#because he Can be nice and let let killua get away with things like friends. and he wont go after them or do stuff like that. because he Ne

[shiftingparadise]

I LOVE the way u write for Feitan soooooo much!!! Would u ever consider writing something separate to soft spot for him?? I feel like you could write the sweetest (dirtiest) short stories for him.. or even some headcanons? ♡ I love all of ur writing!! Good job dude ♡♡♡

Thank you for your kind words. I'm really glad you like my fics with Fei 🥺. I hope you like this one as well. I'm planning on writing more fics with him after I'm caught up with all the requests 🤍✨.

I'm currently working on a Draken fic and a second part of the 'let's be friends' fic with Killua. I'm writing very slowly because I'm working until the summer and I don't have a lot of free time. I'm sorry guys :(

WARNINGS: smut

Word count: 1995

“Fuck, that auction was more work than expected”, Phinks rubbed the space between his brows, “Can’t wait to get a drink. What about you, Fei?”. “I don’t drink”, Feitan coldly replied. “Come on, little Fei”, Phinks smirked, “One drink”. “No”. “Hm”, a quiet chuckle left Chrollo’s throat. “Always so uptight”. “See? Even boss thinks so”, Phinks eagerly waved his hand in the air. “Tsk, are they blind here? I want to order something”. 

“Sorry sir”, you humbly bowed your head, “I’m afraid it’s a busy night. What can I get you guys?”. 

Your voice… So soft, so innocent… 

“Whiskey sour”, the blonde replied. “Scotch”, the other replied. “What about you?”, you kindly smiled at the dark-haired figure. 

“Water”. 

“Ignore that. He’ll have the same as me”, the blonde replied. “Water it is”, you playfully smiled before turning around. 

“What a pretty little thing”, Phinks’ eyes glided down your back as you walked towards the bar. “Should we take her?”, Chrollo’s eyes lit up. “I’m sure she’d make a cute toy”. 

Normally,Feitan would happily agree. He’d always liked the sound of cute little whimpers, but not today. He didn’t want you to be scared.

“What do you think, Fei?”. “I don’t think she’s pretty enough”. “What?!”, the blonde raised his voice. “She’s one of the prettiest girls we’ve ever met, right boss?”. “She’s got my attention, to say the least”, Chrollo studied your movements. “We’ll take her after her shift’s over”. 

No. He didn’t want them to take you. 

“Shouldn’t we focus on the mission?”. “What’s wrong, little Fei?”. “He doesn’t want to share”, Chrollo smirked. “Tsk, too bad. I want her”, the blonde turned his head to catch you leaning over the bar. You were obviously trying to grab something but failed to do so. “Imagine standing behind that perfect ass”. “Imagine waking up with your guts hanging out your stomach”, Feitan’s eyes lit up. “No fighting”, Chrollo sternly replied. “Let’s forget about her. Feitan’s right, let’s talk business”. “Nice, little Fei. You ruined the evening for everyone”. 

“Ruined?”, you smiled as you placed down the drinks. It was obvious they didn’t notice you at first. “He sure made mine”. “Huh?”, Feitan tilted his head to look at you. “Such a pretty face”, you placed his water in front of him, “It’s not often someone as handsome walks in this bar”. 

“Thanks”, a short reply. “Auch”, you softly giggled, “Anyway, enjoy your evening boys”. 

“What the hell, Fei?!”, Phinks gritted his teeth as you once again walked away. “She flirted with you, and you replied with ‘thanks’?”. “Tsk, what the hell was I supposed to say?”. “Want to play some pool?”, Chrollo hastily intervened, “The loser gets sent on a mission with Hisoka”.  “I’m going to the hotel. Tired”, Feitan sighed. “You sure? We don’t get many nights off”, a lingering smile on Chrollo’s face. “I’m sure boss. Goodnight”. “Okay Fei, see you tomorrow”. “Goodnight, idiot”, the blonde replied before walking to the pool table. 

His heart ached at the thought that he never see you again. He hated this feeling. 

“Leaving?”. “Huh?”, Feitan slowly turned his head. “Leaving?”, you repeated yourself as you closed your jacket. “Yeah, I’m tired”, Feitan ignored the taxi that was waiting for him. “Me too. Work’s stressing me out lately”, a serious expression on your face. “Hm”, another cold reply. 

“I’m starving. Want to grab some food?”. 

Why were you asking a stranger to ‘grab some food’? It annoyed him how careless you were. 

“Just be honest and tell me what you really want”, Feitan's eyes met yours. They seemed so cold and distant, but there was a slight smirk on his face.  “H-huh? I-I don’t know what you’re talking about”, you hastily turned your head to the ground, cheeks red with shame. “Normally boss gets all the girls”, he looked to the sky, “About time I had some fun”. “H-huh?”, you froze as you felt his hand around your wrist, pulling you towards the car. “W-wait-“. “Don’t back down now. You seemed so eager a minute ago”. 

“Where are you taking me?”, you pulled away, studying the car in front of you. “My room”. “Where? I’m not getting into a car with a stranger without knowing where you’re taking me”. “Waste of time. We both know you’re coming”. 

He watched as you grabbed your phone from your bag. You were so cute with your fake ‘stern’ expression and cherry-red cheeks. 

“What are you doing?”, he clenched his jaw. “I’m sharing my location with a friend”, you frowned, "If you end up murdering me-". “Don’t worry, I’m not planning to”, he interrupted you with a smirk. “Now get in. It’s cold”. 

--- 

“What’s your name?”, you asked as he opened the door to his room. It was a luxurious hotel, something regular people couldn’t afford. “Does it matter?”, he raised a brow. 

He knew you enjoyed this. The thrill, his arrogance… 

“It does”, you watched as he entered his room. “Just get inside”, he walked towards the bed. “Fine, I’m Y/N-“. “Don’t care”. 

“You’re lucky you look so handsome in your suit”, you closed the door behind you. 

“I’m lucky?”.

“W-what?”, you froze as you felt his hot breath against your ear. He was sitting on the bed a second ago… How could he be so fast? “I’d say you’re the lucky one. I’m very picky when I pick a new toy”, his hand traveled to your waist. “Toy?”, you loudly swallowed as you tried to control your breathing. You didn’t want to seem desperate. “You’ll never go back to your old life, to your friends, family… You’re mine now”. “So, you’re saying I can’t leave?”, your heart racing. “You can try”, he chuckled as he tightened his grip around your waist, “I want you to. I want to hunt you down, to hear you beg for mercy, to look at me with red-stained eyes, tears streaming down your face…”. 

“But my friend, she knows where I am”, you clutched onto your purse. “Cute”, he swiftly turned you around, pressing your back against the wooden door. “You have no idea who I am, do you? Who we were? Poor little thing. You’re like a deer caught in the headlights”. “W-wait!”, you tried to push him away as he softly bit the space between your shoulder and neck. “Wait?”, a devilish smirk as he lifted your skirt, swiftly pulling your panties to the side. “Fuck”, he looked down at his fingers. “You’re telling me to wait but you're soaking”, he chuckled as he grazed his tongue along the digits of his fingers, “So sweet”. 

“Well, I guess it’s time to drop this silly little act”, you smirked. “It’s obvious you haven’t noticed”. 

“Noticed?”, Feitan’s eyes studied yours. He didn’t like the sudden change in your energy. “I didn’t mean to let it get this far but…”, you softly bit your bottom lip, “You looked so handsome in that suit”. 

“Who are you?”, a sudden cold feeling against your throat. “Careful with that knife, Fei. No fighting between members, right?”. 

What? To be honest, he never felt more clueless in his life. 

“So cute… Like a deer caught in the headlights”, you chuckled. “Came across Chrollo a couple of weeks ago. To be honest, I almost won when he tried to steal my nen … But he gave me a choice: join the Troupe, or live without it”. “You’re lying. Boss didn’t tell me anything about a new member”. “Because he wanted to see who’d get careless when someone flirted with them. And you lost, Fei”, your words died out, making them sound venomous. 

“Tsk”, he took a step backward, swiftly putting the knife away. “Boss knows I never do this”. “But you did now”, you happily hopped behind him. “Show me your spider”, he froze as he looked over his shoulder. “Here”, you swiftly pulled your shirt over your head. “See?”, you pointed towards your waist. 

Right. This was the moment he started to hate you. 

“What’s that expression?”, you giggled. “You’re almost drooling”. “Get out”, he clenched his jaw. “You’ve made your point”. “I don’t want to leave”, you hastily replied, a frown on your face. “Sure, this was some kind of twisted test but…”, you paused as you fiddled with your fingers. “I really do think you’re handsome and… I mean… My body can’t lie”, a blush on your cheeks. 

How could you switch moods so fast? It was as if he was talking to a different person. Your stance changed, your voice, your expression… No wonder his boss decided to let you join. You could fool anyone, even someone as skilled as himself. 

“You sound desperate”. “Because I am”, you softly replied, “When you said I was going to be your little toy, that I was yours… I liked that”. “Too bad. Don’t like being tricked”. “B-but Chrollo told me to-“. “I don’t care”, Feitan laid down on the bed. “You should’ve stuck with your little performance. If you did, you’d be shaking underneath me by now”.  

“Fine”, you rolled your eyes, “Guess I’ll take my chances with Phinks”. 

No. He didn’t want you to. Even though you weren’t an innocent bystander, even though you were probably as strong as him… He wasn’t going to let that idiot have you first. 

“Don’t put your shirt back on”, he slowly sat up straight, looking as disinterested as ever. “Oh?”, you smirked, “Changed your mind?”. “He can have you when I’m done”, he slowly walked towards you. “Careful, I’m the possessive type”, you placed your thumb in between your teeth. “You don’t know me”, his hands now gently fiddling with the straps of your bra.“So?”, you pouted, “You’re mine now”. “Don’t say stuff like that”, he quickly grabbed your jaw, forcing you to look at him. “When we’re done, you’re going to leave my room and pretend this never happened”. 

“When we're done, you’re only going to want more”, you grabbed his other hand, guiding it to your skirt. “Come on, Fei. Let’s have some fun”. 

You were right. From the moment he felt your warmth, from the moment you arched your back… He was going to use you over and over again. He could never forget the way you felt, the way your body welcomed him… 

“So good”, you closed your eyes, your legs wrapped around his waist. “Feels so good, Fei”.

Normally he wasn’t like this. He never cared if the girl liked it, if she felt good, but now…

“What do you want me to do, princess? Want me to help you?”. “P-please”, your eyes flew open. “Touch me, please Fei”, an innocent look on your face. “Again”, he softly bit in your cheek, “Ask me”. “Please Fei, make me come”, you let your nails sink into his shoulders, “Please, please, please”. “Cute”, his lips found yours, “Hurry though, won’t last much longer”. 

“S-shit”, you tightened your grip, your legs shaking as his digits found your sweet spot. “I-I’m coming”. “Already?”, he smiled, “It’s fine, you can come. Won’t last long anyway”. 

“F-fuck, you feel so good when you clench around me like that”, Fei’s eyes were wide open. No one ever felt this good. “C-come with me, please”, your brows drew together, eyes locked with his. “W-where do you want me to?”, Fei mirrored your expression. 

He tried so hard not to fill you up already. He wanted to feel you come undone around him. He needed to. 

“D-don’t care”, you arched your back, “J-just keep going, please-“. “F-fuck”, he frowned as he looked down. “I-I’m coming”, you let your head fall back, nails dragging across his back. “M-me too, princess”. 

Was this the best he ever had? Even his legs were shaking. 

“Fuck”, he sighed as he intertwined his hands with yours, his head resting against your chest.  “What do you think?”, you tried to catch your breath. “What?”, his eyes studied your expression. “Was I right?”. “Hm”, he smiled, “Only want more, princess”. 

#feitan smut #feitan x reader #feitan hxh #hxh feitan #feitan #feitan x y/n #feitan x you #feitan portor x reader #feitan portor #feitan porter x reader #feitan headcanons #phantom troupe #phantom troupe x reader #hxh phantom troupe #hxh fanfic #hxh #hxh x y/n #hxh x you #hxh x reader #hunter x hunter imagines #hunter x hunter fanfic #hunter x hunter x y/n #hunter x hunter x reader #hunter x hunter feitan #hunterxhunter #hunter x hunter smut

[0asisbliss]

i saw another blog that did something similar and it warmed my heart!! im a bit shy to ask but could you write for yandere kurapika w a little sister around the same age as killua and gon? the idea of him having someone to dote on just warms my heart 💗💗💗

if you’re not into this type of writing, just feel free to ignore this ask!!!

Little Sis

Parings: PlatonicYan! Kurapika x Fem! Reader

A/n: I loved this idea. I should’ve probably said earlier that write platonic, and romantic Yanderes. Reader also doesn’t use nen.. NOT PROOF READ

Dividers by: cold—carnage bucciniexe

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

Your all the really had left ever since he lost you two lost your clan he’s never let you out of his sight. You thought it was sweet. How much Kurapika kept you by his side.

Over time Kurapika made a couple of friends to your surprise. Because Kurapika seemed very introverted in your opinion. Once he got comfortable enough with them to bring them around you. All four of you hit it off. You thought Leorio’s reason to be a doctor was sweet, and Killua, and Gon’s friendship left you astonished on how fast they grew so closely. Once everyone left you decided you wanted to see your friends again.

