#because I can't tune them out

[wildernessuntothemselves]

Kpop stans talking about their fave: wow they sound so good literally they have the voice of an angel i'm gonna cry

Their fave: delivers the most mediocre vocal performance I've ever heard in my life

#it's been a while since I've posted something to get me cancelled #but like you can stan an idol while also acknowledging their shortcomings #it's especially annoying when they demand equal lines for all the members #saying it's unfair #no what's unfair is the good vocalist/rapper getting the same amount of line as someone that can't carry a tune #this whole “all rounder” trend in kpop is contributing to this ridiculousness #no your faves aren't all rounders #that's just what companies are now calling members because none of them stand out enough in any category to be called main anythibg #not gonna mention names #some of them my own faves #but really guys #have you not heard good singers before? #i understand liking someone's tone or voice color #but saying they're objectively great is ridiculous #anyway rant over lmao #delete later #mort talks

[grapejuicegay]

Okay, friend

#OH NO I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS #first of all the obvious red and blue boys #the one who's ready to jump all in at the slightest hint of reciprocation #and the one who gets too into his own head and tries to chicken out of talking about his feelings #but also thinking about all the meta (and specifically jemmo's post) about the ep 10 fist bump #and how they were on the same level through it all and how their relationship is level and reciprocal at every point #and how we're seeing the exact opposite take place here in msp #tinn has just been rejected #and done so in a way where he has no idea that gun likes him too #gun trying to reach out in a situation that IS difficult for them both #but he has a step up on tinn here where he knows that his feelings are reciprocated even if they can't be together right now #and so of course tinn is the one to step back when he tries to make a move under the cover of the mv #because he has just been rejected where gun... just hasn't #and most importantly both episodes ending with immaculate food based flirting 10/10 #anyway here's some boys fist bumping about their feelings in ep 6 #(and talking about said feelings next to a body of water) #tune in next week for boys not really dating and also performing a tragic romance in ep 7! #my school president #my school president series #bad buddy #bad buddy series #bad buddy brain rot #this isn't about bad buddy but when is anything not about bad buddy anymore #< i love this tag but you best believe i am going to make anything and everything about bad buddy #kk.gifs #oh this is my first gifset of 2023!!!

[sskk-manifesto]

(´･ᴗ･ ` )

#I really like the “We're the bad guys' enemy” line. For someone I generally despise Dazai has all my favourite lines in this show… #Idk I can't really vibe with the unbalance that there is between s/kk. #Like when push comes to shove‚ Dazai has the power to keep Chuuya alive or let him die. #I understand why they make a compelling dynamic in their complexity‚ but it just doesn't do it for me. #I'm a little sad my opinion on them hasn't really changed since I watched the anime for the first time... #Also; I really can't vibe with Chuuya allowing Dazai to kill Q. Yes I know Chuuya cares about his comrades deeply. #Yes I know it can be interpreted as Chuuya seeing himself in Q as a living weapon and being disgusted by it #(though I honestly don't think that was intentional of the author). #Yes I know Chuuya is a mafioso and kills people. No I don't think your personal issues justify you being a dick to other people I'm sorry. #Back to my main annoyance with the episode: I must have already talked about this but I hate hate hate the narrative #“the mafia works for the city” “the mafia deeply loves the city too” it's so so sickening and insulting please stop I'm begging. #Please visit any actual city with a rooted mafia presence for once in your life (signed: someone whose hometown was destroyed by the mafia. #The writers really don't know what they're talking about and‚ politely‚ it's offensive.) #Also b/sd keeping being extremely nationalist with Mori (who's largely depicted unsimphatetically for the first part of the episode)– #bringing up western thinkers and subtly mocking Fukuzawa for not knowing them– #and Fukuzawa (the righteous man. the noble spirit and just soul in this episode and Mori's antithesis)– #stepping forward to say that he knows strategists from the east (because who else would he need?) #I don't know if it's meant to symbolize the conflict with an hostile and invading foreign power (the Guild). #But it does come across as. A very isolationist way of thinking. #I know it's subtle but it's really evident for me. And I didn't want to talk about this any further… #But by bringing actual examples of this I hope I can better explain why I think that b/sd holds nationalist views– #and that I'm not just making it up out of nowhere. Otherwise I fear I'd only come off as pettily hostile to b/sd in everything #That's it. I feel like I've been losing a lot of mutuals over my main recently due to not shutting up (sorry) #so I suppose it's only fair I lose them on here too pffttt. #Tune in next week for more bad takes #random rambles

