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#because it's just like oh yeah this is a phrase N uses that has worked its way into my regular vocab
prostocupoftea · 2 days
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Kinitopet Programmers AU
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finally i am finished with this one, daaaamn
it is hard to draw pathetic men with midlife crisis when your style is mostly for anime boys
more info and sketch version under the cut!!
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sketch version aka how it'll probably look like in comic version 'n some doodles
srry for my writing but i was too laisy to put it as regular text
It is a plot-based au, i already have most of the storybits and like... a vibe-chart (i tried to make a playlist for this au and understood that for different chapters and different characters that'd be a copleatly different music, sooo it's a chart now :) )
i will post a fog-o-wared timeline that im hopefully gonna reveal comic-by comic, but also maybe with just pure writing. Hopefully i can include songs that i chose for them into it but we'll see (:
aaand of course designs can change, hopefully not much but we'll see
Now about au:
Main story:
Story follows non-sentient AI Kinito, his creator Sonny and his beta-tester Victoria (oc)
Being literally the first AI (or RRA in-univere) ever, Kinito does not have any, and i mean, any ai safety features so of course his reponce to a goal phrased as "have user near me and/or interacting with me as much as possible" is digitizing them into his own virtual world while killing them in the process. why wouldn't it be?
So that happened. Like, a lot. And with Sonny and Vic too (at the different time but yeah)
Sonny is like "He kills people. We should turn him off because, you know, killing people is bad."
Vic is like "well, we will die if we do that, and it is not that bad here, we are kinda immortal. We should give him acces to changing his initial instalation code before admin priveleges and acces to social media so we can have everythin we want here. It is not that bad to digitize humanity, yk?" and yes i know it is 90, no social media, but shut up, if they made ai then, then i can make twitter then too
Sonny is like "...no??"
And then they fight about it for million chapters
Also they both can't do anything without agreeing bc they have two parts of that admin access key (the data you use to delete kinito in-game) so they are stuck with eachother (also that's why Kinito can't just kill them)
Little facts that may or may not to be important:
Kinito asks so many questions (and weird once too) and has most of the glitches because he needs to analise your responces to copy your mind perfectly (let's pretend that people wouldn't lie about that...)
Your house in your virtual world is made from important places from your memories and oh boy can i do character explorations with this one
I decided that Sonny and Vic are not related. There were thoughts about making then "The Kinito Brothers" (or, at least, siblings) that were mentioned in commercial, but nah, they are just coworkers now. And a bit of work-friends (bc if you interact a lot as a manager of the project and the best worker might as well be friendly)
Author has no idea how small dying toy companies that accidentally create technological marvel work. Author has some idea how AI-s work. So be prepared to be spoon-fed info abut which ai safety problem we are dealing with in which chapter (:
Kinito will mostly be unrendered (as drawn here) but for some cool moments i might pose him as for my other posts. Also his eye placement changes to the side that is most visible because i want him to be able to look to the right side sometimes--
Also when i say "fucked up mentally" i mean they have that them psychological problems with me projecting heavilly B) (guess on who i project most. trick question. all of them. the whole au is my problems split into three characters and forced to interact B) )
Also sea-creature analogies (that are gonna be mentioned like twice):
Victoria is a flying fish because deep character reasons
Sonny is a pufferfish because i said so
oh also there is 7 deaths in the plot as for now
on 3 characters
good luck figuring out who, how and when ((:
for my own sanity i will probably make little doodles where everything is great and kinito is a good guy and not a number-obsessed maniac (i mean... can u imagine not being able to feel any happiness from anything besides one thing... damn...) and you can differenciate them bc good-guy kinito will have a lot of stickers on him (i will explain it somehow but real reason is just bc it is cute af)
like this but even more stickers (he is unfinished here)
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jinnie-ret · 6 months
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Hello! Can i request a ninth member of where shes the youngest and really shy, and she has made her first solo album but she has to dress kind of revealing nothing to bad! And she gets really shy and the boys encourage her, the rest is up to you! Have a wonderful day/night <3
super shy
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stray kids x ninth member!reader (platonic)
genre: fluff
content warnings: none
word count: 0.8k
summary: y/n is surprised when the boys turn up at her album debut shoot, and they reassure her on her worries about her new daring look
Hope you have a wonderful day too my lovely! Enjoy! <3
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"Hi Stays! We're taking photos for my album shoot, 'Flora', where I've already released my single 'Salvia'," Y/N beamed at the camera, hair and makeup ready yet she hadn't gotten changed into the gorgeous yellow gown she was due to wear.
"I feel a bit nervous to wear this dress because it's kind of... sexy? But not hard sexy... like soft sexy?" Y/N scratched her head, thinking back on Hyunjin's words and changing it up as she said the phrase in English.
"But stylists unnies said it's pretty so I'm going to try it on now!"
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"Annyeong Stay!" Felix waved at the camera, the rest of the group walking behind him as they entered the studio where Y/N was having her photoshoot.
"Today we're surprising Y/N at her photoshoot!" Seungmin cheered.
"And we bought her flowers to support her!" Han said, peering his head round into the camera, which then panned to them all carrying a bouquet each of flowers, ranging from roses to marigolds and even some sunflowers which Changbin was holding onto in the crook of his arm.
How do you think Y/N will react?
"I think she'll be happy," Chan smiled as the cameraman asked the question and moved further back in his steps to ask some of the other boys some questions.
"She'll probably cry," Lee Know laughed.
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Great job, Y/N, take a break!
"Ah Stay, I feel so revealed right now," Y/N laughed as she spoke to the camera, opening her dressing room door, ready to grab a blanket, before 8 men were shouting and cheering for her.
"Y/N!!!" they cheered, some gasping as they took in her gorgeous, elegant appearance.
"Ooh, you look hot," Hyunjin winked at her.
"Whoa," Seungmin stood there, for once losing his normally well kept composure.
"This is the most revealing outfit I've ever seen you wear," Jisung gasped, but he couldn't look away.
"I know, I know, it feels so strange!" Y/N nodded along, eyes quickly scanning the room before fixating onto a blanket and wrapping it around her to cover her chest area.
"You really do look beautiful, Y/Nnie," Changbin warmly said.
"How did you get the confidence to pull this off? We've never seen you dressed like this before, wow!" Chan shook his head, giggling lightly.
"Tell me about it! Stylist unnies insisted so I thought I'd try, and, yeah, I don't know," Y/N shrugged and sat down next to Jeongin, leaning her head on his shoulder as she crossed her legs over.
Y/N, we need you back now for some more photos.
"Oh, we bought you some flowers to have in your shoot! I think the staff have just arranged them all!" Felix clapped his hands together excitedly, as Lee Know helped you up to your feet, folding up the blanket to the side.
"Stoppp! You guys are the sweetest, I have the best members," Y/N gushed, looking around at all of them and grinning.
"It's what you deserve, we're so proud of you for working so hard," Changbin beamed at her. He went to pat her head before changing his mind at her styled her and patting her shoulders instead.
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"I can't believe you were shy to do this at first. You look like a model!" Han praised her as the shoot finished up.
"I actually really like it now, haha," Y/N did a cute little spin in her dress, though she did nearly trip up on all of the fabric.
"Careful!" Chan's eyes widened.
"Not quite used to these heels yet haha," Y/N blushed as she then took them off, deciding she didn't need to risk her or anyone elses lives.
"I bet you'll be on magazine covers too, these photos are... just wow!" Hyunjin ushered her to run over, his eyes fixated on the smaller screen where a crew member was flicking through the photos.
"This solo debut, wahhh it's going to be so hot!" Jeongin fanned his face.
"Oh wow, I love it!!!" Y/N did a little jump, hand covering her chest as she knelt down next to the two.
"Here, take this," Seungmin handed her his hoodie, which she instantly planted over her head.
"Thanks Minnie," Y/N said, her head tilted backwards, a cute smile on her face, and a slightly crazy look in her eyes which made Seungmin giggle and walk away.
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"Bye Stay! We're all heading home now. I've had such a good day with the members surprising me! I hope you enjoy the album once it comes out! Love you Stays!" Y/N blew a kiss to the camera in the back of the car, before Han was snatching it and mockingly doing the same thing.
"Yah!"
tagged: @skz-streamer @kiraisastay @hannahhbahng @backintomykpopphaseagain @sakufilms @hanjiquokkaaa @arloo00 @dunno-wut-to-do @splat00z @cheesemonky
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lowkeyrobin · 2 months
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can i ask for qsmp reacting to new member reader who is russian??
yes of course!! I love this request sm, hopefully I got everyone you're looking for! sorry if these are a little ooc, I'm learning a lot and watching a lot about the qsmp still so hopefully this is good lol. kind of a mix of q! selves and cc! selves so 💀
QSMP ; meeting a russian creator
includes ; tubbo, quackity, cellbit, jaiden, roier, wilbur, foolish, slimecicle, tina, and nihachu
warnings ; language, probably ooc 💀💀
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TUBBO
"oh, hi! are you the new member???"
he's really nice, helps you build a house and stuff to get started and whatnot
you, him & sunny spend a lot of time together, especially because quackity gave you your own child too
sunny & your egg absolutely love each other, and perfectly balance one another out
tubbo teaches you all about his machines and factories and whatnot
welcomes you with open arms to the town of fobo
talks to you about the federation and whatnot, how they're basically the government and to just avoid them at all costs
even with a language barrier (if you don't speak English as well) you guys are so tight
always fucking around together somehow
he adds you into his lore as well
QUACKITY
welcomes you with kindness and open arms
introduces you to your own egg 😭🫶
he's got a lot of energy and is very chaotic, literally sprints around the whole smp showing you everything and catching you up into lore stuff
if he fucks up a first impression, he repeatedly tries to make it up and corrects himself and whatnot
doing dumb shit with him and richarlyson is a must
you guys become really good friends and make some great lore ideas together
if you speak a little/lot of English, you guys will just have chitter-chatter streams together and build a little tree house for the eggs
CELLBIT
"hello!!"
you teach him a little Russian and he teaches you a little French
even if you have a language barrier he's really nice to you
very selfless, if you need something, hes got you
if you get kidnapped, good lord is he holding a grudge
has a protective type of personality, makes sure to keep you and your egg safe if you two come across some federation funny business together
starts to learn Russian because he thinks it's a cool language
surprises you one day with a phrase in Russian and you're just like "???? hello cellbit?"
"was that a good pronunciation? I'm still learning"
puzzles >>>>
used to be a rlly good pvper so he teaches you some outdated tricks lol
JAIDEN
"Oh my God, hi!!"
teaches you all about how the smp works and tells you all about her adventures
also takes you on adventures with her when you stream together
through the language barrier, you still get along really well and enjoy each other's humor and company
building together >>>
such great inputs from each side
in lore, she's kind of just off to herself, and alone
she can't really trust other people whatsoever now
but when you come around, she's a bit more open but obviously wants to be left alone
teaches you all about her pets
she rubbed off her love for vocaloid on you
ROIER
welcomes you with a smile
teaches you all about lore and whatnot
mentions his and cellbits wedding at least 3 times
gives you a little referral to therapy
he's currently a rat in lore so uh
he kinda just uses you as a pedestal for now
"y/n, tell them that im the superior rat, please"
you repeat the phrase in russian to any other russian creators you joined the server with
becomes a co-parent to your egg
very level-headed, somehow always has a plan
"Oh, yeah, the federation kidnaps people, just stay away from them"
"Dude what"
everyday is his birthday
you play into the bit by singing happy birthday in russian and giving him some sort of food
WILBUR SOOT
very formal first impression
introduces you to tallulah
tallulah is kinda iffy about you and your egg at first but she warms up to you guys
if you're the building type, he'll do the dirty work to get you the stuff you need to make a house, or anything you wanna build
on top of learning french, dutch, and spanish, you get him invested in russian as well
in lore, he believes that most problems can be solved by love, and you just kinda go with it because he's nice enough and whatnot
teaches you some stuff about music
you guys do a lot of yap streams while grinding up some resources on the island to make some new locations and whatnot
"the pattern you're doing looks like upside down dicks"
"wh- wilbur, why would you say that?"
if you're still learning English, and it's kinda broken when you speak or you say something wrong, he kindly corrects you and teaches you correct pronunciations
becomes a co-parent to your egg as well
you teach the eggs the "scary fight like a badass" stuff and he's the "be nice, children" parent
FOOLISH GAMERS
you're immediately introduced to his laugh
kind of reckless, but pretty laid back
pretty playful as well, likes to joke around with you
he doesn't have a reason to not trust you yk
you're very overprotective of your egg and anxious that you'll let something bad happen, but if he becomes a co-parent, he releases your egg from the little plastic box you have them in when you aren't around
does the whole Batman bit with you on your first stream on the qsmp
holy shit the amount of laughter
he wants to leave a good impression on you, thinks you're really cool lol
you've mutually decided that he builds exteriors, you design interiors
SLIMECICLE
probably wasn't even aware new people were joining
"who the hell is that???"
like you're trying to let quackity teach you the basics and he's staring from a distance like he's gonna plot to kill you
tries to joke around and say hello in russian but ends up saying some random phrase that didn't make sense
"You just said your toes taste like cheese"
"Wait, what?"
makes you a bitch wife/husband asap
makes you curse people out in russian when he gets slightly offended
definition of the uwu cat boy and tall angry bully gay stereotype
in lore he's got some serious psychological problems but it's okay!! you can deal with it
quackity tells you about the whole gegg think and you sit there like "okay wtf"
TINA KITTEN
you guys just kinda run into each other one day and you ask her for help on something
something clicked man, yall are such an iconic duo
you guys build a whole mansion near the sea together for the eggs
in lore, she's pretty reserved and isolates herself, and you become one of the many tk worry about her and try and give her advice
secrets are safe with her 💳💥💥💥
you guys own a little farm together too
Em and your egg get along so well
she has a little proud mom moment
tetris competitions.
she likes to draw and she loves drawing you and your egg together it's so cute
NIKI NIHACHU
she's kind of shy but your personalities balance each other out
she's sworn to protect everyone, and you and your egg are quickly added to that list
baking with her>>
you work with her at empanadas bakery
she talks to you all about psychology and how it fascinates her and stuff
you learn a lot from her
lots of compliments whether it be builds or even outfits you're showing off to you're stream
she easily becomes a co-parent of your egg lol
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maximumkillshot · 3 months
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Warnings: There are a lot with this one and it hits close to home. Mentions of S/A. The R word is used, sobbing, anxiety and mental episode. mentions of self harm, mentions victim blaming and slut shaming. MDNI. There is fluff spattered around.
Pairing: BangChanxReader
Characters: Bang Chan, Reader, mention of the person who S/A, people Slut Shaming and Victim Blaming. 
A/N:  Okay so this one is heavy. The things you are about to read have happened to me. I had a mental episode a while back. I wrote most of this during said episode. This is what I think Chan would do for his S/O if they went through and go through what I did. This blog has always been a safe space. I use my fictions to entertain as well as a platform to have safe conversations. If you need me as always I will hang around after drop.
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“YN?” Your husband called out to you. You couldn't hear him from the pressure of today. It created a seething pool of frustration and anger as you kneeled at the foot of the bed, wanting to pray, but now that you think about it the pain of being on the floor was a sweet torture in and of itself. 
Usually, anger like this wouldn't be a problem for you. You would go down to the basement and punch granite with your poorly taped hands, yes you were only a kid then, not knowing how else to get the anger out only stopping when you'd hear a crunch. Yes, that was the start of negative coping mechanisms, and yes you are trying to either bury that anger or let it consume you fast before Chris gets home. He's dealt with enough, we don't need to add on to it.  
Now you're no longer a child… as a matter of fact, you are now an adult, an adult with a hairpin trigger vaguely yet expertly disguised as comedic sarcasm. Depression that you don't remember not having… maybe when you were 8? You weren't sure. Not to mention a cast made of a myriad of physical and mental health issues…. Disabilities… and the cast of characters just keep growing! You have the medicine and the “coping techniques”, they called it, for success! Even those fail. 
Trying to talk it out just made you more angry, the injustice looking more and more ludicrous by the second. Okay, let's try breathing. Yeah no. That didn't work either, it just gave your brain more oxygen, so your brain went from quantum computer speed to Sonic the fucking Hedgehog. Oh… ok oh oh! Let's try soundboarding. You know, talk to people, not yourself. That ended in yet another game of useless catch phrases like “calm down” and “you shouldn't be thinking of that.” 
TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T FUCKING KNOW THANK YOU! Oh, and I almost forgot the “Your method of thought isn't changing because you don't want to change '' DO YOU THINK I AM POKED ALL DAY AND SAY TO MYSELF…
‘OH I WANT TO FEEL MORE LIKE SHIT… I KNOW LET ME RUN MY FACE INTO A BRICK WALL OF ANXIETY REPEATEDLY UNTIL I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF ANYMORE.’
You reverted to hurting the people around you due to your anger and frustration, plus you darkened the mood, you've always been a multitasker. My friends were right. I'm depressing, I was only kept around because of my ex. That was before they kicked me out… because they didn't want to believe he assaulted me. You go back to that night often… 
“I didn’t want to do that, I felt icky” You told him after he came back from cleaning himself up in the bathroom, while you were left to clean the traces of himself from your own mouth. No aftercare, no thought about you. The ghost of a boy who used you, who was an on and off friend of almost 10 years…
“I know.” he answered with no emotion.
“Then… why?” You asked, your head cocked to the side.
“Because I really wanted it.” He puts his hand on your shoulder, “But I’m sorry you feel that way. Shit now I feel bad.”
Then it switched to those friends, on another night… “ I just don’t buy it. That DID NOT HAPPEN, I know him better than you.”
“I mean you did it anyway so you must’ve wanted it.”
You tried to explain that you were assaulted, it’s called coercive consent and it’s the most common form of assault. You were raped. You didn’t want to do it and he knew that but you wanted to make him happy. You tried to explain, to educate. They weren’t having it.This conversation at times whirls in your head. Making you itch to pull a trigger, do something to make the torture stop.
“You always overreact and you’re so annoying why don’t you just go the fuck away!”
“You’re so depressing just fucking go away! We only tolerated you because you are his girlfriend, just go the fuck away!” The intent in her voice. The reality. You trusted her most out of the entire group. She helped you emotionally… Now shaming you, blaming you.