“Where are you going?”

“Oh, just to see Hana.” You started walking to the door before Kurapika stops you.

“Don’t you think it’s a little late to be going out?”

“It’s just 5:30? I don’t get how it’s late-.” Your sentence was cut off by Kurapika dragging you back to your room.

“Yep exactly. Too late.”

You just sat there looking dumb. He’s been acting like this for the past week. What’s up with him?

You decided to take your outfit off that you chose to go out with, and put back on your pajamas. You decided since Kurapika was home, which was a rare occasion to spend some time with him.

You found him in the kitchen to your surprise cooking dinner which looked like tacos? He wasn’t really as much of a cook actually, but he tried since he was your older brother he thought that was what he was supposed to do. You walked into the kitchen, and stood beside him. He noticed you beside him, and glanced your way. Signaling to ask you what you might’ve wanted.

“Can I help?” You asked genuinely wanting to help him. You sometimes felt bad for your brother. He never really said much to you about his feelings, but you could tell just by looking at him sometimes that something was eating away at his heart.

“Sure.” He gave a warm smile before handing you a spoon.

Confused you ask him why he gave you a spoon instead of a knife.

“You could cut yourself or worst. It’s just too dangerous.”

You didn’t even argue when Kurapika said things like this he always meant well, but it never really made sense to you. It was always the small things most of the time like handling knifes, cutting paper with scissors, and doing other things with mildly sharp objects.

“What am I supposed to do with this Kurapika?”

“Stir the meat.”

“Okay.” You went over to the stove to find the pot of meat.

After Kurapika was done chopping the meat he offered to do the meat as well but you declined because you wanted to do it. Kurapika doesn’t really like when you do things for him, not in way that it’s just because he doesn’t like the way you do it. He just prefers to do things for you instead of the opposite.

He let you do this because you genuinely wanted to help. He found sweet on how much you wanted to help your brother.

Overtime the meat was ready, and you took the curiosity of preparing the tacos. You had made them all nice and pretty. You sat the two plates on the table, and gave Kurapika a kiss on the forehead before sitting down, and eating your food. While a the table you two sit in comfortable silence before Kurapika decided to break the silence, and start conversation.

“Where were you, and your friends planning on going?”

“Oh just to the fair.” You felt a little upset about canceling on your friends so soon, but you’re spending time with your brother right now, so did that really even matter?

“Oh alright.” He replied with interest.

You loved the way your brother tried even though he had his own issues, and battles he always tried to make time for his little sis. Kurapika knew he had to keep the last thing he had going for him safe.

#hxh x reader #yandere kurapika #kurapika x reader #kurapika

[n0sewise]

Intern Watch 2k24

(aka posting a first draft snippet of my killugon and leopika The Office AU in the vain hope that it’ll motivate me to finish it)

The office had gotten three interns for the summer. This in and of itself shouldn’t have been notable, but watching the interns had devolved into something of a spectator sport, and Kurapika was not above participating.

It hadn’t started out this way. Kurapika worked in accounting, so he didn’t have much interaction with the interns initially. The first time they spoke, he’d been working on something requiring a great deal of concentration when he heard the distinct sound of someone delivering a sharp, swift kick to the photocopier.

“Come on!”

“Don’t break the copier, Killua!” Gon whispered.

“It’s an ancient piece of junk anyway,” Killua muttered. “Hey, pull up a video on YouTube if you’re not going to help.”

“What kind of video?”

And Kurapika couldn’t help but sigh right along with Killua as he stared at his fellow intern in disbelief.

“How to use a fax machine, genius.”

“Ohhh,” said Gon. “That’s a good idea.”

Eventually Kurapika lost his patience and abandoned his task entirely to show them how.

“That’s dumb,” said Killua. “Why not just send a pdf?”

“I don’t know, just send the fax,” he replied. “And please, do try to keep it down.”

“We will!” Gon called over his shoulder loudly, already trailing after Killua who’d walked away while Kurapika was mid-sentence.

Their third intern was a boy named Zushi, who Kurapika quite liked and was so polite and respectful that he nearly made up for the other two.

Nearly.

“That Zoldyck kid is a menace,” Leorio grumbled to him about a week later. Kurapika had taken to spending his lunch breaks outside on the bench between their office building and the walk in clinic, and more often than not, he ended up sharing the space with Leorio, one of the doctors who worked there.

He looked up from his pasta salad in surprise.

“You’ve met our intern?”

Leorio snorted. “Oh yeah, we’ve met. Multiple times.” He stretched out on the bench and Kurapika found that he didn’t mind when their shoulders brushed for the briefest of moments. Leorio went on, oblivious to the entire thing. “Stupid kids, the both of them. Came into the clinic right when we were about to close because someone watched a parkour compilation and decided to jump off the roof of the building and into some boxes three stories down.”

Kurapika had abandoned his lunch entirely, leaning in with open interest. “And this was Killua?”

“No! It was his batshit crazy friend, the one with the spiky hair, but it might as well have been with the way they were both carrying on. Zoldyck had him hoisted up on his back, and the entire time he’s demanding we shut everything down so that multiple doctors can tend to his friend— meanwhile the kid just has a sprained ankle.”

“Gon’s crutches,” Kurapika murmured absently, connecting the dots.

“Oh right,” said Leorio. “Gon. I’ve been calling them Thing 1 and Thing 2 in my head. Nice kid on his own, but Christ, what a mess. You would’ve thought he’d been shot with the way Zoldyck was losing his mind. Both of them in my office arguing over whose fault it was that he got hurt, and now I have to put in another order for cotton balls because Gon ate so many.”

“Wait, what?”

“Oh yeah, I didn’t mention that part, huh?”

Kurapika shook his head emphatically, knowing he was wasting his lunch on nonsense and needing to know the answer anyway.

“Yeah, so they’re both arguing over how it’s their own fault it happened, Freecss is trying to say it’s on him because it was his idea to go onto the roof, Zoldyck’s nearly in tears because he came up with the addition of jumping onto the refrigeration boxes; I stepped out of the room to get some crutches— and let’s be real,” Leorio grinned, “to give them some privacy. When I got back, the little shit was eating my goddamn cotton balls!”

“I’m not sure I’m following,” Kurapika admitted. “Why did Gon eat the cotton balls?”

“To make Killua laugh,” Leorio said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. “The kid was so upset, convinced he’d gotten the other one nearly killed— and if I’m being honest, with the amount of times I’ve seen them for stupid shit over the past few weeks…” He trailed off, scrubbing a large hand over his face with a groan. “If they were regular people they’d probably both be dead, but the two of them are weirdly indestructible, so it wasn’t a big deal, except now I’m out like half a jar of cotton balls.”

Kurapika blinked. “Are you certain he ate them? That seems...“

“Yes, Kurapika, I’m certain he ate them. I walked back in time to hear, ‘Killua, Killua, don’t be sad! Look how many of these I can fit in my mouth!’ And then the little fucker swallowed them when I tried to stop him.”

“Oh,” said Kurapika. “That’s…that does sound like them,” he sighed.

He didn’t give the interns much thought after that because Leorio wanted to know if Kurapika would like to get dinner sometime, and his brain promptly short circuited at the thought of going out with the hot doctor from next door.

#nosewise writing tag #killugon #leopika #all my aus are unserious but this one is Really unserious

[hysokaz]

i swear im going to blow my brains out whenever silva is on screen it makes me so mad because killua i think does love his father. i think he sometimes has moments of connection with him that make him trust him enough to tell him about his feelings and relationships and memories and all of that. and i dont think that silva Doesnt love killua but he mostly acts the way he does not to be the "good understanding father who turns a blind eye to make his son happy" killua craves, hes doing all of the things he does so he can blindside killua and manipulate him behind the scenes. its like killua trusts him so much and silva is fucking. Evil. i dont know.

#he knows what hes doing hes doing it on purpose he feels like hes got killua in his hands and it makes me so mad #because he Can be nice and let let killua get away with things like friends. and he wont go after them or do stuff like that. because he Ne #he needs killuas trust for his plan to follow through #he needs killuas trust so killua will eventually do what hes been wanting killua to do since the beginning #go and grow and be out in the world. and then kill his friends get deppressed come back to the only life he knows ''toughen up'' and take o #i dont know if ill ever be able to just. explain everything i feel but i ijjgsrmgrsgmr i wish i was smarter and was better able to explain #NO BUT ITS HIM ENCOURAGING KILLUAS FRIENDS AND HIM BEING LIKE KILLLUA YOURE GREAT GO OUT AND GET FRIENDS AND LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE FOLLOW YOUR #AND TELLING KILLUA HE CAN ALWAYS COME BACK. MAKING KILLUA SAY HE DO WAS HE WANTS. #making him swear hes never going to betray them. #its all so killua feels comfortable enough trusts him enough to have freedom leave and Then Come Back. #like its just all bullshit and he Knows it. thats why he leaves the door open because in the back of his head he knows or at least thinks v #he litearlly said he Knows what hes doing he Knows how much its going to hurt killua when he eventually fucks up and then he'll come back t #i dont think that killua will come back to the estate because ''hes silvas son'' i think hes going to come back one day (not stay but come #id ont even know I DONT EVEN KNOW UGH #hes litealrly. him just literally laughing about it cus it was so effortless for him to manipulate his own son he Doesnt Care he Couldnt ca #msjgmmrjsmmjgjndt im going to pull his hair out. #i dont even know I DONT EVEN KNOWWWW #this is why i cant understand why you guys like him apart from the fact that hes ugly i just i jstugmf #but i mean again hes not real so you guys can do whatever you want n stuff #hxh #silva zoldyck #killua zoldyck

[babypinkhearts]

Would it be alright to request headcanons (or a scenario, if that’s your go-to format) of Gon with a big sister-type friend, one that likes to give him a lot of affection? I’m talking picking him up to hug him, ruffling his hair, little forehead kisses, etc. (Bonus if Killua’s a little jealous that his sister isn’t as nice or easygoing, or any of his siblings for that matter.) You’re not obligated to write this, though! I just really love the big sister concept.(´∀`)

hello !! oh my gosh i’ve been gone for literal months 😟 school hit me like a bus, i will admit once more :’) i feel myself getting better, and honestly writing has been pretty hard recently. though, i could feel myself falling back in love with it :) i’m sorry for the long wait everyone, i’m just trying to ease myself back into writing after being away for so long <3

i have loads of requests to catch up on, but when i do finish, they will be open again :) and then maybe i’ll add more fandoms...

that being said...

aww yes! - i love the big sister concept! i hope you like this - thank you for requesting! <333

pairings: gon + older sister reader

warnings: none!

oh man, oh man

admittedly, this relationship is one of the purest things to ever exist

gon is a literal ray of sunshine though he can be deadly

from your first interaction - you had always been strangely comfortable around him

it was clear within your greeting that you were a naturally chipper person

which, collided with gon’s personality quite perfectly

you squeezed into his friend group, automatically clicking with everyone

killua knew you meant no ill-intent, though he was jealous of the attention you recieved from his best friend

rightfully so - as killua hadn’t been used to all of the attention gon provided him with, hence his desire in wanting to keep it to himself

you first met gon at york new - you spotted his wrestling table from across the street and was pleasantly surprised at his skill

you didn’t dare challenge him yourself, though you stood by to compliment him

gon seemed to really like you off the bat, so he begun including you in more of his life, as well as telling you about his dad and greed island

you were there for the journeys that eventually followed that

as your bond grew stronger, you began to show him more affection

it escalated slowly - a high five, hair ruffle, side-hug, full hug, and then kisses on the forehead

you found yourself caring for him tremendously - he felt like family to you

gon loved your affectionate side and never passed up an opportunity for a hug

it became instinct - whatever small victory would be presented to you guys, you’d turn to each other immediately and proceed to hug in excitement

trailing away from affection, you tried your best to not get too involved in gon’s dangerous decisions

you definitely always gave your full opinion to him, mostly because he knew he valued both your’s and killua’s the most

except, knowing him, he would eventually go with what he desired instead

you were very laidback when it came to hanging around gon

you never really found yourself scolding him (unless it was absolutely necessary)

killua took notice of your calm attitude, admiring the way you let gon pave his own way (you’d sometimes give him guidance if he seemed like he need it)

albeit, killua was jealous of gon

he grew up in a family that had his life planned out for him by the time he could walk

you were always just so... relaxed

he envied having that gon had you

you just seemed to know exactly where your boundaries stood - it was refreshing to him

though, with as much as you hang around gon, it’d be impossible not to form some sort of a bond with killua

you treasured the moments where the two of you would be alone at night, both the only ones awake

for a couple hours, killua had you to himself to talk to. he had the opportunity to have a laidback conversation with someone he knew would provide the answers he craved

he cherished those moments infinitely

as to not say the second gon awoke you were only available to him, but killua liked your attention

A+ person in both their books

#anime #gon hxh #hunterxhunter #hxh #killua #killua x reader #killua zoldyck x reader #hunter x hunter #hxh x reader #gon freecss x reader #gon freecss #gon freccs #hxh headcanons #hxh alluka #hxh 2011 #hxh manga #hxh imagines #killua hunterxhunter #hunter x hunter x reader #hunter x hunter oneshots #hunter x hunter imagines #hunter x hunter headcanon #anime x reader #anime headcanons #anime fic #gon and killua #killua and gon #killua and alluka #anime x you

[narrators-journal]

Hello, I really like your work! and i would like to know if you can make yandere killua and yandere illumi fighting each other for the reader. The reader is a friend of Killua and is the same age as him, 18 years old.

