#because i'm too busy with school :

[homkamiro]

EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! I need to tell just how running blind fanfiction by @thetriggeredhappy fucked me up

I'm not joking when I say that this is my favourite fic ever made, I literally don't, everything about it is so perfect, so detailed and so emotional,, i cried a lot, i laughed a lot, and I was really amazed by some of the plot twitsts

EVERYONE needs to read it, and if you don't imma bust yo damn kneecaps

#i also wished I'd draw more and perhaps I will! i'm just busy with life and and school and stuff #also the last pic is on russian because it was my comic class assignment and i felt too lazy to translate it #but it's basically the scene after scout agreed on the operation #team fortress 2 #tf2 #team fortress 2 fanart #tf2 fanart #tf2 scout #tf2 sniper #tf2 heavy #tf2 spy #tf2 soldier #tf2 engineer #tf2 pyro #speeding bullet #sniperscout #check the author they sell commissions!!! buy their commission!!!!!!!!! this IS a threat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bruhstation]

(redraw of last year's art!) happy new year 2024, everyone! hopefully things go well this year, too :]

#thomas the tank engine #thomas and friends #ttte lady #ttte diesel 10 #ttte thomas #ttte percy #casa tidmouth #senjart #this year has been quite tough! phew #started off the year studying my butt off for entrance exams #ended the year studying my butt off for med school's first semester finals #I'm so busy!!! so many organizations and meetings to attend!!! workloads and labworks too!!!! #ntm I got hit with a wave of mental health stuff so that depleted my motivation too..... #things are kind of tough for me now but hopefully I can get myself back on track #because I have lots of stuff to draw!!! many gazillion ideas!!!! #and I hope YOU too will have a good year!!!!! #also looking at the tags on last year's art and LOL'd.... my years living at the dorms was truly something (negative connotation)

[duketod]

#I don't have any new arts yet because I'm too busy with school and with a big birthday present for my friend!!! #Anyway #dirk strider #rose lalonde #hs #homestuck

[raveartts]

turt

#raveartts #wings of fire #wof #turtle wof #dragon art #kinda art blocked lately but at least dragons are easy enough to draw #i'd love to draw some warrior cats stuff too but like...cats hard #oh well at least i'm drawing SOMETHING #i promised myself i'd do proper art fundamentals practice this year #but so far it's been absolutely pathetic #i'm barely even drawing in the past month #though i shouldn't be hard on myself about it i suppose #i've been stressed and busy and mentally unwell and dying #and i don't HAVE to draw....i just feel obligated to because it's all i'm good at and don't have other reliable hobbies i enjoy #perhaps once school is finished i can draw more #though by then i might be having to move out and work full time and i think i'll just die when that happens #so i'll just never get better at art i guess and i'll just pretend i'm totallyyyyy okay with being subpar forever and ever #lack of perfection DEFINITELY doesn't bother me :))))) not one bit #anyways i have to go to work soon.... #at least my chores are done. perhaps i'll promise myself i'll do some gestures tonight since i'm not busy

[squishosaur]

hey man. i'm just saying. why would we put inexperienced teenagers with over-inflated egos and obvious emotional issues into combat classes and make them claw their way to the top of their dorms and expect things to just run smoothly. who actually thought this

#the reason rsa doesn't have overblots is because they understand the joy and whimsy of life and friendship btw #LIKE. why is there no school counselor?? do you know how much time & resources & effort & TRAUMA we could have saved the students & #school from if ANYONE had reached out to riddle and was like 'hey are you alright i heard xyz and i wanted to let you know...' ESPECIALLY #since TREY LITERALLY TELLS US 'oh well here's the lowdown on her trauma this is Probably what is causing this' #or if someone sat down to tell leona 'hey! i'm rooting for you in ur magift(?) game! you're my fav player!!' AND LET HIM FEEL NOTICED #or if someone approached azul as an Equal to try to stop his plans. as a friend even. BEYOND A BUSINESS TRANSACTION #or if ANYBODY BUT ESPECIALLY KALIM was like 'jamil i think you should follow your passions and do something you enjoy today!!' or AT LEAST #let him know he was appreciated as a person NOT JUST FOR HIS WORK #'i know you're doing a lot today but i just wanted to thank you for how much Effort you put into this and..' etc etc etc #ERM.. IF ANYONE TREATED VIL LIKE A HUMAN BEING AND NOT A CELEBRITY??? or even 'hey i loved you in this film i was wondering if we could #do a play together or something..!!' AND LET HER TRY A TYPE OF CHARACTER SHE NEVER GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE. and sing her praises. #if anyone reached out to idia beyond a 'hey the teacher said to come to class'/'get out of your bed and come to our housewarden meeting' #or even. IF ORTHO HIMSELF was like. 'you know it's not your fault... you didn't cause all of this. not really' OR SOMETHING #or if malleus ever got to experience a small firsthand loss AND WAS COMFORTED THROUGH IT. not just quick fix via magic. not replacing. just #GRIEVING SOMETHING??????? and wasn't feared by literally everyone #um. maybe the real twisted part is that all of this tragedy was easily preventable if we had a support system in place. #but idk. twst is a highschool. there's no support in real high school either. i'd probably overblot too if i could ajdjrjfinfdndjd #twst #chatter #LONG RAMBLE SORRY #yes overblots are essential to the plot. but also. do you know how frustrating it is watching the blot build up and sitting in silence. #I'M SORRY IK IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WAS HAPPENING TO A GUY I JUST MET I WOULD PROBABLY NOT NOTICE.. but of it was my Friend or Housewarden.. #I'D ASK BRO.... I'D ASK ... UGHHHHHUUUHHHH #not that anyone would notice if *I* was about to lose it tbh #speaks volumes about our society o think #OKAY NOW I'M DONE FOR REAL