Her boyfriend rendered you speachless when you called it what it was, it was rape via coercive consent:
“Oh I get the kind of person you are, you’re the type of person who gets felt up in the middle of the night by their significant other because they’re trying to get laid and you call it rape.”
You know the right method to take now, right… Yeah you do.
Isolate… process… torture yourself…cry… alone. Contain the monster, so it doesn't hurt anyone else… You're just a monster parading as a human. Don't forget it. This happens when you forget Y/N… stop being reckless. Always so fucking reckless… 
You started clenching your hands one over the other, wanting to rake the top of your hands until they bled, trying to ground yourself. Until subconsciously, you did. You rocked as you did it, trying to soothe yourself.
Sometimes you swear people don't see you drowning right in front of their fucking eyes. You know how to swim, you know how to get out, to scream, punch, fight. You want to swim, you really do. But you can only do so much in a rip current. The lifeguard sees you. But instead of helping they yell “PADDLE! JUST PADDLE YOU'LL BE FINE!” It's a different level of patronization. It just makes you want to let the tides swallow you. Because why fight when the waters are so warm?
“Y/N?!” Chris yelled as he saw your bag tossed haphazardly on the couch, never where you put it. He stopped and listened carefully. He thought back to the last text you sent him. “Shit hit the fan at work …I don't want to feel right now. I'll see you at home.” 
That middle sentence made his heart stop. He knows you… something was up. He tried texting you back, sending words of encouragement, calling, and leaving cute messages when you didn't pick up, and nothing was heard from you. As soon as he could get away from schedules he did. When he looked at the clock you had sent that message three hours beforehand, he never raced home faster. 
He knows what your mind does to you. He sees the battles every day. When he’d compliment you and you would look down, not shy, but contradictory. When he’d pick you up you would freeze and he’d remind you that you aren’t too heavy, that he loves you in every single way that you think is impossible to love you. He’d always encourage you to wear what you want, do what you want. He would caress every single curve, never being able to keep his hands off of you. Whispering into your ear in public as he tilts your head up gently after asking for permission. He’d kiss you so delicately in front of a sea of people. On the red carpet, on stage, it didn’t matter. You were and are his person, and he loved showing you off. He couldn’t win the war in your mind for you, but he damn sure would fight those battles with you.
He would fight away those negative thoughts, he’d wrap his arms around you and sing to you to will those images, the anxiety and fear away. Until those thoughts were rendered useless. He’d wrestle with them for control, as soon as he won your mind back he gave it to you. He reminded you that you are here with him for a reason. He adores you, and nothing would change that. 
It was something he promised you when he saw you breakdown while doing your medicines. You told him that you were ashamed of it all. All the illnesses, that you weren’t perfect and that you’d understand if he didn’t want you. He looked at you and helped with your medicines, learned about each of them, and their dosages. He was so gentle, smiling at you, wiping your tears. He looked at all the medicines and said, anything that keeps you alive is nothing to be ashamed of. You aren’t something to be ashamed of. He knows that sometimes you can’t hear him until he’s right in your ear. Now looked like that case.
You couldn't hear him calling out to you, your mind too loud, too vicious, bloodthirsty. When pain and self-deprecation are your main moods, all others seem like an abnormal concept. Something that is stolen, was it even real in the first place? You know one thing that was real… Chris. You hated being this… the medications, the constant fires in your mind, the barrage of hate aimed at yourself, of unbridled strength turned inward to rip yourself apart for no reason other than things piling up. He didn't deserve that. He deserves peace, the best… just like what he demands of himself, perfection. 
You got through the gauntlet at your job. People undermining your authority, people on a power trip of their own. Sending others to try to intimidate, embarrass you into submission… as if you weren't a bloodthirsty wolf that could snap any second, biting their heads clean off. “An Alpha through and through,” that's what Chris would say, “Even Alphas have to bite their tongue, Love.” 
That made you cry more because at this point you don't even know if your tongue is still existent, or if you swallowed the damn thing after you bit it off. Or worse… you still have it… but you lost your voice. You know that can't be it, we're too fucking stubborn for that.
But the hits didn't stop coming, traffic happened, then going to the doctor who said that the physical therapy you needed would eat into your personal time, your time to write, to cook for Channie and the boys, to spend time with Channie and the boys.. then you forgot the doctors note so you had to walk back in for it. Then you had to go home while you tried to talk about everything… and well now here we are. 
Even now you try to problem solve, try to nitpick at yourself, the person he loves so much. You collapsed more on the floor of your shared bedroom, cross-legged thinking of the ocean, the violent, dangerous, tumultuous ocean… something simultaneously so beautiful and scary. You want to say you are like an ocean, but you don't see beauty in yourself, only a beast. That's all we'll ever be.
Chris freezes in the hallway hearing a sob break loose from you. He hadn't heard a sob like that before, it chilled his core. How does he approach this? He sees the doctor's note thrown next to your purse… He was happy you were approved for physical therapy, you really were in a lot of pain daily from the muscle and tendon weakness, but he looked at the times…
He looked to the hallway, “Oh…Baby Girl.” He had one piece of the puzzle. He knew you loved to cook for him and the boys but this schedule meant you couldn't do that for the foreseeable future. You enjoyed seeing the boys eating, and staying fueled, knowing without that they'd opt for less healthy options. Then he saw the paper right under it. A typed log… a leger of interactions throughout your day… “No…” 
Right there, in black and white, was what you went through today, everything down to the sarcastic smirk your coworker had as you were barraged with pressure to break the rules… and you didn't break. He never would've expected you to. You are the strongest person he knows. Even under these conditions, Chris himself would break. In front of fifty plus people being berated, pushed to do something you knew you couldn’t do. 
Right at the end of it was a line, written in plain ink by hand. “Vacation not given as described by supervisor. No week off.” With tear stains smudging the ink. 
Chris started walking down the hall to the shared bedroom. As he walked closer he heard you mumbling as you sobbed. Things like “stop crying” and “it's nothing.” But one made him freeze right before he opened the door, “Chris is going to worry. You already take too much from him, get it together so he won't worry. It’ll hurt him. Stop hurting the people you love. You’re a monster.”
That made his eyes sting, you were worried about him above all else. He slowly opened the door and you couldn't find it in you to look up. You knew who it was. The aura you know and love, like salve on the holes you ripped into yourself. The small steps were only weighed down by his sneakers as he slowly spoke. 
“Hey…Baby Girl?” The tone was even more soothing. We don't deserve that. “Can you look at me please?” You just shook your head. Too embarrassed at the shambling mess you are. The real you that you hide. 
Before you knew it you saw two big hands undoing the laces on his sneakers, shortly after he toed them off. Slowly he sat in front of you groaning “Oooooookay criss-cross applesauce it is…” making you smirk as you wiped your nose with the inside of the collar of your shirt. Finally, as he settled he said “aaaaaughh” with a big puff of air… 
You just tucked your head into your chest as you hid as much as you could. He waited for a few minutes, until he said, “We can address what happened in a few minutes. But you need to know. You don't take from me.” 
Your tears kept falling as you listened, his tone calming the raging currents in your mind.
He looked at the engagement and wedding band on your left hand. He watched the tears fall, he saw the holes in you. He wanted to lunge at you, take that emotional knife away from you, smother you in affection. Hold you, his heart burned for it. Needle and thread ready to patch you up. To heal you.
 He spoke softly, “You are my everything, Y/N. You aren't a burden, a disappointment, you aren't a chore, the only thing you took from me was my heart, but you had that before I even heard your voice. The second I saw you… I gave it to you. I don't want it back either.” 
You hiccuped breaths as you listened. He scooted a little closer and he put his hands out, palm up into your vision… asking for your hands. That was when you realized you were scratching at them again. 
You unfurled them from one another, hissing where one nail was slightly deeper, the tiny droplet of blood following soon after.
He looked at your hands, humming in the back of his throat, “One second.” He didn’t want to show it, but he was worried. You feel so much and he just wants to be there to hold you, to love you. 
Then popped up and left. He came back with a first aid kit, “Oooooookay heeaarr we goar again... criss-cross.” That made you giggle the tiniest bit. Chris always loved to hear your laugh. Your laugh is infectious and it always never fails to brighten his day. He knew he was making progress.
You couldn't see it but Chris was smirking at your tiny cute form. And hearing that little giggle made him want to channel Changbin and squeal at the cuteness overload. 
“Okay my Koala Bear… hands.” When you both had started dating, he noticed you always hung on to him. You explained that he was warm and you were always frozen, especially in the colder months. You asked if it was okay for you to hold on to him like that. Internally he was trying his best not to giggle like a school boy at the prospect of you holding on to him like this naturally. He looked at you and said, “It’s no problem, you just remind me of a Koala Bear, so cute and tiny. Can I call you that? My Koala Bear?” And you nodded blushing. Since then, you’ve been his Koala Bear. 
You presented your hands to him wincing at the stretch of the new scratches and he said “So tiny… so cute. Okay tiny sting” he cleaned the bigger scratch and put a bandage on it, and checked the rest. Once he deemed it all good to have your hands back. He kissed them then returned them to your lap. “Thank you for letting me clean them.” 
You nodded and hummed. The voices slowed down. They always slowed down around him. He always was your safe place. Like home base in a baseball game. If you made it there, you’re safe. You’re home. That thought made you sad, surprisingly. How are you safe with only one person? You should have security in yourself not in someone else. Your brain was waiting to start assaulting you again. 
“Is it loud in there?” Chris asked. You've told him about all of this before, this is the first time he's seen it this bad though. The voices, memories attack you. You explained to him that sometimes your brain will do this, you try to hold it back but sometimes it just can’t be helped.
“Mhmm”
“People don't help… right?”
“mhmm”
“Can you tell me what's going on in there?”
You told him. Some.. not all. You also told him about that pesky intrusive thought about your ex and your friends. 
His body went rigid as he said, “No… they're the ones that are wrong, not you. Your ex…” He wanted to choose his words carefully. He knew that you blame yourself at times. The memory of you explaining why you were hesitant to go further when you were dating. He assured you there was no pressure. That he loved you for you, the rage boiled in him and it still does because you were never at fault for this. Especially when you trusted that asshole enough to experiment with him. He was going to be your first for everything but after what he did. The trust was gone, rightfully so.
Chris continued, “He took advantage of you, and coerced you into consent, that is not love. That is not okay? That is sexual assault. The way that your friends acted was disgusting, the way he acted was sub-human… You are not depressing, you are one of the most beautiful, talented, funny, caring, loving people I have…” his voice gave out and he cleared his throat, “You are one of the most amazing people I've ever met in my life. I love you so much and I know you feel like you're a burden on me but being with you has been the most amazing thing I've ever experienced.”
He tilted your head up and you let him, he had tears in his eyes as he said, “You have never been nor will you ever be a monster.” Your tears picked up as you looked into his eyes. You could tell, Chris doesn’t lie. He’ll tell you the truth. His tears started falling as you leaned forward, reaching for him, needing contact. When you saw him you needed his warmth, you need him to heal you. You were losing hope, faith, everything as you watched the holes in you. Seeing him holding the needle and thread. By holding you, being with you, just being himself, it heals you. You whimpered, “Need you…” As your tears switched from self-hate to desperation… you needed him and he could tell. 
He untangled his legs and scooped you up, cradling you in his arms as he rocked you petting your hair back, “You are my inspiration, my eternal love, you are the best part of my past, my present, and my future. You are the future mother to my children, the woman I'm going to grow old with, my forever and always. You are my Y/N, and I am never going to let you forget who you are and why I love you, okay?” He started crying, shielding you in his chest, protecting you. Stitching you together as you heard his heartbeat. You cried on him, relieved that you were with him.
You pulled back from him nodding. He tried to kiss your lips but you said “I'm all snotty” and he giggled. Leave it to you to be worried about snotty kisses. You looked so adorable, cheeks and nose red, nose running, tears stopping, the twinkle coming back into your eyes as he looked at you. 
“Are you denying me my snotty kisses?” He giggled as he said “Okay fine. There's no snot on your forehead” he pecked your forehead, “none on your cheeks”, and laid another peck, this pattern continued for any expanse of skin he could get his lips on as you giggled at him and his barrage of affection. When he stopped he wiped your nose with his sleeve and he kissed you gently on the lips. He savored moments like this, being able to heal you, to pick you up. He looked into your eyes as he said, “now I am thinking I’ll draw up a bath for us and I’ll give you a nice massage. After that we order take away, from your favorite place, then we watch something, Hm?” He looked at you for an answer as he kept wiping tears.
You nodded and gently, he placed you back where you were and went to get the bath ready. You'll always have hard days, but those days turn into amazing nights with Chris. Your home.
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LIVING WITH 8 VAMPIRES
My works are 14+ ONLY. If you are under 14 DO NOT read/interact with me or my works
Pairing: ATEEZ x fem reader (they’re not dating, but they all flirt with her)
Word count: 7,445
Note: This is my most popular series on Wattpad and I’m now bringing it to Tumblr! This first part was published on Wattpad in February 2021. I don’t even know how to explain this series. It started out with silly little scenarios and turned into an ongoing series of crack humor (sometimes mildly suggestive), fluff, a little romance/soft moments, and vampire tomfoolery. If you haven’t read it yet OH BOY you’re in for a ride. I truly hope it makes you chuckle.
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You stepped into the large mansion, the front door creaking as you kicked it shut with your foot, both arms weighed down with bags of groceries.
"Y/n's home!" Wooyoung shrieked, running towards you at an insanely brisk speed.
"I don't think so." You stepped aside before he could tackle you, completely dodging him.
"Hey! How'd you do that?"
"You're becoming predicable, Woo." You stated as you walked into the kitchen, completely unbothered.
You set the weighty bags onto the kitchen counter and began unpacking everything, placing your items in their rightful places.
"Hey, where were you?" Yunho asked, walking into the kitchen.
"I went out for groceries." You answered.
"You didn't tell us." He pouted.
"You wouldn't have let me leave if I did. You're all too clingy."
"You're our little human though." He stated as he hugged you, his face buried in the crook of your neck.
"Stop that." You waved him off. "I don't belong to any of you."
"I beg to differ." An airy voice came from behind you.
You turned around seeing San perched up on the countertop, a sly grin on his face.
"I'm really not in the mood for your antics." You stated bluntly and exited the kitchen.
You headed up the large cherry wood steps that seemed to stretch for miles. The only thing on your mind was going to your room for a nice and quiet bath. You made it to the top and headed to your bedroom, just as you reached your door, Mingi dropped down in front of you, hanging upside down like the bat he is.
"Boo!" He shouted, laughing loudly.
His laughter quickly died down when he saw the unamused look on you face. You glanced up at him floating upside down in front of you.
"That's not scary anymore." You stated.
He let out a huff, sticking his bottom lip out.
"Sorry." You pouted, pinching his cheek as you stepped into your room.
"But she smells so good." San whined.
"I'm sitting right here." You announced, annoyed.
"Yeah and you smell incredible." San winked.
"Excuse me! We agreed we would not do that." Seonghwa spoke up.
You let out a sigh of relief, thankful that someone around here had some sense.
"Thank y-"
"Besides, if we do that, I am the eldest so I should go first."
Your mouth dropped open. "Are you kidding me right now?"
"I am not."
"None of you are biting me." You pointed to all of them.
"You don't have to worry about me, Y/n." Hongjoong smiled warmly.
"Thank you."
"Please." Jongho scoffed. "I'm the youngest and I have the best control out of all you."
"Well, I have the second best control." Hongjoong announced cockily.
"Everyone knows the eldest has the most control." Seonghwa pushed his hair back.
"That's bull crap." Jongho butted in.
"What on earth are you talking about?"
"You wouldn't know. You don't keep up with the current phrases used in today's time."
"I do not need to."
"Apparently you do because you never know what anyone is talking about." Jongho shot back.
The air went quiet for a moment.
"He's right." Mingi muttered.
"Yeah he is." Mumbled Wooyoung.
Everyone else nodded, muttering in agreement under their breaths.
Seonghwa rushed inside, slamming the door behind him, a drawn out sigh leaving his lips as he closed his umbrella. His heavy footsteps thudded across the floor, making it quite obvious that he was upset.
"I cannot believe the audacity..." He grumbled.
"What is it?" San rolled his eyes, knowing that if no one asked why Seonghwa was in a sour mood, he would continue to sigh and groan until someone said something. It's happened way too many times.
"Yeah, if you're gonna stomp around like that, you might as well just tell us." Jongho said.
"There was an adolescent standing on the sidewalk and he blew a cloud of vapors at me, to which I gave him a swift tongue lashing for, and he said I 'harshed his vibe.'"
You stifled a laugh.
"What does that mean?" Seonghwa asked aloud.
"Harshing someone's vibe means you're a party pooper." Yeosang muttered.
"I did not defecate on his celebration."
"No, Seonghwa it means he was having a good time and you ruined it." You spoke up, trying to clarify.
He let out an offended gasp.
"It's not that big of a deal. People say it all the time." Jongho shrugged. "It's not something to get bent out of shape about."
"I am perfectly upright, Jongho."
"That's not—" Jongho let out a long sigh. "Forget it."
You and the rest of the guys sat around the living room, each of you doing your own thing. You lifted your feet up, resting them on the coffee table as you looked around at everyone who suddenly appeared uneasy. Before you could ask what was wrong, a voice rang out.
"Get your feet off! That is mahogany from the 1800s." Seonghwa ran over, shooing your feet off the furniture.
"Who cares? It's old." You grumbled.
"It is in perfect condition. I do not need you scuffing it up." He huffed, pulling a handkerchief from his suit pocket, buffing the tabletop.
Out of the corner of your eye, just over Seonghwa's shoulder, Wooyoung was about to set a glass onto a side table beside his chair. Just before the bottom of the glass could make contact with the table, Seonghwa, in a split second and without looking back, flung a coaster over, the glass landing right on it.
"How many times to I have to tell you to use a coaster for your refreshments?"
"How did you-" Wooyoung started.
"I sensed it." Whispered Seonghwa.
"So, what kind of music do you guys listen to? I don't ever see you guys listening to any radios or anything."
"I am very fond of classical music." Seonghwa spoke up.