Alright! This might be a bit iffy in parts because I never write actual confrontations, but I hope it's enjoyable! I couldn't really slip in some real yandere behavior, so I kinda implied it to keep things short lol.

Killua'd known you for a while now, about two years, from the age of 16 to now, his eighteenth birthday, and he liked you quite a bit. Because of this, the silver-haired man had begun to keep an even stricter eye on you than he had in the past. That's why you were tagging along to Killua's family home with him and Gon to let his family celebrate so that he could keep you safe and close. Besides, he'd rather you met Illumi under his watch than on the roads and by complete chance. So, Alluka was safely in a secure hotel room and you were walking up to the gates to Hades with him and Gon. "You sure you can't just do this over the phone?" You asked, your (e/c) eyes swimming with concern for him, it made his stomach flutter with butterflies. "Nah, my mom would have a fit if I didn't come home for my eighteenth birthday. But, if they try to introduce me to a 'nice girl', we run." That made you and Gon both giggle, but nod. Despite it being silly, the three of you knew it was highly likely. It would be too much to ask that Illumi and Milluki be the favored ones. Killua thought bitterly as he spotted the gates to Hades up ahead, but no. He and Illumi were something akin to the favorites out of his five siblings, the most 'loved' was Killua, he was the heir, so of course he was expected to breed and carry on the line, but Illumi was the eldest, so he too was expected to find a wife and have children. It was an awful fate that some part of Killua, deep down, felt sorry for his brother over, but it was a small portion.

With a firm shake of his head, Killua shooed the thoughts away and huffed at the doors that he now stood in front of, "We'll do our best to get out quickly," Gon chirped, giving the white-haired assassin a confident smile, which he returned, "Yeah! Real quick," he confirmed, before leading them to the testing gates and easily opening them all. "Y'know (y/n), each of those doors is supposed to be 2 tons each? and each bigger one is twice the weight of the corresponding one!" Gon boasted, bringing an astounded look to your face, "Holy shit, really?! Isn't that...128 tons though?" Gon nodded "Yep! Killua can open them all," he boasted, beaming with pride in his friend, ignoring the pink-cheeked glare Killua threw his way as they walked onto the mountain.

As to be expected, the Zoldycks had sent Gotoh, their head butler, with a car, so the trio was spared the miles of walking it took to get to the actual main house. So, instead, they spent the ride talking and joking, which helped to combat the knot of dread in Killua's stomach. Something just told him that this visit wasn't going to end well, but he couldn't say why he felt that way. When he got inside the manor, he got his answer.

It wasn't that he and Illumi were still on bad terms, he'd tentatively begun to mend fences with his eldest brother at sixteen after years of blubbering and pestering from his mother, but the way Illumi's soulless eyes locked onto you when he spotted you did not sit well with the silver-haired Zoldyck. However, his mother tackled him before he could stop his brother from approaching you and striking up a conversation. The only comfort he got was in knowing you were talking to him almost solely out of the need to be polite, you'd been warned enough about the manipulative snake to know to be wary. "you've grown so much! I barely recognize you anymore," Kikyo half squealed and half chided as if Killua could help himself growing to be Illumi's height, maybe a bit more, but the man just rolled his icy blue eyes, staying quiet to avoid his mother shrieking at him about how she was a good mother who loved him or something.

After his mother was done fussing at him, Killua returned to you, sticking close to you and Gon so he didn't lose his cool, doing so would only lengthen how long they'd have to stay. However, he also came over to interrupt Illumi's conversation with you, "Hey, (y/n), ya doing okay?" he asked, not bothering to hide his concern about his brother, which got him a pointed look from said brother, "Oh, yeah, just been chatting with your brother." you hummed, and while he could tell you were still wary, it was far less rigid as it was before. Of fucking course he'd do this bullcrap he thought, scanning over you to ensure his older sibling hadn't stuck you with a needle. Thankfully he hadn't, so that meant Illumi'd just charmed you. Disgusting.

Nonetheless, he bit back the urge to grab you and run and instead just talked to you and slowly led you away from Illumi. After that, things mellowed out for Killua and the day wasn't as much of a nightmare as he'd thought it would be, though that was mostly because he hung out with Gon and you more than his family. That wasn't to say he wasn't polite to his siblings, especially Kalluto, and nice to his parents, but he kept a distance from them. He especially kept a distance from Illumi, and he made sure you did the same so that the assassin couldn't put a needle in you or charm you anymore. However, Illumi approached him around evening, when you'd been drug off by Kikyo to 'have a chat' aka be interrogated for knowing her son so well. "I know why you avoid me nowadays," Illumi hummed in his usual bored, almost-sleepy voice as he watched the tv and acted as if he didn't notice his younger brother's evil look. "but what bugs me right now, is you keeping (y/n) away from me. You know that I need a partner, your friend is a viable option, you're just being rude to stop me from at least trying to date her." He continued, and Killua could almost taste the annoyance in his deadpan brother's aura, but all it did was put a spark of malicious joy in his soul. "First, my friends shouldn't be options for you, second, quit fucking talking about them like they're a piece of meat. (y/n) is a fucking human, not a damned broodmare for you." he pointed out in as cool of a tone as he could manage, both so no malice slips into his aura and affects Gon, who was next to him, and to further annoy Illumi. "Is it because you have a crush on her? No offense, Kill, but that won't stop me from making a move if she's available. they're very cute, and I wouldn't mind having her for myself." the dead-eyed man said coldly, staring down at the younger man.

For a moment or two after that, Killua and Illumi gave each other lethal looks, having a silent argument that was so palpable that Gon finally got up and moved, knowing better than to try and intervene or help his friend with family spats. It turned out the dark haired boy had the right idea, because almost as soon as he'd gotten up, the two went at each other like a pair of hostile dogs.

Killua was swiftly thrown to the ground by his older brother, but since he was no longer twelve, Killua's punch in response did actual damage instead of being ignored. Though he still stood no chance against him, Killua did his best to punch, kick, and bite his brother, managing to roll him over and slam his head into the floor before he retaliated with a punch to the throat. Meanwhile, Gon, Milluki, and the other siblings watched and cheered, either for Illumi or killua, encouraging them or throwing out advice for how to win the fight until Silva and Zeno finally came in and pried the two brothers apart. They ended up having to hold the two apart, because as soon as they were on their feet, Killua kicked his brother in the stomach and was nearly yanked off his feet as a result. "That is enough." Silva snapped, his voice not loud, but still firm enough to clear the wrathful red from Killua's eyes a bit and stop him from initiating another fist fight. "You two are now adults, having squabbles like this is unacceptable." he scolded, the brothers deflating in shame as they were finally released and further chewed out.

Finally, they were returned back to the social setting, and Killua was forced to put on a happy face for the rest of the night. He would've stayed pissed, maybe even attack Illumi a fifth time, but you were there, and he didn't want to worry you with the story. However, through dinner and the onslaught of gifts you and Gon helped him carry out, whenever you weren't looking or he was alone, Zeno and Silva once again would have to stop them from coming to blows before Killua finally left to go to a hotel for the night despite his mother offering his old room.

#yandere killua #yandere illumi #hxh #hunter x hunter #x reader #yandere #ask #implied yandereism

[buzzykrueger]

When Gon’s anger becomes a protective mechanism for Killua

IMPORTANT: The text is long, plus, I do not support Gon hate. He’s a human being and a kid, so don’t worry, none of my analysis will put him as a monster.

You know the theory that one of the reasons Gon shuts Killua out from Pitou’s fight, besides proving himself and erasing his guilt, is also to keep Killua safe? I didn’t understand at first, but I kinda agree with that now.

Remember the “YES I AM AN IDIOT” iconic scene, Greed Island arc?

Let’s talk about that and link it all.

They’ve spent half of the chapter 158 arguing because Gon kept insisting on meeting this “Chrollo Lucilfer” person inside the game, while Killua was trying to be logical, saying that this person wouldn’t clarify their reasons only by asking them. Killua eventually gives in, and after Gon uses the card, they travel to met not Chrollo, but Hisoka, who asks if they went all that way just to ask him a question (implying how dumb it was).

Gon says that’s pretty much their reason and Killua kept teasing Gon on his dumb choice.

But after some ping-pong teasing between them, the reason Gon was being stubborn is, actually, a concern that lights up on his mind with memories of his journey to rescue Killua from Kukuroo Mountain. Even blushing, Gon says that he was reminded of Gotoh’s words and was worried that both of them were being deceived.

Gotoh’s words were, exactly:

Be careful. And protect Killua.

This also adds to the character analysis - one that is very on point - that Gon being outgoing doesn’t mean he puts depth to analyzing his feelings. He speaks his mind, the problem is not to talk per se - but to put effort into understand his intentions behind those actions. He could say he was worried about them, but he doesn’t, because he speaks first and doesn’t think through what he feels. He’s yes outgoing, but impulsive, and very immersive into acting first, think later - or even thinking only when questioned, because it didn’t even crossed his mind. That’s why we see him talking but yet... it’s hard to know what is happening inside him aside from Killua’s common inner monologues. But maybe protecting Killua it’s so natural that he doesn’t even bother to explain. To think that he keeps Gotoh’s words and even mentions it after all this time, such a nice and gentle touch of how much he respects his bond with Killua. 

Now, let’s get back to the CAA events. Specifically chapter 222.

A very shocked and distressed Gon was learning through Kite's attacks, but not to defend himself or parry. His painful attempts were all leading to dodge the punches and faints, so he could give puppet Kite a hug, and an apology.

Yes, he said terrible things to Killua - and of course wanting to protect him wasn’t the only reason. But he knew from the moment they first met Pitou, that they were dangerous. He wanted to deal with that alone, because it was “his mess”, so he shouldn’t endanger his most beloved one. 

We know that this is a turning point for Gon’s development in this arc, because it is the moment where his resolve becomes tainted with all the guilt he is facing. It’s when he starts to lose himself, and Killua knows that, probably, nothing he says or do will convince Gon otherwise.

But what contrasts with the well-known harsh words towards his best friend, is that he never meant to exclude Killua from the whole situation. That's why he says "OUR fault".

Then, right after, he addresses Killua directly. Visibly starting to lose himself, he takes the responsibility to prove he's strong to fix it, but I think that due to his communication pattern, he might also mean that he’s want to fix it without endangering who he wanted to fight by his side under normal circumstances.

It’s an act that can hold both guilt and protection. He addresses only that one person in the room because he needs Killua to know that this isn't a normal situation, and that's why he can't bring him to this fight. It isn’t normal because someone dear to him got hurt really bad. It isn’t normal because his best friend, someone who would not think before putting his life at risk for Gon, shouldn’t endanger himself to the point he could face the same destiny, specially because this is Gon’s way to show he cares. Again, Gon just speaks his mind without much thought, with his intentions between the lines. His effort to put his feelings into words mixed with the suffering he is handling are, on his mind, overwhelming enough - but still he cared to speak directly to Killua. Could this be, again, another demonstration of not-so-well-thought feelings spoken with the first words that come to his mouth?

Wouldn’t make sense, after all of those demonstrations of Gon’s behavior when someone is endangered and he desperately wants to take control of the situation because he thinks this is the best way to protect them and to be useful, and with that, deserving of their company? 

As Gon's communication is both simple (in words) and complex (behind the words), since he doesn't think through his feelings and he’s a stubborn child, it makes hard for others to catch his intentions, specially if they're already struggling to understand that they are not a burden. Because Killua’s mindset on making friends also includes the need to feel useful, just like Gon’s, but expressed through different means - and by being casted away fro Gon’s decision and later saving the boy in order to push him forward once again to his goal (alone this time), Killua thinks Gon has cut ties with him. as he couldn’t play a helpful role within Gon’s life anymore. So, this is how he reaches the rejective conclusion.

But the connection that I'm trying to make is that even thought Gon’s words were awful as the boy himself recognized, I truly believe Gon still wouldn't want Killua to fight even if he knew how his friend felt.  But not because he rejected Killua or meant to cut ties with his “no longer useful” best friend.

Because Gon has stated already: Killua doesn’t have to earn his friendship.

Those harsh words during the Palace Invasion were an attempt to regain control of the situation, prove his worth in the middle of a mental chaos that he wasn’t ready to face. But still, what if he kept reminding himself that he must protect his best friend in the entire world and just couldn’t find a better way to say it? Because he knows Killua is capable of self-sacrificing, Gon tried to stop him before, and Pitou is terribly strong. If it’s hard for him to translate his feelings when he is calm and collected, the extreme condition he found himself dragged in would’ve just made this communication face more obstacles. Fighting his own pain - another thing he couldn’t translate for the sake of his own mental health - led to the words to come out like they were: heartbreaking.

So, I’m not saying that it was solely to protect Killua, but I think that makes sense for Gon’s character. And again, I don’t think he would agree that Killua would fight what he thinks it’s his battle alone. But, with his mind cleared and the right questions, he would've given Killua an answer. He would say that this is not about taking Killua out of the special place Gon has put him, but about Gon taking the the responsibility based on what he thinks it’s best for everyone. His feelings, either protective or hurtful, are only explained when he’s asked, because action speaks volume for him and he needs this trigger question to make him translate his intentions.

