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arolesbianism · 23 days
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Thinking abt the random card au again. Why must it go so crazy hard I miss it sm
#rat rambles#random card au#no matter how far I drift from my bndori and sekai peak days the random card au keeps hitting me like a truck every now and then#it just scratches an itch that I havent been able to satisfy since my cr days years and years ago#I wouldnt say the random card au has super similar worldbuilding to my old cr stuff as that was much more large scale#but it still has a similar appeal to me I think#I think its the building entirely new worldbuilding based off of designs and general vague starting concepts and bringing them all together#that gets me invested as it feels so satisfying slotting it all together and then actually getting to play out the story in this new web#I loveeeee jumbled webs of worldbuilding and characters that all tie together in a way that makes it almost impossible to completely#seperate one cast of characters from another#I love the feeling of a world with a bunch of intertwining plots like that even if it makes it near impossible to format a normal story#like my cr stuff was just so much man I still miss it sometimes even if I hate cr itself#Ive become a much better story creator too now so I know I could make what I had so much better nowadays and I already like my old stuff#it just makes me all the more sad that I went so crazy hard on worldbuilding for a franchise that sucks ass </3#it may have been two of the worst years of my life but Ill also never reach that worldbuilding high again I think#oh also it made me actually start the slow slow process of getting more ambitious with my art and doing more digital stuff#rly thats the biggest reason the random card au pains me so since I wanna post stuff for it but man do I not wanna draw anyone from it#first of all human characters so already eh but also Id have to adapt the cards theyre based on into a design I can actually draw#so as much as I wanna make a billion random card au animatics I cant even bring myself to draw them normally#you see olivia and jackie are easier to draw because I just made shit up for their designs and as such made their designs very simple#but I cant just make shit up for bndori and sekai characters they actually have designs and hair that Id have to adapt to my style it sucks#I just wanna draw doggy arisa is that so much to ask for (yes yes it is I dont wanna figure out her hood)#also rip mygo yall will probably never get in but who knows maybe one day Ill have my second bndori era and then y'all will get in#its rly just the fact that they likely wont have enough cards to properly add them for another few years#especially if that other band also gets in if that happens neither are getting enough cards until the servers shut down lol#like I Could just pick and choose but thats boring#kinda ruins the point of the au y'know?#like tbf Ive cheated in the past by reroling two and limiting my options with several sekai characters#but thats just because at the time most sekai characters had almost no usable cards for this au and the two I rerolled were also unusable#like Im sorry but I couldnt just add normal ass hagumi and masking it wasn't happening
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drakkonyan · 1 month
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[REUPLOAD BECUASE IM STUPID] [SORRY FOR TAGGING YALL AGAIN SERIOUSLY]
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@magpie-trinkets and @lyxthen are sooo big brained and real for pointing out how Edgeworth would be into competitive pokemon, so I NEEDED to draw that
(team logics by em 2, the explanations+ the drawing withut his glasses under the cut)
basically already explained on this thread that started it all, but:
Reshiram: Its the pokemon of the truth. Pluss they share the hairbangs if I may add
Crobat: It looks meanacing and angry but It evolves via friendship so its really just a resting-bitch-face silly guy, and he relates
Kingambit: Steel Samurai+chess inspired pokemon. Thats it. I dont have to add anything else
Lycanroc dusk: morally grey (he relates)+ doggy (he named her pess ofc) Polteageist: We all know he is a tea snob. He would.
Dartrix: ngl I just ran outta ideas so I googled "edgeworth pokemon" to see what to add and this was too funny not to. Then I decided that maya was hatching rowlets because she can therefore she must, when she got a shiny one. Inmediatly she named him "kilometers", evolved him to a dartrix, snatched a pic to Edgeworth with the caption "literally you" and then pestered him until he agreed on A) drop his nintendo switch friendcode B)trade it so he could keep it and C) never evolve it. Deep down he is touched she actually thought of him and aprecciates the fact that he has friends he can, well, nerd with
also no glasses nerd
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calkale · 6 months
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15 questions and definitely not 15 mutuals
I know I was tagged in this multiple times but none of them are showing up in my mentions so thank you guys <3 @adevotedreader is the only one showing up so you get a tag
1. Are you named after anyone?
yep 👍
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2. When was the last time you cried?
I have no idea, I come close to crying sometimes (watching when harry met sally) but its been months since ive actually cried
3. Do you have kids?
nope
4. What sports do you play/have played?
I dont play any right now but I played soccer as a kid and badminton from grade 5-8 (I played like every sport from grade 5-8 because of gym class but I dont think I need to say that?), I really wanna play baseball and tennis so hopefully ill be able to in college
5. Do you use sarcasm?
on occasion
6. What's the first thing you notice about people?
usually their hair or their eyes
7. What's your eye color?
fanfic green orbs
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
happy endings <3
9. Any talents?
art ig? im decent at video games but I wouldn't really call that a talent. I play guitar and bass and I learn tabs super quick, theres some songs that take like a day to learn but im good at memorizing tabs, im also really good at math but I will forget literally every formula I have ever learned if you put a test in front of me
10. Where were you born?
Manitoba baby!!!
11. What are your hobbies?
drawing, painting, reading, video games, working out, guitar and bass, running and hiking (in the summer its cold and wet now 😔), also dirt biking but its been a while cause my ears are still healing and I can't wear a helmet
12. Do you have any pets?
a doggy!
13. How tall are you?
like 5'5
14. Favorite subject in school?
history!! I also liked math (cringe ik), photography, art and band was okay but I really just liked jazz band cause it was me and two of my friends complaining in the back row the whole class, but history was definitely my fav I am liking physics so far too but its an online class so I kinda wanna kill myself
15. Dream job?
pilot!!!! ideally a fighter pilot but id love to fly any military plane, or anything to do with aerial firefighting or aerobatics would be really cool too, id like to do one of or both of those after a military career if I can :)
I don't know who's already been tagged so apologies if you have been already (or haven't cause I thought I saw you do it 😬), @alygatorcrocodile @airlocksandaviaries @agentfaust @malewifebillcage @tropical-fruit-mx and anyone else just pretend I tagged you
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toadstool32 · 11 months
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AT THE BEACH
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i made a fanfic for my self insert here u can read it on ao3 or just click the read more idont care
WELCOME TO THE ANNUAL “DO YOU KNOW YOUR PARTNER BETTER THAN YOUR BROTHER” QUIZ! WHERE *YOU* THE PLAYER, COMPETE AGAINST YOUR BROTHERS TO SEE WHO KNOWS YOUR PARTNER BETTER! ARE YOU READY???
Karamatsu, floating in the sea with the help of a surfboard says “what do you mean partner” hes swaying confusedly with the sweet, sweet rhythm of the waves.
“LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT OUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER OF THE DAY, HOW ARE YOU TODAY DARI-CHAN?”.
Darling doggy paddles near the brothers and then floats in a lazy circle with the help of their donut float “Hm? Oh, I'm happy you guys invited me to the beach today! it's so fun hanging out with everyone, thanks for asking totty!”.
“Let's hang out later, yeah?” Todomatsu says in a normal voice while holding the toy microphone in his hands, “AND NOW LET'S LOOK AT THE BROTHER COMPETING TODAY! OSOMATSU NII-SAN INTRODUCE YOURSELF”.
Osomatsu comes up from the water gasping for air “BWAH! augh, Todomatsu you couldn't have introduced me first, could you? aah well, im Osomatsu! oldest of the bunch and besties with Karamatsu's boyfriend, pleased to be heeereee”.
“Eh” says karamatsu.
“Waa! Osochan that's so cool could you have stayed longer down there?” darling says.
“I definitely could! Do you wanna see?” says Osomatsu.
“SHUT UP, WE WILL START THE GAME! FIRST QUESTION PLEASE!”
Ichimatsu and Choromatsu then come up from the water holding up an erasable board, they hold it up and in it it's written "FOOD”.
“There! Now the first question in the quiz ‘DO YOU KNOW YOUR PARTNER BETTER THAN YOUR BROTHER’ is: what's their favorite food?”.
Jyushimatsu comes in splashing water everywhere while carrying a hourglass on his head that's counting down.
“You have one minute to respond!”
“Heh, My  darling doesn't like eating because they have stomach issues so they don't have the luxury of having a favorite food!” karamatsu says confidently.
“That 's true!” darling says while splashing water.
“Osomatsu nii-san what's your answer?”.