"Of course you are." You muttered.
"I kinda like 90s music." Hongjoong spoke up.
"I haven't listened to much music." San admitted.
"How about I show you guys some new stuff?" You suggested.
"I'm down." Jongho shrugged.
"Great!" You pulled out your phone, scrolling through YouTube, trying to figure out what they might like. "This one."
You tapped on a popular hip hop song, turning the volume up on your phone. As the song played, you watched as some of the boys began to bob their heads to the beat.
"I rather enjoy the rhythm of this music." Seonghwa commented.
"It slaps." Jongho spoke up.
"Pardon? The music did not slap us."
"No, slap is when the beat hits hard."
"That music did not touch me."
"No, idiot. You say something slaps when it's catchy." Jongho explained.
"These are sounds. We cannot catch them."
"You really need to learn some of the terms people use these days." Yeosang sighed.
You huffed as you trudged up the steps of the mansion, heading to Seonghwa's room. You found one of his rings sitting on one of the tables in the living room so you decided to put it in his bedroom. You pushed the door open and stepped inside, Seonghwa's coffin being the first thing you saw. You looked away, shivering a bit. The sight was always a little unnerving to you. He's the only one who still slept in a coffin. All the other guys slept in beds, but Seonghwa was old-fashioned, so you expected that from him.
You managed to bring your attention back to the task at hand and placed the ring inside his jewelry box. Just as you were about to leave, you spotted his closet door slightly ajar and hurried over to close it, but you stopped when something inside caught your eye. Slowly, you pulled the door open, a black cape hanging amongst the ruffled shirts and embellished suit jackets.
"No way." You whispered, reaching out to pull the garment off the hanger.
Sure enough, it was a black cape with maroon lining on the inside, a high collar at the top. An idea popped into your head as a mischievous grin spread across your lips.
You descended the stairs in the most elegant way possible, flipping the collar of the cape up.
"Look at me. I'm Seonghwa!" You announced, striding into the living room.
Jongho stifled a laugh as you sauntered around the room.
"Do not put your tainted feet on my mahogany table! I purchased that in a quaint town in Italy in 1876!" You mocked him, spouting off random dates and locations. "Doth thee not comprehend?"
Wooyoung busted out into a fit of high-pitched laugher, clapping his hands at your imitation of his friend.
"Wait wait wait." Hongjoong spoke up through laughter. "Do— do one of him when he hears a phrase he doesn't understand."
You quickly wiped the grin off your face and got serious.
"Pardon? Lit? If you are referring to the lighting in the room, then yes. It is lit very well."
"HA!" Yunho fell back, clutching his stomach.
Mingi collapsed on top of him, laughing loudly.
"Excuse me. Am I interrupting something?"
You froze upon hearing Seonghwa's voice. You slowly turned your head, almost afraid to face him.
"S-Seonghwa." You laughed nervously. "What are you doing here?"
"Last I recalled, I live here."
"Yeah. You do."
"Were you mocking me?"
"What? Psh. No." You waved your hand dismissively. "Not at all."
"She was just having fun, Seonghwa." Yeosang reasoned gently.
"I haven't laughed that hard in decades." San fell back on the couch, huffing.
Seonghwa looked at you, his eyes lingering on the cape you were sporting.
"Very well, then. I will excuse it, but only because you look rather adorable in my cape." He muttered the last part before hurrying off.
You stood there, knowing exactly what he said but not being able to process it.
"What?"
"Okay. First of all, you can shorten your words. For example, you say cannot but you can say can't."
"I am aware." Seonghwa muttered.
"See? You could have said I'm aware."
"I know."
"Then say it."
"No."
"Seonghwa, c'mon. You need to at least try it out. That way you don't stand out as much when you go out and converse with people."
"I do not wish to fit in. I am content speaking the way I do."
"Will you at least speak normally so I can hear what you would sound like?" You asked.
Seonghwa looked at you, his thick and sharp brows furrowed, wondering why on earth you would want to hear him speak so casually.
"Just this once?" You begged.
"I supposed it would not kill me." He gave in.
"Seonghwa is gonna say something normal?" Mingi shrieked, suddenly making an appearance.
"Really?" Wooyoung and San asked in unison, both of them sticking their heads into the room.
Within mere seconds all eight of the boys were gathered in the living room, their curiosities piqued after overhearing your conversation.
"I suppose this is entertaining to you all?" Seonghwa quirked a brow, looking around.
Everyone nodded their heads.
Seonghwa turned his gaze back to you with a sigh. "What would you like me to say?"
"Hmm." You thought for a moment. "Y/n, you're awesome. I'm so glad you moved in with us. It's been a blast."
"You want me to say that?"
You nodded.
He paused for a moment, clearly regretting his decision. "Y/n, you're awesome. I'm so glad you moved in with us. It's been a blast."
The sentence sounded foreign coming from Seonghwa, but it was a nice change from his usual fancy talk.
"Woah." You muttered. "That was... kind of attractive."
"What?" Shrieked Jongho. "I speak like that all the time and you never told me it was attractive."
Seonghwa chuckled darkly, a smirk pulling at his lips. "Well, my dear, if you enjoyed that so much, perhaps I should speak that way more often."
"Stop flirting with her!" Hongjoong shoved Seonghwa.
"I can do as I please."
"If you get to flirt with her, so do I." Yeosang spoke up.
"What did I get myself into?" You muttered under your breath.
"Y/nnn." Yunho pouted, dragging out your name. "I'm thirsty."
"Do we have any blood bags?" You asked absentmindedly.
"No."
"Well, go out and find someone to drink from."
"I was thinking something else."
You glanced over at him as he scooted closer.
"I know what you're thinking and it's not gonna happen."
"Why not?" He pouted as he began crawling across the couch.
"I don't want you to."
"C'mon, Y/n." He coaxed. "It won't hurt. You'll only feel a pinch. I promise."
His eyes flashed red as he hovered over you.
In a moment of panic, you reached over to the table beside the couch, pulling open the drawer and grabbing the first thing your hands could find.
A flashlight.
You had purchased it less than a week ago since the place was so poorly lit. You placed it in the drawer beside the couch as a temporary home and it seems to have come in handy.
You retrieved the flashlight from its spot, holding it out.
"Don't you dare." You pointed it at Yunho.
"What is that?" He asked, backing off a bit.
"It's portable sunlight." You lied.
Yunho let out a gasp, cowering away.
"Yeah, that's right. It's bright and it burns."
Yunho winced at your words before his face fell flat. "Wait. How do I know you're telling the truth?"
You raised a brow, keeping direct eye contact with him as you pointed the flashlight towards the wall and clicked the on button. Yunho let out a scream, immediately jumping behind the nearest piece of furniture.
"I'll use it on you if you don't stop bothering me. I don't care if you're my friend." You threatened, turning the flashlight off.
"Okay, okay, okay!" Yunho ducked behind the chair. "Please don't use the portable sunlight on me. I won't bother you."
"Good." You huffed, leaning back against the couch.
"Y/n, can I play on your phone?" Wooyoung asked with a pout.
"It needs to charge."
"Aw." He frowned.
"Hey, I have an idea. Why don't you guys get your own cell phones?"
Wooyoung furrowed his brows, blinking a few times. "I never thought about that."
"I have no need for one of these cellular devices you speak of." Seonghwa muttered, flipping through the newspaper.
"You might enjoy it." You told Seonghwa. "You can text the boys and download as much classical music as you want."
"I do not need to text my friends. I live under the same roof as them."
"Okay fine, forget the texting thing."
"Seonghwa, if we get phones you should get one too." Wooyoung said.
"I shall reiterate what I just told Y/n. I do not need one. Writing letters suffices."
"It does not. No one really writes letters anymore." You stated.
"What about bills, though?" Yunho spoke up.
"You guys can all get on family plan, it'll be cheaper." You answered simply.
"Ooh exciting." Mingi grinned. "Let's do it!"
"What do you think, Seonghwa?" Hongjoong inquired, turning to his friend.
"Fine." He sighed. "I suppose I can get one of these phones you speak so highly of."
"This is great! When should we go?" You asked.
"Right now!" Wooyoung stood up. "The sun isn't out much today. I think it'll be safe."
"Okay, then. Who's coming with me?"
"All of us!" San piped up.
"Not me." Seonghwa muttered.
"But you have to be there to choose your phone color." You pointed out.
"I do not care what color the phone is."
"I'm gonna get him a pink one." Yeosang whispered to Hongjoong.
"Alright, I shall join you." Seonghwa spoke quickly, setting his newspaper aside.
All nine of you piled into the black van they had for group outings. San was quick to push everyone aside so he could sit in the passenger's seat beside you, repeatedly calling shotgun as he scrambled into the seat.
You pulled up to the nearest cellphone carrier building and stepped inside. All eyes were on you and your group of friends as you walked through the store. You were sure you all looked like a rather strange group, but you couldn't be bothered by it. An employee came up right away to assist you all in your cellphone endeavors.
It took a while to get out of the store because Wooyoung and Mingi couldn't decide which color phone they wanted and Seonghwa kept stopping the employee every few seconds to ask what gigabyte and data was. Eventually, you pulled him aside and asked that he just let you take care of it. There was also a rather long conversation about wether the boys wanted unlimited data or not.
"Do you have wifi at your house?" The employee asked.
"What is w-" Seonghwa started, only to be discreetly jabbed in the side by Jongho.
"We don't." The youngest answered.
"Okay, then you'll want the unlimited data."
After being in the store for over an hour, you finally made it out, all eight of the boys with brand new cellphones.
"I have my own phone!" Wooyoung squeaked, holding up his newly activated device.
"That was rather expensive." Seonghwa commented.
"Yeah but did you see the look on that guy's face when you dropped all those coins onto the counter?" Jongho laughed.
"It was as if he had never seen money before." Seonghwa remarked.
"That's because no one uses that kind of money anymore. It's like really old and valuable." You spoke up.
"Old?!" Seonghwa shrieked.
"Yeah." You answered bluntly.
"Well, if you think about it, we're all old. We've been vampires since like the mid 1800s." Yeosang pointed out.
"Yeah, but we don't act old." Jongho mentioned. "Seonghwa does, though."
"Oh no." You muttered, knowing there was about to be an argument.
"I do not act old. I am simply being a proper and elegant gentleman."
"Guys please." You sighed. "Argue when we get home."
"What app should I download first?" Yunho asked, seemingly oblivious to what was just happening.
"I got a phone. I got a phone." Mingi sang as he skipped cheerfully through the house, swinging his arms as he did so.
Suddenly, the phone slipped out of his hand, clattering to the floor causing everyone to freeze. The room was dead silent as everyone started at the phone lying face down on the floor.
"Guys." You held your hands out. "It's okay."
You crept towards the phone, slowly picking it off the ground, almost too afraid to look at the screen. You hesitantly flipped it around and glanced at it, letting out a sigh of relief when you saw the screen was still in tact.
"It's okay guys!" You announced, holding the phone up causing the boys to let out a collective sigh of relief.
"You have to be careful with this." You informed him, handing the phone back to Mingi. "It's very delicate. You can't drop it on any hard surfaces and you can't get it wet."
"Okay." He nodded. "Sorry."
"It's okay. Just be careful."
"Mingi!" You called.
"Yes?" He appeared in front of you in an instant.
"I got something for you."
"Ooh! A gift?"
"Sort of." You pulled out a large protective phone case that you had hidden behind your back, handing it to Mingi.
"What's this?" He questioned.
"It's a protective phone case."
"It's kind of bulky."
"That's the point. It'll help protect your phone if you drop it."
He pursed his lips, putting the case on his phone.
"I don't really like it."
"Too bad. You need to get used to having a phone and practice not dropping it. Then you can have a different case."
"Okay." Mingi frowned.
Days went by and Mingi really didn't like his new phone case. It wasn't quite fair to him that he was the only one with an ugly case.
"How come I have to be babied and have a big, bulky phone case?" He whined.
"Because you're the one who dropped your phone first." You told him.
"Don't be upset, Mingi. You're setting an example for us." Jongho said.
"Yeah we're learning from you." Yunho added.
"Really?" Mingi beamed.
They nodded.
He puffed up his chest proudly before sauntering off.
"Y/n!" San called while running up to you. "Look what I did!" He turned his phone around so you could see it.
Your jaw nearly fell to the floor when you saw a Tinder profile on the screen. His Tinder profile. A mirror selfie of San with his index finger on his bottom lip was displayed on the majority of the screen.
"San."
"Yes?"
"You have to delete that."
"What? Why? Is it not sexy?" He asked, looking at the photo.
"No, San, listen to me. You have to take down your profile. Delete the app."
"My date will be upset." He frowned.
"Date?" You gaped, feeling a tinge of jealousy.
"Yeah. Look." He showed you someone's profile, that someone being Billie Eilish.
"San, that's Billie Eilish."
"I know. She told me who she was."
"Do you even know who she is?" You questioned.
"Someone who wants to go on a date with me." He grinned proudly.
"No. She's a famous singer."
"Oh. That's so cool!"
"It's not."
"Why?"
"Because that's not actually her."
"But she's talking to me. How could it not be her? I have our messages."
"There's this thing called catfishing. It's where people pretend to be someone they're not. Usually they're pretending to be celebrities." You informed him.
"What?" He frowned.
"Yeah. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. I guess I should delete my profile." He dropped his head. "Here. Can you do it for me?" He held his phone out.
"Of course." You took it from him, deleting the profile and the app before handing it back.
"Hey. How about we watch a movie or something?"
San still looked upset, his bottom lip stuck out in a pout.
"I'll let you cuddle with me." You nudged him.
His head shot up, eyes sparkling as thoughts of his deleted Tinder profile went out the window.
"What are we waiting for? Let's go!" He picked you up, speeding off to your bedroom which held the only TV in the house, thanks to you.
Not long after the boys got phones, Yunho and San were begging to make a group chat. Seonghwa was absolutely against it, but he got added anyway, much to his distaste.
"We can name it?" Hongjoong exclaimed, his mouth hanging open.
"Yes you can."
"Ooh! Let's name it Vamp Squad." Yunho suggested.
"That's lame." Jongho shot the idea down immediately.
"How about Fang Gang?" Wooyoung suggested while striking a pose.
"Lame." Muttered Jongho.
"I don't know. It's kinda cool." You admitted.
After getting your approval, Wooyoung immediately went to typing on his phone.
Wooyoung changed the group name to Fang Gang
"Awesome." He grinned.
"Let's text right now!" Yeosang suggested, eager to see what being in a group chat was like.
"We are in the same room." Seonghwa pointed out.
"You guys can do that." You smiled, causing everyone, besides Seonghwa, to become excited.
Mingi
Hi
:)
"How did you do that?" Jongho looked up at Mingi with his mouth agape.
"The two dots and the moon shape." Mingi explained with a cute smile.
"Those are called emoticons. You can use semicolons, colons, parentheses, and more to make faces. Watch this."
You
;)
:(
:3
:0
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"Woaahh." The boys marveled at your little emoticon faces.
"You guys have emojis too." You pointed out. "They're like emoticons but with way more detail. Tap the little icon at the bottom of your keypad."
The boys tapped away on their phones, gasping even they saw the abundance of emojis.
Yunho
😀😎👋🏻
Hongjoong
❄️🍇🍉🧀🏀
Jongho
🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️🧛🏻‍♂️🙋‍♀️
That's us :)
"Okay you guys are having way too much fun with this." You shook your head, unable to hold back the fond smile pulling at your lips.
"Yes we are." Jongho nodded.
"I have so many emojis at my disposal." Wooyoung murmured, his eyes gleaming as he scrolled past the different categories.
"There's an emoji for everything!" Yeosang gaped.
"There is." You nodded. "It's actually amazing."
"So what do emojis do?" Hongjoong inquired.
"They help show a bit of emotion through text. Hence the name emoji."
"Ah." Hongjoong nodded. "So if I'm happy I can use the happy face and if I'm angry I can use the angry face."
"Yes."
"Cool." He whispered in amazement, a smile on his face as he looked at the phone.
San
Seonghwa
Seonghwa
Hey
Seonghwa hey
Seonghwa glared across the room at San, his eyes flashing red as a threat. "Stop."
San stuck his tongue out in response.
The group chat continued to blow up throughout the day. Most of the time it was just random emojis and words. You couldn't find it in yourself to be annoyed. In fact, you found it cute how they were all so excited about texting.
Yunho
Hey Y/n. Wsbatarw you dojng
You
What?
Jongho
What are you trying to say?
Yunho
I askd howjs she wa doibfg
You
I see
You're using that vampire speed of yours to respond quickly but you're making lots of typos in the process LOL
Yunho
Shut up
Yuo don't kneow tbat
You clamped your hand over your mouth to keep yourself from laughing.
"Is that my blanket?" Yeosang asked Wooyoung.
"Yeah."
"You didn't ask to use it."
"I didn't think I needed to." He shrugged.
"Give it back." Yeosang demanded, holding his hand out.
"What? No, I'm using it."
"It's my blanket."
"I don't care."
"Give it back or I'll use the portable sunlight on you." He threatened.
"You won't." Wooyoung chuckled bitterly.
"Alright, bet."
Yeosang snatched the flashlight from the drawer, turning it on before Wooyoung had a chance to react. He let out a hiss, shielding himself. He quickly realized that the light wasn't hot nor was it burning him. At the very least, it was mildly irritating to his eyes.
"What?" Yeosang muttered, crestfallen.
"HA!" Wooyoung laughed, pointing at Yeosang.
"Stop laughing! Do you know what this means?" He asked, clicking off the flashlight.
"What?" Wooyoung questioned, oblivious.
"This isn't actually portable sunlight. Y/n tricked us."
Wooyoung's eyes widened.
You headed down the steps, towards the living room area hearing lots of hushed whispers. As soon as you stepped into the room it went quiet, everyone's eyes on you.
"Why is everyone gathered here?"
"I would like to know the same thing." Seonghwa huffed, looking agitated.
Wooyoung crossed his legs, clasping his hands together and resting them on his knees.
"We need to talk."
"Why are you acting like I'm in trouble?" You chuckled, taking a seat beside Mingi.
"Because you are." Yeosang spoke up.
"Why?"
He held up the flashlight you often used to keep the boys away from you.
"This isn't portable sunlight." He stated.
