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folklorebae · 2 years

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𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐀𝐔 - 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐 𝐅𝐢𝐜

Cast(s): Actress!Reader & Actor!Suna Rintarou

Warning(s): Swearing, slut-shaming, reader is using she/her pronouns, slight semi x reader

A/n: I recommend you to read my drabble first. But this could be read separately

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yourinstagram un cappucino s'il vous plaît

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bellahadid Love you, ma fée🧚‍♀️

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rintarousuna Me after downloading duolingo

↳yourinstagram 😀😁😐🤔

↳ynfan1 LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THEM!

ynfan2 SHUT UPPP. THIS WHOLE WEEKEND YOU'VE BEEN SLAYING😩❤️‍🔥

yn.sassy Another day, another slay

↳ynln.xo Perioddd

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itsunadaily WIRED Interview ft. Rin and Y/N is out now!

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sunafan1 PLS PLS PLS THEY'RE SO FUCKING ADORABLE

↳sunafan2 IKR

ynfan3 Okay okay, I'm curious. WHO IS Y/N'S S/O?

↳ynfan1 I think it's clear that there's something between them

↳ynfan3 I thought Rin has a gf? I mean, that mysterious girl?

ynfan4 I NEED TO SEE THESE TWO AGAIN! CANT WAIT FOR THE SEASON 2😩

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rintarousuna Thanks @wonderland and everyone who played a part⚡️🖤

Order now.

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yourinstagram Damn boy, can I get your number?

↳rintarousuna I'm taken, sorry

↳ln.dailyyy Atp I don't believe you guys are just friends

aquariusuna JAW ON THE FLOOR

sunafan3 RINTAROU SUNA THE MAN THAT YOU ARE

netflix [CAR CRASH] [GLASS SHATTERING] 'GOOD LORD!' [GENERAL COMMOTION] [BABY CRYING] 'WAAAAH WAAAH' [YELLING] [POLICE SIRENS] WEEWOO WEEWOO [HELICOPTERS] 'WE'RE REPORTING LIVE-' [EXPLOSION] 'MY LEG... MY LEG...' [DOGS BARKING] ARFFF ARFFF 'OH MY GOD MY CHILD!!!' [CRASHING BUILDING] 'MY FUCKING HOUSE IS ON FIRE!!!!'

↳ynfan5 Bro... you good?😭

↳ynsangel I believe this is an easter egg for season 2

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rintarouflorals RUMOR (via deuxmoi): Rin was seen with Y/N in Paris

P.s I beg all of you to not believe everything you read on the internet. Please keep the comments respectful, thank you.

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sunafan4 Isn't it obvious that they're more than friends?

↳sunafan5 Maybe, but I think people should leave them alone and mind their own business lol💀

sunafan6 I will never trust that stupid gossip page

sunafan7 Idk bout you all, but Rin and Y/N don't make any sense

↳ynfan6 FINALLY. Someone say this! They don't give any romance energy imo

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florenceflorals Florence via instagram story!

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florencefan1 OKAY BUT Y/N IS IN FRANCE RN?!? I WANT TO MEET HER

↳ynfan7 She has been in paris for a week😭 That ig story is from yesterday

↳florencefan1 WHA–😭

florencefan2 Are we going to see Ms. Flo and Y/N work for the same project again👀

↳florenceflorals 🕯manifesting🕯

florencefan3 Y/N and her are together. Those people who ship Y/N with Eita or Rin could go😍

ynflorals I LOVE THEM SM OMG😭❤️

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rintarousuna.com RINTAROU FUCKING SUNA VIA IG STORY

P.s GOODBYE Y'ALL IM DEAD RN. THIS ACCOUNT IS NO LONGER ACTIVE

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privyn My bf is hotter than hell

↳sunafan8 Girl, he's OUR bf

↳privsuna lmao

sunafan9 Oh God... Idk how many people died because his whore behavior

ynfan8 FUCKKKK I JUST ORDERED HIS MAGAZINE AFTER THE WEBSITE IS GOING DOWN FOR AN HOUR AND NOW THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS THE AUDACITY TO BE THIS HOT

ynfan9 @yourinstagram, ISTG you're the loml. But babe, I am this close 🤏 to steal your man

sunafan10 WHY THIS PIC IS TAKING ME BACK TO THAT VIDEO EDIT WITH "WHY'D YOU ONLY CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE HIGH" AS A BACKSOUND?!?!

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enews The fans have been speculating about L/N and Semi's relationship for months. But after attending his concert last night in Paris, the "I Know Places" star was seen having dinner at César Paris with co-star Rintarou Suna. Click the link in bio for more👀 (📷: Instagram/Getty)

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ynfan10 You guys need to stfu and get a life. Leave my girl alone

↳ antiyn1 Your fav is a hoe, just admit it lmao

↳ ynfan10 "TPWK🌸" in your bio is bs. Your fav is ashamed of you lmao

semifan1 Ok but imagine being that pretty and people make rumors between you and these two fine men🥲

privsemi Wtf is wrong with these people💀 @privyn

↳privyn Apparently netizens can't see a woman supporting her male friend😍

sunafan11 Rin ily, but you and Mr. Rockstar need to leave and let me be with Y/N

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lnandsuna.media “I don't think I owe anyone an explanation about it (his romantic relationship). For now, both of us have agreed to keep our relationship out of the public eye and as long as we're happy, it doesn't matter what strangers think about us.” — Rintarou Suna for Wonderwall, 2022

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ynfan11 Um... where is this coming from?😭

↳lnandsuna.media papz took some pics of him with his girlfriend kissing in the alley earlier this year

↳ynfan11 OH YEAH SHIT. I JUST REMEMBERED. THANK GOD WE CANT SEE THE GIRL'S FACE.

sunafan12 Even deep down I wanna know his girlfriend's face, these paps should leave them alone omfg.

sunafan13 I feel so sorry for him, he deserves better:(

ynfan12 Paps need to chill omg. What if that girl isn't a celebrity and suddenly everyone in her life knows that she's dating a famous actor?

