#because it hurts mine

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #christopher eccleston #david tennant #matt smith #peter capaldi #jodie whittaker #ncuti gatwa #john hurt #jo martin #ok i really only started making this gifset for the last one of fifteen lmao #i did not expect to be sitting here making 9 more gifs but here we are!!! #the only one i really left out is david bradley as the first doctor #but that's because the scene where he says his line in tuat... i don't like the lighting #and you don't even really see his face until after he's said it #but i mean technically these are all the new who doctors :') #and of course dt is in 4/10 of these lol

[beaulesbian]

Crowley + his glasses, inside the bookshop - Good Omens season 2

#the way he feels safe and can take his glasses off there bc he's accepted as he is #uNTIL!!! that last moment because suddenly no! he isnt accepted as he thought for 6000years #and it hurts to see him putting the walls back up between him and 'his only friend' #screams about this for the rest of eternity #good omens #goedit #goodomensedit #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #azicrow #aziraphale x crowley #david tennant #good omens spoilers #go s2 spoilers #mine #gif:good omens #gomens #gomensedit #good omens 2

[hualian]

"How can you still smile and apologize to me?" | Heaven Official’s Blessing S2 Ep6 🦋

#tgcf #hualian #tgcf spoilers #xie lian #hua cheng #san lang #E-Ming #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu #tgcf season 2 #tgcf donghua #mxtxnet #tgcfedit #mine #tgcf: gifs #gifs: donghua #because I keep rewatching this scene and it HURTS #hualian apologizing to each other and feeling equally bad #but E-MING #e-ming my smol precious scimitar........ sobbing

[waveoftheocean]

yet another vw wip for this week's wip wednesday bc i have zero (0) self control and so. so. so many thoughts abt them

#vashwood #trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicolas d wolfwood #mine #wip #lmao ngl this looks like it could be done but it is not!!!! it is not :3c #please join me on my journey of creating more and more elaborate merch #where the setup and trying to vizualize how the pieces should fit make my head hurt 🤯 #(but yes this will be a charm and it has multiple parts and i really hope it comes out like i planned it to) #merch stuff #actually my caption is a lie i have SO much self control #because this much? this is me holding back #i want to draw SO MUCH of them i want to read fanfic i want to rewatch tristamp and finish the 98 anime and finish the manga #i wanna admire other ppl's fanart and cosplays and theory vids and edits and everything just everything. #but NO. i live in a capitalist society and i have to WORK. I HAVE DEADLINES 😭😭😭

[bruhstation]

you never change, do you

#thomas the tank engine #thomas and friends #casa tidmouth #ttte henry #ttte gordon #3x4 #senjart #I DONT CARE. #I DONT CAAAARRRREEEEEE!!!!!!! #<— he did in fact care. #thinking too hard about this pic makes my head hurt #its okay if you hate me. its okay if you think Im not the same man that you know. its okay if you refuse to change. #I’ll change for you. because thats how things are always like from the very start #Ill listen to all your stories even though you wont listen to mine #maybe thats how you always are gordon. its okay #youre so selfish. so greedy. so childish! but its okay. thats okay. thats why I’m here to take care of you #you dont want to hug me back? hold me? thats fine by me. anything for you gordon #…… #………. WELL #WELLLLLLLL #GOODNIGHT ALL. I NEED TO BE SEDATED

[r0semultiverse]

WHAT WHAT WHAAAATTT?!?!

#wait a second.... maybe the lich can't hurt Simon because of Betty!! #I JUST ReALIZed THAT!! #this makes soooo much more sense now #omg omg omg #are we going to be seeing a somewhat helpful lich next season? #I realllllyyyyy hope we get a season 2 greenlight ASAP PLZZZ #body horror cw #I never expected 'Jerry' to be the lich im ngl not in a million years #& BMO was chummy with him? wild.. #last post didn't show up in the tags so hopefully this one will #mine #op #adventure time #adventure time spoilers #fionna and cake #adventure time fionna and cake #the lich #golb #simon petrikov #golbetty

[aenslem]

Then employ one of your own superstitions. Wish me luck.

#star trek #trekedit #startrekedit #tos #tosedit #tvedit #sd* #mine* #spones #sponesedit #leonard mccoy #leonard nimoy #bones #spock #deforest kelley #star trek tos #treksource #startrekgifs #are you okay? because i am not #this hurts me so much #absolutely love this pain but my god #whyyyy #he did not tell him. spock just goes on a sui*cide mission and asks bones to wish him luck #and bones does it when spock is not there anymore #have you seen the way spock leaves??? look me in the eyes and tell me he has no feelings #it's not int he gifset cos it would be too long and i already giffed entire scene like 4 y ago #but it;s just so... they are just so - im going insane here #imagine what's happening in spock's mind... and heart . he asked him SPOCK ASKED HIM and bones does it when spock cannot hear him #dammit bones aaaaaaaaaaaaaa tattoo this scene on me i love it