“Popcorn” he says smugly.
“That's truer!” darling says excitedly
“That's a point for osomatsu nii-san! and minus one for Karamatsu nii-san”.
“Huh, wa-waawa-wait a second await a secooooonnnd!!” 
A loud buzzer sounds and karamatsu gets swallowed by the water. A few seconds later he resurfaces covered in piranha bites .
“Oi what the hell is your problem!” karamatsu screams 
“Dont complain to the game master” todomatsu says.
“Like hell i will !! ” Karamatsu complains.
“Get him again”.
“Wait no” and he goes under once again.
“Bitey, bitey!” Jyushimatsu says next to darling while karamatsu gets rid of one fish that was stuck to his ear.
“Next question! Jyushimatsu it's your turn!” .
“Hai hai!, darling can you hold this for me” he says while handing over to darling the hourglass “do your best~” darling says now holding the thing on their arms.
“Im Jyushimatsu! i'm the fifth! darling and i play in the park sometimes!”.
“Wait, am I competing against all of yo-” Karamatsu starts.
”NEXT QUESTION! IS!: what is their favorite pastime?” Todomatsu continues with the game show host routine.
“Darling likes to draw!” karamatsu says first and a buzzer-like sound plays after. 
“Darling likes to stare at the ceiling while laying on the floor for hours!” A bell chime sounds indicating that jyuushimatsu gets it right.
“wait- '' karamatsu starts being circled by sharks  and then goes under the water causing a big splash while Jyushimatsu celebrates “yay yay! i got it right! did you see darling?” “i saw!” darling and Jyushimatsu start high fiving and yaaay-ing at each other. When karamatsu comes back up he's bleeding in places and holding on to the surfboard tightly “oi darling! you're an artist you LOVE to draw dont you?”.
Darling stops high fiving Jyushimatsu and looks at karamatsu. “Aah, well it's always nice to take breaks and clear your mind you know…” Jyushimatsu nods and Ichimatsu whispers to choromatsu “...doesn't that just mean he likes to laze around more?”.
“MAY THE NEXT BROTHER PLEASE SWIM BACK HERE” Todomatsu reminds everyone,
“Ah its your turn Ichimatsu” Choromatsu says to Ichimatsu. “Im going im going“
“i'll help you with the board Choromatsu” Osomatsu says.
“Introduce yourself please~”
“What a pain, we all already know each other here, im Ichimatsu, fourth brother…” he looks directly at where darling is floating lazily in circles “blink twice if you need help” he say.
“What” says Darling.
Todomatsu intervenes before things derail again “AND THE NEXT QUESTION IS: HOPES AND DREAMS!: what are their dreams for the future?”.
Everyone oos and aawws and karamatsu sweats nervously, 
“Karamatsu nii-san your answer?”
“Heh” Karamatsu starts “My darling enjoys the idea that in the future she could inspire others with her art!” He says this in a very shining way. There are sparkles in his eyes. It's kinda annoying.
 “Aa what the hell that's so cute…” Osomatsus says while you can hear his ribs breaking and with blood dripping down his mouth. Darling puts their hands on their face to cover a barely there blush.
Ichimatsu raises his hand to answer and breaks the mood a bit “Actually darling wants to be a cat that lives with a pretty older woman who will take care of him and feed him 3 times a day”.
Everyone looks back at Darling who's now fully covering their face and making embarrassed sounds.
“Uh, that's minus one point for Karamatsu nii-san…” 
A buzzer sounds but nothing happens, karamatsu just drowns himself for a bit and then resurfaces, on the way back to his brothers Ichimatsu high fives darling.
“Well, okay, the next one is an easy one for you Karamatsu nii-san, Choromatsu nii-san could you come up front?”.
“Hey who says I'm the one who will get it wrong here?!” Choromatsu says while swimming closer. “I know darling as much as any of our brothers” 
“Sure sure, ok so the theme for the question is!” Osomatsu and Ichimatsu hold up the board and show off the word MUSIC written there with a doodle of a cat that Osomatsu added from when he was playing with it earlier “what's their favorite kind of music to listen to? Karamatsu nii- san whats your answer”.
“Music that gets my dick hard” he says in a deadpan voice.
“EH? what kind of answer is that?” Choromatsu says, “That's an awful answer, Darling likes pop stuff like the kind of music that nyaa-chan sings!” and while thinking of Hashimoto Nyaa Choromatsu starts fangirling on the spot and todomatsus face sours, the buzzer sounds and mid fangirl sesh Choromatsu goes under the water.
“And that's one point for karamatsu nii- san” karamatsu does a pose and his sunglasses shine in the sun “and minus one point for us brothers, oi ya hear that chorofappynsky the first? you're lowering our score!” “yeah!” “boooooo” “lets kill him”.
“Darling, did you hear that! i got a point!” karamatsu waves towards Darling who has floated a bit away from the movement of the waves that the brothers are making “I saw! you can win this i believe in you!!” They are actually so cute together it makes me sick to write.
When choromatsu comes back up for air he's all like “HEY don't get excited for a single point!! and you!” he says pointing at Darling ”what kinda answer is ‘music that gets my dick hard’ that doesn't make any sense!!” Darling looks confused for a bit and then they explain.
“Well isn't Hashimoto Nyaas music your favorite? and it gets your dick hard so then *i* also have music that gets me hard” 
Karamatsu swims towards Darling and claps them in the back making Darling lose grip of the hourglass they were holding and sink into the water”aw man” they say “yeah! everyone has music that calls to our souls!” Karamatsu  says “and our dicks” adds Darling.
“You guys SO deserve each other” says Choromatsu in a way that doesn't make it sound like a compliment
RIght as choromatsu turns to go away, Darling whispers to karamatsu “But really we all know no one goes to a Nyaa concert for the music…”.
“HEY-”
“Ok everyone shut up it's my turn, Ichimatsu nii-san can you take over for the last question? thank you~” Todomatsu then swims into position while everyone gets rearranged.
“uh ok so the next theme for the question is…” Osomatsu and Jyushimatsu now hold up the board and it now says GRADES “...why would he even know that, what, anyway the next question is: how many classes did they fail back in  highschool? who even came up with these questions…”
“Kyaa that's so embarrassing! I don't even remember any of what happened back then!”
“Right then, shittymatsu what's your answer”.
“Uhh, none!” buzzer sound “One!” buzzer sound “THREE??” buzzer sound wait wait wait hang on how am i supposed to know this'' and down the water he goes.
“Todomatsu, what's your answer”.
“Hang on ummm” he types in something on his phone and then answers ”One every semester, so six total”.
“i'm not gonna ask how you got that one correct”
“Tehee!”
Darling covers their face in shame “ aaa that's so embarrassing….!!”
The brothers minus Karamatsu celebrate the win on the game and then a big wave comes on and drowns everyonewe
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baahsu · 8 months
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SIGH ITS ME LOCAL VSCEST WHORE BACK AGAIN. neways my minds fr like a fishbowl rn bc my one braincell keeps swimming back n forth btwn thinking about "yoniji dog and cat dynamic" and "super possessive of his all his siblings ichiji" but since you urself made the "craving manhandling yoniji" post ill give you my silly strange little thoughts on that one first. but know that possessive ichiji is also coming sometime soon bc he makes me crazy lmao
SO as we all know, yonji is very much puppy coded, but what we DONT know/talk enough about is how cat coded niji is. like i'm confident that mf would start purring if you pet his head n carded your fingers thru his hair
so cat and dog dynamic, already great, but now it's YONIJI where the puppy is like a head taller than the cat and the puppy loves the cat very much and wants to carry the cat around like a fancy handbag and wants to make the cat see stars (in more ways then one ;]) and this whole time the cat is like "🤬😡😾🙄" bc like. yeah niji feels the same way but GOD yonji you are a literal '''''emotionless''''' prince AND soldier please stfu you are embarrassing him 😭😭
yonjis the one who'll pull any of his siblings into his lap whenever he wants to, even in front of soldiers/staff bc A. hes physically affectionate and B. he just. can. lol (what are 0123 gonna do?? physically overpower him when theyre LITERALLY in his lap??? maybe sanji could if he was desperate but thats abt it fagagfaaghwf and if any soldier/staff member made a comment abt it they'd just fuckin die lol)
AND yonji likes doing this to niji the most bc the others just dgaf about it (ichiji doesnt mind- a chair is a chair- this one just happens to want its hands wrapped around his waist, reiju finds it cute and endearing, and sanji might've been tense about it at first but after a while he just melted into it bc ZAMN hes touch starved) but niji VERY MUCH gives a fuck about it. he gets sooo flustered and red in the face- twisting in yonjis lap and banging his fists against yonjis head n chest and shrieking "let me go you fucking ape!" in a voice an octave higher than usual. yonji is simply sitting there like "😊😊😊" bc his ass is NOT listening. hes prolly lost in his head thinking about how hard hes gonna be fucking niji within the next 3 minutes if he doesnt stop that damn squirming.