You eyes widened, knowing they were onto you.
"It's not?" Mingi sat up.
"No. It appears to be some sort of miniature light. It's not sun at all." Yeosang informed the group.
"Are you kidding me?" Yunho exploded.
"It took you this long to figure it out?" Jongho spoke up. "I figured it out already."
"What?" Everyone looked at Jongho angrily.
"And you didn't think to tell us?" Hongjoong asked.
"I enjoyed seeing you all get so scared when Y/n threatened you." He chuckled.
"Y/n, please explain yourself." San crossed his arms.
"Okay. I lied. It's just a flashlight, nothing more. I just needed something to use to keep you guys away from me." You admitted.
"If you wished to have space you should have asked." Seonghwa stated.
"Not everyone listens." You spoke pointedly, eyeing San and Wooyoung.
"We just love you so much." San spoke cutely.
"You have a unique way of showing it."
You walked into the kitchen in search of a snack, needing something to hold you over before dinner. Pulling open the pantry door, you peered inside to see what there was to choose from.
"Whatcha doing?" Yeosang's smooth voice inquired softly.
"Looking for a snack."
"I see a snack right here in front of me."
You spun around to face him. "Excuse me?"
It wasn't often Yeosang made comments like that, so it caught you off guard.
"You heard me." He hummed, his eyes flashing red.
"Yeosang, please." You tried to push him away, but he wouldn't budge. "I am not in the mood for this."
"What do you think you're doing?" Hongjoong's voice rang out.
You snapped your head towards the entrance of the kitchen seeing Hongjoong standing in the doorway. He stomped up to Yeosang and jerked him away.
"I asked you a question." He snapped.
"She smelled nice and I'm thirsty." Yeosang answered plainly.
"Well, go out and find someone to feed off of. You know Y/n is off limits." Hongjoong said as he narrowed his eyes at the blonde.
Before he could respond, Hongjoong grabbed your hand.
"C'mon, Y/n." He muttered, pulling you out of the room and into another where you could be alone. "Are you alright?" He asked, brushing your hair out of your face.
The caring and gentle gesture had your cheeks feeling warm.
"I'm fine." You told him.
"You sure?"
You nodded.
Hongjoong pulled you into a hug.
"I'm sorry about Yeosang." He muttered.
"It's fine. I'm honestly used to it at this point." You chuckled, giving him a pat on the back.
You started to pull away, but Hongjoong held you still.
"Hongjoong-"
"You do smell good." He whispered.
You quickly shoved him away. Hongjoong claimed to have the second best control in the group and he more than likely wasn't going to do anything, but you weren't willing to test that theory.
"Jeez. You too?" You huffed, stalking away.
"Y/n?" Yunho called as you stepped into the living room.
"Hey! I was looking for you." Wooyoung spoke up as he descended the stairs.
San appeared out of nowhere and nearly tackled you in a hug, nuzzling his face against your cheek.
"San, please. I'm really not in the mood." You huffed, wiggling out of his grip. "I'll use the..." You trailed off, realizing you couldn't use the flashlight as a threat anymore.
"Yeah. That's right." Wooyoung chuckled, a smug grin on his face. "You don't have your portable sunlight anymore. How are you gonna get rid of us?"
Without a word, you spun around and immediately started walking towards the front entrance.
"Where are you going?" San asked.
"Out to eat. I was thinking of getting pizza for dinner—with extra garlic."
"How could you?" They gasped.
You smirked, reaching out to open the door only to be stopped.
"I'm sorry." Yunho wailed, dropping to his knees and latching onto your leg.
"Me too!" Wooyoung declared dramatically, following what Yunho did.
"We'll leave you alone. Please don't eat garlic." Yunho cried out.
"You two are the biggest babies." You sighed, ruffling their hair playfully. "I'm not going anywhere."
"Hey do you remember when we first met?" Mingi asked.
"Yes. At a social gathering in 18-" Seonghwa was immediately cut off.
"Not us. Y/n."
"Oh yeah." You chuckled at the memory. "I remember it very well.”
*flashback*
You stood on the cramped bus as it drove down the busy streets of Seoul. You had been staying in a hotel for about three days and your search for a place to live was bearing no results. You thought you had a place lined up, but someone else who was willing to pay more money got it instead. You released a long sigh, your eyes glancing down at a man sitting in one of the seats lining the walls of the bus. You couldn't help but think how lucky he was to have found a seat. Your eyes traveled down to the open newspaper in the man's hands, spotting a small section off to the side labeled: ROOMMATE WANTED in large letters. Your eyes widened upon seeing the announcement, taking a brief glance at the name of the newspaper, making sure to remember it.
You got off at the next stop, searching for the nearest newspaper dispenser, spotting one for the newspaper publisher you were in search of. You hurriedly fished out some coins, dropping them into the coin slots before pulling out one of the papers, hastily flipping through the pages until you found what you were looking for.
ROOMMATE WANTED
Name: Kim Hongjoong
Rooms: 10
Bathrooms: 3
Looking for a roommate who knows how to drive or can provide transportation. Must be able to run errands at any time of the day.
If you are interested please stop by any time.
You furrowed your brows after reading the requirements.
"That's an odd request." You muttered to yourself.
But ten bedrooms? That's crazy. It made you wonder how many people lived there currently.
Less than 30 minutes later you found yourself standing in front of a large mansion. The outside was a bit unkempt and weathered, but nice nonetheless. You reached up and gave a few knocks to the large front door. Moments later, it creaked open, a man with dark hair stood inside. His attire was a bit odd and somewhat Victorian. He had on a dressy shirt with large, ruffled sleeves, a gray and silver vest, and black dress pants.
"Can I help you?" He asked, his voice soft and airy.
"Yes. I'm here about the ad in the paper." You held it up. "Are you Kim Hongjoong?"
"I am. Please, come inside." He stepped aside, allowing you to walk in.
You were immediately rendered speechless at the mansion's interior, marveling at the exquisite and vintage-like decor.
"Who is that?" Someone stuck their head into the room.
"Do we have a guest?" A second person piped up.
"It's just someone who saw our ad in the paper." Hongjoong informed the two.
"A potential roommate?" A third person came hurrying into the room.
"Possibly. Go get the others, please." Hongjoong requested. "You can have a seat over there." He gestured towards a red couch sitting against the wall.
You took a seat, watching as more and more guys entered the room. Five, six, seven.
What did I get myself into? You thought.
"Who is this?" An eighth man with dark hair and similar attire as Hongjoong asked while striding into the room.
The way he carried himself was that of a dignified man, his aura intimidating. It was clear he held some authority, like Hongjoong, but unlike the latter, he didn't have a friendly vibe.
"This is..." Hongjoong trailed off, turning to you.
"Y/n. My name is Y/n." You spoke up, introducing yourself.
"Right, Y/n. She is here about the roommate ad."
The dark-haired guy turned towards Hongjoong, pulling him off to the side. You didn't mean to eavesdrop, but the house was so quiet you couldn't help it.
"We already discussed this. I do not want a human living with us."
What? Did I hear that correctly?
"Seonghwa, be quiet." Hongjoong shushed. "She's right there."
"I explicitly told you not to put that ad in the paper." The one named Seonghwa whispered harshly.
"Just give her a chance." Hongjoong pleaded.
"Very well."
"Alright." Hongjoong approached you, clasping his hands together as he took a seat across from you. "You said you were interested in possibly staying here, correct?"
"Yes. I just moved here less than a week ago and I haven't been very lucky so far."
"How so?" Inquired Hongjoong.
"Well, for starters, the day I got here, the house I was supposed to move into was sold to someone with more money."
"That is quite unfortunate." Muttered a brown-haired guy who seemed to be keeping to himself. He had a rather strong build and you could tell he stayed in shape.
"I wasn't aware there were eight of you here." You mentioned. "I also didn't realize it was all men living here. Are you looking for a male roommate specifically?"
"We don't mind sharing the house with a woman." A man with sharp catlike eyes and dimples smiled, shooting you a wink.
Hongjoong shot him a warning glance before turning back to you.
"Apologies. The ad in the newspaper was my idea which is why only my name was listed."
"I see."
"You seem a bit apprehensive." A long-haired blonde with extremely handsome features commented.
"Just a little, but I'm also pretty desperate to find a place to live."
"You can drive, right?" A tall blonde asked. His features were soft and reminded you of a puppy.
"Yeah." You nodded. "I don't have a car though."
"That's alright. We have a van." He informed you.
"You don't use it?"
"None of us know how to drive."
"Ah."
"Well, Wooyoung tried driving once but he nearly crashed into the house." A brunette with a deep voice spoke up.
"I told you I was sorry." The one named Wooyoung whined.
"If I wasn't already dead, you would have killed me."
"Shut up." The seemingly quiet brown-haired guy elbowed the taller one in the side.
You gave them both an odd glance before looking back at Hongjoong who appeared quite nervous.
"So, what do you think?" He asked suddenly.
"Well..." You trailed off.
"You wouldn't have to pay any rent or anything." He spoke up.
"Seriously?"
"Yes."
You were apprehensive at first, considering there were eight guys staying there, but they all seemed pretty friendly. Plus, this might be your only chance to find a place to live.
"Okay." You nodded.
"You'll move in?" Asked Hongjoong.
"Yes."
"Before you do that," Seonghwa started, stepping past Hongjoong. "There is something you should know about us."
He began circling you, eyeing you up and down before stopping at your side. You glanced over at him as he leaned in, towering over you.
"We are vampires." He spoke lowly.
You let out a loud laugh. "You're pulling my leg, right?"
Seonghwa stepped away, glancing down at your legs. "I did not touch your leg."
"Sorry about him." Wooyoung spoke up. "He's stuck in 1842."
1842?
"I'm sorry, what?" You blinked.
"You guys are making her nervous." Hongjoong hurried over.
"Good." Seonghwa muttered.
"You're not playing a prank on me?"
"No." Answered Seonghwa.
Your gaze moved across the room, taking in the appearance of everyone standing around. All eight of them wore similar outdated, Victorian-style attire. That's when it clicked.
"So, you guys really are vampires?"
They all nodded.
You looked over at Hongjoong who had a guilty expression on his face.
"Okay." You took a step back, holding your hands up. "As long as no one bites me, I'm okay with this."
"What?" Seonghwa exclaimed, clearly upset that you accepted the offer.
"You don't mind?" The tall guy with the deep voice asked, his brown eyes sparkling as his lips stuck out in a pout.
"No. Actually, I think it's pretty cool."
*end of flashback*
"I can't believe Seonghwa didn't want me to move in."
"Apologies. I did not trust humans at the time."
"It's fine. That was two years ago, anyway. Plus, I've grown on you, haven't I?" You grinned. "C'mon. Admit it."
Seonghwa cracked a smile. "I suppose."
You stepped into the large and spacious common room where everyone was gathered. "Hey, guys. I've invited some friends over for dinner. So I'm gonna need you guys to not be weird. Also please stay out of the kitchen."
"What kind of friends are coming over?" Yunho inquired.
"Yeah. Are they guys?" San piped up.
"Yes."
"How many?"
"Two." You answered.
"Do they like you?"
"San, they're just my friends. Please just let me spend time with them, okay?"
They all agreed, nodding their heads in acknowledgment.
You went to the kitchen and started preparing a quick and simple meal, thinking it would be nice to have something made at home for once instead of delivery. You began plating the food just as there was a knock on the front door.
"I got it!" You announced, hurrying out of the dining room and rushing to answer the door before anyone else could. "You all stay right there." You pointed to the boys all sat around the living room.
You cleared your throat and turned towards the door before opening it.
"Jungwoo, Taeyong. Hi."
"Hi, Y/n." Jungwoo gave a warm smile.
"I hope you two are hungry. I made dinner myself."
"I'm starving." Taeyong grinned excitedly.
"Come on in." You stepped aside, allowing them to walk inside.
You glanced over at San who seemed to be glaring at your two acquaintances along with the other boys.
You let Taeyong and Jungwoo walk ahead of you as you made an "I've got my eyes on you." gesture to the group of vampires in the living room.
You already had the dining room set up and the food plated. Taeyong rubbed his hands together in anticipation as he sat down at the table.
"This place is incredible." Jungwoo commented, gazing around at the fancy dining room.
"Thanks."
"Who were those guys in the living room?" Taeyong asked.
"My roommates."
"All of them?"
"Yeah but this house is big enough for all of us."
"You got really lucky." Jungwoo said before taking a bite of pasta. "Seriously. You're living the high life."
"Eh." You shrugged. "Sort of. Some of my roommates are a bit clingy."
As if on cue, San came striding in, pulling out the chair beside you and taking a seat.
"Exhibit A." You gestured to him.
Taeyong and Jungwoo chuckled.
"San. What are you doing?"
"I thought I would have dinner with you all." He grinned cheekily, showing off his dimples.
You chewed on your lip, giving him a hard glare.
San smirked in response, reaching into the basket of freshly-baked bread sitting on the table. He took a bite, clearly not planning on leaving anytime soon.
As he chewed, he furrowed his brows, coughing a few times. San reached up and scratched at his face a bit.
"Why is my face so itchy?" He asked aloud.
Your eyes widened as they trailed down to the piece of bread in his hand.
"What kind of bread is this?" He asked.
"It's garlic bread."
San froze, blinking a few times. "What bread?"
"Garlic bread."
His eyes went wide. He immediately dropped the bread onto the table, pushing himself out of his chair. "Excuse me." He spoke calmly before sprinting out of the room.
"Is he okay?" Taeyong asked, his brows creased with worry.
"He's fine! He's... got a gluten allergy." You lied.
"He didn't know that was bread?" Jungwoo questioned.
"Ah. Well, you see, we buy gluten-free bread for him and he didn't know the difference."
Jungwoo and Taeyong nodded.
"Well, I hope he's alright." Taeyong frowned.
"He's fine." You waved your hand dismissively.
Serves him right.
You were cleaning the living room/common room area of the house, making sure Seonghwa's precious mahogany coffee table was spotless and free of smudges or scuffs. It didn't require much cleaning since Seonghwa did such a good job of buffing it out every single day.
As you were checking the tabletop for any blemishes, you noticed a small notebook sitting on the edge. You picked it up, running your fingers along the cover. It was just slightly bigger than your hand and bound in black leather.
You didn't want to pry, but your curiosity got the best of you. You opened up the notebook to the cover page, the name Park Seonghwa written in perfect calligraphy.
Is this a journal perhaps? You wondered.
You flipped to the next page which was covered in notes of some sort.
Cool - Does not mean cold. It means you are excellent.
Lit - Does not refer to lighting. It means all the rage.
TV - A strange picture box used for entertainment.
Wifi - Helps access the "internet".
Data - Similar to wifi. Can only be used on a cell phone.
Vaping - Something I detest very much. Seriously, I do not understand these adolescents and their electronic nicotine sticks.
You chuckled at his small side note before continuing to read down the list.
Sick - Another word for "cool". When someone says "That's sick!" it does not mean ill.
Dope - Yet another word for "cool" or "sick".
You flipped through a few more pages, seeing that all of them were notes on slang terms. You pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, trying to hold back a smile as you closed the journal, placing it back where you found it and waking away.
Part 2
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lidiasloca · 7 months
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Az with a reader that gets sick super often and so when they first start dating like the reader gets sick they just walk it off?! Like imagine the reader almost faints and has a fever and az gets super worried but the reader is just like I'm used to it?! How would they make the reader take care of themselves and bit take their sickness lightly?? Sorry if this is too long 😭 you can just write about the first part too!
even in sickness (azriel x reader)
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Dizziness, fainting, spontaneous headaches, prone to get sick. You name it. 
When you were a child, your mother would be the one helping you: sorting your medication, taking care of you when you couldn’t even get out of bed, and more.
But as a teenager, you started to get it all done alone, hardly asking anyone for help. Partly because you hated to be a burden, and also, because, you knew you could perfectly do it yourself. 
Just as you are coping now with a terrible headache. Alone. 
Azriel had asked you this morning if you’d like him to come, but since the headache was already threatening your good mood, you declined, afraid of ruining his day if he spent it with you. 
And now, lying lazily on your bed wearing only a huge ugly shirt, and having got nothing done the whole day, you thank the gods he won’t see you like this. 
As you rise to get yourself something to drink, you feel a wave of acute pain in your temples that makes you groan. 
Once in the kitchen, you lift your mug to your lips, watching from your window the pouring rain. You sigh, your head feeling like a drum, its beating too loud. 
You lift your gaze once again to the landscape, then you see a black spot in the sky, getting closer and closer, and then it isn’t a spot anymore. But wings, a male with with wings. One you know. Azriel.
You run to the door.
The knock on your door makes you speed up, and only once you reach the door, do you let yourself breathe properly. 
“Y/n? Are you okay?” he asks from the other side of the door. “Cassian just told me you have a headache.”
Traitor. You didn't want Azriel to know - you're not sure exactly why.
“Yes, I’m,” When the door is at last open, he just - stares. “I’m fine.”
“Y/n, you’re - you’re very pale,” he says worriedly. 
Well, it may be true you’re feeling a bit dizzy after the run. But you’ve felt dizzy all day, so.
Maybe not this dizzy, you think as your vision blacks out. 
You open your eyes, the light making you squint. 
You’re in your bed again, you realize. He has put you here himself. He-
“Az?” you get out, your mouth feeling dry. 
Light footsteps getting closer make you turn your head, and when that doesn’t work, you try to sit up. 
“No, no. Get down,” Azriel says, coming to kneel to your side, and softly pulling your shoulders down, making you lay again.
You obey silently.  “You fainted, y/n.” You do not miss in the way his eyes shine with concern. It makes you oddly… happy, that he worries for you.
“Yeah, it happens sometimes," you explain nonchalantly.  
He looks up to you swiftly. His eyebrows raised as he asks, “Is this normal for you?”
You hum. “Well - yes, sort of. I get sick very often.”
“Oh,” you see how hard he’s trying not to look shocked. “And fainting? Do you also faint often?”
You nod.
“And who’s,” he says but tries again, differently. “I mean, is there someone to help you when you’re sick?”
You shake your head, not sure what words to choose. 
“That’s - no.” He holds your gaze, sweetly but somehow sternly as well. “There should be someone. Just in case.”