[ricksmarlene]

TWD 3.06 // TOWL 1.05

#rick grimes #michonne grimes #richonne #lori grimes #the ones who live #the walking dead #twd spoilers #twd parallels #twd: the ones who live #my edit #mine #ricksmarlene #i do not know if this is in any way related but I feel like this is huuuuuuuuuuuuge #he was never able to fix what he had with lori before she died #he couldn't let go of his hurt and anger because of her betrayal and focused on keeping her and his family alive #AND MICHONNE IS THE ONLY THING AND THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE WHO PUTS IT BACK TOGETHER MORE THAN LORI EVER DID #I AM UNWELL #EPIC LOVE

[fourteenthz]

— DOGS ARE LIKE THAT, SO LOYAL

The lord of night, the one eyed demon, and the MAD DOG OF SHIMANO. (insp)

#yakuza #yakuza 0 #goro majima #mine #gamingnetwork #gamingedit #vgedit #dailygaming #userliliana #mrdekarios #yakuzaedit #userlockescoles #yakuza 0 spoilers #useravallachs #userwolfkissed #mikaeled #userdina #rambling now bc EVERYDAY I WAKE UP #and think that he knew his only way out of yakuza was with makoto until she was hurt and then he just concluded there wasnt a way out #aka when he said he could protect her from them until she was like “its not enough. I need them dead” and he kinda just started to accept #imagine you only know 1 way of living until you find a new home. and then the new home isn't safe anymore #so you just think that it must be a you problem and then you go back to your unsafe home from before #what I want to say is that majima always cared. that post. shelter dogs are still dogs. #everything he is and what he becomes is because of the ppl he met along the way and I just LOVE. #*points at the codependent man* MY BABY GIRL. #I put makoto on the first gif at first but I was like wait maybe not. maybe I should lean on the yakuza life. #holding my shoulders like 'not everything is abt majimako' but in my heart it is. #so I decided to be at least a bit more sane and normal abt it anyway. pls look at the insp link majima enjoyers pls. #posting this as a commemorative ill-start-kiwami-today wish me luck

[einaudis]

LA SOCIEDAD DE LA NIEVE | SOCIETY OF THE SNOW (2023) dir. J. A. BAYONA

#La Sociedad de la Nieve #Society of the Snow #filmedit #filmgifs #moviegifs #fyeahmovies #cinemapix #filmtvcentral #dailyflicks #userstream #tvfilmspot #mine* #mygifs #movies* #lsdln* #shhhh because I can't handle this; how they didn't know Numa how Numa didn't know them #and in the end Numa was at peace knowing they were going to survive even when he wasn't #and how his death made them move again and go into the expedition to eventually find life #such a pure display of love #it breaks me and it hurts and it's sad but at the same time it's like I get it? #I think it's Zerbino the one who says Numa was the most loved up there... Numa the one they didn't know before #and the way Enzo talks about his experience with the survivors #the impact he STILL has over them after 50 years; what a beautiful soul

[aliecenthightower]

WILL BYERS + striped shirts

#dailystrangerthings #dailycolorfulgifs #tvstrangerthings #strangerthingsedit #strangerthingscentral #userjake #usergabby #tusermarie #tuserjackie #tuserrae #tusererika #userelz #willbyersedit #cinemapix #cinematv #smallscreensource #we're gonna pretend like the coloring isn't all over the place #also i had to make the sauna test shirt a different color because it hurt me eyes #mine

[gasterofficial]

gf and i playing a hazbin hotel drinking game where we take a shot every time we want to die

#mine #will keep you updated. im doing weed tho because my tummy hurt :( #and shes not even doing shots but dont tell anyone

[vacuously-true]

"There is no need to improve the algorithms on tumblr, no one here uses or wants them!"

#leemursays #mine #tumblr #to be clear #i am saying there are people who do want the algorithms #and the reason you don't see them around #is because they don't come/stay #improving algorithms for the people who want them #is good #and does not hurt the people who will continue to use reverse chrono #staff

[intyalote]

the thing about doctor/river is that the blatant romance is a defense mechanism. it’s playacting it’s how they sketch out the boundaries of their relationship because they can never be sure of how the scales of intimacy are balanced - they love each other, sure, but they are so rarely in a place where they both know enough about each other for mutual trust. so you get these really interesting juxtapositions like how eleven is in full flirty mode for impossible astronaut/day of the moon to the point where it feels like they’re about to make out every time they’re in the same frame but at the same time he dismisses her with “trust you? seriously?” and is shocked when she actually kisses him goodbye. in let’s kill hitler they flirt like hell when she is literally trying to murder him but not at all when they save each others’ lives. in the wedding of river song kovarian complains about them being lovey-dovey in front of her but right after that the doctor attempts to reset the timeline and river has to drag him kicking and screaming into respecting her enough to tell her the truth. in angels take manhattan we get both “just you wait till my husband gets home” (flaunting their relationship to grayle) and “never let him see the damage” (she doesn’t trust him to love her as a flawed, mortal person). they’re out of sync all the time, so sincerity is off the table except when it’s a necessary shortcut to trust that doesn’t exist yet - river whispering his name to him in the library when he doesn’t know her yet, their literal wedding being a tool the doctor uses to convince her to let him “die.”