[whalesfall]

don't think I've ever seen the sheer level of instability (emotional, mental, literal) that growing up and living in volatile spaces will do to a mf portrayed quite as well as in the bear. the guts and the total in it you as the viewer are. moment after moment after moment going so fast that the ones where the characters become slow and communicative are like blissful reprieves that feel so long and too short in comparison to the many moments where the volatility takes over, people scream, people throw things, they cry, they panic. god the panic attacks. and the thing about the bear is that all of these characters in their cycles of abuse and instability and emotional disconnect and dissociation and anxiety and mental illness are all given such grace by the eyes of the camera and by the eyes of the viewer. never is anyone here anything but a tragedy in their own right. the pain you did unto others while you were in pain is a tragedy. the pain others did unto you is a tragedy. "please just tell me it's okay." "it's okay." <- top ten scenes I'll be thinking about forever, I think.

#the bear had me tuning out the way I used to during [redacted] #the bear #'are you okay' yeah the portrayal of growing up in unstable households with family members #clearly suffering from mental illness with no help #and the people around them can't help them either because they're drowning in their own right #but everyone is trying so hard to help everyone all the time #got to me #finished the 2nd season today and I'm still ruminating on it a bit #the bear spoilers

[stillflight]

Next time someone uses the word "speciesist" to describe the consumption of animal matter or says you can't be an anarchist if you're not vegan because "humans > animals is a hierarchy" I'm going to look them in the eye and say "Why are animals higher in the hierarchy than plants? Why are you kingdomist?" And it's not going to be ironically at all.

#also I can't fucking stand ''vegans'' who think eating animals is morally wrong except it's fine if it's fish. that doesn't count obviously #anyways to me eating other animals is about the LACK of a hierarchy. NOT eating them would be ''humans > animals'' #because you are refusing to take part in the cycle of nature and what your body & brain were designed to do for the belief that #you are inherently above nature & other animals and can choose to opt out of it all #not even regarding the fact that I'm not human‚ I'm a carnivorous bird of prey and I eat meat to feel in tune with my species #maybe I could survive biologically on fucking celery and lima beans but not psychologically #my point here is though. that plants are living creatures. when you eat a plant you are still killing a living thing. #I'm sorry but unless you are a photosynthesizer or other kind of autotroph you're going to have to accept that you kill to eat #and if it's about the unethical farming to you look up sometime what we're doing to our topsoil with monocultures #at least that's if the terrible labor practices and exploitation of PEOPLE don't make an impact on your empathy

[spider-man-2o99]

peter: okay, miles, so, now that you're spider-man, it's important for you to recognize that there are some lines that we as superheroes have no right to cross. yes, we take the law into our own hands by acting as vigilantes, but we should never place ourselves as the sole judge, jury, and execut--

miguel, behind him:

#itsv #atsv #spider-man #spider-man 2099 #peter parker #miguel o'hara #plus honorary miles who has absolutely tuned out the both of them trying to remember a song lyric he hasn't heard in a while #anyways this is one of my favorite soundclips in the whole world #peter can't even kill kraven without his whole life going to hell meanwhile migs dropped the vulture off a highway and sleeps like a baby #objectively this is one of the funniest things about him #like. . . ... he was more torn-up over THE SPECIALIST. which. honestly fair i guess because it was an accident #but still #still. #would love it if across the spider-verse casually references that he has blood on his hands and that's why they made the palms red or smthn #i Doubt that that specifically is why though. just from a visual design standpoint it helps to make his talons distinct from his hands #anyways im ramblin

[good--merits-accumulated]

tentatively mapping out the the little white horse au

#atp i expect everything i write to go a little arthurian #so when i found myself naming the lakes tristan and iseult it was just like. sigh. ok. we're going here now #this is turning out to be a very strange project not least because it seems to be absolutely rooted in places and locations #like. to the point where i can't make myself work on the plot/events until i finish this rudimentary map #this has never happened before but i'm very excited to see where it takes me. thinking about studying tim robinson's maps #+ getting a little more conscientious with labels and their locations #also another note; most of the names are transmutable - i don't expect many of them to stay #anyway i'm having a ball and will probably be talking a lot about this in coming weeks so stay tuned! #tristan writes #ish #dead poets society fanfic #dead poets society

[stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage]

As much fun as I'm having doing my alternative run of DA2, one thing I really miss about my mage Hawke is his friendship with Merrill.

