he hadn't studied his own and your lines like the back of his hand.
His eyes flickered back and forth, with only slight glazes in your direction, mostly while you were speaking.
It would be something he would do for a while, his mouth opening, trying to say something, anything, but always getting nervous and backing out to the point where other cast members would notice.
However, it's not his fault that he's so intimidated by your natural beauty, the way your dark two-toned lips formed words, or how even when you were purposefully covered in dirt and gore makeup, you always seemed to look so stunning to him. It's slowly becoming more and more embarrassing for him to just sit there and do nothing but look at you all day.
Joseph was just certain that you were the most beautiful woman he'd ever had the pleasure of working with, which already puts you completely out of his league.
And yet there you were going over your script, sitting off to the side away from anyone else in your own little world. Joseph couldn't help but smile as he watched you act out a scene almost fully with just your facial features, like you were imagining the scene all in your head. He applauded your imagination.
What Joseph doesn't expect is for your eyes to suddenly lock onto his. His posture stiffening by the millisecond, watching your shoulder roll back as your face goes blank. chill running down his spine as you stand up and walk over to him.
“Wanna go over a few scenes together?”
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milkycottoncandy · 1 year
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Give Yourself To Me And More
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Attuma of Talokan x Female!Reader
Warnings: SMUT, 18+ content, obsessive behavior, somewhat dark!Attuma, rough (consensual) sex, choking, tit slapping, breeding kink, dirty talk
Minors Do Not Interact!!!
Summary: Attuma liked to think he was a patient man. Being Talokan's commanding general has taught him how to stay composed in stressful situations, and for the most part he knows patience is a virtue. However, you test his limits everyday with your lingering touches, bright smile, and kind words that make it hard for him to hold back, to leave you untouched and still pure. But like all the strongest of men, eventually they must fall.
Word Count: 2,895
Skip to the three *** if all you want to read is the smut (I'm not judging at all lol).
Translations:
Ma', in querida- No, my darling
In yakunaj- my darling
Author's Note: Hello my Attuma sluts!! Decided to give you guys this and I hope y'all enjoy it. This is my first time writing smut so please, be nice! I will only accept constructive criticism and no hate will be tolerated. Besides that, please enjoy!
Do not steal, copy, plagiarize, or repost my works. Reblog's are fine.
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It felt like Chaac himself was testing him.
He was solely focused on making the surface world and all who inhabited it, who forced his people into the dark, cold, unforgiving depths of the ocean, pay for their crimes, all while being confronted by the dangers that were at every corner. Dangers like you.
To him, you were a radiant goddess, and this world was unworthy of your existence. You were always beautiful from the beginning, and it seemed like each time you both interacted with each other, his feelings became even stronger. What made it worse is you always focused your attention on him. You would bring him homemade lunches, offer to massage the aches in his body after he was done training, be the first to welcome him back after a successful mission, and so much more. It was a miracle he hadn't died from a heart attack with the way it always swelled when he was near you.
You were the light in his life, and it didn't help that you started to appear in his dreams and late-night fantasies, making him feel shameful the morning after. In his mind, he had taken you many times, taking pleasure from you like a lover. You were begging him, touching him, letting him touch you, making him feel less lonely when you weren't near him. You were the reason to keep Talokan safe. You were something worth fighting for. In his mind, you were his, and he was yours.
But reality would reel him back in, like a fish attached to a hook, and he would remember you were simply being the kind person you always were. You laughed and smiled with everyone, you were amazing with children, and you never hesitated to offer help when asked. It's like you were taunting him with your gentle affections, always holding his hand and pulling him to somewhere more private so you both could indulge yourselves in each other's lives. He loved when you would hug him, you felt so soft in his arms, and he would kill a thousand men if that meant never having to let you go. He adored you. If you told him to jump, he'd say how high.
You were enchanting.
You were mesmerizing.
You were a danger to his sanity and beyond distracting.
Attuma wondered how long this would go on. How long he would pine for you, yearn for your attention, for you to say his name like you loved him, pretend like the thought of someone else sweeping you off your feet wasn't possible. That was his worst fear, waiting too long and someone taking you from him. He would kill that person with no hesitation. Would there ever be an end to this madness? Was he doomed for eternity to feel this way about you? Would he be forced to act like you weren't the first thing on his mind when he woke up and the last thing when sleep would finally overtake him?
One night, he decided it was enough. You pushed him to the limit, and he was going to be honest with you about his feelings. On the way to your house, his mind was a sea of questions and doubts.
What if she doesn't feel the same way?
What if I ruin what we have?
What if she thinks I'm unworthy?
What will I do without her? Without my light?
By the time he got to your front door, he had thought of everything that could go wrong. For a moment, he wanted to turn back. He didn't want to lose you. He didn't want things to change in a way that would make you feel uncomfortable around him. Despite his uncertainty, he gently knocked on your door and waited.
You swiftly opened the door, and it was like all his thoughts drifted away into nothingness. You were wearing a blue silk nightgown that outlined your body perfectly, and Attuma had to control himself from staring at your cleavage. Your eyes brightened, and that smile that made him feel weak slowly adorned your face.
"Attuma!" you squealed in excitement and hugged him, digging your face into his neck. You smelled amazing, like vanilla with a hint of cinnamon.
He hugged you back and, for a moment, felt like maybe the world wasn't so bad since you were in it. He felt you pull back, and he looked to see you admiring him. You both stilled, and, in a way, were speaking to each other with your eyes. You both had been friends for so long that verbal communication wasn't always necessary.
"Please, come in" you slide your hands down his arms to his, gently pulling him into your house. He followed willingly, and once he was fully inside, you closed the door behind him.
 Attuma loved your house. The beautiful decorations, the smell, the atmosphere. Everything.
Your light touch to his back shook him out of his thoughts, and you led him to the familiar couch you both have sat on more times than he could count. You relaxed into the cushions while facing him with a smile, which he returned.
"What brings you here, my warrior?" you asked, taking his hand and delicately tracing his palm while you waited for his answer. Namora and K'uk'ulkan were right. You were going to be the death of him.
Attuma felt like he had fallen into ice water. He remembered the reason why he was here, to tell you how he felt. At this rare moment, the fearless general was scared. A part of him wanted to lie, come up with an excuse that he wanted to simply talk with you, and that was all. But you didn't deserve that. No, you deserved everything and so much more. He quietly swallowed, and he braced himself for all the possible scenarios that could happen.