ALSO fitting cat and dog dynamic methinks- yonji bites. affectionately. like ofc he does hickeys and claim marks but sometimes he'll just go up to niji or any of 0123 and (lightly, gently) bite them somewhere on their arm or shoulder or finger to be affectionate. (is this me projecting?? maybee <3<3) niji, resident cat who finds biting as a challenge, does NOT fucking get it and goes "??!?!? motherfucker WHAT?!?!" everytime it happens. 013 understand that its meant to b affectionate but instead of telling niji this they simply watch this interaction go down whenever it happens bc its Really Fucking Funny
and to end it out, obviously yoniji fuck like animals in heat, too. yonji with the doggy style and deep growls in nijis ear and the (strong, heavy) bites that draw blood all along his neck and thighs. and niji with nails that leave scratches all along yonjis skin and whos back can arch better than any cats and who sure as hell ACTS like a cat by constantly whining and complaining the whole time during sex abt yonji smothering him with affection but the second yonji sighs n eases up on em niji immediately goes "!! what the Fuck do you love me or not??!?!". yonji quickly realizes that sometimes the best thing to do is just shove some fingers in his mouth to get him to stfu :)))
OKAY and fin lol. they are so silly yet hot together. goofy whores, even. they make each other better AND worse. i love them.
-J.J c(:
No no no but this is so good?? So accurate?? Even the little details?? Ichiji doesn't mind yonji putting him on his lap because it's just another seat to him?? Yonji's ready to murder someone if they say shit about what he's doing?? Everyone's amused at how much of a dumbass niji is?? I LOVE IT ALL
Cat and dog dynamic just fits so perfectly for yoniji it's crazy!!
Yonji is that mix of being a huge dog that doesn't realize it grew too much and of being a huge dog that's pretty much aware it grew and it's making the most out of it. He's constantly craving physical affection, you can see it in his eyes and in his figurative tail that's constantly wagging as he trails behind his siblings, the catch is that if they ignore him he can just manhandle them all, toss them over his shoulders and plop them on his lap when he gets to a couch
Then there's niji, only outwardly accepting physical affection on his own terms, but making a scene if he gets ignored for too long. He's always threading that line of "I hate you, leave me alone" and "I hate you slightly less today, come cuddle me"
So when you put them together it's just hilarity overload. Niji has no chance against yonji, he can't fight him, can't overpower him, he can't barely even move when yonji got his arms around him (even worse when yonji gets his whole body on top of him). But it's obvious to everyone niji secretly loves it, he feels yonji's weight and warmth and the way he mercilessly pounds into him and he just purrs and whines uncontrollably
I also think ichiji's kinda like a cat too, except he's the type that just sits there on his own, judging everyone and just takes it if someone decides to do something to him. And by someone I mean yonji and reiju, if it's niji or sanji his other side comes out and he'd much rather tease them for being needy
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meganwasbored · 1 year
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The Dragon Prince Thoughts Season 1 Episodes 7-9
Episode 7
-“good try, doggies” she’s so cute
-RAYLAS HUMAN IMPRESSION I CANT
-“snow elf.”
-“I need something more personal than a shirt”
“Underwear?”
HHAHAHHA
-also if Soren or Claudia make any bad choices in the future I’ve decided that it is not their fault in the slightest thank you
-When Rayla said she was gonna ask nicely I didn’t think she was actually gonna ask nicely
-“I’m just a simple human girl who like the human things like bread and complaining all the time!”
“No, you’re an elf!”
“Fine I’m an elf.”
-bruh if that didn’t get it off what the heck will
-ELLIS AND AVA’S BACKSTORY OH MY GOSH
-“There she is! She’s an elf!” BRO WHYD YOU HAVE TO EXPOSE HER LIKE THAT WHATD SHE DO TO YOU
Episode 8
-ELLIS IS BACK
-even if the healer can heal her hand it wouldn’t be any use because the band is still on
-could not be more unrelated but I just remembered that Callum mentioned a jerk face dance in episode 1 or 2 and I can’t even describe how much I NEED to see that
-“How do you plan for indescribable terrors? I feel like you need to be able to describe them first”
-“Flash! Woof! Whoosh! Slish-slash!”
“…is he okay?” “I think he’s finally cracked under the pressure”
-“Callum you may be a dummy but you’re not a fool!”
-don’t worry Callum, I appreciate your weird way of explaining plans
-bruh why does Viren even care about the elf anymore
-if y’all don’t start appreciating Callum’s humor RIGHT NOW-
-Bait you had one job
-I can’t believe they almost got killed by an oversized earthworm
-WHAT WAS IN THE BAG
-why am I getting weird vibes from Ellis all of the sudden is she gonna betray them or something? Like I have a feeling him telling her about the primal stone was a mistake but I can’t put my finger on why
-“knowing you is definitely worth losing a hand for” AWWWWW
-“I’m just a guy who can draw and make wry comments from time to time” yeah that’s why I love you what about it
-how did they just blind a creature with no eyes
-“Get zapped! Hahaha get zapped by the zap hand!” I love him so much
-“I knew whoosh should have been part of 🫡The Plan🫡”
-oh yeah and Ellis I’m sorry I ever doubted you
-WHAT DID VIREN DO TO THE ELF AND WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE A ZOMBIE NOW
-THE HECK DO YOU MEAN NO MIRACLE HEALER HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN THIS
Episode 9
-boy the heck do you mean you can talk to animals how did we not know this
-like talk talk to them or just communicate cause those are two very different things
-“fitting in is boring anyway”
-so is this a magical ability or is he just really good with animals and he thinks it’s more than that because he’s a kid, like I’m not saying he’s lying but I also don’t blame them for not believing him
-“you might say it’s, the ka-tallest” HAHAHA that was funny idc
-hey for every only child out there who doesn’t know how to write an accurate sibling relationship, just watch Soren and Claudia
-bruh there’s MUMMIES in this universe???
-WAS THE MUMMY THE HEALER IS THE HEALER DEAD
-her hand looks so bad oh my gosh
-THAT FACE SCARED ME YALL KNOW I DONT DO JUMP SCARES
-Callum is me when I lose a spider
-“I’m disgusted, and a little impressed” hahahaha
-I don’t understand this animal thing at all he’s being so ominous about it
-“then you have to do the thing” JERKFACE DANCE????
-JERKFACE DANCE
-“I should have figured it out, they were all illusions” um no actually I think you investigated a little too much
-ok but is she gonna give the collar back tho cause ik we love Ava but she’s gonna have it rough without it
-ik for a fact the egg’s not dead cause the show is literally named after it so stop teasing me with this
-Callum honey great idea but we gotta think these things through
-OH MY GOSH ITS SO CUTE
-DRAGONDRAGONDRAGONDRAGON
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-so he DOES know exactly what they’re saying?? Is there a magical explanation for this or do we just have to except it, I’m good either way I just wanna know
-you have GOT to be kidding me, the indestructible knife can’t cut the band but a dragon nibbles on it a little bit and it snaps?