↳sunafan14 That girl is a public figure (my aunt used to work for her stylist) and everyone around her knows her bf

↳ynfan12 So what if she's a public figure? She deserves a privacy

↳sunafan14 I didn't say she didn't deserve privacy. I just said that she's a public figure

Another a/n: I'll do a part 2! (If you wanna be tagged lmk) Stay tuned mwah<33

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x female reader #haikyuu x f!reader #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu smau #hq x reader #hq x female reader #hq fluff #hq smau #suna x reader #suna x female reader #suna x f!reader #suna fluff #suna smau

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djuvlipen · 9 months

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Can't believe I'm being cancelled for disliking gypsies, one of the most misogynistic groups out there who sell girls as young as 10 for gold and money, don't let them get education, etc. Unless you've lived close to them and experienced the whole extent of that culture, stfu

This is a tweet said by a ‘radical feminist’ known on radtwt and this is exactly why I only follow Black, Asian, Indigenous and Roma feminists now. White radfems will excuse their racism under the guise of feminism yet when it comes to actually being feminist and helping Roma women? They’re silent. I can’t believe someone would say this and not think to themselves ‘this is even more reason why I must ally with Roma women against oppressive aspects of their culture’ but instead she goes full nazi and later on says how Roma are ‘forever condemned to be lower caste’ and lives a ‘cringe’ existence without ever thinking about the racism they experience that makes their existence so ‘lower caste’ and ‘cringe’. I’m sorry to bring this to you, I know it could be triggering, but you are the most active Roma radfem I follow right now (the few I follow on twitter have been on hiatus or either suspended :/) and I needed to get this off my chest. I’ve been so annoyed at radfem spaces lately because of bs like this, where white radfems will go on about how they can’t be oppressive because they’re women and all women are oppressed only to turn around and be oppressive racist assholes.

I know the user you are talking about, I'm going to include screenshots for context:

She was first called out in early June by a Romani feminist and another feminist on Twitter. Unfortunately many of the reactions are like this,

I think some of those users are actual fascists, because some feminists would rather ally with the far right than support Romani women.

Then you've got the usual jokes about Europeans being just like Hitler because it would kill Gadje to actually take anti-Roma racism seriously for once instead of turning it into an Internet meme,

Tbh I have seen this sentiment echoed in many radfem spaces, not just on Twitter. A few months ago I received an ask that said "why should I care about Romani women when their culture is so sexist in the first place". A woman commented on one of my posts about racialized misogyny against Romnia with "stop playing the victim, if people don't like you it's because your culture sucks". (I'm paraphrasing because I'm too lazy to find those posts rn)

I totally understand why you'd only follow radfems of colour, I think I follow only a few white radfems as well. White feminists always try and undermine their white privilege because they think being a woman means they can't be oppressors. It's a very one dimensional way to understand how oppression works. I could go on and on about this but I think you summed it up pretty well. They're not only ignoring their race and class privilege, they are also being actively bigoted against woc.

I have heard that misandristlana was Afghan (but living in the UK), I can't find a proof for it because she has been suspended though. In any case it's a huge no hope for women moment but I am really not surprised by this, non-Romani women typically never show support to Romani women so I stopped expecting anything from them. We can only count on ourselves to liberate ourselves. That's why I prioritize fellow Romani women before other women

#roma #asks #anti roma racism #anon #misandristlana

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zalrb · 8 months

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I’m just personally so sick of hearing the tired ass “peeta represents peace” and “gale represents violence” therefore the ending = good 🙄 the way gale was demonized for being rightfully angry about his tyrannical government, because apparently being a 'good' revolutionary means being reluctant. But actually dedicating your life trying to dismantle the oppressive structures that they live by? Oop noo that's too radical…too extremist. and you're suddenly just as bad as the oppressors! LIKE STFU! thas some moderate liberal bs. Have you ever talked about this before?

And it doesn’t help that Peeta was on the richer side of district 12 and was the pure golden blonde boy who hated violence uwu. I liked many things about THG but that will forever be a huge issue I had with it and it ultimately reminds me that the writer was white.

Have you ever talked about this before?

To be honest, I don't talk about THG much because it's widely held as this paragon of anti-oppression fiction, which I do not believe is the case and people are SUPER passionate about these books and I read them once years ago and never returned to them so unless expressly asked about them in relation to the triangle specifically where I talk about how I prefer the nuance of the triangle and of Katniss as a character in the books over the movies and how the movies did a disservice to that aspect of the books, I don't say anything.

and you're suddenly just as bad as the oppressors! LIKE STFU!

But this is exactly the problem with the books. Like I can't say they didn't hold my attention at the time and when the movies came out because I found them so bad, I was very much in a 'the books are better' mindset but then later, especially when I would see people gush about the brilliant messaging of the books and of how brilliant Suzanne Collins is and my reaction to that would be this automatic no they're not and no she's not, I thought about the reason why that was my reaction and why I'm not fandom or even really consider myself a fan of the books. And it's because Collins makes the revolutionaries the problem and ultimately paints a broad stroke of 'all war is bad' and equates the methods the oppressed use to fight against their oppressors with the violence the oppressor enacts against the oppressed -- which is a message that is prevalent in fiction, like ATLA does the same thing, it's even in things like the second season of The Wilds -- and more than that being lazy, it's the type of false equivalence used to keep oppressive governments/systems/people in power and remain oppressive. In terms of its politics, it's not a revolutionary series at all.

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garbage--account · 21 days

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Ladies, may i have your attention please ?

Reblog and share this post with the most girlies possible right now, because

👏WE 👏NEED 👏TO 👏START 👏AN 👏OLDER 👏VIRGIN 👏GIRL 👏SUPPORT 👏GROUP

(Lads, don't you effing start laughing like stupid, i bite fr! Love u if u support tho)

If you are like me, a 24 yo and + woman and virgin/never had sex/single, or can relate to, let's start this mf support group, reblog and share so that more ladies can follow us, 'cause i can't be the only one 😤

If you don't, reblog and share are still appreciated but DON'T READ THE REST OF THE POST FOR I AM GOING TO SLANDER 🌠Jennifer🌠 SO HARD, THE CHILDREN MUST NOT SEE AND U DON’T WANNA SEE THAT

Ladies, be a girl's girl and join the fight against 🌠Jennifer🌠 !!!

TW : abuse of the word "virgin" because it's not an insult not a compliment so we are getting used to hear it. If your uncomfortable with "virgin", get out 🚪🚶‍♀️

By the way, 🌠Jennifer🌠 is not a person : she is an allegory, she represents the people when i tell them i am virgin.

I picture 🌠Jennifer🌠 as female because in french, my native language, nouns have genders and society is female, i don't make the rules 💅 I don't personally know a Jennifer : i picked the name for the vibe.

Since i am adult virgin woman, she assumes that I :

Too pure for this world

Waiting for marriage

Religious

Traditional

No fun at all

Don't get sex joke

Blushing/outraged at anything even remotly intimate

Ugly/unattractive

Bad at flirting

A lesbian in denial

Aro/ace

Femcel

Shy/not assertive/doesn't dare anything

Childish/immature

Don't take care of myself

Must have something wrong in my body and/or my head

Aiming for someone not single (for example, her lame and uglyass bf 🤮)

Hate men

Too masculine/not womanly enough

A "nice girl" or a "one of the boys"

Scaring/disgusted the boys out

Scared of the 🍆

Don't know how it works

"Too much into politic" / too feminist

Set my standards too high

Have a trauma

Not interested in others/antisocial/sociopath/cavewoman

Don't masturbe

Need advice about the boys

Too romantic

Had strict parents

A lonely girl

Actually a minor

Cringe

Chronically online

Don't know life

Lying

Like STFU, stop. You don't even make sense !