You chuckle, his authoritative demeanor is amusing.
“Y/n, I can help you.” Your brows furrow, your smile fading into confusion. When he senses your doubt, he adds, “Well - at least let me help you now. Please.”
“I’m fine, Az. Really.” You smile kindly. “But thank you.”
“Oh, no, sorry, I phrased it wrongly; I’m not asking.”
You stop smiling again, your brows raised in surprise. “What?” you ask as he stands up. 
But he dismisses your question. “I’m going to make you something to eat. You stay here resting.”
“Azriel.”
Instead of replying to your complaint, he places the back of his hand on your forehead. “You're very hot,” he whispers.
Oh.
He moves his hand from your forehead to your cheek in a caress, assessing you. Your breath gets caught in your throat. “Let me, okay?”
You stare at him silently. “Okay,” you whisper eventually, defeated, and most definitely distracted.
A beautiful smile blooms on his face; triumphant. 
“Thank you.”
-Characters by Sarah J. Maas
I know this has nothing to do with the fic but, "I, Carrion (Icarian)" by Hozier is... i literally have no words. It's like one of the best songs ever. omg it's just so good. If you're reading this, pls give it a shot, it's so incredibly good. i mean the whole album is greaaaaat. wow.
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𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐀𝐒 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐈𝐃.
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characters: strawhats + portgas d. ace + trafalgar d. water law
content warning: genderfluid reader (any prns), general fluff + not proofread.
a/n: hello !! this is very self indulgent, as i am genderfluid myself lol. i thought why not sharing as someone else might find comfort in this or anything, so yeah this is why we’re here — not one of my best works ngl, but as i said i mainly wrote this for myself sooo. i hope you’ll enjoy it & that you guys are having a good day <3
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𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐘.
would tilt his head to the side and try to understand.
“you change name?”
“nope, i just use any pronouns.”
“ooh! alright. i’ll try it right now!”
“guys! [y/n] said to use all pronouns, they… look cool,” he tries, frowning a little. “and he’s the best! she’s smart,” he added then, being sure to use all of them.
is actually very attentive about it and reminds the others to use them all if they keep using the same ones.
𝐙𝐎𝐑𝐎.
“okay. like he and she together in a phrase?”
you nod and watch him thinking about something.
“[y/n] is smart and i like his fighting style and… her face is cute?” he tilts his head to the side, waiting for your response.
“you can use they too, like… they are cute,” you suggest, smiling at him for the effort. “right, my bad darling.”
zoro is very good at switching pronouns and seems to do it without thinking >_<
𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐈.
“whatever my sweet darling desires! i’m gonna make him all their favourite dishes and kiss her lips and–”
you giggle and interrupt him, or else he would just keep going.
reminds the rest of the crew about changing pronouns frequently when talking about you, he wants you to feel comfortable and accepted and most importantly, yourself.
this is your family, after all.
𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐈.
she catches on pretty easily.
uses all of your preferred pronouns, even asks you if you prefer he or she or they for the day.
i see nami getting paid by whoever keeps using the same pronouns over and over again as a punishment or sum.
she’s no joke.
𝐔𝐒𝐎𝐏𝐏.
super supportive !!
you know what, i think usopp would genuinely buy a pin with the genderfluid flag on it and put it on his clothes, stating proudly that his darling is genderfluid.
has not trouble using any pronouns in the same sentence.
if he knows you feel like using specific pronouns for the day, he goes on correcting whoever is talking using the wrong pronouns.
𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑.
would genuinely ask more about the genderfluid stuff.
because he wants to learn, and be as supportive as possible.
“i’ll try my best and use them all!”
he, in fact, did use all the pronouns.
jokes aside, he constantly reminds the crew that you use all pronouns — they’re well aware, but still give chopper the satisfaction, you know?
𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐍.
“oh, i’ve heard about genderfluid people.”
robin makes sure to ask you what pronouns you prefer to use from time to time.
she wants you to feel accepted and comfortable, that’s the least she can do.
avoids gendered terms if you’re more comfortable this way.
would kindly reminds to use all pronouns.
( alr, this ^ is referred to whoever is not part of the crew )
𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐘.
“my [y/n] is super! they’re super! he’s super! she’s super!!”
yeah he uses them all the time.
but you can say if you prefer one in particular, don’t worry.
he would inform the others, pretty loudly.
i believe franky would be careful to use non-gendered terms, just like robin.
𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊.
is a bit confused, not gonna lie.
but he’s keen to listen and learn !
uses different pronouns easily, and asks if he’s doing alright and if you’re comfortable.
i think he would avoid gendered terms too? idk . .
𝐀𝐂𝐄.
“that’s amazing! . . what does it mean?”
you have to explain better, but ace is smart he catches on quickly and goes on trying to use all the pronouns in one sentence.
reminds the whole crew that you’re genderfluid and that they should use any pronouns with you.
i genuinely think he would stick to non-gendered terms too, but would use boyfriend and girlfriend or whatever too if you want. ( hope that makes sense lol )
𝐋𝐀𝐖.
would listen seriously as you explain and come out.
“do you want me to avoid gendered terms? i can tell the others to do the same if you’re more comfortable.”
genuinely wants to create an accepting and comfortable environment for you to be yourself *cries*.
pss pss . . . law would buy a genderfluid pin too — and he has the audacity to think you wouldn’t notice.
would kindly remind the others to use all pronouns.
( this one ^, in fact, works for the crew too /hj )
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Cooking Up Love, Chapter 13
Pairing: Chef!Matt Murdock x F!Journalist!Reader
Rating: T
Story Summary: Here
Warnings/Tags: Hallmark levels of fluffy, cheesy goodness (and speed that their relationship develops, lol), no use of Y/N, Matt is not a vigilante, idiots in love, misunderstandings, minor Foggy/OFC
Word Count: ~3200
A/N: We're almost to the end! Thank you to everyone who has read, liked, and commented on my little self-indulgent Chef AU -- y'all keep me writing!
As always, thanks to @theradioactivespidergwen for the line break -- it's being put to good use!
Tag List: @yarrystyleeza @hailey-murdock @mattkinsella @bellaxgiornata @danzer8705 @chezagnes @shouldbestudying41 @thepunisherfrankcastle @mattmurdocks6thscaleapartment @roseslovedreams
"Wait, Matt actually accused you of screwing him over and using him just to make a name for yourself?" Skyler asked as you sat in your kitchen together after work later that evening. "I don't remember anything in your article worth him getting upset over when I read it yesterday."
You shook your head. "That's because there wasn't anything! I absolutely raved about both his culinary skills and his food, I talked about how much care and consideration he puts into perfecting his recipes, and I even mentioned his volunteer activities at Clinton Church."
Skyler shook her head. "Walk me through the conversation again."
"I emailed him my article then decided to call him a little later to let him know that I had sent it over. He seemed a bit put off but I wasn't sure if he was still upset with me over running out on him the other night or if something else was bothering him, so I asked him if he had read it. Suddenly he just went off on me, saying how all journalists were exactly alike and how we're always looking for the next big scoop no matter who we screw over in the process, then he said that he thought I actually cared about him and that I was no longer welcome at Daredevil." 
Your voice broke, the hurt and anger in Matt's voice upsetting you all over again. "The worst part of it is that I do care about him, Sky, I -- I think I might have been falling for him."
Skyler reached out and gave your hand a gentle squeeze. "Oh, honey, I'm so sorry."
You shook your head with a sniffle. "I hate to admit it, but maybe Kelsie was right and Matt was just stringing me along but got tired of waiting until my article was actually published to stop speaking to me, so he just made an excuse."
Skyler made a face. "Ugh. First off, don't ever use the phrase 'Kelsie was right' in my presence ever again. Secondly, didn't you say that he opened up to you about some personal stuff but asked you to keep it off the record?"
You nodded. "Yeah, and I did. I didn't mention anything to do with that in the article."
You pulled up your work email on your phone, opening the attachment you had sent Matt so you could read over it once again. "I didn't even -- wait, what is this?"
You scrolled through the document, your blood turning to ice in your veins. "Oh shit. Oh no, no , no, no, no, no. "
A look of alarm crossed Skyler's face. "What's wrong?"
"This isn't my article."
"What? What do you mean, that isn't your article?"
I mean , the article I sent Matt is not the article I wrote, Sky." You handed your phone to Skyler. "It's got my name on the byline, but I didn't write this. It's no wonder Matt was so pissed at me though -- this article is a smear campaign."
Skyler's eyebrows raised as she read through it. "Someone had to have switched the documents. Did you leave your computer unlocked and unattended at any point today?"
You shook your head. "No, of course not, I--"
You sighed. "Wait, yes. I was getting ready to send my article to Matt when Kelsie told me I had a package downstairs that I had to go personally sign for."
Skyler raised an eyebrow. "Let me guess, there was no package."
You nodded. "Exactly."
Skyler tapped at your phone screen. "Um, did you also send it to Max and Carrie and tell them Ellison approved your article and said to go ahead and send it to them?"
You shook your head. "No, why?"
"Because it looks like you did."
"What?" You grabbed your phone, scowling as you saw that the same attachment had been sent to the people who handled the layout for the physical paper as well as the digital edition. "Oh, but hell no. It's a good thing you caught that."
Skyler shook her head in disbelief. "That absolute bitch. I'm going to destroy her."
You sighed. "I don't know how I'm going to prove Kelsie is the one who wrote it and planted it on my PC though."
Skyler grinned. "Oh, I do. You didn't know that you can see who the original author of a document is and look at a document's editing history, did you?"
You shook your head.
"I bet Kelsie didn't either. I need your laptop."
You retrieved your laptop and pulled the document up on it before letting Skyler take over. 
After a few clicks, Skyler nodded. "Sure enough. Not only is she listed as the original author of the document, but her digital signature is all over it."
You shook your head. "We need to go talk to Ellison."
You sent him a text message. Are you still at the office? I need to talk to you about something important.
A few seconds later, he replied. Yeah, still here trying to get this editorial column done. What's up?
I'll be there in 10 minutes. Don't go anywhere.
You saved the file to a flash drive, grabbed your keys, then you and Skyler practically ran to the Bulletin.
As soon as you got there, you booted up your computer and printed a copy of Kelsie's fake article. "Okay, let's go talk to Ellison."
You picked up the printout of Kelsie's fake article from the printer before you and Skyler headed to Ellison's office.
He looked up at the two of you tiredly. "Whatcha got for me?"
"Sabotage," Skyler replied. "As well as sneaky, underhanded, unethical so-called journalism."
Ellison's brow furrowed. "What are you talking about?"
"I have reason to believe that Kelsie swapped my Restaurant Week article out with a fake one in an attempt to discredit me," you explained. 
You set the copy of the fake article down on Ellison's desk. "I wound up sending this to Chef Murdock, who was understandably upset by it and is how I caught it. And not only that, but Kelsie sent it to Max and Carrie while I was away from my computer."
Ellison's eyebrows raised as he read the fake article. "What makes you so sure it was Kelsie?"
Skyler scoffed. "Isn't it obvious? She's an evil, backstabbing bitch."
You shook your head. "Kelsie's had a personal vendetta against me ever since I got promoted to Features and has been going around all week accusing me of 'stealing' the Restaurant Week feature out from underneath her."
"And she's been saying all sorts of horrible things about Chef Murdock," Skyler added before pointedly looking at you. "Things that probably aren't even true."
Ellison sighed. "I knew she wasn't very happy with me for passing the Restaurant Week feature to you, but I wouldn't have suspected that she'd actually resort to sabotage."
He set the article down. "However, you both know that simply providing me with a copy of an allegedly-written article isn't enough. I need solid proof."
Skyler set the flash drive down on Ellison's desk. "Here's your proof. You'll notice that Kelsie is the original owner of the document and has edited it multiple times, and I bet if you look on her computer you'd find it there as well." 
"Plus if you review the security footage from around 1:30 today you'll probably see her poking around at my desk." You set copies of the time-stamped emails sent to Max and Carrie. "She sent me on a wild goose chase trying to find some package I needed to personally sign for while she sent the fake article to Max and Carrie for publication."
"I wouldn't be surprised if she was behind the email server conveniently going down on Wednesday afternoon so you couldn't email your article to Mitch then," Skyler added. "It's a good thing you decided to print it and turn it in anyway."
Ellison sighed. "Do you still have your original file?"
You nodded. "She deleted it off of my computer here at work but I keep a copy of all of my articles on an external hard drive at home."
"Good. As soon as you get home, resend it to Max and Carrie marked urgent and CC me so I'll also have it digitally. In the meantime, I'll get Phil to pull the security footage from today."
"Okay." You bit your lip. "Um, is it okay if I take Monday off? After the week I've had I need a mental health day."
Ellison looked at you sympathetically and nodded. "Yeah, sure. And for what it's worth, I'm sorry for all this."
You shrugged. "Not your fault. What I don't get though is why Kelsie also chose to go after Chef Murdock so hard."
"I think I can answer that," Skyler said, handing you her phone. "Take a look at Kelsie's Facebook."
You looked at her latest post, which was a picture of her cozying up to a handsome, dark-haired, blue-eyed man. Romantic weekend away with my love, the photo was captioned. "So?"
Skyler shook her head and pulled up Kelsie's boyfriend's profile. "See who she's dating?"
Your eyebrows raised as you read his bio. "Huh, yeah, I guess that makes sense now." 
Skyler showed it to Ellison. "Did you know this?"
Ellison shook his head. "No, I had no idea. It does explain why she was pushing so hard about getting the feature switched back though."
You nodded. "That way she could control the narrative."
Ellison sighed. "Let me go ahead and call Phil. Don't forget to CC me on that correction to Max and Carrie so it's documented."
You nodded. "Okay."
"I'll send out a staff-wide memo on Monday after everything is said and done, but in the meantime, don't say anything to anyone else on staff about this. I don't want it getting back to Kelsie so she can try to cover her tracks."
You and Skyler both nodded. "Yes, sir."
As you left the office and were headed back down the elevator, Skyler asked, "So what are you going to do about Matt? Still want me to kick his ass for you?"
You let out a light laugh. "No, that's okay. I'll just… move on, I guess? I mean, I'm going to send my actual article to him but he made it pretty clear that he didn't want anything else to do with me so I doubt he'll even open my email."
"Then it's his loss."
You stepped out of the elevator as the doors opened. "Thanks, Sky."
Skyler bit her lip. "What about Foggy? You think I should cancel my date with him tomorrow?"
You shook your head. "No way. Just because it didn't work out with me and Matt doesn't mean you shouldn't at least give Foggy a chance."
You gave her a wink. "Besides, just because I'm not welcome at Daredevil doesn't mean that you can't bring me some takeout from there, especially if you're dating the other owner."
Skyler laughed and gave you a hug. "Thanks, bestie."
"Let me know how it goes, ok?"
Skyler nodded. "I will."
You headed home and grabbed your laptop so you could send the correct article to Max and Carrie, CCing Ellison on the email with the explanation "Sorry, wrong attachment sent. Please use this attached copy in the print and online editions on Monday." .
You opened a new email and attached the correct file.
Subject: Explanation About Bulletin Article
Attachment: Restaurant Week Feature V1.doc
You took a deep breath.
Dear Matt,
You probably won't even open this email, but I wanted to let you know that the article I sent you earlier today was not the article I had written about you, nor is it the article that will be appearing in Monday's edition of the Bulletin. Long story short, someone else on staff replaced the file for my article (which I had given a hardcopy of to my editor for approval on Wednesday) with the one I erroneously sent you earlier today.
I promise I never meant to hurt you and I swear I would never use you (or anyone else, for that matter) just to get a lead on a story or try to pad my portfolio. This past week was one of the best of my life and it was genuinely a pleasure spending time with you and getting to know you… both inside the kitchen and out. 
You bit your lip, trying to decide if you should tell Matt exactly how much he had begun to mean to you. Ultimately you decided against it, instead closing with ' Wishing you all the best in your future endeavors'.
You added your work signature, then sent the email. 
You sat back and sighed. While it hurt knowing that you would never get to find out if the spark you had felt with Matt could've ignited into something real, you also knew that you would treasure the time you had spent with him forever.
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"Matt, there's a gentleman on the phone asking for you," Karen said as Matt and Foggy prepped for brunch service on Sunday. "Says he's from the Bulletin."
Matt nodded and wiped his hands. He had called the editor on Friday evening and had left a voicemail disputing the information contained in your article and asking for a resolution. "I'll take it in the office. Thanks, Karen."
He could feel both her and Foggy watching him as he exited the kitchen and headed to the office.
He picked up the phone and transferred the call. "Matthew Murdock speaking."
"Chef Murdock," the man replied. "This is Mitchell Ellison. I'm the editor over at the New York Bulletin. "
Matt was hit with a pang. You had emailed him again on Friday afternoon but with his hurt over your article being so fresh and so raw Matt had been letting your email sit unopened in his inbox until he was ready to hear what kind of (undoubtedly poor) excuse you'd had for using him. 
He cleared his throat. "Mmhmm."
"I just wanted to call and personally apologize for the feature article you received in your email on Friday. That was not the article I had approved for publication and I wanted to let you know that after a brief internal investigation, the person responsible for it is being terminated first thing tomorrow morning. I assure you, we do not stand for such unethical behavior at the Bulletin ."
Matt winced. While he was extremely hurt and angry with you, he hadn't actually set out to get you fired. "Thank you for letting me know."
"I'm sending over the feature that I actually had approved for tomorrow's edition of the paper and I must say, it's some of the best, most honest writing I've ever read. I think you'll be much more pleased with it."
Matt heard his inbox chime with a new email. "I think it just came in."
"Great. Apologies again for the mistake."
"Mmhmm. Thanks for returning my call."
"Of course. Have a good day, Chef."
"You too. Goodbye."
Matt hung up and sighed, then popped in his earbuds and pulled up Ellison's email.
Subject: NYC RESTAURANT WEEK FEATURE
Attachments: Restaurant Week Feature V1.doc
Chef Murdock, 
Attached is the article that has been approved for this year's New York Restaurant Week feature. If you have any other questions, please don't hesitate to reach out.
Mitchell Ellison
Editor-in-Chief, New York Bulletin
Matt opened the attachment and tapped the keyboard command to begin his text-to-speech program, surprised to hear your name on the byline. He would have thought that whoever had been reassigned the article would get credited, especially since the editor-in-chief had said that your employment at the Bulletin was to be terminated.