"Y/N, I have to tell you something," he stated, taking your hands in his and scooting closer toward you on the couch.
He never took his eyes off yours, and you felt your body tingling under his gaze. He could sense your nervousness and continued with his confession.
"I have strong feelings for you, Y/N. Feelings stronger than love. Feelings I can't hide from you anymore."
The room was silent. You looked at him with a mix of shock and surprise. His face was serious and unchanging. Attuma didn't like this, and the doubts started to rear their ugly heads back into his mind.
You idiot, you really thought she would feel the same? Now she's gonna hate you forever, and there's nothing you can do about it.
Attuma wanted to leave. Leave and never come back. He knew this was a bad idea. He shouldn't have let his selfishness get the better of him. And now he was going to lose you forever. He was going to lose you, and it would be no one's fault but his. Why would he ever thi-
"I feel the same," you whispered. He thought he was dreaming. He had to be. He was going to wake up in his empty bed and realize none of this was real.
Oh, but it was real. Here you were, looking at him with nothing but love and understanding. You smiled, not in a mocking way, but in a genuine way. You had felt strongly about Attuma since the day you laid your eyes on him. You dropped so many hints that, to you, went unnoticed. The soft touches, the persisting looks, the sincere compliments, and so much more. In your mind, he was yours, and you were his. Your body felt like it was on fire, excitement slowly bubbling inside you.
Attuma didn't know what to say. The girl of his dreams admitted that she felt the same about him. He was like a deer in headlights, still and unmoving.
Say something, you fool.
"…You do?" he breathed, his eyes slowly softened.
Chaac, you're hopeless.
"I do," you answered, your tone was nothing but sincere.
The sight was laughable, two love-stricken fools gazing into each other's eyes like lovesick puppies. But you and Attuma didn't care. He loved you, and you loved him, and that's all that mattered.
Attuma paused. He didn't think this would happen. He knew every battle strategy, where and when to strike the enemy, how to keep them in a position where they couldn't win, but being with you, it's like he forgot everything. But he did know one thing. He wanted you.
He wanted you bad.
"May I kiss you, Y/N?" he pleaded desperately. Of course, he was a gentleman, and if you said no, he would be perfectly fine with that. For you, he would wait as long as you believed he needed to.
"Yes," you replied, ecstatic and smiling so hard your mouth started to hurt.
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He gently grabbed your face, and your lips collided with his, moving in perfect sync like waves against the shore. It started off innocent but gradually became more animalistic and primal, and soon you were straddling his waist while his large hands cupped your ass. You decided to tease him by grinding on his manhood, causing a low groan to emit from his throat that made your pussy shiver. He teased you back by pulling your hair, revealing your neck, and started to litter the area with kisses and love bites, going lower and lower. You uncontrollably moaned, unaware of his hands drifting up toward the straps of your nightgown. He suddenly yanked down both the straps and massaged your breasts, uttering a groan while massaging the soft skin in his hands.
"So beautiful for me," he praised, his large hand wrapping around your throat, making you whimper. 
You moaned like a whore. A dirty, filthy whore. And Attuma wanted all of it. He wanted all of you.
"Attuma," you whispered, eyelids growing heavy as you struggled to stay conscious. It felt like he was squeezing the life out of you, and you felt your vision start to cloud until he roughly pulled you towards him.
"Ma', querida, you're not getting out of this that easily," he slapped your breast, making you scream. He then kissed your hot skin as an apology.
Suddenly, you felt yourself being lifted by the giant brute and quickly wrapped your arms around his neck and your legs, somewhat around his large waist. He swiftly made his way towards your bedroom, eyes never leaving yours. When he reached your room, he gently laid you on your bed, and you shivered, questioning what his next move would be. Silently, he slid your nightgown off your body, leaving you in your blue panties that were soaked with your arousal. For some reason, you felt self-conscious, and your hands were attempting to shield your body from his gaze. 
"Don't you dare," he warned, and you listened without hesitation, your hands retreating back to your sides.
Attuma then made his way on top of you, touching and kissing every part of your body. He eventually made his way to your underwear, and he bit down on the material, slowly pulling them off and revealing your wetness. You gasped at the sight. You couldn't believe this was happening. Without warning, he raised your legs and rested them upon his shoulders, his mouth only inches away from your pussy.
Just as you were about to beg him, you shrieked as he licked your cunt. Your eyes widened, and you screamed as Attuma clamped his mouth around your clit and sucked relentlessly, rolling the bud with his tongue and making your legs shake. You were instantly wet, juices gushing out of you. Lewd noises filled the room as he devoured you, mixed with your vulgar profanities while you desperately grinded on his tongue. 
You trembled under him, reduced to nothing but a panting mess as you could do nothing but take it. You held onto the bed sheets for dear life and sobbed as he gave you the best orgasm you've ever had. 
Attuma drank every drop of your wetness, feeling your pussy shake against his lips. He could've stayed between your legs forever, but he had bigger plans to get to. 
Begrudgingly, he released your clit from his mouth and laid your legs down. He slowly moved back to the edge of the bed and stood tall, admiring his work. He wiped his mouth and started to undress, and you caught a glimpse of his battle scars covering his body. He truly was magnificent. 
Your eyes moved further down to his cock. It was hard and girthy, and you noticed precum oozing out of the tip. You swallowed. This was going to be a night to remember. He climbed back onto the bed and hovered over you, rubbing his dick against your pussy. Nothing could brace you for what was about to happen next.
You screamed as he slammed himself inside you, stretching you open and filling you up. You looked to see your belly bulging with the shape of his cock, it was completely obscene. 
Attuma groaned; you were so deliciously tight around him, your soft walls pulling him in as he rutted up against you. He grabbed your hips with a bruising force and pulled you impossibly closer, your tits flushed against his chest. He fit inside you so perfectly, and you took him so well, it made him wonder why he had waited. He should have done this a long time ago.
He set a brutal pace as he repeatedly pounded into you, causing the bed to shake and your eyes to roll back. He couldn't take his eyes off the way your pussy engulfed his dick with each thrust. You looked so dumb and pretty, just like in his fantasies he imagined and touched himself to in the late hours of the night. Your moans were sweeter than any siren song, and Attuma wanted to hear you sing for him more.
"You're so wet," he grunted,  pulling out and slamming back in.