Just like in the Hunter Exam, he only tells Kurapika about how he felt with Hisoka because he questioned. 

And in the Yorknew Arc, Gon didn’t let Killua hurt himself and was really trying to understand how the other boy felt. Gon doesn't communicate well but not because he rejects his feelings, and still, he cares about others’ feelings too. He was just literally out of his mind. So yeah, I think he cared for Killua safety, and if after all this time he made a connection between his stubborn acts and Gotoh’s words, it’s because - on his mind - these words and thoughts never leave his head. He’s constantly worrying about Killua, in his own way. But he couldn't explain something that he didn't put a second thought even for himself to understand. And it's not the first time, he acts very similar in these mentioned situations.

What all these stubborn oriented situations that I’ve mentioned, except for the one regarding Hisoka, have in common? He wanted to protect Killua.

He was undeniably wrong in saying those words to Killua, but it’s something acknowledged by himself already. He IS, by his nature, a protective kid, and under normal circumstances, Killua would be allowed to fight by his side because it has to be him. If it’s not going to be him, it won’t be anyone else. He can’t risk to lose him for something that he feels overly responsible. His words were rooted in pain, but the moment he addresses Killua that he would fight alone - a moment recollected by the latter in the hospital scene - shows respect for the one he has just lost, Kite, and the one he doesn’t want to lose. 

Killua is the one who never left him, never discredited him and is irreplaceable. Killua is the first thing that comes up to his mind when thinking about meeting Ging. Who would have thought that Gon’s mind would reach so far into memories and hold so deeply someone’s words like Gotoh’s?

He was selfish. But it’s a childish selfishness, built on such empty expectations about himself that he ends up forcing on others what he believes that is the right thing to do, in order to keep others safe, no matter how bad he hurts his body... because when it comes to protect those he care, he loses respect on his self-care due to this low self-esteem of his. So, he didn’t ask Killua to “please, let me fight alone”, because he’s decided to not drag Killua into a fight he knows he might lose, and then Killua couldn’t be protected.

And makes sense, again, that Killua couldn’t read between these lines, because he also blames himself for everything that happened, and thinks his feelings and desires would only keep in Gon’s way - that’s why those words hit him so deeply, but the thing that hurts him the most was the sole fact that Gon fought alone. He can’t help but compare to the dodgeball, and like Gon, Killua has his own unhealthy patterns: since he only knows love through pain, when he’s prevented from getting hurt against his will, he fails to understand it as an act of love.

The bond they’ve established while playing Greed Island was expressed through dozens of symbolisms already well discussed among the fandom (Killua’s badge, the rainbow diamond, the famous line during the dodgeball game). And I don’t doubt that their encounter with Pitou held traces of the same protective pattern, but messed up by Gon’s internal struggle.

For the times Gon showed concern before, we can mention more expressive moments like the whole Zoldyck arc, when they were escaping from the Troupe, when Tzeseguerra said he’d endangered Killua or even when Killua got caught by some spell, etc, or we can even analyze his body language. Like here:

Before the date, Gon is indirectly protecting Killua in here, through his body language (Killua entered the room first, but Gon puts himself between them):

And after the date, while being punished for hurting her feelings, Gon screams at Palm when she tried to stab Killua, probably implying that he was observing and only interveins when she tries to hurt anyone other than himself - because he is, again, being stubborn and taking all the blame and control in order to redeem his actions and prove his capacity to fix things. I think it’s possible that Gon talked to her about Killua off curtains, or at least made an agreement about not involving Killua in her madness, but it it’s open to interpretation.

So, yeah, I can’t help but link everything to his pattern. He responds to the fear of losing those he loves with the same impactful devotion that is given to him, but it is so impactful that fails vocabulary and second thoughts. He knows Killua will be the first to risk his life if something happens or to prevent Gon from getting hurt during his tasks. Killua tends to sacrifice a lot and never complains while doing it, so I think it’s pretty much plausible that even when he can’t express himself at all, he’s worrying about Killua in the corner of his mind. Sometimes, just before our eyes.

Anyways, I love re-reading Greed Island arc and linking to their development through CAA because pretty much anything they do, they’re doing together, and they were bonding so beautifully. Their relationship was never so well-detailed before, but mostly for us, when they didn’t get much time to put in the balance how rushed their training was, and how fast they got attached to the point they can’t even stop thinking about each other while distant.

They look at each other like this:

They inspire this kind of reaction from others:

And there’s this one... nothing big, I just love it hahahaha

They’re in love each others’ top priority. It’s not impossible that Gon took Killua’s safety into matter, but his mind and words failed him, as he himself acknowledges that the only explanation to say those things to Killua is that “he doesn’t know what he was thinking”. Because, under normal circumstances, just like about letting Killua fight by his side, he would NEVER hurt Killua’s feelings. He IS protective. He didn’t have to rescue Killua from his own home - since Killua left for himself - but he still does it, instead of sticking to his main journey. And did not budge until Killua was safe by his side.

It’s a badly worded protection, because he doesn’t even know self-protection and puts action before everything. To figure a better way out of this pattern, he will now have plenty of time to find new ways to protect Killua and himself from the flaws of their dynamic. Their emotional attachment didn’t grow as fast as their fighting skills, but it doesn’t mean Gon is a monster, was malicious towards Killua or wanted to break his heart. I don’t even think he would reject Killua, but would explain the reason behind his decision in a reassuring way.

And finally, it’s so symbolic how Gotoh died and got replaced by a Kiriko - the same creature that translates Gon’s perceptiveness and how the boys are close. This way, they are still linked by Gotoh’s words through someone that mimics Gotoh’s appearance and also understands their relationship like the long gone butler. His words will never die.

And not to mention... how shoujo and romantic it is that Gon remembers the promise he made to Gotoh before he takes Killua with him? It is almost like a marriage proposal. That he didn’t forget, not even after all this time. 

Do I think he would’ve change his mind on letting Killua fight? Not at all, and Killua couldn’t change his mind even if he begged, at least not without some patient mental work. This is Gon’s mindset on protecting someone. But like that time in Greed Island, under normal circumstances, Gon would’ve ease Killua’s worries directly or indirectly after some talking. And of course, it is not his job to guess Killua’s feelings, communication must be a two-way path. Killua waited for too long, and at that point, Gon was too lost in his grief and wasn’t able to measure his words. But I truly believe that, deep inside his mind, those words and that promise were still there, waiting to resonate if necessary.

And as @gallyl​ added so perfectly: Killua is alive and well, grieving on the hospital’s bench, trying to get a grip of everything he just experienced. Decided to give Gon a second chance, he’s now able to understand this message of love Gon has left for him: there’s so much he can do in life, that Gon simply doesn’t want him to die because Killua’s whole life was surrounded by death - and Killua’s greatest wish was to live like a normal kid. And this speaks louder to Gon than having Killua to himself in death. A love that is not selfish, and does not envy. Killua’s life is validated, and in return, he saves Gon and his sister, the ones he loves the most, and validate back their right to exist, to grow, to try again. Unconditional love. At first, he’s hurt and demands an apology. But it’s Alluka who reminds him of how love must be free to give and to receive - he should let his heart open for whenever Gon is ready to reach him again.

But now, the apology will matter. 

And this is absurdly romantic. Not every sacrifice ends up in dying together to prove a relationship. They’ve made promises similar to marital vows, and not everything happened like they wanted, but they made clear to us that they’re not done with each other - as they refuse to say goodbye, and keep grammatical constructions like “for a while”, indicating a break, an interlude. 

Their song is still playing, and their promises still exist as their split was never mentioned as something definitive, because preventing the other one to get physically hurt on your behalf and taking some time to think before you take the risk to accidentally emotionally hurt them too are both ways to show protection. Ways that they’re learning now, two boys who think they should get hurt to love and be loved. 

#hxh #greed island #character analysis #meta #gon freecss #killua #killugon #chimera ant arc

[bunnirs]

Yandere! Gon and Killua with a S/O who tries to leave

Requested by: Anon!

“I don’t know if you do any yandere stuff but if you do I was wondering how would yandere killua and gon react to thier s/o trying to leave them for Accidentally Cheating. Thx love your blog”

First Gon and Killua request!! I’m so excited! For the sake of all things holy, ALL CHARACTERS WILL BE AGED UP A BIT. especially with the cheating thing 👉👈 UMM ALSO THIS IS MY FIRST EVER YANDERE TYPE THING SO IM SORRY 😭

Gon:

Alright this dude doesn’t see anything wrong with the fact that he cheated

HE THINKS ITS NORMAL??

And to think you’d get so upset over him ‘cheating’ on you??

He would never! He was just being ‘nice’ to one of tourists of Whale Island

A little to nice.

He’s the type of Yandere that thinks what he does is completely fine! He thinks he’s doing the right thing!

So that’s where you had enough.

Gon was a lunatic and you had to get away

Maybe you’d call Leorio or Kurapika, they’d help you

That’s all you had to do

Get to a pay phone and dial Leorio or Kurapika

So while Gon had left to do God knows what..

You packed your shit and walked out the door

Surprisingly.. you got to the pay phone rather easily

Your paranoia had shot up with the risk of getting caught

Like 📈📈📈📈📈

You made the decision to call Kurapika. He was more serious with this stuff.

You waited for Kurapika until it was dark out

But he came all the same

But you hadn’t expected to see Gon right behind him

That’s right. Gon had said something about visiting Kurapika. Shit.

You were an idiot not to pay closer attention

Fuck fuck fuck he looks mad

His eyes were avoid of anything,,,

His soulless hues stared into your own, and you felt like you could throw up

Kurapika seemed rather worried, asking what happened while Gon was gone

You couldn’t tell him about Gon being a psycho

He wouldn’t believe you.. right?

You made the choice in saying that someone had tried to hurt you, and with Gon away, you didn’t know what to do

Kurapika sighed and said he’d get a hotel and would scout the island for any suspicious behavior,,,

But he didn’t know that Gon WAS the culprit.

Soon after that, you went home with Gon.

“....You lied to him, Y/N.” There was a pregnant pause before your name, almost like it was hard for him to pronounce. “You never lie.”

“...Gon....” You said quietly, not prepared for whatever the hell he was going to say.

“Is this about the woman?” Gon narrowed his eyes at his feet, which moved as the both of you took the road to his house.

“No I just-“ you went quiet, not knowing what to say. Make something up. Fast. “I just wanted to.. get away from the island a bit.”

“Get away?” Gon’s dark expression changed into one of confusion. “Do you not like it here?”

“No! I like it here!” You said abruptly, your eyes widening. “It’s just, I was thinking of visiting my parents! See what they’re up too!” You nervously laughed, praying he didn’t notice your smile faulter.

“...Oh well...that’s easy.” Gon smiled at you, and for a second, you thought you did something good. “They’re up to nothing.” His eyes darkened, his smile widening a bit.

“Nothing?” You questioned, confused.

“They’re dead.” Gon hummed. “They kept trying to get in my way.. so I put them out of their misery. They missed you a lot.. and kept saying I kidnapped you! Which isn’t true right?”

You didn’t say anything. Nothing at all. The only thing that escaped your mouth were the harsh sobs, which seemed to shake your whole body. You fell to the ground, the rough asphalt slicing your knees, the stinging couldn’t compare to the state your heart was in.

“...Oh..” His voice lowered, the slight evidence of worry laced his tone. “.....Can you not speak..?” He grabbed your hand, kneeling before you.

You smacked his hand away, falling onto your back. “G-get the hell away from me!” You screamed, your hands slipping on the bloodied gravel below you. You kept trying to stand up, but it seemed that gravity pushed against you even harder than before. “Go away! For gods sake just leave me alone!”

He stared at his hand for about a minute, his mouth wide and agape. “Leave.. you alone? While your upset?” He seemed hurt, his eyes swelling up, tears appearing. “What kind of boyfriend would I be if I left you like this! You’re hurting!”

“Because of you! I’m HURTING BECAUSE OF YOU!” You screamed in his face, somehow gaining the strength to sit up.

“.......I didn’t hurt you! I would never hurt you!” His voice gained in volume, almost like he was panicking. “I just did what was best for both of us!”

“You did what was best for you!” You shoved your finger into his chest, your nail almost bending due to the pressure. “You never think about me! You force me to stay with you! I never wanted something like this! I-“

“Shut up.” Gon said suddenly, shadow overcasting his facial features. “Everything I do is for you... don’t you dare say it isn’t!” His hand quickly grabbed your wrist, the sickening sound of bone being crushed seemed to echo in your ears.

“Y-you’re hurting me... right now... you’re hurting me..” you whispered, trying your best not to cry even more. Your head already hurt from the screaming, the pain adding to your desire to pass out.

“You don’t know real pain.” He said coldly. “But you’ll find out soon.”

That’s all you heard before you eyes seemed to close, your body falling forward into someone’s warm embrace, the air being knocked out of you.

“But everything I do... is for you.. Y/N.”

Killua:

Thing is I don’t see him cheating :(

He’s so closed off as is, so it’s surprising he’s in love with you anyway!!

He’s definetly the Yandere who thinks that you need him

Like you’d be in danger without him

He’s definitely convinced himself that you’d die if you weren’t with him

And that makes him so friggin sad

He wants you to be happy

But he wants you to be safe first.