-Zym has already done something amazing and he was literally just hatched, most useful character on the show rn
-that short gust of wind that blew in Soren’s face right after he said “couldn’t you do this someplace warmer” was personal
-I was gonna ask why no one but the old elf lady was phased by the giant purple beam of light but then I remembered everything they just went through to get up there
-is Viren gonna just look like that from now on I still don’t even know what he did to the elf, put him in a coin?? Does putting someone in a coin make you look like that?? Remind me to never put anyone in a coin
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mean-hare · 2 years
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august and september parts of my eddiary, as shitty as always but I need to put these notes somewhere so let it be here
part 4
august, 1 i had a lot of energy and almost no appetite. i cleaned my room, rearranged toys, watched movies, and even talked with danny. unusually good day
august, 2 i cant find my fav cheap and tasty 0kcal cola-like soda. now i should spend my money on more expensive cola to drown my inner self in it
august, 3 actually i spend money my mom give me. i have no job and maybe never will have. i am too nervous, too mad, too inacurate and too depressed for it. all days long i only draw shit, watch movies and go to market to spend money on junk foodd to harm my body or to throw up and on drinks to replace food with them. sometimes i buy toys or stickers but most of time theyre way too expencive
august, 4 i watched stupid comedy film with lot of stereotypic cliches and draw danny in various clothes and poses. i dont think ill show him, it looks like he dont want to talk with me again. our friendship may lookunhealthy but the only guy who blame and harm me there is me myself
august, 5 i woke up after 1hour long sleep, i used to sleep in late morning hours but today i couldnt. me and my mom arrived by the bus to the beregszasz town. its pretty close to the hungarian border and many people there talk in hungarian. i love it i dont really remember what i ate but not too much i think. i was feeden by emotions of homelike language. and also i wanted an energy drink all the time and finally got it
august, 6 days in town were and will be full of eating like a human being i think. i try to feel myself alright and try tasty meals in cafe. i love cafes. palacsintas, waffles, icecream, milkshakes, pizza. i walk with fluffy doggy bagpack, i have notebook and water in it. this child just need to have fun
august, 7 my mom realised how much energy drinx i drink per day and she doesnt like it
august, 8 i walked alone aimlessly down the hot towns streets with a can in my hand. streets was empty most of time. just one grumpy man called me an animal while walked in opposite direction. i donk know what he meant by that. and some granny said to me "its so hot, eh". i draw ppls attention to myself involuntary, as always
august, 9 wow much zero coke i drank here! there was a market with the cheapest cola cans i ever saw in past 3 years
august, 10 i just hope that many hours of intense sweating and headbanging to breakcore in headphones while sitting in hurrying bus back to a city burns a lot of calories but i cant stop it anyways
august, 11 still not enough sleep, overwhelmed by all the information i wanted to consume (pointless but interesting) few minutes ago, gnawed by a loneliness online and offline, all this shit led me to (obviously!) very stupid binge
august, 12 lived this day not better nor worse, just average boring
august, 13 hey you. they created a big pack of chips for a big merry company, not for lonely asshole with eating problems like you
august, 14 corpsey greenish moon gazing thru the night haze, pale as pus, menacing like in dying
august, 15 i walked down to the market to buy cheap icecream and cheap cola. bazaar near it was closed due to evening hours and there were no people on the ways between the iron and concrete walls. somehow liminal
august, 16 things went not perfect but better that could be. i decided to spend last money on energy drink instead of bag of cornflakes
august, 17 i started my day with nausea because of sound of fucking drills (my mysophonic panic), found and ate some pain killers, burned my mouth with spicy junk dinner and pointlessly fooled around my room till morning affected by another bunch of cola and energy drink
august, 18 i bought a pink plastic horse. brutal metalhead in toyshop looks hilarious. brutal metalhead who buys pink horsey looks very hilarious. i saw this toy almost year ago and i couldnt forget here sinse then. that mare looks special. most toys has neutral faces or slight calm smile on them. but that sassy gal had really bitchy moody face with grinned teeth. and finally i got her and feel no regrets. at least i knew what i want.
august, 19 i was at first time in little village house my dad bought for himself. it was simple boring house with almost no furniture beyond the kitchen and i think it never will be interesting because my dad loves stupid boring monochroom minimalistic design with wooden details. parents, sister and their friend went to a backyard to roast sausages. i dont eat meat so all the time i read library book or played with lil green car toy i found in this house
august, 20 you know who am i? i am a person who dont look like one who has an ed. i am a boy who look like a girl. am i? i trust the liars and suspect when people tell me the truth. im looking like cool adult with interesting life but im still that ugly child who feels itself the worst way posiible everyday.
august, 21 im into gabber music sometimes and i think it would be fun to learn hakken dance. i also want to dance tectonic, c walk, lezginka and csardas. but i dont know how to and dont think i can do in. i like dancing sometimes. but my body often feels to heavy and clumsy to move
august, 22 i failed. but at least i tried. but how i failed!
august, 23 parents leaved this city before ukrainian independence day because they thought that russia will throw much more bombs here and my mom was afraid. i stay because i dont want to go with them and better spend time here with movies and tumblr than in their boring little village with them for 2 days long. so i chilled all day along with few liters of caff drinx and little annoying kitten
august, 24 it was another chilling day alone. i bought some drinx again (but one l less than yesterday bc i a little nauseous of already consumed caffeine), i even find a little purple cheap pony toy and bought it. today was really more air alarms than other days but as i know nobody was killed (i may be wrong, i dont watch news)
august, 25 this normal late night i was ready to drowse with john frusciante songs in cold laptop light but suddenly i saw some movement on my bed. i saw one tiny TIC. i dont afraid insects but the tics. they are the main reason why i almost never walk in the forest. today i even didnt go anywhere but this little shit somehow appeared here. i took a piece of paper, kill and throw into a sink. im shocked
august, 26 i had one little job of redacting one little text. (i cant even call it freelance job, it was more like accident job) anyway i got some little money and spent it all on a toy. beautiful blue plastic toy dog. and unique rare (in this country) energy drink in beautiful 500ml can. im so glad, i smiled like an idiot all day. so cute doggyyyyy…. but now i have no money and no food
august, 27 my mom was concerned that i eat nothing but the junkfood. well i dont find other food tasty and dont want to choke on awfull tasting meal. parents went to the bazaar while i sleep (before 3 pm) and bought the boring fruits and disgusting vegs. now kitchen stinks because of beefroot
august, 28 i buyed pepsi black, cheap blue erergy drink bottle and some little wafers. when i went back some 12yo(i guess) teens laughed at me because i had an "emo" pin. i am probably the only emo in this city, its kinda sad
august, 29 my dear friend danny despise and rejects me. im going to starve myself to death
august, 30 i will never be ready for the cruel words from the last person i love. i cant stay sane after that.
august, 31 i watched the famous film "pianist". theres a melody the main character plays, chopins nocturn do diez minor or something like that. i cried because danny loves this melody. just because of that. stared with teary eyes at the screen, then tears went dry, i forgot about everything and watched that movie. and at the end he played that nocturn again. and i cried again, i couldnt stop, i cried till the end of the movie, cried after the end, cried painfully endlessly and was disgusted by my reaction. i watched a beautiful and sad film about loss and real suffering completely tearless but cried like an idiot just because of that damned melody just because my cruel friend loves it.
part 5
september, 1 sadness, yearning and envy driving me bad, my thin body will be a product of pain and limbo
september, 2 my dad is sick and stay at this house. i dont leave my room mostly. i dont want to be in same room with him. not that he is so bad, most of ppl considers him as good man. he just exhaust me without knowing it, we like a different species that cant live together without problems
september, 3 autumn is always fast in this city and september started with cold weather as always. i took a long walk. i love long walks when its cold and dusky, i just need money to buy something at the middle and end of my way. it makes me confident. i walked near the park that everybody call "a forest", i walked near abandoned shacks that once were paychecks, i swinged on wet swings and i felt better than yesterday (tbh i cant remember how i felt yesterday). i found a market near the "forest" there were many foreign items. i bought few cans of drinks and realised that only one had calories. i also boulgt a clipper. i dont smoke, i just love flame and that clipper was cool, black, with skull and "love dead" written under it. thats so relevant and relitable shit for me, even that funny mistake is symbolical
september, 4 i cant concentrate on reading, on every thing, everything is blurry, my head isnt working right, my stomach is hurting all day
september, 5 successfully restricted. i found the place where hobos live. theres some concrete blocks near the school and small church. i bought few drinx and sat on blocks to chill and drink one of them (one with watermelon taste) and then i hear harsh voise underneath these blocks: "fucking teens! get the fuck out from here!!"
september, 6 i saw so perfect boy working in the market. how thin he was and how delicate. i bought few cool zero cal drinks: barr soda with icecrem taste, cola, foreign cherry lemonade. i saw him once, he is cashier there, his name is volodimir and thats all i know about him. he reminds me lead singer of emo band marakesh, he doesnt looks alt at all but he is thin like an anorexic emoboy. i like him not judt because of it, he isnt just another thinspo stranger. i think about him constantly. i feelin like i love him and its stupid, very stupid. i dont know him and i dont think id talk with him someday, i am too bad for people, unatractive. and i dont talk. i am silent always.