"You're a little slut, aren't you? This is what you wanted all along, isn't that right?" You shook your head and cried, it was too much, and you screamed as his dick continued smacking against your womb.
"A-Attuma, please slow down. You're going to break me!" You wailed, trying to push him away.
"I. Don't. Care", he snarled, pounding hard into you after every word. You felt a hand on your throat, and your pussy squeezed him even more. 
"Naughty little girl," he teased as he kissed and sucked on your neck. "Wanting my cock like the dirty slut you are. I'm gonna make sure you're pregnant with our babies. That's what you want, isn't it?" 
"No! N-No, please!" You begged. That wasn't true. You marveled at the thought of having his children. You felt so horny, feeling his dick pounding into you. Attuma leaned forward and held you in a tight embrace, forcing you to look at him as you slowly surrendered to your desires.
"You're mine," he growled. "Only mine. Say it!"
"I'm yours!" you shouted. You didn't care if everyone in Talokan heard you. You only cared about who was on top of you, who was worshiping you, who was inside you. You were so painfully close to another orgasm, and Attuma knew it. 
"Cum for me, in yakunaj," he pleaded, resting his forehead against yours. You could barely speak, barely form a coherent thought as that familiar ache started to build up in your core. You were getting closer, and you loved it, the feeling of coming undone in front of him. 
Attuma bit into your shoulder and you threw your head back and came. Your pussy squirted around his cock, and you almost passed out from the pleasure. Your back arched as he came inside you, filling you up with his warm seed. You moaned his name as your body twitched against him, trying to regain some sense of normality. That was the best sex you've ever had in your life. 
For a while, you both stayed like that, gasping for air while he remained deep in your warmness. Sadly, he pulled out, and you whimpered at the empty feeling. His cum felt dangerously good inside you, and you shivered, basking in the fact that he claimed you, ruining you for anyone else. You looked up to see your lover, who was also coming down from his high.
Attuma looked beautifully wrecked, his hair a mess and sweat glistening on his body. You didn't look too bad either, but you weren't complaining. You pulled him down for a kiss which he gladly reciprocated. You were both tired but happy.
"Attuma," you sighed exasperatedly, "that was amazing," you praised. He smiled and caressed your cheek with his hand. You giggled and kissed his palm, running your thumb over where your lips once were. He returned the action and held your hand to his heart. You felt your body heat up at the gesture. You sat up and started peppering his face with kisses, and he did the same to you. 
"I love you, Y/N."
"I love you more, my warrior."
And at that moment, Attuma's world shined even brighter now that you were his.
End.
Thank you so much for reading!💙
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pennie-dreadful · 6 months
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Because I'm seeing way too many of y'all bend over backwards to explain to Sylkie antis that Sylkie isn't """"selfcest""""
STOP. STOP IT.
Besides the fact that selfcest is not real and is in no way analogous to real world abuse or harm, it wouldn't matter even if it were. This post is not about rehashing that disk horse, though. This post is to say that YEAH IT'S WEIRD, LOKI AND SYLVIE FALLING IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER IS DEFINITELY WEIRD. We have had Mobius and Brad/X5 both remark on it, in fact. A romantic relationship between 2 variants of the same person from different timelines is still pretty significantly fucking weird.
AND THAT'S OK
That's why I like Sylkie, godfuckingdammit. I could not have come up with the concept if I tried, and if it had just been explained to me I would throw my hands in the air in frustration (while I certainly have enjoyed plenty of Loki shipfics, at the end of the day I don't really ship him with anyone and I violently hated the idea of him getting a canon love interest). But Tom and Sophia sold me on it with their frankly insane chemistry, and I honestly think they're the only canon Loki pairing I could ever accept, because the relationship itself mirrors Loki perfectly: kinda fucked up, weird and deviant. It's not a fairytale romance. They don't fix each other. They had every reason to hide their feelings and not trust each other, but they still did. AND THEN THEY STILL FUCKED IT UP AND HURT EACH OTHER, because turns out they have opposing ideologies re: the multiverse and how to save it (and what it needs saving from).
Sylkie shippers, you don't need to pander or justify yourselves to self righteous moralizing biphobic assholes. You just don't! Own the weirdness that is Sylkie! I am begging you to stop trying to prove that there's nothing wrong with Sylkie, and recognize that the fucked upness is the whole entire goddamn point.
(Addendum for clarification: this does not mean that I think Loki and Sylvie can't still have a healthy and balanced relationship. They can! I very very very much want them to! But they are both 15 different kinds of damaged and they are so, so not there yet. It's about the journey, not the destination 💚)
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solwhynot · 4 months
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Hello tumblr, i give you this Stranger Things x Percy Jackson Au because i love both and with the show coming out i had to finally draw it
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After the thingy there will be my headcanons/how i imagine the Au plus some closeups ^^
So i separrated the seasons as years, yes i did it so every season gets its own bead (also will make it easier to navigate the timeline lol) For now just byler in this au, but if y'all like it i'll talk more about it, so, ekhem:
• In this Au both Wheelers and Byers still live in Hawkins, i wanted to highlight that these two have been friends longer than others and overall just spent more time together (Yes, this will make the California move way more painfull than if they had never lived close, yes i do love my angst)
• Both Will and Jonathan are sons of Poseidon (it just makes sense to me idk why, i will not elaborate further rn)
•Mike and Nancy are actually children of Nike (You can't look me straight in the eyes and tell me that Karen had never been with a woman) but because its the 80s and PJO plot is like semi canon in this Au, the minor gods still weren't claiming their children, and both of them will stay unclaimed until i feel like writing an arc. But it will 100% give them a feeling like they're lesser than others and the need to prove themselves. Which i feel like is pretty close to the way they act in the canon
•In the Au The Upside Down is just Tartarus, so yeah, basically hell
•The story itself is similiar (almost the same) as the show just happening in the PJO universe
•Since Mike is unclaimed and has to sleep in the Hermes Cabin (for context Steve, Carol and Tommy are all kids of Hermes, so its kind of a nightmare to stay there, especially in the first few years) he often sneaks into the Poseidon Cabin and has sleepovers with Will
• '83 is actually their second or third (i didn't think this through yet ) year at camp, cause thats when they meet El, and the Party knows each other for some time now
•Hopper is a horse ( a centaur technically but it sounds funnier), this has nothing to do with Byler but i just find that really funny
After all that reading have some nice closeups as a reward
Also prepare yourselves for absolutely horrendous low quallity horses
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hazeldotc · 11 months
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Happy pride everybody!