Those two are best friends and he's 100% supportive in her goals toward the eluvian. Ed has the humorous/charming personality, too, which bounces off super well with Merrill. He doesn't think any less of her for her usage of blood magic; if anything he's impressed by her level of strength and willpower. He's so ready to defend her from the other companions and the clan, and he's absolutely out here attempting to matchmake her and Carver....at least he is in my heart because the game won't let me, it's fine, I'm not bitter about it or anything-

But then my warrior Hawke? She has the diplomatic personality with quite a bit of direct/aggressive thrown in there and she ends up having the same attitude as that one party banter Aveline and Merrill have: "Merrill, you're clearly talented and meant for great things, but you're stupid," and that's so difficult for me to lean into. I'm trying to play Aris differently so she ends up being so condescending to Merrill, like she's trying to gently tell her to give up on the eluvian but it doesn't come off well.

Also if Carver was around, Aris would be the opposite of Ed, she'd look at the suggestion of her brother and Merrill getting together and be like, "No :) I don't think so :) I like Merrill, she's my friend :) but she's not right for Carver."

But I guess it makes sense; if you told him that Bethany would giggle and kick her feet and twirl her hair around Sebastian, Ed would've thrown him in the ocean as a warning. Meanwhile, Aris is like, "A handsome prince that could take my sister away from all of this? Wonderful, we just need to work on his incorrect views on mages, but that shouldn't be a problem :)"

Anyway I miss playing Hawke as the #1 Merrill stan.

#dragon age 2 #da2 #da2 merrill #carver hawke #bethany hawke #sebastian vael #da2 hawke #edgar hawke #aris hawke #listen i'm a little weirdo i like comparing the different ways to play the heroes of da games but especially the different hawkes #i like comparing my own hawkes and i like looking at other peoples hawkes and the different relationship dynamics they bring to the table #kicks my little gremlin brain into gear #like ed always rivals aveline and their relationship is strained at best... meanwhile aris and aveline are ride or die best friends #and seeing aveline from both perspectives is....... well it's an experience i'll just say that sksksks #oh also i miss anders so much sksksk i miss his romance and the dynamic he and ed have #aris rejected him right from the start and while it's neat to see her character through an unromantic lens i still miss him and his bullshi #aris romanced isabela and *that* makes me want to bite nom nom so interesting and heartbreaking in its own way like losing leandra like tha #and then dealing with the qunari bullshit only to find out isabela's part in it before she abandons aris with the book #and then aris reunites with bethany who is bitter and pissed off and can't get away from her fast enough like........ the end of act 2 y'al #aris was *ready* for the arishok fight solely because she needed an outlet for her frustration and grief and agony #she couldn't kick his ass fast enough sksksksks and now she's so Done with everything and then isabela admits that she's in love with her #and it's just................. a lot. it's so much. i can't #anders and isabela's respective romances drive me nuts for very different reasons i love them #this has been another 'cj needs to ramble about [blank]' post #stay tuned for next week where she continues to sob about the hawke twins

[hirazuki]

Me, feeling inspired to write Naruto fic again: :DDD

Me, trying to logic out the how and when Sasori would have puppet-fied his body: ... this is worse than trying to line up Orochimaru's and Itachi's individual timelines 😩

#i think it's time for me to just accept that i can't wrangle naruto the way i wrangle ble//ach and hak//uouki #i've got my writing for both of those organized down to specific dates/months *per chapter* #same with sil//m and hx//h; i can at the very least narrow down a year + season #but for this? i just need to surrender and embrace the Vagueness™ #i'm sitting on three individual one-shots; 28 chapters of a longfic; and starting 3+ chapters of another one #and have published NONE of them #because of this. because vagueness irks me and i /need/ to iron out details before i allow them to be Perceived. #curse my need for precision T_T #goal is to publish at least one (1) naruto thing before the year is up #can she do it?? stay tuned XD #withoutwords

[timespenttogethercomic]

since we're between arcs, i figured i'd post two doodles i did a few months ago when i was home sick. on the left there's the first meeting between jack and thomas and on the right, a month or two later, there's jack, lying

song to go with these

#original comic #i probably wouldn't have posted these because they don't look very good but i am soo pleased with this song to go with them #it's in dutch but we live in the age of google translate #and i've checked: it does a decent job at translating it #it's not super relevant to the story that jack can't drum well. but it's funny so now it's canon #he can do a decent 4/4 though and it's not like the songs need anything more complicated #also i have some asks in my askbox that i will answer before starting the next arc so stay tuned #oh yeah! the Jack design on the left is the original jack design from my friend in borrowed him from #on the right he's already growing out his hair to look like my design though lmao