We were talking, getting to know each other. We were getting along so far until i dropped "actually i am still a virgin" bomb.

And then 🌠Jennifer🌠 started to look at me funny and that's how i KNOW she will less respect me. Like she either babying or gaslighting me. She may not say anything but all the previous points above are shining through her sassy eyes.

I KNOW i may sound aggressive in this post but irl i am not like that, she just annoys me so much . Your girl have a job, friends, hobby, ambition, dreams, YOUR GIRL IS BUSY and doesn't have to put up with those bs.

The worst is : i am perfectly okay with me having reaching adulthood and still being virgin, but it somehow bugs🌠Jennifer🌠' for no reason and wanna make it my problem.

So hear me out, 🌠Jennifer🌠 :

what i put or not my coochie is not your effing business

I am 24, you thought seeing a dick pic would have me blushing ?

As if i'd want ur lameass bf 🤮 he doesn't even treat u right

All the men i know so far were nothing but wonderful with me

Do i need to show you my 139452 step self-care routine to prove you i am girly enough ?

If i scare the men, how come you are not scared of me ? (Fear me or i will harvest your kneecaps)

What if i wasn't queer/lgbt ? (Show them support pls)

I am fabulous 💅💅💅💅💅🖕

I don't have any sex related trauma, but i will be your worst nightmare if you keep going

Why would i be lying ? I don't have time for creating bs, unlike you

No i am not hidding it 🖕

I would love to do sex jokes for you. Unfortunatly i don't like you and will not joke around with u

Your standards are too low

Me and my bitches from the adult virgin women support group will put you down and we are not shutting up. Period 💅

#Adult virgins are adults #support groups #Jennifer as an allegory #She is not a real person #personal rant #We need to stop to stfu and concele #Don't start telling me men have it worst #This is a post for girls only #long post #Basically me at 1 am

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alostlittleriverlotus · 7 months

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angry rant

My friend MA can't go to their friends when we have problems because they'll label me as manipulative and gaslighting them.

For...have fucking needs, episodes, delusions, and emotions. I am not intentionally controlling and abusing MA. I'm severely fucking traumatized and this is the healthiest relationship I have ever fucking had. I am constantly dissociated and delusional and they're my main source of narcissistic supply.

It's also so disgusting as I've been demonized most of my life for having needs, being clingy, being bossy and selfish, etc. And so the fact that MA's friends would assume this shit about me fucking hurts. Despite my difficulties with relationships, I work so fucking hard. And I hate it. I fucking hate how many people assume I'm a controlling abuser because I'm dependent, needy, and disabled. That they won't even see how much I encourage and support MA, how much I work to manage what is rational and irrational, that I give just as much back to MA as I take. They wanted to quit beauty school for me because the schedule was too demanding and straining our relationship yet I told her to stay, to do it, to go for it regardless of what it did to us. Why? Cause that's her fucking dream. I knew we would get through it even if it was fucking hell and I didn't wanna see her quit because of me. I was just as determined to get through it. And recently, she graduated and even tho things aren't perfect, they're getting better.

Maybe stop fucking lumping in every single "unacceptable" trauma reaction as fucking abuse. That's the thinking that led me to literally harm myself to show I wouldn't hurt others and to be more acceptable as an abuse victim. Me having meltdowns, episodes, delusions, breaks from reality that get so bad that I'm in crisis is NOT a fucking abuse tactic!!! You cannot say you support the mentally ill if you don't support the "bad" mentally illnesses!!!

I have never had a friend this close that wouldn't be a lie or end up leaving me. I haven't had good relationships. I'm 22 and barely feel I deserve love. I'm so fucking traumatized and abused and I do my best to not be toxic and hurt others cause I don't wanna hurt those I love. But that doesn't mean I am perfect with 0 harmful reactions.

By that logic, MA is gaslighting me and projecting onto me is her abusing me. She's dependent on me and often projects her abusers' thoughts onto me without a care for my feelings. Is that abuse too? NO!!! Because I know she's in her own head and having issues! Of course toxic and "negative" behaviours will happen!!! We both are in stressful environments living with abusers that make us feel small and both don't have professional help cause the system fucking sucks in America and my friend is low income.

Actually stfu if u think me being disabled, traumatic, and psychotic is fucking abuse or manipulation or gaslighting. Just because I'm the "unacceptable" kind of trauma and abuse survivor doesn't mean shit. Fucking stop comparing me to fucking abusers. Stop labelling me as bad for having fucking episodes. That bs thinking which very much aligns with what narc abuser ableists believe is what led me to actually be more toxic and hurtful!!!

I do not owe anyone perfection!!! I do not owe anyone the "good" trauma responses!!! For where I came from, I am proud of my progress!!! I will not have my fucking trauma responses demonized as if I'm some fucking abuser!!! Stop making MA into a perfect little victim!!! They've hurt me too, they've been toxic to me too!!! Cause we're both neurodivergent traumatized people!!!

And it especially makes me mad they'd jump to that conclusion cause like: 1- YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME!!!!!! It would be him ranting about a fight or disagreement or tense episode we had!!! That DOES NOT DICTATE OUR RELATIONSHIP!!!!! 2- MA has hurt me too!!! Lied to me in an attempt to people please, trauma dumped onto me when I literally get triggered by that, depended on me so much they couldn't make a decision without asking me (not the polite considerate way, the toxic dependent way), refuses to acknowledge I can be anything less than perfect which caused some major dissonance with myself, worsened my delusions even after we had multiple talks of how to handle my delusions. They are not an abuser, I am not an abuser. Cause we're both fucking mentally ill as hell with so little help!!!

Stop being fucking weird about disabled traumatized people!!! Stop being weird about personality disorders even if u don't know they're personality disorders!!! That kind of thinking is the same one people use to say meltdowns are emotional manipulation when it's a FUCKING AUTISTIC MELTDOWN!!!!!

When MA told me that, it made me so fucking mad. They're her friends and even they can't be bothered to actually understand and just want to label me as controlling and abusive and manipulative because MA and I have difficulties. We don't owe you perfection, we don't owe anyone the ability to be a good person. Stop holding us to the standards of non-traumatized people. I am psychotic, I can be fucking toxic, I have explosive episodes, I have delusions that literally tell me that everything is a fucking lie and MA is some awful evil person so I react to that.

Especially with MA's abusive family flat out labelling me as such because they prefer me since their family regularly ignores their boundaries, snaps at them, and makes them feel like shit, yeah that fucking sucks.