PB and Marcy are one of my favourite ships
How's everybody doing with their love ones on pride month? (Including heterosexuals) I hope y'all are doing good and having fun. Stay safe out there and remember take care of yourselves mentally and physically
Be kind and respect each other regardless of their race, gender and and sexuality! Most importantly love yourself for who you are, be proud of who you've became or becoming!
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decolonize-the-left · 3 months
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Anyway, I really like the work The Last Poet is doing on tt to help the strike that Bisan called for. If you missed the post about it here's the gist:
TLP a person on tt who relies on mutual aid to survive. As such, when Bisan called for a strike they had the knowledge of how to organize mutual aid. They used that skillset to help employed ppl who wanted to strike but did not have unions/money to do it. She got some of her other friends who had also built trust on the app to help and they worked together to support these ppl.
And what they did was organize fundraising for 30+ people and as of 2 hours ago, they're only $800 away from their 19k goal
I would like to do something similar next time a credible strike is called for.
I will need help keeping things organized as I'm not that kind of ND so I'm also inviting others to help me or to do this yourselves if you are more capable.
Further this is Tumblr and not tt so it's gonna be a little different.
How it works (generally):
Figure out who wants to help coordinate, who can communicate with a lot of people, to write/explain posts, to track goals on a spreadsheet, rational decision making, etc. Then figure out your collective reach and abilities (like how many people you can all raise money for) and apply them where they fit best. These are your Organizers.
The aid: funds for people who can't afford to strike.
People in need of aid will make their own posts that the Social Media Team then boosts.
As you might be concerned, boosting everyone might inhibit anyone from meeting their goal. So focusing on a select few would is best to help ppl meet their goals. Then we can move on to the next person/batch of people. Organizers need to determine who the Social Media Team should focus on first (fcfs is usually fair) and make sure it's communicated clearly who those specific people are.
The Social Media Team team can be anyone with a social media acct but large blogs should definitely be sought out to participate here. The goal of the Social Media Team is to reach Supporters, people who will donate and/or boost further. Absolutely share and boost on other platforms. As TLP explains: there is no shortage of people who are willing to part with their wealth for a good cause, we just gotta find them
Constant communication between people getting aid and organizers is key so that goals are being properly reported and updated on posts.
The way TLP has it set up: large donations go to organizers who then split the money evenly between the people being boosted. Smaller amounts can be directly donated. Any amount donated needs to be reported to organizers so that it can be tracked properly. When the goal is met, they move to the next person until everyone is helped.
When everyone is helped you can all decide to help more people (if you are able/still have spoons to repeat the process) or you can rest up before it's time to do it again.
And before y'all tell me I can't:
Yes the fuck I can actually, so jot that down.
Who is with me? If we start organizing now and growing our little Tumblr pods then the next strike that comes around it'll be more effective cuz more people will be able to participate. More effective is the goal, right?
Spread this post too. I am not (and don't want to be) the only person doing this. If you're able, please start up something similar within your own circle. We will reach more people and be able to help more people if more people are organizing this kind of work.
If you ALREADY make mut aid posts or share don*tion posts, this is the same thing. Just a bigger, more organized scale. It's really not that scary. And just cuz I'm posting this on Tumblr, that doesn't mean you can't create your own effort on Twitter or insta or whatever. Everyone should be doing this everywhere if you ask me.
Also we could practice this by coordinating with people who currently have mut-aid posts up. Just saying ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ we could learn how to be more effective while helping each other at the same time.
So if you wanna be involved or get involved then reblog this. Share it somewhere else. Make your own post about it. Just share it. Consider this the first post that needs to be boosted are you part of the team or not?
Also I feel like we'd find each other way easier if we used a specific hashtag for this decentralized global strike fundraising so leave some suggestions in the replies ⬇️
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wing-ed-thing · 7 months
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Kisame Hoshigaki Friendship to Lovers Headcanons
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Tags/Warnings: No Reader Pronouns, Fluff
𓆃 It's about the only way it's going to go. Kisame isn't exactly the type to seek out a romantic relationship off the bat. He just isn't very interested, but unlike some of his peers, he hasn't sworn off the potential of a partnership.
𓆃 And yes, to him it's a partnership which is why the friendship to lovers pipeline is so smooth. Because in any potential professional partnership, you'll grow closer and more personal until you've ended up in a place where you don't know what you are per se.
𓆃 Will Kisame ever answer you? Hell no. You shouldn't even ask because he'll laugh you off, mess up your hair, and move along.
𓆃 He's weird about labels, but that doesn't stop him from being territorial.
𓆃 Rather, he expects for your relationship to be just be understood. That any special relationship or importance or any other sappy title doesn't need to be said nor should it (because that's the line of work your in).
𓆃 While he doesn't really stick to the old-fashioned shinobi codes, they are very deeply ingrained in him. The Hidden Mist was a very rough village and used draconic methods for longer than a good number of other shinobi societies.
𓆃 So while Kisame doesn't swear off close friends or other valued individuals, he's prone to keeping other's at an arm's length. The underlying value also being that he wouldn't hesitate to cut down anyone for the sake of a mission.
𓆃 It's likely best if you understand that to a degree. Not to say that you would have to agree, but being in the shinobi world should allow you to understand his attitudes.
𓆃 Although, this doesn't differ too much from other shinobi values.
𓆃 An ideal partnership would be most possible with someone Kisame hits it off with. He likes the kind of person who is willing to go along with impulsive ideas and keeps things interesting.
𓆃 Not to mention who will make a great sparring partner. It's how he likes to have his fun, so if you have good stamina and take pride in your combat abilities, you're sure to build a close relationship.
𓆃 Kisame likes to roughhouse and that will make up a significant chunk of your banter.
𓆃 And you'll carry on just like that, not even noticing the exceptions you make for each other because you're together all the time.
𓆃 And one day, maybe he'll surprise you.
𓆃 "I've had my fill," Kisame might say, heaving a heavy sigh the last of his opponents falls to the ground.
𓆃 You might snort, jesting that you had never heard him say that before or a snide remark about how you fought more than he did.
𓆃 And when Kisame tells you, "I think I'm retired," he doesn't blame you when you laugh at him. He snickers along with you at the ridiculous thought.