september, 7 i only drank some dairy and took random quizes on idrlabs. almost all of them told me that i have mental problem
september, 8 i went to the market with my dad. it was wery strange, liminal experience. there were not many items and almost no people around. it was 9:30 pm. of course i binged (first time this week) but it was not the worst of my binges, and i throwed up some of it. perhabs it was tiring. my back hurts now.
september, 9 ate the rest of snacks and cokes and feelin really shit
september, 10 every day is so same, timewasting, tumblr and movies, day after day and times goes by so senseless, and what should i do, what else can i do? you are lucky if you have friends, if you have someone to spend some time with.
september, 11 its something like an instinct of bear. i bought sweet and greasy food but ate only bag of chips and 4 cookies. soon i felt asleep in unusual early hours, 10 pm or something like that, just lied under blanket in sweater and socks and jeans, i didnt take my clothes off. im feeling cold everyday and sleepy
september, 12 i drank low cal milk and black tea. then i ate jogurt with plums. and again milk. 900 kcals i started this dusky day with movies, not really good ones. then i just browsing aimlessly. talked with my friend danny. thought that he maybe loves me despite some of some of his earlier very mean messages, today he was kind. i send him pic of hobo who lays on concrete under the blanket and hugs his dog and wrote "we?". he answered "we". i said ":3". he also said ":3 i want to sleep more
september, 13 i wanted to eat nothing today but then i wanted to eat something and its bad. only good thing is my mom learned how to make low fat fries
september, 14 i woke up and ate homemade cookies and i even dont know their kcal values then i fall asleep. then i woke up and only drank tea and watched boring movie. im ill, i cant think
september, 15 good things: i restricted i found funny gypsy song about weed danny said something fummy to me (i forget what) i watched "the boys" bad things: i feel shit every minute my memory is getting worse and i forget everything (i forget)
september, 16 im sick. im cold. im coughing. im always irritated. every fuckin day i wake up in sweat, eat too much, feel like a shit and almost dead
september, 17 warm homemaid plain food, milk with honey, hot tea. common things. i probably loosing many calories when coughing that hard. it feels like someones heavy boots strongly kicking my ribcage
september, 18 spicy chips was the only food i didnt regret after consuming it. surprisingly it made my sore throat less sore for some time and made the pain weaker. but other food was ugly mistake, used again to fill that permanently rotting void, all in vain
september, 19 today after piglike eating i understood that every time i try to eat vegan it ends up with massive gross binge. maybe veganism is not an option for person who hate every vegan food option but few fruits that cant make body full
september, 20 mmy belly scrached by all the claws of mine, painted in shiny dark color. i will never be normal or alright, i kmiw it well.
september, 21 i am eaten by sorrow. i am gnawed by grief. why dont you understand me, dont you mind. why dont you listening to me?
september, 22 i wasnt in my room all day from 11 am til 9 pm. it started with a sound of drill and i leave the house bc i cant stand yhe sound of drill. it was there all that time so i couldnt back. i bought cheap bottle of blue energy drink in local market and went to auchan. it located at the very city edge. i walked familiar path thru the field when suddenly there appears the huge fuck. the fucking giant bog spot. it took me half of hour to find my way through. but i did it and i came to the market with boots full of mud and singing the cotton head joe i needed to waste more time so i walked many shops with toys, books, decor art supplies and other. then i spent some money for diet cheap cream soda, energy drinks, some little sweets, black nail polish and spicy chips. i sat at the 1 floor, ate chips and read book from library about pianist with heterohromia. then i walked down the trace down the one of the longest streets in this city. my backpack was heavy because of few litres of drinks, books and notebooks and ome other unknown items. i walked near the bus station where were many people and fat mongrels wanted to sniff me. then i walked in unknown part of the road, lost behind plattenbauen. there were bricks and trees and weird wet trees (today every plant was wet) and cat. i saw one very ugly and attractive buildind, i cant explain why it makes me like that. it looked like theres livevery marginalized and wrathful people and it looked like it slightly burned some time ago. i am obsessed with this one now. i walked those unknown beutiful decaying post soviet streets sometimes stopped to take photos and drink and the sky became darker and more gray. the sky became dark evening. and it started to rain, the downpur. i still walked that longest streets but i turned to its more popular and lighted part and waited for the bus at the buss stop. i was a little tired by the weight of my bag, i could walk some more but i didnt really liked the idea to wear wet clothes when 5 km far from my room. so i returned by the bus. when i walked last few metres to my house i quickly became wet and rain was pouring the rest of the day and all night long
september, 23 another boredom shopping and boredom eating, nothing new. my legs still hurt after yesterday i talked with one guy online about my yesterday walk and i searched that fucked building in google maps and found it. i also tried to find some information about it or at least photos but found nothing but the ad about selling room and private massage salon that may be no longer exist. i started feel paranoic feeling that theres something hiddden there. i thought that someones hides it, maybe to cover places that may be considered by strangers as repulsing, ugly, revolting, to show only fine, good or at least ok=ish places of the city. some may show some good buildungs in bad state with "the dark side of the city" and "scary and dangerous places in lviv" but it will still be something pop and plain and known. i feel that many dont know and dont find and some are hide.i feel that theres something tremedous in That building, something that should be found and shown, something that hidden by someones. i still feel that. well, i can be right or it can be just my paranoia or delusion.
september, 24 too many liquid calories.but also activities to burn it. i was in the countryside today where my grandfather live. i was climbing trees, picking fav sour apples, stinged by nettle, gathering wallnuts, shivering at cold autumn evening. some new bruises on my knees, it feels like a childhood
september, 25 i talk with danny, my last friend. i know that he is not really good friend but i have no one by my side. he is the only person who makes me feel loved even if in rare. sometimes he kind. sometimes he tries to understand what im sayin, sometimes he tries to be a good friend. i still love him. anyway i am much worse friend than him
september, 26 very gross binge on healthy food 1
september, 27 very gross binge on healthy food 2. fuck the healthy food
september, 28 i saw my almost naked body in the mirror at night when went to the bathroom. i was shocked by how ugly i am. i dont want to see it again. now i dont take my clothes, i sleep in jeans and sweater. i didnt wash myself for few weeks because seeing this body naked is really awfull and i cant stand it. i know its gross but i dont even contact with people so who cares. i hide my body from myself under clothes, i avoid looking in the mirrors and reflections. i dont want to see this body, i dont wwant myself.
september, 29 i dont remember what i ate thru tis day, but not too much i think. kitten ronald felt from the window. my mom ran down and pick he up. he is scared and meows painfully sometimes cus he broke his leg. he will be taken to the vet.
september, 30 average day. average restriction, average food intake bc theres so much normal food. average time killing. i dont feel good, nor bad. i dont feel…i dont care about anything, just nothin
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Look, I don't know. I just need a place to post bullshit and Twitter is done for.
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I never even liked twitter but whatever.
I just think my friends are tired of me sending them texts about what I'm going through, so I'll just write them here.
Anyways, Hi, Im Daniel. I'm from Portugal, but currently live in the US because I ran away from my abusive family. I'm healing from severe trauma and my brain is a mess. I write my feelings down because I want to get these emotions out of me before bad things happen.
I like to draw and paint, I'm a digital artist and I play some instruments. Also learning how to produce songs on fl studio. My favourite colour is black (idk why that matters, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ), but Im not emo or goth, etc.. (though i love the style:>) I just like the colour.
I have a sweet puppy doggy called Nala, she is a shiba and she's all I have. Adorable nonetheless.
I have depression, PTSD, might have BPD (I believe I do because I see the signs, but haven't been diagnosed, since my previous therapist didn't believe in trauma and I can't exactly afford a therapist in the US right now, even if I desperately need one). I didn't use to be an anxious person, but I've always been extremely stressed and it has caused me several physical problems and in addition to that I have started to be anxious too, experiencing regular panic attacks (never too strong tho).
I had a serious problem with self-harm and attempted a few times when I was younger, since I didn't have an escape option from my constant abuse. Nowadays, I'm 5 months free from self-harm and no longer have suicidal thoughts. It really does feel nice to get better.
You don't have to stick around if you're not interested, since this page will probably be rants and venting about stuff. Welcome to the internet, where you're not obligated to sit and read through stuff you dont want to sit and read through.
That being said, it will be a pleasure to meet you all (possible people who interact). :D
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THE GOODEST BOY!!
