#because social anxiety sucks

[deathinfeathers]

//Reminder that all threads will be purged on February 1st, after which I will be taking a new approach to IC interactions since I simply cannot stay on top of things over here anymore.

#This blog has blown up beyond anything I could have imagined #I'm being flippant about threads rn because I want as many people as possible to at least get a taste of Lute #Before I implement the new system #Which will be based in OOC plotting prior to any new thread I take on #There will be no more starter memes #Hopefully this will also force me to be better about approaching people bc I absolutely suck at socializing #Bc anxiety

[awkwardturtlesex]

There goes tonight's plans out the window for sure then

#having social anxiety sucks #I wish I had the courage to go out on my own #and be able to just start a conversation comfortably with anyone #but instead I'm going to miss the gig and wrap myself up in bed 🙃 #all because I have no friend to go with

[alectoperdita]

sometimes i think about doing prompt-request ficlets like i used to but let's be honest, i've gotten too neurotic in recent months to handle it

#personal bullshit #those used to be fun because it felt like a nice group activity to share in #i hate that it's lost that spark of joy #some days i don't even want to bother editing and posting for a “broader audience” #just wanna toss my unedited garbage at a few people in private (who may or may not want it) and forget about it #lol is it depression? social anxiety? burnout? who knows! #just feeling all types of ways today #and they pretty universally suck #some days it just feels like i'm on a perpetual downward trend to drive people away 👍 #lol time to go back to work and accomplish nothing 💖

[maytheratseatureyes]

I don't really make personal posts, and I'm not sure if anyone will read this, but I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who's liked/reblogged/left comments on my art.

It really means a lot to me.

#i will probably delete this later #because i am shy and get embarrassed easily #gotta love that social anxiety #im sorry i dont finish most of my wips #my health sucks and i have zero energy

[adxmanial]

the death of Twitter has brought me peace tbh

#like I’ll be real with the 1k of you who followed me here #I was already debating for several months before everything went to shit #of just going scorched earth and deleting everything #social media was really making my mental health spiral bc it felt like despite the amount of people following me #there was no meaningful connections #and I suck at making connections because I’m stupidly autistic #and so I was spiraling a Lot behind the scenes even if it didn’t look like it #and now it feels like Twitter is dying a natural death and I don’t have to worry about abandoning everything bc it’s all dead anyways #and it’s brought me such relief to be able to just yeet everything and not feel bad about it #start over here where it’s quieter #also I understand the Twitter artists with like thousands of followers and 0 following these days #the biggest anxiety for me was Always the vibe of ‘I don’t know if my mutual likes only my art #or maybe we can be friends’ #and then I was just staring at all my mutuals like 👁️ 👄 👁️ #and giving myself even more anxiety #oh to follow no one and not have to worry about that

[spacemancraig1111111111]

Heyy so idk what this is about but i just want to say please don't dm me shit like this ^_^ i'm literally only here to post shitty fanart once a month, i don't even interact with anyone. it fucking sucks logging on here hoping to find others who like the same shit i do just to read this weird shit in my dms. Yeah i am a real fucking person with feelings, and i get sad being in fandom spaces because of people like this. Just be nice to other people, it's not that hard💞

#i'm so confused about this dm tho like wtf did i do something wrong?? I'm literally never on tumblr anymore #my bio is satire ig but other than that #im as real as real can be motherfucker 😌 #south park #fandom #crenny #art #artists on tumblr #Also i have severe social anxiety and i always doubt myself and it sucks because i put so much effort in my art. And i read this shit just #just to have my insecurities confirmed. Tf ☹️

[iveeaten3humanorganz]

I always think it’s funny way people say “You should be ostracized from society” like. That’s exactly what I want. Banish me. Don’t let people visit me, let me live completely alone with only the internet and my cabin as my friend.

#social anxiety #banishment #put me in a cage and don’t let me out only to feed me #foryou #because i know #you feel the same #twitter #Twitter sucks #people suck #let me be free #PLEASE #I DONT WANT TO BE TRAPPED IN THIS SOCIETY ANYMORE #GRAHHHHH #😋 #going crazy #going insane #fuck society #society can suck my d- #we live in a society #joker arc #in my opinion #🤩 #also give me wifi in the cage #and bedsheets #and a bed #and a very good one #and and and

[spandexinspace]

Does everyone just know what they want to do in life. Because I know what I don't want to do but everyone keeps asking me what my goals are I don't know. There isn't a single job out there that attainable, fun AND something I actually want to do. They all just sound awful.