𓆃 Because he never truly is retired. But if turning in a bounty to get the fighting itch out of his system before coming to your secluded spot by the shore to start dinner is his version of retired, you supposed you should give it to him.
𓆃 You'd throw your headbands and cloaks off a nearby cliff. You'd build your little cottage yourselves, your two weapons next to the door as if they were umbrellas.
𓆃 A little dock would be nearby where you'd continue to spar, and a thick, fortified kitchen table for when you're stitching each other up later that night.
𓆃 You supposed nothing really changes in Kisame's version of retirement other than no longer having any allegiance to a nation.
Thank you to all who liked, reblogged, followed, and supported. Your support means so much and is greatly appreciated.
Notes: I'm still recharging but since it's taking so long I wanted to throw y'all a bone.
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pinkyjulien · 4 months
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🎁 Happy Holidays, Chooms!🎄
Stinkies and myself wishes y'all to have an amazing weekend, whenever you celebrate xmas or not! 🤲
This time of year can be difficult for some, and with everything going on (large or small scale, online or IRL) it's important more than ever to take care of yourselves and your loved ones 💚
Focus on your well being and on your happiness, respect and be kind to each others 🤏 lets all try to put aside all the unecessary negativity, a lot of people find refuge in online communities during uncomfortable family reunions, so lets keep it welcoming!
Have a great week and weekend everyone~
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🎨 Amazing art from the dear @valrez Forever thankful for all your creations 🧡
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milune-vox · 12 days
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What my experience of non-binarity means, to me. I’m non-binary, because when people only call me miss, I don’t feel good. When I’m only called a woman, I simply don’t, feel, good. There are expectations attached to this identity that I don’t relate to. If “woman” wasn’t attached to so much societal expectation that I don’t relate to, I wouldn’t give a damn. But I know what most people mean and perceive, when they see me as a woman, and it isn't accurate, it doesn't fit, it makes me want to crawl out of my own skin. 
And heck, it’s okay to be a woman, it’s okay to be a girl. It just doesn’t sit right with me. Sometimes, rarely, it does. A certain aspect of feminity, anyway. My identity is too fluid for me to just stop at “I felt like a woman once or twice this month, so I guess that’s my gender forever.”. Being non-binary is a way to free myself from societal expectations of what I can be, of what I can do, of what I can feel. To get the fuck out of a box that has gotten me in a chokehold for a bloody long time. 
When people call me sir, sometimes I feel good. When people call me mx, sometimes I feel good. When people call me mx, sir, AND miss, I feel truly understood, seen, and respected. I feel AWESOME. Because, in the end, it’s not so much the fact of being called “miss” that makes me feel bad. It’s the fact of ONLY being called miss.
At some point, I just gotta learn to embrace my inner chaos, and my identity is part of it. Sometimes I might feel more like one or the other, or the other, or the other, etc. Who knows. Not even me. It’s just so goddamn freeing, and so much more accurate to my perceived reality, to not be only ONE thing.
So, yeah. If you care about me, and/or want to respect me… You know what to do ! Mix it up. Make blunders too, as long as they’re well meant ! I’ll never get mad at anyone for messing up on something that I haven’t made clear, especially when it’s not even clear to me. Everything is fine as long as we’re all trying our best here. It'll all be fine, as long as we're doing our best to love each other- and care for our true, authentic selves.
Life is fucking short. If you can, be free. Even in secrecy, be proud. And always, be kind. Love on y'all. Take care of yourselves out there.
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void-ink-studios · 5 months
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Even More Parenting Nonsense
I talked at length about Scarab and his whole deal with parenthood. Seems only fair that I give my thoughts about Prismo, so here we go.
Also, y'all might've tempted me into writing something. Hope your happy with yourselves.
Prismo, despite being "Everybody's Pal" comes across to me as a very isolated being. His only company is superficial, except for Cosmic Owl, at least until Jake and later Scarab. He only interacts with other gods and the briefest of moments with mortals. So Prismo has almost... no experience with children. He understands the concept and theory, and would like to interact with kids, but it's only under very dire circumstances that a kid would ever be the one to find the Time Room. So, the prospect of parenthood is equal parts very exciting for him, and also completely terrifying.
He talks to Life about it. A lot. Like, a lot a lot. He probably tries to talk to Simon as well. But both sources had their own strangeness that makes their advice hard to apply. It mostly just leaves him feeling more lost and confused than before, but he's at least assured that kids know when/if their parents love them, and that goes a long way. It's the little bit of reassurance he needs because, despite whatever mistakes they might make, he knows that they'll both love this kid, and try their absolute best.
Prismo tries his best to stay calm when their kid is a grub in the burrow, because Scarab keeps assuring him that they'll be fine until they emerge, but it doesn't help much. He just knows that babies are fragile, their baby is alone in a hole, and that a lot of things could go wrong. He's kind of relieved when they emerge from the burrow early so he can hold them and be reassured that they're safe and sound.
I think Prismo is, above everything else, afraid. He's afraid of losing more people he loves, especially when this one is so tiny and reliant on him. He's afraid especially of Nightmo. He knows that Nightmo is a defense mechanism that only emerges during extreme negative emotion, but Nightmo is unpredictable. Yes, it did emerge when he wanted to protect Scarab, but then the Nightmare attacked the thing he was trying to protect because it does not recognize friend from foe. Prismo is terrifying Nightmo might do something terrible if it ever emerged around their child, and that Scarab would never forgive him for it.
Compared to Scarab, Prismo is a lot quicker to intervene if bad decisions are about to be made. While Scarab operates under the idea that 'experience is the best teacher', Prismo tries to more directly teach why something might be a good or bad idea. He's a lot more likely to explain the why, and a bit more directly involved in how things might play out.
Honestly, Scarab and Prismo together cover a lot of each other's weaknesses. Scarab is orderly and structured, able to place down rules to curb initial impulses. Prismo then intervenes if the kid still wants to do the thing against the rules. And if they go through with it anyway, Scarab is there to watch the consequences play out and basically ask "What did we learn from this?"
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belethlegwen · 9 days
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The Stranding - Chp 69 - The Girl With Two Captains
Ayyyyyyy nice
Here, please enjoy this late night (for me, at least. I like to do this in the mornings usually but today has been a rollercoaster and I felt like I had to do something) update of Melanie, Henry and Daniel working through the aftermath of their Surprise Naval Operation.