[thethingything]

so one of the unfortunate side effects of having dissociative amnesia is that we tend to forget to eat and drink when we need to, which is extra dangerous in situations like the current heatwave. Luckily I've found the perfect solution to this problem:

(Image transcript: !remindme 18.5h hey fucker have you had a drink recently? no? hydrate or diedrate you little bitch - 🦋. End transcript)

#personal #thoughts #🦋 post #we have reminders set for every 4 hours anyway but they don't work because our brain tuned them our after maybe a day or two #so now we get these extra ones that are varied and weird and should catch our attention #they get increasingly feral and aggressive and spaced out more weirdly over the course of the heatwave #so our brain can't tune them out as easily as it normally would #also for some reason our brain gets along way better with these than with normal more gentle reminders to hydrate #believe me when I say this one is nowhere near as unhinged as the other ones - 🦋

[mariamlovesyou]

tuned into Plestia's live with Rahma Zein's second account (she got shadowbanned). key moments:

plestia talked about her adjustment to living in australia. "it's 1:30am now and it's normal for me and many palestinians who live abroad to be awake hours into the morning. i am scared of sleeping. because of the time difference, i'm scared if i sleep i will wake up to bad news. in gaza i was scared of the sound of the bombs, here i am scared of the quiet."

contacting family and friends in gaza is near impossible. "sometimes i feel like a crazy person, calling 20 times in a row hoping that on the 21st time the call might go through."

on the destruction of entire communities and neighbourhoods: "i'm scared when i go back to gaza i won't recognise it anymore. someone sent me a picture of my neighbourhood, and i couldn't tell it was mine at first. all my favourite places, cafes where the aunties used to give me extra food and ask about my day, have been destroyed. i dread looking at my gallery or seeing snapchat memories because most of these people in the pictures are no longer alive."

rahma asked plestia to talk about one story that stuck with her. plestia said "i remember walking one time on the 'safe corridor', that's what they called it anyway, and i saw an older woman clutching onto a donkey cart where her son's body was, refusing to let go of it. i asked my colleague what the smell was, he said it's dead bodies under the rubble. it was the first time i familiarised myself with the smell. the son's body was decaying and the woman told me about cats and animals eating away at it. i've had children talk to me about birds eating away at their parents' decomposing bodies and not being able to chase them away."

"it seems so silly to go to hospitals for minor sicknesses now. i can't even think about how many palestinian children are going to be terrified of hospitals now. there was a girl who was taken to the hospital to get treatment for injuries by one of the bombs, and while she was in the bathroom another bomb landed nearby. the impact from that sent the ceiling crashing down on her.. she got another injury while getting treated for her first one."

"i hate how people talk about our resilience - as if it's okay that this is happening to us. we are only surviving because we have to, because we have no other choice."

rahma brought up the way family homes are set up in palestine and asked plestia to elaborate. "basically, there are floors. someone will live on the ground floor, and then their married son lives with his children on the floor above them, and then their successors above them and so on. so when family homes are targeted, they wipe out entire families. many families officially no longer exist."

"i used to wear my journalist helmet and vest all the time, felt naked without it, even slept with the vest on sometimes until i realised it only made me more of a target. they didn't give me any protection, only headaches and back pain."

"i am an optimistic person, i loved covering sweet sentimental things, like at my graduation asking parents of top graduates how they feel about their children graduating. that's what i love reporting on. i wanted to cover things like that when i came back to gaza, show the beautiful side of gaza that the media didn't really show, but i didn't have the chance." "do you think they'll give you right of return?" "i can only hope."

plestia mentioned how hard it was being a journalist with limited access to the internet, charging facilities, no mics, lack of equipment and how difficult it was uploading things. rahma asked her what's one story that wasn't really recorded or posted due to these constraints; plestia said "the evacuations. sometimes they informed us about them, sometimes they didn't. you have no idea how hard it was, everyone looking for their family members, making sure every one was there, taking to the streets in 5 minutes and not knowing which way to go. i remember i went to my friend's house for shelter for 30 minutes before the first evacuation was announced and we ran to another family's house, stayed there for 2 days before another evacuation was announced. me, my friend, and that family all evacuated together to another family's house. there were already so many people there seeking shelter, it wasn't just one family staying there. none of us knew how long we had in any place."

before october 7th, palestinians were used to limitations on electricity. plestia used to plan her day's tasks around when the electricity was working. "for example when the electricity was on from 12 to 4, i would say i will do my laundry and charge the phones during this time. life wasn't exactly 'normal', but all of us pray to have those days back in comparison to what we are experiencing now." plestia also said that cars are running on cooking oil now because there is no fuel.

on hygiene: "many pregnant women have to give birth without any pain medication or medical attention. once we ran out of medicine, that was it. women who had to get C-sections couldn't stay to recover or get followup treatments because someone else needed the bed. we have no water, no tissues, no pads, barely any bathrooms. in the shelter schools you have to wait an hour before even getting to use the bathroom because of how many people are there."