#personal #my parents told their friend about stuff and long story short I had to call him and talk and he asked that #and I don't know #everything kinda just sucks #and then I cried afterwards because I'm still terrified of phone calls #and it's somehow gotten worse lately despite me sort of becoming better at making calls at work #I wish I could afford therapy but people say that can't fix social anxiety anyway so I guess I'm just stuck like this no matter what

[georgespaniel]

i am sorry if you ever spoken to me and i've been very awkward i struggle with social interaction a lot </3

#i struggle a bit with social cues and knowing what to say 😭 #there might be a tiny bit of the tism hidden in me somewhere y'know #who knowwwssss #i just feel bad because people message or try and talk and i am the most awkward mfer ever 😭 #can't make or keep conversation for shit #i try my best but apologies if it just sucks sometimes </3 #and then we slap social anxiety on top of that and you have a great combo lmao #a talks

[vast-and-meaningless]

Is it socially acceptable to text someone after seeing them and apologize for being so awkward and absent in the conversation?

Like- Heyy it was so nice to see u 🥰🥰 sorry i acted kinda weird 🙏 I was dissociating on the walk over 🚶‍♂️and couldn’t fully return to my body while we were talking 🙄🙄 so i didn’t know what was going on lol 😂 😂 we should hang out soon 🫶🫶

#someone please help me #it sucks because it’s always the sweetest most genuine people #and yk they’re just trying to get to know u better #but Im completely unable to be a normal person for 5 minutes #like staring at the wall #no eye contact #delayed responses #sentences that don’t make sense logically or grammatically #I really make myself sick #vent #mental instability #depression memes #anxiety #social anxiety

[mangostar]

going out with a social worker soon.. I HATE THIS!!!

#shes to help me to get get use to like. going out w/o my mum and do things on my own #i wish i could just stay in my room and play sdv all day wahhhhh #buttt at least im going to the bookstore #thats why idont go outside but i need to because life but I DONT WANT TO!!!!!!!!!I HATE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #social anxiety sucks !!!

[newwave-lesbian]

guys i think i might be able to get my old job back yayyyy that means money but also i am going to throw up and pass out and cry every day but that's normal

#i am going to buy so much weed guys #and new clothes and new stuff for my room #yaaayyyy #but im just crossing my fingers that i can get the job again #boy do i need an income #but 8 to 5 really really sucks hahahahhaha rip me #but then i can draw at work or something #like as much as i hate it i'm mostly able to do other things #cuz it's boring as shit otherwise. #but also very anxiety provoking because idk how to react to anyone and everyone scares me #so i just try to dodge all social situations #lol i am just a phone operator. i should be able to be replaced by a robot #but nope #i do a robot job but then sometimes people over the phone are FREAKS #but luckily it's easy most times and pays alright so whatever. it will make me want to kms perhaps but thats normal #anyways if you're reading this whats up guys #i am in bed listing to prefab sprout on this fine night #yaayyyy

[lanshappycorner]

I bought myself a little treat.....

#for copium !!! #imagine youre me #you sit down in class and you look at your phone(which is also a wallet) #you realize in horror at that moment that you lost your student ID . drivers license. and medical benefits card #you run out of class retracing your steps but you cant find anything so you return to class and decide to just attend bc ur there #you sit thru 1 hr 20 mins of lecture and you slowly realize this was a bad idea because every second youre in class #you could be searching for your cards and you are about to have an anxiety attack #time is up and you leave and you eventually go to the lost and found and they give you 2 cards #you have your 2 IDs but not your medical one. you have a doctors appointment this friday btw #you spend the next 2 hrs running across your uni campus 5 times in 80 degree weather. your feet also hurt bc you injured it over the weekend #you are forced to give up and attend your last class #it is 4:50 pm. you have eaten nothing all day and you have very little water left. its warm. and you have to walk another 30 mins home #you have resigned to having to call social services later to get a replacement card. which sucks bc you talked to like 5 strangers today #and you have social anxiety and also everything sucks and you are about to keep over and die #anyway i got tea and bought myself 2 macarons <3

[curlyhairedintrovertsworld]

one second i'm a really hardcore feminist who doesn't take shit and the next i'm crying because i am constantly taking shit, i've been taking shit all my life, i don't know how to stop and my brain is mean to me.

#angel speaks #angel is not having a good time #hyper sensitive person #adhd inattentive #social anxiety #anxiety depression #i'm tired i have homework i'm not willing i'm not anything i'm not sure what i'm trying to say here #how do i not feel this #procrastinating #overthinking #unnecessary remembering of life events that suck #my battery is dying god-damned it #everything is not it #ranting in my head got me here #ughhhhhhhhhhh #why #but also ppl got me here because otherwise would i be ranting #neurodivergent