Again, not doing this on any kind of schedule, everything is still semi-madness over here, but... I felt proud of what I've managed to accomplish today. Wanted to share something with y'all.
Much love, take care of yourselves and each other as much as you can <3
~ Belle
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unveilandresist · 6 months
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y'all know how the media is spouting all kinds of garbage about palestine?
jsyk they have done the same damn thing with covid. covid is not like a casual cold or the flu. covid destroys your vascular system. covid fucks up your body's immune system. if you are wondering why you get sick so easily now, that is very likely why. your chance of becoming chronically ill increases with each infection you have, and up to 60% of cases are asymptomatic. they are lying about shit because the only thing that matters in the US is keeping the wheels of capitalism going and making the rich richer. remember at the beginning when Dan Patrick said we should sacrifice grandma for the economy?
he said the quiet bit out loud. vulnerable people have to rely on others to keep us safe, because the government does not give a single fuck. thousands of people are still dying of covid and many more are becoming disabled.
I haven't gone anywhere other than doctor's appointments and the grocery store for years now, as I am too sick to work and it is too risky. high risk people now cannot see their medical providers or even go to the hospital without putting ourselves at risk because no one masks even though covid is a highly contagious airborne virus.
I'm begging y'all to wear N95 masks or better (r/masks4all and r/zerocovidcommunity are helpful resources) and protect yourselves and the people around you- especially if you are showing up to a protest, crowds are extremely risky for covid transmission.
Please show solidarity by masking. Please give a fuck about your fellow humans. The difference between masking and not can mean saving a life or preventing permanent disability.
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visceravalentines · 2 years
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A Place of Business
Dad's Best Friend!Dilf!Bo Sinclair x AFAB!Reader
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Part 1 here!
Smut & fun bantery fluff, age gap, dad's best friend, kind of aggressive semi-public oral, implied cum swallowing, dirty talk, praise, reader is referred to as darlin', baby girl, and pretty.
Okay so here's the sequel and also part 3 is almost done and maybe this is a whole fic now oops?? I hope you love it, I know a lot of y'all have been going through it this week and you deserve this man being obsessed with you. <3
Tagging my down bad dilf moots. @vincent-sinclair-deserved-better, @slutforguts, @brandnewhuman, @fluffy-little-demon, @cypressnmarigolds, @slasherlouvre
The bell on the shop door tinkled your arrival.  Bo looked up from the paperwork on his desk and smiled at you.  “Mornin’, sunshine.” 
“Good morning, handsome.  How are you?” 
He sat up straight and stretched his back.  “Better with you here.”  You set a disposable travel cup of coffee on his desk.  “Aww, what an angel.” 
“You’re so easy to please.” 
He smirked.  “You would know, baby girl.  C’mere.”  He beckoned you around the three-sided desk.  “Coffee could use a little sugar.” 
“I thought you said no action in the front of house,” you said even as you rounded the corner of the desk, standing with his knee between your legs. 
“I am the boss, I make the rules,” he said, tilting his head back as you bent over him. 
“Whatever you say, sir.” 
He jerked back before you could kiss him.  “Hey now, you watch that mouth.  I will not have that kinda talk here, this is a place of business.” 
“I’m so sorry, sir.” 
He shook his head, unable to keep from looking pleased.  “I oughta glue those pretty lips shut.” 
Movement out of your periphery alerted you both simultaneously that someone was walking up to the door.  You took a big step backwards and Bo spun his chair to face forward. 
“Why don’t y’make yourself useful and grab me the new files from yesterday?” he said as the customer came in. 
“Yes sir.”  His expression brought an irrepressible smile to your face as you escaped to the filing closet in the back. 
It had been a week since your parents’ backyard barbecue, a week since a man your father’s age had stolen your heart and fucked you in your high school bed – and done such a good job of it.  When you had presented the idea of a summer job at Bo’s shop to your parents, they were enthusiastic. 
“Bo’s a hard worker,” your dad said.  “He’ll have you hunched over that desk in no time.” 
And he was right, in a manner of speaking. 
Spending all day every day with Bo had been wonderful, but truth be told, you hadn’t had much time to yourselves.  Besides making out in the break room, sneaking a hand on his ass in the garage, and of course, the conclusion to your first day on the job wherein he bent you over the desk and made you see stars, you hadn’t had the real pleasure of his company all week. 
It felt wise to play it safe at first.  No need to risk a neighbor catching you groping each other during his smoke breaks or arousing your parents’ suspicion with too many late nights.  It was a delightful kind of torture, making eyes at each other through the window between the office and the garage.  He was so attractive, that mouth, those hands. 
At night you’d lay in bed, texting him sweet things, dirty things.  Once, just once, you’d called him, let him murmur the most charming filth you’d ever heard, touching yourself to his voice in your ear.  The thought of your parents somehow finding out kept you from doing it again no matter how much fun it had been. 
You heard the tinkling of the bell again, heralding the customer’s departure, and turned around just as Bo appeared in the doorway.  “Found those files you wanted, si – “ 
He was on you in seconds.  “Fuck the files, get over here.” 
He pushed your hips back, pinning you against the wall, and you knotted your fingers in his hair as he kissed you like he might never get the chance again.  You nipped at his lip, grinding against him, goosebumps rolling across your skin as he slid his hands under your shirt and up your ribs. 
“I want you so bad, darlin’,” he said, breathless.  “I’ve half a mind to take you on the hood o’ that hybrid in the garage.” 
“Take me right here,” you replied, fumbling with his belt. 
He grabbed a hold of your wrists.  “You stop that, y’vixen.” 
You gave him the most desperate look you were capable of, which wasn’t hard.  “Please.” 
“Fuck, baby.” 
“Please?”  You sank to your knees, eyes locked on his face, ran your hands down his jeans.  He chuckled helplessly, pushed his fingers through your hair.  “Please?  I’ll be so quiet.” 
“Nah, I want you loud, darlin’.”  Bo took your hands and pulled you to your feet, wrapped you in his arms and kissed you sweetly.  “Come over tonight,” he said with his nose on your nose.  “Spend the weekend with me.” 
“What am I supposed to tell my folks?” 
“That you met some cradle-robbin’ good-for-nothin’ and you’ve been swept off your feet.” 
“I don’t think that’s gonna fly.” 
“Damn.” 
You squeezed him around the waist.  “I bet I could tell them I’m taking a trip with a friend.  Won’t be back til Monday.” 