So, if you try to escape, that’ll make him even more broken inside

He’s a tragic yandere tbh

Wants to give you happiness and love, but he can’t let you out of his sight 😭

So you probably try to leave when he kills someone that was close to you

Probably a guy friend of yours

He felt like he was dangerous, and couldn’t have him taking you away

So he murdered him on the spot with a quick hand through the heart, his nails bloodied.

That was the last straw. You were living with a murderer.

How you would get out? You had no idea

You were in the Zoldyck Mansion. Locked away.

If anything, you could try talking to Canary. She liked you. A lot.

So that’s what you did. You told Canary everything.

She believed you almost immediately. She knew the Zoldycks were cruel... Killua included, no matter how much she liked him.

She’d try to smuggle you outside the gate

Hopefully the security guard would understand

That’s what got you here, standing from right inside the testing gate, Killua before you.

Canary was long gone. She had to stop the butlers from following you.. so you were alone.

“....What are you doing so far from home...?” He questioned, his eyes widened at the sight of you with bags in your hands. “It’s dangerous out here.”

“Killua, we’re inside the gate. You know it’s plenty safe out here.” You narrowed your eyes, nails digging into the leather holsters of your bag. You couldn’t back down now. “Besides, I can protect myself if need be.”

“.....Of course you can. I don’t doubt your abilities.” Killua rolled his eyes, his attitude returning to normal. “I wouldn’t date someone who can’t protect themselves.”

“....Then why don’t you act like that?” You felt a pang in your chest. He made it seems like you were weak.... He made it seem like you were helpless. Why would he do that?

“Act like what? Protective? I can’t do that?” He questioned, his defensive tone making itself clear.

“That is not what this is.” You countered, stepping back a bit. “You know this isn’t you being protective! You act like I’m fragile! Some glass vase that’ll break if someone pushes me to hard! I’m not! I’m a professional hunter just like you!”

“...You don’t act like it.” He pouted, shoving his hands in his pockets.

“How can you be so childish right now!? This is why I need to leave!” You stepped forward, your voice gaining in volume.

“...Leaving is a need? Are you sure you just don’t want it?” He stepped towards you, his voice getting low. He was definitely getting pissed off now.

“I haven’t been outside the gate in years Killua! You know how ridiculous that sounds?! Last time I interacted with someone from outside this gate, you fucking murdered them! He was my friend!”

“He was trying to hurt you!” Killua responded, his eyes darkening. “He was inviting you outside the gate! And by yourself no less! He could’ve hurt you!”

“Going out the gate isn’t a death sentence! I need fresh air Killua! I need to see people!” You continued to yell, throwing your hands up in the air dramatically, the bag in your hand almost being flung off to the side.

“You see my family everyday! They’re people!” Killua scoffed. “barely...” he muttered to himself, getting lost in thought.

“What if I don’t want to see your family anymore?! What if I don’t want to see you?!” You gasped right after the words left your mouth, hands covered your lips, almost in disbelief of what you had just said.

As your thoughts consumed you, you felt a slight pain in your abdomen, your body falling to the ground. Your bags cluttered around you, creating what ironically looked like a crime scene. He had just pushed you. That’s never happened before.

Killua stood above you, his eyes pulsating with dark intent, his aura covering for what seemed like miles. “....Don’t you ever say that!” He yelled out, tears almost appearing in his empty voids. “I might believe it one day! That you don’t need me anymore!” He grabbed the collar of your shirt, so his eyes could look into yours. “I can’t lose you like everyone else! Don’t leave me behind! I used to think you needed me but now I think it’s the other way around!” He cried out, tears threatening to spill. “I have to protect you with everything I have! I’ll continue to kill the people who try to take you away! So please don’t make this hard! I know you want to leave! I understand! But that can’t happen!”

You were quiet, your body feeling limp as he had hit a sensitive point on your body. “O-okay...” you muttered out, tears brimming the corners of your eyes. “I’ll stay.... I-“

Before you can finish, Killua hugged you tighter than ever before, knocking the air out of you. You felt like you could pass out, that feeling soon coming to reality as black dots filled your vision. He had somehow managed to manipulated you again. His worry getting the best of you.

Curse you for being so damn sympathetic.

#hxh #gon freccs #hxh killua #killua zoldyck #killua hxh #hxh x reader #hunter x hunter #hunter x hunter x reader #hunterxhunter imagine #hunterxhunter x reader #hunterxhunter #hunter x hunter imagine #killua x reader #kurapika kurta #leorio paladiknight #canary hxh #hxh yandere #yandere killua #yandere gon #admin is nervous #🙈 #hxh imagines #hxh imagine #x reader #yandere #yandere x reader #killua zoldyck x reader #gon freccs x reader

[tickly-trashcan]

Chain Reaction {Kurapika and Leorio}

A/N: oughh these were both cute but i decided to go with Kurapika and Leorio because i adore them, i love how Leorio is like a dad to basically the whole group, but I especially like how sweet he is with Kurapika hehe. I must warn you this might be ooc since its my first time writing for hxh and i’m still only on episode 20 or so whoops. Still hope you like it!

Summary: Kurapika has been preparing a new trick, but when trying to show it to Leorio, things go a bit haywire.

Word Count: 1.1k (under the cut)

“Leorio, I need to show you something,” Kurapika said, sounding eager as he tapped Leorio’s shoulder, who was sitting at the table working on something.

Leorio turned in the chair, looking at the shorter blonde boy as he smiled.

“Sure, what’s up?”

Kurapika grinned. He had been working on a new way to use his chains, a way without Nen. It wasn’t perfect yet, and he was still making a few mistakes, but he felt confident enough to share it with Leorio.

He took a few steps back from Leorio, raising his hands. His chains slowly swirled around him, almost like a carousel as he focused, straining a bit.

“That’s really cool Kurapika!” Leorio said encouragingly, and Kurapika grinned, his confidence growing.

“You haven’t seen anything yet,” He said, almost cockily as the chains changed directions, Leorio watching enthusiastically from where he sat. He made a funny face, one that suddenly caught Kurapika’s attention. Leorio sneezed, the loud noise breaking Kurapika’s attention as his chains whipped around out of his control. Kurapika let out a sharp cry, tripping backwards over his own feet as his chains wrapped around him.

Leorio gasped, quickly jumping out of his chair and rushing over to Kurapika. Kurapika struggled, trying to get out of the chains, but only managing to free one of his arms, which didn’t do him much good.

“Kurapika! Are you okay?”

“I-I’m fine, just a bit embarrassed now. Sorry, I meant for my trick to be cooler…”

Leorio shook his head, kneeling down next to Kurapika and immediately reaching over, grabbing onto the chains.

“Don’t apologize, kiddo. Let me help you out of these,” Leorio said, and Kurapika smiled. It was always nice to have Leorio around, he was like a father to him and his other friends, Gon and Killua. 

Kurapika winced when Leorio grabbed at a chain near his hip, Leorio quickly noticed and pulled his hands back, looking at Kurapika with worry on his face.

“Did I hurt you?” He asked, and Kurapika shook his head, his face heating up slightly from embarrassment.

“No, it just - it tickled…”

Leorio raised an eyebrow, Kurapika quickly averting his gaze to avoid further embarrassment, which also led him to missing the grin from Leorio.

“Alright then,” Leorio said, a lilt in his voice that he couldn’t hide. Leorio went back to untangling Kurapika, though he slipped in a few “accidental” pokes that made Kurapika flinch. 

“Leorio!” He whined, “Stop messing around and get me out of these!”

“Oh? I don’t think you realize the situation you’re in, Kurapika~”

Kurapika looked at Leorio with wide eyes, shaking his head as he giggled nervously. Leorio only chuckled, Kurapika already attempting to roll away before Leorio grabbed him, digging into his sides as Kurapika squawked immediately and uncharacteristically, though still managed to hold back his laughter.

“L-Leorio! Quit it! J-Just get me out of this!”

“Heh, you’re awfully cocky for someone who’s so ticklish you know,” Leorio teased, tickling his sides gently as Kurapika bit his lip, trying to keep himself from so much as giggling. Leorio raised an eyebrow, chuckling amusedly.

“I wonder how long you can go without laughing?” He proposed, almost as a challenge as Kurapika whined, a giggle slipping through when Leorio moved to his waist. Leorio tutted and Kurapika’s face started to go red from all the laughter he was withholding.

“I… was joking, Kurapika. You can laugh, you might explode otherwise.”

Kurapika shook his head, still refusing to laugh. Leorio rolled his eyes at the younger ones antics, figuring it was more funny than anything as he kept up the work on his waist, reaching down and tweaking his hip experimentally.

Kurapika jolted, looking up at Leorio fearfully, who flashed him a mere grin before digging in, making Kurapika instantly burst into laughter.

“Leheheorio! Wahahait!”

“Why wait? Not like you’re getting out of this anytime soon,” Leorio chuckled, Kurapika swatting at him with his one free hand, too busy to care about getting out of the chains now. Leorio dug his fingers gently into Kurapika’s hips, slowly climbing up to his ribs as Kurapika squealed, trying to wriggle away but only managing to tangle himself up more.

“Careful now, keep wiggling and I might not be able to get you out. I’m trying to help you, y’know!”

“Nohohot h-hehelping!” Kurapika wailed, his free arm flailing and whacking Leorio, though not hard enough to hurt. Leorio hummed, now scribbling his fingers over Kurapika’s exposed tummy, making Kurapika jolt.

He flopped around, trying to roll away again, Leorio quickly adjusting him as Kurapika cackled. He struggled in his chains, trying both to get away from Leorio’s tickly fingers and also to try and free himself. 

Leorio laughed with Kurapika as he tickled the poor boy, who flopped around like a fish out of water, his blonde hair all over his face as he tried to wriggle away. Leorio went back to Kurapika’s ribs, now his upper ribs.

Kurapika panicked, feeling Leorio get closer to one of his worst spots as he kicked his legs as much as he could in the chains, Leorio’s hands slowly creeping upwards…

Kurapika shrieked when Leorio finally dug under his arms, scribbling his fingers in the hollows as Kurapika arched his back, laughing loudly and rather undignified compared to his normally composed nature.

“LEheheorio!! Not thehehere!” Kurapika cried out, squirming from side to side as Leorio whistled, continuing to tease the sensitive hollows as Kurapika flopped, clamping his already trapped arms harder against his sides to try and nullify the sensations, only managing to trap Leorio’s hands.

“Not where? Not here? Why not?”

“Behehehecause! I-It’s bahad!”

Leorio hummed, pulling his hands out from under Kurapika’s arms. Kurapika panted heavily as Leorio chuckled at him.

“Had enough?”

Kurapika nodded quickly, and Leorio laughed. He finally helped Kurapika get untangled from his chains, minding how he grabbed the chains so he wouldn’t accidentally tickle him again. Finally, Kurapika was freed, and he immediately stretched, glad to be free.

He squeaked when Leorio poked his side as he stretched, retracting his hand quickly as he chuckled.

“Couldn’t help it.”

“You sure could’ve,” Kurapika huffed, though there was a small grin on his face that Leorio didn’t miss. He went back to his chair, turning it so it was facing Kurapika as he sat down.

“Well? Are you gonna show me the trick for real this time? I won’t sneeze, I promise.” Leorio said, and Kurapika raised and eyebrow. “Or tickle you.”

Kurapika smiled, going back to his position at the start of the trick with a grin.

“Watch this.”

#veryblushyswitch #hunter x hunter #kurapika #leorio #tickle fic

[static-fanatic-1]

yandere gon and killua headcanons?

Enjoy <3

Gon:

• Gon is such a sweet boy.

• At first you wouldn't be able to tell, he would be as kind and loving as usual. Though he would be easily flustered by even talking to you. I imagine him being fairly shy considering his old man is shy, so smiling back at a compliment he gave you will make his heart flutter.

• Being an Enhancer, he is fairly straight forward in his flirtation. He would buy flowers, chocolates, or small stuffed animals. He would be adorable when complimenting you, and if you fight it would be a bonus. Imagine fighting one-on-one with someone and he yells from the side how amazing that one technique you used was.

• You probably wouldn't know he was a Yandere for you, after all his advances are adorable, he isn't violent towards you or his friends, and he couldn't be something like that... right? Even if you don't show any interest in him, he'll stay tame.

• He would only show his Yandere tendencies if someone was to hurt or insult you.

• If it was an insult he would be more lax about his reaction. Gon would yell and throw fists at whoever would do such a thing. It would seem over the top for sure but he wouldn't easily let it go. He would only let it go if they said sorry or if you stopped him from going any further.

• But if it was someone deliberately hurting you, then lord have mercy on their soul. Gon would have little tolerance for something like that. He would fight them and give them hell, probably accidentally killing them in the process. I mean the little bean is really strong.

• Of course if he killed someone he wouldn't feel guilty about it, I mean they tried to hurt you.

• Gon wouldn't be clingy or cuddly, instead he would stay around you and do his best to make you happy. Still he has been through a lot so I'm certain he would love some affection in return.

• The little bean would be a relatively tame Yandere, only showing that side whenever someone tries to hurt you. I also don't think he would accidentally chase you away, he's just too sweet and innocent to leave behind. So his goal would be to keep you close without chasing you away, even when his little crush is obvious.