"something you don't hear about is how many people die because of sadness. there's so many ways to die in gaza, because of the bombardment, because of starvation, the lack of resources, but i also know many elderly people who died because their hearts couldn't take it anymore. i have been in gaza before and lived through 4 aggressions, but nothing compared to this one."

a recurring sentiment that was echoed in the video: "sometimes i thought to myself: who am i recording this for? because we've already shown everything, we've already talked about everything. everything has already been said, the proof is everywhere, nothing i talked about today is new." rahma said the first video posted about what's happening in palestine should've been enough.

she is 22 today. plestia's closing words: don't stop talking about us, don't stop boycotting, don't stop protesting, please don't get bored of fighting for palestine.

#this is all off the top of my head if i remember other key points i will add them

[katya-goncharov]

i've already taught myself three autumn carols on the piano since i got home a couple days ago, and i'm trying to get the most out of the time it'll take for my parents to get really really annoyed at me playing all the time

#i'm trying to record myself which means i keep having to play them over and over again and restart every time i make a mistake #which i do quite a lot because i've never actually formally learned piano and i can't read piano music so i'm just playing everything by ea #basically i find carols for the right time of year in the oxford book of carols and then i copy them onto musescore just so i can hear what #they're supposed to sound like and THEN i try to teach myself to mimic the tune on the piano and work out all the chords that sound good #anyway yep. fully embracing my weird special interest while i have the chance! #maybe i'll post some covers here later when i've recorded a few more

[mommypieck]

⌗︙・showering with jjk men for the first time ⸜⸜・

✿ gojo satoru, geto suguru, nanami kento

gojo

he's confident, he knows he is but he can't help but to feel nervous in this moment. he's trying his best to not get excited because of your body. the water falls on your body, making it look so fucking perfect.

"is this okay?" you ask him as you touch his chest with the wash cloth. he's speechless but he manages to nod at you. you wash his body softly, humming a soft tune as you do so. satoru brushes your hair with his hand, leaning down to plant a kiss on your lips. you deepen the kiss, sighing into his mouth. he presses his eyes shut, knowing that he's slowly getting excited at the intimacy that surrounds you. you giggle when you step on your tiptoes to wash his hair. he wants to beg you to stop, to stop touching him like this. he doesn't want this to turn into something sexual but it's your fault that you're acting like this. it's your fault that your innocent touches make him think of you in a perverted way.

"if you keep touching me like this, im gonna lose my mind."

geto

"here we go." he says as water starts falling on both of you. he takes the washcloth in his hands and he rubs it on your arms. he dreamed so long about washing you like this, being this intimate.

he massages your shoulder before he drags the washcloth down your arms. he throws his head back, letting droplets of water fall on his face. what he feels his wrong, the thoughts he has right now only belong when he's tangled in a bed with you. his hands stop, he knows that now he has to wash your back, the same back that arched few minutes before.

"maybe you can wash me." he offers and you happily take it. you run the washcloth across his chest while geto looks at you with a dark gaze. he wants to curse the god because this way it's even worse. now he can see your body clearly, every curve of your body plus your smiling face.

"i think we can stop it here, i am not that sweaty." he tries to climb out of the shower but you stop him.

"oh baby, you have no idea what you do to me."

nanami

he tells himself he's not like other guys, being naked with you doesn't make him think of you in a different light. but your soft skin, now wet, is glistening just so perfectly.

"can i wash your body?" you ask him while you wash your arms with the wash cloth. your front is right in front of his eyes and he just wishes that you would just turn around.

"i don't think that's a good idea." he says, trying to avert his eyes off of your body. he almost jumps when your soft hand touching his bicep.

"im sorry, i know you didn't want to do this." you apologize, looking sad and it breaks his heart. he puts the wet wash cloth in your hands, pressing it on his chest so that you can wash him. you smile at the gesture, running your hands across his body.