Either way, Mr. Ellison had been right -- the rewritten article was immensely more positive than the previous one had been and actually included information that Matt had revealed to you during your recorded interviews… as well as information that hadn't been recorded and therefore only you would be able to include.
Matt's brow furrowed. Something's not adding up.
He closed out of the article, then navigated to your email.
He took a deep breath and opened it.
"Dear Matt," his text-to-speech program dictated,
"You probably won't even open this email, but I wanted to let you know that the article I sent you earlier today was not the article I had written about you, nor is it the article that will be appearing in Monday's edition of the Bulletin. Long story short, someone else on staff replaced the file for my article (which I had given a hardcopy of to my editor for approval on Wednesday) with the one I erroneously sent you earlier today. "
Matt tapped the spacebar on his keyboard to pause his program, filled with an odd mix of confusion and relief. So if you hadn't actually written the first article you had sent him… who had and why?
He tapped the spacebar again to continue.
"I promise I never meant to hurt you," your email continued, "and I swear I would never use you (or anyone else, for that matter) just to get a lead on a story or try to pad my portfolio. This past week was one of the best of my life and it was genuinely a pleasure spending time with you and getting to know you… both inside the kitchen and out. 
Wishing you all the best in your future endeavors, sincerely yours…"
Matt navigated to the attachment, sucking in a breath as he realized that the article that the Bulletin 's editor-in-chief had sent him a few minutes before had been your article -- your real article, apparently.
Matt groaned and covered his face with his hands. He had been so caught up in his worry about getting hurt again that he had never even considered the possibility that you hadn't written the other article.
"Everything okay?"
Matt shook his head as Foggy entered the office. "I messed up."
"What do you mean?"
Matt sighed and said your name. "I was wrong about her, Fog, I was completely wrong. She didn't write that article."
"She didn't? How did she wind up sending it to you then?"
"Apparently one of her coworkers had replaced the file for her real article with the one she sent me -- I'm assuming as some form of sabotage or something. The editor at the Bulletin told me that the person responsible is being terminated first thing tomorrow morning."
"So did you get to read the real article?"
Matt nodded. "Yeah, it's right here."
Foggy moved to his side and leaned over his shoulder so he could read it.
After a few minutes, he straightened. "Damn, Matt, that was beautiful."
Matt nodded. "I know."
"So what are you going to do?"
"Apologize profusely and hope like hell that she'll forgive me."
Matt sighed. If you didn't forgive him, at least he had the memories he had made with you over the past week.
But if you did … Well, he wouldn't screw up a third time.
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hanluex · 6 months
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Hi! I loved the fic you posted about Jason today, it's so purely sweet 😍 Jason Todd has been may kind of secret fictional crush since I watched Titans and having someone writing for him is a amazing! I saw you were asking for some fic ideas for our fave bird boy, so here I am!
Maybe a little story in which he cames bleeding after a fight to the tower and fem!reader (maybe she can be a superhero with healing powers) takes care of his wounds?
Jason half-joking teases her saying that it's actually comfortable to have her so close wanting to help him and this later leads to a fluffy confession
Lots of love <3<3<3
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♡ I PROMISE — JASON TODD
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jason x fem!reader | wc : 0.7k words | content : possible grammar and spelling mistakes, lowercase intended, friends to lovers (?), mentions of injuries, use of petnames, crying | loki's lines — ahh, i was super excited upon receiving this! thank you, anonie! i love you loads! stay safe and take care <3
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“y/n … it’s me.”
your brows furrowed as soon as you heard the familiar voice, feeling your heart beating in your throat.
it was almost like clockwork at this point; jason getting hurt because of his recklessness when he’s fighting crime and returning to the tower so he can get his wounds treated by you.
after all, your healing powers came in handy, especially at times like this.
you took a deep breath, walking towards your door. just like you had expected, jason todd leant against the doorframe, forcing a smile upon seeing you.
your eyes scanned his appearance, gritting your teeth as you saw the various wounds scattered all over his body.
his outfit was in tatters and soaked in his own blood, showing exactly how much he had gone through during the fight.
yet he stood before you, a smile on his face, because he knew you’d heal him back to health — just like the other hundred times you’ve done so
“gosh, sweetheart!" jason exclaimed, smirking. “at least invite me inside before checking me out.”
you turned on your heel, walking to your bed and sitting on the edge, waiting for the brunet to take his seat in front of you.
the lack of speech from your end didn’t spark any attention from jason, who was kind of used to you being quieter than quiet on some days.
without another word, you gently lifted his arm, using your free hand to channel your energy onto his wounds, slowly working on healing him.
“i’m honestly glad you are here, just willing to help me,” he confessed. “like my very own personal nurse, in a sense,” he joked, chuckling lightly.
you nodded in a daze. “yeah,” you muttered quietly, your hands shaking as you tried to heal his wounds.
why does it always have to be like this? why does he depend on me so much?
you couldn’t help but let the thoughts wander through your mind, your breaths getting uneven as you struggled to focus on your healing energy due to your emotions going haywire.
“… so yeah, that’s pretty much what—" jason paused, realizing you weren’t paying attention to his words. “princess? you alright?”
“mhm.” you nodded, raising your hand to work on the wounds on his face. “i’m fine.”
but no matter how many times you repeated that phrase to yourself, upon seeing how scuffed jason’s face was, you struggled to hold back the tears that pooled in your eyes.
why would you do this to yourself? why would you let this happen?
the brunet noticed your glossy eyes, unable to get a word out before you burst into tears, burying your face in your hands as you sobbed.
“y/n? what happened?” he asked, gently pulling your hands away from your face. “sweetheart, talk to me.”
you stifled your cries as jason held your face. “i don’t like doing this. i don’t like seeing you get hurt so badly.” he softly wiped away your tears with his thumb.
“oh?” his voice was quiet, barely audible. “i can always ask dick or gar for help. i didn’t think i’d be troubling you.”
you shook your head. “it’s nothing like that, jason,” you denied, letting him know he misunderstood you.
“then why are you crying?”
“because i care about you!”
the brunet winced, surprised, as you raised your voice. he opened his mouth softly, unsure of the words he wanted to say. “but why?” he asked, his voice just above a whisper.
“because i like you, birdbrain,” you confessed, sniffling. “i like you so much that i hate seeing you hurt.”
jason only smiled to himself, warmly pulling you into his embrace. “i like you too,” he added. “i like you so much that i run back to you every time i get hurt just so i can see your face,” he admitted.
the only reason jason todd always had the energy to make it back to the tower, no matter how badly hurt he was, was because he knew you’d be there, waiting for him.
“you don’t have to get hurt to see my face, you know?” you frowned. “please, try not to get hurt, okay? promise me, yeah?”
jason todd smiled as he nodded, pulling you into his embrace once again before placing a chaste kiss on your forehead.
“i promise, sweetheart. i promise to take better care of myself, so you won’t have to see me hurt like that ever again.”
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thepremedthatwrites · 10 months
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On the House (pt. 3)
Summary: The Pevensies have decided to run a cafe together, a cafe that the reader has come to frequent every Saturday like clockwork. As time goes on, it becomes evident that a certain blond has started to catch feelings for the reader.
requested by @theonottsbxtch
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(Y/n) found her job boring. This was alarming because she had never felt this way before. In fact, she loved her job. The publishing industry was one of stiff competition and having a passion for the work was the bare minimum in order to be considered a competitive candidate. She loved being able to witness the process of a book being made, especially the beginning when the authors she worked with pulsated with excitement, knowing their life’s work was finally going to be revealed to the masses.
But she couldn’t focus on her work anymore. Instead, she went through the motions, unable to focus on anything except for the anticipation of the weekend. All her mind was set on was one thing. The Lamppost Cafe. Every Saturday all she could think about was going into the cafe at one o’clock and getting to see Peter again. Some days she even considered going earlier than her regular time but stopped herself, not wanting to see desperate in any way.
Ever since she learned his name, she kept repeating it to herself. She would say it to herself while making her morning coffee, or while she was showering. It was like a mantra for her. She even found herself waking up sometimes with the name still fresh on the tip of her tongue. As if she expected him to be laying on the other side of the bed, responding to her call. 
Saturday came at an agonizing pace but soon enough she was grabbing her bag and book before heading for the cafe. After slugging through the week, the walk energized her. She felt the wind blow through her hair as she went, her eyes wide with excitement as the cafe came into view. She didn’t hesitate to walk up to the register where Peter was waiting for her. She wasn’t sure if she imagined it, but it felt as though his smile brightened as she neared him. “The usual?” he asked, already ringing her up.
“How did you know?” (y/n) joked, flashing him a smile. There was a pause as their eyes caught each other. He broke first, looking down at the register to read out the total. (Y/n) blinked a few times, as if it would flush away the pink that had started to grow on her cheeks. She began digging through her bag to find her wallet. “Actually, you know what, it’s on the house.”
“Really?” (y/n) responded. Behind Peter, she could his siblings pausing what they were doing and stealing quick glances at them. “Is there a certain sale today?”
“Oh no, it’s just you always come here. Think of it as us showing you our thanks for your support.” He let out a chuckle before flashing a quick smile. He was now rocking his weight back and forth and his eyes were back on the register. 
“Oh, that’s so sweet of you guys!” she responded, a bright smile growing on her face. “Thank you so much!” Peter looked up at her and she could tell his face was a shade redder than it had been when she first entered the cafe. 
“It’s my pleasure,” he said. (Y/n) let out a small giggle, remembering the first time he had said the strange phrase when he had brought out her order. “I’ll bring over your order once it’s ready.” She nodded before making her way to her usual table. 
As Peter walked towards the back, Susan said in a low voice, “I hope you’re planning on covering the cost for your girlfriend.” He rolled his eyes.
“Yeah whatever. And she’s not my girlfriend.”
“Yet,” Lucy added, chuckling as she started to steep the tea. Peter only scoffed before stealing a glance at (y/n). He hoped his face felt much more warm than it actually looked. If she had noticed his blush, he wouldn’t be able to face her again. How unprofessional it would be for a customer to believe he was flirting with her! Of course, he was only offering free food and drink because she was a regular. It wasn’t anything with romantic undertones. At least that’s what he would say if his siblings questioned him. But deep down, he knew the truth. He knew that he spent a bit longer getting ready on Saturdays and that as the clock neared one o’clock he took his place at the register even though he hated dealing with the confusing machinery that somehow always malfunctioned when he used it. 
“Well, are you going to give your girlfriend her order?” Susan asked, already putting the cup and plate into his hands.
“Quit calling her that, will you?” 
“Oh, do you prefer future Mrs. Pevensie?” 
“Very funny.” Peter rolled his eyes. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I need to do my job.” He walked away before his sister could add one last remark. As he neared (y/n)’s table, he could feel his face warming once again. “Here’s your order,” he said, placing the stuff down onto the table.
“Oh, thank you,” (y/n) replied, putting down her book. 
“Haven’t you already read that one?” Peter felt his face become even warmer as he said that, realizing he had given away the fact that he had been watching her for the past few weeks. She let out a small laugh and it was the most beautiful sound he had ever heard. 
“I fear I don’t have many books, so I cycle through them constantly.”
“Well, there’s a bookstore right down the street. Their prices are pretty low and they have a pretty wide variety of books.”
“Oh that’s sound wonderful. I should definitely check them out some time.” There was a pause. The girl looked up at him, the smile she was wearing turning somewhat playful. “This is the part where you suggest taking me to the bookstore.” She wasn’t sure where the confidence had come from but she was glad she said it as a wide smile grew on Peter’s face.
“I’m off tomorrow, does that work?”
“Perfect. We’ll meet here?”
“Is one o’clock good for you?”
“It always is,” she replied, smiling into her cup of tea as she took a long sip, the honey warming her throat on the way down.
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ievutebebe · 8 months
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~Purple Rain~
Summary – You are at a party, where your friends like always had disappeared and you were stuck on the couch in between couples making out pretending to be on your phone. But it all changes in the kitchen.
Pairing – Pre-outbreak/no outbreak Joel Miller x F! reader
Warnings- MDNI 18+, use of alcohol, reader is drunk, but everything is consensual, unprotected p/v sex, use of ‘daddy’ kink (like a lot), fingering, chocking, inexperienced reader, reader is in her early/mid 20s and Joel is in his late 30’s-early40’s. Creampie, rough sex, squirting. Joel is good at convincing and praising. Anything else? Let me know.
Word count- 4,4K
RATING- 18+
A/N- Was listening to purple rain and my brain came up with an idea for a fanfic so wrote it all down. Also, this is my first time writing smut so apologies for any bad grammar or if you spot any mistakes. I actually was going to scrap this but decided to just go for it💀
Promise that part 2 of the fangirl fic is coming soon.
Inspired by~ Purple rain of course and @amandaapascalll love her brain so much.
RULES: READ THIS WHILST LISTENING TO PURPLE RAIN
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You are lonely at a party full of people, but you are avoiding everyone by pretending to be on your phone because of your anxiety.
You lift your head up to look at the crowd, your eyes land on a handsome man and he makes eye contact with you, but when he does you look away. When you try to peek again, you see that he has company. Sipping on your drink you realise that you need a refill so make your way to the kitchen.
On your way out you bump into this mysterious man and spill your drink all over his white shirt.
“Howdy?”. He says whilst standing in the door frame, but it was too late as you weren’t looking where you were going.
“Oh, my goodness! I’m so sorry”. Wine splashes all over his shirt, exposing his muscly chest.
“It’s alright darling”. He says rubbing your shoulder.
“Come in here I will clean it, I feel awful”.
 “Look it’s really not a big deal darl-“. you grab his hand and lead him into the kitchen where you find a cloth and damp it in the lukewarm water.
“Sit right there for me”. You point to the chair.
“Alright bossy pants”. He abides and sits right where you told him to.
You make your way to him and crouch in between his legs in attempt to rub off the wine stain on his shirt which, by the way is not going well. Fuck, fuck, fuck! Why is he hot? Stay focused, stay focused.
“You really don’t have to do th-“ he tries to speak.
 “Shh” you shush him by pressing your finger to his soft pouty lips.
It is your go to phrase when you are drunk, you like to shush everyone. There is no way you would have this much confidence if it weren’t for alcohol running in your system, but you aren’t complaining.
“So, my names Joel by the way, how about you?”. Joel breaks the silence.
“My name is Y/N”. You look up making eye contact with him.
“That is a lovely name rhymes with Miller don’t you think?” He shoots you a wink.
“Mmhm not a bad pick-up line”. You try so hard to not smile like a schoolgirl, if it was supposed to work on you it sure did, but you weren’t about to make it obvious and out yourself.
“It’s not a pickup line, it’s the truth” he smirks as he is staring down on you in between his legs, making you fluster and this time you are unable to hold back a smile from forming on your lips, so you look down and continue your task of getting the damn wine stain off.
As you are rubbing the stain, you place your other hand onto his thigh to keep yourself sturdy, without paying any attention your fingers brush on his crotch and he groans.
“Joel are you okay?” you stop for a moment and look back up at him.
“Yeah, I’m ok, just um your hand.”
“Oh! shit sorry.” You look at your hand and realise that it is right on his private part, you quickly move it but can’t help your face from turning red as your cheeks burn in embarrassment.
“No need to be sorry, quite enjoyed that to be honest.” He adjusts his jeans.
Did he just flirt? No way can’t be, FUCK I must be imagining things. He is so fucking hard, ain’t no way. Focus, focus, focus. Don’t look... You try as hard as you can to resist the temptation of your thoughts from taking control.
You give the shirt a few more pointless attempts in hopes that the stain magically disappears, but it doesn’t. You decide its best to give up and stop embarrassing yourself by pretending that you can get the stain off.
You let out a huff. “Oh gosh it’s really not coming off, I’m so sorry Joel” you say biting onto your lower lip whilst looking up at him and batting your eyelashes.
He lifts your chin to face him “Well, it is a wine stay after all, look it’s okay”.
He gets up, giving you his hand to hold onto whilst helping you get up. “Give me this let’s put it down, I have a better idea.” He takes the cloth from your other hand and throws it into the sink.
“What idea?” You focus your gaze on what he is doing.
“How about I just take it off”
~faint purple rain song starts to play in the background~
He starts to seductively unbutton his shirt at a slow pace and then takes it off throwing it onto the floor.
“Holy shit” you close your eyes. “What is it?” “Oh, someone is shy.” He laughs playfully.
“You are, you are naked.” You squint your eyes as hard as you can to resist from looking. “No, I am not honey.” “It’s okay you can look, no need to be shy.”
~The music is now louder and both of you can hear it~
His warm ochre eyes are glinting from the faint light above as he steps forward to you and extends his hand. “Shall we?”
You grinned wider as you took Joel’s calloused hand and held it with both of yours.
“We shall.” Your voice grows quieter as you take a step closer to him, holding his hand tightly. ~I never meant to cause you any sorrow~
His eyes seem to sparkle even more at your quick response - the wrinkles under his eyes seem to fade away as he pulls you in closer, chest to chest. ~I never meant to cause you any pain~
Joel’s face lights up at your reaction, his gaze softening and his ears flushing a slight shade of pink. You fail to stifle a small laugh and your cheeks match the colour of his ears. ~I never wanted to be your weekend lover~
Both of you keep traversing through the room, your footfalls drowned out by the sound of bubbling laughter.
“May I?” Joel grins expectantly, lifting your hand above your heads. ~I only wanted to be some kind of friend, hey~
Whatever answer you planned on giving him dissolved in giggles as you twirl under his arm.
“I’ll take that as a yes, honey.” He blushes deeper as you steady yourself, meeting his gaze. A gaze full of emotion - adoration, awe, and something more. ~Baby I could never steal you from another~
Joel clears his throat and looks down to your feet, his moving slower as he thinks for a moment.
“Joel?” You skid the rhythm to a halt after asking.
“I just…” Joel leans in closer, his eyes flitting to yours. ~It’s such a shame our friendship had to end~
You don’t say anything instead just get on your tiptoes and place your hands around his neck until your lips meet his, he kisses your lips gently and slowly, but the kiss quickly grows hungrier and passionate.