Killua:

• Killua is a pretty scary Yandere unlike Gon. He would defiantly take after his father and grandfather in regards to obsessive and possessive behavior.

• He wouldn't be below kidnaping, after all his last name typically deters new people. Though it wouldn't be his first instinct.

• Killua would first try to court you similarly to Gon. He would easily buy you gifts you've always wanted yet never told him about. A new game you've wanted? He just so happened to think you would like it. The nice yet expensive hoodie you had your eyes on? Killua thought it would look good on you.

• It has gone to the point that he would SHARE HIS CHOCO ROBOTS WITH YOU!

• Killua would come from behind and hug you or lightly tease you on your adorable looks. Though I imagine he would lightly tug on your hair and smack your ass just to get a reaction.

• He would be a bit more touchy than Gon but still would have a boyish charm to his antics. His Yandere tendencies would show when you say something he doesn't like. Example would be if you say you aren't interested you will be able to notice the shine of his eyes dim a bit.

• More importantly if you try to leave he will blackmail you first, probably forcing his brother Milluki to get some information on you. After all he is part of a famous assassin family that would do almost anything for him. If that doesn't work than your family members or friends will be threatened next. If that doesn't work than he will simply resort to kidnaping and torture if need be.

• He would keep you by his side at all times, after all being the obsession of a Zoldyck would make you a huge target. He would smother you in hugs, I feel like that would be his favorite.

• Anyone That does anything to you will be promptly taken care of, the assassin switch would be turned on and he would serve no mercy. If he wanted to kill them because of something petty he would take them out without you with him. Probably would make it look like an accident. Though if it was something worse he wouldn't care if you were near him. I mean if you watch him kill someone you would be less likely to leave, right?

Poly(Gon+Killua):

• Just because I can and just because these two brain cells would defiantly work together.

• If these two find an obsessive interest in you, then you aren't going anywhere. They will be two sides of the same coin, if Killua is dealing with someone then Gon is protecting you, and vice versa.

• Gon would be the more sweet one while Killua would be the more touchy one. Defiantly expect them to surprise kiss you on the cheeks whenever anything happens. They seem to work as a single mind somehow. If Killua hugs you Gon is right there doing the same. If Gon buys you a gift Killua will race to give you his first. The two will practically challenge each other for your affection.

• Again escape will probably be impossible, Killua will be the main one to make sure of that.

• Gon and Killua will go to each other for advice and will gossip about anything you do to each other. Their conversation would be them conversing about how amazing and perfect you are. If one mentions your body the other will mention you personality and the conversation would never end.

• Playing favorites would be impossible, if you end up trying to stay with Gon because Killua murdered someone in front of you, Gon will force you closer to Killua. The white haired boy would do the same thing, after all they need each other just as much as they need you.

#yandere killua #yandere killua x reader #yandere killua zoldyck #yandere gon #yandere gon freces #yandere gon x reader #yandere hunter x hunter #yandere hxh #yandere poly #yandere poly gon killua

[ask-hunterxhunter]

What would it be like being a next gen scarlet eye child in the care of Kurapika and how his parenting style would be? Btw I love your work so glad your back !

Kurapika

After he got over the shock and the questions (what, how, when), Kurapika would be nervous, worried, but also somewhat… Happy. Hopeful. He is unsure if he can (let alone should) take care of a child, not only due to his inexperience but also, what else, due to his job, his focus on revenge, so on. The Spiders are already out for his head, it would be dangerous for a child to be with him.

Still, just because he gets along with Gon and Killua, it doesn’t mean he knows how to take care of children! Especially if they are too young! How is he even supposed to do this???

At the same time, there is some relief in finding he’s not the only one left of the Kurta clan. Oh, he is not thinking in the lines of “hope to rebuild the clan” or anything of the sort, he is simply to know there is another Kurta. Yes, he has amazing friends, but that doesn’t change there is a certain loneliness to be the only one left of your clan/family.

Kurapika would do his best to be a proper guardian, though the fact remains he doesn’t exactly have much experience. This awareness also makes him very uncertain. Also, depending on the child’s age and personality and how they ended up in Kurapika’s care, they might not be exactly having it easy either. If they are traumatized, Kurapika is not sure he can offer comfort. And while a toddler may not realize/care if he gets overprotective, an older child may find it annoying.

Note that while Kurapika would get overprotective at times, this doesn’t mean he would ignore teaching the child how to defend themselves if they are old enough to learn about Nen and fight techniques. During the training, the opposite would happen: Kurapika would be a demanding, strict teacher and might be a little too severe at times (due to his concern and his belief the child can always do better). He would never cross a line or “be too harsh”, but it would still be nice to have Leorio nearby sometimes just to give him a nudge and tell him to take it a little easier with the little dude.

Kurapika also wouldn’t neglect to tell them about the Kurta clan and everything he remembers of their traditions. No, it wouldn’t be with that “obsession vibe” some people may display on those occasions, it would be that natural, healthy way. It’s because he cares and feels the child has the right to learn about their culture. And Kurapika also has a special way of teaching about it as well. It’s not only sweet, but it’s also fascinating. And nice to see him talking more about his place of origin and culture.

Other than that, Kurapika would slowly get used to having a child around and learn how to best deal with them. The moments when they need discipline and the times they need to relax and just be children (who knows, he may even arrange to meet with Gon and Killua if the age gap isn’t too much). He wouldn’t feel comfortable taking them along during his jobs, but if it’s something that will take a long time (such as the deal with the ship), he would take them with the reminder that they shouldn’t stray away. Yeah, perhaps he could leave them with someone from the Zodiac or Leorio, but he knows he would get uncomfortable and worried and wouldn’t be able to focus.

Yeah, Kurapika would end up caught by the old “get attached to the kid and becomes a family” thing. Over time, as he gets more comfortable in this new role, he would probably develop a sort of “older brother-like” relationship with them.

And of course, may God have mercy on anyone, anyone, stupid enough to lay a hand on his kid.

#hxh headcanon #hxh #Hunter x Hunter #headcanon #Kurapika #scarlet eyed child #protegee #child #Kurta #Kurta clan #that's actually a sweet idea #I would like to see this happening #kidnapping

[animeyanderelover]

hello～! may i request for Gon with prompt 46 please?

More HunterxHunter! Gon will be aged up in this!

Warnings: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, obsessiveness, clinginess, delusions

Prompt 46: “Can I...can I kiss you?”

A date was supposed to be something where you felt excited and nervous in a good way, feeling your heart flutter in your chest constantly because you were near the person that you liked. A date was supposed to be something enjoyable. But not for you. Not anymore. It was of course really nice and your heart fluttered in your chest, but you also felt a numb sadness inside of you. Many people wouldn’t understand you and you had often heard that many people called you lucky for being together with no other than the famous Gon Freecs, one of the strongest and most famous hunters in the whole world. You had known Gon since a very young age and when you had been younger you had always explored the forests together. Back then it had already been terribly obvious that Gon had liked you, he had been terrible at hiding it. But then you had stopped seeing him for a long time, most likely because he had been busy with trying to find his father, getting stronger, fighting Ants... The list was incredibly long, but one day he had come back, all grown up together with a friend of his, Killua. Gon had instantly visited you and both of you had a lot to catch up, even though your stories weren’t nearly as exciting than his. You had instantly realized that Gon and Killua were complete opposites, but that was in your opinion a good thing since Gon needed someone who kept him in check and made sure that he wouldn’t do anything stupid. Back then that had been your job, but now that Gon was a Hunter you were glad that he had found someone new.

After being so many years apart you hadn’t expected Gon to still like you given the fact that you hadn’t seen each other in years. But it seemed like he hadn’t been able to forget you and even though he had been a greatly admired Hunter he still acted like the ball of shyness around you that he had always been when you had been younger. But it seemed like he hadn’t been able to find the courage to confess to you and Killua had often tried to force him into a situation where he had no choice than to confess to you. It was great to see how much Killua cared for his friend, despite the fact that he often acted like he didn’t like you, he had truly a heart made of gold. And after a lot of trying on Killua’s side Gon had finally found the courage to take you on a date. It had been really nice and well planned, but Gon had experience with this. And by the end of the date he had confessed to you. It had been really nothing, but sweet. So it had broken your heart to explain to him that you only saw him as a dear friend, his sad and heartbroken gaze making you feel really bad. You had told him that you hoped that he would forgive you for that and that you would be able to continue being close friends. And only a few days later he had kidnapped you.

No matter how much you had begged him to let you go, he hadn’t changed his mind. You had catched him looking very guilty and you were convinced that he was saddened that he needed to go with such extreme measures. But he hadn’t let you go and whenever you had tried to escape him it hadn’t taken long for him to track your scent and drag you back again. He had tried to be nice with you and he had tried to gain your trust back, but you had just started to act coldly and distant towards him, clearly hurting him. At one point Killua had gotten into a conversation with you, pleading you to stop treating Gon like this and explaining on what exactly had happened in the past, telling you truly horrible things Gon had never mentioned to you, most likely because he hadn’t wanted to scare you. Killua had begged you to please understand that Gon had went through a lot and had changed a bit because of all this. All Gon wanted right now was that you accepted him and that he suffered because you were acting so mean to him. In that moment you had realized how deeply Killua really cared for his friend and you yourself knew that you still cared somewhere deep down in your heart for him as well. And so you had decided to accept.

Gon had been so happy when you had started talking to him again and had flashed you a bright smile, telling you happily that he would make sure to treat you good. And he had kept his word. He had never once yelled at you or had treated you badly and to your huge luck he had often taken you out on dates, most of the time in the forest, but sometimes even into the city when you convinced him enough. Of course Killua accompanied the both of you sometimes because Gon wanted you and him to be good friends. But he was still a Hunter so he couldn’t stay forever on Whale Island, but he also couldn’t stand being away from you so he had asked you to come with him. It had looked like a genuine offer, but you didn’t know if he would take you forcefully if you would reject him. The intense look Killua had been giving you had unsettled you as well and in the end you had agreed. You had tried to see it from the positive side, at least you would see a bit more from the world like this. Whenever Gon was on missions he always made sure that you would stay in a city that was far away to ensure that you wouldn’t get in danger, but still close enough for him to reach in case something bad would happen. At least two other Hunters were watching over you in the meantime, Gon had after all a lot of friends.

Today had been one of his free days and whenever he had nothing to do he always used the chance to spend his time with you. He had gone on a small picnic with you in a forest near by and currently you were sitting in a field filled with flowers. A lake was near by and you were sitting on it’s shore, your feet playing in the water. The cold liquid felt nice on a hot day like this. When you turned around you saw Gon kneeling down and picking up flowers for you. You watched him for a moment. He looked so innocent, it made you sad. But shortly after you turned your head around and started at your reflection in the water. It was interesting what a turn your life had taken. Your thoughts were interrupted when you saw how another reflection joined yours on the surface of the water, looking curiously down at you. You looked up to see in Gon’s eyes watching you with the lovefilled look they always had when seeing you. “Do you like it here?”, he asked you. “Yes. It’s very beautiful.” That wasn’t even a lie, the scenery was really pretty and relaxing. The sun which shone on the water and made it look like there were diamonds swimming on it’s surface, the colorful field filled with all kind of flowers in different shapes, the nice breeze of the wind and the somewhat soothing sound of the bees and bumblebees buzzing around.

“Here. For you.”, Gon said and handed you the bunch of flowers he had picked up for you. You mumbled a small “Thank you.” out and giving him a quick kiss on the cheek which caused him to blush slightly and grinning happily. When you stared at the flowers memories came back to you. You remembered that when you had been younger Gon had sometimes picked up flowers to put them in your hair. “What are you thinking about?” You snapped out of your thoughts and shifted your gaze towards Gon who was looking at you with a curious look on his face. Should you tell him? Lying wouldn’t be useful anyways since he could sense when you were lying so you might as well tell him what you were thinking. “I just remembered that when we were child’s you always used to put flowers in my hair.” Gon stared at you for a moment before he told you:”Turn around.” You turned around and saw how he took one of the many flowers he had picked for you and started placing them in your hair, wrapping them up carefully so they wouldn’t fall out. You just closed your eyes, deciding to enjoy the feeling of him playing in your hair. It made you almost feel like nothing had happened.

You almost fell asleep due to the relaxing feeling, but you rose up from your half sleep when he suddenly stopped playing with your hair. You assumed that he must have finished his work and you quickly stared at your reflection, curious to see how it turned out. As expected, it had turned out nice. You could see from the reflection in the water how Gon looked slightly worried at you. “And? Do you like it?” You gave him a small smile. “I like it a lot. It’s so pretty.” A relieved look crossed his face. “You always look pretty.” You couldn’t help the small blush on your face. Gon complimented you numerous times a day, but you never got used to it. You got embarrassed when someone complimented you. When you glanced back at Gon you noticed that his face had gotten closer to yours and he was staring alternately between you and your lips. “Can I...can I kiss you?” His warm breath brushed your face when he asked this and once again a bright blush started rising up from your cheeks. Your heart fluttered in your chest. You didn’t say anything, but nodded slightly. Gon moved his face closer to you until his lips were brushing against yours. That’s when he pressed his lips against yours in a firm, but also gentle kiss, making butterflies erupt from the top of your stomach.