Personality disorders are never gonna be 1000% pleasant. I've had my depressed friend snap at me. Does that mean they're an awful friend? No. They have fucking depression and especially were unmedicated at the time. MA and I both have moral/good person based OCD which affects us both in how we see ourselves and makes us more defensive. MA is sensitive to criticism and doesn't have the natural thought process I have to work through intense anxious thoughts so of course they're more reactive. Yeah it hurts when they say shit to me, but I also know they're mentally ill and they've given me the same patience and understanding so I do the same back.

I hate my trauma responses lumping me in as an abuser. I hate MA's trauma responses lumping her in as an innocent victim. We both have been good, we both have been bad. Cause that's how it fucking is when You've been abused, neglected, traumatized, and have no help.

Just be fucking normal about trauma reactions. Be fucking normal when someone has an episode.

My god my head hurts so bad my brain fog is bad and I can barely think. Oh my God I am not in a good mood. But there's my fucking rang.

We are never going to be 1000% good and perfect people especially without actual help which we can't get cause of the system in America being fucking shite and also the lack of money. But for what we both have, we do so damn well and I'm proud of both of us. We both try so hard and work to communicate and I want that fucking celebrated and not have us lumped into this idea that I abuse them. It's fucking bs people think this because I have trauma responses that aren't "acceptable" because I'm explosive, emotional, and have episodes and delusions. Fuck. Off.

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miulore · 8 months

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post the full ranttttt all the ikonics on twitter are acting like he was looking out for hanbin which i get from some of his replies but the one where he’s like he abandoned us and i hated him like was that necessary?? lost all respect for him especially like why are u saying all this when YOU don’t know what a condom is

pointless rant under the cut!

Like YES in terms of hurting ikons reputation in kr hanbin does come no1 but bobby is a close 2nd so idk why he's running his mouth because when it comes to ikons success hanbin is also no1 and bobby no2 so...

I had such a chill California dude image of him on my mind and it was shattered turns out he has such traditional Korean values.... "bad example for future gen" over some weed like ok mr out of wedlock pregnancy.... like ive been defending him since the news broke out clearly idgaf but why are u acting like a puritarian now?!?!?

and to say he felt HATRED and follow it with "STOP THE WAR" now whta did he expect?!?! "i love him” but the way he was talking about him doesn’t sound like that at all

"he abandoned us" lets put our thinking caps on.... if hanbin hadnt been kicked out then what?? ikn 2 yr hiatus?? feel like their relationship wouldve gotten worse than now.... would he have been able to promote w them in kr?? also im still like 60% he was kicked out/ forced to leave

I think they’re still bitter about the whole situation and honestly I get it I feel that there were/is so many things against ikon and that they couldn’t reach their full potential like the fact that yg literally did the bare minimum for them and then as soon as they were getting the spotlight the drug scandal hit. I get it. But like he didn’t have to bring it up again at least for old times sake like they spent so much time together. Is true that this is all going to bring negative light on hanbin yet again like the drug scandal discourse comes up every 6 months

and like yes they also went through a lot when it all went down and honestly i understand why he just broke down or w.e cause apparently ikonics were fighting on his comment section and sending hate to hanbin and apparently there were team b banners at their latest concert for some damn reason and it hurt chanwoos feelings but then he just kept going like dude YOU CANT WRITE STFU he couldve just idk commented "hey dont spread hate were two separate entities now but still care for each other" or some bs like that like hes been a public figure for a decade now.....

also ids are being RABID on twt rn like wtf did he expect like he's never been good w words to begin with

#++#ask #Idk idk also was “no emotional ties with that friend” absolutely necessary??#theyre truly just men™️ like... idk #hanbin doing weed was illegal but was NOT immoral so lets all just calm down #im gonna defend ot7ers just cause THEY KEPT GIVING US CLUES AND MIXED SIGNALS!! it didnt come out of thin air!! junhoe even sang daydream!!#like HE was the one always vocally supporting hb so....#shoutout to coralita lol most of this is excerpts from our conversation last night <3

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thementalshawty · 10 months

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Love your FS readings and the images you use for them! Thank you.😭🥹💜

The thing is, they always come after readers who are just minding their business and trying to help others. They never go after readers who are being messy with these celeb tarot readings which I find can be so invasive and toxic AF. Like why would you ever read that someone you don't even know will d*e soon, has mental issues or will suffer a miscarrage. Then further trying to readabout the celeb's fs or relatives saying some awful things about them. I think they are the worst tarot readers and part of the community because they say all this toxic bs without check and people lap it up. I think it's spiritually invasive and wrong to read on these people or anyone that doesn't consent, then saying f.... Up shit about them for kiii and views.

FS readers aren't doing this and most are providing general guidance to actually help instead about just being messy and gossiping (projecting)horrible s... about people.

FS readings aren't always frivolous or crazy, so many of them are very helpful! I've seen some saying how people need to work on their doubts or stop judging themselves and comparing themselves to others because none of that is helpful in the long run and is only pushing you out of alignment and its true! I had so much doubt that I wasn't going to meet my person or I'm on the wrong path because I'm not doing what others are doing within my friends group and these readings helped me push through that. I still have a few doubts but not as bad as before and now I’m just focusing on me and mine. Not looking outside to others or comparing because my journey is unique. Also reading about how my guides protect this Union and the journey towards it just gave me SO MUCH PEACE!! Feeling and knowing that I wasn’t crazy and my dreams were real, that the person I was manifested really was my fs and I needed to trust myself, my guides and the signs I had been given because it was real. These readings have strengthened me and empowered me so much and I’m grateful for YOU and other readers who do them and have gotten me to where I need to be mentally, spiritually and emotionally for my FS to come through as was destined. Sorry for my long rant and thank you!💜💕✨

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Fuccin

Words!

This was well said HENNNYYYYY!!!

And I will add

This is why I do it because of the ones I do help and do believe and that’s why the saying goes if you don’t Fucc with it, don’t bother it! Just stfu and keep scrolling. Tf you stopping commenting or feeling the need to share your opinion on sumn you don’t care for in the community that do? That just screams attention seeking trolls! Like cool you don’t Fucc with it, TF IT GOT TO DO WITH US THAT DO! Again putting others down because they themselves don’t get it! Keep believing and having faith, that’s going to unlock more about how to love yourself, you need to embody the love that you want your FS or whatever to give you, to manifest it so these readers are indeed putting self help through it and shadow work teaching you how to love yourself isn’t our fuccin job nor our fuccin guides job to provide your asses with shit! Spiritual guidance or not! Mfccas keep forgetting we connect to our guides so they can help US the individual! But we feel we can share clarity to everyone who comes across our readings, that in itself is more fuccin spiritual clarity and guidance that your asses should be getting because that’s our energy that we invested to get clarity for the ones who aren’t doing it for themselves. WE ALL HAVE FUCCIN GUIDES AND SHIT SO TAP IN IF YOU’RE NOT SATISFIED WITH WHAT YOU SEEING ONLINE OR WHEREVER! Love is a strength most people to weak and afraid to tap into, including myself! Which is why like you I enjoy my OWN PAC along with other readers and yeah sometimes they’re FS readings and they all ALLL EVERY SINGLE ONE IVE READ! Had given advice nothing but advice on empowering yourself to bring them in! To manifest ANYTHING! Intention must be set! Focus must be had all this sound like self work and awareness to bring in what you want regardless if it’s healing or love even abundance it’s wacc when they make you guys feel like it’s a toxic environment I don’t want you guys internalizing their bitterness it will become a part of you and you’ll stray away from your path! Which happens TOOO FUCCIN OFTEN! Don’t stop believing babe!