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How about the brothers with an MC who is fully blind and has a guide dog because doggies are the best creatures on the planet.
me, very afraid of dogs: okayyy lets see if I can bullshit my way through this-
OM! demon bros w/ blind mc (and their service dog)
warnings: gender neutral reader, sex and breed neutral for their dog
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Lucifer
your canine companion is no issue to him. obviously as a guide dog your pup is perfectly trained and won't cause issues in the house.
as for yourself, he will insure that your pup can accompany you wherever you wish. Lucifer would do fine with a blind mc, not treating you any differently. he will scoff or facepalm when someone asks you something stupid like "do you like my drawing mc?"
he will also insure proper accommodations for RAD as well. altered braille text books, as well as other small magic items at your disposal. Lucifer's expectations of you do not change simply because of your disability. however he will insure you have all proper tools needed to achieve them.
Mammon
Mammon quickly befriends your pup. he likes dogs, big ones or loud ones just make him nervous (not that he will tell anyone that).
he is the idiot to ask stupid questions, at least in the beginning. he may ask you what you think he looks like. if you want to map his face he will take your hands and let you touch him as you like (note the warmth under your fingers of his blushing cheeks)
Mams can be protective of you of course. if your guide dog isn't with you and you don't have/dont use a cane you can expect him to place your hand on his arm or shoulder. he doesn't mind being your puppies replacement for the time being.
Leviathan
Levi doesn't like dogs. they are loud and unpredictable and they make him jumpy. he may slowly warm up to yours depending on their personality.
hes a little disappointed with your blind status. thinking of all the cool things he can't show you. it gets him down but once you explain to him the medias you do enjoy he perks up. being disabled doesn't mean you dont have fandoms or hobbies, he just didn't think about it.
it will be harder for you to befriend him quickly unfortunately. since he will go off on a tangent about some anime or manga and then quickly back petal since he thinks you wouldn't know/care anyway.
Satan
he also doesn't like dogs much. they're okay. your dog is... fine. (they'll probably grown on him with time)
as for you Satan is very curious about your perception of the world. he will observe the way you act and interact with things. curious if you have a sharper sense of touch or hearing.
you can expect him to offer to read to you if you like. but what he'd really like is for you to teach him how to read braille if possible.
Asmodeus
Asmo adores your guide dog. absolutely buys them cure things to wear on their collar or charms for their service vest. he coos and preens over your pup almost as much as he does you.
he really does simply adore you. he thought your dress haphazard since your blindness but truthfully your ability at texture detection is incredible. adding contract to outfits can be done with so much more then just color.
having you in his life has opened him up to ideas he'd never fully adventured in before. he really just thinks you are one of the cutest most creative people he knows.
Beelzebub
Beel likes your dog, but he likes most dogs. he finds them cute and amusing. will make sure to have dog safe treats for your pup.
he also probably acts as your second guide dog. he holds your hand when out if he can, mostly because he has a habit of wandering off and doesn't want to lose you. usually this doesn't happen do to his size hes easily spotted but that wouldn't happen in your case.
otherwise his behavior with you is mostly unchanged. he thinks you need to be protected and safe but that has nothing to do with your blindness and everything to do with you being a tiny human. his tiny human
Belphagor
Belphie is indifferent with dogs. some he likes, some he doesn't, most he doesn't care about. it will depend on the personality of your service dog if they become friends or not.
when he leans you are blind the first thing he will do is offer you his hands. he says "touch me wherever you want, so you can know what I 'look' like." this is mostly in the hopes of gaining your trust.
as time goes on he adjusts to your lifestyle. he, like Satan, likes to observe the way you go about things. he finds some of it humorous, but others are just interesting.
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1st of all, amazing chapter cap. I woke up from a nap to see the email telling me it updated and it was amazing.
2nd, fuck you. How dare you not tell us who Grim is, I feel betrayed. But like also great story telling, kagami wouldn't know who the fuck they are because shes not around much. But still, fuck you.
3rd, early congrats on 1k kudos for Panthera, you deserve it. Your writing is amazing and you deserve all the kudos on ao3.
Alright I'm done with the numbers ima start theorizing now.
The identity of Grim
So my first point is that Kagami didn't know who they were, or at least not their name. This eliminates the gang(we sorta knew it wasn't any of them, but I kept them in mind because idk what kinda shit you were gonna pull), and Luka. Obviously it's not Marinete and Adrien because dramatic irony and shit so that leaves a few people.
Namely; Ivan, Mylene, Max, Kim, Nathaniel, Rose, Marc, Mireille, and Lila.
Ima start by eliminating a few of these.
Kagami never had a chance to meet or see Lila, I doubt it's her.
I doubt Kagami wouldn't know Rose's name. With how much the rest of the game makes fun of Juleka and now much Rose would talk about Juleka, Kagami definently would have picked up the girl's name.
Similarly, I think Mylene can be eliminated in a similar fashion. Kagami hangs around Marinette in cat form a lot and, going by Marinette's character, Marinette totally would have told this cat about her little best friend's squad. Kagami also would have seen pictures of Mylene(and Rose) around Marinette's room and probably learned their names. So I think I can safely eliminate Mylene(and rose again)
Reverser happens after queens battle, so nobody except Marinette has met Marc yet, so I think he can be safely eliminated.
The Grim's saying 'spooky spooky ghost realm' makes me think it's not Max, he doesnt talk like that. Also I doubt he would get excited like that when Kagami said that they were friends.
The fact that Grim knows Luka eliminates Mireille. Mireille wouldn't know Luka, or most of the class.
So, my final list of possibilities is Ivan, Kim, and Nathaniel.
I personally cant see it being Ivan. It doesn't make any sense to me, plus it would destroy my theory of Ivan and Mylene having some magical shenanigans going on together. Ima set ivan aside since I personally dont think its him. I have no evidence to back this claim, I simply dont think it makes sense story wise.
Kim is a possibility, but I think his general vibe denies him being 'psychopomp doggo to the Eternal Graveyard'. That's just my opinion though and I have no evidence to support or deny him being Grim.
Nathaniel, out of the final 3, seems like the most likely. Man looks tired and traumatized, maybe from seeing so many dead kids. He would also totally get a little excited at a new friend because the boy's kinda lonely, especially with his bestie Alix constantly hanging out with her totally-not-werewolf-girlfriend Chloe so often. But I still think he's the Haunted so idk.
Ok so none of the final options make sense, so lets go back to the ones I eliminated.
Starting with Max, he is injured I'm the miracuclass artwork you posted and Grim was just injured. Also his personality would totally fit a graveyard psychopomp creature. However, as I said before, the speach patterns dont match up.
Mylene is a possibility because my elimination method for her was full of assumptions and guesses and could be totally wrong. But also shes a sniveling coward and I doubt she could fight an evil spirit while guiding a dead kid to a graveyard without bursting out into tears and running away and Grim seemed supremely chill with the whole dead kid thing. So lets leave Mylene alone for now.
Rose, seemingly the most obvious choice and therefore totally is not Grim. While her irises look white in the miracuclass artwork and the grape ice cream thing in the date chapter happened, I think these are both red herrings. In the new chapter Kagami says the Grim had human eyes after they undoggified(is that the word?). Implying that their eyes looked normal, no supernatural aspects about them. Also the grape ice cream thing must be a total red herring because, its Rose of course she would be distressed by cute doggies dying. Also the rebirth grape thing is probably the better clue for what Rose is, but ima not get into that right now.
That's it, that's all I got. This ask got really long.
So in conclusion; it's not Rose, Max, Marc, Lila, or Mireille. Everyone else is up in the air. I have no idea. Cap is playing jedi mind tricks on us. Someone free our souls from this frog's grasp.
That's it, analysis over.
Let me make this worse for you
Kagami does know the Grim’s name now and who they are, sorry for the confusion for a line that might’ve said other wise, Kagami has met them, Kagami has a name for them now.
Mylene isn’t a coward neither here nor in canon, she’s just socially shy.
And as I quote from my Traits post “Like I don’t think I’d write this in into the fic but when drawing like-” meaning I wouldn’t acknowledge these consistent traits outright in the fic but when drawing they’d be there.