Both of you stayed in that position for a few seconds before Gon pulled away, staring at you with a soft look on his face. “I love you (y/n).”, he spoke sincerely. The blush on your face deepened. Damn it! If he continued to be such a hopeless romantic for you, you might actually fall for him.

#yandere hunter x hunter #yandere hxh #yandere gon #yandere gon freecss

[a-wolfs-bad-moon-rising]

Hisoka x Adopted Teen Reader pt. 5

The next few days had been such a whirl of emotions that I didn't have much interest in sitting with the guys at lunch. It was just hard to sit there blankly stuck in my own thoughts while everyone went on in their conversations. Plus I know how blunt Leorio can be so I definitely didn't want him to be saying anything to me. 

Finally after a few days Kurapika had found me. He most likely asked Killua where I was and he told him where to look. 

'Hey.' He said, snapping me out of my thoughts. I looked up at him and he looked confused.

'Hey Kurapika!' I tried sounding peppy but it was hard. He sat down next to me and didn't say much else and it caused me to go back to my thoughts. Lunch had ended and I was still stuck in my trance forcing Kurapika to get my attention again. 

'Hey (Y/N) class will be starting up again, we need to get going.' He offered me his hand and I took it. Standing up we walked a few paces before I realized that he was still holding my hand. It felt nice and as I started sliding my hand away he gave me a squeeze. I smiled at him.

'Are you alright? I didn't want to push but you seem so out of it I felt like I should ask.' He said.

I stopped a second and faced him.

'I'm sorry Kurapika. I'm okay it's just, well I don't know what Killua has told you but I was adopted.' His face showed his shock.

'It's just hard because as a kid I always wanted to be adopted but I never was until now. And the family I had with Killua and the rest of his family was almost good enough for me but I still felt something was missing. I paused, feeling sad. 

'Go on.' He said not caring that the bell had rung and we would most definitely be late for our next classes.

'I left them behind and though I was so excited to finally be adopted, it broke my heart a little to leave my real first family behind.' I felt the tears coming down my face as I spoke. I caught Kurapika watching a tear fall and saw his face change into a more sad expression. He came up to me and hugged me. The relief I felt was more than enough to stop my crying and I wrapped my arms around him. For a while we were like that and I felt so much better about the entire thing. 

Finally he stood back and looked at my face.

'I'm so sorry (Y/N). I can't say I understand what you're going through but I am so sorry it is making you so upset. You can always talk to me.' He said.

I knew when he said it he was earnest. I felt so comfortable around him.

We talked a bit more to fully make sure I was calmed down and after that we realized we had only fifteen minutes until our last class let out. Whoops. 

Well at least we made it to our next class. Kurapika walked me to my next class and reached for my hand again this time I didn't pull away. It was such a comforting gesture. 

After school I met up with Kurapika and we walked home. Killua and Gon joined us though they turned off early to head back to the house. 

Kurapika and I stopped in front of Hisoka's house. Well my house too. He gave me a final hug and walked away to his house. I looked after him for a second.

Finally I walked inside to the apartment. I climbed the steps and when I opened the door I saw Hisoka with this knowing look on his face.

'Who was your friend?' he asked in a playful protective mood.

'Oh that's just Kurapika.' I told him.

'Are you sure it's just Kurapika?' It seemed a little too sweet.' 

I stopped really seeing what he was alluding to.

.No-no Hisoka it's not like that.' I said. It really wasn't because he was my friend. My friend that comforted me when I really needed it. I think?

He just smiled at me as I walked on to my room.

Do I like Kurapika? 

#kurapika x reader #hxh hisoka #adopted dad hisoka

[charming-2d-boys]

Adultrio with an autistic partner? :3

Hey and thank you for the request!

I personally don't know anyone who has autism and I'm basing this on things that I've read and that my mom told me about a friend's son who is autistic. If there's anything wrong/offensive or that could help educate me better for future reference and just general knowledge (good resources like online books or sites, for example), please let me know.

I've included one thing that this person's son has done that I've been told about in each character's headcanons, just so you know. Maybe it's going to help others understand autism a bit better, at least I hope so.

Also, none of them would treat you any differently because you're wonderful just the way you are and they love you all the same! It's just something that makes you you! ❤️

I hope you enjoy this! 🙇

Chrollo

so, Chrollo would actually read quite a lot about autism, because: 1. He likes reading and 2. He cares about you

he'd always speak gently and calmly to you and try to keep you close to him, especially when you're outside and if he knows that loud noises and crowds may bother you and seem like too much

Chrollo always leaves your things alone and where you put them because he's seen how upset you were when someone sat in your usual seat on the bus when you went on a date and he had to ask the person to move so you could sit down peacefully (thankfully, he didn't have to try intimidating them or anything more drastic, this time at least)

if you're ever upset about something and he wants to comfort you, he always, and I mean always asks if he can touch you or come closer to you and depending on your answer, he'll do exactly as you say to help you feel better

even if you don't want him to hug or even come close to you, Chrollo's always willing to talk to you to better understand what caused you to feel this way and help you better

he will always make time to go to therapy with you no matter what and always wants what's best for you and your well-being

will always admire your memory, especially after seeing you gather several things that he's stolen and laid out to examine them (only telling you to be careful and not hurt yourself), only to see you come back after quite a few minutes and putting them exactly where they had been

Chrollo and the Troupe always take care of you and learn on the way and with your help and explanations on how to better help you

and may God have mercy on whoever says or does anything bad to you because, simply put, they're fucked, with Chrollo always dealing the finishing blow

he always brings you presents and always looks for the best doctors, therapists and medicine if you ever need any

hell, Chrollo would probably even steal the moon for you (he'd try, at least)

Hisoka

Hisoka would be a bit weird because he's never had to confront with something like this before

but that's only in the beginning

our colourful magician will definitely read about autism and ask you about it, particularly after you got upset because someone insulted you that day and you refused to let him touch you

so he just sat somewhere farther away from you and played with his cards while talking with you in a much quieter voice than usual (that's reserved just for you) about whatever you wanted

also, he killed that person when he asked you what they looked like and you told him everything you could remember

just like Chrollo and even Illumi, he'll do his best to take care of you and your needs, whether you need something in particular or just another doctor's opinion on a new treatment

he's using Bungee Gum to keep you close by, even if you don't feel it, after you left the house one day and came back several hours later without Hisoka knowing where you were (he panicked, even more, when he saw that you left your phone on the couch)

but he literally felt like a weight was off his shoulders when he saw you unharmed, saying that you were bored since he left on some business in town

one of the few times when he hugged you and it was so quick and surprising you couldn't even complain

calmly told you that next time, call him, no matter what, because he'll answer anytime you call

Hisoka never gets angry when it comes to you, no matter how infuriating it might be for other people who are just too narrow-minded to understand that it's not your fault

it's part of you and he cares about you as a whole

also, fuck those people, he'll be right back he says as he kisses your forehead and draws out a few cards

Illumi

again, another weird one in the beginning, but it's Illumi, what did you expect?

always asks you if he ever wants to understand better what autism means and what it entails, especially in your case, because you know yourself best

will definitely look for the best doctors and therapists in the world for you

no one is allowed to say anything negative to you about your autism (or anything, for that matter), not even his family, mostly because they respect you and they know that you're strong enough because you are yourself and not only accepted that, but made Illumi fall for you too

you'll always have whatever you want and need, no matter what and no matter what the price is

always asks you how you're feeling, no matter what time of the day it is or even if you're not together at that moment and you're on the phone

since he is pretty honest and doesn't really joke around, you can rest assured that you'll always know what Illumi says without fearing that you misunderstood something

I have a feeling that you'll, at one point, meet Alluka and get along with her the best, even with the risk of Nanika coming out to play

but, surprisingly, she'll always treat you nicely and never ask for much if you ever wish for something

Illumi is slightly paranoid that something might happen to you, but you know that there's nothing to worry about

because of this, Killua will most probably also like you a lot and become your friend, which would mean you hanging out with him, Illumi and Gon, maybe even Kurapika and Leorio sometimes

may ask, also maybe prompted by Killua, subtly, to ask Leorio about advice and whatnot if he ever feels as if he needs to know more

you just need to know that you'll always have Illumi

and everyone else who managed to see what an amazing person you are and become your friends, by your side, supporting and loving you

and also that no one will ever mess with you unless they want to deal with that large amount of bloodlust

#hxh #hunter x hunter #hunter x hunter x reader #hunter x reader #chrollo #chrollo lucilfer #chrollo x reader #chrollo lucilfer x reader #hisoka #hisoka morrow #hisoka x reader #hisoka morrow x reader #illumi #illumi zoldyck #illumi x reader #illumi zoldyck x reader #hxh chrollo #hxh hisoka #hxh illumi #hxh writing

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Hunter x Hunter Chapter 30 - The Slithering Trap

We’re in the thirties !!!! yayyyy

I have to read about 50 pages of scientific papers for thursday so I’m taking a little break and drinking some tea now

Gon you’re rocking those tattoos and these underwears.

I’m sure you’d also get some sort of frog tattoo and a bunch of fishes.

From the main four, Killua and Gon seem like they’d be alright getting tattooed a few things, maybe a bit more like a complete sleeve or both sleeves.

Killua especially with Alluka.

Leorio would just get something random on his arm or on his torso.

Kurapika is more a piercing guy but I bet he has some nice Kurta traditional tattoo if they had some. Especially as a mafia boss. I mean his first bodmod was a fucking chain around his heart. 

Oh, I forgot about his left ear piercing. 

Anyway that’s enough bodmod talk (the King of HxH bodmod is Illumi of course, the guy just pierces everywhere and then let it heal and pierces again)

I love when Togashi shows how small humans are compared to the world. Like look at how small Kurapika and Leorio are in that first drawing.

There is a very distinct feelings between the chapters that are at a more human scale and those where they are just in the wilderness.

Leorio is still pretty but we only have one day left.

It’s too bad we won’t be able to compare how quickly Gon healed from Hisoka’s punch to Leorio.

You know I think they’d be more careful than that when they hear a voice out of nowhere.

Yeah only Gon can see that good. I would only see leaves and trees.

Yeah Leorio you put so much cologne he can smell you from a few kilometers away.

It’s too bad we haven’t seen him on all fours searching for Ponzu.

It’s a nice walk between friends too.

You know I’m sure Bourbon’s trap was completely ineffective but I bet his goal was to trap his pursuer and then whomever pursued them.

Or maybe he just hoped for someone to take cover in that shady cave.

I don’t know but I think I would have found a way to sleep on the ground or in a big tree somewhere. I have a hammock that I probably would have brought just in case.

At least he is trying to check as thoroughly as he can if there is a trap.

Look at Kurapika trying to find an excuse to stay there when everyone damn well knows it’s because he loves the big doofus.

Leorio’s annoyed face is cute there too

In french Gon says “we’re staying because we want to, simple as that !” and I think it’s so wholesome I wanted to share it.

I didn’t know you were 30 minutes away from the sun setting.

ANYWAY LOOK AT THAT CUTE RODENT thingy.

Who would run in there knowing there are multiple snakes that your very competent buddy couldn’t deal with ?

Like I would rush in there but very carefully with some kind of plan.

Yeah, not like that

Imagine hearing them slithering on the top of the cave, just above your heads, ugghhhhhh

Let’s get ready from snaky snaky everywhere !

I’m very careful around snakes and I’m european. Here we only have non venomous species and the only ones that are venomous are like those, not very dangerous alone, unless they are young. You’ll mostly spend just a bad moment and be treated at the hospital.

Kurapika is often quite knowledgeable, well mostly about cultures and social structures. I’m glad he has some blindspots such as having trouble recognizing what’s a viper which I have known to do since I was 6 or 8.

Don’t ever do that it’ll just increase the risk of you getting poisoned too and it won’t get rid of much venom because it can spread quite fast.

Also there wasn’t Leorio’s warning, I guess they added it in the anime because they didn’t want to encourage it.

That’s a shit ton of snakes !

I’m so proud of my boys, they had so much trouble to get there yet they’re ready to give up for Leorio’s life. 

Poor Bourbon too ! That’s why you always carry anti histamines on you when you’re fucking allergic. I bet he didn’t know about it though it’s weird considering he uses venom and medicine as a weapon. I’d be aware of my allergies, especially if they’re common.

END OF THE CHAPTER

I’ll get back to my papers on gene expression and its evolution and regulation !

#Hunter x Hunter #hxh manga #hxh liveblog #hxh c030

[bunnyywritings]

hi!! i’m back to request more bc ur works are actual masterpieces uwu,,, can i request for hcs or scenarioes on Bakugo/Todoroki/Tamaki (or Aizawa because i am in fact a Shouta simp) hiding their relationship with their S/O until they accidentally out their relationship bc he got jealous skdhdkhf i’m a sucker for these boiis (ily pls don’t forget to smile and drink ur water

 accidentally outing their relationship

[a/n: Thank you for requesting anon! I too am, in fact a shota simp 😔 i definitely smiled reading this request so thank you for that anon💗 i also appreciate the reminder to drink water since I tend to forget, enjoy! -yours truly, bunnyy-`ღ´- ps. uhh todoroki’s turned out a little different...]

katsuki bakugo

There was a reason why blasty boy wanted to keep your relationship private. Literally everyone in Class 1-A was super nosy. Excluding a select few, and he didn’t need a bunch of extras intruding the relationship. You agreed that you wanted to keep it secret as well, enjoying the cuddles and kisses behind closed doors. Neither of you were super into PDA so it wasn’t too hard for the both of you to restrain yourselves. He was used to seeing you joke around with Denki, Mina, and Kirishima so he didn’t really pay too much mind to the innuendos and flirty jokes thrown back and forth. He knew you’d never leave him for either of those idiots and he trusted you enough to stop when things go a bit too far.