#tarot reading #pick a pile #tarot cards #tarotblr #pac reading #pick a card #tarot community #psychic #free tarot reading #fs pick a pile #answered #ranting #another rant #my rants #we ranting

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Surviving Trelance Holden

I finally have the courage to share my story. This was a tragic moment in my life, but today I am a stronger woman because of it.

I decided to write this and post my story because I saw other women doing the same on this creep. I’m from Southside Phoenix, and have been here all of my life. Some people hate the desert but I made this my home.

The story begins in Hermoso park on the Southside. I was only 12 years old at the time and trying to act like an adult. At this park the local gang hangs outside and this is when I had my first encounter with Trelance aka Tre.

I thought he was cool, and I was mesmerized by his tattoos and dreads. He invites me into his car and pulls out a lot of money, the most money I have ever seen in my life at the time. He tells me that I can make this money too if I just stick with him and I can be great too. He tells me that I am his lil sis and the “Southside is family” and that he has me for now on.

A week later on my way back from school, I walk by 21st and Burgess in Phoenix, and I see Tre outside. He asks me if I need a ride and I say yes what harm could it be. I tell him where I live and then we drive off. My home was only 5 minutes away and then I noticed Tre started driving past my home. He says he has to make a stop and he needs his lil sister.

We turn down this street on 30th st and Nancy Lane. We pull up to this house and I notice a lot of men outside blasting music and hanging outside. Tre tells me don’t be scared now lil sis, and to come in and that I have nothing to worry about. He’ll take me home after. I follow him in what people would I guess call a “Trap House” and he tells me to lock the door. We head to this room, he tells me to relax and sit on the bed, and then he tells me to hit this blunt. I never smoked before but tried it. I immediately became paranoid and asked Tre if he could take me home. I know that my Aunt and Grandma are worried.

Tre says No and gets up and goes to lock the door. I started crying and begged him to let me go home. He then punched me in my face and told me to stfu and sit there and be quiet. I try to run out of the room, and then next thing I know I feel myself being lifted in the air and then everything went in slow motion and I felt my body coming back to the ground head first. I blacked out.

Not sure what happened after this but I woke up with blood all on my jeans and my bookbag and phone missing. Sad to say, but this is how I lost my virginity. I walked back home, and went into my room. This day forever scarred me and if any young woman went through something like this please call the police. I regret that I didn't call them in this situation. I feared that Tre would harm me and my family and that “Southside is family” and I shouldn’t hurt my family. Years later I no longer have that family and I regret this happened to me and that he is still on the loose even after being sent to prison.

If you know this man, please speak out. He is a danger to women to this day still. I’m older now but girls in my neighborhood have told me that he has contacted them. The police are unable to do anything because people live in fear and are scared to speak out, because of this “Southside is family” BS. I wanted to share my story so any woman that comes across him knows that he is a rapist and predator. Today he traffics young women and young girls from Phoenix Arizona to Las Vegas, Sacramento, Los Angeles, and back to Phoenix. Please spread the word so others can avoid this menace. Protect our girls!

#survivor

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littlealeta · 4 months

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Adventures of Tom Thumb and Thumbelina Review

Oh boy, where do I start?

So, this random movie from my childhood that nobody talks about just popped in my head one day and to be fair, I always thought this film was a mixed bag. I was a little too old for it at the time and I knew it had some charm to it and it was entertaining in some spots, but a lot of parts were just frustrating and easy to make fun of. But I never understood why it rubbed me the wrong way besides the animation. So, let's take a deep dive into this obscure movie, shall we? But, before I talk about the negatives, I do want to say one wholly positive thing about the film. The voice acting is the real highlight. That's it, I guess.

Story

I'm tired of running....

All I can say is... it left a lot to be desired. Lazy, rushed, and undercooked. It has potential, don't get me wrong. It's a refreshing take to have Thumbelina being abused and taken advantage of for her size, but they don't do anything with that concept after the beginning. I also don't understand why they had her be born in a little people village instead of just having her be born in the flower like in the story and then kidnapped. It just feels pointless. Hell, a lot of scenes in this movie is pointless.

Look, I'm not a scientist or expert on physics or whatever but I don't think that boat should be going backwards after it spent all that time going forwards.

I would've liked to see Thumbelina run into similar obstacles she has had her whole life throughout the story of being taken advantage of, studied, experimented on, and abused. Instead we just get human trafficking, like you might as well just go all ham if you're gonna have shit like that in there. It would've at least made the emotional core more powerful.

The action scenes are anticlimatic and full of deus ex machinas and surpise motherfuckers and conveniently shaped lamps. It's like the story doesn't know what it wants to be. One moment it's dark and disturbing as shit and then the next, it's more diabetic than many Disney films.

And Tom Thumb's story is just... I got nothing. I will explain more in the character section, but there's literally nothing interesting about his story because he's more of the deuteragonist to Thumbelina's protagonist, which is not an excuse but whatever.

As a couple, these two have little chemistry. They are the generic enemies to lovers trope and are only drawn together due to their similar lives, except Tom Thumb mostly grew up happy. The reason for their conflict in the first place made no fucking sense. The movie just wanted an excuse to have conflict and that's it. And then all of a sudden, they are now everything to each other, despite fighting 5 minutes ago. There's so many inconsistencies to this movie, it's insane, and I will explain more in the character section. If you really wanted to have conflict between them, maybe develop their (at least Tom Thumb's) personalities more? Maybe his optimism, cheerfulness and naivete clashes with Thumbelina's cynicism, pessimism, and depression. And through their journey, they learn and grow together and learn to help each other overcome their weaknesses. Because the film really doesn't have much character development and whatever little development they do have is pretty rushed.