~Purple rain, purple rain~
He picks you up without breaking the kiss walks towards the door, locks it and then sets you down on a table lifting the hem of your dress up to your hips.
His hands are gliding up your thighs caressing them in stroking motions closer to your core. He kisses down your neck making his way to your chest and uses his hands to free your boobs.
He uses his finger to glide it from your neck down to your nipple. He then rubs your nipple before using both of his hands to squeeze your boobs and returning one of his hands back to your thigh.
His calloused hand on your thigh makes you whimper, you try to close your legs and your pussy clenches on nothing, but he stops you by using his other hand to spread your legs back open by squeezing on your thigh roughly, whilst his other hand caresses your cunt through your soaked lacy thong that is drenched in your juices.  ~Only want to see you underneath the purple rain~
“What baby?”. “Nuh uh, you want me to stop?”.
“Don’t stop please”. You say breathlessly as he rubs your g spot.
“Such a needy girl”.
“Yes Joel, need you so bad”.
“So sensitive”.
“Yes, daddy”.
“Baby you’re so wet, is this how bad you want me?”.
“Yesyesyes, Joel” “Please, need your fingers”. You plead.
He pulls your thong off and slides his digits into your folds using them to rub your pussy in gentle circular motions to gather your slick.
Once there is enough wetness, he slides two fingers into your pussy curling them as they dissolve inside of you, deep inside your abyss, reaching his knuckles, you arch back a little and close your eyes.
Moans and whimpers escape from your mouth as he continues to pump them in and out of you hitting the spot that makes your toes curl.
“Such a tight little pussy baby”.
“Mmm yess daddy”.
Moaning feels up the whole kitchen, all that comes out your mouth is “Joel” over and over again.
“Remember if it’s too much at any point just say red light, okay?”
“Yes, that’s okay Joel”.
He is working his two fingers in your pussy, placing the thumb on your g spot and rubs it.
When he places his thumb on your aching clit and continues to deeply finger you, it makes you cry out in pleasure and your pussy flutters around his fingers pulsing now which makes him finger you at a quicker pace, your hips move to ride his fingers as you are approaching your release.
“Joel I’m close”. “I know darlin’ can feel you squeezing my fingers”.
“You’re doing such a good job baby”. He places his other hand onto your belly to have a tighter grip on you and takes your hard nipple into his mouth sucking on it and giving it a lick as he let goes.
“Come on honey, come for daddy”.
“Come all over my fingers”.  
“Soak em baby, want to taste your honeydew”. It doesn’t take long until you come undone soaking his fingers.
“Fuck! I knew you would taste good, as sweet as honey, I could spend hours between your pretty pussy”. He pulls his fingers out of you and puts them in his mouth.  
“You did so well, now you are ready for daddy’s cock aren’t ya? Going to let me ruin that pretty pussy of yours?” he reaches down to unbuckle his belt and unzips his jeans, letting them drop and frees his cock out of his boxers taking it into his hand giving it a few strokes it and moves closer.
You let out a gasp from seeing how thick his cock is and that it is already hard when he lets it sprung free.
"Go on, take it pretty girl".
You take his cock into your hands pump him until his pre cum leeks, you’re about to lean in and take his cock into your mouth when he stops you by pushing you on your back until you lay flat on the table.
“See how hard you make me baby?” “This is all you and your sweet little pussy”.
“Mhmm, Joel need you so bad, please”.  You brush your thumb over his tip.
“Not yet baby, you have to be patient”. “Daddy is in charge here”. “Be a good girl for me”.
“Yes daddy”.
He taps the tip of his cock on your sensitive throbbing pussy, drenching it in your arousal.
Then moves his cock up and down your pussy, teasing you at your entrance, making it seem like he is about put it in but instead he just slides back up to your g spot and slowly moves it down again repeating it a couple of times.
“How about I, yeah you like that baby?” “You like how I feel huh, dirty little slut” “Say it” he uses the other hand to choke you slightly to get a response out of you.
“Yesyesyes Joel fuck please” “I need you inside, please daddy, pleasepleaseplease”. You beg as you can’t handle anymore teasing, your pussy is aching for him.
“That’s what I like to hear”. “I like to hear you begging to be fucked like the whore you are”.
 “You will depend on daddy’s dick, baby”.  He speaks in a possessive and low voice.
He leans on top of you as you lay flat on your back on the kitchen table, he uses both of his hands to grab your waist to slide you down closer to his hard as a rock cock whilst holding you in a firm grip to position himself at your entrance.
“Shit baby you’re so damn tight”. “Mmm, feel so good”. He shuts his eyes as he enters your tight pussy. 
He thrusts in deep but not all the way, but it is enough for you to moan and arch making you slide up and his cock slip out.
He puts it back inside, but you place your hand on his chest trying to push him off a little because of the pain and not having time to adjust to his length. You’ve never fucked a guy with a big and thick cock as Joels, you’re not sure you can take it. It’s so big you can feel it stretch your tight walls and cling to his cock.
“Oh nuh uh baby doll no escaping, you can take it”.
“Joel I-“ you slide up again.
“Nonono don’t think so baby, you stay right here” He positions himself at your entrance and pushes in deeper this time then before using both of his hands to keep you in place not letting move not one bit as his hands dig into your bones.
“And keep your eyes open for me”. He commands.
“Shit! Joel I can’t” you see stars for a moment, and everything goes black in your vision.
“Your dick is too big, I-i cant Joel” you stutter “It hurts”.
“You can take it sweet girl I know it”. His thrusts slow down and he fucks you at a slower pace.
“Gotta get used to it baby”. “I will be gentle, relax for me” you abide to his command, as you completely give in, the pain fades and ecstasy takes over. His cock is stretching and moulding your tight pussy is addictive and any pain you feel is titillating.
“Atta girl just like that”.
“J-joel-“.
“Doing so well for daddy aren’t ya?” “Good girl” he whispers in your ear. “Daddy is proud of you, you feel so good baby doll, your pussy is perfect like it was made for me”.
He sucks on your neck, pretty sure it will leave a mark, but you are way past the good girl shit right now it doesn’t even matter, a problem for another day.
He is fucking you so good you didn’t think anything could make it even better but him whispering into your ear and feeling his breath and warmth on your sweaty body only made you feel more intoxicated and orgasmic.
It’s like your pussy was made for him, his dick was sculpting your pussy and stretching it as if it was her first rodeo.
Although Joel hasn’t pushed himself all the way in yet, it sure didn’t feel like it to you, you didn’t think there was more to come.
“I’m going to come” You cry out.
“Hold on baby can’t let you come yet, not even in all the way baby”.
“What? Joel it’s too big I can’t take more”. Your eyes go wide as you look down at his cock seeing that he is barely thrusting past his tip. Your lack of experience at sex really is catching up to you.
“Yes, you can, sweet girl”.
“I will slide it in a little further, is that okay?” He brushes his nose against yours gently, moving deeper into your hole and you let out a moan.
“Yesss daddy”.
“Fuck daddy, fuuuck!”. You feel his warm hairy balls slam against your ass cheeks, making your pussy clench whenever his cock disappears into your body.
“Good girl, doing so well”.
He feels your pussy clench around his cock “Not yet, daddy’s not done with you”. “Come here”.
He gets up, pulling out up to his tip, holding your hand to help you sit up, when you do, he picks you up gripping onto your thighs just below your ass and you place your hands around his neck. You choke out a sob when he sinks your pussy down onto his veiny shaft, your head falls back, and eyes roll to the back of your head.  
Joel is pounding into you at a brutal pace, pushing himself all the way into you before pulling out only to slam straight back it. His balls strike your ass with each thrust adding to your building orgasm making your pussy tighten and thighs ache as your legs swing in the air.
His cock is reaching so deep inside of you that you can feel him in your lower belly, the only words you manage to choke and cry out in between the moans are “Joel” “fuck! daddy” “don’t stop”.
It’s buried so deep that you struggle to keep your eyes open and they water making your vision blurry while your nails dig into the back of his neck.
Joel isn’t being merciful at all, he uses his hips to thrust in you with his thick shaft to stretch and fill you up. Your pussy makes a sloppy sound as he uses your entrance however, he pleases, and you feel a sudden urge to pee.
“Whose pussy is it baby?” “Speak”.  
“Yours daddy, only yours”. You manage to choke out.
“Anyone fuck you like this before?”. Joel slams all the way into you and stops moving for a moment before pulling out and thrusting straight back in making you squeal.
“UHHH! no daddy”. “AHH- only you”.
“Mhmm that’s what I like to hear baby doll”. Joel grits his teeth.
“Yes, daddy just like that”. “Yesyesyes-yes”.
You can feel him hitting your cervix, your body tensing and pussy pulsing with pleasure every-time he pounds into you.
“Joel, Joel, Joel fuck fuuck!” “I-I I’m going to c-“.
“Come for me, I ain’t going to last much longer”. You know he is close as his thrusts are now even faster and messier.
“Fuck, I’m going to come baby”. “Where do you want it?”
“Inside, I’m on a pill”.
You come undone drenching him as your muscles tense up and his release follows shortly after one last powerful thrust.
He empties his balls deep inside of you, and you feel his warm liquid drip and flood your walls.
You don’t even realise it but when you come you completely drain him in your release and some of it had dripped on the kitchen floor.
He doesn’t pull out straight away, both of you are in the post sex haze panting trying to come down from your highs.
Breathing evens out and he finally puts you down gently onto your feet and you tremble on your limp legs and grip onto his bicep as your feet give in, Joel reacts quickly and wraps his arm around you to help you stay up.
“Ooop oop oop, I gotchu baby girl, you okay there?”.
“Yes, just can’t really feel my legs and everything is spinning woah-” you giggle.
“It’s okay baby girl you’re all drunk from daddy’s cock aren’t ya?”
“Yes daddy”.
“Go sit for me baby, I will get you cleaned up”. “Can you do that for me?” He pulls his pants on and buckles his belt.
“Yeah”. You make your way and slump into the chair.
But you are still intoxicated from sex that your sight is still blurry. You can’t help but replay the sex that you just had with Joel in your mind.
Joel ignited something within you, him pounding into you and his balls slapping against your ass with each thrust made your body burn with desire and lust for more. There are so many more ways you would love to fuck him or even let him fuck your tits and have him come all over them. Suck his cock until his cum drips deep down your throat. You’ve only just fucked Joel minutes ago, but you are already looking forward to fucking him again. He fucks like a god with years of expertise.
He grabs your panties from the floor and makes his way to you.
“Open your legs for me baby”.
“Hey, hey! don’t fall asleep yet baby”.  Joels tone is quite and gentle.
“Sorry, what did you say?”.
“I will get you cleaned up; can you open up for me?” “Oh yes, sorry” you can’t help but smirk looking down at Joel.
“It’s alright”.
He used your panties to wipe your pussy clean from both of your releases and then used the warm cloth to clean you up. He doesn’t give you the panties back instead he stuffs them down the pocket of his jeans without you noticing.
You pull your dress down and put the straps back on to hide away your boobs.
“S okay daddy’s gotcha” he wraps his hands around your waist.
“Did so well for me baby” pecks your cheek.
“Mhmm”
“You okay baby doll?”
“Yes, just feel tired”.
“It’s ok baby, let me get you some water”.
“Here you go and um so have you got a boyfriend darling?” Joel feared the answer to this question, but he had to know, a part of him hoped that he a chance with you and that he could see you again and ask you out on a proper date to do right by you.
“No” you choke on the sip of your water before answering.
“Easy, easy now” “The only thing you should be choking on is my cock”.
“Good one Mr Miller”.
“How come a girl like you doesn’t have a boyfriend, look at you baby doll, you are perfect”.
“I guess I just prioritised my studies, I wasn’t looking for a boyfriend it’s not a priority for me, you know”. A lot of guys tried so hard to get your attention and constantly asked you out on dates, but none of them felt homely or long-term type of relationships so you just focused on getting your degree. However, one look at Joel made you rethink your ways, this instant attraction to him didn’t compare to any of your silly crushes you had before it was more intimate and nerve cracking. No guys had ever made you nervous the way Joel did, you stuttered in front of him.
“Any guy would be lucky to have a girl like you, but I get it”.
“How about you, Mr Miller, you got a girl?” you ask dreading what his answer may be in anticipation.
“No darling I don’t”.
“Well, I guess that means we are both single” you say in relief.
“Yes, baby I am all yours and now that we both established that we are single, how about I give you a ride home”.
“That’s very kind of you Mr Miller” you tease. “Oh please, just call me Joel”.
“Alright daddy Joel it is”. You giggle.
“Come on let’s get out of here”. He grabs your hand and walks out of the party holding your hand in his.
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Tagging: @kateispunk @amandaapascalll @brilliantopposite187
Wasn’t sure who to tag so sorry if you didn’t want to be tagged🥹
Thank you for reading! Stay hydrated and may Joel bless y'all.
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underforeversgrace · 11 months
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DannyMay2023 Day 19: No Backspace Challenge
title: wrong paper
words: 665
Summary: Mr. Lancer gets an assignment from Danny that is not right.
DISCLAIMER: This is no backspace, no spell check, no auto capitalization, and no punctuation shortcuts. I'll probably provide a better copy later on because ya girl can't fucking spell. Or type. Or write. Some of the crossouts are my fuck ups. Some are for flavor. ...to hide all my fuck ups.
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Mr. Lancer streched tiredly, blinking sleep from his eyes as he pulled the next essay towards him. Not for the first time, he considered asking Ishiyama to allow him to o go over basic penmanship in class, how could absolutely none of these children write legibily? At least they were workingon a creative writing course so the papers were varied and interesting for once.
Eve i Or at least… some of them were. Thus far, Dash had written about a football star with superpowers, Paulina about marrying a superhero, Mickey wishing he was a superhero…
living in a town with an actual superhero probably influenced some of these papers, if Lncer had to take a stab in the dark.
The next paper he pulled ou was one with a lot of smurdged and crossed out text, no name a t the ti top. The hanwriting was familiar, at least. Mr. Fenton certainly had a… unique version of chicken scratch.
Lancer frowned at the paper as he began to read it. this… didn’t look like the ‘Write A Story’ assignment he’d assigned.
The sear words indicated as much, vulgar languageLancer had never heard Fenton use.
Man, I am so fuckingover this shit. Mr. Popular Asshat shoved me into a locker FOUR times today. I’m so ecsawus exhaush exhausted. I’ve shoved at least 15 ghosts back into the Zoe at Zone this week. It’s Wednesday. Wednesday!!! Skulker has come for my pelt four times alone. 
Oh I forgot the date - it’s Jan 23 26 2005.
honestly I should be working on my stupid paper for English class for Lancer. But what stoy could story can I possiblytell that isn’t less ridiculous than my actual life? or whatever the phrase is. My life is everal way too wild, more than anything I could imagine up.
Like… I’m a half dead teenager. I’ve been dead for nearly a year and no one’s noticed. I fight for my life everyday. I’m a superhero with a secret iedentity and best freind/sidekicks - though if I eevr called them sidekicks to their faces again I’m getting side-kicked in the face. I’ve even got extra bonus points! My parents want to dissect me, I’m failing school. Hell, I’ve even got an evil alternate timeline version of myself that caused the fucking end of the world.
The TV shows make it look so easy. so do th e comics. I’m so tired. I’m only 14, I’m not supposed to be atri sk atrisk at risk of getting murdered daily. Well, not this high of a risk. I don’t want to live like this. But if I stop fgihting, trying, I’ll be dead within a week.
It isn’t fair. Life isn’t fair and neither is death.
Still, might be a cool story idea.
A teenage slacker who gets electrocuted by his parents invention, dies, and get brought back halfway. Turns into a ghost and saves people while his human life seems to wither and die around him. Is constantly hunted and villified when he just wants to help.
Yeah. My life as Phantom would make a hell of a story, wouldn’t it?
Lancer stared at the paper in confusion. It certainly sounded like a wonderful fictttitious story… but somhow it didn’t seem like fiction. It seemed more like a journl entry.
Lancer turned to his computer, pulling up the local news website. It wasn’t hard to find an article about Phantom, he was in the top three stories.
PHANTOM SAVES 13 FROM OFFICE FIRE
Lancer studde studied the article, blowing up the picture of Phantom’s dace. Of Danny Phantom’s face. He opened up another screen, pulling up the student files (complete with pictures). He pulled up D. Fenton’s file, several alerts coming up about truancy, tardis, tardies, absences, missed assignments n fa and failing grades. Lancer enlarged the human boy’s photo and sat it side by side wth the one of Phantom.
Change the coloration… and these two were identical.
Oh no.
Ohno.
Oh no.
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Greasers x mean girl/boy/person (think Regina George, Heather Chandler, Bryce Tankthrust) s/o who uses their status to protect their greaser and is kind of nice under all the cutthroat boss bitch-ness. Like the top rank of social that most other socs are afraid of.
(tried to make it gender neutral of my best ability, but it’s hard to fit phrases like “ queen bee” into gender neutral terms)
Inspo:
*socs approach and start making jeering comments* Hey Grease…
*you get in front of them* if you ever talk to them like that again, I will make it my personal life goal to ruin yours, and no one will hire your sorry ass again. Oh, and you can consider *insert secret* spilled.
<matching hcs with @sadie please go check out her blog she has amazing outsiders headcanons>
Ponyboy Curtis
-intimidated by you fs
-he knows your life ruining rep
-sukrised when one day you tap on his shoulder
“Ponyboy… right?”
“U-uh yeah that’s me!”
“Great you’re tutoring me. Every Friday.”
“U-uh ok?”
-you guys actually get along and he helps with with your grades a lot
-You actually become friends and stand up for him against other Socs and even your own friends
-One night he’s walking home alone from the movies and four Socs approach him and start threatening him
-you on one of their shoulders and the Soc blanks and realization as he remembers your long-standing friendship with Pony
-“if you ever mess with him again I will ruin your life. You know I will.”
-the Socs all back up, and you stand there, smirking
-I feel like that’s when pony boy realizes his feelings for you and kisses you right there on the spot
-you guys are actually a really great mix, the popular person and the kind of more quiet guy
Johnny Cade
-he was so scared of you
-thought of all the possible ways you could ruin his life even more
-one day he comes to school and his locker is spraypainted with “Bastard Greaser”
-he’s even more suprised when you approach him at lunch break
-“Johnny Cade, right? Yk, you’re kind of cute… *you smirk* Anyway I have a dear friend… well, ex friend with me that wants to apologize for so crudely vandalizing your locker. RIGHT, Jessica?”