the thing about “hide the damage” in particular is that river was responding to the doctor’s own fear of seeing the damage. she lied to him because she was trying to give him what he wanted, even if he couldn’t admit it. and it applies both to the broken wrist and to their relationship in general. every time he looks at her all he can see is the pain of her death, and she can see that he’s holding back even if she doesn’t exactly know why. this was always going to be a barrier to true intimacy between them unless they could be linear for long enough to know and see each other as they are, not as they’re going to be or as they were.

that’s why husbands of river song is such a perfect resolution for them. the only way river would ever be honest enough to let him see her insecurities is if she didn’t know who he was, so it had to be twelve and not eleven. and it specifically had to be twelve fresh from losing his memories of clara, so that he’d stop running away from confronting her death and just give them those 24 years together on darillium to really get to know each other, to see the ugliness and the imperfections and stay together anyway. it makes perfect sense that after that they could reach the level of love and trust river has for “her doctor” in the library, in a way that just isn’t possible with a relationship built on whirlwind dates done out of order and nothing else.

#there's a scene where ten is thinking about how every time he meets river the memory of her death hurts more #so he decides to avoid her because he thinks somehow if he can change their future she won't die for him #(of course she didn't only die for him but he's too arrogant to see that) #and i think though eleven kind of gives up on avoiding her #he still flinches away from loving her because he knows it'll hurt (name of the doctor my beloved <3) #river song #doctor who #dw meta #dw rewatch #dw #my meta #oh the ten thing is in the day of the doctor novelization. forgot to mention that lmao. #highly recommend reading it #adds a lot of depth that wasn’t there in the episode #meta #mine

[moeblob]

I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet! #anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 ! #why am i getting your insurance company calling me today ! #also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck! #im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

[chuthulhu-reads]

[ID: Two panels from Dungeon Meshi. The first scows Senshi clutching his face as tears start to spill out of his eyes, saying, "I've always... always wanted to have this soup one more time." He's not wearing his helmet in this panel, so his face is unusually visible, detailed and vulnerable. The second panel shows himself as a youngster, surrounded by his old mining team, all smiling at each other, one of them rubbing Senshi's head. Modern-day Senshi continues, "Thank you. All of you. Thank you." End ID.]

Holy shit. I anticipated some tragic backstory from the "I must feed the young ones" panels, but what I'd guessed was that Senshi might have become so devoted to cooking and eating literally whatever because he'd previously survived a famine and had seen children starve to death. I did not expect him to have been the child who was the sole survivor of a doomed travel party, one of whom was determined to feed Senshi first because he was the youngest, and that Senshi has lived with the fear of having inadvertently committed cannibalism by eating stew that he'd never quite known the contents of. I'm happy for him that Laios deduced and confirmed for him that it was griffin meat, that he was able to taste the meal that saved his life once more and remember the friends he lost. Seriously, I'm crying, and also earnestly relieved that while his backstory is pretty dark, it's not the type of fucked up I'd been preparing myself mentally for.

#Dungeon Meshi #Delicious in Dungeon #Dunmeshi #though it IS really worth exploring the ethics of cannibalism in survival situations #The podcast You're Wrong About has a really interesting pairing of episodes #in the Donner Party and Flight 571 Crash episodes #Both about disasters in which people wound up eating their dead to survive #and an interesting connection they drew was that it wasn't the cannibalism itself #that destroyed the lives of the Donner survivors #it was the horror and disgust and societal rejection they got for having eaten human flesh #even the children who had no idea what they were eating were treated with revulsion #and this is clearly the response Senshi feared facing if anybody knew what he'd eaten #But Flight 571 like a century later #the survivors were faced with a lot of understanding when rescued #relatively little condemnation and revulsion #by and large commentators acknowledged that they did what they had to do #and sympathized with how difficult and painful it must have been #which is what Senshi gets from his party #Laios wants to figure out the truth because he knows it's hurting Senshi not to know #But at one point Marcille straight up says that none of them would think less of Senshi if he did eat dwarf stew #Okay so this is Marcille 'ardent student of blood magic' Donato #but Chilchuck agrees #anyway I think that would be a particularly interesting conversation to have in a cooking manga #how do you safely eat a dead friend when that's all you have to survive on? #what are the nutritional benefits other than 'better than starving'? #what are the risks? There's prion diseases and all sorts you can get #they write it off as eating the dragon part but they DO spend seven days eating Falin at the end #ARE there any in/famous cannibalism cases in this world? #Do peopel argue about whether or not it's cannibalism if a dwarf eats a tallman? #enquiring minds (mine) want to know