And wtf was wrong with the script in this film? It looks like it didn't even get past the first or second drafts. There's wording in there like "you irrigate me" that sound like typos, it has all the things a script shouldn't have while also having the skeletons of a good movie. They even broke the show don't tell rule near the end where Thumbelina starts monologuing about how hellish her life was and that she gets to make her own decisions and then points out the whole mother like daughter bs like stfu. WE ALREADY KNOW THIS MOVIE! And WHO TF IS GOING TO CARE THAT A YOUNG ADULT WANTS TO MAKE HER OWN DECISIONS? And then the movie starts convoluting itself by revealing that Tom Thumb was arranged to marry Thumbelina all along (I thought this was a simple kids film?). Of all the writing mistakes this movie has, I thought it would have the decency to avoid those shits.

Most of the jokes are more contrived than funny, even one involves a poop joke.

Characters

None of them are anything special, to be honest. But I will start with Thumbelina.

She has all the makings of a great character. She’s strong and compelling, but she’s also a very flawed character with a lot of vulnerability. If you know me, you would know that these kind of characters are right up my alley. Spike Spiegel, Rick Sanchez, Shadow the Hedgehog, the There is No Game guy, those are all characters that have trust issues and hate people at first but their hatred belies a sense of loneliness and sadness which they all overcome once you break down their barriers. So, what went wrong here? Well, it’s the fact that Thumbelina doesn’t really have any significant growth regarding that. She doesn’t even seem to go through any trials that tests those weaknesses in order for her to grow. She meets Tom Thumb literally 30 minutes into the film, they fight a bit but a minute later, they fall in love. I also don’t think that they handled the depth of her character well.

Then why are you smiling?

She’s actually kind of a bitch, she bitches about losing some grass game despite her being too small and weak to win whatever the fuck it was, she yells at a frog, she yells at the lady bugs who ask her who she is and Tom Thumb, who she just met and has done nothing to her and she runs away from him, and then suddenly attacks and insults his height. So, does Thumbelina want to find another tiny person like her or not? Now, I do think these kind of interactions could be written well, but something is missing here. It feels out of left field. I could probably buy this a bit more if Thumbelina was abused by everyone all her life, but she had friends, so why was she so hostile to these characters for no reason?

Then stop looking at him funny!

She's also a victim of the constant pointlessness and inconsistences of the film so one minute, she Princess Peaches the mole and then the next, she's calling Tom Thumb a thing despite him being the EXACT same species SHE is and ALSO yells at the ladybugs about it earlier in the film.

All in all, she’s alright, she’s definitely the most developed and best character here, but I think they could’ve done better to make her more likeable and consistent.

Tom Thumb

Two-dimensional. The fact that he has no backstory to explain his personality unlike Thumbelina tells you right then and there how shallow he is. The movie mentions that he somehow escapes the circus, but we don't know how. If that's the case, then why did Thumbelina stay there all this time? Again, you could've had the exact same problem even with her escaping because all her life, she has encountered many different people bullying her and taking advantage of her, which would make the story and her character much more powerful. Considering how headstrong she is, I thought she would've taken that route a long time ago anyway and not just because someone told her where her village is. Also, if you're not going to develop his time in trafficking, then why not just go with the original story and just have him be adopted. He also feels out of place in his world, but in contrast to Thumbelina who was gaslit all her life, his caring role models can tell him that there are others like him somewhere in the 7.8 billion people in the world. He also has a bit of an emotional scene with his adoptive father where he has to leave him, but this is never elaborated on at all. Nor do we see Tom Thumb struggle with this. It's just another excuse for the movie to get the plot going.

Mole King

Disturbing af. Blud gets told about some pretty girl in the forest and then hits on her, point, blank, and a period. No conflict about her age, looks, personality, nothing. Take into account that Thumbelina is probably like no older than 19, it's so uncomfortable to watch this old ass incel obsessing over someone who's barely of legal age at best, complete with all tickling, touching, rubbing, and feet fetishes, too. And even going full on Bowser when she is taken away from him. And for no reason either.

In the third act of the film, he does explain that it's because they're both rejects, but how is Thumbelina supposed to be a reject in any way? She was just someone who was easily abused and felt out of place, but she was never ostracized by anyone. I take it that the mole is just an incel who wants any pretty young thing considering this one lady mouse also dated him. His song is good, but still, it's all about him hitting on Thumbelina and it makes no sense regardless.

Mole King's Minions (cuz I don't remember their names and don't care)

Mostly unfunny. They get their out of character moment when they refuse to capture Tom Thumb as the Mole King says so, despite him being their fascist. They make one stupid decision involving two split paths and they both decide to go down one path at the same time and I was like "BRO HOW ABOUT YOU TWO FUCKING SPLIT UP!" and they get reasonably cockblocked.

Three Ladybugs (cuz I don't remember their names and don't care)

These little fucking shits are annoying as all get out. Their entire existence is to make fun of and bully Thumbelina for no reason yet somehow treat Tom Thumb like a prince? What? Is this supposed to contrast things or something? It's so weird.

What do you think you are, hypocrites?

Clingy Bird (cuz I don't remember her name and don't care)

Can't fly for some stupid reason. Apparently, she was captured right after she hatched, but she's clearly an adult, so why she still can't fly, I don't understand. Like literally, a 4 year old can come up with a better fucking reason for a bird not flying than this. And then she starts crying because she thinks Thumbelina isn't her friend when, gurl, you only met her for 2 fucking minutes and you're already worrying over whether or not she's your friend?

Roman

The first villain of the film who came and went. Kind of a cartoonish villain who gaslights Thumbelina into thinking she's the only one of her kind. He captures two babies who happen to be the titular characters in a village where there are plenty of other babies around, what makes Tom Thumb and Thumbelina conveniently special? Oh yeah, because movie. Also, why does every Russian/Portuguese animated character have to be a ball of fat? I mean Gru from Despicable Me and whatshisface from Coraline...Mr. Bobinsky was it?

Dexter

Another villain who came and went. Some science kid whose parents are so ignorant he messes with ether. He's another cartoonish villain who wants to kill his captives because... he's evil, I guess.

Ben

Seemingly a nice guy, but then shows off his inner boomerism by making Tom Thumb fly the coop just because he's of age and he's apparently going to die soon. We don't know if he suffers from any illness or what, the story just wanted to take a sudden turn, I guess.

Thumbelina's Parents

Wish they got a little more attention if they were going to bring them back. Shouldn't they have been working hard to try and get their kid back all these years instead of just standing around doing jackshit? Like go gather up a search group or something.

Animation

I think it will appeal to kids. It's colorful, expressive, and fluid, but it also feels sloppy and unfinished. Like one scene had the characters talking without their mouths moving. It also just looks like a 2005 Newgrounds Flash game, I don't really have a problem with this on paper, but it just goes to show how sloppy and aged the animation is.