“Shop’s closed Monday.” 
“Tuesday then.” 
“Shop’s closed Tuesday.” 
“Bo,” you laughed. 
“I’m retirin’.  Gonna go live in sin with this cute lil thing I picked up at a friend’s house.”  
You pinched him.  “You’re terrible.” 
“I know, darlin’, just the worst.”  He kissed you again. 
“I’ll have to go home first and pack.” 
“Pack what, you don’t need no clothes.” 
You laughed.  “I have to tell my parents that I’m going somewhere.” 
He sighed dramatically.  “I s’pose that’s fair.” 
You tapped your finger against the scar on his chin.  “Don’t you have work to do?” 
“Nah I told you, I’m retirin’.  You take over, I’ll strut around and distract you.” 
“I thought that’s what you paid me for.” 
“Damn right.”  He pecked you on the cheek and reluctantly let you go, walking out into the hall before turning back around and leaning in the doorway.  “Hey.” 
You glanced up from the files, which someone had scattered all over the floor. 
“You look lovely today, darlin’, I mean it.” 
His sincerity warmed you from the inside out.  You smiled bashfully.  “Thanks, Bo.” 
“‘Specially on your knees like that.” 
Your jaw dropped open and he ducked away, snickering.  “You’re an ass!” you called after him, suppressing a grin. 
The morning soon became busy and the time passed quickly.  The lunch hour came and went with a slew of customers picking up and dropping off their vehicles.  When at last there was a lull, Bo sat down heavily in the desk chair and you perched on the desktop nearby. 
“I’m ready to call it a day, baby, what d’you think?” 
You lit up.  “I’ll go lock up right now.” 
He gave you a tired smile.  “Nah, it’s only three.  I can hold off on retirement for a couple more hours.” 
You stretched out your leg, poked him with the toe of your sneaker.  “What if we make a bet?” 
Bo raised his eyebrows.  “I am a gamblin’ man.” 
You slid off the desk, crouched just beneath it with your hands on his knees.  “If I can get you off before the next person comes in, we leave when they do.  If not, we stay ‘til five.” 
He regarded you with interest.  “And what happens when that person comes in and the job ain’t done yet?” 
“No one can see back here, I’ll just hang out.” 
“You and me both, I s’pose.”  You beamed.  Bo shook his head, scootched to the edge of the chair, undid his belt.  “And here I thought I was the devil.” 
“I’ll corrupt you yet, Bo Sinclair.”  That earned you a loud, authentic laugh. 
It took some maneuvering, but finally you managed to get his dick situated to where it was both accessible and not pinched in his fly.  A smirk played faintly on his lips as you stroked him, working up the beginnings of an erection.  His blue eyes flicked up to the door periodically and then back to you. 
“You’re so big,” you remarked. 
“You don’t gotta flatter me, darlin’, I already – fuck.”  His whole body tensed and his fingers clenched around the arms of the chair as you slipped him abruptly into your mouth.  “Goddamn, baby girl, you’re a miracle.” 
You hmmed in agreement, causing him to arch his spine as his cock hardened to its full length.  You sucked him all the way in, until his tip bulged at the back of your throat, then slid your tongue slowly along the ridge on the underside of his dick, looking up at him with wide, innocent eyes.  You’d be damned if there wasn’t a blush creeping up his neck. 
You pulled him out of your mouth with a pop.  “What’s the matter, Bo?  You look a little worked up.” 
“You’re too damn good at that, darlin’.  Makin’ me jealous wonderin’ who you been practicin’ on.” 
“This is my first time, actually.” 
He stared at you.  “…you gotta be kiddin’.” 
You grinned wolfishly.  “You’re so gullible.”
He scowled.  “The devil, I swear.” 
“I don’t know why you think I’m so sweet and upstanding.” 
“I liked it better when your mouth was full.” 
You took that as your cue, pulled him back in and then out once more before wrapping your lips around his tip and circling the frenulum with your tongue.  He let out a low moan, relaxing back into the seat, eyes easing shut. 
You had him right where you wanted him, his abs clenching with the rhythm of your mouth, when the tinkling of a bell announced the arrival of a third party. 
Bo’s eyes snapped open.  He was immediately bolt upright.  “Mrs. Swenson, how are ya this fine afternoon?” he asked brightly.   
You started to withdraw when suddenly his hand was on the back of your head, holding you in place.  Your eyes widened as he pushed his dick deeper into your mouth.  Mrs. Swenson said something in reply but it was lost to you forever as his fingertips dug into your scalp. 
“Well, I’m sure we can help you with that,” Bo said in a remarkably even voice.  You looked up at him.  It was like he had donned a mask.  He was completely unbothered, totally composed.  It was a little scary and incredibly alluring. 
With the utmost care to avoid any lewd sounds, you picked up where you’d left off, cupping his tip beneath your tongue, pressing him against the roof of your mouth, sliding him all the way in and then almost all the way out as he discussed the finer points of tire rotation with Mrs. Swenson. 
“You’re looking well, Bo,” Mrs. Swenson said.
“Thank you, ma’am,” he smiled, clenching your scalp.  “Clean, wholesome livin’.”
You heard a pause.  “...don’t you smoke?”
“Sure do.”
The amount of saliva collecting in your mouth was becoming a problem.  You gripped Bo’s calves, cast a pleading glance up at him.  He didn’t look down at you but seemed aware of your plight judging by his crooked smirk and the way he spanned a thumb over to the corner of your eye to smudge away the tear collecting there.
By the time he had set an appointment with Mrs. Swenson and sent her on her way, you were drooling, your eyes streaming, utterly helpless, undeniably aroused.  When that bell gave one last blessed jingle he at last met your gaze.
“Took that like a champ, darlin’.”  You whimpered.  He tilted his head, admiring you.  “What a mess. ‘S enough to melt a man’s heart.”  Bo cupped his hand under your jaw and eased himself out of your mouth.  You gasped in relief and wiped the spit off your chin.  
“Y’lost the bet, but you look so fine I think you’ve earned an early end to the day.”  He pushed the chair back and leaned down to kiss your swollen lips.  “Certainly been puttin’ in work.”
You moved to get up and he stopped you with a hand on your chest.  “Ah-ah, where d’y’think you’re goin’?  Never leave a task half-done, baby girl.  Catch your breath and get back at it.  I wanna cum in that pretty mouth.”