[scarlettroubles]

SUPER EARLY B-DAY GIFT FOR @adellovesrowan because bestie I am gonna be so fucking busy by the time ur actual b-day rolls in, I’m so sorry ;-;

IF YA’LL ARE INTERESTED IN MY ART MY COMMISSIONS ARE STILL OPEN!!!

#adel young #rowan khanna #hphm #hphm mc #harry potter hogwarts mystery #hogwarts mystery #lesbians #gay #pls appreciate the amount of work I put into their clothes especially adel's flannel that shit took forever for me to figure out #I can't believe I've drawn these lesbians for u for three years straight for ur bday already hotdamn #I love them so much tho #advanced happy bday jade I'm so sorry school's gonna make me too busy by then #digital art #digital artwork #Digital Illustration #digital painting #digital drawing #artists on tumblr #I MADE 3 SEPARATE VERSIONS OF THIS SHIT WITH DIFFERENT LIGHTING BECAUSE I WAS SO INDICISIVE SDFJFDSJFDSFDS #everytime I draw adrowan they always have to have cottagecore vibes to them it is law #jade I'm so sorry for the shameless comm promotion in ur bday piece but I am broke ;-; #pls forgive me

[chirsu]

Page Five of When I Say No, I Feel Guilty by Manuel J. Smith, Ph.D. that I bought at a thrift store.

I am using the cut-up technique and going page by page.

#dave.txt #she speaks #poetry #self help books #When I Say No I Feel Guilty #Cut-up technique #coping #depression #This is about being discharged from the mental hospital when we were 14 and returning to school #And not being able to heal because we were too embarrassed to open up to our friends about the reality of our mental state #We were too busy thinking about how we must be overreacting. #Silently trying to piece ourselves together like a puzzle because we're afraid of using the wrong words and getting called fake #And for years we doubted our transness because we couldn't.. Tell if we were faking it for attention. Bc that's what it always feels like #It all feels so fake because every detail about ourselves feels like a grab for attention. #Just thinking about being depressed felt like we were making a mockery out of ppl who were actually depressed and suicidal #I'm sorry for being so emotional about this piece. For trauma dumping. I'm also sorry if you're reading this. And sorry that I was scared. #I am okay I'm just really tired. Tired of being sick. Being sick makes me cry. I feel so useless. Like a lump. #I am curling up in embarrassment #dear diary #vent

[kazooku]

Apparently I have 5 things in my inbox but can only see two????

#the two in question I see I remember seeing years ago #sorry lol they're art requests I'm not doing #WAIT THAT SOUNDS MEAN #I'm just too busy to do stuff I personally do want to do and don't have any obligation too #Also because I stopped doing art requests in middle school when it got me to the point of falling classes #so for the sake of my sanity I can't #speaking of fuckibg school I need to look at scholarships #It's so weird that next month will mark me as officially halfway through senior year #what do you mean the first zoom of freshman year wasnt yesterday but in fact 4 years ago

[mroddmod]

do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?

#i don't rlly like this one but i'm sharing it while i get other projects done #i have SO many things in the works #just been very busy with school #but if you want to see some of the stuff i'm working on i post updates and exclusive stuff on patreon #if you're interested #no pressure though :) #anyway #sad byler again #this line feels very applicable to both mike and will to me #for will of course it's about his internalized shame surrounding his feelings for mike #he hopes that mike doesn't know #and he hopes that mike isn't disgusted by it #but part of him will always tell him that mike would be disgusted if he knew #and for mike #his internalized shame of being a shitty friend #and maybe some intermixed internalized homophobia too #he hates himself for how he acts because he doesn't know how to deal with his feelings #and he hates that he gets will caught up in it every time #or something #lol #byler #stranger things #mike wheeler #will byers

[remnri]

#obligatory 'scarabs are hard to find' post after getting cyno #the quality's a little crunkly because i edited a photo i took from my sketchbook (pensive) #bro i want to draw (digitally) so bad but i have work and school and i'm so busy every got damn day-!! #every time i have free time i end up playing genshin or i'm too mentally or physically tired to draw :/// social obligations suckkkk #remnri's pencil drawings