Music

I think the music sounds nice and catchy. But the music also falls flat because either the story writing is bad (Welcome to My Hole), the lyrics sound bizarre and tune unfitting for the context of the scene (One Two Cha Cha Cha) or it just sounded kinda bland (I'm All Alone).

Overall

As a kids film, I think this film will do a good job at charming little kids. It's dumb fun (not in a good way, tho) and bright and colorful. But I don't think kids over the age of 9 (around the age I was when I watched the film) would give a fuck. You're better off watching the Mario Movie if you want a fun simple animated kids film about a young girl being forced to marry an ugly bastard and it also has a song about it too.

I give The Adventures of Tom Thumb & Thumbelina 5.2 bells out of 10

I was considering giving it 4.9 bells because of how bad everything was, but I just have to give it a little more credit because there's clearly effort put into this. It had the skeletons to be a powerful movie. On paper, the female lead is compelling and relatable, the theme is emotional and heartwarming, the crossover premise was always interesting, the music sounds catchy, the animation is charming, there's a bit of comedy in there... but they all fell flat due to the execution. I really do feel bad for the makers as it seems like the movie had a really hard time. From what I gathered on research, the movie has been in the making since early 1999 at latest and was completed by the end of the year. It had legal issues with Disney. I can tell how small the budget is just by looking at the writing and animation, and I think Disney, who distributed the film, didn't finance the project enough. That, and they were probably crunched for time. It's really painful how underwhelming this film was.

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bu-t--t · 8 months

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anywayyyy journal rant

i truly do hate the “it gets better” thing. i stay on my it gets worse bs. bc it does. it’s so big and vague i kinda don’t give a shit sometimes if like damn i have adult money now unlike before but also a hundred things are unimaginably worse than i expected them to be so like how much is supposed to get better??

i always think about a post on here that’s like i was gonna kms but now my partner is making pancakes for me and like, im tumblr brained, i couldn’t find one nice thing to say about it. like, all i have to look forward to is a live in partner? like, im suicidal about people not being able to stand me and im supposed to look forward to someone living with me? i am emotionally unable to conjure up anything about that. it’s not happening. that shit you said just made me worse, personally.

i’m glad that person felt some sorta way but i think it sticks with me because like, i feel like i should relate to you bc you said you think like me, but you missed the mark that hard? not that i know this person and not that they know me.

it’s just so bleak and terrible to me that, just according to this one person so now it’s all i can see, the only way things could get better is if i settle into complete normalcy and don’t push myself to do things i’ve always wanted to do like leave the country.

it’s a therapy goal for me now so i’m in a different spot. things you think are impossible will feel and be possible and happen one day means sm more to me than, “it gets better.” ik it’s like, an extremely watered down version of what i just said, but that’s the problem exactly.

it will be terrible and horrible the whole time and i will still break down and even embarrass myself breaking down hundred more times before i die. but, things that matter a lot to me will happen too. it’ll be hard the whole time i’m getting “better” and i’ll have to get better forever. so long as i don’t die i’ll do something that matters to me.

i’m trying to wrap up but like, idk what it is about deciding to share my life with someone just doesn’t register as an accomplishment, even despite the fact i’m convinced i’m an inhuman monster that needs to learn how to do that harder than humans do. even if i did do that i could never accomplish it. it’s not something that would make me better.

i want to grow so much that i go out and i do things and i meet so many people and i learn things like how to take a train for myself. being next to someone is not at all the same as missing your train. arguing with someone isn’t the same as missing your train, adjusting your ticket, and doing it right the next day. as much as my position and i get better, i will never trust another person to make me feel accomplished. i’m locked in.

anyway the world is burning down so idk how i’ve never seen someone else be like hey stfu,,,,, is it bc that would basically be like saying kill yourself? idk man.

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bootlegfrank · 8 months

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YOUR HAIR BEING RED AND BLACK ;OOO THAT SOUNDS SO COOL!!!!!! I’m sure it looks great^.^

Bootlegfrank🤝Hannibal

Helping me embrace stuff hehe I SEE YOURE IN SEASON TWO NOWWWWW AHHHHHHH EXCITED OOOOOO I can definitely see the whole primal aspect being appealing to you with how fascinated you are with human bodies n stuff!!! And the art of it 100% that’s part of the appealing part to me as well. Do you like cooking? At first it grossed me out especially when he was feeding them to people without their knowledge but over time I was like huh…that’s interesting like when he made those little meat flower things. I remember thinking that watching Hannibal feels like watching the food network LMAO all the fucking up close up food shots. For me I feel like the art aspect as well as the whole wanting them to be apart of you forever and needing them so bad that you literally have to consume them (mainly this tbh can I stfu up with my possessiveness bs? never) like damn…okay got me with that. DRAW HANNIBAL ART KQKQJWJSHDJSJS I WAS HOPING YOU WOULD AT SOME POINT the day it happens I’ll be jumping up and down (literally). YEAH NO I THINK THE REASON I THOUGHT WAS BECAUSE, LIKE YOU SAID, FOWL IS A CLASSIFICATION OF BIRDS. TBH…Artemis fowl makes more sense as a title than guardians of gahoole like you’re telling me a book series about owls is named that rather than the one with a damn bird classification in the name?!!?!? Make it make sense!!!!!! I never read it either all I know is it’s about owls

ALSO….I got another tiktok for you. This one you can open it’s not Hannibal hahaha I saw it and thought of you immediately:]

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT82dKujf/

It makes me sad that you feel shame at existing too:((( I know how shitty that feels I wish I could take your shame away. But also it’s nice because that means you understand:) OMG YOU REMEMBER THE ANON I SENT IN AWHILE AGO?????? NO WAY I THOUGHT YOU FORGOT WIWIQKQKWJSDHDJDU and the way you were thinking about it when you read my message that’s so funny HEHEHEHE YEAH that’s really one of the first things that drew me in. I admired you a lot for your attitude and how you didn’t give a fuck what people thought and talked about whatever despite people thinking it’s weird. I want to be like that. “You don't have to restrain yourself for me baby” <3333333333333 my heart I’ll keep that in mind:] I get scared bc I’m like what if I’m TOO out there or weird with something (meanwhile in reality I don’t think it would phase you/you’d be down). Oh my god akqkqjsjjsjsjs the idea that by yourself you’re not noisy but for me you would be,,,,,,dying that makes me feel special hehehehe like damn right your noises are mine baby<33333 my special noises hehe I love bringing these parts out of you. Be careful what you wish for >:))))) I LOVE BITING feeling mischievous like a little cat hehehehe it’s so fun to sink my teeth in. I like biting really fucking hard too and trying to elicit pain noises LOL I like to see how hard I can bite. I’ll make sure you feel my teeth longgggg after and you can run your fingers over the marks. I WANT FANGS SO BADDDDDDD we need fangs we can be vampires together!!!!! Your bone knowledge hehe you could run your fingers over me and touch different bones and name what they are. Holy shit what was it like seeing cadavers in person?????? OOOO liking the animal skeletons I was gonna ask if you liked animal bones too or just people ones. Have you ever collected animal bones before?