Several uninterrupted minutes later, he did just that.  The sight of him with his head thrown back and your name on his lips was an absolute dream.  He kissed you again with the taste of himself still sweet on your tongue.  You were out of breath, throat sore, hair disheveled, indescribably content. 
He wove his fingers between yours, kissed the backs of your hands.  “I wanna make you happy, darlin’.  Anythin’ you want, it’s yours.” 
“I want to wake up with you tomorrow,” you said, suddenly shy. 
Bo smiled at you, a gorgeous, genuine smile that lit up his face.  “Well then you best run along home and pack your toothbrush.” 
“What am I gonna do with my car?  I can’t just park in your driveway, someone will see it.” 
“I’m a mechanic, doll.  I have a big-ass garage.” 
“Will you make me dinner?” 
“I will fix you supper tonight and breakfast in the mornin’, you ain’t even gotta ask.” 
“What a gentleman.” 
“And a scoundrel, don’t you forget it.” 
You wanted him so badly, wanted to touch every part of him, wanted to listen to him talk about anything in the world, wanted to hear him say your name in every tone of voice, wanted to wake up beside him the next morning and the morning after that and the one after that and maybe the one after that, too.  The feeling had arrived well ahead of the words to describe it.  So instead, you climbed to your feet, took his face in your hands, and kissed him for a long time. 
Bo squeezed your hips.  “You best hurry up now, I might die o’ loneliness before you show up.” 
“I’ll be fast.” 
“Course you will, you ain’t bringin’ no clothes.” 
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itsyagurlchip · 16 days
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٠ ˚ ※ ๋࣭  ᯓ⚝ ⋆ .˚✰Oh Golly!٠ ˚ ※ ๋࣭  ᯓ⚝ ⋆ .˚✰
✰⋆⁺warnings: anxiety x anxiety(!) lesbo action/j(!) fluff(!) slight angst(!) mentions of drowning(!) roblox respawn(!) both of them are ace(!)
✰⋆⁺IDK WHENS BI AWARENESS WEEK, BUT MINES HAS BEEN SHOWING A LOT AS OF RECENT- I hope you guys like this as much as me!
✰⋆⁺ *ugly ass horn sounds off* Y'all thought I was joking when I said I was gay for Pomni huh? Jesters are hot man. Idk what it is...
since both of you have anxiety, Pomni's being more severe, you guys comfort each other often.
Not verbally though, because, you know, it's hard for you guys to form words without thinking it would hurt the other.
Many cuddles would ensue, and no one would be the spoon. You guys would be holding each other, with tangled legs in the morning.
Since you are a bit more confident, you hold Pomni's oddly bouncy head, and kiss every insecurity off of her.
Which takes a moment...
Caine claims it "takes time away from glorious adventures" despite you two needing only 15 minutes to get yourselves together.
The games he chooses are very short anyway 💀 (unless it's story oriented)
If Pomni gets overwhelmed, but can't go anywhere, you simply hold her hand or subtly(not really) lean against her carefully.
She's probably shorter than you, making the relationship even cuter.
Imagine you just picking her up and running around the virus grounds with her.
"Hey! Put me down Please?" Pomni whimpered as her long dress flowed in between your fingers. Her hands were covering her face, her body tucking into itself the longer you walked.
"C'mon sweetheart! I only want to carry my dearest princess to her castle! What good of a knight would I be if I didn't?" You said, your metal armor clanking on beat with your footsteps.
She loves you too much to stop the act, even if Caine forced them to do it anyway. This was one of the few adventures Pomni would admit she enjoyed.
She's more likely to grab onto a limb of yours for comfort during an anxiety attack.
Anyone who isn't you she'll smack them off.
Or accidentally punt them when it's unexpected.
Pomni would love to find the exit, just to see who you really are in real life.
Would you still act the same?
Would you still take care of her the way you do?
Would you still love her?
Maybe that's why she hasn't been looking for the exit recently.....
....
Pomni isn't so sure she wants to leave as much as she did before.
"Do you ever think of leaving? Or what we may be like in real life?" Pomni asked as she sat in your lap. Her head looked up at you, her hands around all the way to your back. You were currently doing paper crafts with some shaped scissors you found, creating hearts of all kinds.
"Sometimes." You responded, pausing the creativity for a moment.
"What does that mean?"
"I just think about you, and then everything is okay. I don't need the outside world, not right now. I'm fine with what I have. Plus, having you on my mind is a pleasure I always experience." You concluded, leaving Pomni flushed bright red. Her pinwheel pupils dilated heavily, with her jaw slightly hanging downwards.
"(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)"
When you two first met, it was about 2 weeks after Pomni's arrival.
Which raised suspicion that didn't get looked into.
Anyways- A new person was here!
But they took one look at everyone and ran.
Where to?
They themselves didn't even know, but she knew she had to get out as soon as possible.
And that's how you d*&n near drowned yourself in the digital lake!
It was very dark..Hard to breathe as easy as it was...Water rushing into your avatar...until you felt nothing
Oh look they respawned! wonder what happened to them?
Pomni was the first to approach you, asking if you had seen any exits around.
To which you raised an eyebrow at. By everyone else's response, you were new here.
how would you know!?!
So you shook your head solemnly as the jester deflated a bit.
And ever since then, you were the one she'd go to to ramble about the exit, a possible escape, random interests, and overall fear of this new bright place.
Especially because you'd be the only one willing to listen.
Having someone to relate to- straight from the start as well -was a bond you two had shared.
:)
After a few months of nothing, nada, zilch, Pomni talked less and less about it.
Leading her to focus on you.
How were you so pretty? And how does your body sway like that?
It kinda made the fool in her act up.
She started to notice more and more about you.
Like how the way your lights would shine under the low graphics of this hellhole.
Or how your voice captured her attention no matter what you were saying.
She loved the way you smiled, your tone of color.
H*&l! She could even say she's in love with y- Oh s*&t.
I mean no wonder!
But what if you don't like her? But you love her too!
Ok, but what if she isn't good enough? You think the same about yourself, and rush to reassure her.
welp. there's no arguing, you guys were dating now.
*me when I pull a jester by being autistic*
Her favorite part about you is your laugh, and the way your teeth show when you grin at her.
I mean she's a jester, what the heck?
Pomni will go out of her way to make sure you laugh at least once a day.
and by golly is it worth it!
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