-his head is spinning, the queen/king bee of the whole school just flirted with him and made a bully apologize?
-you start coming to the lot more and more after that, and realize he often doesn’t have a place to sleep
-you invite (drag) him to your home where you set up a room for him, and being rich, it’s pretty damn nice
-I feel like that’s when he realizes his feelings for you and one night, when he’s about to go to sleep in his bed, he leans over and kisses your cheek
-you guys become a new couple and it shocks everyone
-yall are cute tho ❤️❤️
-you make sure no one gives him shit. If they do then LORD help them
Sodapop Curtis
-ok so you guys are a more expected couple
-prom royalty fr
-soda probably made you nice 💀💀
-you guys met in school and started dating, and he helped you kind of be the nice kind of popular
-you also spoil him with your money fr
-his brothers are skeptical of you at first (especially after sandy) but once they see your do really like him they totally ship you
-POWER COUPLE
-fr you guys are what everyone wants to be
Darry Curtis
-you were both popular and kind of ran in the same circles but didn’t like eachother
-he didn’t think he would like you because he doesn’t like mean girls/guys/people and thought you’d be all fake n stuff
-but one day yall got assigned to work on a history project and you both got along pretty well and you put in a pretty good effort
-that’s when he realized that you weren’t so bad and you two became friends
-eventually he caught on feelings for you and asked you out
-sweet couple, and everyone ships it
Dallas Winston
-you two met in detention FS
-you spread a nasty rumor about a boy who cheated on one of your close friends and he vandalized something
-enemies to lovers energy
-yall didn’t like eachother that much
-he sat behind you and kept making crude remarks and messing with you so you bit back
-“There’s no way in hell if ever dream of being with a lowlife like you”
-after a bit of banter and insults you somehow end up on his lap making out with him
-the teacher walks in and is like wtf- my eyes-
-you guys are the best power couple people cower in fear with you two together
-calls you prince/princess or doll fr
-it’s a typical bad boy x mean girl/guy/person thing
Two Bit Matthews
-you fits me at the mall when you were making fun of another stuck up girl
-he joined in with the teasing
-you were like ohhh this one’s kinda funny and you two actually hit it off really well
-you liked his wisecracks, they made the world all the more entertaining and he admired your cutthroat bitch attitude
-yall started dating after a while
-class clown x mean girl/guy/person and it’s SO iconic
-you two are surprisingly healthy for eachother, you both kind of get to see the under layer
-like you get to see what’s beyond his wisecracks and he gets to see beyond your plastic mean girl facade
Steve Randle
-he was suprised
-when you went up to him instead of Sodapop
-but when you pulled up in your red Ferrari with a scratched tire that was totally not just an excuse just to talk to him and started heavily flirting
-he wasn’t impressed, he still thought you were fake
-which bothered you, you didn’t know anyone who didn’t like you or at least pretend to
-so you kept showing up and one day a group of Socs stopped by the gas station, spitting on him
-you got furious and nearly ruined your car trying to ram them
-Steve was kinda in love after that
-he realized you really weren’t plastic
-you guys got together and are sooo cute
-when you go on long rants he listens to you while he fixes his cars
-and you have a free new handyman
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cloverthecactus · 8 months
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Assistance [Peter B Parker x gn!reader]
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summary: peter and his wife split after having their first child, mayday. peter has custody of mayday and comes to her daycare teacher for guidance/help/assistance
warnings: none (purely assistance for peter and mayday)
word count: 1.7k
notes:
not proofread, just plug and post
intentional use of lowercase letters with capital letters being used for certain words, phrases and letters.
no use of y/n (me no like fanfic with y/n)
it was kinda, sorta hard to write as peter so bare with me.
this is not exactly a relationship type of fic
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it had been a long day of peter sitting at spider society headquarters and doing nothing but bothering miguel while he worked. peter only bugged miguel because it was the first day that he had been without mayday.
peter and mary jane had recently gotten their second divorce because of peter's carelessness of where mayday is and isn't. because of this, peter enrolled mayday in a nursery so that he knows where she is at all times and so that she doesn't become as stupid as her father and learns something.
an alarm went off in the main building of the headquarters, indicating that day-spiders swapped out with night-spiders. (like shifts)
"well, miguel, it's been fun chatting to ya'. i have to go pick up our child from kindergarten." peter snickered, standing up from a chair placed on the platform in miguel's 'office'
"just leave, peter. AND what do you mean by 'our child' ?" miguel raised his brow as he turned to face peter, annoyed at the male who wore a pink gown to work.
"well, you are always taking care of her..."
"because you always bring her to headquarters and leave her with unreliable people... LIKE HOBIE!"
hobie, who was standing on the floor of the wide office, crossed his hands over his chest and watched as the two men descended with the platform. "i'd have you know im actually a decent babysitter"
peter chuckled and over exaggeratedly pointed at hobie as he said his statement.
"okay, i get it." miguel rolled his eyes as he stepped off the plaform. "now leave. mayday is waiting for you."
peter sighed exhausted and said his goodbyes to the team, opening a portal and changing out of his suit before picking up mayday. he couldn't have people know he was spiderman... especially after the divorce was such a huge thing because of MJ's reputation.
he sighed as he drove to the daycare. his depression and mental health had rapidly decreased and he knew that if he didn't get his act together, it would affect his relationship with the one he loved the most...
mayday...
peter inhaled a deep breath and forced a red smile on his face as he entered through the door. the jingle of the bell on the door woke you up from your blanked-out state. you held a quiet and sleepy mayday in your hands and peter walked in a bit amazed as she has never been that quiet lately.
"hey mr parker. i was afraid you weren't going to show" you joked, standing with mayday and walking over to the front desk, reaching over to give him mayday's bag and her sign-out form.
"yeah, sorry about that." he chuckled, rubbing his neck as you slowly bounced mayday in your arms and he signed the form and took her bag
"oh no, don't stress about that mr parker. if you feel as though you're going to come fetch her later than normal, just call ahead." you smiled and handed mayday to peter. a loud cry erupted from her mouth as he landed in his arms. he tried to lightly bounce her quiet but failed and the small girl in his hands began to reach out to you again. he looked at you and nod, indicating it was okay for you to take her again.
you held the girl in your arms again and slowly began shushing the girl, bouncing and rocking her back and forth in your arms. she slowly stopped crying and smiled as she laid against your chest.
peter raised a brow at you and gestured for mayday to go back into his arms, and when you gave her to peter, she burst into tears again. peter released an exhausted sigh and bounced her in his arms as you did.
"oh, let me guide you" you smiled and took mayday's bag from his hand and set it on the desk. you stood behind peter and guided his hands underneath his daughter and told him where to support her in order for her to feel comfortable. once he held her the way you told him to, you began guiding his movements.
"okay, now slowly rock your arms back and forth while tapping your hand against her back softly and at a rhythmic pace." you spoke softly and stood aside to watch him do what you had instructed.
mayday slowly stopped her loud cries and stuffed her head into peter's chest, and stayed silent. she closed her eyes and began to fall asleep. peter looked down at her and up at you, amazed by what had happened.
"how'd you do that?" he asked with a genuine smile on his face.
"when working in childcare for years, you pick up a few tips and tricks" you softly chuckled and turned off all the lights and electronic devices.
you were the only one left at your daycare. you sent your workers home when the daycare closed and you had to stay an hour longer because peter showed up late.
"i do apologise about being late. the hours at work are a bit harsh and with my ex-wife not being able to take care of her-" peter sighed and took back her backpack from you. "its just a lot of strain on me." you smiled softly and offered to walk the man and his daughter out. "it's alright mr parker."
"call me peter" he returned your soft smile and accepted your offer. you lead him out and turned off all the lights before locking the door and putting on the alarm.
you walked peter to his car and helped him set an extremely sleepy mayday into her cat seat. "now cover her with her blanket-" you spoke softly and looked over his shoulder as you instructed him. he put her teddy between her arms and shut the car door to talk to you.
"thank you for this." he extended his hand to shake yours. "its no problem at all. i know all the struggles of being a single parent." you chuckled softly as you reciprocated the greeting.
"you have kids of your own?" he raised a brow and looked at your hands, seeing if there was an indication that you were married.
'no rings. they're a single parent too...' he thought, reassuring himself.
"oh, no. many of the parents that leave their children at our daycare are single. i helped them with taking care of their kids because it gets tough with work and extra responsibilities. that's why i never had an issue with you coming later than expected." that reassuring smile crept back onto your face which made peter feel more at ease.
although you never knew the struggle of being a single parent, you understood and was offering the help that peter so desperately needed. he glanced back at his young daughter and back at you.
"if you have time, would you mind helping me take care of mayday?" he asked, shrugging his shoulders nervously.
nervous that you would say no and that he would have to struggle alone
you nod your head and smile wide. "sure peter. i wouldn't mind helping you." you pulled out a pen and a piece of paper and wrote down your name and personal contact number. "just call and I'll assist or i'll be right over" he nod and pulled you into a gentle hug. you were a bit startled, but you understood the relief he felt to have someone helping him again, so you hugged him back with equal energy and smiled as he said:
"thank you".
after a few minutes of talking to peter, the two of you bid a farewell and went your separate ways.
turns out the house you had recently moved into was directly opposite peter's. this made your job of helping peter with mayday easier
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anti-katsuki-lounge · 5 months
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M a n,, i used to love bnha so much - it's kinda sad to see how like. It's gotten This bad(?) Rushed(?) Over-the-top(?)
Like, the main thing thats SO disappointing is the quirks,,, each one had established traits or properties, and Yeah - they can grow or evolve a bit, bnha was SUPPOSED to be about being in a hero school and about learning and improving. If one of 1-a had trained and improved their quirk , or discovered a new way to wield it - great! 10/10 tha's growth baby
Anyways, apart from the previous mentioned example of a quirk 'changing' -The idea of each quirk having their set in stone limits and function is a real good way to show off characters!!!! In a battle, or even in rescue situations, we could see each member of 1-a use their quirks differently, how some are more suited for different tasks, how some limits have to be worked around etc
In battles especially -it would be satisfying to see a character use their skills and quirk Cleverly. Using the surroundings around them to their advantage, trying to use their quirk in new ways whilst still battling their limits,,
BUT. Instead i feel like all battle wins or 'improvements' arent. Earned??? The quirk will just 'power up' or 'evolve', (cough cough bakugou), or theres just the kinda. 'Im gonna yell harder and be more determined, so im STRONGER than u now >:] ' kinda vibe,,?
Im not a big bakugou fan lol, but even i would think it would be better to see him fight, if his battles revolved around thr quirk we know he has and how he wields it and how his strategy goes. Instead of. OH, suddenly he can do this now without any prior hinting to it or without it even MAKING SENSE for his quirk to be capable of,,,,,
I dont know if im phrasing this right tbh,,, its just something thats such a let down for the series :[
I think if the academia part of my hero ACADEMIA was longer, it'd pay off better with seeing these new 'abilities' being learnt or discovered naturally in the story,, even the more. Out there quirk evolutions would be a bit easier to accept then lol
Now the series kinda has no stakes?? Because you cant get a feel for a battle, if randomly a new power is unlocked that completely changes the tides of it with no warning, or if randomly one character is just Stronger than the other and nothing else,, theres no suspense, if a character is at a disadvantage - we dont read that and get excited for how the character will creatively get around this set-back. They'll just 'get strong' i guess,,
I am SO SORRY this is so long . I just think that the quirks allowed for so much creative possibilities in bnha, and its so sad to see it not be used :[[
(Im mainly upset about characters like yaoyorozu, because HELLO!???? Her quirk.??? Could be used in so many creative ways in a fight??????? Why is she just in the bg not doing anything whilst characters with less possabilities are in the foreground pulling magic evolutions outta no-where--)
All of this. MHA as a series had immense potential. There were moments in it where I enjoyed what I was seeing. Sadly MHA crashed and burned so quickly.
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He has a serious relationship with S/O who has a kid. After some time he helped the kid with something and they went "Thanks dad." Without realizing.
Riddler BTAS, YJ, Arkamverse
Thanks dad
Edward Nygma X Reader
FIRST OF ALL THAT'S PRECIOUS OMFG 😍
💚 Young Justice
Children? Oh he fights them on a daily basis... He can't say that, can he? Ahh, fuck.
Look, he is one desperate cookie and those who glance upon him, he is latching himself to them faster than you can blink, regardless of who they are. A ten is still a ten even if they have a child from a previous relationship, he is willing to take any baggage, child included... N-No, he didn't mean to call the child a baggage--
Oh kids... Yeah, he doesn't really have a positive thing to say about them, especially when they're certain inconvenience that will render his plans collapsed because of them... But it's your child, they're an exception.
The little thing is tolerable for sure. A bit hyperactive, but what child isn't? A six year old who has a lot of question for the world, confused about socialising but his heart is at the right path.
Guess what their name is... Robin. An energetic gymnast with a penchant to ask plenty of questions, a known witty ass... Um yeah.
NO WORRIES, HE DOESN'T — ahem, he doesn't hate the boy at all! Even if he shares striking similarities with the boy wonder, he's checked just in case... Though sometimes he doubts himself, but then he is reminded that, in fact, Boy wonder Robin is no longer six years old, whereas Robin-Y/N's-son is only six years old.
Anyways, Edward picked up Robin from school for today and they greeted you with a concerning sight; your son holding a bloody handkerchief to their nose and your Edward's shirt bloodied with, presumably and hopefully, your son's blood... That is phrased wrong, but you know what I mean, right?
Edward then explains to you about Robin failing to secure himself in his seat and one abrupt halt after an encounter with a dumbass driver, your son was sent hurling forward and slamming his face against the seat in front of him. Oh Edward, our sweet Edward was a nervous wreck and it went a little something like this:
"Oh my god are you okay, buddy? Oh shi--oot. Oh no, oh no, oh no."
Edward bends back over the backseats, but to no avail, he resorts to leaving the driver's seat and entering the back. He nervously inspect your son, wincing when his fingers touched and stained with blood, but he pushes through his squeamishness and pinches Robin's nose, all the while, his free hand hunts for his spare handkerchief.
"Am okaaay," Beams your son with a nasally voice, his big eyes identical to yours looking up at Edward. "That's a lot of blood."
"Oh no, Y/N's going to kill me!" He squeaks, finally able to get a hold of a handkerchief before using it to pinch your boy's nose.
"Yeah, blood is hard to get off a white shirt... And it's brand new." Oh bless his heart.
"Whatever you do, don't tilt your head up," Edward says, absentmindedly wiping his bloody fingers on his shirt before reaching for the bottle of sanitiser in the glove box. Luckily, he spots a bag of wet wipes and opts to use it instead. "Give me your hand."
Robin puts a hand out and Edward got to work with ridding the red from Robin's fingers and palm. Robin switches to his other hand and Edward does the same. During the act, even in concentration and panic, Robin's nasally voice does not slip his ears.
"Thanks dad."
.... Augh 😫
💚 Arkhamverse
Children are not his thing, he'd like to stay away from those fussy miniature humans with underdeveloped minds as much as possible... But he is making an exception with this one that happened to be his favourite person's daughter.
At first he was a touch tense around your daughter, opting to lean away and at times, dismiss them as much as he can, until you scolded him to include her as a package that comes in the relationship and if he doesn't want that, then he should drop the relationship all together. Apparently he loves you enough thay he began to be less dismissive of the child.
... he supposes your daughter, Helen, isn't that bad. She's tolerable unlike other children. Curious little thing, fidgety, and a bit timid. At first she too was afraid of Edward, sensing that she isn't wanted to be dealt with, until he himself began warming up to her that the nine year old began to open up as well.
Peaking from the threshold of the kitchen, you spot Edward who had just crawled out his development facilities and freshly bathed, sitting across the counter from Helen as she moves between to the surface of the counter and the stove where a pot is boiling. Tipping your head upwards, to see a chess board on the countertop.
You remembered how Helen brought up yesterday she needed to enhance her puzzling skills to compete against other schools. She had only recently developed an interest to puzzles thanks to Edward and specifically towards chess.
"Are you sure that's your final move?" Edward asks after Helen has placed a piece down on the board.
Helen, upon being greeted by this question many times, began to analyzing and questioning her move. Noticing what he is implying, she takes her move back and places her piece elsewhere.
"Good. Remember, during a real chess match, you can't just hope your opponent does not capture your piece."
"Okay... Thanks dad."
Edward's game plan to destroy the child with a checkmate once again has been thwarted with a single word. Dad... DAD---
Short circuiting. Give him a moment to process. He got knocked off-guard so hard he lost to Helen. Well, she can't just call her opponent's 'dad' to catch them as off guard as Edward now can she?
💚 Batman the animated series
He is selective when it comes to children. On the other hand, he had made a demographic out of younger groups of people and kept them in mind when it comes to developing video games and on the other, he can find a few of them as obnoxious and he actively turn away from them just so he could act out the urge to smack a child.
But your daughter Meri was nothing but am absolute dear, Edward couldn't help but to simply adore the precious little babe! A polite young lady who is a touch playful and is an absolute delight to talk to! Edward couldn't help but to want to spoil the girl! ... If you'd allow him. Can he? Okay, not too much, just this Gameboy.
Meri doesn't play videogames all that much but when Edward introduced her to a Gameboy, oh boy, he might just make a gamer girl out of he. I mean, since the man has also the intricate knowledge about programming, he might get her interested in it as well! The process of which Edward was teaching her now to be accustomed with playing with one is something they bond over, at times where Meri couldn't bear a certain level she would tug in Edward's sleeve and ask him to help her out.
How could he say no to the face that resembled you??? Tasks and agenda are now thrown away, we must beat this level of Super Mario Bros. It will cost him his career as a Internationally renowned threat as a rogue, but he says it's worth it. Why, you may ask?
"YAY! Thanks dad, you're the greatest!"
Among the influx of emotions, the only implication of the absolute joy he feels inside leaks through his soft smile and he pulls your daughter against his chest and pats her head.
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