"not there." he squeaks when your hands meet his lower stomach, grabbing them and throwing them over his shoulder.

"you make me so crazy, sweetheart."

#jjk smut #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen x you #gojo satoru x y/n #gojo satoru x you #gojo satoru smut #gojo satoru x reader #geto suguru x y/n #geto suguru x reader #geto suguru smut #nanami kento smut #nanami kento x reader #nanami kento x y/n

[periwinkla]

AAI3 ideas compilation ❤ *minor spoilers for AAI games and SOJ* The idea was borne from the old "let's stow away in Mr. Edgeworth's suitcase" trick that was brought up in SOJ - made me imagine an AAI3 game where the assistant is Trucy 'cause Edgeworth the goof didn't notice his suitcase suddenly weighted like a whole 30 kilos of child more - Phoenix probably just comes by for the final case. While Phoenix gets on a plane in a panic, Edgeworth also panics because he needs to investigate murders but can't very well leave a 8 year old child by herself. Shenanigans ensue. Kay comes back. Kay and Trucy's shenanigans are Edgeworth's worst nightmare atm, and that's saying a lot. Kay probably figures out who 'that man' is, thanks to Trucy talking about her daddy. All in all Trucy and Edgeworth spending time together while Phoenix isn't there would explain why Trucy is so confortable with him on the plane in SOJ. Gosh I love that scene. When Phoenix finally reaches them Trucy and Edgeworth are so in tune that when Edgeworth figures stuff out, Trucy immediatelly knows and she's prepared to shout Eureka! with him. Phoenix is like...what. And that's how he discovers Edgeworth's Eureka idiosyncrasy. He's also floored by how cute it is. (I know it doesn't exist in the original Japanese but let's ignore that) Also, do you think that maybe the reason Edgeworth doesn't notice 30+ kilos of child is that perhaps he doesn't even lift his suitcase in the first place? And in that case the poor soul that has such a task is obviously Gumshoe. Gumshoe probably thinks it's totally normal for Edgeworth's suitcase to weigh like half his weight. Which, tbh, isn't that farfetched an idea. *also clothes are a bit inconsistent bc I drew them at different points in time ahahah ^^''

#ace attorney #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #narumitsu #wrightworth #trucy wright #kay faraday #aai #aai3 #fanart #my art

[eyivibyemi]

✧ I won’t really write descriptions for these, but see original post tags for explanation/commentary on the song snippet ✧

#hghh trying to use the most kind of obnoxious voice things (like the background high piched thing. the duck quacks. the weird gurgly baby #voice. etc.) but together in one thing #just goofing around as always. (also it's not edited - I can just actually make that weird baby sounding voice lol) #though the main tune that the gugrly voice sings sounds familiar to me. I wonder if it's actually from somewhere #then again I do feel like 90% of the time I'm secretly plagarizing or someting and just dont realize it because #I know so little about music and musicians and genres and etc. I could probably easily rip off #a song I hard once when I was 8 years old and don't remember at all lol. Esepcially since I'm doing these in literally usualy #like less than 10 minutes and thus would not spend time doing research or trying to find similar songs or something lol #But like I think Iv'e said before.. I don't really think it matters in this context #I'm just being silly and experimenting with things obviouslly none of these are meant to be professional level #songs . I'm not trying to become a musician or sell albums or something. I'm just having fun #messing with concepts because it's interesting to my brain. The same way of the whole like .. detach your hobbies from capitalism and stuff #and if you enjoy something just do it anyway. Even if you can't paint very well (in terms of objective artistic skill) and you have cheap #materials and never have any good creative ideas and there's no way you could ever turn it into a career or make money out of it - IF YOU #ENJOY IT.. do it anyway!!! It's not about skill or making profit or being good or marketable. it's just about expressing yourself #in whatever way you want and having fun! #Now for example like - my sculptures or something - I do actually spend hours and hours on those and I try to make them #nice and I have sold them before - so if I blatanty ever copied someone's sculpture idea with one of mine or something #I would take it a lot more seriously and etc. because that's actually more of an important craft for me #that I should have standards for. But I'm looser with stuff like this because the nature of it is more like #.. my one silly hobby that I am actively NOT trying very hard at or trying to monetize and thats the POINT #to have one thing I can be chill and relaxed and just not care about. ANYWAY.. so hgnn... sometimes these sound to me #like things I've heard before and I'm paranoid or something but then also like... eh lol #beepo tag