Hope this makes things worse for you! :D
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hihi!! pls don't eat me alive ;; but i'd like to request a male romantic sfw/nsfw match up for harry potter and hxh if that's okay !!  :,)
i go by she/they pronouns, i am an INFP (rip), a hufflepuff, and my zodiac sign is pisces.
im very shy around new people, but i do adjust quickly to cool dudes who just vibe, yk? but pls don't ask me to make a phone call,, i will start ugly crying lol.
I have a lot of trust issues and i tend to open up when i get to know someone more, so i prefer a partner who is very patient and committed. i love being pampered and treated like a princess lmao. i can't stand ppl who's first instinct is to run away when things go south >:(
my love languages include words of affirmation, and physical touch. i do like recieving gifts, but only in really special occasions and it should have a very thoughtful/sentimental value.
i have dark, shoulder length that's styled into a wolf cut. my eyes are dark dark dark brown and i wear big round ass glasses bc i have the worst eyesight. i also stopped growing in 7th grade,, ive been 5"0 forever now ;;
my hobbies include drawing, painting, and listening to music !!! my favourite artists include the beatles, the neighborhood, and daniel caesar. i also love spooky books and movies, they scare me but its all part of the thrill. sometimes i play games,, but its only limited to casual indie games or pixel RPGmaker games like omori.
i dont have a set style,, but its either im dressed like a fckin jojo character or  bundled up into an oversized sweater cocoon. no middle ground lol.
agdhdbdudiebf i hope i did this right,, and im sorry if i did anything wrong !! D: this is my first ever match-up ;A;
but thank you for this aaa!! i saw that you guys had all of the fandoms im really into so you guys are really neat and awesome for that 😭💕 pls keep doing what youre doing ily <333
don't worry all the details are fine!! thank you for taking the time to read our rules. admin sar is very happy that someone appreciates how neat and tidy she keeps this blog :D We hope you like your match ups!
your vibers,
admins sar, sav & san
Your Harry Potter match up is...... LUPIN!!
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Lupin won't judge you for being a Hufflepuff. Instead he'll judge you for dressing like a jojos character.
Lupin would love your wolf cut, because he is a bit of a wild man himself :)
Expect candlelight dinners and chocolate bars for desert with this man.
Lupin would tell spooky wizard tales to you, especially ones from his childhood.
He'd be down to watch horror movies with you. He's a werewolf. There's no way he'll get scared. He'll only get mad at inaccuracies in wolf movies.
He is a teacher so he would give excellent pep talks and good words of affirmation and encouragement for you.
N/SFW
Lupin promises to not eat you alive. But he may eat you out.
He would be forever grateful if you gift him butt plugs. In exchange he'd buy you a butt plug with a wolf tail.
He pampers you after sex and licks your sore holes.
He'll use the hair he shed during sex and make a crown for you.
Lupin likes doggy style anyway so your height doesn't matter.
You can play wolf howls in the back while having sex with Lupin when you guys are having exhibitionist feelings.
Your HxH match up is...... GON!! (AGED UP)
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He puts bugs in your hair while you are crying to cheer you up.
Gon is a cool dude who will vibe with you. He'll buy you mugs that say 'Good Vibes Only'.
He won't run away from you like Ging did with him <3
Gon is a perfect gentleman and knows how to treat a lady. He would arrange the cutest dates for you and give you very thoughtful presents.
Gon would watch horror movies with a cheerful smile while the goriest things are happening on screen. He's friends with an assassin what do you expect.
Totally can get into the same music as you.
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somechick30003 · 3 years
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Dont look im being horny but-
Warnings stepcest, bdsm (tying up), overstim, threesome, cheating (Aizawas married to your guardian) and age gap (Aizawa and shinsou) Not proof read
(Tried to be as gender neutral as possible!)
AU where Aizawa dosent work at UA
Mom/dad finally found another man to marry and he's hot as fuck, so's his son, and they think the same about you.
So when your parent go's off on business they show you how they feel.
Shinsou first. He does it while Aizawas asleep. In the shower with you. One foot on the on shower bench and both his hands on your waist watching himself sink into you, doggy style. Getting faster and faster stopping every time he hears something.
Then next day he acts like it never happens, at least while Aizawa around. As soon as he leaves Shinsou says he's not supposed to be around you. but, "I cant stay away. You draw me in kitty." and taking you again on the kitchen table. Its your little game, after all, when the cats away the kittens play
Then its Aizawas turn.
You pretend to be sick one day to get out of school. Aizawa had the day off so he took care of you. When he found you goofing off instead of resting, he made sure to put you in your place.
"Think you can lie about being sick Kitty?" Aizawa said watching you shiver from over stimulating all tied up to the head board. "I almost thought I wouldn't be able to do this today. I can never control myself with you when were alone."
That becomes a routine for you three.
All day you tease them and you see who cracks first. Usually Shinsou but on the rarest occasion Aizawa. Its always been one at a time but not tonight.
Aizawa was out so naturally you and Shinsou were in his room. He always said he slept better the nights you were in his bed, or at least were.
He's hitting it from behind as usual when his room door opens giving Aizawa the perfect view of his son pounding the life out of his step-sibling, and he. is. furious.
He yells at Shinsou while Shinsous trying to cover you up, neither knew about what you did with the other.
For the next week neither talk to each other or you, then when you and your parent are sitting calmly in the living room Aizawa walks in and slams divorce papers on the table.
Along with papers for custody of you.
"Your never here. Its not right for YN to sit here alone because your off on 'business trips.' You think I didnt know? Ive gotten calls of you getting ruined while you were busy. Your not capable or raising YN."
After a awful year of custody battles the court ruled in Aizawa favor, but why?
Why did he fight for custody of you? You ruined his family.
When your unpacking they both come into your room, and when Aizawa locks the door you feel your stomach drop. What are they gonna do? Is this revenge for cheating on them? Wait, would it be cheating? Were you dating them?
"Alright kitty. Hands and knees." Shinsou said undoing his belt. "We've gotta teach you a lesson, for stringing us along."
By the next morning you felt so full and you could barely move. When you felt your legs again you went the bathroom and saw all the scratches, bruises and soon to be bruises.
You were so busy looking at all the marks you didnt notice shinsou walk in until he hugged you from behind. "You look so pretty marked up kitty.-
So this section is primarily for girls but guys can read but it mentions pregnancy
One day I'll make you my pretty little house wife. All pregnant with my kid."
"Don't say that Hitoshi. I might be the one to do that."
"You guys might have already done it."
"We can only hope" they said together
"Just in case" Shinsou said and pushed you against the counter
Now its for boys and gender neutral again! Warning this time is children
And one day you'll have to tell our kids why you have them."
"Hitoshi! Dont say that!"
"Well Im pretty sure I'll adopt with you one day so get used to the thought kitty."
"Hitoshi dont make them uncomfortable. You might make them stressed and I dont think they can handle another round right now. "Aizawa scolded
"Wanna try?"
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sympaii · 3 years
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Wanna let y’all know that the hlvrai fnf au isn’t really my og idea here. I saw a fic on ao3 with this concept and I wanted to expand on it. Anyway, i’ve been thinking about how the characters fit in. And by all means start up a discussion with me. It’s just me, two other people, and a paperclip talking about this au lmao.
also tHEY RAP BATTLE WITH SWEETVOICE HOW COOL WOULD THAT B.
Benrey - BF
Tommy - GF
because i love tomrey and y’all cant do anything about it >:•)
Mr. Coolatta - Daddy Dearest
i think we all know why. let gdad have some fun as well.
Coomer and Bubby - Skid and Pump
you’d probably encounter them in like,, the clone lab or something. bubby singing and occasionally blowing stuff up in the background.
Coomer’s ex wife - Lemon Demon (???)
this is obviously still being decided on. i think it could be fun to play around with the idea of his ex wife’s up-for-debate character. she could be fun? i dont see anything of her. give me ex wife lore please.
Gordon - Pico
i think we all know why.
Sunkist - Mommy Must Murder
or in this case, Doggy Must Destroy. the whole idea for this is just that Sunkist wants to play too. usually by Tommy’s side on the amps, she’d hop down to join in on battling Benrey.
Forzen - Senpai
senpai is to dating sim as Forzen is to half life. instead of a dating sim, we’re transported into the first half life. and i want to see wonky gmod models fuck it up.
please someone talk to me about this i have so many ideas that i’ll try to draw soon!!
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imagineurfavs · 4 years
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VIXX - Ravi A-Z
“Hiiii, could you please write an A to Z for Ravi?? 🙏🙏”
“vixx ravi a to z 👀thank u ❤️”
“Ravi A-Z NSFW please?”