Despite him calling them idiots, he trusted his friends to not make a serious pass at you or say anything that would make you uncomfortable. He did get upset when Mina kissed your cheek once but he restrained himself enough because he knew it was just a friendly gesture.

His patience did get tested around Mineta but he always enjoyed watching you kick that idiots ass and making him fall to his knees and beg for an apology. Never fails to make him smile. But there were times where he couldn’t keep his anger at bay, like now.

You guys were out with the bakusquad at a festival, some of your guys’ other classmates followed along. It was going pretty well so far when the night was ending and you had basically had to drag Bakugo over to the game booths.

“Please Suki, it’ll be fun~ Just one game.” You pleaded, pulling out the pouty lips and puppy dog eyes.

“No, I’m not paying for a damned game that’s probably rigged or something.” He crossed his arms.

“What if I paid and you just played with me?”

He huffed in annoyance. “No, don’t wast your money on that crap.”

“Whatever, I’ll just play one myself.” You rolled your eyes and went to a booth, waiting in line to play.

“Oooh who’s that with (y/n)? They’re really cute!” Mina squealed, that caught Bakugo’s attention. A popping noise and black smoke emitted from his palms as he watched the scene in front of him. This person had the audacity to wrap their arm around your waist and try to hit on you.

“Whoah Bakugo, relax.” Kirishima placed a hand on his shoulder but it was shrugged off as Bakugo stomped over to you.

“HEY! Get your grubby hands off of my s/o!”

“Whoa, whoa hey, relax dude.” They pulled away from you and held their hands up defensively.

“Don’t tell me to relax asshole! They clearly didn’t want you so close to them, so back off!” he let poor sweat pool into his hand and the popping intensified, you could already feel the heat radiating from it.

“Alright babe, that’s enough...let’s just go.” You place a gentle hand on his shoulder. He glared at the person who was just all over you and grabbed your waist, pulling you into him and hungrily swallowing your lips in a hungry kiss. A kiss to show everyone that you were his an no one else’s.

Needless to say, the bakusquad was just waiting for the two of you to date, they just hadn’t expected the two of you to already be a couple and they definitely didn’t expect Bakugo to be the one to out the both of you.

“Wow.” You mumbled as the both of you pulled away breathlessly. “What happened to not letting the extra’s know?” You teased.

“Shut up idiot, I had to show ‘em who you belong to.” He looked away, blush on his cheeks.

You gasped. “Was somebody jealous?”

“Wow Bakubro! You’re such a tsundere!” Kirishima snickered.

“You have two seconds to run, airheads!” He growled as he unwrapped his arms from your waist and chased after them.

“Yup...that’s my boyfriend.” You sighed, flinching at the sound of an explosion not too far off.

“You sure know how to pick ‘em, (y/n)!” Mina giggled from beside you.

“Yes, yes I do.”

shoto todoroki

It’s not like the two of you were hiding your relationship on purpose but it was more like, no one had really asked or anything so you just didn’t see the need to bring attention to it. The relationship was fairly new to the both of you so it was very nice to be able to figure it all out while not having any unwanted attention. Todoroki was a sweet boyfriend, he was very hesitant about initiating any physical contact because he was terrified of being like his father. You reassurance definitely helped but you also didn’t mind taking it slow. You weren’t much of a fan of Endeavor. You never were, not before meeting Shoto and definitely not after.

Today, Class 1-A was having a competition of quirks. It would work like a bracket competition until there was one person standing. Endeavor had caught word and decided to sit in and watch. You had beat Tokoyami and moved onto the next round, Shoto had beat Uraraka and moved on as well. Your eyes widening when the next bracket was announced.

“Alright, Todoroki and (L/n)! Be on standby, the two of you are next.”

The both of you stared at each other with wide eyes. When you guys started dating, you agreed that you wouldn’t hold back during training or battle simulations. You had never been paired up though, so this was a bit of a shock.

“Come on (y/n)! You’ve got this!” Ojiro patted your shoulder as he walked past you since his was the bracket that had just ended.

“SHOTO!” The sudden shout caused you to jump and turn towards the source, not very surprised to see Endeavor sitting in the stands, All Might and Present Mic seated next to him.

“You two ready?” Aizawa asked as the two of you got prepared.

“Ready.” Shoto’s smooth voice calmed your racing heart.

“Ready.” You nodded.

“Alright! Begin!”

Shoto watched as lightning enveloped your body, hair starting to float upward (think of killua’s godspeed). He knew how dangerous your quirk was, especially with how much you’ve trained to strengthen it. You could produce at least 1billion volts without passing out. The same amount of electricity as a raw lightning bolt. The sound of a loud crackle of lightning snapped him out of his trance and he scowled, keeping his senses alert, as he looked around. You disappeared, or that’s what it seemed like. Within a blink of an eye you appeared right in front of him.

“Peek a boo~” You teased, you placed your hands on his chest and sent a mild blast of lightning into him and he flew backwards, using his ice to stop him from flying out of bounds. A small smirk spread across his lips as he skid to a stop.

“Come on (y/n), I thought we agreed to give it all we got.”

“All right then Shoto, bring it on.”

Aizawa instantly regretted not setting a time limit when your battle lasted past the 10 minute mark. Not that anyone was complaining though. Watching two people with high skill sets battle it out was intriguing. Endeavor, however, was furious. Clenching his jaw impossibly tighter every time you got the upper hand. 

Towards the 17 minute mark, you had taken a substantial amount of damage already. You were slowly growing more, and more fatigued. Shoto could tell and decided to ease up. But when he attacked, you could tell.

“No, d-don’t hold b-back! I’m not weak!” He could tell that you were frustrated with your performance and he wanted nothing more than to hold you in his arms and tell you that you were anything but weak. He noticed that you were gonna do your ‘signature move’ so before you could complete it, he encased you in ice. Aizawa was a bout to call it when the ice cracked before a loud boom was heard and ice was sent flying everywhere. He watched in horror as you collapsed to the ground.

“Todoroki wi-”

“(Y/N)!” Everyone was shocked as he ran to you, dropping to his knees to check if you were okay. “(Y/n)? Darling please...” He cupped your cheek, thumb running over your cheekbone. His fear may have seemed a tad bit irrational but he panicked. He vowed to himself to never hurt you in any way, so in his eyes he was the same as his father. Once your eyes opened he sat you up and brought your lips to his, “I’m sorry, my love. I’m sorry.”

“Wow, maybe I should get hurt more often.” You chuckled.

“No fair!!! Todoroki has more game than I do!” Denki complained. Well, that cat’s out of the bag.

“Shoto!! What do you think you’re doing?!” Oh right...Endeavor.

tamaki amajiki

I think it’s a bit obvious why he wanted to keep the relationship a secret, he didn’t think he could handle it if other people knew. Mirio and Nejire definitely had their suspicions but didn’t want to overwhelm their friend with accusations.

He was looking for you during lunch, you had said that there was something you needed to take care of something before lunch but that was over half an hour ago. He was mumbling worriedly to his two friends, assuming the worst.

“Oh wait, are you talking about (y/n)?” Nejire tapped her chin. “I saw them go into the hero support classroom. They said something about a suit upgrade.”

Just then, you had entered the cafeteria, but you weren’t alone. You were with Keita...he was another third year who was in the advanced hero support class. They were also known to be a huge flirt. Tamaki couldn’t help but feel jealous as he watched how they had made you laugh, the pink tinge covering your cheeks was worrying as well. The two of you split and went your separate ways.

“Hey (y/n)! How’s it goin’?” Mirio asked as you sat down.

“I’m so excited, my upgrade request finally went through! I’m finally getting a new suit!” He thought you looked cute as you expressed your excitement before guilt filled his entire being as he realized that he was jealous over nothing.

Over the next couple of weeks, you had spent an awful lot of time smiling at your phone, not to mention spending a lot of time with Keita. He knew that creating a whole new suit was a long process. It took a long time to test out prototypes and whatnot but he couldn’t help but think that you were losing interest in him. That you were spending more time with Keita because he was doing a horrible job as your boyfriend. Because he wasn’t there when you needed him or because you just got fed up with his timid nature.

Somewhere inside of him, he knew none of it was true but he couldn’t help but think that he wasn’t good enough anymore. You had noticed that he was acting strange so you decided to ask him about him.

“Tama? Is everything okay? You’ve been acting a little strange recently...” He gulped nervously.

“Well I uh, I-” He sighed heavily. “Do you still want to be with me, (y/n)?” The question completely threw you off guard.

“Of course I still want to be with you Tamaki? Why would you think that?” He scratched the back of his neck sheepishly.

“Well y-youv’e been h-hanging out w-with Keita a lot, s-so I just thought...well I don’t know.” 

You frowned and cupped his cheeks to tilt his face back up so you could look into his eyes. “Baby, why didn’t you tell me earlier?”

“I was n-nervous...I d-didn’t want you to think I w-was being clingy.” He stuttered, the tips of his ears turning red.

“Aww Tama but I love it when you’re clingy~” you leaned forward and pressed a kiss in the tip of his nose which made his cheeks erupt in heat. “Would it make you feel better if I stopped hanging out with Keita so much?”

“B-but what about your suit?”

“Well it’s pretty much done by now, all the prototype testing was done today.”

He was happy that you were spending more time with him lately but one day when you were walking down the hall together, Keita had approached both of you.

“Hey (y/n), so I know your suit is done and everything but I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me?”

“Oh Keita, I’m sorry.” You slipped your hand into Tamaki’s and pressed a kiss to his cheek. “I’m already dating someone.”

Tamaki turned and leaned his head against your shoulder in embarrassment. Keita apologized and left you two there. You turned and held Tamaki in your arms, lettin him keep his face buried in your shoulder.

“I’m sorry I embarrassed you Tama, but now everyone knows.”

Legend has it that Nejire and Mirio are teasing the both of you about it to this day.

shota aizawa

The reason why Aizawa wanted to keep the relationship secret was because you were a petty well know pro hero and with the onslaught of villain attacks against his students and the school, he couldn’t endanger you by putting a target on your back. You were also a young pro, you were only 4 years younger than him, and he didn’t wan to “ruin” your image.

One night, you had gone out for some drinks with Miruko. The two of you had been good friends since your UA days and that bond hadn’t broken. She said she’d be bringing a friend along, you just shrugged it off and told her it was fine. What you hadn’t expected was to see her and a certain maroon winged hero strut into the bar. You were mortified. The memory of telling her you thought he was hot coming back to you and slamming you like a 50 ton truck. That was before you started your relationship with Shota but Rumi hadn’t known about that.

“Hey (y/n) this is Takami.” You smiled politely at the blonde. “Takami this is (y/n).”

“Very nice to meet you.” He grinned flirtatiously.

“Likewise.” You shook his hand, internally groaning. This was gonna be a long night.

A couple of drinks in, you switched to water and club soda so you could sober up. You had an early patrol the next morning and you did not want to risk being hungover on the job. The entire night you had to fend off a flirty Takami. However, what you weren’t aware of was the person a few feet away from you snapping pictures of you and the blonde hero.

The next morning, you woke up to multiple tabloid articles about the two of you in the bar. The dating scandal was trending all over social media. You hadn’t really thought much about it and just went to work like usual.

When Aizawa saw the tabloid he frowned. He was a little conflicted because he obviously knew it wasn’t true and he had complete trust in you but he couldn’t help but feel insecure and a little jealous. There was no denying that people loved the idea of you and Hawks together, even he couldn’t deny that the two of you looked good together.

Later on in the day, you decided to make your way to the school to see Shota because the guilt in your stomach just wouldn’t go away. Even if you hadn’t really done anything, you still felt horrible. You had told Aizawa you would be showing up during your lunch break, he said he’d be waiting for you at the school gate. A few journalists had seen you make your way towards UA and decided to bombard you with tons of questions about Hawks.

“When did you two start dating?!”

“Where did you guys meet?!”

“Do you two usually meet up at bars?!” etc, etc...You had your bottom lip tucked painfully between your teeth.

“Actually, they’re already in a relationship.” The sudden deep voice behind you made you grin. His arm wrapped around you and pulled you into his side, pressing a kiss right under your ear. “Now if you’ll excuse us...” And with that, the two of you made your way onto campus.

“That was very out of character for you, Aizawa-sensei~” You purred teasingly. He grinned and pulled you flush against him, chest to chest, leaning down to kiss you deeply.

“Well I couldn’t help myself from getting jealous, people were thinking you were with that blonde asshole. You’re mine baby.“

“Carry on then.” he didn’t need to be told twice as he dove in for another kiss. His students may or may not have seen that go down and they may or may not have teased him about it the next morning.

#bakugo x reader #bakugou katsuki x reader #todoroki x reader #shoto todoroki x reader #tamaki amajiki x reader #aizawa x reader #aizawa shota x reader #mha x reader #bnha x reader #mha headcanons #bnha headcanons