[sleep-nurse]

MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF MAKE A PROPER HIMA REF

listen i will one day..............one day......(doesn't do it

#asks #tbh i never end up doing it because 1. i'm too busy with school and other shit #and 2. i'm so lazy. and i procrastinate so hard #god yall sent a shitton of asks wtf 😭😭

[jorvikzelda]

GOD my heart aches every time I see the black Dartmoor

#it looks so much like my heart horse that never was (except the Dartmoor is missing a little white marking he had) #he was at the barn where a family member had their horse. a little too poorly cared for... he refused to be rideable (past abuse probably) #and they just didnt bother with him much. he was so so so pretty but his mane was always tangled and hooves out of form and stuff #whenever I came along I'd spend the whole time there just caring for him. brushing out the tangles. braiding his mane. oiling his hooves. #(just braiding the mane could take 20-30 minutes. it was so long and beautiful) #i brought him along for hacks in a halter and lead rope whenever i could. the lazy fuck (affectionate) REFUSED to go faster than a walk #but I am also a lazy fuck so it fit me pretty well tbh #in the beginning he was really tentative towards me and the stable owner had to help me go get him. but eventually he started coming to me #wasn't much of a cuddly type but you know in your heart when a horse enjoys your company don't you #my life got in the way too much because I was in high school commuting 90 minutes one way #but. sigh. what we could've had if I wasn't so freaking busy all the time :( #I'm not even sure he's alive anymore. I think it's been four years since my family member moved their horse and his fur was graying then #wasn't a dartmoor though #papers claimed him as a dole horse but his papers were untrustworthy loll. he looked more like a fell or maybe dales pony #z talks

[tidekissed]

good lord everything ran late today. i am the sort of exhausted i feel in my bones.

#tidepool chats #finally got to get back to my hole not too long ago #and then had a longass phone call after getting dinner #and i have so many meetings and projects and classes and exams and #i'll be fine. i'll be fine. #ironically i was told today that grad school might just be LESS work for me #because of all the things ive taken on and dealt with #even if it isnt. im looking forward to it so much #so soon. this is my last real semester. #then a few months of research #and i'm through #sorry for whining i am just. so tired. and dont even have a clean space to return to after #had to chuck several bugs out already #just. yeah #sorry if i' ve missed anything #i have been. already nose to grindstone #please always feel free to send me stuff directly! #i love being on taglists and people saying hi #even if i'm busy i will 100% have time to respond

[dudefrommywesterns]

a lot of my issues stem from the fact that people simply don't have time for me, and when they did, when i was a kid, they didn't want me.

#typewriter dings #you know? #i'm an adult and every other adult is too busy...and will only get busier #i'm not too busy because i don't have the friends or partner or children to be busy with #and that puts me in a state of loneliness i actually cannot get out of. there's nothing i can do. #i know because i've went to every possible opportunity to make friends at this school and it hasn't worked #and it's a double edged sword #i feel better that it's not my fault #but i feel worse that i can't do anything about it #my lack of meaningful connections is out of my control #something that goes against everything my parents ever told me #i was supposed to go out more and i'd have friends. it doesn't work like that #it's disheartening

[rylxdreams]

Question! Do you have any 1983 He-Man ships? I have two!

Whipflash x Trap-Jaw

Buzz-Off x Mecha Neck

I haven't delved deep into the shipping part of the 80s show yet, at most I just think "oh they look cute together!" "they seem so sweet aww" and "boi they look like they have good dynamic as a couple" and stuff like that.

But there's one ship that for some reason I'm very invested to:

Adam x Bow

I have no idea why I got so invested in this ship when they only got... about a minute of meaningful interactions and screentime together JHSKJDFH. It's such a self-indulgent crackship but for some reason, I love them together so much? LMAO.

I gobble up any content with them together (which includes all their scenes in The Secret of the Sword movie). There are only like... 1 or 2 pieces of fanart I've seen of these two (and those fanarts have netflix!Bow, but whatever, I like that Bow so I'LL TAKE IT).

Anyways before I ramble more about the two above, I also like a bit of Adam x Teela too! They seem so cute and sweet, especially in the endings of The Problem of Power and Revelations. There's also Orko x Dree Elle, THEY'RE SO ADORABLE JKSHDFKJ

I prob have some more but the three above is what I can talk about for now lol.

#ryl rambles #i have ryl answers #motu #she ra #he man #can't believe I got up to 1 am just to ramble a lot about he-man shipping LMAO #anyways if I have the time I'LL MAKE THOSE ADAM X BOW CONTENT MYSELF #but I'm too busy most of the time because of school and other stuff kshdfkjs #so most of my adam x bow thoughts can only stay in my mind #shipping #answered ask