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A - Aftercare Bless him he tries, but he’s so exhausted afterwards the most he can probably stretch to is maybe getting you both a drink...after that youre on your own lol sorry 
B - Body Part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner) does it count if i say his favourite part on himself is his tattoos? idk, i just feel like theyre something about himself that he really cherishes, and he knows how much you like them too. On his partner, he likes the cakes, the booty, the butt meat. He can’t get enough.
C - Cum Likes to cum on your face or neck. Bonus points if you let him cum in your mouth then kiss him, it’s something he finds so unbelievably hot.
D - Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs) He really REALLY wants to record the both of yall going at it and use the audio in one of his songs, but he thinks you’d never agree to it so he’s afraid to bring it up :((( 
E - Experience He strikes me as someone who’s no stranger to one night stand kinda things so he’s definitely got a fair amount of experience. He just gives off the energy of someone who knows his way around the female body lmao
F - Favourite Position Loves having you ride him, he likes the lazy approach and watching you bounce on him is his favourite site in the entire world. Always has a soft spot for doggy as well, he’s always a fan of anything where he get’s a full view of your ass.
G - Goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous etc) Not that goofy at all tbh, sex is something he just takes super seriously, he’s not here to mess around lmao. He’s here to fuck you up and get you shaking fgfdgdg
H - Hair (how well groomed are they) Trimmed to the point of almost being bare, but he leaves a little bit lol
I - Intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect) He has his softer days every now and then, but he’s not really all that intimate in the moment tbh. He knows that you know how he feels about you, so he doesn't feel the need to be overly sentimental when at that moment all he wants is to rail you into the mattress until you're shaking oop.
J - Jack Off (Masturbation) Honestly he probably does it basically every day; it’s pretty much a part of his nighttime routine at this point. He finds it the perfect way to relax just before he goes to sleep
K - Kinks (one of more of their kinks) For sure marking, both giving and receiving. He doesn’t even care if anyone sees them, he wears them all with pride and a massive smirk lol. He’s into maybe lowkey bdsm stuff too, just a little light pain and restraint kinda things.
L - Location (Favourite places to do the do) His favourite place would be his recording studio. It’s just that bit different enough to be a lil saucy, but private enough to where he’s like 95% certain no ones gonna walk in on you. It’s the reason he bought a super big sofa to go in there tbh lol.
M - Motivation (What turns them on) He’s a simple man, literally just touch him in an even slightly suggestive way and his brain will go straight to his dick. His thighs and lower stomach are the places he really likes to be touched
N - NO (something they won’t do, turn offs) No sharing, so that means no three(or more)somes lol. You’re his and he’s yours. That’s how he wants it to stay. 
O - Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) Lowkey the type to be more into the whole “face fucking” thing when you go down on him. He can get super intense when giving too, he wont stop until you've had a least one orgasm from foreplay alone lol.
P - Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc) I feel like he’s somewhere in the middle lol, a happy medium. Probably a little on the faster side, but not crazy rough. He’ll be sure you feel it the next day.
Q - Quickies (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc) He’s quite a fan, he thinks they definitely have their charm of just scratching that itch whenever it occurs. They happen every now and then, usually in the morning when he wakes up with a boner but has to be somewhere soon.
R - Risk (are they down to experiment, do they take risks?) To a certain extent. He does have a few hard limits, but aside from that, he’s totally open 
S - Stamina (how many rounds can they go, how long do they last? etc) I dont think he lasts all that long, mainly because of how much energy he puts into whatever he’s doing. But providing you catch him before he falls asleep, he’d be down to go a second round.
T - Toy (do they own toys do they use them on a partner or on themselves?) Definitely owns a few. Not a crazy amount, but mainly what he considers the “essentials”. Stuff like a vibrator, blindfold, silk ties and maybe a paddle if he’s feeling extra spicy.
U - Unfair (how much they like to tease) Maybe surprisingly idk, but i really dont think he’s that into teasing. I think he’d much rather just get straight to the main event then draw things out needlessly long.
V - Volume (how loud are they, what type of sounds they make) Some super gravely moans and very very sweary. Super into dirty talk also. Very much a “let the neighbours know my name, baby” kinda guy sdfds
W - Wild Card (a random headcannon) He love love looooves it when you’re super vocal, the louder the better. It doesn’t matter where you are, what time of day it is etc. He knows all the right spots to hit that’ll get you screaming and he’ll keep going until you’re as loud as you can get.
X - X-ray (what’s going on inside those pants) Average in both senses i’d say, pretty n veiny though lol
Y - Yearning (How high is their sex drive) Pretty high, like it’s not that high where its unbearable lmao but it’s probably a little higher than average. 4-5 times a week at most
Z - Zzz… (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards) Super fast lol. Pretty much as soon as he pulls out of you, he’s out like a light lmao.
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nocturnalxsaint · 4 years
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as many as you want to do... what's your favorite color? do you prefer aquariums or zoos? what's something small that made you happy today? do you like lemonade? do you like PINK lemonade? how did you discover waterparks? how do you feel about country music? what about rap? who's your fave in waterparks and why? who's your favorite of waterparks' friends? what's a short-term goal you have for yourself? do you like owl city? what do you think about ariana grande? what are you looking forward to?
these are excellent distraction questions thank you so much 🥰
-my favorite color is probably blue or purple. i really gravitate towards cool jewel tones💙💜
-i think i like aquariums better because i prefer being indoors lol. also watching tanks is so soothing i love the water
-ok ok ok so my roommate’s dog who ive been living with for a few months is extremely anxious, especially in cars. he usually works himself into a panic and just hyperventilates for most of the ride. but today i picked him up from doggy daycare and he started to freak out but then he leaned forward and put his head on my shoulder and sighed and calmed down and i FELT SO VALID AAAAA HE CHOSE ME TO TRUST!!!!!! <3 <3 <3
-i really love both lemonade and pink lemonade and i think im gonna go make some :)
-ok so just before double dare came out i was super deep into a hyperfixation on my chemical romance and had consumed like every interview of theirs that exists on youtube. and because mikey played bass on cluster some waterparks interviews popped up in my recommended section. i remember the first one i watched was them playing draw that band where they said otto’s fav band was mcr and told the story of mikey coming into the studio to work with them. their personalities grabbed my attention and i think i clicked on the gloom boys video next, realized i loved their sound and lyrical style and ive been here ever since!
-i actually grew up listening almost exclusively to country music radio and contemporary christian pop if that tells you anything about my family lol. i dipped out for a few years because i really dont enjoy bro country, but as a genre in general i love country music. i could go off about dolly parton for a WHILE
-i dont know a lot about rap but every now and then i get into a specific artist and i always enjoy how innovative the genre is and the commitment to evolution of sound and artistry. right now i really like mgk’s stuff even though i know he’s drifting from rap at the moment
-my favorite member is probably awsten because we honestly know less about the other two lol. but i also really love his writing style, like my favorite thing about music is lyrics and i LOVE the lyrics and poetry in parx. as someone with most of an english degree i keep wanting to go off about awsten’s lyrics and the way he writes them because theyre genuinely so good. their sound is also phenomenal but the lyrics set it off even more
but ALSO i think he’s funny and a very genuine person and i appreciate his work ethic and how much of himself he’s willing to put into his art. also listening to his podcast and longer interviews he’s done......listening to him talk is a constant “is that what im like” experience lol the topic jumping and rambling stories are EXTREMELY relatable like that’s exactly how i think 
-i think my favorite waterparks extended universe (weu) member is travis. similar to my reasoning for awsten i relate to travis a lot and constantly find myself when listening to the podcast saying the exact same things he does like a split second earlier lol i feel like we’d be friends.
-a short term goal i have is to get a job 🙃 no but for real all these business locking down RIGHT after i quit my job and moved is not going well ahaha send help😥
-i LOVE owl city i am literally currently in a discord server geeking out with someone about awsten and adam simultaneously. owl city was the soundtrack to my age appropriate emo phase when i was like 12-16 and very sad but my parents wouldnt allow heavy music lol. i adore the imagery and vibe of owl city music and it takes me back to being in 7th grade and listening to saltwater room and feeling safe. actually i havent listened to it in a while so im gonna go do that
-i think ariana grande has an incredible voice and talent but i dont know much about her other than that
-i am looking forward to live music coming back 😭😭😭
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