How have classes been going!!!! I hope everyone has been nice or I will skin them alive:] WHAT OUTFIT DID YOU END UP GOING WITHHHHHHH

Thankyouu I've gotten a bunch of compliments on it! Though I don't really like the shaping I've done so I gotta go back in and cut some more, but that's for another time x)

Hehehe yeah season two now! I'm watching a little slower than I'd like but alas, busy busy. Oh man I love the art of it! I love cooking yes! I'm the type of guy to cook without a recipe or measurements though haha I'll read a recipe and write down what I need and then do everything on intuition. I love cooking, it really helps me calm down when my emotions get high. I think it would be such an honour to cook with human meat, to be able to explore the way it reacts to the heat, the texture, the taste, figuring out what to pair with it, man it would be so great. I think feeding people human meat against their knowledge/will is so hot hahaha. It's like taking autonomy away from them, making them commit a horrid act that they're not even aware they're committing, completely at your mercy. Oh man I love the 'loving someone so much you have to consume them' angle so much too, there's no way to be closer to someone than to taste their flesh. Hehehe I want to draw Hannibal ar, it just takes me a long while to warm up to drawing people other than I'm used to, so it'll probably be a bit before I feel comfortable enough to upload anything :] Hahaha yeah why not name the owl book something to do with birds, weird decision xDD

Hahaha I literally watched that TikTok last night! It's even in my favourites. Our brains are so in sync xD Please don't stop sending me TikToks <3

I wish I could take away your shame too, it serves no purpose and I'm sorry you're experiencing it :( Hehe yeah, I really couldn't care less what people on here think of me, this is my little corner of insanity and the only thing holding me back are the guidelines xD Good, good, be sure to keep that in mind cutie because I really mean it, no need to ever restrain yourself <3 You're right hehe I don't think there's anything you could say that would phase me. Aw you are special baby, you'll get to hear all my noises as long as I get to hear all of yours <3 Hnng I'd love to find out how hard you can bite, make it hurt, you'd leave such a pretty mark on me <3 We should totally both have fangs wouldn't that just be perfect, vampires together, biting each other, I bet you'd look so cute with fangs <3 I'd love to run my hands over your skin and name the bones underneath, you're so pretty inside and out, ever bit of you deserves my attention. It was crazy seeing those cadavers in person, I even got to dig around in one with tweezers to find a vein. I had some posts about it on my old blog (gone, of course) but there were so many moments in the cadaver lab that have not left my mind since. I still need to draw the cadavers that I remember heh. I don't have any bones myself, but back when we were kids me and my little brother went to the dunes and we would find bird and mice bones and it was always so cool. I remember finding a teensy little jaw sticking out of the sand, it made me uncomfortable back then, but didn't freak me out. When I was a kid I always used to tell the adults that when our cats died I would want to have their skeletons set up, I think it weirded a lot adults out haha, hearing a little kid say that xD

Classes have been going really well! Everything seems kinda very easy, so I'm trying not to let that get to my head and have it come back to bite me in the ass, but I've already made a friend methinks! I ended up wearing my frankensteined patch pants (black with an orange bleach design and patches ofc), my MCR porn star shirt, my black-and-red Five Finger Death Punch zip-up, black-and-red striped arm socks, black-and-red crocheted fingerless gloves sent to me by an internet friend, my spiral plugs, and my red pentagram necklace with photos of Frank inside!! The patches on my jeans sparked a conversation between and my teacher, and she ended up telling me about her favourite bands and who she'd seen in concert, so that was really nice! I hope your week is going good to cutie <3

#its way too fucking hot here so sadly ill have to wear shorts and shirts the rest of the week >:( blegh #asks

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somewherenotcaring-blog · 1 year

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I think the thing that irritates me the most about her... is how she will work on an object that weighs 5 pounds. The object weighs 5... 10 pounds. You don’t even slow down for a second in worry that you may mess something BIG up? And... people just continue to compliment her.

And when I asked to be moved to do something else THAT I KNEW I’D BE BETTER AT... like so I don’t have to look at these ugly a## hoe’s faces again... you still continue to talk about me. Like, I f###ing overheard these hoes saying like... “listen... they’ll either fire me or her. WE GOTTA BS MORE THAN USUAL.” Like, bae...... Bae...... Shut your fucking mouth. Shut the fuck up. Don’t look at me. I know I’m behind you. Don’t gotta look back to check on your safety.

I mean, I made it very clear that I’m looking to work here TEMPORARILY. You don’t have to bother me all the time with your psychological traumas. Your mental issues are serious, I understand, but you don’t have to bother ME all the time with them, because I GENUINELY don’t give a s###. Like, you need to stfu. That’s what you need to do. And leave me the f### alone.

On top of it, how SHE can never do ANYTHING right... but she’s gonna go and make s### up all the time about me? Like, oh she flicked me off. Because you did a whole bunch of s###. A whole bunch of s### that I overheard you saying. Like, this individual can not even do s###, but you’re gonna put value on their bs?????????? Cannot do s###. PERIOD. And sit around complaining about my speed with errors all over her work. She is a female in her 20s. She’s never even had a kid. The other female in her 20s did. Not calling the other one out for doing s###, but IF THEY ASK YOU... you a hoe too. They don’t ask me s### and will be brought to tears by my exit.

Sick and tired of you feeling that it is necessary of me to be concerned about other people’s mental health issues. Especially when I’m the one who’s absolutely poor, but owns a Tesla. Would I not be the one who hears voices at night and all that creepy s###? Really confused about why I even care. Look over and see people making up s### like that. I gotta pass these exams. I gotta figure out how to drive this expensive vehicle. I got an interview coming up that’s putting me in tears. I’mma be married soon. Pregnant soon. I NEED to go on a diet. Work has led me to such stress that I had to grab alcohol late at night for no reason. Never did that before. Really don’t give a s### about other individual’s mental health. Especially when my friend gets fired WHEN SHE IS A GOD AT WHAT SHE DOES. “Single mother” too. Not fired. Talked to... then quit. She wants to find me a job... but I told them I have an interview coming up next week already. So, yeah. I’mma probably quit. It’s just bs how some people CAN’T do s###. It’s like............ we’re on the same team BUT you are incapable. You are disabled away from the team....... I’m sorry if you take it the wrong way BUT I HAVE AN ISSUE WITH THAT. I agree that what they did is not right. I have a family that supports me, so... I think that it will be in the best interest of everybody’s well-being to support her fully and stand up to injustices done against her... as they most likely probably go deeper than things she’s even told me about!

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